{"id":13185,"date":"2013-06-08T08:40:03","date_gmt":"2013-06-08T08:40:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=13185"},"modified":"2013-06-08T08:40:03","modified_gmt":"2013-06-08T08:40:03","slug":"mihai-radulescu-dreptii-pentru-cei-nedrepti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2013\/06\/08\/mihai-radulescu-dreptii-pentru-cei-nedrepti\/","title":{"rendered":"Mihai R\u0103dulescu: Drep\u021bii pentru cei nedrep\u021bi"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>\u00cen cursul prim\u0103verii lui 1956, c\u0103tre partea a doua a ei, c\u0103lduroas\u0103, bl\u00e2nd\u0103, prietenoas\u0103 \u2013, prezent \u00eentr-o diminea\u0163\u0103 la Biblioteca Institutului de Rela\u0163ii cu Str\u0103in\u0103tatea, din Bulevardul Daciei, unde nu f\u0103ceam gre\u015feala de a lipsi \u00een vreuna din zilele s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2nii, cum tratam seminariile \u015fi cursurile facult\u0103\u0163ii de filologie la cari eram \u00eenscris \u00een anul I \u2013, ridic\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 de la masa \u00eenc\u00e2nt\u0103rilor \u015fi \u00eendrept\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 spre locul unde mi-a\u015f fi putut aprinde o \u0163igar\u0103, mi-am aruncat ochii asupra c\u0103r\u0163ii citite de un alt t\u00e2n\u0103r. Am descifrat numele lui Bacovia, pe pagin\u0103. L-am privit curios pe cel care r\u0103sfoia tomul cu venera\u0163ie \u015fi un entuziasm abia re\u0163inut de sur\u00e2sul t\u0103cut. Era un b\u0103iat v\u00e2njos, bine hr\u0103nit, s\u0103n\u0103tos, cu bujori \u00een obraji, ce tr\u0103dau aerul bun ce-i str\u0103b\u0103tea pl\u0103m\u00e2nii de c\u00e2nd era pe lume. Castaniu luminos, p\u0103rul cu fir mai lung dec\u00e2t se purta pe atunci \u2013 pesemne \u00eencerc\u00e2nd un stil de tonsur\u0103 eminescian \u2013 era str\u0103b\u0103tut transversal de c\u00e2teva ondul\u0103ri. Ochii migdala\u0163i \u00eeng\u0103duiau s\u0103 cutreiere peste fil\u0103 ni\u015fte priviri senine \u015fi \u00eencrez\u0103toare, cu ape albastre. Nasul viguros, f\u0103r\u0103 a ie\u015fi, totu\u015fi din suprafa\u0163a fe\u0163ii \u00een mod sup\u0103r\u0103tor cumva, ca \u015fi rotunjirea buzelor ro\u015fii, a b\u0103rbiei, a pome\u0163ilor proeminen\u0163i, tr\u0103dau senzualitatea, pl\u0103cerea de a tr\u0103i. Cum mi\u015fcarea mea parc\u0103 i-ar fi trezit nevoia personal\u0103 de mi\u015fcare, \u00ee\u015fi mut\u0103 \u015fi el greutatea corpului pe t\u0103lpile pantofilor \u015fi m\u0103 ajunse din urm\u0103. Era cu c\u00e2\u0163iva centimetri mai scund ca mine, \u00eens\u0103 cl\u0103direa trupului s\u0103u \u2013 despre care francezul ar fi spus c\u0103 apar\u0163inea unui tip \u2018costaud\u2019 \u2013 \u00eel desemna mai rezistent la efortul fizic \u015fi, parc\u0103, beneficiind de o voin\u0163\u0103 mai puternic\u0103 dec\u00e2t aceea folosit\u0103 de mine s\u0103 m\u0103 descurc cu \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103tura sau alte \u00eendatoriri.