{"id":22536,"date":"2015-03-29T20:46:53","date_gmt":"2015-03-29T20:46:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=22536"},"modified":"2015-03-29T22:10:20","modified_gmt":"2015-03-29T22:10:20","slug":"victor-nicolae-ciobanu-poesis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2015\/03\/29\/victor-nicolae-ciobanu-poesis\/","title":{"rendered":"Victor Nicolae Ciobanu: Poezii"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Dervish \u2013 fa\u021ba unui diamant<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ,,Cine se cucereste pe sine, este luptatorul suprem…\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/p>\n

Confucius<\/em><\/p>\n

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De la piept \u00een sus
\ntotul se ridic\u0103 fum.
\nCapul e flac\u0103ra lum\u00e2n\u0103rii<\/p>\n

cu r\u0103d\u0103cina \u00een inim\u0103.
\nM\u00e2inile se unduiesc \u00een jurul focului,
\npulsa\u021bia expir\u0103 flac\u0103ra din inim\u0103.
\nSuflul roste\u0219te cuv\u00e2ntul,<\/p>\n

cheia inimii<\/p>\n

\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

Am deschis prima poart\u0103,<\/p>\n

m-am ridicat cu toat\u0103 puterea !
\nV\u0103zul a adormit orbind cunoscutul,
\nfruntea s-a deschis cuprinz\u00e2nd nem\u0103rginitul,
\ncuvintele au cedat tr\u0103irii,
\n\u00een\u021belegerea a cedat abandonului
\n\u0219i am dansat \u0219i m-am pierdut
\n\u00een focul ce-mi topea cheia,
\ncurg\u00e2nd \u00een litere :<\/p>\n

\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

Pentru o Clip\u0103<\/p>\n

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am urcat<\/p>\n

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\u201d\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647\u201d<\/p>\n

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timpul\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u0219i\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 spa\u021biul.<\/p>\n

Din v\u00e2rful triunghiului<\/p>\n

am urcat iar\u0103\u0219i,<\/p>\n

am p\u0103\u0219it \u00eenspre pr\u0103pastie.
\n\u0218tiam c\u0103 nu mai e cale de \u00eentoarcere,<\/p>\n

odat\u0103 ce voi gusta,
\n\u0219tiam c\u0103 m\u0103 voi pierde pe mine ,<\/p>\n

acela, \u0219tiutul,
\nprecum \u0219i numele cel duc \u00een spate.<\/p>\n

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\u00centr-o clip\u0103 de nebunie,
\nm-am aruncat cu totul,
\n\u0219i am f\u0103cut ce am crezut :
\nam dansat,<\/p>\n

am spus :<\/p>\n

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\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

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M-am urcat prin p\u00e2lnie,<\/p>\n

ie\u0219ind printr-un cerc \u00eengust.<\/p>\n

M\u0103 topeam cu totul,<\/p>\n

doar toba m\u0103 mai \u021binea<\/p>\n

\u00een mijlocul t\u0103lpilor.<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd ritmul s-a \u00eente\u021bit<\/p>\n

\u0219i inima s-a speriat,<\/p>\n

un curaj cumplit m-a cuprins,<\/p>\n

am repetat\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

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Eram un c\u0103l\u0103re\u021b,<\/p>\n

un r\u0103zboinic aprig,<\/p>\n

ce mergea cu toat\u0103 puterea<\/p>\n

c\u0103tre oglinda unui foc imens \u2013<\/p>\n

un sacrificiu necunoscut.<\/p>\n

Labirint de oglinzi ne\u00eemp\u0103cate :<\/p>\n

ura \u0219i focul tr\u0103geau trupul \u00een umbr\u0103.<\/p>\n

Acum era tot timpul !<\/p>\n

Cu moartea am trecut prin foc !<\/p>\n

Eram dervi\u0219ul beat \u2013 nebunul.<\/p>\n

Odat\u0103 ce am tr\u0103it,<\/p>\n

cale de \u00eentoarcere nu mai e :<\/p>\n

uitarea sau via\u021ba ?!<\/p>\n

Comandamentul min\u021bii unite respir\u0103<\/p>\n

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\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

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Clipa a trecut<\/p>\n

\u0219i dorul m-a cuprins.<\/p>\n

Am gustat cu mult \u00eenainte<\/p>\n

de ceasurile nop\u021bii din via\u021b\u0103,<\/p>\n

atunci c\u00e2nd soarele apune senin,<\/p>\n

atunci c\u00e2nd iarna vine treptat.<\/p>\n

Grabnic, \u00eenot\u00e2nd \u00een cafeaua semilunei,<\/p>\n

cu mirodenii exotice ce inundau cortul,<\/p>\n

fumeg\u00e2nd ney-ul din co\u0219ul pieptului,<\/p>\n

m-am l\u0103sat cuprins \u00een dansul extazului<\/p>\n

\u0219i am auzit<\/p>\n

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\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

