{"id":26315,"date":"2016-05-28T08:33:31","date_gmt":"2016-05-28T08:33:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=26315"},"modified":"2016-05-28T09:49:57","modified_gmt":"2016-05-28T09:49:57","slug":"monica-ilas-poesis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2016\/05\/28\/monica-ilas-poesis\/","title":{"rendered":"Monica Ila\u0219: Poesis"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/scontent.ftsr1-1.fna.fbcdn.net\/v\/t1.0-1\/p160x160\/12920490_1172361152789031_7834905945679334231_n.jpg?oh=62b447d05ba31932b707b256e0f9c021&amp;oe=57DA1F7F\" alt=\"Fotografia de profil a Monic\u0103i Ilas\" \/><\/p>\n<p><strong>Marea \u00eendoial\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Marea \u00eendoial\u0103 a trecut prin mine<\/p>\n<p>Ochii lumi-alba\u015ftri ard \u015fi m\u0103 fac scrum.<\/p>\n<p>Ninge peste g\u00e2nduri stele albe, fine;<\/p>\n<p>\u00centr-un alt deceniu umbra lor de fum.<\/p>\n<p>Ceasuri f\u0103r\u0103 ace num\u0103r\u0103 secunde.<\/p>\n<p>Ast\u0103zi cade nordul. M\u00e2ine este acum.<\/p>\n<p>Iese din gre\u015feal\u0103 taina care-ascunde<\/p>\n<p>Lumea \u00een parfumul gerului postum.<\/p>\n<p>Am ales din toate formele rotunde<\/p>\n<p>\u015earpele spiralei ca s\u0103-mi fac alt drum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Blestem <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Amiezile care-au pornit din zar<\/p>\n<p>r\u0103sun\u0103 albastru pe \u00eenalta mare<\/p>\n<p>afl\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 arz\u00e2nd imaginar<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 t\u0103cere alb\u0103 a ochiului din zare.<\/p>\n<p>Plec\u0103rile care-au pornit din g\u00e2nd<\/p>\n<p>mi-au \u00eendreptat din nou marea gre\u015feal\u0103<\/p>\n<p>g\u0103sindu-m\u0103 ca semn mereu r\u0103sfr\u00e2nt<\/p>\n<p>\u00eentr-un blestem \u015fi-n bezna lui oval\u0103.<\/p>\n<p>Atunci eram corola unui crin,<\/p>\n<p>acum sunt iar\u0103\u015fi punct \u2013 din \u00eent\u00e2mplare,<\/p>\n<p>durerea-albastr\u0103 desenat\u0103 fin<\/p>\n<p>gre\u015feala semnului de \u00eentrebare\u2026<\/p>\n<p>curcubeul din lacuri<\/p>\n<p>M\u0103 lumineaz\u0103 culoarea acestei flori<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 o t\u0103cere rotund\u0103<\/p>\n<p>ferecat\u0103 \u00een semnele inimii.<\/p>\n<p>Ad\u00e2ncimea sufletului \u00eensetat de ger<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi de ordine cereasc\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u00eemi dezleag\u0103 enigma degetelor<\/p>\n<p>care-mi cunosc \u00eenceputul .<\/p>\n<p>M\u0103 umile\u015fte gre\u015feala beznelor<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi s\u0103rb\u0103toarea nervului divin \u2013<\/p>\n<p>mantie de m\u0103tase peste ochiul de cenu\u015f\u0103<\/p>\n<p>care arunc\u0103 visele abstracte<\/p>\n<p>\u00een setea ceasului.<\/p>\n<p>M\u0103 lumineaz\u0103 imaginea perfect\u0103<\/p>\n<p>a icoanelor fermecate \u015fi umbra<\/p>\n<p>curcubeului din lacuri,<\/p>\n<p>deslu\u015find,<\/p>\n<p>aproape de fiecare dat\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>miezul de foc al sentimentelor.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00censerare absolut\u0103 <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Eram at\u00e2t de solemni<\/p>\n<p>\u00eenc\u00e2t se stingeau \u00een cupole zorile<\/p>\n<p>iar \u00eenghe\u0163atele icoanele de aer<\/p>\n<p>se pref\u0103ceau \u00een stoluri de silabe.<\/p>\n<p>Eram at\u00e2t de senini<\/p>\n<p>\u00eenc\u00e2t respira\u0163ia str\u0103vezie a clipei<\/p>\n<p>se pr\u0103bu\u015fea peste \u00eenserarea albastr\u0103<\/p>\n<p>culeg\u00e2ndu-\u015fi memoria.