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nu m-am putut re\u0163ine s\u0103-i vorbesc, deoarece parcurgea versurile poetului meu preferat, ceea ce mi-l f\u0103cea frate de suflet. \u015ei el se dovedi fascinat de b\u0103c\u0103uanul singular \u015fi, mai ales, bucuros c\u0103 descoperise acea bibliotec\u0103 public\u0103 unde plachetele acestuia nu erau epurate, cum st\u0103teau lucrurile \u00een toate celelalte biblioteci din \u0163ar\u0103. \u00cemi \u00een\u015fir\u0103 cu hilaritate entuziasmat\u0103 c\u00e2teva nume de scriitori rom\u00e2ni, desemna\u0163i \u00een imensa list\u0103 de c\u0103r\u0163i interzise publicat\u0103 de statul socialist \u00een dou\u0103, dac\u0103 nu trei, volume \u2013 primul monstruos de mare \u2013, litera\u0163i pe care, totu\u015fi, \u00eei g\u0103sise cuprin\u015fi, prin miracol, credea, \u00een fi\u015fierele din holul str\u0103b\u0103tut de noi. Nu era minune, ci Institutul ce tutela biblioteca beneficia de anumite deschideri, aiurea inexistente, tocmai pentru c\u0103 ne reprezenta, \u00eentr-un fel, \u00een alte \u0163\u0103ri \u2013 cu o imagin\u0103 fals democratic\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 P\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eentr-un sfert de ceas, m\u0103 \u00eentreb\u0103 dac\u0103, \u00een cursul vacan\u0163ei ce se apropia grabnic, l-a\u015f fi \u00eenso\u0163it acas\u0103, \u00een Bucovina, unde p\u0103rin\u0163ii \u00eel sf\u0103tuiser\u0103 s\u0103 revin\u0103 cu un coleg din Bucure\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Am acceptat pe loc, apoi ne-am str\u00e2ns m\u00e2inile, rostindu-ne numele, pentru a ne ului unul pe cel\u0103lalt cu aceea c\u0103, de fapt, eram colegi de an, el student la limba \u015fi literatura rom\u00e2n\u0103, eu \u2013 la limba \u015fi literatura englez\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Precum se vede, toate le f\u0103ceam pe dos, \u00eentocmai ca \u015fi aceste planuri de var\u0103 urzite \u00eempreun\u0103 \u00eenainte de a ne fi cunoscut. Cele ce au urmat nu puteau dec\u00e2t s\u0103 confirme ast\u0103 ciud\u0103\u0163enie a unui comportament cu \u00eent\u00e2rziere adolescentin.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Din gara D\u0103rm\u0103ne\u015fti, unde cobor\u00e2r\u0103m din tren, pentru a ajunge \u00een comuna sa natal\u0103, Cost\u00e2na, aveam de trecut apa larg\u0103 a Sucevei prin vad, podul de beton, situat mai \u00een afara c\u0103ii noastre drepte, fiind pr\u0103bu\u015fit. Pe urmele lui Vasile Zvanciuc, \u00eemi \u00eencercam pentru \u00eent\u00e2ia oar\u0103 abilitatea de a c\u0103lca din piatr\u0103 \u00een piatr\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fi lunecat b\u00e2ld\u00e2b\u00e2c \u00een und\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Pe malul cel\u0103lalt, ne a\u015ftepta tat\u0103l lui, cu c\u0103ru\u0163a. Ne-am c\u0103\u0163\u0103rat; p\u0103rintele a ales s\u0103 m\u00e2ie calul, noi s\u0103 st\u0103m \u00een co\u015f. Cur\u00e2nd am intrat \u00een comun\u0103. Ajun\u015fi \u00een dreptul bisericii, cu coada ochiului am b\u0103gat de seam\u0103 crucea mare cu care \u00ee\u015fi \u00eempodobi pieptul, desen\u00e2ndu-\u015fi-o acolo din v\u00e2rful a trei degete, noul meu prieten. Cobor\u00e2nd, str\u0103b\u0103t\u00e2nd ograda, intr\u00e2nd \u00een cas\u0103, l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-ne am\u00e2ndoi s\u0103ruta\u0163i de maica sa, adev\u0103rat\u0103 clo\u015fc\u0103 uman\u0103, plin\u0103 de tandre\u0163e, c\u0103ldur\u0103, prevenire a oric\u0103ror nevoi sau dorin\u0163e, tat\u0103l lui Vasile \u00eei gr\u0103i soa\u0163ei sale despre schimbarea suferit\u0103 de fiul lor …datorit\u0103 mie: era vorba despre ampla cruce pe care \u015fi-o pusese scut pe piept, la venire. Am priceput c\u0103 Vasile, \u00eenainte de a descinde \u00een Capital\u0103, trecuse printr-o criz\u0103 de emancipare, iar acum voise s\u0103 \u00eemi \u00eenf\u0103\u0163i\u015feze chipul model al b\u0103ietului de \u2018\u0163\u0103ran tradi\u0163ional\u2019, cu care m\u0103 momise \u00eentr-acolo; c\u00e2t despre rolul jucat de mine \u00een cumin\u0163irea lui, s\u0103 fim serio\u015fi! Dac\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi punea mintea, m-ar fi modelat cum o faci cu un bo\u0163 de noroi. At\u00e2ta m\u0103 fascina perspectiva de a cunoa\u015fte s\u0103teanul rom\u00e2n \u00een intimitatea existen\u0163ei sale zilnice \u00eenc\u00e2t, pentru a anula anii preceden\u0163i, to\u0163i c\u00e2\u0163i \u00eei num\u0103ram, pentru a-i anula \u00een favoarea preschimb\u0103rii mele, la r\u00e2ndul meu, \u00een pui de \u0163\u0103ran, m-a\u015f fi l\u0103sat p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi l\u0103b\u0103r\u0163at \u015fi resub\u0163iat \u00een form\u0103 nou\u0103, pe nicoval\u0103, de mult ce iubeam din carte opinca \u0163\u0103rii.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 De la mama lui am aflat despre fuga de acas\u0103 a b\u0103rbatului ei, urm\u0103rit de autorit\u0103\u0163i pentru a se \u00eenscrie cu tot avutul \u00een \u2018\u00eentov\u0103r\u0103\u015firea agricol\u0103\u2019 \u015fi despre nop\u0163ile d\u00e2rd\u00e2ite de ea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi \u00een p\u0103pu\u015foi, pentru evitarea comisiei ce f\u0103cea prin ogr\u0103zile oamenilor incursiuni aduc\u0103toare de groaz\u0103, dup\u0103 c\u0103derea \u00eentunericului, cu acela\u015fi scop. De la ea am m\u00e2ncat, \u00een dou\u0103 luni, vreo \u015fapte g\u00e2\u015fte, g\u0103tite \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103te\u015fte. \u00cen Cost\u00e2na m-am \u00eendr\u0103gostit de unica \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103toare de g\u0103sit \u00een memoria mea sentimental\u0103, al c\u0103rei nume de legend\u0103 \u2013 Oltea \u2013 de bun\u0103 seam\u0103 c\u0103 mi-a \u00eenfl\u0103c\u0103rat \u00eenchipuirea \u015fi patriotismul, mai mult dec\u00e2t s\u0103 zic c\u0103 boiul ei mi-ar fi aprins nesocotin\u0163a ce-mi dogorea din cuptorul v\u00e2rstei. Vasile m-a dus la o nunt\u0103 s\u0103teasc\u0103, peste munte, noaptea, prin p\u0103dure, lumin\u00e2ndu-mi c\u0103rarea cu felinarul. Pe malul Sucevei am cules pentru prima \u015fi ultima oar\u0103 folclor \u0163ig\u0103nesc de deten\u0163ie \u2013 de Canal! \u2013 \u00een limba originar\u0103, dar \u015fi \u00een variant\u0103 rom\u00e2neasc\u0103. Atunci am renun\u0163at la farafast\u00e2curile moderniste \u00een versuri \u015fi m-am l\u0103sat sc\u0103ldat de ritmurile populare \u015fi de prospe\u0163imea imagisticii din ghicitori \u015fi strig\u0103turi. Zvanciuc m-a condus la m\u0103n\u0103stirea cu turl\u0103 de piatr\u0103 sculptat\u0103 \u2013 zbor \u00eempietrit \u2013 a Dragomirnei, unde am dormit pe ni\u015fte saltele de ne \u00eengropau \u00een uitare, \u00een apartamentul metropolitan, \u015fi m-a readus kilometri \u00eentregi prin codru, de am v\u0103zut primul gu\u015fter din via\u0163a mea; \u015fi tot atunci m-a deprins s\u0103 culeg ciuperci, el \u00eempletind, \u00een acest scop, un co\u015f de nuiele comod de purtat \u015fi, oricum, binevenit. El mi-a ar\u0103tat casa lui Ciprian Porumbescu \u015fi aceea a\u00a0 preotului culeg\u0103tor de folclor Tudor Pamfile, plin\u0103 de manuscrise inedite \u015fi, cu toate aceea, interzise tiparului. Pe uli\u0163ele Sucevei am apucat s\u0103 v\u0103d \u015fi eu un profesor de liceu