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\u00cen fumul ad\u00e2nc, \u00eentunecat , se iveau mai clar<\/p>\n

ca niciodat\u0103 razele \u0219i lumina contrastante.<\/p>\n

Ajuns la cap\u0103tul puterilor, cu sufletul \u00eemb\u0103ls\u0103mat,<\/p>\n

c\u0103zut \u00een ad\u00e2nca pe\u0219ter\u0103 a \u00eentreb\u0103rilor ,<\/p>\n

\u00een care c\u0103ut\u0103torii de comori<\/p>\n

s-au pierdut \u00een largul oceanului<\/p>\n

nemaiajung\u00e2nd niciodat\u0103 \u00eenapoi,<\/p>\n

\u00eenainte am privit acum :<\/p>\n

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sf\u00e2r\u0219itul \u00eenceputului sf\u00e2r\u0219itului \u00eenceputului sf\u0103r\u0219itului<\/p>\n

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Am vorbit din cea mai ad\u00e2nc\u0103 umbr\u0103 \u2013 \u00een\u021belepciune<\/p>\n

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\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

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C\u00e2nd fiorul cuv\u00e2ntului mi-a cuprins tot trupul<\/p>\n

m-am ridicat din morm\u00e2ntul s\u0103pat de mine pentru mine,<\/p>\n

pentru tine, pentru voi, pentru ei,<\/p>\n

pentru noi \u2013 rev\u0103rsarea izvorului din to\u021bi.<\/p>\n

Am p\u0103\u0219it privind \u00een dep\u0103rtare,<\/p>\n

merg\u00e2nd atent prin \u00eentuneric cu felinarul \u00een m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n

Eram atent la v\u00e2ntul vorbelor ferind lumina felinarului,<\/p>\n

p\u0103\u0219ind chibzuit printre capcanele sub multe forme.<\/p>\n

Odat\u0103 ars \u0219i bine \u00eensetat,<\/p>\n

nu \u00eemi mai trebuia nimic…<\/p>\n

c\u0103utam numai apa izvorului.<\/p>\n

Izvorul m\u0103 chema din dep\u0103rtare,<\/p>\n

auzeam curgerea lui<\/p>\n

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\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

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Bucuria auzului tresar\u0103 inima.<\/p>\n

P\u0103s\u0103rile m\u0103 c\u0103l\u0103uzeau,<\/p>\n

p\u0103s\u0103rile c\u00e2ntau sim\u021birea inimii,<\/p>\n

Norii luau forma clipei,<\/p>\n

iar \u00een cafea , drumul era clar !<\/p>\n

Semnele \u00eemi vorbeau la tot pasul.<\/p>\n

Ajuns l\u00e2ng\u0103 r\u00e2u priveam apa oglind\u0103 :<\/p>\n

un trup necopt \u0219i mintea \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bit\u0103 \u00een :<\/p>\n

profesori, amici, scriitori, arti\u0219ti,<\/p>\n

filosofi, doctori \u0219i oameni ai \u0219tiin\u021bei,<\/p>\n

\u00eenal\u021bi \u0219i foarte \u00eenal\u021bi, conduc\u0103tori,<\/p>\n

ilu\u0219trii f\u0103uritori ai vie\u021bii a\u0219a cum o \u0219tim,<\/p>\n

to\u021bi \u00eentruni\u021bi doreau a explica<\/p>\n

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\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

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Zgomot \u0219i voci \u2013<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd templul trupului doarme,<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd t\u0103cutul nu cunoa\u0219te \u00een\u021belegerea.<\/p>\n

\u0218tiam c\u0103 nu-s gata s\u0103 primesc<\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t o buc\u0103\u021bic\u0103 din dar pentru a-mi p\u0103stra via\u021ba,<\/p>\n

c\u0103ci mul\u021bi au ajuns prea repede<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu i-a mai ajuns toamna \u00een\u021beleapt\u0103 c\u00e2nd fructele se coc,<\/p>\n

nici iarna c\u00e2nd \u00eencet \u00eenghea\u021b\u0103 \u00eentr-un z\u00e2mbet,<\/p>\n

privind trecutul, via\u021ba luat\u0103 de m\u00e2na rece.<\/p>\n

Atunci mic, sprijinit de un copac,<\/p>\n

am privit cerul \u00eenstelat.<\/p>\n

Curpins de bolt\u0103 \u00een ochi largi,<\/p>\n

Uit\u00e2nd de uitare,<\/p>\n

o stea cade, m\u0103 tresare,<\/p>\n

Surprins de ea \u2013<\/p>\n

Un lung oftat , \u00een \u0219oapt\u0103<\/p>\n

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\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

