{"id":26728,"date":"2016-07-21T15:34:45","date_gmt":"2016-07-21T15:34:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=26728"},"modified":"2016-07-21T15:58:15","modified_gmt":"2016-07-21T15:58:15","slug":"rodica-anca-dantele-de-hartie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2016\/07\/21\/rodica-anca-dantele-de-hartie\/","title":{"rendered":"Rodica ANCA: Dantele de h\u00e2rtie"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Dantele<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ieri, am f\u0103cut dantelu\u0163e din h\u00e2rtie<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een timp ce G. \u00eemi citea<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi le-am pus \u00een c\u0103r\u0163ile vechi,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eenv\u0103luite \u00eentr-un<\/em><\/p>\n

strat\u00a0 gros de praf,<\/em><\/p>\n

pe care nimeni nu le mai r\u0103sfoise<\/em><\/p>\n

de cine \u015ftie c\u00e2\u0163i ani,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eemprumutate de la<\/em><\/p>\n

Biblioteca Universit\u0103\u0163ii.<\/em><\/p>\n

Voiam s\u0103 las un semn<\/em><\/p>\n

pentru cineva care,<\/em><\/p>\n

peste ani, le va g\u0103si.<\/em><\/p>\n

O s\u0103 se mire de ele,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eentreb\u00e2ndu-se<\/em><\/p>\n

cine le-o fi f\u0103cut.<\/em><\/p>\n

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XXX<\/p>\n

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Noapte \u00een cea\u0163\u0103\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Noaptea trecut\u0103 n-am putut dormi.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nici s\u0103 num\u0103r oile n-am fost \u00een stare!<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-a venit \u00een minte o noapte asem\u0103n\u0103toare<\/em><\/p>\n

de c\u00e2nd eram \u00een India, alt\u0103dat\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Atunci, m\u0103cinat\u0103 de insomnie,<\/em><\/p>\n

de umezeal\u0103 \u015fi neputin\u0163\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

am ie\u015fit din \u00eenc\u0103perea sufocant\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

pe balcon, c\u0103ut\u00e2nd o gur\u0103 de aer proasp\u0103t.<\/em><\/p>\n

Am dat de un perete de cea\u0163\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cen jos, nu se vedea p\u0103m\u00e2ntul,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een p\u0103r\u0163i nu era dec\u00e2t p\u00e2cl\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

de parc\u0103 nu exista nimic altceva<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een afara mea \u015fi a u\u015fii din spatele meu!<\/em><\/p>\n

Am intrat\u00a0 \u00eenapoi \u00een camer\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

cu g\u00e2ndul la cum ar ar\u0103ta<\/em><\/p>\n

lumea \u015fi oamenii dac\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

mereu ar fi cea\u0163\u0103 groas\u0103 \u00eemprejur.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ar fi tri\u015fti, \u00eensingura\u0163i, deprima\u0163i.<\/em><\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 speran\u0163\u0103, introverti\u0163i,<\/em><\/p>\n

b\u00e2jb\u00e2ind \u00eencoace \u015fi-ncolo,<\/em><\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u015ftie c\u0103 mai exist\u0103 \u015fi al\u0163ii,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 undeva este un soare, un cer albastru sau \u00eenstelat,<\/em><\/p>\n

n-ar exista nici negrul cer al nop\u0163ii –<\/em><\/p>\n

nici cerul, de fapt –<\/em><\/p>\n

nici verdele copacilor,<\/em><\/p>\n

nici o culoare.<\/em><\/p>\n

Totul ar fi cenu\u015fiu,<\/em><\/p>\n

inclusiv sufletele!<\/em><\/p>\n

Flori n-ar fi deloc,<\/em><\/p>\n

ori ar fi toate de aceea\u015fi culoare tern\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ca pisicile, \u00een noapte.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Ploaia\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong>(pastel)<\/em><\/p>\n

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Plou\u0103 \u015fi azi!<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar s\u00e2rguincios,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu fulgere \u015fi tunete<\/em><\/p>\n

de alea rostogolite<\/em><\/p>\n

de-a lungul \u015fi de-a latul cerului,<\/em><\/p>\n

numai bune s\u0103-\u0163i reaminteasc\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

dac\u0103 uitasei cumva,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2t de puternic\u0103 este<\/em><\/p>\n

Maica Natur\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Te face s\u0103 te g\u00e2nde\u015fti mai bine<\/em><\/p>\n

ce reprezin\u0163i tu<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een fa\u0163a Ei<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103-\u0163i mai taie din nas!<\/em><\/p>\n

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Lun\u0103 ro\u015fie\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong>(pastel)<\/em><\/p>\n

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Stau \u00een balcon \u015fi privesc cerul.<\/em><\/p>\n

Luna nou\u0103, cu burta \u00een jos,<\/em><\/p>\n

ro\u015fie, mare,<\/em><\/p>\n

se preg\u0103te\u015fte s\u0103 plonjeze<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een spatele pomilor <\/em><\/p>\n

din dumbrava maimu\u0163elor<\/em><\/p>\n

Mai v\u0103d \u015fi dou\u0103 stele.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ieri am v\u0103zut mai multe:<\/em><\/p>\n

opt din Orion,<\/em><\/p>\n

cinci din Caru Mare<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi o planet\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu \u015ftiu care.<\/em><\/p>\n

Acum atmosfera e mai poluat\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Copacii au cam chelit de frunze<\/em><\/p>\n

dar se preg\u0103tesc de haine noi \u015fi curate.<\/em><\/p>\n

Palmierii au \u015fi \u00eenceput s\u0103-\u015fi scoat\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

suli\u0163ele cele noi, de\u015fi <\/em><\/p>\n

pe poale sunt vesteji\u0163i.<\/em><\/p>\n

Florile din gr\u0103dina Universit\u0103\u0163ii<\/em><\/p>\n

se gr\u0103besc \u015fi ele<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 se arate.<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na trecut\u0103 num\u0103ram lovidragii.<\/em><\/p>\n

Acum nu mai pot fi<\/em><\/p>\n

num\u0103ra\u0163i,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 sunt o sumedenie!<\/em><\/p>\n

La fel \u015fi macii.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei sunt at\u00e2t de multe<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi de frumoase!<\/em><\/p>\n

O s\u0103 le duc dorul?<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu cred!<\/em><\/p>\n

Poate o s\u0103-mi amintesc de ele uneori,<\/em><\/p>\n

dar mie \u00eemi sunt dragi cele de acas\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ce-or mai fi f\u0103c\u00e2nd floricile mele?<\/em><\/p>\n

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Tot ce a\u015f vrea<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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A\u015f vrea s\u0103 scriu despre<\/em><\/p>\n

locuri pe care mi-a\u015f dori s\u0103 le cunosc,<\/em><\/p>\n

despre dep\u0103rt\u0103ri neg\u00e2ndite, nevisate.<\/em><\/p>\n

Despre Lumin\u0103 \u015fi \u00centuneric.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cred c\u0103 a\u015f vrea s\u0103 scriu despre Dumnezeu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar cu ce cuvinte s\u0103 scriu, <\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 dac\u0103 \u00cel cuprind \u00een \u00een\u0163elesul acestora,<\/em><\/p>\n

atunci nu despre<\/em><\/p>\n

Cel Necuprins a\u015f vorbi!<\/em><\/p>\n

Cred c\u0103 am nevoie de o revela\u0163ie!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ori, aici m\u0103 lovesc de neputin\u0163a <\/em><\/p>\n

de a m\u0103 ridica din<\/em><\/p>\n

Intuneric \u00een Lumin\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cel pu\u0163in nu f\u0103r\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

ajutorul Cuiva.<\/em><\/p>\n

De fapt, a\u015f vrea <\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 pot g\u00e2ndi,<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103-mi imaginez sau<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 m\u0103 rog, f\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte!<\/em><\/p>\n

Cum? Nu \u015ftiu!<\/em><\/p>\n

Tot \u00eencerc, dar nu reu\u015fesc.<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0103 fie a\u015fa, ca o vibra\u0163ie,<\/em><\/p>\n

ca o reverbera\u0163ie<\/em><\/p>\n

dintr-o alt\u0103 sfer\u0103 dec\u00e2t<\/em><\/p>\n

cea material\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Totul e s\u0103 g\u0103sesc cheia,<\/em><\/p>\n

lungimea de und\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Iar o iau razna!<\/em><\/p>\n

Iar intr\u0103 \u00een func\u0163iune<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201eopritoarea de g\u00e2nduri\u201d!<\/em><\/p>\n

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(Ce a aia? E un p\u00e2rleaz pe invers. <\/em><\/p>\n

Nu se trece dec\u0103t pe sub el!<\/em><\/p>\n

Tot ce e mai \u00eenalt, nu poate.<\/em><\/p>\n

R\u0103m\u00e2ne acolo, \u00een spate<\/em><\/p>\n

pentru vecie sau pentru<\/em><\/p>\n

alte vremuri.)<\/em><\/p>\n

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Ploaie tropical\u0103\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong>(pastel)<\/em><\/p>\n

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O s\u0103 stau pe balcon s\u0103 ascult tunetele<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 privesc cum se rup norii<\/em><\/p>\n

peste dumbrava maimu\u0163elor.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cum s\u0103 stau pe balcon? E tot o balt\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ploaie tropical\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

hor\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eenece\u00a0 totul.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Ce-or face gilii mei, <\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 nu se vede nimic din cuib?<\/em><\/p>\n

Cred c\u0103 s-au f\u0103cut mici-mici<\/em><\/p>\n

deasupra ou\u0103lor.<\/em><\/p>\n

De maime, nici vorb\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ieri au dat un asalt la cuib.<\/em><\/p>\n

A fost b\u0103t\u0103lie mare!<\/em><\/p>\n

Cred c\u0103 numai de rele ce sunt <\/em><\/p>\n

ele, maimu\u0163ele,<\/em><\/p>\n

le fac zile fripte gililor.<\/em><\/p>\n

Erau peste dou\u0103zeci de maime,<\/em><\/p>\n

la\u015fe \u015fi obraznice,<\/em><\/p>\n

dar , cei doi gili bravi <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi hot\u0103r\u00e2\u0163i s\u0103 le scoat\u0103 ochii!<\/em><\/p>\n

Mam\u0103, c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u015fi \u00eentindeau aripile cele mari<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi strigau la ele amenin\u0163\u0103tor,<\/em><\/p>\n

erau magnifici!<\/em><\/p>\n

Mari. Frumo\u015fi. Maiestuo\u015fi!<\/em><\/p>\n

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Ploaia s-a mai domolit.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cred c\u0103 o s\u0103 stea<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 se aud p\u0103s\u0103relele ciripind.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar tunetul tot se mai rostogole\u015fte<\/em><\/p>\n

dintr-o zare \u00een cealalt\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

ca un t\u0103v\u0103lug.<\/em><\/p>\n

Las u\u015fa deschis\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

dar vine un miros de ceap\u0103 pr\u0103jit\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

de la cantin\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

de mi-a z\u0103p\u0103cit ficatul.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ca la noi pe scar\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Mai plou\u0103, dar cu bun sim\u0163,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu mai n\u0103v\u0103le\u015fte \u00een cas\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Totul a durat mai pu\u0163in de o or\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar jos, \u00een gr\u0103din\u0103, apa b\u0103lte\u015fte.<\/em><\/p>\n

Las\u0103, c\u0103 se bucur\u0103 iarba \u015fi florile<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi pomii de ea,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ce, trebuie s\u0103-mi plac\u0103 mie?<\/em><\/p>\n

Ce sunt eu? O floricic\u0103?<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu cred.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0103 indispuse vremea asta!<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0103 \u00eentrist\u0103 cu triste\u0163i Jungiene<\/em><\/p>\n

venite din ad\u00e2ncuri.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nici nu \u015ftiu care sunt ele, dar<\/em><\/p>\n

uite c\u0103-mi vine s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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Nu-mi place ploaia!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cemi place dup\u0103-ploaia!<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u015ei ce tunete plimb\u0103re\u0163e!<\/em><\/p>\n

La noi auzi unul tare, zdrav\u0103n \u015fi scurt.<\/em><\/p>\n

Aici \u00eencep \u00eencet, departe \u015fi<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eel auzi cum vine, cum cre\u015fte,<\/em><\/p>\n

cum se pr\u0103bu\u015fe\u015fte peste lume,<\/em><\/p>\n

puternic, dur, \u00eenfrico\u015f\u0103tor, cople\u015fitor;<\/em><\/p>\n

te strive\u015fte cu m\u0103re\u0163ia lui atotputernic\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Apoi se duce mai departe, tot mai departe,<\/em><\/p>\n

din ce \u00een ce mai moale, \u015fi mai slab.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei nici nu se \u00eendep\u0103rteaz\u0103 unul bine,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 se \u015fi porne\u015fte altul<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 cotropeasc\u0103 cerul \u015fi p\u0103m\u00e2ntul!<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00cemi vine s\u0103 m\u0103 bag sub pat!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ca bietul Felix, c\u0103\u0163elul de acas\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Asta nu e ploaia mea! N-o cunosc!<\/em><\/p>\n

Cea de acas\u0103 \u00eemi e familiar\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Asta mi-e total str\u0103in\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei nici nu \u015ftiu ce-i poate pielea!<\/em><\/p>\n

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De\u015fi mai plou\u0103 \u015fi mai tun\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een spre vest,<\/em><\/p>\n

pe deasupra copacilor<\/em><\/p>\n

se vede un petec de cer limpede.<\/em><\/p>\n

Norii vin \u00eencoace dar trec mai departe.<\/em><\/p>\n

Poate se opre\u015fte\u00a0 potopul!<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar se mai oprise odat\u0103 a\u015fa c\u0103 nu e sigur.<\/em><\/p>\n

Doar n-o ploua\u00a0 toat\u0103 ziua!<\/em><\/p>\n

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De ce-am venit?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Poate pentru c\u0103 ne era dor.<\/em><\/p>\n

Poate pentru c\u0103 am vrut <\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 \u00eei mai \u00eent\u00e2lnim pe<\/em><\/p>\n

prietenii de aici.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cam greu!<\/em><\/p>\n

Fiecare este acum \u00een<\/em><\/p>\n

alt\u0103 parte din Delhi,<\/em><\/p>\n

care este at\u00e2t de mare!<\/em><\/p>\n

Sau din India!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

S-a schimbat \u015fi starea psihic\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu mai suntem to\u0163i la un loc,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu\u00a0 mai vem acelea\u015fi preocup\u0103ri,<\/em><\/p>\n

fiecare cu problemele<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi necazurile lui,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eenchis \u00een\u00a0 cochilia timpului scurs,<\/em><\/p>\n

inimile nu se mai deschid <\/em><\/p>\n

ca acum 25 \u2013 30 de ani.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sunt mai precau\u0163i, mai \u00eenchista\u0163i<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een singur\u0103tate \u015fi r\u0103bdare.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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Acum, c\u0103 plec\u0103m, <\/em><\/p>\n

trebuie s\u0103 \u00eei sun\u0103m pe to\u0163i<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 ne lu\u0103m r\u0103mas bun,<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u0103car prin telefon.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar ne e greu.<\/em><\/p>\n

