{"id":25313,"date":"2015-12-11T17:16:22","date_gmt":"2015-12-11T17:16:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=25313"},"modified":"2015-12-11T17:16:22","modified_gmt":"2015-12-11T17:16:22","slug":"george-anca-5","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2015\/12\/11\/george-anca-5\/","title":{"rendered":"George Anca: Musafirii firii noastre"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/IndiaTv3dffad_delhi-tourism.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-25314\" title=\"IndiaTv3dffad_delhi-tourism\" src=\"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/IndiaTv3dffad_delhi-tourism-300x210.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"210\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/IndiaTv3dffad_delhi-tourism-300x210.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2015\/12\/IndiaTv3dffad_delhi-tourism.jpg 570w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">6. 01. 83 Delhi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Studen\u021bii mei, un principiu. Ca \u00eensemn\u0103rile R 36. Ore extinse \u00een India. \u0218i musafirii, un principiu de dedica\u021bie, nestalinist. Niciun student la diplom\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103. De ieri p\u00e2n\u0103 azi, din cuplul soarelui \u0219i ce\u021bii, al doilea s-a \u00eenv\u00e2rto\u0219at, dup\u0103 ce-l cov\u00e2r\u0219ise prima. Dincolo de centurile ra\u021bionalului \u0219i esteticului, \u00een verdea\u021ba b\u0103legarului de elefant, ca trunchiul de bananier, \u00een grajdul pl\u0103p\u00e2nzit de respira\u021biile vacilor.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">V\u0103d peste drum de Hawa Mahal. S\u0103 ne \u00eentoarcem la cel cu cartea de vizit\u0103. Moghulii sunt americanii de acum. Parc\u0103 indescriptibilitatea previziunii compenseaz\u0103 mizeria. Juc\u0103m \u0219ah cu mor\u021bii, ne bat \u0219i \u00eei batem pe r\u00e2nd \u00een R 36. Crezusem c\u0103 mi-am \u00eencheiat memoriile \u00een proza musafirului.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Am chemat m\u0103tur\u0103torul, m-a privit superior. \u00cemi intr\u0103 un c\u00e2ine \u00een clas\u0103. Dau s\u0103-i vorbesc rom\u00e2ne\u0219te. Se t\u00e2r\u00eeie pa\u0219i. Mi-or veni studen\u021bii. S\u0103 scriu un vers e s\u0103 \u00eenchei ceva, o via\u021b\u0103, alt vers urmeaz\u0103. Firea mor\u021bii prin prim verset de Veda-Logos. Ce-mi dai s\u0103-\u021bi dau la sf\u00e2r\u0219itul nimicului?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Vidhata-dumnezeirea. Templul tipografic. Romanul Nanei, \u00eentre ceart\u0103 \u0219i adev\u0103r. Luceaf\u0103rul-Viena-Delhi-100-devanagari-sanscrit. \u00cemi place clasa m\u0103turat\u0103. M\u00e2ine, pe Gange, cu musafirul.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">8. 01. 83 D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">S\u00e2mb\u0103ta studen\u021bilor. Greva continu\u0103. Nu ne mai ducem la Rishikesh. Cei de la francez\u0103 se duc la expozi\u021bia Rodin. India-Cetate. Banjara. Fiorul moghul. \u00cenapoi la upani\u0219ade. Alt\u0103 vedere. Nana, c\u0103 \u0219tie ce e roman, dar nu-mi spune, atunci nu \u0219tie, ba c\u0103 \u0219tie, cu papagalul a c\u0103zut de acord.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Cele de aproape se \u00eemplinesc. Le a\u0219tept\u0103m pe celelalte, obstacula\u021bi de surprize \u00een alte lumi. Revistele de trei orient\u0103ri, parcurse \u00een dou\u0103 ore. Maica Domnului din Pirinei, primit\u0103 ieri de la Jeane, o trimisese din septembrie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cengerul expediat de ea Nanei, acum doi ani, l-a preluat \u00een lucr\u0103rile de \u0219coal\u0103. Jeane se apropie de 70 de ani. O mai fi fum\u00e2nd? Combina\u021bie de c\u0103lug\u0103ri\u021b\u0103 amatoare \u0219i fost\u0103 profesoar\u0103, peregrin\u00e2nd cre\u0219tin prin vestigiile necre\u0219tine.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Cred \u00eentr-una modernitate. Scriu cuvinte care acoper\u0103 g\u00e2nduri niciodat\u0103 vorbite. Pomenirile noastre \u00een India se \u00eendesesc. Micile \u00eenf\u0103\u021bi\u0219\u0103ri \u0219i \u00eenc\u0103 nu se las\u0103 sintaxei. Sintaxa se rarefiaz\u0103 cu via\u021ba, cum experimenteaz\u0103 Memna.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Coresponden\u021bele autentice parc\u0103 n-ar avea \u00eenceput \u0219i sf\u00e2r\u0219it. S\u0103 fie a\u0219a \u0219i c\u0103l\u0103toria musafirului? Odat\u0103 \u00een sac, c\u0103l\u0103toria o vom dezlega de Basant, pe 19 ianuarie, o zi \u00eenainte de desp\u0103r\u021bire. O febr\u0103 poate fi o experien\u021b\u0103 a locului unde o ai? Ne l\u0103s\u0103m g\u00e2ndurile \u00eentre politic\u0103 \u0219i febr\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Practic\u0103m condi\u021bia. \u00cencepuse clasa. Rashmi, cu poemele lui Co\u0219buc. (Ieri, Manju, cu Miori\u021ba). M\u0103 opresc la Puntea lui Rumi, se opre\u0219te la Nunta Zamfirei. Alege, pentru comentariu, Rea de plat\u0103. Ap\u0103ruse \u0219i Raj Mohan Mehta. Apoi Deva Singh, care \u00eemi spune c\u0103, din cauza multelor ciocniri sociale, nu poate ajunge la clas\u0103 \u0219i va studia acas\u0103, s\u0103-l primesc la examen.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Musafirul are febr\u0103 virotic\u0103. Secundar, complica\u021bie minor\u0103 la pl\u0103m\u00e2ni. Ampicilin\u0103, B. Complex, Crocin. Pentru temperatur\u0103, sirop. Cinci zile. P\u00e2n\u0103-n 20, va fi bine. Pentru orice considera\u021bie practic\u0103, recomand\u0103 anularea biletelor pentru Calcutta, dar s-o fac \u00een 12, c\u00e2nd vom mai vedea. Avem dolari? Nu. Cei pe care-i v\u00e2nd, la negru, indienii, ar fi fal\u0219i \u0219i cu poli\u021bie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Merg cu Nana-n Camp dup\u0103 ampicilin\u0103, farmaciile toate, \u00eenchise. La fel \u00een Kamla Nagar. \u00cen toat\u0103 India, afl\u0103m, este greva general\u0103 a farmaci\u0219tilor. Niciun vecin n-are ampicilin\u0103. Nici polonezii. La Health Centre, dr. Pal \u00eemi ofer\u0103 imposibila ampicilin\u0103 pe fi\u0219a mea \u0219i o ob\u021bin, cu dou\u0103 cozi, de la farmacia policlinicii.