de odinioar\u0103, str\u0103b\u0103t\u00e2nd caldar\u00e2mul \u00een frac verde \u00eenchis ca frunza de vi\u015fin. Ne-am aflat \u00eempreun\u0103, tot acolo, taman c\u00e2nd arheologii, au descoperit beciurile unei case boiere\u015fti, unde se ascunseser\u0103, poate pe timpul lui Petru Rare\u015f, comori, de spaima t\u0103tarilor r\u0103pitori de codane \u015fi aur. \u015ei, \u00een ultimul r\u00e2nd \u015fi cel mai important, cu Vasile ne-am afundat \u00een saltele de puf la m\u0103n\u0103stirea Dragomirna, \u00een apartamentul Mitropolitului, unde a doua zi la de\u015fteptare un fr\u0103\u0163ior de m\u0103n\u0103stire de vreo paisprezece ani\u015fori ne-a adus pe o tav\u0103 dou\u0103 c\u0103ni de lapte cald muls atunci, \u015fi am \u00eennoptat \u00een acela\u015fi pat, \u00een casa familiei Eminovici, din Ipote\u015fti. A fost o vacan\u0163\u0103 suficient\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 for- meze pe tot restul vie\u0163ii, datorit\u0103 acelui fl\u0103c\u0103u \u00eent\u00e2lnit la biblioteca Institutului de Rela\u0163ii cu Str\u0103in\u0103tatea din Bucure\u015fti, pe care, nu peste multe luni urma s\u0103 o evoc cu drag la Jilava \u00eempreun\u0103 cu Nicolae Balot\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 R\u0103m\u00e2n\u00e2ndu-mi un examen am\u00e2nat, m-am gr\u0103bit cel dint\u00e2i spre Capital\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 C\u00e2nd m-a ajuns din urm\u0103 Vasile, peste vreo s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103-zece zile, eram afundat \u00een cea mai de ne\u00eenchipuit experien\u0163\u0103 cultural\u0103 ce aveam s-o tr\u0103iesc: frecventarea pictorului Ion \u0162uculescu, \u00een propriu-i apartament din strada Lizeanu, unde, cu mari eforturi, izbutise s\u0103 ob\u0163in\u0103 dispensa de a deschide prima sa expozi\u0163ie sub comunism, p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci fiindu-i interzis \u2013 cam des apare acest cuv\u00e2nt, nu? \u2013 p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 picteze \u015fi risc\u00e2nd arestarea \u015fi condamnarea pentru spionaj dac\u0103 ar fi fost prins \u2018ie\u015find la peisaj\u2019, cum nu i se d\u0103duse adeverin\u0163\u0103 de la Uniunea Arti\u015ftilor Plastici Rom\u00e2ni pentru dreptul de a picta \u00een aer liber.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Apoi, m-am v\u00e2r\u00e2t p\u00e2n\u0103-n g\u00e2t \u00eentr-o afacere politic\u0103 studen-\u0163easc\u0103, prin realizarea c\u0103reia n\u0103d\u0103jduiam s\u0103 piar\u0103 comunismul din \u0163ar\u0103 pe vecie.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Peste \u015fase luni de la re\u0163inerea mea, am fost depus la Tribunalul Militar. Avocatul \u00eemi confie c\u0103 p\u0103rin\u0163ii mei insistau mult, prin mijlocirea sa, s\u0103 numesc ni\u015fte martori ai ap\u0103r\u0103rii, pentru ca procesul s\u0103 decurg\u0103 normal \u015fi s\u0103-mi creez \u2013 zicea el \u2013 oarecari \u015fanse. Luat astfel, nu am putut ceda amestecului de cinism, n\u0103scut peste nop\u0163ile celor aproximativ o sut\u0103 optzeci de zile ce m\u0103 desp\u0103r\u0163eau de acel mine \u00eensumi flu\u015fturatic \u015fi indiferent la soarta proprie ce fusesem \u00eenainte de arestare, nu am putut ceda, spuneam, amestecului de cinism \u015fi matur\u2013 amar\u0103 cunoa\u015ftere a minciunilor a\u015fa-zisei legalit\u0103\u0163i cu care m\u0103 confruntam \u015fi am rostit numele lui Vasile. Poate \u015fi al altora, nu-mi mai amintesc.