St\u00e2nd \u00eenchi\u015fi aici<\/em><\/p>\n

ca la m\u00e2n\u0103stire,<\/em><\/p>\n

ne-am rupt de restul lumii de aici<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi ne-am apropiat <\/em><\/p>\n

mai mult de natur\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

de pomi\u00a0 \u015fi animale mai mult<\/em><\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t de oameni.<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0Dimine\u0163a toate p\u0103s\u0103rile dau concert,<\/em><\/p>\n

mai mare dragul s\u0103 le-ascul\u0163i<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 \u00eencerci s\u0103\u00a0 le descoperi <\/em><\/p>\n

care,\u00a0 pe unde, c\u00e2nt\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Tot felul de triluri<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00ee\u0163i umplu inima de bucurie.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Ies pe balcon \u015fi las<\/em><\/p>\n

gl\u0103scioarele lor s\u0103-mi p\u0103trund\u0103 \u00een suflet,<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 m\u0103 ame\u0163esc de frumuse\u0163e \u015fi pace.<\/em><\/p>\n

Peste zi mai uit de ele \u015fi m\u0103 mai enervez, <\/em><\/p>\n

m\u0103 mai consum, m\u0103 mai \u015fi \u00eentristez.<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u0103 mai cuprinde dorul de meleagurile mele…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar \u00een diminea\u0163a urm\u0103toare<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eemi cur\u0103\u0163 iar psihicul de stres <\/em><\/p>\n

cu ajutorul trilurilor lor<\/em><\/p>\n

al c\u00e2ntecelor lor at\u00e2t de minunate<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi at\u00e2t de benefice, \u00eenc\u00e2t<\/em><\/p>\n

sunt sigur\u0103 c\u0103 mi le d\u0103ruiesc\u00a0 numai mie!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0Greu<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

E foarte greu s\u0103-\u0163i iei r\u0103mas bun<\/em><\/p>\n

de la cineva pe care <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ftii c\u0103 n-o s\u0103-l mai vezi<\/em><\/p>\n

niciodat\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ce po\u0163i s\u0103 spui?<\/em><\/p>\n

Care cuvinte s\u0103 exprime<\/em><\/p>\n

starea de spirit<\/em><\/p>\n

at\u00e2t de complicat\u0103?<\/em><\/p>\n

Cred c\u0103 doar t\u0103cerea de dincolo<\/em><\/p>\n

de cuvinte ar putea.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar atunci ar trebui <\/em><\/p>\n

ca oamenii s\u0103 simt\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

g\u00e2ndurile celorlal\u0163i<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi e cam greu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ar fi posibil, oare, \u00eentre suflete<\/em><\/p>\n

gemene,<\/em><\/p>\n

din aceea\u015fi origine, <\/em><\/p>\n

din aceea\u015fi voin\u0163\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

intuit\u0103, de dincolo<\/em><\/p>\n

de sim\u0163\u0103mintele \u015fi <\/em><\/p>\n

de puterea noastr\u0103 de \u00een\u0163elegere?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0103 tot \u00eentreb<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0103 tot \u00eentreb ce ne-a adus pe noi <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een India,acum la b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0163e,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd nici nu ne \u00eenchipuiam<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 o s\u0103 mai ajungem iar\u0103\u015fi<\/em><\/p>\n

pe-aici vreodat\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei uite c\u0103 plec\u0103m poim\u00e2ine acas\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 nu mi-am dat seama<\/em><\/p>\n

de ce am venit!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Ce chemare a sor\u0163ii<\/em><\/p>\n

ne-a adus p\u00e2n\u0103 aici, tocmai acum?<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 nimic nu e la voia \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rii,<\/em><\/p>\n

de\u015fi unii sus\u0163in c\u0103 haosul <\/em><\/p>\n

este cel care ne guverneaz\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Numai c\u0103 eu nu cred!<\/em><\/p>\n

O ra\u0163iune, trebuie s\u0103 existe:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eenc\u0103 nedescoperit\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Poate s\u0103 dureze destul<\/em><\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 o afl\u0103m,<\/em><\/p>\n

dar, sigur, am venit aici cu un scop!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Poate o \u00eemplinire sufleteasc\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

poate descoperirea unui aspect<\/em><\/p>\n

ne\u015ftiut, p\u00e2n\u0103 acum, al firii noastre.<\/em><\/p>\n

Poate o izolare \u00een doi,<\/em><\/p>\n

pentru a \u015fti cum mai st\u0103m <\/em><\/p>\n

cu sentimentele \u015fi cu<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een\u0163elegerea. Cine \u015ftie…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Cert este c\u0103 ne-am \u00een\u0163eles,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 suntem tot ca acum 37 de ani,<\/em><\/p>\n

doar c\u0103 ast\u0103zi<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ftim fiecare ce g\u00e2nde\u015fte cel\u0103lalt,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 ne complet\u0103m reciproc, <\/em><\/p>\n

ca sufletele \u00eengem\u0103nate.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cu toate certurile \u015fi nervii,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi hachi\u0163ele, \u015fi st\u0103rile proaste,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi disper\u0103rile, \u015fi angoasele<\/em><\/p>\n

care ne b\u00e2ntuie!<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar astea toate, numai<\/em><\/p>\n

pe planul realit\u0103\u0163ii materiale.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cen ceea ce prive\u015fte planul spiritual,<\/em><\/p>\n

faptul c\u0103 aproape \u015fase luni<\/em><\/p>\n

n-am avut alt\u0103 distrac\u0163ie<\/em><\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t cititul, discu\u0163iile<\/em><\/p>\n

despre c\u0103r\u0163i, scriitori, filosofii indiene;<\/em><\/p>\n

nu t.v., nu spectacole, nu societate,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een schimb recluziune \u015fi <\/em><\/p>\n

lipsuri din bel\u015fug –<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi totu\u015fi nu ne-am spart capetele,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu ne-am f\u0103cut zile fripte<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi nici\u00a0 nu ne-am ur\u00e2t,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 asta trebuia s\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

descoperim \u015fi \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m s\u0103 pre\u0163uim: <\/em><\/p>\n

iubirea din sufletele noastre,<\/em><\/p>\n

mai profund\u0103, mai pre\u0163ioas\u0103 dec\u00e2t<\/em><\/p>\n

toate bog\u0103\u0163ile de pe lume.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Aici \u015fi acolo<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Acum, c\u0103 sunt departe,<\/em><\/p>\n

mi-e dor de cas\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Abia a\u015ftept s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc,<\/em><\/p>\n

s-o str\u00e2ng pe Nana la piept,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 ce dor \u00eemi este de ea!<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar \u015fi ce noroc cu internetul \u0103sta!<\/em><\/p>\n

Cred c\u0103 d\u0103deam to\u0163i banii pe telefon,<\/em><\/p>\n

asta f\u0103ceam!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei s\u0103 m\u0103 v\u0103d iar cu <\/em><\/p>\n

gagicu\u0163ele mele,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 \u015fi de ele<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eemi este dor!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei de t.v., de ziare,<\/em><\/p>\n

de \u0163ig\u0103ri mai ac\u0103t\u0103rii,<\/em><\/p>\n

de Miandra, de supermarket,<\/em><\/p>\n

de bisericu\u0163\u0103, de Pia\u0163a Re\u015fi\u0163a,<\/em><\/p>\n

de BIG, de 781,<\/em><\/p>\n

de Berceni,<\/em><\/p>\n

de Bucure\u015fti,<\/em><\/p>\n

de Rom\u00e2nica mea!<\/em><\/p>\n

(Mam\u0103, ce patriotism pe mine!)<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei ce, acas\u0103 n-o s\u0103-mi fie dor<\/em><\/p>\n

de gili,de lovidragi<\/em><\/p>\n

de palmieri, de flori<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi ciripeli de p\u0103s\u0103rele?<\/em><\/p>\n

O s\u0103-mi fie!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ei, nu po\u0163i s\u0103 le ai pe toate:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi pe cele de acolo<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi pe cele de aici!<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar Esha, Lila,<\/em><\/p>\n

Margaret, Nilima?<\/em><\/p>\n

De ele n-o s\u0103-mi fie dor?<\/em><\/p>\n

Ba da, o s\u0103-mi fie!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Si uite-a\u015fa o s\u0103 oscilez<\/em><\/p>\n

pentru totdeauna<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eentre aici \u015fi acolo.<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 XXX<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201eCer\u015fetorul\u201d (\u201eBhiksatana\u201d)<\/strong> scris\u00a0 de Appar\u00a0 – versiune rom\u00e2neasc\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

A venit la noi c\u00e2nt\u00e2nd c\u00e2ntece pe felurite ritmuri<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi ne-a \u00eenrobit cu for\u0163a!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei-a aruncat s\u0103ge\u0163ile ochilor c\u0103tre noi !<\/em><\/p>\n

Cu vorbe ce st\u0103rneau pasiunea,<\/em><\/p>\n

ne-a sedus cu m\u0103iestrie, <\/em><\/p>\n

ne-a \u00eemboln\u0103vit de iubire,<\/em><\/p>\n

Purt\u0103torul de cranii,\u00a0 Zeul, <\/em><\/p>\n

a \u00eenc\u0103lecat taurul s\u0103u cel iute,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cenf\u0103\u015furat \u00eentr-o blan\u0103, trupul <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cei este acoperit cu cenu\u015f\u0103 alb\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

O funie sf\u00e2nt\u0103 \u00eempodobindu-i formele,<\/em><\/p>\n

Vino de vezi-L pe St\u0103p\u00e2n, <\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103l\u0103rind pe unde-L pot admira to\u0163i!<\/em><\/p>\n

Domnul din Amattur este, desigur, un b\u0103rbat fermec\u0103tor!<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Taurul cel alb pe care \u00eel c\u0103l\u0103re\u015fte<\/em><\/p>\n

nu este cu nimic mai prejos<\/em><\/p>\n

Dec\u00e2t caii \u015fi elefan\u0163ii purt\u0103tori de cale\u015fti!<\/em><\/p>\n

Cel Cu G\u00e2tul \u00centunecat, <\/em><\/p>\n

cu \u00eenfrico\u015f\u0103torul S\u0103u trup de culoare ro\u015fie,<\/em><\/p>\n

St\u0103p\u00e2nul, c\u0103ruia I se \u00eenchin\u0103\u00a0 Zeii din Himalaia,<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu posed\u0103 bog\u0103\u0163ii<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi totu\u015fi e un om bogat!<\/em><\/p>\n

Lordul din Amattur, <\/em><\/p>\n

Cel care poart\u0103 blan\u0103 de tigru<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei ghirland\u0103 r\u0103coritoare <\/em><\/p>\n

de boboci de flori abia deschise<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei care c\u0103l\u0103re\u015fte \u00eenconjurat de demonii s\u0103i,<\/em><\/p>\n

Este, desigur, un b\u0103rbat fermec\u0103tor!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

(Din\u00a0 \u201ePoeme c\u0103tre Shiva\u201d – Imnuri ale Sfin\u0163ilor Poe\u0163i din Tamil)<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 JOC TER\u0162<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

De-o vreme<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

De-o vreme \u00eemi vin \u00een vise<\/em><\/p>\n

cei care mi-au fost dragi<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi au plecat de l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine<\/em><\/p>\n

departe, \u00een alt\u0103 lume:<\/em><\/p>\n

Ilinca \u2013 mama, Rina \u2013 sora ei, <\/em><\/p>\n

Nase \u2013 tata…<\/em><\/p>\n

Pe ei \u00eei cunosc cel mai bine.<\/em><\/p>\n

Pe cele dou\u0103 bunici mi le mai amintesc,<\/em><\/p>\n

dar ele au plecat \u015fi mai demult<\/em><\/p>\n

din via\u0163a mea.<\/em><\/p>\n

Pe cei doi bunici, nu i-am cunoscut,<\/em><\/p>\n

au murit am\u00e2ndoi \u00een primul r\u0103zboi mondial.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar despre str\u0103bunici, nimic,<\/em><\/p>\n

nici o urm\u0103 de amintire l\u0103sat\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

de urma\u015fii lor.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar cei de dinaintea lor?<\/em><\/p>\n

Cine or fi fost ei?<\/em><\/p>\n

De fapt, cine or fi fost to\u0163i oamenii<\/em><\/p>\n

care au tr\u0103it pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt <\/em><\/p>\n

acum o mie de ani,<\/em><\/p>\n

acum 5000 de ani,?<\/em><\/p>\n

Unde – or fi ei?<\/em><\/p>\n

Vom fi fost tot noi , trec\u00e2nd<\/em><\/p>\n

a\u015fa cum cred indienii,<\/em><\/p>\n

prin roata f\u0103r\u0103 de sf\u00e2r\u015fit<\/em><\/p>\n

a Timpului?<\/em><\/p>\n

Sau or fi fiind niscaiva quarci,<\/em><\/p>\n

cutreier\u00e2nd infinitul?<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 nu \u015ftiu de ce,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu prea cred \u00een Rai.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei ce s\u0103 fac\u0103 acolo toat\u0103 omenirea<\/em><\/p>\n

moart\u0103 de-alungul timpului?<\/em><\/p>\n

Sunt cam atee? Poate.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar eu cred \u00een Dumnezeu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu \u00eentr-un Dumnezeu personificat \u015fi <\/em><\/p>\n

b\u0103gat \u00een tipare pe m\u0103sura noastr\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

L-am cobor\u00e2t pe El <\/em><\/p>\n

la nivelul nostru,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een loc s\u0103 ne ridic\u0103m noi<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103tre El!<\/em><\/p>\n

Aici a\u015f cam fi de acord cu budi\u015ftii,,<\/em><\/p>\n

Sau cu scrierile Vedice…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Mai bine s\u0103 las subiectul \u0103sta<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0c\u0103 am oarece jene religioase.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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Pietre seci\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Pietre seci cheam\u0103 noaptea<\/em><\/p>\n

stropi de lumin\u0103 lichid\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 se f\u0103leasc\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

cu str\u0103lucirea stelelor.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Ape galbene \u015fi tulburi<\/em><\/p>\n

strig\u0103 c\u0103-s de aur topit, <\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd e lun\u0103 plin\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu-\u015fi mai amintesc c\u0103 le-au murit pe\u015ftii. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 1965<\/em><\/p>\n

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O venire <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Veni fumul \u015fi zise: Nu!<\/p>\n

Venir\u0103 ochii \u015fi ziser\u0103: Da!<\/p>\n

Mai slab fumul.<\/p>\n

Mai alba\u015ftri ochii,<\/p>\n

gonir\u0103 cenu\u015fiul.<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd?<\/p>\n