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Invita\u021bie la IIC, \u00een 14, cu carte de vizit\u0103 a lui DN (\u201ev\u0103 rug\u0103m s\u0103 aduce\u021bi profesori \u0219i studen\u021bi\u201d). Replic\u0103? Eminescu Circle invites you to an open calss dedicated to the 133<sup>rd<\/sup> anniversary of Mihai Eminescu, at M.E.L. Dept., Room 36, on Saturday, 15<sup>th<\/sup> January 1983 at 8 a.m.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">10. 01. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Luni, f\u0103r\u0103 sinucidere. Ziare, clas\u0103, prepara\u021bie eminescologic\u0103. Bucuros \u0219i de Subramanya Bharati. Mai t\u00e2n\u0103rul, prin gar\u0103, prin Cerc, cu c\u0103r\u021bi. Sanscrita mai scump\u0103 ca hindi. Ampicilin\u0103, pneumonie. De c\u00e2nd entuziasmul? Am cedat apa din Gange, sigilat\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">11. 01. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Clas\u0103 pe rom\u00e2ne\u0219te cu Deva Singh. Fiu-s\u0103u \u00een armat\u0103, la Calcutta. Tremur\u0103 de frig \u0219i timiditate. Reprtoire autobiografic? Iar o dus\u0103, nu numai \u00een Camp. Trebuie golit un ciocan de clorochin. Nesomnul de-azi-noapte se r\u0103zbun\u0103. Plus, \u00eendoiala.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Singur\u0103tate prin gar\u0103, hamalii laptelui \u2013 \u00eei \u00eentreb: ap\u0103? \u0219i ce se mai sup\u0103r\u0103. Apoi o gazd\u0103, alta. Cine nu vine, de ce nu vine? dac\u0103 vine, cine mai vine, cine nu mai vine? Mortificare halucinat\u0103, c\u0103 era hashish \u00een \u021big\u0103ri, pe neve, la o adic\u0103, \u00eenainte de Basant \u0219i de Holika. Fum arian, corpolent duh arz\u00e2nd la lum\u00e2nare, cu, ori f\u0103r\u0103 p\u0103cate.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">12. 01. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Tot grev\u0103. Ne\u00eemp\u0103care. An Nou impersonal, vremuri. Represiune fireasc\u0103. Dup\u0103 sanscrit\u0103, latina mi-a consumat restul de iluzii. A\u0219a \u00eencepe piesa asta? N-o s\u0103 se joace, deci m\u0103car s\u0103-nceap\u0103. Mai e cineva? Cine \u0219tii. I-ai zis pies\u0103 din lips\u0103 de altceva.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u0218i greva? Asta nu e glum\u0103. Au \u00eenceput ceilal\u021bi sp\u0103rg\u0103tori. Ei fac parte din sistem. Cu ce se ocup\u0103 piesa? Nu cu greva, \u021bi-am spus. Pe rom\u00e2ne\u0219te, Ram-Ram. Ajut\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 fac rost de voci. N-am un gramofon, s\u0103 pun s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103 plac\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Subiectul \u0103sta l-ai tratat totdeauna. Se \u0219tie \u0219i-n Africa. Cred c\u0103 numai acolo. Doina. M-ai nimerit. Nu te v\u0103d, te citesc. Nu c\u0103r\u021bi. Vei fi-n hindi, ce Dumnezeu. \u0218i c\u00e2te familii sparte. Nu greve? Acum o sut\u0103 \u0219i de ani. Te urm\u0103resc. Nu e de ajuns? Era vorba c\u0103 fiecare contribuie cu de-al lui. Tot eu am zis \u0219i asta, dar dac\u0103 nu vine nimeni? S-au dus \u0219i doina \u0219i familia.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Manju a tradus, pe contul ei, din Miori\u021ba. Cu Provin \u0219i cu ea, citim Doina. Raj ar fi avut febr\u0103. Rashmi, dup\u0103 ce l-a ales, sare c\u0103 poemul Rea de plat\u0103 ar fi dirty. Sar \u0219i eu, cu ce-ar fi mai frumoas\u0103 o crim\u0103, o invazie, dec\u00e2t un s\u0103rut?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Br\u00e2ncu\u0219i. Dup\u0103 Rodin. Imaginarismul literaturii. Seama vie\u021bii. Diferen\u021bele. Ritu, \u0219i ea, aproape, refuz\u0103 muzica. Exist\u0103 vis, ar trebui s\u0103-l reliefez. Aberasem, de unul singur, \u00eentru cine \u0219tie ce blestem. Fi\u0219a musafirului, fofilat\u0103, alta la r\u00e2nd.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u0218i nehot\u0103r\u00e2t, \u0219i nesf\u0103tuit, z\u0103p\u0103cit cu piedic\u0103 pus\u0103. Cere permisiunea s\u0103 se \u00eenc\u0103lzeasc\u0103, ar fi foarte frig. A\u0219 mai l\u0103sa coperta veche \u00een avizier \u2013 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na asta, Eminescu \u2013 dac\u0103 n-ar r\u0103m\u00e2ne am\u00e2ndou\u0103 acolo p\u00e2n\u0103 dup\u0103 dispari\u021bia mea.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">13. 01. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Peste dou\u0103 ore trebuia s\u0103 fim \u00een trenul de Calcutta \u2013 Howra. Nimic. Febr\u0103. \u0218i Nana, de-azi-noapte, la 4. Co\u0219mar cu nere\u00eencarnare. Clas\u0103 mioritic\u0103. Vecinul, nici cu pranayam \u2013 \u00eemi pare r\u0103u, s\u0103-mi par\u0103 r\u0103u? Ce oferisem deschis, ca un model.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cel urmeaz\u0103 cu \u00eent\u00e2rziere. Eu \u00eensumi nu-l, n-am nevoie s\u0103-l urmez. Mi-am creat dialogul, oricum a fi, dar exist\u0103m \u00eentru \u00eent\u00e2lnirile astea \u00een alb, nemai\u00eence\u021bo\u0219ate at\u00e2ta, atinse de viitoarea furie solar\u0103. Parc\u0103 la noapte va arde \u0219i focul de Lori, iar apoi Basant, s\u0103 vin\u0103 Holika.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Jeane se pl\u00e2nge de Fran\u021ba-i. A citit mantrele ca av\u00e2nd titlul \u201eRobilor\u201d. Am mutat s\u00e2mb\u0103ta m\u00e2ine, am dublat-o. Avem o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 Eminescu. Bharati s-a aniversat tot acum \u0219i Vinod gargarise\u0219te o compara\u021bie, \u00eentr-un r\u00e2nd pe hindi, nu tamil.