{"id":23211,"date":"2015-04-19T19:17:26","date_gmt":"2015-04-19T19:17:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=23211"},"modified":"2015-04-19T19:20:22","modified_gmt":"2015-04-19T19:20:22","slug":"george-anca-jai-mihai","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2015\/04\/19\/george-anca-jai-mihai\/","title":{"rendered":"George Anca: JAI MIHAI"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: justify;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" id=\"irc_mi\" class=\"alignleft\" src=\"https:\/\/fbcdn-profile-a.akamaihd.net\/hprofile-ak-xaf1\/v\/t1.0-1\/c127.37.466.466\/s160x160\/294148_102513946517619_6472400_n.jpg?oh=3938c35bd0501d0344e4a46b71abb132&amp;oe=55A1B82F&amp;__gda__=1436791988_3e7d93a4f9f812c72317d773a3ff98af\" alt=\"\" width=\"160\" height=\"160\" \/>4.4. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Veena Gupta, sosit\u0103 cu tot st\u00e2ngul \u00een ghips, Beri gata de a-\u0219i opera g\u00e2tul de cancer, Arora, amenin\u021b\u00e2nd, dup\u0103 examen, pe oamenii de ordine ce voiau s\u0103-i scoat\u0103 din curte, unde a\u0219teptau, cu Veena, taxiul. Poate ar fi bine s\u0103-l mai zg\u00e2nd\u0103r pe Eliade pentru propriile-i opere.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">5.4. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Veena \u00een c\u00e2rje, Beri bolnav de g\u00e2t, Arora cu dou\u0103 bandaje la m\u00e2na st\u00e2ng\u0103, mu\u0219cat\u0103 de c\u00e2ine \u2013 acuma acesta \u00eei era subiectul de examen. Dup\u0103, s-au \u00eenfiin\u021bat to\u021bi opt la noi, ne-am fotografiat, ei au semnat o scrisoare s\u0103 ob\u021bin\u0103 anul II, de diplom\u0103, au c\u00e2ntat c\u00e2ntece hindi \u0219i punjabi, eu am spus Miori\u021ba, acompaniindu-m\u0103 de viori\u021ba cu o coard\u0103. \u00cemi sosiser\u0103 lucr\u0103rile lor scrise.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">6.4. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">I. There are some proofs of an articulate, homogenous habituation with the Romanian grammar structures: a 100% understanding of utilisation of preposition; familiarity with the verb; the surpass of difficulties in realisation of agreements, also as confirmation of theory of progress by error in language; II Elegant and accurate, free or reflective with some small exscusable hesitations or momentary renunciations, the translations can just impress for only first year of Study of Romanian language, also from the writer Geo Bogza&#8217;s adaptation.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nansi a prins peste Australia o voce rom\u00e2neasc\u0103 \u2013 o delega\u021bie chinez\u0103 a ajuns la Bucure\u0219ti, dup\u0103 India \u0219i Pakistan. Probabil e Bucure\u0219ti IV, a\u0219a pare dup\u0103 cum discut\u0103 Helsinki. Aldo Moro. Oare Dumnezeu exist\u0103? \u00cen Muenchen e trecut de 9 pm, aici, \u00een Delhi, e miezul nop\u021bii \u0219i jumate. Aveam o presim\u021bire pe Via Appia la Catacombe privind cu drag la dansatoare, \u00eemi sl\u0103beau puterile c\u0103lare pe arm\u0103sar \u0219i lui \u00eei sc\u0103dea pasul p\u00e2n\u0103 s-a \u00eemboln\u0103vit de scorbut, ascultam Montecarlo \u00eentr-o limb\u0103 nordic\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">7.4. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Alergia \u201ela cald\u201d o cuprinsese pe Nansi, era nelini\u0219tit\u0103 mai ales s\u0103 nu i se \u00eent\u00e2mple la fel fetei. Trecuse de dou\u0103 noaptea, am rugat-o s\u0103 completeze formularele de examinator \u0219i, \u00eentr-adev\u0103r, diminea\u021b\u0103 nu mai avea chef de a\u0219a ceva. Am ajuns cur\u00e2nd \u2013 depusesem h\u00e2rtiile de examen \u2013 la Roy, universalul \u201edoctor bun\u201d, care i-a luat pulsul, tensiunea, i-a prescris o injec\u021bie cu cortizon, dou\u0103 pastile, analiza s\u00e2ngelui (luat imediat mai apoi) \u0219i a urinei (Nansi a primit un pahar; urina, prin M.D. &#8211; p. m. &#8211; este cumva politic\u0103 \u2013 o valoare \u2013 a lui Nansi era tulbure); asistasem la o consulta\u021bie colectiv\u0103, aparent rembrandtian\u0103, a unei femei \u00een alb.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ceva foarte comun, spusese dr. Roy, alegia la cald, \u00een scurt timp va disp\u0103rea. Pe drum, Nansi nu putea merge, voia s\u0103 vomite, am ajuns acas\u0103, ea cer\u00e2nd dou\u0103 p\u0103turi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Primisem, \u00een departament, Sc\u00e2nteia, c\u00e2teva numere, inclusiv cel din 29 martie (Hot\u0103r\u00e2rea Comitetului Executiv al Comitetului Central al Partidului Comunist Rom\u00e2n cu privire la dezvoltarea leg\u0103rutilor de prietenie, a colabor\u0103rii \u0219i schimburilor cu alte \u021b\u0103ri \u00een domeniul culturii, educa\u021biei, \u0219tiin\u021bei \u0219i informa\u021biilor). Aproape ciudat: aflu de la C-tin G., care, suspect, m\u0103 viziteaz\u0103, c\u0103 Rom\u00e2nia Literar\u0103 mi-a publicat scrisoarea din Delhi \u0219i o not\u0103 despre Indore-ul nostru.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Bucurie na\u021bional\u0103 a tip\u0103ririi, interdic\u021bii interna\u021bionale. O clip\u0103, \u0219i Nansi s-a bucurat din alergia ei. Bursa i-a fost aprobat\u0103 \u00een minister, spune acela\u0219i. M\u00e2ine e o conferin\u021b\u0103 a lui St. V. la amba, urmat\u0103 de un gr\u0103tar \u2013 am refuzat \u2013 Nansi spera \u00een vreo \u00eenghi\u021bitur\u0103 de alcool \u2013 dar medicamentele?