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 La data cuvenit\u0103, Vasile intr\u0103 \u00een sala tribunalului din strada Negru-Vod\u0103 \u015fi, cu curajul pentru care \u00eel admirasem \u00een cursul vacan\u0163ei abia trecute, afirm\u0103 multe lucruri frumoase despre mine \u015fi mai ales c\u0103 s-a mirat c\u0103 eram acuzat pentru preocup\u0103ri politice, c\u00e2nd eu \u00eemi petrecusem dimine\u0163i \u015fi dup\u0103-amieze \u00een expozi\u0163ia pictorului Ion \u0162uculescu. Mi-a trecut un fier ro\u015fu prin inim\u0103: \u2018Dac\u0103 \u00eel vor lua \u015fi pe Maestru la \u00eentreb\u0103ri despre ce voi fi vorbit eu acolo!?\u2019<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Abia peste patru ani, dup\u0103 eliberare, am aflat de la p\u0103rin\u0163ii mei c\u0103 Vasile Zvanciuc, mutat \u00eentre timp la c\u0103minul din Matei Voevod, venise \u00eentr-o zi pe nepus\u0103 mas\u0103 \u2013 probabil dup\u0103 ce avocatul meu \u00eel desemnase ca martor al ap\u0103r\u0103rii \u2013 s\u0103 le povesteasc\u0103 \u00een ce hazna se desf\u0103\u015fura formarea noastr\u0103, a studen\u0163ilor acelor timpuri. Fusese chemat de prodecanul filologiei, Ion Coteanu, \u015fi acesta \u00eei ceruse s\u0103 semneze o declara\u0163ie c\u0103 a\u015f fi fost dependent de droguri, mai exact opioman. Vasile refuzase. I se d\u0103duse timp s\u0103-\u015fi aminteasc\u0103 faptul c\u0103 astfel \u2018st\u0103teau lucrurile cu adev\u0103rat\u2019\u2026 El \u00eei vizitase pe tat\u0103l \u015fi mama mea, s\u0103-\u015fi \u00eent\u0103reasc\u0103 sufletul, mai ales c\u0103 i se specificase a fi urmat excluderea lui din universitate, de nu-\u015fi for\u0163a min\u0163ile s\u0103 recunoasc\u0103 ceea ce i se afirmase despre mine. Vizit\u00e2ndu-i, mai mult dorea s\u0103-i avertizeze pe p\u0103rin\u0163ii mei \u00een leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu ce anume trebuiau s\u0103 se fi a\u015fteptat a auzi la proces. \u00centre paranteze, se cuvine s\u0103 se afle c\u0103, \u00een timpul Revolu\u0163iei din \u201989 \u015fi dup\u0103 ea, c\u00e2nd \u00een Pia\u0163a Universit\u0103\u0163ii studen\u0163imea lupta prin mar\u015furi ale t\u0103cerii sau sub b\u00e2tele minierilor \u015fi securi\u015ftilor din fruntea lor, acela\u015fi Coteanu, ajuns director al Institutului de Lingvistic\u0103, a venit la televiziune s\u0103 protesteze \u00eempotriva studen\u0163imii insubordonate. Exact ca odinioar\u0103\u2026!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Va s\u0103 zic\u0103 Vasile luase hot\u0103r\u00e2rea de a r\u0103m\u00e2ne pe aceea\u015fi pozi\u0163ie, adic\u0103 s\u0103 nu accepte a depune m\u0103rturiile mincinoase ce-i erau impuse de Ion Coteanu, sub amenin\u0163\u0103ri.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015ei l-au dat afar\u0103 din facultate.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0103 fi trecut vreo zece ani de la liberarea mea din spitalul Slobozia, unde ajunsesem din lag\u0103rul de munc\u0103 for\u0163at\u0103 Luciu-Giurgeni, c\u00e2nd a avut loc lansarea primei mele c\u0103r\u0163i originale: \u201cShakespeare \u2013 un psiholog modern\u201d, la Teatrul Na\u0163ional din Cluj. \u00cen acel ora\u015f locuia acum Vasile. Ne-am dat \u00eent\u00e2lnire.