<\/p>\n<p>Deodat\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>ne-am trezit printre templele cu idoli<\/p>\n<p>r\u0103t\u0103cind in fiecare gre\u015feal\u0103,<\/p>\n<p>ca \u015fi cum ne-am fi-nvelit sim\u0163urile<\/p>\n<p>cu toate cele patru z\u0103ri.<\/p>\n<p>Eram at\u00e2t de solemni,<\/p>\n<p>\u00eenc\u00e2t vis\u00e2nd colorat<\/p>\n<p>nu ne-am mai recunoscut, \u015fi poate<\/p>\n<p>c\u0103 vom purta mereu,<\/p>\n<p>\u00een fiecare or\u0103, \u00een fiecare zi \u2013 acela\u015fi nume<\/p>\n<p>f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 deslu\u015fim fantoma spiralei<\/p>\n<p>de \u00eenserarea absolut\u0103 care vine !<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Dincolo de g\u00e2nd<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Dincolo de v\u00e2ntul care m\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103luia<\/p>\n<p>este g\u00e2ndul t\u0103u.<\/p>\n<p>Te pierd prin ochii care \u00eemi r\u0103sfr\u00e2ng<\/p>\n<p>ceasurile pe r\u00e2nd,<\/p>\n<p>mai mult dec\u00e2t lumina str\u0103vezie.<\/p>\n<p>Teama \u00eemi alung\u0103 somnul\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Tu e\u015fti lini\u015ftea din care \u00eemi culeg<\/p>\n<p>lumina pentru firul fiec\u0103rei nop\u0163i.<\/p>\n<p>Sun\u0103 \u00een g\u00e2nd pa\u015fii numelui t\u0103u<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi ochii p\u0103streaz\u0103 lumina.<\/p>\n<p>Te a\u015ftept s\u0103 m\u0103 cau\u0163i culeg\u00e2nd<\/p>\n<p>vorbele tale-cu palmele limpezi.<\/p>\n<p>P\u00e2ndesc umbra cuv\u00e2ntului<\/p>\n<p>peste chipul meu \u015fi ecoul m\u00e2inii oarbe<\/p>\n<p>c\u0103ut\u00e2nd linia curb\u0103 a visului.<\/p>\n<p>Peste pleoape a c\u0103zut de mult<\/p>\n<p>perdeaua de ape tulburi.<\/p>\n<p>Sub t\u00e2mple \u015fi-au zb\u0103tut aripile albe<\/p>\n<p>cocorii care se \u00eentorc.<\/p>\n<p>St\u00e2ncile \u00ee\u015fi pun podoabe str\u0103vezii<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi nisipul cenu\u015fiu<\/p>\n<p>se spulber\u0103 peste col\u0163urile tocite.<\/p>\n<p>Linia de \u00eendoial\u0103 a orizontului<\/p>\n<p>se va salva \u00eencet de lumina zilei<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nt\u00e2nd \u00een ad\u00e2ncuri<\/p>\n<p>leag\u0103nul valului domolit.<\/p>\n<p>Acum, dac\u0103 \u00eentind un an peste timp,<\/p>\n<p>m\u0103 reg\u0103sesc cu un secol \u00een urm\u0103<\/p>\n<p>pe marginea acelora\u015fi g\u00e2nduri,<\/p>\n<p>alb\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 izvorul unde cerbii<\/p>\n<p>\u00ee\u015fi leap\u0103d\u0103 ochii ascu\u0163i\u0163i, f\u0103r\u0103 suflare.<\/p>\n<p>Astfel \u00eemi este \u00een g\u00e2ndul venit<\/p>\n<p>mai din ad\u00e2nc dec\u00e2t lumina, r\u0103mas<\/p>\n<p>mai departe dec\u00e2t t\u0103cerile\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ca apa m-ai cuprins \u00eenvolburat.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen taina mea m-am r\u0103t\u0103cit de tine.<\/p>\n<p>E clipa \u00een care m\u0103 pierd.<\/p>\n<p>Voi pl\u00e2nge l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi nu voi \u00een\u0163elege de ce m\u0103 caut<\/p>\n<p>\u00een clipe \u015fi \u00een cuvinte\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Deasupra stelelor<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ca la cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t<\/p>\n<p>al toamnei portocalii<\/p>\n<p>s\u0103 g\u0103sim norii calzi aplec\u00e2ndu-\u015fi<\/p>\n<p>fruntea \u2013 peste lanurile de rou\u0103<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi peste focurile mute ale st\u00e2ncilor.<\/p>\n<p>\u00cen\u0163elepciunea stelelor viscolea<\/p>\n<p>spirala \u2013 devenit\u0103 pentru \u00eenc\u0103<\/p>\n<p>un sfert de veac \u2013 lacrima iubirii<\/p>\n<p>noastre.