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">8.4. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Geo Bogza, eu \u0219i studen\u021bii indieni, care, primii, \u0219i-au dat examenul pentru certificat \u00een limba rom\u00e2n\u0103. Au tradus c\u00e2teva r\u00e2nduri din<em> Tablou Geografic<\/em> \u2013 cum, ca la Cantemir, str\u0103mo\u0219ii rom\u00e2nilor au privit Dun\u0103rea \u0219i Marea, din Capa\u021bi, la r\u0103s\u0103ritul soarelui. Dup\u0103 autorul <em>C\u0103r\u021bii Oltului<\/em>, Dun\u0103rea a f\u0103cut s\u0103 se vorbeasc\u0103 cel mai mult despre Rom\u00e2nia, ea \u00eens\u0103\u0219i a vorbit. Familiaritatea cu Eminescu a dat gafa unuia c\u0103 Rom\u00e2nia ar avea un singur poet. Am rev\u0103zut \u00eempreun\u0103 filmul <em>Constantin Br\u00e2ncu\u0219i<\/em>, realizat pe scenariul meu de Sorin Stratilat, \u00een lectura Irinei Petrescu. Caragiale e \u201etradus\u201d cu \u201escrisoarea ei pierdut\u0103\u201d, \u201escrisorile mele\u201d \u201escrisoarea mea\u201d. Dup\u0103 ce surs\u0103 insidioas\u0103, Iorga a fost \u201ereac\u021bionar omor\u00e2t de copiii lui, legionarii\u201d, figur\u0103 luminoas\u0103 a fost Lumini\u021ba Filipovici.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">9.4. 79<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Asear\u0103, apologia lui Ghi\u021b\u0103 Ionescu (\u0218t. V.). Apoi un cult dezafectat, la radio, al Caietului de L&#8217;Herne pentru Eliade, indirect desfiin\u021bat, prin analogii aneantizante, abia re\u00eenfiripat \u00een sufoc\u0103rile tezi\u0219tilor \u0219i antitezi\u0219tilor simetrici cu cei de la noi de acas\u0103, prin alte analogii, native, br\u00e2ncu\u0219ian-eminesciene. M\u0103car cota informa\u021biilor \u0219i accentelor (mi-au convenit cele iezuit pro-Noica) sporea o poz\u0103 misterioas\u0103, de ne\u0219tiut \u2013 dar oamenii aceia nu au fantezie, deci ceea ce discut\u0103 \u00een fel \u0219i chip trebuie s\u0103 fie real, cel pu\u021bin ca psihologie, feti\u0219 or refulare apatrid\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">T\u0103m\u00e2ie autentic necrologic\u0103 \u2013 de ce? M\u0103 \u00eenchin \u0219i eu s\u0103 ia premiul Nobel, doar c\u0103 \u0103sta nu se d\u0103 pe aceea\u0219i filier\u0103, poate. Am mai surprins India, ca o cauzalitate risipit\u0103 printre popula\u021bia indexului eliadin. \u00cen plus, Eliade pare, pentru acei comentatori, \u00eent\u00e2i pentru ea, un pretext de a impune (ex)nume \u2013 n-am nimic cu b\u0103iatul disperat \u0219i astfel deficient care e Culianu, dar a face, ca Paleologii din Pogorilovski, un uzaj din calit\u0103\u021bile \u0219i prezen\u021ba lui este ca \u0219i cum te-ar chema Monica Tarabe(ga).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Neta(ji) e doar conduc\u0103torul. Neta ji, disp\u0103rutul. Toat\u0103 presa de azi, articole. O not\u0103, vizit\u0103 NC \u00een China. Cea mai mare dezam\u0103gire (?) &#8211; \u00eenfr\u00e2ngerea lui Borg de N\u0103stase \u2013 \u0219i-n titluri. Eu, fericit?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ashok Beri accept\u0103 s\u0103 apar\u0103 \u00een pies\u0103, cu numele s\u0103u, dar eu am renun\u021bat. Decorul este: st\u00e2nga, o scar\u0103 ce urc\u0103, dreapta, egal, un coridor ce duce spre o ie\u0219ire luminat\u0103, pe lungimea sc\u0103rii \u2013 pe scar\u0103 pot s\u0103 mai fie sfin\u021bi \u0219i p\u0103c\u0103to\u0219i, orbi \u0219i vizionari, la stadii diferite \u2013 de ce mi-o fi pl\u0103c\u00e2nd cineva care s\u0103-\u0219i dea replici de peste ani? Pentru a demonstra inconsisten\u021ba trecutului altfel dec\u00e2t ca viitor \u0219i repetare? Ashok sper\u0103 s\u0103 fi sc\u0103pat de cancer \u2013 doctorul i-a spus c\u0103, \u00een timp, g\u00e2tul i se va repara de la sine.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Di, calule m\u0103iestre, zice Nana. P\u0103catul micii medita\u021bii, mari or fi co\u0219marele fiziologice, obsesionale, thanatice. Sanscrit\u0103. C\u00e2nd iubesc \u0219i te iubesc, voi iubi cum am iubit? Cum iubeam \u0219i cum iubesc? De ce te iubeam \u00een c\u00e2ntec, de ce te c\u00e2ntam iubind?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Alexandra-Maria Anca \u2013 Drawing Ist Prize. De aceea, poate, n-am r\u0103mas printre judec\u0103tori. Mult\u0103 lume la serbarea de sf\u00e2r\u0219it de an. Copii g\u0103ti\u021bi colorat. A-M A \u2013 Fancy Dress consolation prize. Nana, tu care e\u0219ti dansatoare \u0219i matematician\u0103 \u2013 to\u021bi te-au l\u0103udat c\u0103 ai c\u00e2ntat frumos \u201eIepura\u0219\u201d \u0219i Chi\u021b pe nas. Ludmila ne-a felicitat. Tu m\u0103 s\u0103rutai, din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd. Premiile erau un avion sc\u00e2nteietor, iar consolarea \u2013 un minunat evantai. Astfel ne preg\u0103tim de culcare.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Moar\u0103 a bananierului<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">tu dansezi cu avioanele<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00eentunericul nu se urne\u0219te<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">din noaptea elicelor.