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Am aflat c\u0103, dup\u0103 exmatricularea lui, s-a prezentat la un nou examen de admitere, \u00een alt centru universitar. A fost l\u0103sat s\u0103 promoveze un an, doi, \u015fi a fost iar\u0103\u015fi exmatriculat. Nu a acceptat s\u0103 se lase \u00eengenunchiat. A luat-o de la \u00eenceput, aiurea. Acela\u015fi joc. A \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at leg\u0103toria de c\u0103r\u0163i, s\u0103 nu mai depind\u0103 doar de banii p\u0103rin\u0163ilor. \u00cenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 s-a \u00eenf\u0103\u0163i\u015fat la un examen de admitere. Bine\u00een\u0163eles c\u0103 i s-a \u00eeng\u0103duit s\u0103 mai urmeze cursurile vreo doi ani. Pe urm\u0103, i s-au \u00eencheiat socotelile \u015fi \u00een acea facultate. P\u00e2n\u0103 ce, a patra oar\u0103, dac\u0103 \u0163in bine minte, se mir\u0103 \u015fi el c\u00e2nd se v\u0103zu \u00eenc\u0103 student \u015fi \u00een anul terminal, la filosofie, la Cluj. \u00cen apropiere de sf\u00e2r\u015fitul facult\u0103\u0163ii, fu chemat de un domn\u00a0 \u2013\u00a0 da, un domn! \u2013 care era \u015fi factor de r\u0103spundere politic\u0103. Acesta sp\u0103l\u0103 ru\u015finea \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2ntului universitar rom\u00e2nesc: \u00eel \u00eencuno\u015ftin\u0163\u0103 c\u0103 \u015ftia tot despre toate necazurile lui, dar c\u0103 nu socotea c\u0103 ar fi fost un du\u015fman de clas\u0103 \u015fi c\u0103 \u00eei \u00eencuviin\u0163a luarea licen\u0163ei. \u00cel mai \u00eendrum\u0103 ca, dac\u0103 inten\u0163iona s\u0103 duc\u0103 o via\u0163\u0103 pa\u015fnic\u0103, s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 cu postul \u00een Cluj, sub ochii s\u0103i aten\u0163i. Astfel, c\u00e2nd l-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit eu, Vasile era lector universitar, cu norma \u00een cercetare, la institutul de filosofie al Academiei. Acum se poate s\u0103 fie cineva mult mai important, \u00een afara faptului c\u0103 este poet, a\u015fa cum l-am cunoscut dintotdeauna. Eu i-am editat at\u00e2t volumul de versuri c\u00e2t \u015fi dou\u0103 c\u0103r\u0163i de istorie a filosofiei, sub numele Vasile Zv\u0103ncescu.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Pentru ca cititorul s\u0103 mai afle ceva despre Vasile, \u00een afar\u0103 de m\u0103rturia precedent\u0103 privitoare la caracterul f\u0103r\u0103 pat\u0103 al acestui t\u00e2n\u0103r care a fost victima prieteniei ce a purtat-o unui alt t\u00e2n\u0103r prea romantic \u015fi prea pu\u0163in cu picioarele pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt \u2013 acela fiind eu, o m\u0103rturisesc cu tot regretul \u2013 sunt dator s\u0103 istorisesc o \u00eent\u00e2mplare stranie de care am avut parte \u00een satul M\u0103n\u0103stirea Humor.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Petrec\u00e2nd acolo de mai multe zile, \u00een umbra frescelor miraculos de frumoase \u015fi a turnului adiacent, m\u0103 \u00eendreptam dup\u0103 pr\u00e2nz spre biseric\u0103. Am b\u0103gat de seam\u0103 de la distan\u0163\u0103 un autocar din care descinseser\u0103 turi\u015fti, care acum se \u00eentorceau la vehicol. Pentru a evita aglomera\u0163ia lor zgomotoas\u0103, am cotit astfel \u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103-i las \u00een urm\u0103, inten\u0163ion\u00e2nd s\u0103-mi recuperez priveli\u015ftea paradisiac\u0103 numai dup\u0103 abandonarea locului de c\u0103tre invadatori.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Dup\u0103 ce m-am dep\u0103rtat de stolul str\u0103inilor cu vreo dou\u0103zeci de pa\u015fi, aud dinapoi un glas b\u0103rb\u0103tesc, prietenos \u015fi vesel:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cMihai! Mihai R\u0103dulescu! Hei, Mihai!