{"id":13112,"date":"2013-06-03T12:32:44","date_gmt":"2013-06-03T12:32:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=13112"},"modified":"2013-06-03T12:32:44","modified_gmt":"2013-06-03T12:32:44","slug":"chemarea-lui-nichifor-crainic-la-smerenie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2013\/06\/03\/chemarea-lui-nichifor-crainic-la-smerenie\/","title":{"rendered":"“Chemarea lui Nichifor Crainic la smerenie”"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>,,Drept urmare a ie\u015firii cu bine din opera\u0163iile suferite, rezerva din sanatoriu ce ad\u0103postea disper\u0103rile \u015fi n\u0103dejdile poetului \u00eencepu s\u0103 se umple cu nenum\u0103ra\u0163i vizitatori, mul\u0163i dintre ace\u015ftia deschiz\u00e2ndu-\u015fi, larg \u015fi pe nea\u015fteptate, baierele pungilor, pentru a suplini banii lips\u0103 familiei, necesari acoperirii cheltuielilor de spitalizare \u015fi tratament, care dep\u0103\u015feau cu mult salariul modest al unui profesor universitar. Iat\u0103 cum se oglinde\u015fte \u00een con\u015ftiin\u0163a memorialistului noua situa\u0163ie.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cC\u00e2nd r\u0103m\u00e2neam singur \u00een camer\u0103, cu cartea de rug\u0103ciuni pe piept, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam la toate aceste lucruri. Dumnezeu lucreaz\u0103 prin oameni, \u00eemi ziceam. El a \u00eendemnat pe to\u0163i medicii ace\u015ftia s\u0103-\u015fi pun\u0103 toat\u0103 \u015ftiin\u0163a la contribu\u0163ie. (…) El insufl\u0103 personalul acesta al sanatoriului, care caut\u0103 de mine nu ca de un client, ci ca de o rud\u0103 apropiat\u0103. El a \u015foptit acestor oameni s\u0103-\u015fi deschid\u0103 d\u0103rnicia. Cu ce m-am \u00eenvrednicit eu, p\u0103c\u0103torul, de toate aceste semne ale bun\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii cere\u015fti?\u201d (\u201cZile albe, zile negre\u201d, Casa Editorial\u0103 G\u00e2ndirea, Septembrie 1991, Bucure\u015fti, Rom\u00e2nia, p. 360-361).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Toate preten\u0163iile la experien\u0163e ie\u015fite din comun \u2013 aparent fire\u015fti pentru un intelectual, pentru un teolog, pentru sensibilitatea unui poet de talia lui \u2013 se n\u0103ruie cu prilejul dep\u0103\u015firii momentului critic. Specialistul \u00een mistic\u0103 pricepe c\u0103 cele mai \u00eenalte \u015fi cele mai abisale tr\u0103iri ale sih\u0103striilor se pot reduce la via\u0163a noastr\u0103 de zi cu zi, pentru acela care \u015ftie s\u0103 o citesc\u0103 \u00een lumina iubirii de Dumnezeu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cN-am v\u0103zut nici raiul \u015fi nici iadul \u00een c\u0103l\u0103toria mea prin bezna de dincolo, dar El mi-a f\u0103cut parte s\u0103 \u00eencerc iadul \u00een suferin\u0163ele \u00eendurate \u015fi s\u0103 gust raiul \u00een n\u0103vala de bun\u0103tate a sufletului omenesc. \u00cenainte de boal\u0103 am trecut prin \u00eencerc\u0103ri zguduitoare, care m\u0103 f\u0103cuser\u0103 s\u0103 v\u0103d c\u0103 meritul nu e considerat, c\u0103 renumele e o de\u015fert\u0103ciune goal\u0103, c\u0103 veninul aproapelui nimice\u015fte tot binele pe care vrei s\u0103-l faci. Cu inima r\u0103nit\u0103 \u015fi cu pu\u0163in\u0103tatea mea de om, m\u0103 dezgustasem de via\u0163\u0103, de lume \u015fi de tot\u201d (p. 361).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nichifor Crainic \u00ee\u015fi pune o \u00eentrebare simpl\u0103, dar de aur. O \u00eentrebare pe care to\u0163i suntem datori s\u0103 ne-o adres\u0103m, c\u00e2nd se ive\u015fte prilejul, \u015fi nu numai s\u0103 ne-o adres\u0103m, ci s\u0103-i \u015fi g\u0103sim r\u0103spunsul potrivit propriei noastre \u00een\u0103l\u0163\u0103ri.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cCe sens poate s\u0103 aib\u0103 boala prin care am trecut? Dumnezeu mi-a dat-o la timp, m-a trecut o clip\u0103 prin neantul mor\u0163ii, m-a purtat p\u00e2n\u0103 la marginea misterului de dincolo, ca s\u0103-l compar cu m\u00e2hnirile mele de mai \u00eenainte \u015fi s\u0103 v\u0103d c\u0103, fa\u0163\u0103 de nem\u0103rginirea lui, ele sunt nimicuri p\u0103m\u00e2nte\u015fti. Grozava suferin\u0163\u0103 prin care am trecut le-a ars \u015fi m-a purificat de ele\u201d (idem).