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen peisajul lini\u0219tii<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">strigoii vor striga.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ce s\u0103 crezi mai apoi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">c\u00e2nd adorm vecii t\u0103i<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">s\u0103 nu-mi spune\u021bi numele<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">s\u0103 nu-mi \u0219terge\u021bi urmele<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">mai bine era acas\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">dormeam noaptea f\u0103r\u0103 coas\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">10 aprilie 1978<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Primesc studen\u021bi care pozeaz\u0103, se mint \u0219i \u00eentre ei \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eentreab\u0103 dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 plictisesc f\u0103r\u0103 clasele de diminea\u021b\u0103. Mi-am tradus \u00een englez\u0103 dactilo articolul din RL, m\u00e2ine \u00eel trimit. Poate m\u0103 abat cu Nana pe la Shastri Bhavan \u2013 cum o fi timpul.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nansi a mai trecut o zi de alergie, cu buzele umflate. Doamne \u0219i toate \u00een\u0103untru, poate \u0219i inima, de sperat nu \u0219i creierul, \u00eei sunt cuprinse de lav\u0103 alergic\u0103 incoruptibil\u0103. Azi a f\u0103cut dou\u0103 injec\u021bii de cortizon, n-a acceptat calciu \u00een ven\u0103. Cred c\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u0219te intui\u021bii foarte nobile, dar: mi-au fost atinse organele interne. Nase ne-a scris c\u0103 <em>Gramatica fanteziei<\/em> va merge la tipar, nimic despre cas\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ce e via\u021ba? A, jivan. Moartea? M\u0103rtia. \u0102sta ce e? Tarbuj. Harbuz, pe rom\u00e2ne\u0219te. Yogindra e convins c\u0103 Arora se pref\u0103cuse, la examen, mu\u0219cat de c\u00e2ine. E de acord c\u0103 fiecare e joker. Nici unuia nu-i place muzica clasic\u0103 \u2013 veena, sitar, sarod, numai ghitar\u0103 \u0219i c\u00e2ntece din filme (filmi gane).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Pe c\u0103ldura n\u0103praznic\u0103 de-aici n-o s\u0103 am mai mult dec\u00e2t s\u0103 consemnez c\u00e2teva senza\u021bii. Apropo de misterul lui Eliade, evident c\u0103 e de provenien\u021b\u0103 real\u0103, indian\u0103, demitologizat\u0103 \u00eenainte de urcarea \u00een sacru. Nu numai el poart\u0103 mister, oricine, el nici n-are nevoie \u2013 cui, g\u0103se\u0219te \u2013 s\u0103-l reveleze. Se mut\u0103 \u00een el.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nana \u00ee\u0219i spune Yamini Kishnamurti, lord Shiva, Lord Brahma. Beri n-a venit cu \u0219ahul. Cred c\u0103 fiecare vrea s\u0103-l mint \u00een schimbul propriilor spuse. Cum se zice \u00een rom\u00e2ne\u0219te Happy birthday (aluzie la mine)? Nansi incendiat\u0103, to\u021bi rumeg\u00e2nd nop\u021bilor rumegarea. Timp geometrizat politic.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">12 aprilie 1978<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nu i-am auzit pe studen\u021bi spun\u00e2nd libertate, totdeauna \u00eens\u0103 Dumnezeu. 40 de grade peste zero psihologic. Azi am 34 de ani peste acela\u0219i zero. Ce psihologie a libert\u0103\u021bii s\u0103 aib\u0103 un copil de \u021b\u0103ran \u00een prima lui zi de via\u021b\u0103, dac\u0103 nu na\u0219terea \u00eens\u0103\u0219i? Netaji numit plebeu zilele trecute la Londra fa\u021b\u0103 de patricianul Nehru.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">A\u0219 traduce pe Tiruvalluvar \u00een versete, asonan\u021be, proverbe, dodii, ca pe un creator paria, liber \u00een absolut \u00een fa\u021ba Geetei, a tradi\u021biei. \u0218i traducerea poate \u00eensemna libertate. El ar fi tr\u0103it \u00eentre 800 \u0219i 1000, contemporan sf\u00e2ndului dac Nicetas din Remesiana. Ar fi creat, totu\u0219i, cu dou\u0103 mii \u00een urm\u0103, spune (Justice) V. Subrahmanyan care leag\u0103 declara\u021bia lui Tiruvalluvar \u2013 to\u021bi oamenii sunt egali \u2013 de declara\u021bia american\u0103 de independen\u021b\u0103. Dup\u0103 cum b\u0103rbosul dr. G. U. Pope, \u00een secolul trecut, \u00eent\u00e2lnise cu drag \u00eenv\u0103\u021b\u0103turi ale lui Iisus \u00een <em>Kural. <\/em>Iar piesa mea<em> Kama-ex<\/em> va avea personaj-cheie pe Tiruvalluvar. Dl. Ardouin \u00eel traduce pentru francezi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mai to\u021bi tinerii vor s\u0103 mearg\u0103 la Bombay. Trebuie cump\u0103rate bilete cu o lun\u0103 \u00eenainte. Este 12 noaptea. Ascult, la radio, muzic\u0103 sitar. Vom \u00eencerca \u00een mai s\u0103 ajungem la Bombay. Apoi ne vom \u00eentoarce \u00een nord. Timpul este totdeauna scurt. Nop\u021bile promit tot mai pu\u021bin. Nimicul nu se mai deduce. E u\u0219or s\u0103 fii modest c\u00e2nd depinde de propria-\u021bi amintire. Interpretul sitari \u00ee\u0219i sacrific\u0103 asemeni unui fum misterul prim al fiin\u021bei.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">14.4. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Eminescu \u00een sanscrit\u0103, un principial nonsens \u0219i totu\u0219i&#8230; traducerea din rom\u00e2ne\u0219te a lui Joshi&#8230; prima lectur\u0103&#8230; manuscrisul poemului s\u0103u dedicat b\u0103tr\u00e2nului dasc\u0103l \u00een metru aria &#8230; cu versuri din strof\u0103 de m\u0103rimi foarte diferite, dar \u00een plin\u0103 continuitate&#8230; eu ascult\u00e2ndu-l cred c\u0103 am prins o minge pe care numai eu o vedeam, o pasasem \u0219i, a\u0219tept\u00e2nd-o, o primeam.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nu mi-e bine poate caldul r\u0103u n-ar fi pe frig orar<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">A\u0219 mai scrie dou\u0103 vorbe s\u0103-mi dau sufletul afar<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ca un joc de parodie trist precum \u0219tiu s\u0103-l \u00eendur<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u0219i un \u0219ah cu indianul ce sosise din Kanpur<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">El deschide indiana eu sar dou\u0103 p\u0103tr\u0103\u021bele<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">deci interna\u021bionala f\u0103r\u0103 c\u00e2ntece de jele<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00een cur\u00e2nd ne p\u0103r\u0103sir\u0103 elefantul \u0219i c\u0103mila<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de-am r\u0103mas cu ochi at\u00e2ta dus vazirul raja mila<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">C\u00e2nd veni femeia drag\u0103 adunat\u0103 din c\u0103ldur\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">cu de\u0219ertul \u00een spinare \u0219i cu sufletul la gur\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Te rog fii Fata Morgana nu m\u0103 pedepsi cu tine<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">tot de foc o ar\u0103tur\u0103 peste oase \u0219i \u00een vine<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Las\u0103 vijelii \u00een valuri suflarea s\u0103 nu-\u021bi \u00eence\u021bi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u0219ahul nostru e \u00een \u021b\u0103nd\u0103ri c\u00e2\u021bi suntem at\u00e2tea vie\u021bi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Calc\u0103-n c\u00e2mpul de poveste dintre mun\u021bii de acas\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">C\u00e2rja bra\u021bului meu simte alt\u0103 c\u00e2rj\u0103 r\u0103coroas\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ne a\u0219teapt\u0103 calul Gora ce \u00een veci s\u0103 ne abat\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Hati printre elefan\u021bii lui de lemn nu se arat\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nana a desenat \u201eun copil, o floare, tot ce e frumos\u201d. Un fluture \u00eencarc\u0103 vasta foaie a florii singuratice. O, Ierusalime \u2013 convorbirile Carter-Ceau\u0219escu. Nansi se temea de floare: dac\u0103 de la ea vine alergia? Suspecteaz\u0103 orice, poate \u0219i persoane. G.B., bine\u00een\u021beles, ne mai punea pe calea lung\u0103 a Holy Family Hospital, mai ales c\u0103 Roy n-ar fi at\u00e2t de bun diagnostician, fratele d-rei Sh. murind etc.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">15.4. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am \u00eenc\u0103lecat pe-o lingur\u0103 scurt\u0103, s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 \u0219i-\u0103l de-ascult\u0103. Nana: \u0219i-am \u00eenc\u0103lecat pe-o floare, s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 \u0219i coada ei; \u0219i-am \u00eenc\u0103lecat pe-o gura leului, s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 \u0219i iarba; \u0219i-am \u00eenc\u0103lecat \u0219i pe-o frunz\u0103, s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 \u0219i-\u0103l de frunz\u0103; \u0219i-am \u00eenc\u0103lecat pe elefant, pe cal, pe mun\u021bi, pe nori la infinit. \u021a\u00e2n\u021barii ne \u00eennebunesc, noi, fiare b\u0103tr\u00e2ne, \u00eei vom omor\u00e2, dar zv\u00e2rcolirile copilului?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Adesea ascult radio Australia. Ascult \u0219i Europa. Dar mai ales Asia. \u00cen zori am mers la ashramul universit\u0103\u021bii de-am \u00eenceput practica yoga (kundalini, pranayama). \u00cenapoi, dormitam, acas\u0103, am g\u0103sit dou\u0103 scrisori, una de la tat\u0103l meu \u0219i cealalt\u0103 de la Ministerul indian al educ\u021biei cu acordare de burs\u0103 pentru Nansi, de-am ie\u0219it la 40 de grade, s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eengrijesc de cele trebuincioase, s-o iau \u0219i pe Nana de la gr\u0103dini\u021b\u0103. Nansi azi n-a f\u0103cut cortizon, prima zi dup\u0103 alte zece.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">De vorbesc \u00een satul nostru pot s-aud\u0103 \u0219i str\u0103inii<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Azi m\u0103 ab\u0103tui din cale s\u0103 fac yoga kundalini<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Cu picioarele \u00een cruce m\u00e2inile la pancreas<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">scapi de diabet sau alte suferin\u021be \u00eentr-un ceas<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Dar ce se alege-n urm\u0103 pe la patruzeci de grade<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">nu \u0219tiu eu astrologie s\u0103 ar\u0103t mai cumsecade<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Norocul c\u0103-mi scrie carte mai din sus de prim\u0103rie<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">tata de la stupi ce dulci mi-s vifor\u00e2\u021bi \u0219i pe h\u00e2rtie<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">De-i r\u0103spund s-o \u021bin\u0103 tain\u0103 ori de veste \u0219i comunii<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">cum c\u0103 noru-sa cunoa\u0219te personal pe Sakyamuni<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u0218i fiind a\u0219a destinul de malarie sc\u0103pat<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">au luat o doctorie s\u0103 se fac\u0103 doctorat<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">ras\u0103 ori prezic\u0103toare (nava rasa-s sentimente)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">unul altuia \u00een via\u021b\u0103 s\u0103 ne fim medicamente<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">16.4. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">De ce scriu scrisorile \u00een caiet? Pentru c\u0103 nu ajung, prin sistemul nostru birocratic a\u0219a de anticultural, dac\u0103 nu antirom\u00e2nesc. D\u0103-mi o mie de rupii s\u0103 tip\u0103resc&#8230; Nu dau&#8230; <em>Scrisoarea I<\/em>&#8230; N-am. N-ai? Dai ma\u0219ini mici celor ce te ajut\u0103 cu talent s\u0103 compromi\u021bi o cultur\u0103 \u0219i te crispezi la o idee? Voi pl\u0103ti din buzunar, dar tot nu te \u00een\u021beleg ce ai cu partidul, adic\u0103 te face s\u0103 refuzi trimiterea unor ziare pentru conducerea facult\u0103\u021bii. Mi-ai v\u0103zut ochii, \u021bine-mi-i minte.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Cu intui\u021bii cinstite \u0219i \u00een definitiv constructive, v\u0103z\u00e2nd oameni poate cu \u0219coal\u0103, dar proletcultist\u0103, al\u021bii f\u0103r\u0103 idee de cunoa\u0219tere sau cultur\u0103 \u00eens\u0103 cu un dezvoltat sim\u021b al posesiunii, al b\u0103l\u0103b\u0103nelii \u00een facilit\u0103\u021bi trecute, g\u00e2ndindu-te, antiactivismul birocratizat perfect, antiindividualismul de un feroce egoism de grup organizat, lu\u00e2nd seama la avansul rotirii altora \u0219i consider\u00e2nd unde se poate g\u0103si ultima, vesel fumat\u0103 pozi\u021bie, iat\u0103 c\u0103 nu po\u021bi dormi, nu-\u021bi g\u0103se\u0219ti lini\u0219tea, te sufoci \u2013 din ce \u021bar\u0103 e\u0219ti, dintr-o cultur\u0103, cum nu autor\u0103zbate aici?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nu-mi permit s\u0103 am nicio viziune, la ce bun, \u00een ce irosire p\u0103gubitoare la sigur. P\u0103cat de creatorii resacrifica\u021bi. La ce simt o oarecare prosteasc\u0103 indignare? Vom munci \u00een Himalaia. R\u0103m\u0103sesem la dispari\u021bia lui Netaji, la sinuciderea lui Babhu \u2013 mai ales acesta din urm\u0103 parc\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eendeamn\u0103 s\u0103-l urmez (doar nu sunt bolnav; cupa mondial\u0103 la hokey, nu la handbal, nu la poezia rom\u00e2n\u0103).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Copilul pl\u00e2nge \u00een somn. A c\u0103zut cu fa\u021ba de pietre. Nansi \u00eemi repro\u0219eaz\u0103 c\u0103 nu e aer. Am trecut de 40 de grade pe toat\u0103 linia, asta e. Odihna de ce-o mai fi av\u00e2nd nevoie c\u00e2nd via\u021ba se \u00eempu\u021bineaz\u0103 v\u0103z\u00e2nd cu ochii, dup\u0103 miezul nop\u021bii?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">18.IV. 78 (mar\u021bi)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">8 \u2013 8.30 Gandhi Bhavan, yoga (Budhiraja a trecut s\u0103 vad\u0103 locuin\u021ba noastr\u0103). 8-8.30. Cu Nana spre Nursery School, printre palmieri. 8.30-10. Dialog cu Hodja Faruqi despre influen\u021ba musulman\u0103 \u00een cultura rom\u00e2n\u0103, cu accente asupra balcanismului, hogismului, dobrogismului etc. El a preferat, pentru traducere, <em>Scrisoarea III<\/em> de Eminescu, nu cea dint\u00e2i. Mi-a \u00eemprumutat, \u00een loc de versuri, o biografie a lui Ghalib. I-am dep\u0103nat cuvinte turce\u0219ti m\u00e2nc\u00e2nd harbuz persan. 10-11.30 Lectur\u0103 Eminescu.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">12 \u2013 14.00 Sc\u00e2nteia, Rom\u00e2nia literar\u0103, Flac\u0103ra. \u0218tefan Andrei, ministru de externe. Piese publicate \u00een RL, inclusiv <em>\u021aepe\u0219<\/em>-ul lui Vulc\u0103nescu (dup\u0103 cel al lui Sorescu de cu c\u00e2teva numere \u00een urm\u0103) \u2013 discutat \u00eempreun\u0103 anul trecut. Voi trimite \u0219i eu lui G. Iva\u0219cu <em>Kama-ex \u2013 <\/em>cine \u0219tie, poate o public\u0103. Chimistul R. C. Mehrotra, vice-cancelarul universit\u0103\u021bii, mi-a r\u0103spuns la scrisoarea mea prin care-i semanalam \u00een <em>Lumea <\/em>men\u021bionarea \u0219tiin\u021bei chimice rom\u00e2ne\u0219ti \u00een Venezuela \u0219i R.F. German\u0103 \u2013 spun\u00e2nd c\u0103 a avut mare profit.. Probabil va vizita Rom\u00e2nia. (Ziarele scriau azi c\u0103 s-a internat \u00een spital, la Pant). 14.30 Ramayana pentru Nana.