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M-am r\u0103sucit pe c\u0103lc\u00e2ie degrab\u0103. De\u015fi nu recunoscusem vocea, era limpede un cunoscut. Acela, un ins c\u0103tre patruzeci de ani, \u00eenalt, cu umeri largi, cu c\u0103ma\u015fa descheiat\u0103 la piept nu numai datorit\u0103 c\u0103ldurii, ci l\u0103s\u00e2nd \u015fi impresia unui nobil \u015fi boem dezinteres pentru cum ar\u0103ta, \u00eemi f\u0103cea semne \u00eenc\u00e2ntate cu bra\u0163ul, dac\u0103 nu chiar cu bra\u0163ele am\u00e2ndou\u0103. M-am gr\u0103bit c\u0103tre el, la fel de nedumerit ca \u015fi p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci: cine putea fi?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cSunte\u0163i Mihai R\u0103dulescu?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cDa. Eu sunt\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cAndone m\u0103 numesc\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cNe cunoa\u015ftem?\u201d, l-am \u00eentrebat st\u00e2njenit.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cNu chiar. Eu v\u0103 cunosc; d-voastr\u0103 pe mine, nu.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cDe unde m\u0103 cunoa\u015fte\u0163i \u015fi cum de eu\u2026nu?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cDe la Vasile Zvanciuc.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cAdic\u0103, el\u2026 cum\u2026? Ne-am cunoscut \u00een Cost\u00e2na sau unde?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cNiciodat\u0103 \u015fi nic\u0103ieri. Vasile mi-a vorbit de d-voastr\u0103 \u015fi \u2026v-am recunoscut!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0103rmanul fratele meu Vasile \u2013 dup\u0103 c\u00e2te ai suferit de pe urma mea, s\u0103 m\u0103 mai \u015ftii descrie cu at\u00e2ta \u2026dragoste!<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u015ei a\u015f mai ad\u0103uga un cuv\u00e2nt. Dup\u0103 un nenorocit accident vascular cerebral, ce l-a l\u0103sat \u00eentins pe podea, singur \u00een casa p\u0103rinteasc\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 ce a fost descoperit de careva \u015fi salvat, Vasile mi-a dat un telefon. C\u00e2t\u0103 c\u0103ldur\u0103 era \u00een glasul lui!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u201cMihai, dac\u0103 vrei s\u0103 mai petreci o var\u0103 la Cost\u00e2na, gr\u0103be\u015fte-te! O s\u0103 v\u00e2nd casa\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Vasile, de\u015fi nu st\u0103m de vorb\u0103 mai niciodat\u0103, \u015ftie ce a \u00eensemnat Cost\u00e2na \u00een existen\u0163a mea.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Dup\u0103 \u00eencheierea acestor r\u00e2nduri, sper s\u0103 afle \u015fi ce a \u00eensemnat el \u00een existen\u0163a mea.<\/p>\n

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Mihai R\u0103dulescu<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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P.S. Cititorul pentru a afla mai multe despre condi\u0163ia intelectualilor rom\u00e2ni sub comunism, cauta\u021bi scrierile mele: \u201c\u00censemn\u0103ri pe \u201cCalendarul meu\u201d de Radu Gyr, \u201cHrandt\u201d (\u00eembog\u0103\u0163it cu o galerie de laviuri) \u015fi \u201c\u201cRugul Aprins\u201d de la Antim la Aiud\u201d<\/p>\n

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