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">v\u0103 urez s\u0103 v\u0103 plac\u0103 totdeauna cu o amintire de c\u00e2nd vedea\u021bi soarele cu ora\u0219e moghule \u00een pierdut suflet<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">va fi fost va fi fost \u00eenfocare epic regretat\u0103 fiin\u021ba interioarei crema\u021biuni o hor\u0103 de unul singur \u00eencins de fete de chaia apoi fie-ne cu iertare pe ziua de azi c\u00e2nd zadarnic v-am \u00eendemna iat\u0103 luminarea zilei de neumbr\u0103 chaia<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de un timp \u00een jurul ceaiului de tei pntru pahare ofer co\u0219uri verzi \u0219i roze ca Jaipurul ca pentru doamne s-ar zice nu am luat seama ce v-a revenit cred c\u0103 asemeni copiilor tot verdele ne \u00eenfiaz\u0103 inima c\u0103ldurii neabstracte<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">c\u00e2t despre cele negre ca una nu avea\u021bi lumina aprins\u0103 ori venisem cu soarele impresie genunchi \u0219i toate cele negre am \u0219i pantomimat ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 pagini \u00eentru cititul nev\u00e2nat nev\u00e2nat nev\u00e2nos pe v\u00e2na f\u0103r\u0103 v\u00e2n\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">am \u0219i cafele \u00een verde \u0219i roz pereche de \u00eenvelitoare ale bazelor nemainegre de r\u00e2ndul \u0103sta vor fi reci deja \u00ees Nana nu \u0219i-a onorat vegetarianismul \u00een prelungirea febrei de cu noapte de-am jucat I am sorry victorios eu<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">sunt vizite lungi l\u00e2ng\u0103 papagal \u00eencurcate de telefonul aerului cu vedere \u00een poart\u0103 la plecare ce r\u0103spuns vom mai auzi c\u0103l\u0103rim \u00eenspre sear\u0103 \u00eeng\u00e2na\u021bi p\u0103s\u0103re\u0219te cine-\u0219i repereaz\u0103 cronologia \u00een apatiile altfel iertate se apropie de veacul ceasului<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">a ne fi apropiat veacul ceaiului pe \u00eendelete neamesteca\u021bi \u00een florile uscate pe clocot m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam anii trecu\u021bi la accep\u021bii acum nici p\u0103reri vorbim \u00eentr-o doar\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 dor pe-atunci a\u0219i fi lungit dic\u021bia cu aluzii ce nu-mi mai spun aproape nimic \u00een prezent<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">cu febr\u0103 presim\u021biri \u0219i desp\u0103r\u021bire c\u00e2nd telexul nu lucreaz\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103 tocmai dup\u0103 ce se pierduse fi\u0219a c\u0103l\u0103torului pe acolo pe unde are de c\u0103l\u0103torit a\u0219 ad\u0103uga u\u0219a era \u00eencuiat\u0103 am deschis-o am ascultat cele de mai sus deslipindu-m\u0103 de<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">ar fi cinci m-a\u0219 repezi-n camp dup\u0103 copii \u0219i copert\u0103 u\u0219a se \u00eenchisese dup\u0103 Renu \u0219i sor\u0103-sa italianca le oferise Nansi un lunch tardiv mai bun ca niciodat\u0103 ceea ce nu atinsese Nana plus lapte fiert parc\u0103 se vor regala tot \u00een Delhi adio la Paris<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de-a\u0219 g\u0103si scrisorile c\u0103tre Doina fie \u0219i-n primejdia relativiz\u0103rii acelei iubiri am face de-o conversa\u021bie \u00eemp\u0103r\u021bit\u0103 \u00eentre prezentul p\u0103c\u0103tos \u0219i ziua de ieri auria zece ro\u021bi mai la dreapta ca peste Dun\u0103re \u0219i-ar fi l\u0103sat ma\u0219ina \u0219i m-ai fi crezut \u00een zori<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">n-am nimic de zis impersonalit\u0103\u021bii abuzului o propagand\u0103 de nepetrecere doar sc\u00e2r\u021ba-sc\u00e2r\u021ba s\u0103 le fie bine dup\u0103 ce nu exist\u0103 diminea\u021ba nu eram eu singur nici acum n-am lirica-n priz\u0103 de ani m-am pustiit \u00een rela\u021bie nespus\u0103 cu condi\u021bia persoanei oric\u00e2t de terfelit\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">n-o \u00een\u021beleg nici pe b\u0103tr\u00e2na-mi prieten\u0103 cu zero-ul accentuat pe final\u0103 \u0219i parc\u0103 majusculat n-am \u00eencotro-l mai urie\u0219i \u00eensumi buddhist pe nevremelnicie draci monezile halucinate-n fe\u021bele de sfinte pe timbre altfel sugestive sun\u0103 a alarm\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de vin\u0103 v\u00e2rsta mare disloc\u00e2nd prezentul n-ar cere poze de actori dec\u00e2t adolescen\u021bii vin\u0103-le unchiul \u0219i s\u0103 se descurce-n alt\u0103 jungl\u0103 mai reperabil\u0103 c\u0103 nu sunt \u00een N\u0103s\u0103ud acum un veac de dou\u0103 zile \u00eel deliber\u0103m at\u00e2ta lume pe aici copiii despre ei vorbim pe nume-ar fi venit legal<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">o voce c\u00e2nd de mam\u0103 c\u00e2nd a r\u00e2sului de dup\u0103 tenta\u021bia p\u0103catului \u00eendurerat de a\u0219teptare pe-ncruci\u0219\u0103ri de rase sparte ca familii z\u0103vorul tandru a\u0219ezat atletici pa\u0219i pe urma ro\u021bilor salut gr\u0103sane suflete \u00een ce traducere ambiguit\u0103\u021bii de-o fiin\u021b\u0103 cu nebun\u0103 seara<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de c\u00e2nd cu martorii \u0219i o mitologie mereu fecioar\u0103 to\u021bi presupu\u0219i zee\u0219te ca din partea lor necunoscu\u021bi p\u00e2n\u0103 la raderea respiro-ului personal \u0219i drept n-am dat cu pas de pix pe pagini l\u0103murite iar acum un scris scriu nici dicteuri de neomis \u0219i ele nu norocul s-a bulit cam la mi\u0219to oleac\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">pe c\u00e2nd ne reabilitam feudalismul ajuta\u021bi de fete \u00eencerc\u0103nate la apus de soare mai \u0219i beam cu miezul vie\u021bii ne f\u0103lisem dinainte \u0219i uscatele morminte zadarnic ce-am fi pl\u00e2ns \u00een zori ne-am pomenit direct \u00een agonie surle al\u0103turi ne parodiau \u00een anomie \u0219i pe veci<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">trec la paharul \u00eembr\u0103cat \u00een roz \u00eel beau cafea de l-a\u0219 c\u00e2nta cantat\u0103 ci duse-s trezviile baroce sar conversa\u021bii ce n-ar \u021bine \u00eenc\u0103 de ur\u00e2t cum c\u0103 nu m\u00e2ine poate nici poim\u00e2ine \u0219i necum duminic\u0103 poate apoi \u0219i mar\u021bi s\u0103 m\u0103 reped a s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 de-aici \u00eencolo noaptea va veni spre sine-un pic<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">se dilatase ziua cu diferen\u021ba fusului orar \u00een prima jum\u0103tate de-am serbat Cr\u0103ciunul \u0219i s\u0103rb\u0103torile de iarn\u0103 ocolit\u0103 mai apoi cum \u0219ti\u021bi care se speria care ironizase dac\u0103 nu tunetele de ianuarie \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103toare fe\u021bele mii de tinere f\u0103r\u0103 sur\u00e2s \u0219i \u00eencotro<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">14. 