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">18 Gandhi Bhavan. Swamiji. Sf\u00e2nt din sud, a\u0219teptat \u00een c\u00e2ntece devo\u021bionale, pe drum pres\u0103rat cu flori, capete prostern\u00e2ndu-se. Apari\u021bie fireasc\u0103, toat\u0103 lumea s-a ridicat din lotus. Sf\u00e2ntul este radios. Imensa barb\u0103 neagr\u0103 i se pierde \u00een ve\u0219m\u00e2ntul oranj s\u00e2ngeriu. Pe fa\u021ba oache\u0219\u0103 \u00eei str\u0103lucesc gravi chiar dac\u0103 r\u00e2z\u00e2nd ochi \u00een\u021belep\u021bi, oricum aten\u021bi la lume. S-a a\u0219ezat pe cea mai \u00eenalt\u0103 pozi\u021bie. C\u00e2ntece, discursuri \u00een onoarea lui. D-na Mutatkhar. Decan al Facult\u0103\u021bii de muzic\u0103, e solist\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Cur\u00e2nd sf\u00e2ntul recit\u0103 mantre sanscrite, traduc\u00e2ndu-le \u00een hindi apoi. Deodat\u0103 c\u00e2nt\u0103, m\u00e2ng\u00e2ios, puternic nu at\u00e2t ca voce, c\u00e2t prin efect, tot auditorul preia automat frazele, \u00eentr-o fericit\u0103 d\u0103ruire, ne\u00eendelir. Sf\u00e2ntului \u00eei scap\u0103r\u0103 privirile \u00een valuri, instrumenti\u0219tii, la sitar, tabla, armonium se mi\u0219c\u0103 \u00een trans\u0103. F\u0103r\u0103 c\u00e2nt, cu Dumnezeu. Prezen\u021ba sf\u00e2ntului este compensatorie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Vrea o poveste s\u0103 se versifice<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">norii de azi fulger\u0103 \u0219i plou\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">eu m\u0103 presar peste otrava de \u0219op\u00e2rl\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Dac\u0103 m\u0103 scol \u00een Himalaia<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">voi medita la eminescianism<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">gr\u0103bind spre Kama poate n-o s\u0103 mor<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">19.IV. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">5.30 a.m. Moro executat. 6. 00 \u2013 7.15 Gandhi Bhavan (bl\u00e2ndului Budhiraja i-a urmat un guru aproape violent, ca \u00eentru o alt\u0103 accep\u021bie a zvasticii lui Ganapati.) T\u00e2rzia apari\u021bie a lui Pant, cu invitarea mea la 6 seara, la el acas\u0103, c\u00e2nd avea s\u0103 primeasc\u0103 vizita lui Swami ji. 8 \u2013 8.30. Cu Nana printre palmieri. 9-11.30. Lectura replicilor din Ex-Kama (\u00een italian\u0103, Skama). 12.30 \u2013 15.30, la Pant Hospital (invita\u021bi s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103 la 17.30 de Gulati \u00een Defence Colony). 16. 00 Buddhist Studies, f\u0103r\u0103 Singh. 18. \u00cent\u00e2mpinarea lui Swamiji \u00een casa lui Pant. Nana i-a spus cum o cheam\u0103, se ar\u0103ta interesat de Rom\u00e2nia. 19 \u2013 21. Cu Ardouin \u2013 burs\u0103 Nansi, publicarea lui Eminescu \u00een limbi indiene, geniu-influen\u021be, traducerea dodiilor (forme de via\u021b\u0103) lui Tiruvalluvar. 22. Oboseal\u0103. Lun\u0103. \u021a\u00e2n\u021bari.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">20.IV. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am fost fericit, am zis. \u0218i Swamiji a fost fericit, mi-a r\u0103spuns d-l Pant Cum? Mi se p\u0103ruse absent, g\u00e2ndind \u00een alt\u0103 parte, abia z\u0103rind trupurile prosternate. Mul\u021bi sfin\u021bi vin pe aici, precizase P., apoi \u00eemi descrisese stadiile yoga, cu un mai slab accent pe cel dint\u00e2i, prana. La fiecare 12 ani, v\u00e2rsta e important\u0103 (36). 8 \u2013 8.30. Cu Nana la palmieri, descul\u021bi, prin iarb\u0103, arunc\u00e2nd mingea. Era g\u0103in\u0103, o luase un palmier, ea a chemat o vulpe care a m\u00e2ncat palmierul buc\u0103\u021bele-buc\u0103\u021bele.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">21. IV. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Fervoarea eminescian\u0103 ce m-a cuprins de c\u00e2teva zile este legat\u0103 de yoga, poate, dar \u0219i de o intui\u021bie umil\u0103 a invalidit\u0103\u021bii metodelor \u00een aceste zone m\u00e2ndre, ermetice. Indianismul f\u0103r\u0103 India, m\u0103re\u021b la Max (Muller) poate (s)c\u0103dea la Arion (Ro\u0219u). O aud pe Amita (Bhose) cu shanti-repaos. Cicerone (Poghirc) cu mantra suprem\u0103. Cineva tot zic\u00e2ndu-mi s\u0103 \u00eenchid ochii, s\u0103-i deschid \u00een\u0103untru.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">F\u0103c\u00e2nd ori nu yoga, el era, el cuprindea dimensiunea religioas\u0103 a Vedelor \u0219i Upani\u0219adelor \u2013 doar temper\u00e2ndu-se prin cuno\u0219tin\u021ba filologic\u0103 , dovedibil\u0103 \u0219i prin mijloace descriptiv-statistice. Am o reprezentare ciudat\u0103, o retragere \u00eentr-o societate compact-german\u0103, medieval\u0103, \u00eembr\u0103c\u0103minte, peruc\u0103 \u0219i sunet interpun\u00e2ndu-se modului cosmic real.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Pentru poet, timpul miturilor \u0219i religiilor era concret, vechi sau viitor, dar prin efortul lui \u00eel sincroniza etape \u0219i epoci, \u00eenc\u00e2t noi uit\u0103m de Rig Veda veche, plas\u00e2nd-o \u00een timpul vie\u021bii eminesciene, tragem curcubeu de yoga pe dogmaticul spirit \u0219i trup germanic, ocolim erudi\u021bia catafatic\u0103 nenumindu-ne \u00een\u0219ine pierdu\u021bi \u0219i uita\u021bi, \u00eentr-o trezvie latino-sanscrit\u0103 botezat\u0103 atic \u0219i carpatic. Numai el \u00eens\u0103 este contemporan eternit\u0103\u021bii, noi av\u00e2nd iluzia timpului prin lucrarea lui \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219it\u0103 la timp.