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Dou\u0103, una.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Dou\u0103 urme de pa\u015fi spre lumin\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00een noroiul verzui de la popii \u00eentunericului<\/p>\n

merg, merg una \u00een urma celeilalte<\/p>\n

cu sonor de lir\u0103<\/p>\n

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Un pas \u00eenapoi \u2013 o destr\u0103mare.<\/p>\n

De aici, numai una…<\/p>\n

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\u00ce\u015fi str\u00e2nge p\u0103m\u00e2ntul lacrimile norilor<\/p>\n

\u00een urmele pa\u015filor.<\/p>\n

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Merg\u00e2nd spre lumin\u0103<\/p>\n

una \u00een urma alteia,<\/p>\n

c\u00e2ntau, poate…<\/p>\n

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Ajunge un singur pas \u00eenapoi<\/p>\n

pentru o destr\u0103mare \u00een via\u0163\u0103!<\/p>\n

De aici numai una mai oglinde\u015fte cerul gol.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Te-a\u015f striga<\/em><\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

M-a\u015f t\u0103v\u0103li prin ierburi <\/em><\/p>\n

uscate \u015fi arse, <\/em><\/p>\n

dar pe care piatr\u0103 s\u0103-mi culc capul<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi cu care r\u0103d\u0103cini s\u0103-mi \u00eempletesc m\u00e2inile?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cen care ap\u0103 s\u0103-mi sp\u0103l ochii de ce\u0163uri?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei glasul c\u0103rei p\u0103s\u0103ri s\u0103-mi alunge spaimele<\/em><\/p>\n

ce-mi izbesc at\u00e2t de dureros t\u00e2mplele?<\/em><\/p>\n

Pe ce c\u0103r\u0103ri ne\u015ftiute s\u0103 alerg prin t\u0103cerea asta,<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 caut urmele pa\u015filor<\/em><\/p>\n

din alte vie\u0163i, trecute, mai bune,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een care eram cerb,<\/em><\/p>\n

sau, poate, veveri\u0163\u0103?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei cum s\u0103 pot s\u0103 strig<\/em><\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 aud\u0103 nimeni?<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0103 strig ce?<\/em><\/p>\n

T\u0103cerea?<\/em><\/p>\n

Zbuciumul?<\/em><\/p>\n

Te-a\u015f striga pe tine,<\/em><\/p>\n

dar am eu glasul pe care<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103-l po\u0163i auzi tu,<\/em><\/p>\n

numai tu,<\/em><\/p>\n

nimeni altcineva?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Rilke<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Rilke. N-o s\u0103-l g\u0103sesc <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi chiar de-a\u015f da de el, <\/em><\/p>\n

pe ce s\u0103-l iau?<\/em><\/p>\n

Mai bine nici nu m\u0103 duc prin libr\u0103rii<\/em><\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 nu r\u0103m\u00e2n cu regretul<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103-l las din m\u00e2n\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nehot\u0103r\u00e2ndu-m\u0103<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0103 rup \u00een dou\u0103:<\/em><\/p>\n

Plec<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi r\u0103m\u00e2n!<\/em><\/p>\n

Nehot\u0103r\u00e2ndu-m\u0103, ieri<\/em><\/p>\n

am fumat o Dumunic\u0103 de \u0163ig\u0103ri…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Vioara<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

A\u015f vrea s\u0103 fiu vioar\u0103, <\/em><\/p>\n

pentru a-\u0163i putea spune <\/em><\/p>\n

ceea ce cuvintele nu pot.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

A\u015f vrea s\u0103 fiu o vioar\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

numai a\u015fa<\/em><\/p>\n

a\u015f putea exprima<\/em><\/p>\n

iubirea pentru tine.<\/em><\/p>\n

Iubire pentru care<\/em><\/p>\n

vorbele sunt palide \u015fi pu\u0163ine.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Oare…<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0103 fie oare toate<\/em><\/p>\n

a\u015fa cum se vorbesc<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 fi fost eu invinov\u0103\u0163it\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 le tr\u0103iesc?<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0103 fiu eu cea care<\/em><\/p>\n

nu-mi fac nici c\u00e2ntece,<\/em><\/p>\n

nici c\u00e2mpii?<\/em><\/p>\n

Mai pu\u0163in dec\u00e2t dulceag\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

mai mult dec\u00e2t \u00eenfrico\u015fat\u0103?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sergen\u0163ii<\/strong><\/p>\n

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C\u00e2nd eram adolescent\u0103<\/p>\n

ascultam noaptea sergen\u0163ii<\/p>\n

fluier\u00e2nd pe str\u0103zile pustii,<\/p>\n

pe care nu trecea nici un tramvai<\/p>\n

\u015fi nici un om.<\/p>\n

Aveau un fel anume de a fluiera.<\/p>\n

\u015ei \u00eel auzeam pe unul undeva aproape<\/p>\n

iar al\u0163ii \u00eei r\u0103spundeau din dep\u0103rtare.<\/p>\n

\u015ei-mi \u00eenchipuiam c\u0103 sunt<\/p>\n

coco\u015fii care anun\u0163au miezul nop\u0163ii<\/p>\n

la \u0163ar\u0103.<\/p>\n

Doar c\u0103 aveau o nuan\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n

de triste\u0163e \u015fi de singur\u0103tate<\/p>\n

\u00een modula\u0163ile fluieratului.<\/p>\n

Erau doar dou\u0103 note joase,<\/p>\n

dar dureros prelungite.<\/p>\n

\u015ei-mi dau seama, acum,<\/p>\n

c\u0103 \u00eemi era mil\u0103 de ei.<\/p>\n

\u00cemi imaginam c\u0103 sunt oameni<\/p>\n

pierdu\u0163i \u00een \u00eentuneric,<\/p>\n

care se caut\u0103 \u015fi se cheam\u0103.<\/p>\n

Uneori le auzeam \u015fi pa\u015fii pe caldar\u00e2m.<\/p>\n

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Lini\u015ftea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ce lini\u015fte e!<\/p>\n

At\u00e2t de lini\u015fte \u00eenc\u00e2t<\/p>\n

aud\u00a0 un tren fluier\u00e2nd!<\/p>\n

Sau o fi fost o fabric\u0103?<\/p>\n

Lini\u015ftea asta \u00eemi aminte\u015fte<\/p>\n

de timpul r\u0103zboiului<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd nu puteam adormi noaptea<\/p>\n

de fric\u0103 \u015fi ascultam<\/p>\n

lini\u015ftea de dinaintea<\/p>\n

bombelor.<\/p>\n

Dar acum nu-mi e fric\u0103!<\/p>\n

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Apoi eram mai mare,<\/p>\n

la \u0163ar\u0103, la B\u0103rboi,<\/p>\n

dup\u0103 ce murise mama.<\/p>\n

\u015ei iar nu puteam s\u0103 dorm,<\/p>\n

tot de fric\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u015ei iar ascultam… greierii.<\/p>\n

\u015ei mi se p\u0103rea c\u0103 ei sunt lini\u015ftea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi!<\/p>\n

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La Dharamshala <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

La <\/strong>Dharamshala m-am bucurat<\/p>\n

de licuricii care umpleau<\/p>\n

aerul din jur cu lumini\u0163ele lor,<\/p>\n

ca \u00een pove\u015ftile cu z\u00e2ne din desenele animate.<\/p>\n

Dar \u015fi p\u0103ianjeni s\u0103ritori<\/p>\n

mari aproape c\u00e2t palma,<\/p>\n

care \u00eei v\u00e2nau pe licurici.<\/p>\n

Acolo am v\u0103zut pentru prima dat\u0103 p\u0103duri<\/p>\n

\u00een focuri\u00a0 care desenau<\/p>\n

pe dealurile din dep\u0103rt\u0103ri<\/p>\n

imagini suprarealiste<\/p>\n

f\u0103cute parc\u0103 de un artist<\/p>\n

dintr-o lume de deasupra noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n

Tot acolo o pisic\u0103<\/p>\n

mi l-a furat \u015fi m\u00e2ncat pe Gogu\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n

papagalul alexandrin,<\/p>\n

verde de parc\u0103 ar fi fost din jad,<\/p>\n

pe care \u00eel crescusem \u00eenc\u0103 de c\u00e2nd<\/p>\n

nu avea pene \u015fi<\/p>\n

l-am hr\u0103nit din propria mea gur\u0103,<\/p>\n

\u015fi care m\u0103 iubea \u015fi<\/p>\n

venea dup\u0103 mine oriunde eram.<\/p>\n

\u00cent\u00e2i am crezut c\u0103 poate \u015fi-a luat zborul,<\/p>\n

c\u0103 nu st\u0103tea \u00een colivie,<\/p>\n

l-am c\u0103utat vreo dou\u0103 zile,<\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 ce un vecin mi-a spus c\u0103 a v\u0103zut<\/p>\n

o pisic\u0103 m\u00e2nc\u00e2nd un papagal.<\/p>\n

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DOU\u0102 LACRIMI LUNATICE<\/p>\n

Mam\u0103<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Nu voiau mama \u015fi fiica \u015fi fiul<\/p>\n

sa vin\u0103 la fiu \u00een cas\u0103…<\/p>\n

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Fiul nu mai putea de dor<\/p>\n

\u015fi vorbea despre toate:<\/p>\n

casa cu por\u0163i la curte,<\/p>\n

r\u00e2ndunici,<\/p>\n

sub garduri -plante,<\/p>\n

\u00een f\u00e2nar sunt cuiburi,<\/p>\n

zemuri \u00een pivni\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n

c\u0103ci vinurile s-au v\u0103rsat<\/p>\n

\u00een cinstea tuturor;<\/p>\n

cum coasta<\/p>\n

nu se \u015ftie pe ea,<\/p>\n

l\u0103s\u00e2nd cire\u015fii<\/p>\n

s\u00e2-\u015fi fac\u0103 de flori<\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 le coac\u0103<\/p>\n

numai pentru \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015farea<\/p>\n

ho\u0163ilor doar, lacomi,<\/p>\n

demni de v\u00e2rf.<\/p>\n

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Eu zic:<\/p>\n

mai bine ar fi fost<\/p>\n

s\u0103 fi plecat pe mun\u0163i \u00een c\u0103utarea<\/p>\n

noastr\u0103,<\/p>\n

mam\u0103, pomenit\u0103 \u00eentr-o dragoste.<\/p>\n

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Monolog<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Unde spuneai asear\u0103 c\u0103 te duci \u015fi pleci?<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0103 cau\u0163i ne\u015ftiutele poteci<\/em><\/p>\n

prin v\u0103g\u0103uni ascunse-n\u00a0 bur\u0163i de st\u00e2nc\u0103 reci?<\/em><\/p>\n

prin scorburi de copaci \u00eencremeni\u0163i pe veci,<\/em><\/p>\n

sau prin artere-nguste ce duc la inimi seci<\/em><\/p>\n

prin care nu mai curge s\u00e2nge-n veci?<\/em><\/p>\n

Ori\u00a0 sus, pe cerul negru plin de stele reci<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 b\u00e2jb\u00e2i prin genuni \u015fi s\u0103 te pierzi pe veci?…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0Dou\u0103 lacrimi<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Dou\u0103 lacrimi amare \u015fi triste<\/em><\/p>\n

r\u0103t\u0103cesc prin cutele obrajilor eroda\u0163i<\/em><\/p>\n

de ploile acide ale vie\u0163ii.<\/em><\/p>\n

Se duc la vale spre<\/em><\/p>\n

o b\u0103rbie tremur\u00e2nd\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

pr\u0103bu\u015fit\u0103 \u00een pieptul co\u015fcovit<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103-\u015fi g\u0103seasc\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

drumul c\u0103tre cer<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi nu-\u015fi dau seama c\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

merg \u00een direc\u0163ia opus\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ce mai pot spera ele c\u00e2nd<\/em><\/p>\n

totul \u00een jurul lor<\/em><\/p>\n

este doar<\/em><\/p>\n

amar, neputin\u0163\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eentuneric \u015fi abis…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong>\u00a0Zilele<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Zilele se scurg una dup\u0103 alta<\/em><\/p>\n

ca dintr-un robinet stricat<\/em><\/p>\n

din care picur\u0103, s\u00e2c\u00e2itoare, apa…<\/em><\/p>\n

pic, pic, pic…<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu mai are cine s\u0103 m\u0103 ajute.<\/em><\/p>\n

Instalatorul s-a mistuit nep\u0103s\u0103tor<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een cea\u0163a dimine\u0163ilor f\u0103r\u0103 orizont.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Statui\u00a0\u00a0 I\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0103 simt ca o statuie<\/em><\/p>\n

de marmor\u0103 cenu\u015fie \u015fi rece<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eentr-un parc p\u0103r\u0103ginit \u015fi pustiu,<\/em><\/p>\n

pe aleile c\u0103ruia,<\/em><\/p>\n

de mult\u0103 vreme<\/em><\/p>\n

nu se mai plimb\u0103 nimeni.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Statui\u00a0 II\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2t de triste erau asear\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

statuile t\u0103cute, \u00een s\u0103lile goale ale muzeului!<\/em><\/p>\n

Parc\u0103 strigau, uitate,<\/em><\/p>\n

dup\u0103 creatorul lor care<\/em><\/p>\n

le p\u0103r\u0103sise de ani \u015fi ani<\/em><\/p>\n

pentru cine \u015ftie ce alt\u0103 lume.<\/em><\/p>\n

A\u015fa cum \u015fi noi \u00eel chem\u0103m<\/em><\/p>\n

pe Creator<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd suntem dispera\u0163i.<\/em><\/p>\n

Oare el, sculptorul, le aude?<\/em><\/p>\n

Oare, pe noi, El ne aude?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Miniatur\u0103<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cemi c\u00e2nt\u0103 cucii \u00een suflet a Prim\u0103var\u0103, a Infinit, a Nemurire.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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O pat\u0103 pe covor : lumina lunii!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ce frumos! <\/em><\/p>\n

Pata asta mi s-a pus \u015fi pe inim\u0103! <\/em><\/p>\n

Nici nu-mi mai aminteam c\u0103 exist\u0103 luna! <\/em><\/p>\n

De c\u00e2\u0163i ani n-am mai b\u0103gat-o \u00een seam\u0103…<\/em><\/p>\n

M-a \u00eenveselit \u015fi m-a bucurat.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Lini\u015ftea aurie<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Azi noapte am visat sute de flori ale paradisului, <\/em><\/p>\n

una l\u00e2ng\u0103 alta, una l\u00e2ng\u0103 alta, <\/em><\/p>\n

ca ni\u015fte m\u00e2ini de balerine, <\/em><\/p>\n

cu degete gra\u0163ios r\u0103sfirate portocaliu <\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103tre cerul albastru, <\/em><\/p>\n

a\u015ftept\u00e2nd s\u0103 primeasc\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

binecuv\u00e2ntarea lui Dumnezeu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Toat\u0103 ziua urm\u0103toare am plutit <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eentr-o mare de lini\u015fte aurie.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Iubiri\u00a0\u00a0 I<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Eu \u00eemi pun la picioarele ei at\u00e2t iubirea mea de mam\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2t \u015fi pe cea pe care mama mea mi-ar fi dat-o mie,<\/em><\/p>\n

dac\u0103 ar mai fi tr\u0103it,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi prin mine,mai departe, ei.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei nu numai a mamei mele,<\/em><\/p>\n

ci \u015fi pe cea a mamaiei, care<\/em><\/p>\n

n-a apucat s-o vad\u0103 nici m\u0103car adolescent\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

dar\u0103mite femeie m\u0103ritat\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Eu am r\u0103mas mandatarul lor.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ba chiar \u015fi al lui Tataia Nase.<\/em><\/p>\n