01. 83. D<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">C\u0103 s\u0103 te na\u0219ti a doua oar\u0103 \u00een India pentru a \u00een\u021belege. Nu m\u0103 pl\u00e2ng de \u00een\u021belegerea ori ne\u00een\u021belegerea Indiei. Aci, lupta e s\u0103 scapi de nesf\u00e2r\u0219irea lan\u021bului de rena\u0219teri. Venise Manju. Cu dou\u0103 pagini \u00een hindi despre Miori\u021ba, comparat\u0103 cu drumul spre paradis , dup\u0103 r\u0103zboi, al celor ne\u00eenving\u0103tori.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Cur\u00e2nd era \u0219i Provin, de i-am pus s\u0103 scrie, el, substantive, ea, verbe. Gargh, Rashmi, Raj, Chamchal, Deva Singh au venit \u0219i ei, unul c\u00e2te unul. Raj citi o aiureal\u0103 cu titlul The Modern Girl. Provin a citit, cascador, Rea de plat\u0103. Apoi Manju, cu aplauze. Le-am spus de jayanti, de-o serbam, a lui Eminescu. Biografie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nana avusese toat\u0103 noaptea febr\u0103. Are 104 grade Farenheit. Nansi se teme de o sinuzit\u0103. Musafirul a ie\u0219it, pentru o or\u0103, la soare. Nu mai am loc \u0219i eu. Ziare turpide de An Nou-bou-boa. Nansi tu\u0219e\u0219te, nu se joac\u0103. Nana, tot peste sut\u0103. Nu \u00eendoiala lui Arjuna \u0219i a ciobanului mioritic, dar c\u0103l\u0103toria spre paradis a \u00eenvin\u0219ilor.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">15. 01. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Atacul Dalit-ilor asupra Marathvadi, 504 suflete moarte. Musafirul, \u00een Catch 22. De-a 133-a jayanti, \u00eel caut, prin noile blocuri ro\u0219ii, pe Mahendra Dave \u2013 ceva despre Eminescu? Chiar de jayanti, am pus pe perete case \u0219i haine rom\u00e2ne\u0219ti. Latinitas 5, gata, sub ancademie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Jayanti 33 \u0219i o sut\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">India 15 ianuarie<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">jum\u0103tatea mor\u021bii lui Mahatma<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">patru zile \u0219i nop\u021bi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">mai cursese Kavi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">nici 20 nici 24<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de petale nu moghulizeaz\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">departe de Sana, tren \u00een febr\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">asiatic\u0103, fie s\u0103 fim<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">ai upani\u0219adelor, scrisoarea I<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">eterna pace lingvistic\u0103,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">ironice amurguri de ras\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de preferase luna baiazid\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">se obi\u0219nuie\u0219te prasad rezumativ<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">op\u021biunea timpului, locului<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">facem ce putem, ji<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">ne oscil\u0103m tensiunile superlativizante<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">tr\u0103im de mai de parte amintirea<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">facerii cum s-a spus \u00een Aryavarta<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">noroc de necompara\u021bie himalaianul<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de la superbazar e prea t\u00e2n\u0103r<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">altfel Dumnezeu nu e, vai, martor<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">prin u\u0219i deschise curentul<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">strigoilor diurni \u00eengeri<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">cu p\u0103rul negru keshaviu<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">16. 01. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mahendra \u0219i Rupendra mai la inim\u0103. Seara, Uma Dogra, kathak, la IIC. Musafirul, c-ar fi visat-o \u00eentocmai, acum trei ani. Thumri. Convalescen\u021b\u0103 pe sf\u00e2r\u0219ite. Spre toiul finalului. Am mutat c\u0103r\u021bile, s\u0103 fac loc hainelor musafire. M\u00e2ine, la clas\u0103, relansez Latinitas. Anul \u0103sta dau multe premii.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">18. 01, 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 palmierii f\u0103r\u0103 so\u021b, \u00een josul spetei, na\u0219a \u00een\u021belege tot mai pu\u021bin scrisul finului, deh. Castelu\u021bul Roshinarei, m\u00e2ine s\u0103rb\u0103toare, pom\u00e2ine desp\u0103r\u021bire de musafir, apoi scrisori de r\u0103spuns. Ah, garan\u021bia cea mare a p\u0103cii mirosea la fel, vechi alergii, bl\u00e2nzi pacifi\u0219ti ai nefiin\u021bei.