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">C\u00e2t ar fi de greoi, prudent, la nivelul formei, P. are o intui\u021bie a Upani\u0219adelor \u00een latin\u0103 citite de Schopenhauer \u2013 de ce nu \u0219i de Eminescu, \u00eentr-adev\u0103r, spun\u00e2nd c\u0103 nu prea sunt citate c\u0103r\u021bile flosofiei indiene de c\u0103tre pesimistul german, \u0219i l\u0103s\u00e2nd, volens-nolens, s\u0103 se \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 a se \u00eent\u00e2mpla la fel lui Eminescu. Tain\u0103 transmis\u0103 \u00eentre ini\u021bia\u021bi, ermetizat\u0103 prin reexprimarea ei neistovit\u0103. Ieri (dup\u0103 ora yoga) \u2013 22 lecturi eminesciene \u00een clarobscur \u0219i ventila\u021bie. Domni\u021ba are dreptate cu pericolul religiei pentru poe\u021bi, altfel de ne\u00een\u021beles \u0219i de neiertat.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Harijanii ar fi avantaja\u021bi \u00een anumite servicii, \u00een admiteri academice, pentru \u201eorigine s\u0103n\u0103toas\u0103\u201d &#8211; un certificat de harijan, ob\u021binut de la \u021bar\u0103, uneori preferabil celui de brahman. M\u0103car dr. Gulati a examinat-o pe Nansi cer\u00e2ndu-mi \u00eent\u00e2i permisiunea. Se pare c\u0103 dac\u0103 nu-\u0219i face meseria \u00eel apuc\u0103 ur\u00e2tul. Un coleg al lui a studiat \u0219i homeopatia. El \u00eensu\u0219i la v\u0103zut pe ViSi care are dureri de cap.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">23.IV. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Dup\u0103 o noapte nedormit\u0103, 6-9 a.m. yoga (prelungit\u0103 acas\u0103, \u00een discu\u021bii cu Om Prakash Suchdeva). E Sf\u00e2ntul Gheorghe, Jai Mihai! Z\u0103pu\u0219eal\u0103 smintitoare. Ce diferit\u0103 e poezia de sculptur\u0103, care, cea din urm\u0103, pare toat\u0103 trup, fa\u021b\u0103 de cea dint\u00e2i ce va s\u0103 fie suflet, dar se arat\u0103 \u0219i una \u0219i alta trup \u0219i suflet \u00eentru facere.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ospe\u021bie nea\u0219teptat\u0103 a lui G\u00e2dea care ne-a adus medicamente \u0219i o scrisoare de la Constantin R\u0103doi (nu lumea e mic\u0103, satul nostru e mare, de-am nimerit doi cons\u0103teni din Bercioiu-Ruda \u00een Delhi. C\u0103 ar fi fost trimise mul\u021bumiri din partea pre\u0219edintelui Ceau\u0219escu celor opt studen\u021bi indieni din clasa mea.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ne viziteaz\u0103 Shashi, Charanjit, Viki, Arora, Marek \u0219i Lidia. Nansi a f\u0103cut \u00eenghe\u021bat\u0103 la cub. Raj Kumar a adus flori. Am povestit despre alte asemenea zile, am jucat o partid\u0103 de \u0219ah cu Arora care tocmai venea de la filmul lui Satyajit Ray <em>\u0218atranj kekilari ke.<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am vorbit despre Dharamsala, yoga, examene. Nana a pierdut verigheta Rodic\u0103i \u2013 to\u021bi studen\u021bii au c\u0103utat-o \u0219i, la plecare, \u00eemi sugerau s\u0103-i caut. La radio am auzit numele Rom\u00e2nia, se vorbea despre N\u0103stase \u00een hindi. S-a fumat. Nansi a g\u0103sit verigheta.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">24. IV. 78<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ce s-o fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u00een somn? Ce vale a pl\u00e2ngerii. Am ame\u021bit f\u0103c\u00e2nd yoga, rug\u0103ciuni soarelui. M-am r\u0103t\u0103cit \u00een Kamla Nagar spre a multiplica <em>Scrisoarea I. <\/em>Ascultam la un megafon mantras recitate pe nas, f\u0103r\u0103 dic\u021bie (vreo supersti\u021bie dedus\u0103 din scris, oricum, \u00een fa\u021ba lui Dumnezeu, nu dic\u021bia o fi cea dint\u00e2i necesar\u0103).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M\u0103tur\u0103torul unui p\u0103rcule\u021b s-a dus s\u0103-\u0219i ia \u021big\u0103ri, copiii s-au pus pe joac\u0103, \u00een\u0219ir\u00e2ndu-\u0219i \u00een iarb\u0103 hainele \u0219i roind-o, care mai de care fur\u00e2ndu-\u0219i c\u0103m\u0103\u0219ile sau izmenele, c\u00e2nd st\u0103p\u00e2nul locului a revenit, calm, zic\u00e2nd superfluu \u201echello\u201d (roi\u021bi-o!). M-am l\u0103sat pe un fel de bulevard, sedus de poza falnic\u0103 a v\u00e2nz\u0103torilor de ziare, m\u0103rfuri \u0219i altele. Ca un ritual, prepararea de chapati \u0219i mai ales consumarea cl\u0103titei s\u0103rate de clien\u021bi seam\u0103n\u0103 a cult pu\u021bin profan pentru c\u0103 ar fi \u00eenchinat gr\u00e2ului \u0219i nu orezului?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M-am strecurat pe str\u0103du\u021be, \u00een interiorul real al zonei, printre fier\u0103rii \u0219i locuin\u021be netulburate dec\u00e2t de s\u0103r\u0103cie sau g\u00e2nduri \u2013 bomba cu neutron este \u00eengrozitoare distrug\u00e2nd fiin\u021be minunate, l\u0103s\u00e2nd un decor de care nimeni nu va fi curios s\u0103-l consemneze, necum s\u0103-l r\u00e2vneasc\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nu m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la distrugerea lucrurilor, pentru c\u0103 nu fac marxism, scriu jurnal. Mircea Eliade sau Mircea Mali\u021ba, scriindu-\u0219i c\u0103l\u0103torii \u00een India, credeam c\u0103 au absolutizat receptarea realit\u0103\u021bii prin forme de genul \u201enu voi uita niciodat\u0103\u201d sau \u201eam aruncat o cutie de conserve\u201d. O or\u0103 de realitate, fie \u0219i gazet\u0103reasc\u0103, fie \u0219i recogniscitiv\u0103 \u00een fa\u021ba \u0219i a glastrelor de cuprinderea celor dou\u0103 palme ce se z\u0103mislesc trei \u0219i patru \u00een minutele \u00eenv\u00e2rtirii sub un singur impuls, cu m\u00e2na, al ro\u021bii. P\u0103m\u00e2ntul \u00eel preparau \u00een curte copii, mama lor preg\u0103tind m\u00e2ncarea.