Am at\u00e2tea iubiri pe care s\u0103 i le ofer<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi se pare c\u0103 nu \u015ftiu cum!<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Iubiri\u00a0 2<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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C\u00e2nd e\u015fti copil \u00ee\u0163i iubesti p\u0103rin\u0163ii:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201epe tata \u015fi-nt\u00e2i pe mama\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Pe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce cre\u015fti, iube\u015fti juc\u0103riile,<\/em><\/p>\n

anim\u0103lu\u0163ele,fluturii, florile, fra\u0163ii…<\/em><\/p>\n

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C\u00e2nd \u00eencepi \u015fcoala \u00ee\u0163i iube\u015fti \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103toarea, <\/em><\/p>\n

colegii, profesorii.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cen adolescen\u0163\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

iube\u015fti b\u0103ie\u0163i sau fete,<\/em><\/p>\n

iube\u015fti excursiile, poezia, <\/em><\/p>\n

romanele de dragoste<\/em><\/p>\n

visurile.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Peste c\u00e2\u0163iva ani<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eel iube\u015fti pe el,<\/em><\/p>\n

sau pe ea,<\/em><\/p>\n

chiar dac\u0103 \u00eei mai schimbi uneori.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Apoi \u00ee\u0163i\u00a0 iube\u015fti so\u0163ul.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sau so\u0163ia.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Apoi \u00eeti iube\u015fti copilul.<\/em><\/p>\n

Pe primul, pe urm\u0103torul, pe to\u0163i,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu numai pe ai t\u0103i,<\/em><\/p>\n

pe to\u0163i copiii din toat\u0103 lumea.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Pe m\u0103sur\u0103 ce trec anii, <\/em><\/p>\n

iubesti oamenii. <\/em><\/p>\n

Pe to\u0163i.<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd e\u015fti batr\u00e2n,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eel iubesti pe Dumnezeu.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Ceea ce e minunat este c\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

aceste iubiri<\/em><\/p>\n

nu se \u00eenlocuiesc una pe alta<\/em><\/p>\n

ci se adun\u0103, se acumuleaz\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 i\u0163i umplu toat\u0103 inima<\/em><\/p>\n

cu iubire.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u0162i-a\u015f spune\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0162i-a\u015f spune c\u0103 sunt trist\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 m\u0103 doare dep\u0103rtarea asta<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi c\u0103 m-am dedublat:<\/em><\/p>\n

sufletul l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine,<\/em><\/p>\n

lutul aici.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ti-a\u015f spune o poveste<\/em><\/p>\n

pe care nu mi-ai spus-o tu,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu o prin\u0163es\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi cu ni\u015fte trandafiri galbeni,<\/em><\/p>\n

firavi \u015fi palizi.<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nt\u0103 greierii toamnei prin gr\u0103dini.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ei \u015fi ploile nesf\u00e2r\u015fite<\/em><\/p>\n

de p\u00e2n\u0103 azi<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eemi aduc aminte c\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

am trecut vara asta<\/em><\/p>\n

mai mult unul f\u0103r\u0103 cel\u0103lalt.<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 vine o toamn\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

plin\u0103 de nostalgii <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi singur\u0103t\u0103\u0163i.<\/em><\/p>\n

O toamn\u0103 trist\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

ale c\u0103rei culori \u00eemi par<\/em><\/p>\n

lipsite de sens<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi impertinente!<\/em><\/p>\n

Pe ici, pe colo,c\u00e2te un castan mai gr\u0103bit<\/em><\/p>\n

s-a \u015fi \u00eembr\u0103cat \u00een rugin\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

crez\u00e2nd c\u0103 o s\u0103 m\u0103 bucure!<\/em><\/p>\n

Prefer ploaia<\/em><\/p>\n

monoton\u0103 \u015fi cenu\u015fie,<\/em><\/p>\n

prefer g\u00e2ndurile amor\u0163ite,<\/em><\/p>\n

prefer apatia.<\/em><\/p>\n

Le vreau pe toate din jurul meu<\/em><\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 culori,<\/em><\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 forme,<\/em><\/p>\n

mohor\u00e2te<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eenstr\u0103inate.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 1966<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Zadarnic<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

<\/em><\/strong>Degeaba \u00eemi\u00a0 fac eu iluzii \u015fi planuri,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2 nu-mi mai g\u0103sesc elanul,<\/em><\/p>\n

puterea \u015fi voin\u0163a<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103-mi dovedesc c\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

sunt \u015fi eu \u00een stare de ceva pe lumea asta!<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu-s! Nu-s! Nu-s!<\/em><\/p>\n

Asta m\u0103 \u00eennebune\u015fte de-mi vine <\/em><\/p>\n

s\u00e2 urlu ca un lup fl\u0103m\u00e2nd \u00een mijlocul iernii.<\/em><\/p>\n

Am \u00een cap\u00a0 o bulboan\u0103 de m\u00e2l<\/em><\/p>\n

care m\u0103 trage spre fund, spre fund;<\/em><\/p>\n

care \u00eemi \u00eentunec\u0103 judecata<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi \u00eemi macin\u0103 nervii!<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu po\u0163i, pentru nimic \u00een lume,<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 nu-\u0163i mai \u00eenchipui sc\u00e2rbo\u015fenii despre mine?<\/em><\/p>\n

Crezi, cu adev\u0103rat, c\u0103 sunt<\/em><\/p>\n

un cuib de vicii \u015fi de pref\u0103c\u0103torii?<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu m\u0103 crezi \u00een stare de nimic bun?<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-am pierdut complet echilibrul.<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0103 r\u0103sucesc bezmetic\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

cu toate \u00eendoielile astea<\/em><\/p>\n

care m\u0103 otr\u0103vesc,<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u0103 obsedeaz\u0103 \u015fi<\/em><\/p>\n

dau cu mine de p\u0103m\u00e2nt.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ce s\u0103 fac? Ce s\u0103 fac?<\/em><\/p>\n

Cum s\u0103 m\u0103 calmez?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cemi vine s\u0103 urlu!<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-e groaz\u0103, \u00een\u0163elegi?<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-e groaz\u0103\u0103\u0103\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong>1966<\/em><\/p>\n

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Toamn\u0103<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ce soare e afar\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar e frig \u015fi bate v\u00e2ntul.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 ai fi acas\u0103, am merge undeva, <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een p\u0103dure<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 ascult\u0103m cum cad frunzele.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Lun\u0103\u00a0 ireal\u0103 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Pe sear\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd veneam spre cas\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

mi-a ie\u015fit \u00eenainte<\/em><\/p>\n

o\u00a0 lun\u0103 ireal\u0103, <\/em><\/p>\n

mare c\u00e2t roata carului de argint<\/em><\/p>\n

al lui Apollo.<\/em><\/p>\n

Rece. F\u0103r\u0103 nici o nuan\u0163\u0103 cald\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-a fost frig \u015fi fric\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Te-am vrut atunci l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi am mers \u00eempreun\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

t\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-ne picioarele prin <\/em><\/p>\n

fo\u015fnetul frunzelor \u00eeng\u0103lbenite<\/em><\/p>\n

de pe trotuoar,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu ochii la ea,<\/em><\/p>\n

la lun\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een poarta casei.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cen\u0103untru te-ai a\u015fezat \u00een spatele meu<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi ai privit peste um\u0103rul meu<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 vezi ce-\u0163i scriu.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei m-a cuprins un dor<\/em><\/p>\n

tot at\u00e2t de curat ca cerul,<\/em><\/p>\n

tot at\u00e2t de aprins ca frunzele toamnei,<\/em><\/p>\n

tot at\u00e2t de tulbur\u0103tor ca luna!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 1966<\/em><\/p>\n

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A\u015ftept<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

A\u015ftept visele nop\u0163ii s\u0103 mi te aduc\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi de\u015fteptarea zorilor s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentristeze.<\/p>\n

\u015ei iar nop\u0163ile<\/p>\n

\u015fi a\u015f\u00a0 vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 trezesc odat\u0103,<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd tu s\u0103 fii aici<\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 nu-mi mai par\u0103 r\u0103u<\/p>\n

c\u0103 a venit ziua s\u0103 mi te ia.<\/p>\n

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Cuvintele de iubire<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong>Tu \u00eemi spui c\u00e2t de mult\u00a0 m\u0103 iube\u015fti,<\/p>\n

eu \u00ee\u0163i r\u0103spund tot cu at\u00e2t.<\/p>\n

\u015ei a devenit o banalitate.<\/p>\n

Poate nici nu te mai emo\u0163ioneaz\u0103.<\/p>\n

Spre deosebire de mine,<\/p>\n

tu \u015ftii s\u0103-\u0163i dozezi at\u00e2t de bine<\/p>\n

cuvintele de iubire,<\/p>\n

\u00eenc\u00e2t, c\u00e2nd le \u00eent\u00e2lnesc \u00een scrisori<\/p>\n

le citesc de multe ori,<\/p>\n

astfel \u00eenc\u00e2t s\u0103 lungesc<\/p>\n

timpul \u00een care mi le spui,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 acop\u0103r celelalte cuvinte,<\/p>\n

mai ironice, mai r\u0103ut\u0103cioase,<\/p>\n

care le iau locul celor atinse de dragoste.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Luna de pe cer <\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

…E o lun\u0103 pe cer<\/p>\n

c\u0103 nici nu-mi vine s\u0103 intru \u00een cas\u0103!<\/p>\n

R\u0103m\u0103sesem cu ochii la ea<\/p>\n

ca lunaticii…<\/p>\n

Mi-ar fi pl\u0103cut s\u0103 mai stau s-o privesc<\/p>\n

dar n-aveam um\u0103rul t\u0103u l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine,<\/p>\n

s\u0103-mi sprijin capul,<\/p>\n

n-aveam bra\u0163ele tale \u00een jurul umerilor mei…<\/p>\n

A\u015fa c\u0103…<\/p>\n

ar fi fost prea trist s\u0103 mai r\u0103m\u00e2n…<\/p>\n

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A\u015ftept\u00e2nd toamna<\/strong><\/p>\n

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…Tot a\u015ftept s\u0103 suni,<\/p>\n

\u00eemi imaginez c\u0103 poate vii<\/p>\n

a\u015fa, c\u0103lare pe m\u0103tur\u0103,<\/p>\n

Visez \u015fi eu aiurea<\/p>\n

\u015fi-mi zic, tot eu,<\/p>\n

c\u0103 m\u0103\u00a0 scr\u00e2ntesc,<\/p>\n

\u015fi-atunci mi se face \u015fi mai gol \u00een cas\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00cemi spun c\u0103 nu po\u0163i veni \u015fi m\u0103 apuc\u0103 somnul,<\/p>\n

a\u015fa ca pe ur\u015fi a\u015ftept\u00e2nd prim\u0103vara.<\/p>\n

Doar c\u0103 pentru mine,<\/p>\n

se pare c\u0103 va \u00eent\u00e2rzia<\/p>\n

\u015fi o s\u0103 se fac\u0103 toamn\u0103<\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 mi-o \u00eenflori mie liliacul!<\/p>\n

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\u00a0Iarn\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Iarna asta nu-i a mea!<\/p>\n

N-o mai recunosc deloc!<\/p>\n

Iernile mele erau fermecatoare,<\/p>\n

pline de bucurie, pure \u015fi albe,<\/p>\n

luminate de sfin\u0163enie.<\/p>\n

Nu mai exist\u0103 joac\u0103 \u00een z\u0103pad\u0103,<\/p>\n

nici m\u0103car plimb\u0103ri prin albul ei imaculat.<\/p>\n

Nu mai am nici o bucurie de a ie\u015fi afar\u0103 \u00een frig,<\/p>\n

de a sim\u0163i aerul curat<\/p>\n

\u015fi de a m\u0103 l\u0103sa\u00a0 inv\u0103luit\u0103<\/p>\n

de lumina \u00eenghe\u0163at\u0103 a soarelui.<\/p>\n

Totul \u00eemi pare str\u0103in \u00een zilele astea.<\/p>\n

M\u0103 tem s\u0103 merg afar\u0103 s\u0103 nu r\u0103cesc<\/p>\n

sau s\u0103-mi\u00a0 rup vreun picior.<\/p>\n

Z\u0103pada e murdar\u0103,<\/p>\n

frigul e prea geros,<\/p>\n

picioarele mele prea \u0163epene<\/p>\n

\u015fi voin\u0163a prea slab\u0103.<\/p>\n

A\u015fa c\u0103 de ce s\u0103 nu stau eu \u00een cas\u0103<\/p>\n

s\u0103-mi pl\u00e2ng de mil\u0103?<\/p>\n

E mai u\u015for! !<\/p>\n

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VISIUNI<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00centreb\u0103ri<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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Creierul are mai mul\u0163i neuroni dec\u00e2t <\/em>universul stele.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cum s\u0103 \u015ftim atunci, ce-i \u00een capul nostru? <\/em><\/p>\n

E o entitate str\u0103ina \u015fi separat\u0103 de noi, <\/em><\/p>\n

care ne accept\u0103 pe undeva, <\/em><\/p>\n

la periferie, <\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 ne imagin\u0103m c\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

suntem st\u0103p\u00e2ni pe g\u00e2ndurile <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi pe faptele noastre.<\/em><\/p>\n

Poate are conexiuni <\/em><\/p>\n

cu incon\u015ftientul colectiv, <\/em><\/p>\n

cu memoria universal\u0103, <\/em><\/p>\n

cu eternitatea, <\/em><\/p>\n

cu nem\u0103rginirea, <\/em><\/p>\n

cu Creatorul? <\/em><\/p>\n

Dintr-acestea vin oare <\/em><\/p>\n

inspira\u0163ia, <\/em><\/p>\n

viziunea, <\/em><\/p>\n

iubirea? De fapt, <\/em><\/p>\n

nimic nu ne apar\u0163ine, <\/em><\/p>\n

nu e original,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0nu e creat de noi,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0ci el, creierul, <\/em><\/p>\n

ne permite uneori s\u0103 \u00eel p\u0103trundem <\/em><\/p>\n

pu\u0163in mai ad\u00e2nc <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 mai intuim c\u0103te ceva… <\/em><\/p>\n

P\u0103cat c\u0103 s-a sup\u0103rat pe mine!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ori nu mai am eu curaj <\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 ridic un col\u0163i\u015for din perdeaua care-l ascunde.<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-a t\u0103iat orice cale de retragere din realitate <\/em><\/p>\n