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">merge ceasul f\u0103r\u0103 \u0219tire akal-ire ar\u0103mire<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Rama Bahadur durire n-ai m\u0103lai alai<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">mai bhai nici budhu mereu \u00eencai<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">cu c\u00e2ntec de Mandalay azi \u0219i m\u00e2ine teferi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">lumpeni pe fr\u00e2nghiile de curpeni pe<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">canalele de cumpeni merge ceasul<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">am\u00e2nat m\u00e2n\u0103 ce-a sunat pe lat cercul<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">cert shunya Bharat<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">11. 01. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">M\u00e2ine, desp\u0103r\u021bire-\u00eent\u00e2lnire, cumplit discret\u0103, plin\u0103 de tensiune \u00eembl\u00e2nzit\u0103 \u2013 c\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eembrac mai frumos \u2013 \u00een peisaj. Dialog \u00een alte \u00een\u021belegeri. Cu at\u00e2t mai bine, cu at\u00e2t mai r\u0103u \u2013 a-\u021bi spune durerile numai prietenilor, care prieteni? Mereu lec\u021bii. M\u00e2ine ne salut\u0103m. Nimeni nu ne va recunoa\u0219te efortul, nici m\u0103car trecerea prin India. \u0218i totu\u0219i, musafirii r\u0103m\u00e2n \u00een noi. Chiar g\u00e2ndirea \u00een personaje tr\u0103deaz\u0103 afinit\u0103\u021bi m\u00e2ntuite.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">21. 01. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00cen R 36, \u00een Canterbury. Manju, \u00een clas\u0103, n-a aprins lumina, \u00ee\u0219i traduce, din hindi, comentariul la Miori\u021ba. Vine \u0219i Provin, \u00eei dictez o scrisoare. Raj, \u00eenc\u0103 dou\u0103 fete. Reflexivul acuzativ \u0219i dativ, un discurs de moral\u0103, un elogiu al scriitorului rom\u00e2n, \u00eentoarcere la realitate.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u021a\u0103nd\u0103ri stabilimentele \u0219i nicio lume nou\u0103, ba \u00eenc\u0103, mai veche \u0219i mai veche. Egale doar cruzimile paralele pedepsi\u021bilor. Cmin\u021bitui\u021bi. Mereu agonic \u0219i afirmativ, mai avem Dumnezeu. Odat\u0103 exclus, ne ia dracul. Folosul mor\u021bii o fi recuperarea patimilor din str\u0103funduri.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Se-apropie vremea celor de la asanscrit\u0103 \u2013 na mantesa\/namaste, Usha\/u\u0219a(zorilor), chatra\/\u0219atra. Posomor\u00e2rea cheltuitoare \u00ee\u0219i desp\u0103tur\u0103 circumvolu\u021biuni pe nervii unei neprev\u0103zute halte. Buddhista suedez\u0103, fum\u0103toare de beedi, nelipsit\u0103, spre deosebire de mine, de chibrituri, disp\u0103ruse s\u0103 telefoneze \u2013 din iceberg-uri tropicale.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00ce\u0219i scosese fesul de peste p\u0103rul blond-c\u0103runt. Rep\u0103ruse poticnindu-se de a nu-\u0219i fi aflat bagajele de pelerin\u0103. Ochii \u00eei erau ad\u00e2nci, ai egiptencei in spe. Str\u0103pung\u0103tori, cum vor fi fost ai \u0103luia. \u0218i Lali \u00ee\u0219i l\u0103sase ceasul acas\u0103, de teama dacoi\u021bilor.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">22. 01. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Era ca \u00eentr-o carte numai a lui, nescris\u0103. R\u0103m\u0103sese \u00eenchis \u00een ambigua-i paramoral\u0103. Alte pove\u0219ti \u0219i p\u0103m\u00e2nturi, bulzii fiin\u021belor f\u0103r\u0103 z\u0103pad\u0103. Reav\u0103n peisaj, nocturnit\u0103\u021bi, sensibilitate pulmonar\u0103 proiectat\u0103 pe tot tropicul.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">D-na M. se \u00eentoarce de la Tirupat\u0103i iluminat\u0103. Uite c\u0103 e de p\u0103rere c\u0103 fiecare nu-\u0219i zice indian, dar bengalez, keralit, sickh etc. Ne \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u0219im zilele \u00eentru Dumnezeu. \u00cel vom ajunge complet la disolu\u021bie.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">De c\u00e2nd m-am desp\u0103r\u021bit de suedez\u0103, nu mai am chibrituri. Nimic. Cem doarme zbuciumat. M\u0103-nchin s\u0103 \u0219tie c\u0103-l a\u0219teptasem. V\u0103rsase toat\u0103 cerneala \u0219i ne \u00eennegrisem. \u00cenc\u0103 panch minute. Tantra. Nu. De ce nu? Rock? Tot acolo. Nu va suna de 9.30 a. m. Ori da.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">23. 01. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Dup\u0103 dans mi-adusesem aminte de moarte. M-am trezit, am citit dou\u0103-trei articole xenofobe, am jucat trei partide de \u0219ah. Jum\u0103tate, duminica a apus. Zi de umbr\u0103 shivait\u0103. \u00centr-un num\u0103r Eminescu, v\u0103zusem ieri, reprodus, fiul universului. Shiva-Durga.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">24. 01. 83. D<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">dup\u0103 seri \u00een nop\u021bi \u0219i Ind<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">pe rotunduri ocolind<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">calea joas\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">pe sub coas\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">via\u021ba lung\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">pe la dung\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">ia atunci nu m\u0103 \u00eenchin<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">nici adorm de somn str\u0103in<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">mi-e de jale<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">joasa cale<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">mi-e cu sm\u00e2nt\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">dunga sf\u00e2nt\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de aud o melodie<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de-o aud \u0219i nu mai fie<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">tac \u00een art\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">mare moart\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">zbor