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Noaptea s-a l\u0103sat.<\/p>\n

\u00cen zare aud lupii url\u00e2nd,<\/p>\n

\u00eei simt c\u0103 m\u0103 simt din dep\u0103rtare,<\/p>\n

Speriat fug \u00eenapoi \u00een ora\u0219ul uit\u0103rii.<\/p>\n

Aveam hainele rupte \u00een culori,<\/p>\n

dar \u00een ora\u0219 , printre toate rupturile straielor,<\/p>\n

sim\u021beam ochi str\u0103ini \u00eentreb\u0103tori.<\/p>\n

\u0218i-atunci am intrat \u00een blocul sicriu,<\/p>\n

De unde din congelator am scos<\/p>\n

hainele noului \u00eemp\u0103rat \u2013<\/p>\n

un costum f\u0103r\u0103 via\u021b\u0103, gri ,<\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 pete, f\u0103r\u0103 scurgeri transparente,<\/p>\n

mi-am pus un \u0219treang ciudat \u00een dungi,<\/p>\n

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am ie\u0219it<\/p>\n

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\u00eenconjurat de m\u0103\u0219ti,<\/p>\n

auzeam \u201dce faci ?\u201d<\/p>\n

g\u00e2ndeam \u201e \u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647\u201d<\/p>\n

sim\u021beam c\u00e2ntecul ney-ului<\/p>\n

spuneam \u201dbine\u201d<\/p>\n

f\u0103ceam \u201do mi\u0219care a mu\u0219chilor laterali ai fe\u021bei care ridica obrajii ar\u0103t\u00e2nd din\u021bii\u201d \u2013<\/p>\n

numit\u0103 \u201dz\u00e2mbet\u201d<\/p>\n

\u0219i de atunci unitatea s-a \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tiat<\/p>\n

\u00eentr-o diversitate f\u0103r\u0103 memoria CLIPEI<\/p>\n

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\u0627\u0644\u0644\u0647<\/p>\n

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S-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u00eentr-o noapte<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n


\n<\/span><\/p>\n

S-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u00eentr-o noapte.<\/p>\n

Eram departe de mine<\/p>\n

\u0219i de to\u021bi ceilal\u021bi.<\/p>\n

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Dansam ca un nebun plin de o durere surd\u0103.<\/p>\n

B\u0103utura devenise amar\u0103 \u0219i o \u00eenghi\u021beam cu sil\u0103 ,<\/p>\n

o l\u0103sam s\u0103 curg\u0103, s\u0103-mi umple via\u021ba goal\u0103.<\/p>\n

Totul era rece, \u00eenghe\u021bat \u0219i nu g\u0103seam iarna.<\/p>\n

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To\u021bi aveau lacrimi de \u021bur\u021buri<\/p>\n

iar eu vream s\u0103-i salvez !<\/p>\n

Vream… s\u0103-i topesc.<\/p>\n

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Tremuram ca o frunz\u0103-n ploaie<\/p>\n

cu maxilarere str\u00e2nse \u2013<\/p>\n

aveam crengile cobor\u00e2te.<\/p>\n

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Nu puteam vorbi t\u0103cutul.<\/p>\n

\u0218i-at\u00e2ta sculptam totul.<\/p>\n

Pe ascuns pl\u00e2ngeam<\/p>\n

iar \u00een v\u0103zul tuturor<\/p>\n

z\u00e2mbeam dar trist.<\/p>\n

R\u00e2deam dar nu era r\u00e2sul meu,<\/p>\n

vorbeam dar nu eram acolo \u2013<\/p>\n

un trup gol pe din\u0103untru<\/p>\n

care imita gesturi \u0219i vorbe,<\/p>\n

p\u0103truns de o s\u0103geat\u0103 ad\u00e2nc\u0103.<\/p>\n

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Un perete era tot ce-aveam nevoie<\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 m\u0103 sprijin \u0219i s\u0103 uit de mine.<\/p>\n

Nu mai vream s\u0103 stau singur !<\/p>\n

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Nu, nu puteam suporta singur\u0103tatea.<\/p>\n