Iar eu m\u0103 simt precum o statuie intr-o expozitie f\u0103r\u0103 privitori.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Spre vale<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Curg\u00e2nd la vale<\/em><\/p>\n

I\u015fi url\u0103 apele disperarea:<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201eIzvoarele! Izvoarele!<\/em><\/p>\n

Cine ne m\u00e2n\u00e2 de la ele \u015fi de ce?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Fantome<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Cineva, un vecin f\u0103r\u0103 creier,<\/em><\/p>\n

a t\u0103iat \u00een prim\u0103var\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

un cire\u015f \u00eenflorit.<\/em><\/p>\n

De atunci \u00eel b\u00e2ntuie \u00een nop\u0163i chinuite<\/em><\/p>\n

fantoma cire\u015fului \u00eenv\u0103luit \u00een lin\u0163oliul alb<\/em><\/p>\n

al florilor moarte f\u0103r\u0103 a rodi.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sper c\u0103 \u015fi pe cei care au mutilat<\/em><\/p>\n

teii de pe aleea noastr\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eei alearg\u0103 noaptea<\/em><\/p>\n

crengi amputate<\/em><\/p>\n

cu flori de tei uscate<\/em><\/p>\n

care nu mai r\u0103sp\u00e2ndesc mireasm\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi nici nu mai umbresc copiii<\/em><\/p>\n

ce se joac\u0103 acum sub <\/em><\/p>\n

suli\u0163ele fierbin\u0163i ale soarelui.<\/em><\/p>\n

Au r\u0103mas doar scheletele pomilor,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu\u00a0 cioturile ramurilor<\/em><\/p>\n

ca ni\u015fte m\u00e2ini moarte<\/em><\/p>\n

ridicate c\u0103tre cer<\/em><\/p>\n

cer\u00e2nd mila Domnului,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 oamenii nu mai au!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Miniatur\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u201eUnde se duc r\u00e2ndunelele c\u00e2nd se duc?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar sufletele? Unde se duc c\u00e2nd se duc?<\/em><\/p>\n

Se mai \u00eentorc oare \u015fi ele prim\u0103vara?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Murim?<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Murim? <\/em><\/p>\n

Nu cred!<\/em><\/p>\n

De ce n-am p\u0103r\u0103si trupul acesta <\/em><\/p>\n

precum fluturii crisalidele, <\/em><\/p>\n

ren\u0103sc\u00e2nd mai frumo\u015fi, <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eentr-o\u00a0 lume\u00a0 mai minunat\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi plin\u0103 de har?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ce vis ciudat<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Ce vis ciudat!<\/em><\/p>\n

Aveam corpul din lut<\/em><\/p>\n

modelat de mine \u00eens\u0103mi.<\/em><\/p>\n

Adic\u0103 nu din carne \u015fi oase<\/em><\/p>\n

ci din lut eram.<\/em><\/p>\n

Undeva, la bra\u0163ul st\u00e2ng<\/em><\/p>\n

aveam o cr\u0103p\u0103tur\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

pe care \u00eencercam s-o acop\u0103r<\/em><\/p>\n

folosindu-mi cealalt\u0103 m\u00e2n\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

dojenindu-m\u0103 c\u0103 n-am <\/em><\/p>\n

udat bine arm\u0103tura <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eenainte de a pune lutul.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cum oi fi f\u0103cut acest lucru?<\/em><\/p>\n

Eram deja gata c\u00e2nd visam.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu eram o copie din afara mea,<\/em><\/p>\n

ci chiar eu m\u0103 f\u0103cusem.<\/em><\/p>\n

E absurd!<\/em><\/p>\n

Cu care bra\u0163e am lucrat<\/em><\/p>\n

de vreme ce \u00eenc\u0103 nu mi le f\u0103cusem?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ploaia\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Singur\u0103 acas\u0103, m\u0103 uit pe geam<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi-mi amintesc c\u0103 acum dou\u0103 seri<\/em><\/p>\n

ploua \u015fi b\u0103tea v\u00e2ntul,<\/em><\/p>\n

afar\u0103 toate se \u00eenv\u00e2rteau bezmetice,<\/em><\/p>\n

ca \u015fi g\u00e2ndurile mele.<\/em><\/p>\n

Imi \u00eenchipuiam c\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

v\u00e2ntul \u00ee\u015fi suier\u0103 blestemele<\/em><\/p>\n

la urechea p\u0103m\u00e2ntului;<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 norii \u00ee\u015fi pl\u00e2ng cine \u015ftie ce<\/em><\/p>\n

p\u0103cate originare;<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 pomii \u00ee\u015fi ciocnesc crengile<\/em><\/p>\n

ca pe ni\u015fte oase ale lor –<\/em><\/p>\n

albite \u015fi sp\u0103late cu apa ploilor<\/em><\/p>\n

de s\u00e2ngele frunzelor.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei vedeam \u00een geamul luminat <\/em><\/p>\n

de felinarul din strad\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

umbrele crengilor ca degetele unei <\/em><\/p>\n

m\u00e2ini fantastice ale<\/em><\/p>\n

cine \u015ftie c\u0103rui Hamlet,<\/em><\/p>\n

care-mi f\u0103cea semn s\u0103-l urmez, <\/em><\/p>\n

de parc\u0103 eu a\u015f fi fost<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201enefericitul prin\u0163\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei cine jelea<\/em><\/p>\n

un mort ne\u015ftiut, <\/em><\/p>\n

pe vremea asta<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2inoas\u0103? <\/em><\/p>\n

N-am putut s\u0103-mi dau seama.<\/em><\/p>\n

Deslu\u015feam \u00eens\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

printre \u015fuier\u00e2tura v\u00e2ntului<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi curgerea ploii<\/em><\/p>\n

un sunet straniu, trist,<\/em><\/p>\n

neidentificabil,<\/em><\/p>\n

care aducea a bocet.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei mi-au venit \u00een g\u00e2nd<\/em><\/p>\n

sufletele sinuciga\u015filor.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Azi \u00eens\u0103, e at\u00e2t de calm<\/em><\/p>\n

de parc\u0103 st\u0103 s\u0103 ning\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cerul, ca o burt\u0103 de vac\u0103, <\/em><\/p>\n

moale, l\u0103ptos, p\u0103stos<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eemi pare c\u0103 vrea<\/em><\/p>\n

s-o porneasc\u0103 la vale,<\/em><\/p>\n

spre noi.<\/em><\/p>\n

N-ar fi exclus ca<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u00e2ine s\u0103-l g\u0103sesc<\/em><\/p>\n

pe trotuare.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

N-ar fi minunat?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Murim? Nu cred!<\/p>\n

De ce n-am p\u0103r\u0103si trupul acesta<\/p>\n

precum fluturii crisalidele,<\/p>\n

ren\u0103sc\u00e2nd mai frumo\u015fi,<\/p>\n

\u00eentr-o\u00a0 lume\u00a0 mai minunat\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi plin\u0103 de har?<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Dureri<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Nu neajunsurile st\u0103rii de s\u0103n\u0103tate fizic\u0103<\/p>\n

sunt problema.<\/p>\n

Pe astea le-a\u015f putea dep\u0103\u015fi cu pu\u0163in stoicism.<\/p>\n

Ce m\u0103 fac \u00eens\u0103 cu cele psihice,<\/p>\n

mentale sau suflete\u015fti?<\/p>\n

Astea m\u0103 dor mai tare dec\u00e2t \u00eencheieturile.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Motive<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Nu mai desenez,<\/p>\n

nu mai pictez de mult\u0103 vreme.<\/p>\n

Ba am fost plecat\u0103,<\/p>\n

ba nu am avut bani<\/p>\n

pentru culori, pentru p\u00e2nze.<\/p>\n

Motive am g\u0103sit mereu.<\/p>\n

\u015fi am tot am\u00e2nat<\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 mi-am pierdut \u00eencrederea \u00een mine<\/p>\n

de-a binelea,<\/p>\n

nu m-a mai tras inima \u015fi,<\/p>\n

din team\u0103 s\u0103 nu r\u00e2d\u0103 careva de mine,<\/p>\n

nici n-am mai incercat.<\/p>\n

\u015ei nici nu mai scriu.<\/p>\n

Nu-mi vin \u00een minte dec\u00e2t<\/p>\n

v\u0103ic\u0103reli jalnice de care mi-e jen\u0103<\/p>\n

chiar \u015fi fa\u0163\u0103 de mine.<\/p>\n

Cine are nevoie de ele?<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd mintea nu mai are bucuria de a crea,<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd e tot mai \u00eenceat\u0103,<\/p>\n

tot mai neinspirat\u0103,<\/p>\n

c\u00eend nu g\u0103se\u015fte cuvintele<\/p>\n

potrivite imaginii pe care \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 o redea,<\/p>\n

ce s\u0103 mai fac?<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em>Dac\u0103 …<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 starea fizic\u0103 nu-mi prea mai permite<\/p>\n

s\u0103 m\u0103 mi\u015fc dup\u0103 voia inimii,<\/p>\n

n-a\u015f putea oare s\u0103-mi determin mintea<\/p>\n

s\u0103 fie mai agil\u0103, s\u0103 prind\u0103 curaj s\u0103 viseze,<\/p>\n

s\u0103\u00a0 c\u0103l\u0103toreasc\u0103 \u00een timp \u015fi in spa\u0163ii necunoscute,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 le descopere, s\u0103 le descrie, s\u0103 le dea via\u0163\u0103?<\/p>\n

Sau, poate, ar trebui s\u0103-mi accept cu resemnare<\/p>\n

multele \u015fi jalnicele\u00a0 neputin\u0163e.<\/p>\n

Cred c\u0103 ar fi o solu\u0163ie rezonabil\u0103.<\/p>\n

S\u0103 renun\u0163 la m\u00e2drie,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 refuz s\u0103 iau \u00een seam\u0103 orice\u00a0 m\u0103 poate afecta,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur de ce-mi ofer\u0103 timpul \u015fi via\u0163a:<\/p>\n

copiii, G, natura,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 ajut, s\u0103 sper, s\u0103 meditez, s\u0103 visez.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Tot o moarte<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Odat\u0103, \u00een copil\u0103rie,<\/p>\n

\u00een timpul r\u0103zboiului<\/p>\n

cerul Bucure\u015ftiului<\/p>\n

era ro\u015fu de fl\u0103c\u0103ri,<\/p>\n

de bombe,<\/p>\n

de explozii,<\/p>\n

de s\u00e2nge,<\/p>\n

de frica de moarte.<\/p>\n

Dar spectacolul era magnific!<\/p>\n

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C\u00e2nd peste 4 -5<\/p>\n

miliarde de ani<\/p>\n

Andromeda \u015fi Calea Lactee<\/p>\n

se vor ciocni \u015fi devora reciproc,<\/p>\n

exact a\u015fa va ar\u0103ta cerul!<\/p>\n

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Atunci, \u00een viitor,<\/p>\n

ca \u015fi atunci, \u00een trecut,<\/p>\n

aceast\u0103 culoare<\/p>\n

va \u00eensemna tot moarte!<\/p>\n

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Dar ambele spectacole<\/p>\n

sunt departe:<\/p>\n

unul \u00een trecut,<\/p>\n

cel\u0103lalt \u015fi mai departe,<\/p>\n

\u00een viitor…<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Lini\u015ftea\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ce lini\u015fte e!<\/p>\n

At\u00e2t de lini\u015fte \u00eenc\u00e2t<\/p>\n

aud\u00a0 un tren fluier\u00e2nd!<\/p>\n

Sau o fi fost o fabric\u0103?<\/p>\n

Lini\u015ftea asta \u00eemi aminte\u015fte<\/p>\n

de timpul r\u0103zboiului<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd nu puteam adormi noaptea<\/p>\n

de fric\u0103 \u015fi ascultam<\/p>\n

lini\u015ftea de dinaintea<\/p>\n

bombelor.<\/p>\n

Dar acum nu-mi e fric\u0103!<\/p>\n

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Apoi eram mai mare,<\/p>\n

la \u0163ar\u0103, la B\u0103rboi,<\/p>\n

dup\u0103 ce murise mama.<\/p>\n

\u015ei iar nu puteam s\u0103 dorm,<\/p>\n

tot de fric\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u015ei iar ascultam… greierii.<\/p>\n

\u015ei mi se p\u0103rea c\u0103 ei sunt<\/p>\n

lini\u015ftea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi!<\/p>\n

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Vis<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

L-am visat pe Julio Iglesias! <\/em><\/p>\n

A\u015fa cum era c\u00e2nd a venit la Bra\u015fov, <\/em><\/p>\n

t\u00e2nar. Vorbeam cu el, <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eei spuneam c\u00e2t l-am iubit noi, <\/em><\/p>\n

pe el, c\u00e2ntecele sale, <\/em><\/p>\n

la vremea tinere\u0163ii \u015fi chiar mai apoi. <\/em><\/p>\n

Dar c\u00e2nd am fost \u00een India ultima dat\u0103, <\/em><\/p>\n

l-am iubit mai mult pe fiul lui. <\/em><\/p>\n

Se\u00a0 p\u0103rea c\u0103 nu s-a sup\u0103rat <\/em><\/p>\n

a\u015fa c\u0103 l-am pupat pe obraji. <\/em><\/p>\n

Doar c\u0103 eu eram bab\u0103, el r\u0103m\u0103sese t\u00e2n\u0103r.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Mi-e dor\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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Mi-e dor de-un loc albastru<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een care parc\u0103 am mai fost c\u00e2ndva.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cen vis…<\/em><\/p>\n

Totul era albastru \u00eenchis, profund, aproape negru,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu tent\u0103 verzuie:<\/em><\/p>\n

lini\u015ftea era albastr\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

t\u0103cerea era albastr\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

intunericul era albastru, <\/em><\/p>\n

nemiscarea era albastr\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

neantul era albastru.<\/em><\/p>\n

Eu eram albastr\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Era un ocean albastru,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu cu ap\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

doar cu unde albastre<\/em><\/p>\n

care p\u0103reau c\u0103 vin \u015fi se duc<\/em><\/p>\n

de nic\u0103ieri spre niciunde<\/em><\/p>\n

Doar o boare albastr\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

ca o adiere de aduceri aminte<\/em><\/p>\n

estompate de timpul care nu mai curge.<\/em><\/p>\n

O vibra\u0163ie albastr\u0103 care se revars\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

din flautul unui \u00eenger albastru, <\/em><\/p>\n

care \u00eemi r\u0103sp\u00e2nde\u015fte \u00een suflet<\/em><\/p>\n

at\u00e2ta pace \u015fi lini\u015fte<\/em><\/p>\n

ca o\u00a0 ploaie de stele albastre. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

In oceanul \u0103sta, <\/em><\/p>\n

eram doar o und\u0103 albastr\u0103 printre altele,<\/em><\/p>\n

infinit de multe \u015fi de albastre.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0103rul de sub fereastr\u0103\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0103rul de sub fereastra fetei <\/em><\/p>\n

s-a \u00eembr\u0103cat \u00een flori ca o mireas\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

cast\u0103 \u00een rochia ei alb\u0103, diafan\u0103, cereasc\u0103. <\/em><\/p>\n