cu gilii<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">zic familii<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">astfel cad pe zori de zi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">pe la u\u0219i \u00een s\u0103r\u0103rii<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">joas\u0103 cale<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">praguri goale<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u00een Prayag-uri<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">stinse praguri<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Gange Ind Ga<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">p\u00e2n la Id Gha<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">dup\u0103 seri \u00een nop\u021bi \u0219i Ind<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">pe rotunduri ocolind<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">27. 01. 83. Delhi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">urile pasate pentru D-5-uri, nemainotate, din parada-ochi albastru cu avioane-n floare \u00een Kuchipudi (Radha \u0219i Raja Reddi la Ashoka Hotel, \u00een pauz\u0103 dr. Karan Singh) apoi cu yogi \u0219i Dhanjal, de diminea\u021b\u0103, traduceri de vin\u0103, K.M. &#8211; pre\u0219edinta, \u00eeng\u0103duita, ceilal\u021bi \u0219i-ar \u00eempinge prea mult lucrurile lor, suntem \u00een D.C., numai el, somnoros, fiic\u0103-sa nu le spusese, pune fl\u0103c\u0103ul cu p\u0103l\u0103rie l\u00e2ng\u0103 tat\u0103l cu chelie, o cheam\u0103 pe ea, ne scald\u0103-n modestie franco-bulgar\u0103, &#8217;59, anti-tanc fr, Jaipur House, ghirlandele l\u0103sate ploii, S.K. (c\u0103 de c\u00e2nd sunt), K. V. c\u0103 e mereu o nunt\u0103, la noi grev\u0103, aliansul cu universalitatea nudului rodinian \u2013 dac\u0103 a\u0219 \u00eencerca, mai fiind \u0219i murdar? &#8211; plus Prospero \u0219i teoria umorului, ca denudare a din\u021bilor (aliansului \u00eei repro\u0219asem c\u0103-l m\u00e2ncaser\u0103 pe Br\u00e2ncu\u0219i de l\u00e2ng\u0103 tot Rodin), incontinent\u0103? proprietatea intelectual\u0103? poim\u00e2ine? diminea\u021ba \u00eentre dou\u0103 rom\u00e2ne\u0219ti \u0219i G \u0219i iI, primisem scrisoarea, semnat\u0103 de el (amicalitatea?), c\u0103 n-ar mai fi cu ei probleme (N), blonzii pe story \u0219i psihos\u0103r\u0103generom\u00e2nie, ochii-i, m\u00e2ine la A.P. (la 4, c\u0103 am voce-nceat\u0103), datele lui S. pentru N, numele lui n. (necunoscut, sigur uitat), 200 la carne, ploaie, metafor\u0103, frig, numai bl\u00e2nde\u021be, din contra \u00eenjur\u0103turilor, m\u0103 \u00eendoisem, \u00eenscen\u0103tor, ca \u0219i tirada<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">4. 02. 83. D<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">ce ai v\u0103zut cerul de dup\u0103 perdea<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">mi se p\u0103ruse o rutin\u0103 numit\u0103 spaniol\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">nu m-am amestecat \u00een transatlantic\u0103 rumb\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">mai \u0219i tradusesem ca un avatar \u00een eros<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">parc\u0103 toba nu chiar experimentat\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">plictisul buddhist de-l iubeam pe Shiva<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">multele cutii de care aproape m-ai acuzat<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">c\u0103r\u021bile c\u00e2t o b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021be semnate Gandhi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">stranie post-Attenborrough-Ravi Shankar<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">comentaristic\u0103 a nedusului la film de biseric\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">astfel abandonam \u00eempreun\u0103 poezia<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">din partea mea ca un unchi sinuciga\u0219ului<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">toat\u0103 noaptea ori p\u00e2n\u0103 la patru diminea\u021ba<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">zadarnic \u00ee\u021bi l\u0103udasem onoarea poe\u021bilor<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">(tradusesem din at\u00e2\u021bia ai patriei mele)<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">am refuzat seara o nunt\u0103 de-a doua zi<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u0219i a doua zi o sinucidere hohenzolernian\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">neasemenea p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t faptei lui Arjuna<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">iar tu cu capul ras pe c\u00e2nd semn al cer\u0219etorilor<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">cel pu\u021bin p\u00e2n\u0103 la cucerirea lui Gautama de Sikander<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">5.02. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Asear\u0103, la Mahendra Dave, am tradus din el Yagna \u0219i N-am ajuns la u\u0219\u0103, iar din Ravi Patel, C\u00e2ntec pentru umbra mor\u021bii pe melodie de nunt\u0103. Apoi, la tibetani. Nange mi-a atins um\u0103rul. Jamuna \u00een \u00eentuneric. \u00cembr\u0103carea. Aliena\u021bii.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Azi, O. M. Anujan. \u00cen D14, s-a mutat o profesoar\u0103 de Kanada \u2013 abia ne va ajuta la poezia din Karnataka. Tot azi, din anglo-indian\u0103 (Rupendra Majumdar, Randhir Khare, Pryia Devi). Ast\u0103-sear\u0103, iar la tibetani. Chong-ul vechi, de neb\u0103ut.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ducha (r\u0103u), de-am c\u00e2ntat: ducea, ducea rufele la r\u00e2u. Fata mare vorbise c\u00e2te o expresie \u00een francez\u0103, romn\u0103, italian\u0103. Nevasta \u0219tia Ciao, unde seam\u0103n\u0103 cu cio-cio tibetan. Am mai conversat, la \u00eentors, \u0219i pe de-ale noastre. Aniversarea Memnei. Mutarea vecinilor de sus \u2013 \u00een D14, Vinoda, profesoara de kanara\/kanada. S\u0103-l \u00eencerc\u0103m, pentru telugu pe d-l Rao. Marathi, Lila, Parasnis?