Vream s\u0103 fiu \u021binut \u00een bra\u021be,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 stau str\u00e2ns \u2013 covrig,<\/p>\n

S\u0103 fiu m\u00e2ng\u00e2iat , m\u00e2ng\u00e2iat, m\u00e2ng\u00e2iat…<\/p>\n

\u0219i s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng mult…<\/p>\n

zile \u0219i nop\u021bi,<\/p>\n

s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ini \u0219i luni,<\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd din lacrimi nu va mai r\u00e2m\u00e2ne dec\u00e2t uscatul…<\/p>\n

\u0219i m\u0103 voi usca precum \u00een de\u0219ert \u0219i voi a\u0219tepta ploaia.<\/p>\n

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Vreau \u0219i eu s\u0103 cresc, s\u0103 fiu om \u2013 copac mare.<\/p>\n

Voi a\u0219tepta ploaia , voi a\u0219tepta… uscat.<\/p>\n

\u00cen g\u00e2nduri dune m\u0103 voi pierde,<\/p>\n

\u00een nisip voi c\u0103dea,<\/p>\n

cu v\u00e2ntul voi disp\u0103rea.<\/p>\n

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Sunt plin de-o veche stare,<\/p>\n

m\u0103 b\u00e2ntuie ca o fantom\u0103<\/p>\n

dintr-un pod p\u0103r\u0103sit, uitat de lume.<\/p>\n

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Bine-ai revenit vechi prieten !<\/p>\n

Prezint\u0103-te ! Arat\u0103-\u021bi pl\u00e2nsul !<\/p>\n

Nu te-ascunde !<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nt\u0103 doine \u0219i tr\u0103ie\u0219te !<\/p>\n

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Not\u0103 informativ\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Absolut instabil,<\/p>\n

complet gol \u2013<\/p>\n

haos perfect<\/p>\n

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Satisfac\u021biile statutului de articulare a mediului<\/em><\/p>\n

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dezordine \u00een detaliile ordinii generale<\/p>\n

ordine \u00een detaliile mai mici<\/p>\n

dezordine \u00een detaliile cele mai mici<\/p>\n

perfec\u021biune microscopic\u0103<\/p>\n

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\u00eenainteaz\u0103 \u00eentr-o deplin\u0103 convergen\u021b\u0103 a unit\u0103\u021bii<\/em><\/p>\n

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at\u00e2ta \u00eentuneric \u00eenc\u00e2t ajungi la lumin\u0103<\/p>\n

tot at\u00e2ta lumin\u0103 mascheaz\u0103 \u00eentunericul<\/p>\n

boal\u0103 \u00een v\u00e2rf<\/p>\n

san\u0103tate curat\u0103 la baz\u0103<\/p>\n

prea mult\u0103 minte \u00een top<\/p>\n

lini\u0219te \u00een dos \u0219i mini-top<\/p>\n

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voin\u021belor exprimate liber la timpul potrivit <\/em><\/p>\n

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n-ai ceva<\/p>\n

ai altceva<\/p>\n

ce dai prime\u0219ti,<\/p>\n

ce nu dai prime\u0219ti invers,<\/p>\n

direct \u0219i repede<\/p>\n

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pentru a ac\u021biona eficace \u0219i a solu\u021biona<\/em><\/p>\n

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ce vrei nu faci<\/p>\n

ce nu vrei, nu faci<\/p>\n

exact ce \u0219tii c\u0103 nu vrei s\u0103 faci, aia faci<\/p>\n

exact la timp a stat cornul \u00een zig-zag<\/p>\n

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competen\u021bele prestabilite de coduri unilaterale \u0219i bilaterale, <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eentr-un limbaj analog, asalt\u00e2nd b\u0103ncile rezervei parcului \u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0219i coada covrigului din c\u00e2ine ce se credea vedet\u0103 \u00een State.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Mai poate spera regele\u00a0 s\u0103 se \u00eenv\u00e2rt\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00een ro\u021bile pupate pe-o parte de-o piatr\u0103<\/p>\n

ce-a cr\u0103pat efectivul \u00een patru de \u201dD\u201d ?<\/p>\n

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R\u0103spunsul se cere a fi analizat de<\/p>\n

adunarea mesei la p\u0103trate \u201dpunct\u201d …<\/p>\n

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Victor Nicolae CIOBANU<\/strong><\/p>\n

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    Dervish \u2013 fa\u021ba unui diamant   \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ,,Cine se cucereste pe sine, este luptatorul suprem…\u201d\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Confucius   De [&hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-22536","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22536","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22536"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22536\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22539,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22536\/revisions\/22539"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22536"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22536"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22536"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}