M-am bucurat de el, <\/em><\/p>\n

mi-am sc\u0103ldat sufletul \u00een frumuse\u0163ea lui <\/em><\/p>\n

timp de c\u00e2teva zile. <\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-ar fi pl\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentind la r\u0103d\u0103cina lui <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103-l tot privesc… <\/em><\/p>\n

De la o vreme mi s-a p\u0103rut <\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 florile \u00eencep s\u0103 se estompeze. <\/em><\/p>\n

Azi m-am uitat mai cu luare aminte la ele <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi am descoperit c\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

au ap\u0103rut frunzele <\/em><\/p>\n

iar albul florilor se disipeaz\u0103 \u00een verdele crud al acestora. <\/em><\/p>\n

Nici nu \u015ftiu ce s\u0103 fac. S\u0103 le cert? S\u0103 le iert?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Toamna, preafrumoasei \u015fi fericitei mirese <\/em><\/p>\n

care fusese \u00een prim\u0103var\u0103 m\u0103rul, <\/em><\/p>\n

i-au picat merele \u00een \u0163\u0103r\u00e2n\u0103 ca unei babe, din\u0163ii!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Soarta florilor<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0Am avut cinci flori ale soarelui.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0Au fost magnifice.<\/em><\/p>\n

Acum s-au coco\u015fat, <\/em><\/p>\n

au \u00eenceput s\u0103 cheleasc\u0103, <\/em><\/p>\n

li s-au \u00eenmuiat picioarele, <\/em><\/p>\n

sunt triste, b\u0103tr\u00e2ne,<\/em><\/p>\n

parc\u0103 ru\u015finate de mizeria <\/em><\/p>\n

pe care n-au cum s-o ascund\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Le privesc \u015fi m\u0103 v\u0103d pe mine.<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-e at\u00e2t de mil\u0103 de ele!<\/em><\/p>\n

Mai bine le-a\u015f curma suferin\u0163a.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar nu am inim\u0103 s\u0103 le pun la gunoi!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Inelul<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Mi-am dat un inel!<\/em><\/p>\n

Are un aer vechi, de parc\u0103 ar fi fost <\/em><\/p>\n

f\u0103urit de elfii nordului.<\/em><\/p>\n

Se potrive\u015fte de minune cu m\u00e2na mea<\/em><\/p>\n

osoas\u0103 \u015fi zb\u00e2rcit\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Cenu\u015fiu pe piele maronie!<\/em><\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 \u00eemi las pu\u0163in negru sub unghii,<\/em><\/p>\n

e perfect!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a01953 ( 12-13 ani)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Preotul a terminat <\/em><\/p>\n

ve\u015fnica mea pomenire.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bulg\u0103ri de p\u0103m\u00e2nt uscat<\/em><\/p>\n

cad cu zgomot peste mine…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Dup-o vreme, to\u0163i s-au dus<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi-am r\u0103mas, iar, singuric\u0103. <\/em><\/p>\n

Lum\u00e2n\u0103ri la cap mi-au pus,<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 nu-mi fie noaptea fric\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

2014<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Vine o zi c\u00e2nd totul se pr\u0103bu\u015fe\u015fte:<\/em><\/p>\n

speran\u0163a, visul, dorin\u0163a, pl\u0103cerea, bucuria<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi te treze\u015fti singur\u00a0 <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een mijlocul unui \u00eentuneric str\u0103in de via\u0163a<\/em><\/p>\n

pe care ai tr\u0103it-o \u00eenainte,<\/em><\/p>\n

lipsit de orice reper<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een timp \u015fi\u00a0 spa\u0163iu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Te-nv\u00e2r\u0163i in cercuri haotice<\/em><\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 nimic \u00een minte, orbec\u0103ind <\/em><\/p>\n

prin bezn\u0103 ca un zombi.<\/em><\/p>\n

Po\u0163i s\u0103 mai faci ceva?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd ai s\u0103 vii<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

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C\u00e2nd ai s\u0103 vii la groapa mea<\/em><\/p>\n

br\u00e2ndu\u015fe-albastre s\u0103-mi aduci,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een ele-am str\u00e2ns eu dragostea<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi fericirea mea de-atunci.<\/em><\/p>\n

Voi \u015fti c\u0103 nici tu n-ai uitat<\/em><\/p>\n

ce zile-albasre am tr\u0103it <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi c\u0103 de\u015fi nu mai tr\u0103iesc<\/em><\/p>\n

de-aici de sus, din infinit,<\/em><\/p>\n

tot te iubesc!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong>Galaxii<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

Am o revist\u0103 cu fotografii<\/em><\/p>\n

de galaxii.<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0103 uit gr\u0103bit\u0103 peste ele,<\/em><\/p>\n

dorindu-mi s\u0103 fi fost mult mai mari,<\/em><\/p>\n

puse pe perete pe\u00a0 pere\u0163i,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een care s\u0103 plonjez cu patim\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

de c\u00e2te ori m\u0103 cuprinde aleanul<\/em><\/p>\n

dup\u0103 nem\u0103rginire<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi fuga de realitatea mea!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Am\u00e2n studierea lor \u015fi visarea,<\/em><\/p>\n

preg\u0103tindu-mi sufletul \u015fi imagina\u0163ia, <\/em><\/p>\n

a\u015ftept\u00e2nd febril \u015fi parc\u00e2 languros,<\/em><\/p>\n

vremea c\u00e2nd m\u0103 vor chema acolo,<\/em><\/p>\n

la ele, \u00een ele!<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei g\u0103uri negre!<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Stau \u00een fotoliu pe \u00eentuneric<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi-mi vin \u00een minte<\/em><\/p>\n

g\u0103urile negre.<\/em><\/p>\n

Unii savan\u0163i spun c\u0103 acolo<\/em><\/p>\n

se afl\u0103 un corp ceresc cu<\/em><\/p>\n

o gravita\u0163ie at\u00e2t de mare,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 nici m\u0103car lumina nu mai poate sc\u0103pa!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei-atunci unde-i\u00a0 \u201egaura\u201d?<\/em><\/p>\n

Al\u0163ii nu pomenesc despre<\/em><\/p>\n

vre-un corp ceresc,<\/em><\/p>\n

vorbind numai despre abis,<\/em><\/p>\n

h\u0103u, atrac\u0163ie, destruc\u0163ie<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi Nimicul Absolut,<\/em><\/p>\n

unde nu exist\u0103 timp,<\/em><\/p>\n

spa\u0163iu sau materie,<\/em><\/p>\n

nici m\u0103car de s\u0103m\u00e2n\u0163\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

Acolo, \u00een fundul\u00a0 \u201esacului\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

exist\u0103 doar \u201eSingularitatea\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei ce-o fi ea?<\/em><\/p>\n

O fi Dumnezeu, de la care<\/em><\/p>\n

toate au pornit \u015fi la care<\/em><\/p>\n

toate se vor \u00eentoarce?<\/em><\/p>\n

O fi Nimicul lui Eminescu?<\/em><\/p>\n

O fi Brahman, din filosifia indian\u0103?<\/em><\/p>\n

O fi noul \u00cenceput, c\u0103mara unui alt Big-Bang?<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu se poate! \u00cen cazul acesta <\/em><\/p>\n

ar trebui s\u0103 existe numai<\/em><\/p>\n

o singur\u0103 Gaur\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar fiecare galaxie \u015fi-o are pe a sa,<\/em><\/p>\n

iar c\u00e2nd se \u00eent\u00e2lnesc dou\u0103 galaxii,<\/em><\/p>\n

atunci cele dou\u0103 g\u0103uri se contopesc<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi cresc \u015fi se \u201e\u00eemputernicesc\u201d!<\/em><\/p>\n

Pot s\u0103-mi imaginez c\u0103 vreodat\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

toate galaxiile din univers<\/em><\/p>\n

se vor str\u00e2nge la un loc,<\/em><\/p>\n

a\u015fa cum spun Vedele \u015fi<\/em><\/p>\n

Brahman va adormi<\/em><\/p>\n

pentru multe miliarde de ani.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sau poate nu dispare totul <\/em><\/p>\n

ci numai se transform\u0103 \u00een energie.<\/em><\/p>\n

(nu-mi amintesc acum cine a spus!)<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei s\u0103rim pe o alt\u0103 treapt\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

a formei de existen\u0163\u0103:<\/em><\/p>\n

Vom fi, poate, noi, oamenii <\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi tot ce este animat,viu,<\/em><\/p>\n

energie spiritual\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Tot ce nu este viu, animat,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een atfel de energie: fizic\u0103, cuantic\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Eu m\u0103 \u015fi imaginez<\/em><\/p>\n

str\u0103b\u0103t\u00e2nd Infinitul sub form\u0103 de quarck!<\/em><\/p>\n

Sau leg\u0103n\u00e2ndu-m\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

sub form\u0103 de pic\u0103tur\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een oceanul Con\u015ftiin\u0163ei Universale (!)<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd voi afla \u015fi eu <\/em><\/p>\n

tot ce cunosc celelalte pic\u0103turi,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd ne vom fi \u00eentors acolo de unde am plecat,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu toate cuno\u015ftin\u0163ele acumulate<\/em><\/p>\n

de-alungul nenum\u0103ratelor vie\u0163i <\/em><\/p>\n

pe care le vom fi tr\u0103it fiecare!<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar parc\u0103 tot un quarck, mai \u00eent\u00e2i,<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 v\u0103d eu cum e cu <\/em><\/p>\n

g\u0103urile astea negre!<\/em><\/p>\n

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OST\u0102\u015eE\u015eTE<\/p>\n

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C\u00e2ntec de jale<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

La antipod, la antipod, la antipod el a plecat,<\/em><\/p>\n

L-a durut \u00een c… de mine \u015fi de-acas\u0103 a zburat.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu te duce, nu te duce, – eu pl\u00e2ngeam – nu fi n\u0103rod, <\/em><\/p>\n

Pe el l-a durut \u00een big\u0103 \u015fi-a plecat\u00a0 la antipod!<\/em><\/p>\n

Ca s\u0103-\u015fi g\u00e2dile orgoliul, f\u0103r\u0103 jen\u0103 a plecat<\/em><\/p>\n

P\u0103r\u0103sindu-m\u0103 acas\u0103 cu sufletu-ndurerat.<\/em><\/p>\n

El s-a dus la dracu-n praznic, dezinvolt \u015fi excitat,<\/em><\/p>\n

Eu r\u0103m\u00e2n s\u0103-mi pl\u00e2ng de mil\u0103, de angoas\u0103. Ce p\u0103cat!<\/em><\/p>\n

M-a l\u0103sat pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd \u015fi trist\u0103, vai de sufle\u0163elul meu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ce m\u0103 fac eu singuric\u0103? D\u00e2nsul singur, derbedeu…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Penelop\u0103 modern\u0103<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0103 simt ca o Penelop\u0103 t\u00e2njind dup\u0103 Ulisse-al s\u0103u,<\/em><\/p>\n

doar c\u0103 al meu este mult, mult mai departe<\/em><\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t a ajuns vreodat\u0103 eroul ei.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei \u00een loc s\u0103-mi scurtez a\u015fteptarea \u0163es\u00e2nd, <\/em><\/p>\n

stau cu ochii pe e-mail.<\/em><\/p>\n

pe telefon.<\/em><\/p>\n

De! avantaj eu!<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar ea avea nenum\u0103ra\u0163i pretenden\u0163i <\/em><\/p>\n

care o p\u00e2ndeau la cotitura r\u0103bd\u0103rii,<\/em><\/p>\n

a ne\u00eencrederii,<\/em><\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 pun\u0103 m\u00e2na pe inima ei.<\/em><\/p>\n

De! avantaj ea!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Scrisoare c\u0103tre osta\u015ful meu<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Frunz\u0103 galben\u0103 de fag<\/em><\/p>\n

So\u0163iorul meu cel drag,<\/em><\/p>\n

Tu asear\u0103 ai plecat,<\/em><\/p>\n

Ai plecat \u015fi m-ai l\u0103sat<\/em><\/p>\n

Singur\u0103 cu g\u00e2ndurile<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei cu a\u015ftept\u0103rile,<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 asear\u0103 \u00e2i-am z\u00e2mbit<\/em><\/p>\n

P\u00e2n\u0103 nu te-am mai z\u0103rit<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar plec\u00e2nd tu de la mine<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-ai luat z\u00e2mbrtul cu tine<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei-am r\u0103mas cu lacrimile<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei cu \u00eentreb\u00e2rile<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0103 te caut, s\u0103-\u0163i vorbesc<\/em><\/p>\n

Nic\u0103ieri s\u0103 te g\u0103sesc, <\/em><\/p>\n

Doar \u00een inim\u0103 la mine.<\/em><\/p>\n

Toate-n juru-mi s\u00e2nt str\u0103ine…<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 azi -noapte n-am dormit<\/em><\/p>\n

Cu tine-am c\u0103l\u0103torit<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei am mers pe drumul t\u0103u<\/em><\/p>\n

P\u00e2n-am ajuns la Bac\u0103u,<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 n-am vrut s\u0103 te las singur<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei nici n-am putut s\u0103-ndur<\/em><\/p>\n

Tu s\u0103 te g\u00e2nde\u015fti la mine<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei eu s\u0103 dorm \u00een ne\u015ftire.<\/em><\/p>\n

Doar la trei am adormit<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd somnul m-a potopit<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi s-a l\u0103sat greu pe pleoape<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei mi te-a adus aproape.<\/em><\/p>\n

Am visat c\u0103 m\u0103 ascul\u0163i<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei pe frunte m\u0103 s\u0103ru\u0163i.<\/em><\/p>\n

Eu citeam de fata Dochii<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei tu \u00eemi s\u0103rutai ochii,<\/em><\/p>\n

L\u00e2ng\u0103 tine m\u0103 str\u00e2ngeai<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei cu dor m\u0103 m\u00e2ng\u00e2iai.<\/em><\/p>\n

M-am trezit s\u0103 te s\u0103rut,<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar atunci ai disp\u0103rut,<\/em><\/p>\n

Mai bine nu m\u0103 trezeam<\/em><\/p>\n

L\u00e2ng\u0103 mine s\u0103 te am!<\/em><\/p>\n

Diminea\u0163-am r\u0103sfoit<\/em><\/p>\n

Prin carnete, am citit,<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-a venit de dor s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng,<\/em><\/p>\n

L\u00e2ng\u0103 tine s\u0103 m\u0103 duc,<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0103 te aflu, s\u0103 te iau,<\/em><\/p>\n

Nim\u0103nui s\u0103 nu te dau.<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0103 te aflu, s\u0103 te \u015ftiu<\/em><\/p>\n

L\u00e2ng\u0103 mine s\u0103 te \u0163iu,<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 plecarea ast-a ta<\/em><\/p>\n