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 R\u0103spunsul st\u0103 la \u00eendem\u00e2n\u0103, a\u015fa cum e preg\u0103tit de memorialist: sensul oric\u0103rei \u00eentreruperi a fluxului vie\u0163ii fire\u015fti, va s\u0103 zic\u0103, printre altele, a s\u0103n\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii, despre care este vorba aici, nu e dec\u00e2t aten\u0163ionarea noastr\u0103 c\u0103 ne-am r\u0103t\u0103cit, c\u0103 ne-am dep\u0103rtat de F\u0103c\u0103torul \u015fi de legile Sale. Boala este o Chemare. Iat\u0103 cuvintele lui Nichifor Crainic:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cM\u0103 re\u00eentorc din moarte din mila nesf\u00e2r\u015fit\u0103 a lui Dumnezeu\u201d \u015fi nu prin vreun merit deosebit al meu… \u201cZilele pe care le voi mai tr\u0103i de acum \u00eencolo sunt un dar de la El, peste soroc, ca zilele lui Laz\u0103t cel ridicat din morm\u00e2nt. Am r\u0103mas cu sentimentul profund \u015fi necl\u0103tinat c\u0103 at\u00e2t c\u00e2t voi mai tr\u0103i e un plus dumnezeiesc peste c\u00e2t a\u015f fi avut de tr\u0103it\u201d (idem).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Noi to\u0163i cei care am fost d\u0103rui\u0163i de Domnul cu eliberarea din temni\u0163e, cu c\u00e2t mai mult suntem datori s\u0103 g\u00e2ndim dup\u0103 acest tipar? Nu exist\u0103 niciunul dintre noi (\u00een afar\u0103 de cei \u00eenr\u0103i\u0163i f\u0103r\u0103 t\u0103mad\u0103) care s\u0103 nu fi sim\u0163it moartea spiritual\u0103 adulmec\u00e2ndu-le st\u00e2rvul la care i-a redus gherla. \u00centreruperea fluxului vie\u0163ii fire\u015fti a fost, pentru noi, aruncarea dincolo de gratii \u015fi, cu acel prilej, am sim\u0163it, f\u0103r\u0103 \u00een\u015felare, gustul mor\u0163ii. Clipa mor\u0163ii ne-a p\u0103rut at\u00e2t de evident\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2t de la ea \u00eenainte, indiferent de lungimea pedepsei ce ni s-a comunicat, ne-a revenit s\u0103 re\u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m a tr\u0103i. Dac\u0103 f\u0103tul deprinde tehnica supravie\u0163uirii sub soare, dup\u0103 na\u015ftere, \u00een 9 luni de la concepere, noi am cucerit aceast\u0103 tehnic\u0103 \u00een ani grei (pentru unii num\u0103ra\u0163i chiar peste dou\u0103zeci!)<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nichifor Crainic surprinde (continu\u00e2nd a trimite cititorul la bolnavul care \u015fi-a \u00eenvins neputin\u0163ele) deosebit de limpede \u015fi re\u00eenv\u0103\u0163area lumii, la care am fost to\u0163i supu\u015fi. De asemenea, el constat\u0103 deosebirea dintre \u2018\u00eenvia\u0163i\u2019 \u015fi cei care nu-\u015fi cunosc bucuria de a tr\u0103i, pentru c\u0103 nu au fost jefui\u0163i de via\u0163\u0103 nici m\u0103car o zi (sau dac\u0103 au fost, nu au devenit con\u015ftien\u0163i a fi \u00eenotat prin apele mor\u0163ii \u015fi ei!)<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cMugurii castanilor se umflau c\u00e2t nucile, ro\u015fca\u0163i-verzui, gata s\u0103 plesneasc\u0103. Nu puteam \u00eenc\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 \u0163in pe picioare: sora m\u0103 sprijinea \u00een drumul p\u00e2n\u0103 la geam. Pe bulevard vedeam trec\u0103tori mi\u015fc\u00e2ndu-se liberi \u00een lumina soarelui, dar s\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103 mergi, s\u0103 gu\u015fti bucuria fiec\u0103rui pas pe care \u00eel faci! Via\u0163a const\u0103 din mii \u015fi mii de astfel de bucurii m\u0103runte, pe care le uit\u0103m din obi\u015fnuin\u0163\u0103. Numai cine le-a pierdut o dat\u0103 poate s\u0103 le descopere din nou \u00een toat\u0103 fr\u0103gezimea lor primordial\u0103. Boala, suferin\u0163a p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een vecin\u0103tatea mor\u0163ii e o nou\u0103 revela\u0163ie a vie\u0163ii proaspete de parc\u0103 acum a ie\u015fit din m\u00e2na Creatorului\u201d (idem).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Iar pentru nesmeri\u0163ii care \u00ee\u015fi \u00eenchipuie c\u0103 sunt \u015fi ei suferitori, deci au dreptul la \u00eenviere din aceast\u0103 via\u0163\u0103, ca cei mor\u0163i de vii pomeni\u0163i, memorialistul trage concluzii aspre, pentru c\u0103 luciditatea \u00eempiedic\u0103 acoperirea adev\u0103rului cumplit: \u201cS-a zis c\u0103 suferin\u0163a purific\u0103. Dar suferin\u0163a \u00een doze mici \u015fi repetate mai mult \u00eenvenineaz\u0103 dec\u00e2t purific\u0103. Numai suferin\u0163a cov\u00e2r\u015fitoare e un dar dumnezeiesc, care \u00eennoie\u015fte f\u0103ptura. Numai str\u0103b\u0103t\u00e2nd prin dogoarea ei te apropii din nou de taina vie\u0163ii \u015fi a lui Dumnezeu\u201d (p. 361-362). “<\/p>\n

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\u00a0MIHAI R\u0102DULESCU<\/strong><\/p>\n

(Frag. din Chemarea lui Dumnezeu \u00een temni\u0163ele comuniste.<\/em> Vol.II, 2004)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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