{"id":19231,"date":"2014-09-11T15:35:25","date_gmt":"2014-09-11T15:35:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=19231"},"modified":"2014-09-11T16:39:22","modified_gmt":"2014-09-11T16:39:22","slug":"carmena-tudoran-ganduri-amestecate","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2014\/09\/11\/carmena-tudoran-ganduri-amestecate\/","title":{"rendered":"Carmena Tudoran: G\u00e2nduri amestecate"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>,,G\u00e2nduri amestecate \u00eentr-un nor de praf, z\u00e2mbet fals pictat \u00eentr-o realitate crud\u0103, imagini pierdute \u00een b\u0103taia v\u00e2ntului, un acela\u0219i om, \u0219i totu\u0219i nou. Eu…<\/p>\n

Ascult muzica\u2026 muzica, acest fenomen universal de transmis emo\u021bii. M\u0103 \u00eentreb c\u00e2\u021bi oameni au vibrat al\u0103turi de noi \u00een anumite momente, c\u00e2\u021bi au pl\u00e2ns, c\u00e2\u021bi s-au iubit, c\u00e2\u021bi \u0219i-au spus adio? ….Via\u021ba mea continua s\u0103 alerge. Uneori ma dep\u0103seste. Mai ales atunci c\u00e2nd m\u0103 poticneam \u00een zboruri prea \u00eenalte \u0219i alteori c\u00e2nd m\u0103 fr\u00e2ngeam de p\u0103m\u00e2nt…..<\/p>\n

Am pierdut multe…..timp.., “prieteni” …, so\u021bul …
\nDar am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 p\u0103strez \u00eentr-un col\u021b de suflet lucruri pe care s\u0103 nu mi le poat\u0103 lua nimeni. Le-am ascuns bine de ochii lumii.
\nMi-am pus deoparte demnitatea, \u00een alt\u0103 parte credin\u021ba, \u00eentr-un alt loc puterea de a rena\u0219te mereu, \u00eentr-un col\u021bisor mi-am ascuns triste\u021bea \u0219i \u00eentr-un altul iubirea. Le p\u0103strez la loc de cinste. \u00cen c\u0103m\u0103ru\u021bele inimii mele.”
\nCe am pierdut? Destule … …
\nDar nu m\u0103 simt s\u0103rac\u0103. Am \u00een inim\u0103 comori ……. !!!!!!”<\/p>\n

26 aug\u00a0\u00a0 2014<\/em><\/p>\n

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,,Merg\u00e2nd singur\u0103 pe strad\u0103, mi-am dat seama c\u0103 am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat sa fiu SINGURA…Am \u00eenv\u0103tat s\u0103 las totul \u00een urm\u0103, sa merg singur\u0103 mai departe, far\u0103 s\u0103 cer nimic, nim\u0103nui…Am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 nu mai cred nimic…Am \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 m\u0103 bazez numai pe mine…Nu a fost u\u0219or…dar uneori aceast\u0103 singuratate \u00eemi d\u0103 putere…Merg\u00e2nd singur\u0103, am realizat c\u00e2t de multe m-a \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat via\u021ba…M-a \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 accept singuratatea…s\u0103 accept durerile…s\u0103 accept dezam\u0103girile…s\u0103 accept prieteniile pierdute…s\u0103 accept s\u0103 merg singur\u0103pe drumul meu, a\u0219a cum este el…mai u\u0219or…mai greu…s\u0103 accept ceea ce am..s\u0103 nu cer mai mult…P\u0103reri de r\u0103u…speran\u021be…iubiri…le-am l\u0103sat pe toate \u00een urm\u0103…Am acceptat tot ce a vrut via\u021ba pentru mine…singuratate \u00een noapte…destin,,,cuvinte de\u0219arte…vorbe \u00een vant…am\u0103giri,,,deziluzii…speran\u021be…Tot ce-a fost frumos s-a dus..Am ucis toate visele….N-a r\u0103mas dec\u00e2t o durere \u00een suflet…am\u0103gire \u0219i ne\u00eencredere \u00een tot ceea ce doream s\u0103 fie realitate…”<\/p>\n

20 aug 2014<\/em><\/p>\n

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,,Va veni o zi c\u00e2nd poate…voi pleca departe de g\u00e2ndurile tale…\u0219i de m\u0103 vei cauta…nu ma vei g\u0103si, dar…au s\u0103 te \u00eent\u00e2mpine visele mele cu bra\u021bele deschise…\u021bi se vor urca p\u00e2n\u0103 la pleoape …s\u0103rut\u00e2ndu-\u021bi ochii…\u00een care m-am pierdut de-at\u00e2tea ori…\u0219i apoi de vor acoperi , ascunzandu-te \u00eentr-o mare de iubire…eu voi \u00eenchide ochii…voi p\u0103stra visul…mereu ap\u0103r\u00e2nd \u00een col\u021bul ochilor , o lacrim\u0103…de ieri…de azi…de m\u00e2ine…poate via\u021ba o va \u0219terge cu batista sufletului…unde mereu vei fi TU…ca o adiere de v\u00e2nt cald, ce-mi alung\u0103 cea\u021ba din priviri…poate va veni o zi, c\u00e2nd vei realiza c\u0103 iubirea \u021bi-a plecat…\u021binandu-m\u0103 de m\u00e2n\u0103…”<\/p>\n

10 dec 2013<\/em><\/p>\n

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Carmena TUDORAN<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

,,G\u00e2nduri amestecate \u00eentr-un nor de praf, z\u00e2mbet fals pictat \u00eentr-o realitate crud\u0103, imagini pierdute \u00een b\u0103taia v\u00e2ntului, un acela\u0219i om, [&hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-19231","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19231","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=19231"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19231\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":19234,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/19231\/revisions\/19234"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=19231"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=19231"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=19231"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}