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Dumnezeu trebuie s\u0103 existe dac\u0103 noi exist\u0103m, iar dac\u0103 murim \u0219i el supravie\u021buie\u0219te \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 a fost. Ne-o spun p\u0103rin\u021bii \u0219i cine nu ne poveste\u0219te? Printre spectacole, b\u0103rbieritul, sc\u0103ldatul \u2013 de sine \u0219i al copiilor -, prepararea hranei de b\u0103rba\u021bi \u0219i femei, trezirea la via\u021ba unei noi s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni \u00een princiarele paturi de pe str\u0103zile acoperite de cer, dughenele \u00eenchise \u00een ziua de luni, \u0219col\u0103rimea frem\u0103t\u00e2nd izolat\u0103 spre vacan\u021b\u0103, c\u00e2inii care nu mai caut\u0103 de mult copaci sau ziduri spre a-\u0219i slobozi urina, danfuri \u0219i miresme, t\u0103cere \u0219i fum, fudulie \u0219i religiozitate, pl\u0103cerea c\u0103ldurii, a v\u00e2rstelor, muzicii, biciclismului, c\u0103\u0219tii, c\u00e2rjelor, propriet\u0103\u021bii, seului, vecinilor, maternit\u0103\u021bii, educa\u021biei, a\u0219tept\u0103rii nun\u021bii sau mor\u021bii, calmul violent nemaiinterna\u021bional, calculele, competi\u021bia \u00een termenii unei at\u00e2t de de neschimbat a\u0219ez\u0103ri, fericit\u0103 de a fi a\u0219a cum este, de la \u00eenf\u0103\u021bi\u0219area liber s\u0103pat\u0103 de zodia castei p\u00e2n\u0103 la ciorchinele sentimental \u0219i mizerabil al lumii acesteia.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen sf\u00e2r\u0219it, am <em>First Epistle <\/em>\u00een 30 de exemplare, m\u0103 aflu foarte cur\u00e2nd \u00een fa\u021ba domnului Harhajan Singh, am noroc de a-l fi g\u0103sit pe mas\u0103 cu <em>Synthese<\/em>, sub direc\u021bia doamnei Bu\u0219ulenga, revist\u0103 pe care ar primi-o curent \u0219i ale c\u0103rei articole \u00een englez\u0103 le-ar citi cu pl\u0103cere (\u00een num\u0103rul din 1977 avea un articol Paul Cernavodeanu despre literatura american\u0103 \u00een Rom\u00e2nia).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am intrat imediat \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 \u00een subiect. Frumosul \u00een\u021belept (\u0219eful Departamentului de limbi moderne indiene) depl\u00e2nge moartea at\u00e2t de t\u00e2n\u0103r a poetului \u0219i sf\u00e2ntului na\u021bional rom\u00e2n, calculeaz\u0103 c\u0103 \u00een 1989 va fi centenarul acelei mor\u021bi, dore\u0219te s\u0103 citeasc\u0103 o biografie a lui \u00een englez\u0103.<em> Scrisoarea I <\/em>va fi tradus\u0103 \u00een punjabi, malayalam \u0219i tamil\u0103 \u00een ritm, nu \u00een rim\u0103, \u00een telugu, sindi, gujarati, kannada, bengali, asamez\u0103 \u0219i marathi, \u00een proz\u0103 (poetic\u0103, filosofic\u0103, am comentat eu, ar\u0103t\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 interesat \u0219i de comentarii).<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nana \u00eemi vorbe\u0219te despre tornad\u0103, \u00ee\u0219i aminte\u0219te c\u0103 Dumnezeu a trimis un mo\u0219 s\u0103 vad\u0103 dac\u0103 ea e acas\u0103 \u0219i poate s\u0103 porneasc\u0103 ciclonul, \u0219i \u00eentreab\u0103 de ce omoar\u0103 Dumnezeu oameni, eu \u00eei spun c\u0103 nu el, dar c\u0103 tornada l-a b\u0103tut la cap s\u0103-i dea de lucru, c\u0103 \u0219i cele rele \u00eel \u00eenghesuie cu drepturi.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Piesa nu vreau s\u0103 se numeasc\u0103 nici Kama-ex (cacofonie cu Anca \u2013 vezi Liviu C\u0103lin la propusul meu titlu pentru <em>Eres<\/em>: Capul C\u0103lare \u2013 bun pentru englez\u0103?), nici Ex-Kama-ex, dar \u201eL-am visat \u00een somm pe Kama\u201d, \u00eentru adeverirea orelor mele indice<em>, <\/em>a vie\u021bilor rom\u00e2ne\u0219ti \u0219i mor\u021bilor eminesciene, toate speculate pe temeiul unor tr\u0103ite rom\u00e2nisme \u00een India, unor \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u0219\u0103ri inspirate de Kama \u0219i retranspuse \u00een religia familiar\u0103 tinere\u021bii Sf\u00e2ntului Gheorghe.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u0218i maestrului panjab \u00eei mai spusesem c\u0103 nu \u0219tiu, nu cred a fi vreun alt poet na\u021bional neindian at\u00e2t de indian ca Eminescu. Mi s-a p\u0103rut c\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eencuviin\u021ba intuitiv: oare, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een 1989, se g\u00e2ndise s\u0103 dea el vreo carte \u0219i \u00een rim\u0103 din Eminescu?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong>George ANCA<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>4.4. 78 Veena Gupta, sosit\u0103 cu tot st\u00e2ngul \u00een ghips, Beri gata de a-\u0219i opera g\u00e2tul de cancer, Arora, amenin\u021b\u00e2nd, [&#038;hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23211","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23211","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=23211"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23211\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":23213,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/23211\/revisions\/23213"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=23211"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=23211"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=23211"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}