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">6. 2, 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Din nou, Academia Eminescu \u00een The Statesman \u2013 Seminar on \u201eTowards an Indo-Romanian Anthology\u201d. Adresa de aici. La tibetani, iar. Noctambulism. Facem un press-release, incluz\u00e2nd Latinitas \u0219i proiectul de academie Eminescu, de vom ruga-o \u0219i pe Amrita Pritam s\u0103-l semneze.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">7. 02. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Dup\u0103 antologia de asear\u0103, cu templul tibetan \u00een prelungire pe Jamuna, de diminea\u021b\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 \u00een ecouri de kannada, , malayalam (ritm\u00e2nd Br\u00e2ncu\u0219i), sanscrit\u0103 (muzicaliz\u00e2nd), Gujarat\u0103 (Nansi l\u0103crimase la Ravji Patel, moarte-nunt\u0103), Satyanath c\u00e2ntase carul leg\u0103nat prin timp.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Rajendra Mathur asigur\u0103 c\u0103 public\u0103 interviul \u0219i m\u0103 \u00eendeamn\u0103 s\u0103 expediez \u0219i la Press Trust of India (PTI). Mi se vor toate c\u0103r\u021bile \u2013 de le-a\u0219 publica \u2013 \u00een 20-30 exemplare, pentru export. Nansi, sceptic\u0103. Amrung m\u0103 men\u021bine \u00een Advisory Board al revistei IAEWP din Bangkok.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">22. 02. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">mi\u0219carea experien\u021bei pe Gange precum \u0219i \u00een Horace se oprise jos de Mansa Devi singurul anun\u021b repro\u0219ul ne\u00eenlocuirii p\u0103catelor \u00een Gange pe motiv c\u0103 mai am nevoie de ele cum c\u0103 to\u021bi oamenii Doamne \u0219i tot Gangele cu c\u00e2t\u0103 pietate spurcat \u00een infinita-i sfin\u021benie \u0219i \u00een trup mai \u0219i tr\u0103im necesitatea confes\u0103rii de detaliu \u00een seara cu Vedanta \u00een sinele de Purva shastra de Samkya Vaisheshika \u0219i Nyaya urmat\u0103 chiar neortodox de Charvaka cu tot s\u00e2ngele-ap\u0103 respira\u021bia-v\u00e2nt carnea-p\u0103m\u00e2nt spa\u021biul-cer febra-foc<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">pomule n-o s\u0103 te tai<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">nici dac\u0103 poame nu dai<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">c-a murit neica Pomu\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">pe-acolo f\u0103r\u0103 m\u00e2ndru\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">nu f\u0103r\u0103 de ordonan\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\u0219i galoane peste han\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">coate noduri paralele<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">navigheaz\u0103-\u021bi depe\u0219ele<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">pe gratii de curcubele<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">cum Gangele se umplu<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">de p\u0103catul nehindu<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">25. 02. 83. D<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">La ce mi-oi fi \u00eenfometat copilul \u0219i familia? La ce tot zic s\u0103 m\u0103 opresc, \u00een fapt g\u00e2ndind mereu s\u0103 m\u0103 mai devotez rom\u00e2nismului, fie \u0219i interzis? U\u0219or scandal la provincialismul \u0103la. Acum se vede ca un fascism implacabil organizat, la r\u00e2nd contra fiec\u0103ruia. Creeley \u0219i Sanyal.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Romanian Poetry in Exhibition at International Academy Mihai Eminescu, D5 \/ 29-31 Probyn Road, Delhi-7, from 25 February&#8230; Indopatie. Convalescen\u021b\u0103 quadrupl\u0103. Amintiri contradictorii. Amintirea \u2013 singurul sens? temeiul nonsensului? Rezolvarea?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Livada cu vi\u0219ini \u2013 Cherry ka baghicha \u2013 traducere \u00een hindi de Rajendra Yadav din Chekhov&#8217;s The Cherry Orchard. Directed by Richard Schechner \u2013 Environmental Theatre. Dup\u0103 adaptarea cu plasament \u00een Kashmir, montarea de ast\u0103-sear\u0103, revenit\u0103 la numele ruse\u0219ti, \u00een clinica autorului.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">A ajuns \u00een America O&#8217;Neill-ian\u0103, dac\u0103 nu post-stalinist\u0103. Adev\u0103rate momente ale spa\u021biului neo-hindu \u2013 regizorul, un fel de Vetala c\u0103r\u00e2nd spectatori \u0219i actori pe um\u0103r, cu bicicleta ori tr\u0103sura tras\u0103 de cai albi, \u00een final, aproape demasca\u021bi. R\u0103sturnare de roluri culturale \u2013 Carol Martin ar fi educ\u00e2nd actorii NSD-ului (National School of Drama) \u00een dans modern \u0219i ideokinesis. Snobeal\u0103?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Expozi\u021bia Eminescu, deschis\u0103. Primii vizitatori (eram la t\u0103ierea livezii) \u2013 URT \u0219i B.S. Latwal (cu aparat foto). S\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 de poezie rom\u00e2neasc\u0103 \u00eenceput\u0103. Gata Latinitas. S-au dus zilele z\u0103p\u0103cite, \u0219i ca predare \u2013 m\u0103 profesoresc abitir, \u00eemi dr\u0103mui subiectele, c\u00e2t c\u0103 mi s-a decimat diploma. Cot la cot cu gramatica, coate-gramatici goale. Nostalgii \u00een nasul lui Hiren pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd Basarabia c\u0103 ar fi fost cucerit\u0103 de rom\u00e2ni c\u00e2ndva, o, Hiren Mukerjee, o, rusi de v\u0103 pocnesc m\u00e2ine dis de diminea\u021b\u0103 \u00een prostia-mi doritoare de Vieru.