Z\u0103u c\u0103-mi fr\u00e2nge inima<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei m\u0103 doare ceva-n piept<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 mai am mult s\u0103 te-a\u015ftept.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar grijii s\u0103 nu te dai,<\/em><\/p>\n

Credincioas-o s\u0103 m\u0103 ai,<\/em><\/p>\n

Iubitoare cum nu-i alt\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei cu suflet f\u0103r\u0103 pat\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Iar tu, nu te m\u00e2nia<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2-mi veni s\u0103 scriu a\u015fa,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Probabil m-am molipsit<\/em><\/p>\n

De la Taicu-t\u0103u iubit<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei de mine s\u0103 nu-\u0163i r\u00e2zi<\/em><\/p>\n

Nici proast\u0103 s\u0103 nu m\u0103 crezi<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 vreau s\u0103 te-veselesc<\/em><\/p>\n

(Nu prea cred c\u0103 reu\u015fesc)<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei \u0163i-am scris \u00een poezie<\/em><\/p>\n

C-a\u015fa mi-a venit a-\u0163i scrie.<\/em><\/p>\n

Poezie din popor<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 mi-e so\u0163ul iubitor,<\/em><\/p>\n

Iubitor \u015fi dr\u0103g\u0103stos<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei am vrut s\u0103-i scriu frumos<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 \u015fi eu mult \u00eel iubesc<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei de doru-i m\u0103 topesc.<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0103 topedc ca stelele<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd r\u0103sare soarele,<\/em><\/p>\n

M\u0103 topesc ca o zi lung\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00censererea c\u00e2nde o-alung\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bun e Domnul \u0103stei luni,<\/em><\/p>\n

Or s\u0103 treac\u0103 \u015fase luni<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei te-a\u015ftept la prim\u0103var\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0103-mi aduci iubirea-\u0163i iar\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ferici\u0163i o s\u0103 tr\u0103im,<\/em><\/p>\n

O via\u0163\u0103 s\u0103 ne iubim.<\/em><\/p>\n

O via\u0163\u0103 \u015fi mai departe<\/em><\/p>\n

Chiar \u015fi dincolo de moarte!<\/em><\/p>\n

Doar de dine jinduiesc, <\/em><\/p>\n

Doar pe tine te iubesc,<\/em><\/p>\n

Dor \u00eemi este doar de tine,<\/em><\/p>\n

Doar cu tine-mi este bine<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei dragoste ca a noastr\u0103, <\/em><\/p>\n

Nu mai e pe lumea ast\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 1966<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

O alt\u0103 scrisoare, tot pentru el\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

So\u0163iorul meu iubit,<\/em><\/p>\n

treaba, eu, mi-am ispr\u0103vit<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi m\u0103 culc s\u0103 te visez<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi aievea s\u0103 te v\u0103z<\/em><\/p>\n

l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine s\u0103 te simt,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu iubire s\u0103 te-alint,<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103-\u0163i desmierd \u015fi ochi \u015fi t\u00e2mple,<\/em><\/p>\n

inima s\u0103 mi se \u00eemple<\/em><\/p>\n

de c\u0103ldura-\u0163i \u015fi de doru-mi,<\/em><\/p>\n

adorate, Ochi\u015foru-mi.<\/em><\/p>\n

Foaie verde otinteav\u0103, <\/em><\/p>\n

so\u0163ioara ta cea drag\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

(ce-a fumat \u015fapte \u0163ig\u0103ri!)<\/em><\/p>\n

te s\u0103rut\u0103 cu mult dor, <\/em><\/p>\n

te dore\u015fte-n nop\u0163i t\u00e2rzii<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0163i te-a\u015fteapt\u0103 ca s\u0103 vii,<\/em><\/p>\n

te-nso\u0163e\u015fte s\u0103 te culci<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103rut\u00e2nd buzele-\u0163i dulci.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cetin\u0103 de bt\u0103du\u0163 drept,<\/em><\/p>\n

trei zile de c\u00e2nd a\u015ftept!<\/em><\/p>\n

Eu a\u015ftept, dar ea nu vine,<\/em><\/p>\n

scrisorica de la tine,<\/em><\/p>\n

dorul s\u0103 mi-l st\u00e2mpere,<\/em><\/p>\n

inima s\u0103-mi bucure.<\/em><\/p>\n

M-ai uitat, de nu-mi mai scrii?<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 mi-s zilele pustii,<\/em><\/p>\n

nop\u0163ile f\u0103r\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u015fit, <\/em><\/p>\n

lini\u015ftea de neg\u0103sit.<\/em><\/p>\n

Foaie verde de aglice,<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103-\u0163i spun ce mai e pe-aice<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 iubite,-\u0163i faci armata<\/em><\/p>\n

iar nevast\u0103-ta, ingrata,<\/em><\/p>\n

se duce la \u201eCleopatra\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Asta nu i-a fost a bine,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 s-a dus f\u0103r\u0103 de tine.<\/em><\/p>\n

A certat-o Dumnezeu<\/em><\/p>\n

fiindc\u0103 s-a sim\u0163it cam r\u0103u<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi la doctor c\u00e2nd s-a dus,<\/em><\/p>\n

doctorul, ce crezi c-a spus?<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 deloc nu-i de glumit,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 e rost \u015fi de cu\u0163it,<\/em><\/p>\n

apendicul inflamat<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0163i trebuie operat!<\/em><\/p>\n

So\u0163ioara, s\u0103rmana,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00eencepea \u015fi se ruga<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 mai pot\u0103 am\u00e2na<\/em><\/p>\n

servici s\u00ee-\u015fi poat\u0103 lua.<\/em><\/p>\n

Doctorul, c\u00e2nd auzea <\/em><\/p>\n

ca un leu se-nfuria.<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103, de nu m\u0103 dus, spunea,<\/em><\/p>\n

el, r\u0103spundere, nu-\u015fi ia!<\/em><\/p>\n

A\u015fa c\u0103, iubirea mea,<\/em><\/p>\n

m\u00e2ine m\u00e2 voi interna!<\/em><\/p>\n

Vestea c\u00e2nd vei fi aflat,<\/em><\/p>\n

totul va fi terminat,<\/em><\/p>\n

eu m\u0103 voi fi operat!<\/em><\/p>\n

Tu, s\u0103 nu te-ngrijorezi,<\/em><\/p>\n

teaf\u0103r\u0103 o s\u0103 m\u0103 vezi.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cen spital, stau doar cinci\u00a0 zile<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi-am s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la tine,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi-am s\u0103-\u0163i scriu imediat<\/em><\/p>\n

ce-am s\u0103 m\u0103 dau jos din pat,<\/em><\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103-mi merge bine<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi c\u0103-mi este dor de tine.<\/em><\/p>\n

La Creang\u0103 n-am mai sunat<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 de num\u0103r nu am dat.<\/em><\/p>\n

O s\u0103-l caut ast\u0103zi iar<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi-o sun m\u00e2ine din spital.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cens\u0103\u00a0 noi nu n.am g\u00e2ndir<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 n-ar fi prea fericit<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 lucrez pe-un loc cu ea,<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 fac eu toat\u0103 treba. <\/em><\/p>\n

Mai bine s\u0103 renun\u0163\u0103m<\/em><\/p>\n

alt mijloc s\u0103 c\u0103ut\u0103m.<\/em><\/p>\n

Mi-a mai g\u0103sit cineva<\/em><\/p>\n

o vecin\u0103-a lui tata.<\/em><\/p>\n

Despre asta-om mai vorbi<\/em><\/p>\n

din spital c\u00e2nd voi ie\u015fi.<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 stau\u00a0 doar\u00a0 c\u00e2teva zile<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi-apoi, cum m\u0103 simte mai bine,<\/em><\/p>\n

luna viitoare, crez,<\/em><\/p>\n

dau fugu\u0163a s\u0103 lucrez.<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 Tanti s-a cam str\u00e2mbat<\/em><\/p>\n

de spital c\u00e2nd a aflat,<\/em><\/p>\n

crede c-o fac special<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 nu-mi iau de lucru iar.<\/em><\/p>\n

Team\u0103, dac\u0103 nu mi-ar fi,<\/em><\/p>\n

z\u0103u c\u0103 nu m-a\u015f duce \u015fi<\/em><\/p>\n

dracu-n patru l-a\u015f f\u0103cea<\/em><\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 pot lucra ceva.<\/em><\/p>\n

So\u0163ul meu cel mult iubit<\/em><\/p>\n

la loto, nu ne-a ie\u015fit<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi, ca s\u0103-mi m\u0103resc otrava,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi la l\u0103mpi m-am dus degeaba _<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi, cum \u015ftii c\u0103 bani \u00eemi trebe,<\/em><\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 la unu septembre,<\/em><\/p>\n

am ceru de la Nu\u0163a<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi-o s\u0103-i dau c\u00e2nd iau bursa.<\/em><\/p>\n

Cam at\u00e2t de pe aici,<\/em><\/p>\n

dar vezi, grijile sunt mici<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi, de bine sau de r\u0103u,<\/em><\/p>\n

trec ele, c\u0103 Dumnez\u0103u<\/em><\/p>\n

are El grij\u0103 de noi <\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 p\u0103\u015fim peste nevoi!<\/em><\/p>\n

De min\u201ds\u0103 nu stai pe loc,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 nu mi-e fric\u0103 deloc<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi m\u0103 fac repede bine<\/em><\/p>\n

ca s\u0103 pot veni la tine.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ceva bani cum o s\u0103-aleg<\/em><\/p>\n

intr-un suflet o s-alerg<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 te v\u0103d, omul meu drag,<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103-\u0163i spun c\u0103 nu te-am uitat.<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u0103 de dorul t\u0103u m\u0103 fr\u00e2ng<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi tu nu-mi scrii \u015fi eu pl\u00e2ng.<\/em><\/p>\n

Te s\u0103rut de mii de ori<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi a\u015ftept cu drag scrisori,<\/em><\/p>\n

prin ele la mine vin\u201d,<\/em><\/p>\n

dorul s\u0103 mi-l mai alin!<\/em><\/p>\n

Te a\u015fteapt\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103rut\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

so\u0163ioara ta iubit\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em>1966<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

RUG\u0102CIUNI<\/p>\n

Rug\u0103ciune\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 1966<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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O, P\u0103rinte,<\/p>\n

Caut\u0103-mi inima \u00een r\u0103suflarea ghe\u0163arilor<\/p>\n

\u00eenchi\u015fi de ve\u015fnicii \u00een negurile pe\u015fterilor;<\/p>\n

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Caut\u0103-mi g\u00e2ndurile \u00een crucea v\u0103zduhului<\/p>\n

unde se\u00a0 lovesc toate stihiile \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163iei\u00a0 Tale;<\/p>\n

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Caut\u0103-mi trupul umflat \u015fi murdar sub<\/p>\n

r\u0103d\u0103cinile p\u0103catelor ce cresc ca s\u0103lciile<\/p>\n

g\u0103unoase l\u00e2ng\u0103 apa vie\u0163ii;<\/p>\n

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G\u0103se\u015fte-mi-le, Doamne, \u015fi adun\u0103-le dinaintea<\/p>\n

bun\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii Tale, spal\u0103-mi-le cu lacrimile Tale<\/p>\n

de P\u0103rinte iert\u0103tor \u015fi purific\u0103-mi-le cu<\/p>\n

flac\u0103ra puterii Tale divine de tot ce e rugin\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi putreziciune \u00een ele \u015fi las\u0103 din mine, doar<\/p>\n

un pumn de cenu\u015f\u0103 curat\u0103;<\/p>\n

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Amestec-o cu s\u00e2ngele din r\u0103nile palmelor<\/p>\n

Tale \u015fi pl\u0103m\u0103de\u015fte din ea un nou Adam,<\/p>\n

purificat, iar pe mine nu m\u0103 mai scoate<\/p>\n

din coasta lui, ci las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc \u00een el<\/p>\n

\u015fi prin el, p\u00e2n\u0103 la sf\u00e2r\u015fitul lumii<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 G\u00e2nduri p\u0103c\u0103toase<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu prea \u015ftim noi,<\/em><\/p>\n

cei tr\u0103i\u0163i numai printre necazuri,<\/em><\/p>\n

cum s\u0103 ne purt\u0103m \u015fi s\u0103 g\u00e2ndim<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een caz de bucurie.<\/em><\/p>\n

Mereu ne e team\u0103 c\u0103 ceva n-o s\u0103 mearg\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 ceva r\u0103u se poate \u00eent\u00e2mpla.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu \u015ftim s\u0103 ne bucur\u0103m.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sau sunt numai eu <\/em><\/p>\n

cu zdroaba mereu!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cemi vine mai u\u015for,<\/em><\/p>\n

mai natural,<\/em><\/p>\n

mai de la sine<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 spun o mul\u0163umire<\/em><\/p>\n

Domnului,<\/em><\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t o rug\u0103ciune!<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd cer ceva \u00eemi pare<\/em><\/p>\n

o \u00eendr\u0103zneal\u0103, o ob\u0103znicie.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar c\u00e2nd se petrece ceva<\/em><\/p>\n

frumos \u015fi bun,<\/em><\/p>\n

este numai bun\u0103voin\u0163a Sa.<\/em><\/p>\n

Omul tr\u0103ie\u015fte cu necazurle<\/em><\/p>\n

cum tr\u0103ie\u015fte cu aerul:<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd respir\u0103 ozon i se pare minunat,<\/em><\/p>\n

neobi\u015fnuit, de excep\u0163ie.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nici nu \u015ftii cum s\u0103 g\u00e2nde\u015fti<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd e\u015fti fericit!<\/em><\/p>\n

La necaz \u00ee\u0163i umbl\u0103 mintea<\/em><\/p>\n

cu mult\u0103 fantezie!<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu mai sf\u00e2r\u015fe\u015fte cu detaliile,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu variantele,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu posibilit\u0103\u0163ile.<\/em><\/p>\n

La bucurie, r\u0103m\u00e2ne mut\u0103, prostit\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu g\u0103se\u015fte cuvintele,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu g\u0103se\u015fte imagina\u0163ia –<\/em><\/p>\n

a pierdut-o pe undeva, printre nefericiri.<\/em><\/p>\n

Psihicul, \u00een schimb,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00ee\u015fi schimb\u0103 starea<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi astfel o schimb\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

si pe cea a fizicului:<\/em><\/p>\n

nu te mai doare nimic,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi de te doare, ce dac\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

Tu ai alte preocup\u0103ri, elevate, <\/em><\/p>\n

aceste probleme<\/em><\/p>\n

ale materialit\u0103\u0163ii,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu te mai intereseaz\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

se retrag pe undeva<\/em><\/p>\n

prin subsolul sim\u0163urilor-<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi nu le mai iei \u00een seam\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei culmea,<\/em><\/p>\n

trec de la sine!<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd e\u015fti bucuros<\/em><\/p>\n

fredonezi, \u0163op\u0103i,<\/em><\/p>\n

te sc\u0103l\u00e2mb\u0103i, te proste\u015fti,<\/em><\/p>\n

ce mai…<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar c\u00e2nd e\u015fti trist,<\/em><\/p>\n