<\/p>\n<p>Ca o culoare biruitoare \u2013 noaptea<\/p>\n<p>r\u0103scolea destinul trupului t\u0103u<\/p>\n<p>\u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 asculte mirarea<\/p>\n<p>ultimelor semne \u00een\u0163elepte<\/p>\n<p>de dincolo \u015fi de deasupra<\/p>\n<p>\u00eenfloririi noastre prim\u0103v\u0103ratice !<\/p>\n<p>S-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ca lini\u015ftea punctelor<\/p>\n<p>s\u0103 ne str\u0103bat\u0103 amiezile<\/p>\n<p>c\u0103zute din oglinzi \u2013 pentru \u0163ipetele<\/p>\n<p>\u015fi semnele de \u00eentrebare<\/p>\n<p>ale muzicii de deasupra stelelor !<\/p>\n<p>Ca o culoare biruitoare<\/p>\n<p>voi r\u0103s\u0103ri de fiecare dat\u0103<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd furtunile din clepsidre<\/p>\n<p>vor r\u0103scoli sunetul \u00eenfloririi noastre !<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Contur<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd fluturii sunt doar contur<\/p>\n<p>si curg spre filele veline<\/p>\n<p>se spune ca prin gerul pur<\/p>\n<p>vin magi de seara sa se-nchine\u2026<\/p>\n<p>C\u00e2nd fluturii sunt la apus<\/p>\n<p>si trecem \u2013 doi \u2013 prin ceata fina,<\/p>\n<p>tu ma \u00eentrebi daca ti-am spus<\/p>\n<p>taina ramasa pentru cina\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2026si daca-n gerul cel mai pur<\/p>\n<p>vor prinde fluturii contur.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>T\u0103cere alb\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Rasunam albastru pe \u00eenalta mare\u2026<\/p>\n<p>mai era durerea desenata fin,<\/p>\n<p>drumul \u00eenspre mine, semnul de-ntrebare,<\/p>\n<p>sfera de tacere alba-a unui crin!<\/p>\n<p>Rasunam albastru si \u00eenalta mare<\/p>\n<p>\u00eemi spunea pe nume, ma ruga c\u00e2nd vin<\/p>\n<p>sa ard \u00een tacere si din \u00eent\u00e2mplare<\/p>\n<p>sa ram\u00e2na-n lume ad\u00e2nc maiputin\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u2026Eu \u2013 durerea albastra desenata fin!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Trandafirii galbeni<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Cad mugurii la margini de religii<\/p>\n<p>c\u00e2nd verzile monezi batute-n ape<\/p>\n<p>duc trandafirii galbeni \u00een vestigii<\/p>\n<p>si-nalta mare arde mai aproape\u2026<\/p>\n<p>E rece focul semnelor desprinse<\/p>\n<p>dintr-un ceaslov uitat pe masa\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Trec vastele pustiuri stinse<\/p>\n<p>prin umbra veche-a unei case\u2026<\/p>\n<p>E straja de matase violeta<\/p>\n<p>fara legenda dusa \u00eentr-o cupa<\/p>\n<p>si armoniile de trioleta<\/p>\n<p>rasuna \u00eenainte sa se rupa\u2026!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Trist<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sa nu fii trista, azi sunt trist;<\/p>\n<p>am cu o frunza mai putin\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sunt foarte trist fiindca exist<\/p>\n<p>\u00een chiar aroma mea de crin!<\/p>\n<p>Sa fii frumoasa, daca sunt<\/p>\n<p>de trei petale \u00eempartit,<\/p>\n<p>daca \u00een gerul din cuv\u00e2nt<\/p>\n<p>sunt fiul tau dezmostenit!<\/p>\n<p>(Mi-a spus, azi, crinul meu cel sf\u00e2nt<\/p>\n<p>alb viscolit. Eu nu mai sunt!)<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"center\"><strong>Monica Ila\u0219<\/strong><\/p>\n<p align=\"center\">Italia<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\" align=\"center\"><em>La Mul\u021bi \u0219i Ferici\u021bi Ani !<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\" align=\"center\"><em>28 mai 2016<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Marea \u00eendoial\u0103 \u00a0 Marea \u00eendoial\u0103 a trecut prin mine Ochii lumi-alba\u015ftri ard \u015fi m\u0103 fac scrum. 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