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Mai un singur poet, vier, din cauz\u0103 \u0219i de hirenism pl\u0103tit de \u00eenghi\u021bitor. Cum suntem, domnilor, \u00eenconjura\u021bi de c\u0103z\u0103turi \u0219i po\u0219irci. Merci, glorie pe paise, pe sp\u00e2nzurarea lui taic\u0103-s\u0103u. Mai \u00eentoarcem o foaie a deschisului morm\u00e2nt unde universalii extraverti\u021bi nu \u00eenc\u0103puser\u0103, nici to\u021bi introverti\u021bii.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Cum vine de se leag\u0103 Haridwar de Em. \u0219i C\u0103l. Netranscrierea nici unui alfabet, nici unui du\u0219man. Au ap\u0103rut \u021b\u00e2n\u021barii, c\u00e2nt\u0103 p\u0103s\u0103rile-n clas\u0103. Sublimi prieteni de ne\u00eemp\u0103care, fra\u021bi \u00eentru nicio credin\u021b\u0103 de sine. Diseca\u021bi de electroni, dragi nuclei de c\u00e2nd lumea \u2013 cui dracului s\u0103 v\u0103 \u021bin \u0219i ce, c\u0103 m-o fi c\u0103p\u0103cit environmentalismul<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">27.02. 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Pe-asear\u0103, inventam date de na\u0219tere prietenilor. Romanian Poems in Sanskrit and Hindi va fi urm\u0103torul titlu-antologie pe stencile. Pre\u021b de-o carte format mare \u0219i adio. Se cheam\u0103 c-am pl\u0103tit cu bani-tropice soarta de sus ori de jos. Mi se va r\u0103zbuna experien\u021ba?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">De i-am p\u0103rut lui Mitic\u0103 periculos controlor de libertate. Or fi dictatorii gelo\u0219i pe lun\u0103? Infernalitatea tradi\u021biei de sine nest\u0103t\u0103toare. S-o lumina de ziu\u0103 cu plinul lunii, mai devreme? De n-ar veni r\u0103zboi, de-ar veni. F\u0103cut din pace, originea mi-e sf\u00e2r\u0219itul r\u0103zboiului. Cu ce-o s\u0103-mi dactilografiez articolul despre pace?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Eseul despre poezie ca minciun\u0103, ori maya, l-am tot scris \u00een alte accep\u021bii. De-aia nu mai pot de \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rile fericite. Admir p\u00e2n\u0103 la obsesie, mai nou, respira\u021bia \u0219i inima, neoprirea dus-\u00eentors. Parc\u0103 ar mai fi de mi\u0219cat. M-o fi \u00eenghi\u021bit, \u00eens\u0103, orientul. \u0218i nu de ieri de azi, de veacuri.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Nu pot excela \u00een tri\u0219, nici \u00een a fi tri\u0219at. De ce plictise\u0219te binele? Care e binele distractiv al r\u0103ului? Vre\u021bi ceva comod, tocmai. Mai am un pic \u2013 un singur pic. La ce or\u0103, trezirea general\u0103? \u0218i a cui? Cu model Pablo? S\u0103 fim serio\u0219i.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">28. 02, 83. D.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ieri, cu Taj, cu Fatherpur-Sikri, seara Mathura &#8211; Ierusalim hindus, cu morm\u00e2ntul na\u0219terii lui Krishna \u00een subsolul moscheei lui Aurangzeb. Pentru revista dept., am argumentat serios, de la Panini la Saussure, titlul: Parole. \u0218eful: nu \u0219tiu ce e asta \u00een francez\u0103, dar \u00een rus\u0103 e parol\u0103. Neam\u021bul: \u0219i-n german\u0103 e parol\u0103, dar mie-mi place acest titlu.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd m\u0103 duc la Taj<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">din obliga\u021bie \u00een gaj<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Ion Constantin \u0219i Romul<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">nicic\u00e2nd fiindu-mi omul<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">se strig\u0103 din p\u0103dure<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">morm\u00e2ntul s\u0103 anture<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">se scrie Inshallah<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">pe mor\u021bii doi \u00een crah<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">B\u00e2rfeam pe Blaga \u0219i ai lui pelerini spre Benares, spre Madura. Sunetul marmorei magnetiz\u00e2nd Asii p\u00e2n\u0103 la Assisi. Plinul peisajului de lun\u0103 plin\u0103. Verdele-galbenul, greul umbrei, bunyani, c\u0103mile.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Italiana negustorilor cer\u0219etori, complicat\u0103 de o-ul invita\u021biei la \u201efete\u201d indiene pe un ban. Ataca\u021bi de una, cu spatele \u2013 higeri (hijra-khusra-eunuc). Apoi, pe drum, \u201elove\u201d, 2 rupii \u2013 s-a descoperit, asta avea sex femeiesc, neras, avea \u0219i s\u00e2ni, \u0219i vizaviul. Le-am dat un pachet de \u021big\u0103ri \u0219i numai c\u0103 n-am fugit \u00eempreun\u0103 cu poetul nostru visiting.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">Studen\u021bii \u00eent\u00e2rzie, au venit, i-am dus \u00een acadmie, la poezie. M-am \u00eentors pentru Parole, distrus. Am revenit \u00een academie \u0219i cu B.S. Latwal \u0219i Ionu\u021b. Am \u00eencropit a doua expozi\u021bie \u2013 de versuri eminesciene fotografiate \u00een India. Felicia a scris \u0219i fotografia i-a sosit \u00een proz\u0103.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">zile ca astea dou\u0103 luni ca astea trei te fac oarecum indiferent la ce a fost \u0219i ce va fi \u021bii pasul cu o \u00eent\u00e2mplare \u00eentre prieteni fra\u021bi eunuci marmori ghizi g\u00e2zi massa istoriilor masa t\u0103cerii-Eminescu masa celor de azi cine cinuri cin\u0103 respira\u021bii schimb\u0103ri vicii relative crescendo-uri armonii humoruri \u0219tampile hemoroizi expression parole Dasein Shankar fotografii Alka blue-balls iar tabu-uri inter-nation-internare Assam BBC electrice dou\u0103 frunze verde deschis de acum \u00een bananier tinere\u021bi trecute cu amintiri \u0219i nedumerire momente magnitudini consol\u0103ri benzi neclarit\u0103\u021bi p\u0103r\u0103siri ocheade brutalit\u0103\u021bi certuri misticisme biblii neglijate legendarisme retezate nepotriviri durit\u0103\u021bi elanuri doruri calm\u0103ri pluraluri<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: justify;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>6. 01. 83 Delhi Studen\u021bii mei, un principiu. 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