Doamne,<\/em><\/p>\n

ce gesturi tragice,<\/em><\/p>\n

pl\u00e2ngi, te t\u00e2ngui, e\u015fti apatic,<\/em><\/p>\n

ai privirea stins\u0103, te t\u0103v\u0103li,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00ee\u0163i smulgi p\u0103rul…<\/em><\/p>\n

Un \u00eentreg evantai<\/em><\/p>\n

de posibilit\u0103\u0163i…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei parc\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

din ce e\u015fti mai nefericit,<\/em><\/p>\n

de-aia \u00ee\u0163i vin mai multe op\u0163iuni!<\/em><\/p>\n

O fi fiind firea omului<\/em><\/p>\n

machetat\u0103 pe tragedie?<\/em><\/p>\n

O fi drama mai fireasc\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t fericirea?<\/em><\/p>\n

O fi nefericirea starea normal\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

a spiritului omenesc?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei la teatru<\/em><\/p>\n

ceea ce ne atinge cel mai mult<\/em><\/p>\n

nu e siropul fericirii,<\/em><\/p>\n

ci otrava tragediei!<\/em><\/p>\n

Vorbesc cu p\u0103cat?<\/em><\/p>\n

Iart\u0103-m\u0103, Doamne!<\/p>\n

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G\u00a0 E\u00a0 M\u00a0 A<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0G E M A<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 I<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 (13.7.12)<\/p>\n

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Ocrote\u015fte, Doamne,<\/p>\n

fiin\u0163a cea at\u00e2t de pl\u0103p\u00e2nd\u0103,<\/p>\n

at\u00e2t de mic\u0103,<\/p>\n

ascuns\u0103\u00a0 \u00een gema unui univers minuscul,<\/p>\n

pitulat \u00een cel infinit.<\/p>\n

A\u015fa cum i-ai purtat de grij\u0103 acestuia,<\/p>\n

de c\u00e2nd era tot at\u00e2t de mic \u015fi de nev\u0103zut<\/p>\n

\u015fi l-ai vegheat \u015fi i-ai dat putere s\u0103 creasc\u0103,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 se dezvolte \u015fi s\u0103 ne poarte<\/p>\n

pe noi de-alungul vie\u0163ii,<\/p>\n

ai grij\u0103, Doamne,<\/p>\n

\u015fi de stropul miraculos de via\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n

din gema \u00een care \u00eencepe s\u0103 devin\u0103 om,<\/p>\n

ascuns\u0103 \u00een p\u00e2ntecul Mamei.<\/p>\n

Trimite-\u0162i, Doamne,<\/p>\n

Ingerii s\u0103-i \u0163in\u0103 de ur\u00e2t,<\/p>\n

s\u0103-i spun\u0103 pove\u015fti ne-mai-spuse vreodat\u0103 cuiva,<\/p>\n

s\u0103-l \u00eenve\u0163e s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 creasc\u0103.<\/p>\n

Trimite-i, Doamne, lumina Iubirii Tale,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 alunge \u00eentunericul nefiin\u0163ei din jurul lui<\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103-i arate calea devenirii.<\/p>\n

Ocrote\u015fte-o, Doamne,<\/p>\n

\u015fi pe Mama cea binecuv\u00e2ntat\u0103 de Slava Ta,<\/p>\n

vegheaz\u0103 asupra ei,<\/p>\n

d\u0103-i putere s\u0103-l creasc\u0103 acolo,<\/p>\n

ascuns \u00een matricea gemei,<\/p>\n

\u00eenv\u0103luit \u00een c\u0103ldura cea miraculoas\u0103<\/p>\n

a Iubirii.<\/p>\n

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GEMA\u00a0 II <\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0(31.7.12)<\/p>\n

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Tu, fiin\u0163\u0103 minuscul\u0103 \u015fi at\u00e2t de dorit\u0103,<\/p>\n

\u00eenconjurat\u0103 de oceane de iubire,<\/p>\n

acolo,\u00a0 \u00een mijlocul gemei tale,<\/p>\n

nu te teme de \u00eentunericul dimprejurul t\u0103u,<\/p>\n

c\u0103 nu este \u00eentuneric ci iubirea cea ocrotitoare,<\/p>\n

care te ascunde \u00een desi\u015ful m\u00e2ng\u00e2ierilor ei<\/p>\n

spre a te proteja.<\/p>\n

Nu trebuie s\u0103 te temi,<\/p>\n

trebuie s\u0103 crezi \u00een dragostea cea omniprezent\u0103,<\/p>\n

gata oric\u00e2nd<\/p>\n

s\u0103 te \u00eencurajeze cu alintarea sa,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 te protejeze cu fiin\u0163a sa,<\/p>\n

s\u0103-\u0163i lumineze cochilia pre\u0163ioas\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00een care te sim\u0163i izolat\u0103 \u015fi \u00een nesiguran\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n

cu stelele sufletului,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 te poarte\u00a0 la s\u00e2nul Mamei,<\/p>\n

\u00een care tot universul este cuprins.<\/p>\n

M\u00e2inile cele iubitoare ale lui Dumnezeu,<\/p>\n

te poart\u0103 \u015fi te sus\u0163in<\/p>\n

cu Dragostea Lui cea nest\u00e2r\u015fit\u0103<\/p>\n

pe drumul c\u0103tre Lumina Vie\u0163ii,<\/p>\n

unde te a\u015fteapt\u0103 sufletele celor care te iubesc.<\/p>\n

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G E M A\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 III\u00a0 <\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0(25.8.12)<\/p>\n

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Cum o duci tu acolo,<\/p>\n

fiin\u0163\u0103 primordial\u0103,\u00a0 singur\u0103, micu\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n

\u00eenconjurat\u0103 de \u00eentuneric,<\/p>\n

\u00een mijlocul\u00a0 pulsatiilor cosmosului t\u0103u ,<\/p>\n

\u015fi oare ce visuri \u00ee\u0163i \u0163in de ur\u00e2t,<\/p>\n

povestindu-\u0163i despre via\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n

despre bucuria de a tr\u0103i,<\/p>\n

despre lumin\u0103,<\/p>\n

despre iubirea care\u00a0 te-a adus<\/p>\n

c\u0103tre lumea asta,<\/p>\n

care, poate, acum \u00ee\u0163i pare c\u0103 nu exist\u0103,<\/p>\n

dar care te a\u015fteapt\u0103<\/p>\n

cu\u00a0 sufletele \u00eenc\u0103rcate\u00a0 de iubire<\/p>\n

\u015fi de bucuria a\u015ftept\u0103rii.<\/p>\n

Ocrote\u015fte-o Doamne,<\/p>\n

\u00een c\u0103u\u015ful iubirii Tale nem\u0103rginite,<\/p>\n

vegheaz\u0103-i \u015fi luminez\u0103-i Doamne,<\/p>\n

drumul c\u0103tre via\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n

c\u0103tre iubirea Mamei \u015fi a Tat\u0103lui,<\/p>\n

\u015fi dezv\u0103luie-i Doamne, miracolul vie\u0163ii \u015fi al frumuse\u0163ii.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0G E M A\u00a0\u00a0 IV<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 (5. 9. 12 )<\/p>\n

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Bine te-am reg\u0103sit,<\/p>\n

suflet ginga\u015f.<\/p>\n

Cum o duci tu acolo,<\/p>\n

\u00een culcu\u015ful gemei tale<\/p>\n

care te ocrote\u015fte \u015fi te cre\u015fte?<\/p>\n

Nu \u0163i-am scris\u00a0 dou\u0103 s\u00eept\u0103m\u00e2ni lungi,<\/p>\n

dar s\u0103 nu crezi c\u0103 te-am uitat,<\/p>\n

zilnic m-am g\u00e2ndit la tine<\/p>\n

cu inima plin\u0103 de iubire,<\/p>\n

a\u015fept\u00e2nd vestea ta,<\/p>\n

care a venit ast\u0103sear\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi ne-a umplut sufletele de bucurie.<\/p>\n

Ne spui c\u0103 e\u015fti b\u0103ie\u0163elul nostru cel cuminte,<\/p>\n

acolo \u00een c\u0103ldura trupului Mamei tale,<\/p>\n

care te ocrote\u015fte cu propria ei fiin\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n

pe tine, miracol al iubirii<\/p>\n

\u015fi al binecuv\u00e2nt\u0103rii Tat\u0103lui Ceresc,<\/p>\n

pe care \u00eel rug\u0103m s\u0103 te ocroteasc\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 te ajute pe calea c\u0103tre lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 GEMA\u00a0\u00a0 V<\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 (24, 09.12)<\/p>\n

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Asear\u0103 mi-a adus maic\u0103-ta veste de\u00a0 la tine.<\/p>\n

Te felicit c\u0103 ai crescut<\/p>\n

\u015fi c\u0103 \u0163i-ai f\u0103cut sim\u0163it\u0103 prezen\u0163a!<\/p>\n

Trebuie s\u0103 mai ai pu\u0163intic\u0103 r\u0103bdare,<\/p>\n

\u015fi o s\u0103 ne cunoa\u015ftem.<\/p>\n

Noi ne preg\u0103tim de<\/p>\n

miraculoasa \u00eent\u00e2lnire de pe acum.<\/p>\n

Eu o\u00a0 s\u0103-\u0163i scriu o poezioar\u0103 \u015fi o povestioar\u0103.<\/p>\n

Abia a\u015ftept!<\/p>\n

P\u00e2n\u0103 vii, \u00eel rog pe Bunul Dumnezeu s\u0103 te ocroteasc\u0103,<\/p>\n

iar pe Ingera\u015ful t\u0103u s\u0103 te \u0163in\u0103 de m\u00e2nu\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103-\u0163i arate drumul spre lumina lumii<\/p>\n

\u015fi spre lumina iubirii.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0GEMA\u00a0\u00a0 VI <\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0(2. 10. 12)<\/p>\n

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Asear\u0103 a venit m\u0103mica Nana<\/p>\n

cu un mald\u0103r de poze cu tine.<\/p>\n

Ai crescut mult de c\u00e2nd<\/p>\n

nu te-am mai v\u0103zut eu.<\/p>\n

Tare m-am mai bucurat!<\/p>\n

Mi-a venit s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng de emo\u0163ie,<\/p>\n

dar m-am temut s\u0103 nu m\u0103 certe maic\u0103-ta<\/p>\n

\u015fi mi-am st\u0103p\u00e2nit euforia,<\/p>\n

dar dup\u0103 ce a\u0163i plecat<\/p>\n

am dansat de bucurie.<\/p>\n

E\u015fti b\u0103iat mare, ce mai!<\/p>\n

\u015ei frumos!<\/p>\n

\u015ei ai un nume de toat\u0103 frumuse\u0163ea:<\/p>\n

Valeriu! \u201eCel puternic\u201d.<\/p>\n

S\u0103 fii a\u015fa cum \u00ee\u0163i este \u015fi numele!<\/p>\n

\u00ce\u0163i mul\u0163umim, Bunule P\u0103rinte,<\/p>\n

c\u0103 ne-ai ascultat rug\u0103min\u0163ile pe care<\/p>\n

le-am \u00een\u0103l\u0163at c\u0103tre Tine,<\/p>\n

din profunzimile sufletelor,<\/p>\n

inimilor \u015fi iubirilor noastre<\/p>\n

\u015fi ai grij\u0103 de minunea pe care ne-ai d\u0103ruit-o.<\/p>\n

Ajut\u0103-l s\u0103 creasc\u0103 mare \u015fi puternic.<\/p>\n

Te rug\u0103m, Doamne,<\/p>\n

vegheaz\u0103 asupra lui<\/p>\n

cu dragostea \u015fi mila Ta,<\/p>\n

\u015fi de acum \u00eenainte,<\/p>\n

de-a lungul \u00eentregii sale vie\u0163i.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0GEMA\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 VII <\/strong>\u00a0\u00a0(2. 2. 13)<\/p>\n

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Ziua ta cea dint\u00e2i pe lumea asta.<\/p>\n

Ai venit, tu ,<\/p>\n

Binecuv\u00e2nare din ceruri<\/p>\n

pentru Mama ta\u00a0 \u015fi pentru Tat\u0103l t\u0103u.<\/p>\n

\u015ei pentru noi, to\u0163i ceilal\u0163i.<\/p>\n

Fii binevenit printre oameni !<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Rug\u0103ciune<\/strong><\/p>\n

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O, P\u0103rinte,<\/p>\n

Caut\u0103-mi inima \u00een r\u0103suflarea ghe\u0163arilor<\/p>\n

\u00eenchi\u015fi de ve\u015fnicii \u00een negurile pe\u015fterilor;<\/p>\n

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Caut\u0103-mi g\u00e2ndurile \u00een crucea v\u0103zduhului<\/p>\n

unde se\u00a0 lovesc toate stihiile \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163iei\u00a0 Tale;<\/p>\n

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Caut\u0103-mi trupul umflat \u015fi murdar sub<\/p>\n

r\u0103d\u0103cinile p\u0103catelor ce cresc ca s\u0103lciile<\/p>\n

g\u0103unoase l\u00e2ng\u0103 apa vie\u0163ii;<\/p>\n

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G\u0103se\u015fte-mi-le, Doamne, \u015fi adun\u0103-le dinaintea<\/p>\n

bun\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii Tale, spal\u0103-mi-le cu lacrimile Tale<\/p>\n

de P\u0103rinte iert\u0103tor \u015fi purific\u0103-mi-le cu<\/p>\n

flac\u0103ra puterii Tale divine de tot ce e rugin\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi putreziciune \u00een ele \u015fi las\u0103 din mine, doar<\/p>\n

un pumn de cenu\u015f\u0103 curat\u0103;<\/p>\n

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Amestec-o cu s\u00e2ngele din r\u0103nile palmelor<\/p>\n

Tale \u015fi pl\u0103m\u0103de\u015fte din ea un nou Adam,<\/p>\n

purificat, iar pe mine nu m\u0103 mai scoate<\/p>\n

din coasta lui, ci las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc \u00een el<\/p>\n

\u015fi prin el, p\u00e2n\u0103 la sf\u00e2r\u015fitul lumii<\/p>\n

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1966<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 G\u00e2nduri p\u0103c\u0103toase<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu prea \u015ftim noi,<\/em><\/p>\n

cei tr\u0103i\u0163i numai printre necazuri,<\/em><\/p>\n

cum s\u0103 ne purt\u0103m \u015fi s\u0103 g\u00e2ndim<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00een caz de bucurie.<\/em><\/p>\n

Mereu ne e team\u0103 c\u0103 ceva n-o s\u0103 mearg\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u0103 ceva r\u0103u se poate \u00eent\u00e2mpla.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu \u015ftim s\u0103 ne bucur\u0103m.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sau sunt numai eu <\/em><\/p>\n

cu zdroaba mereu!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00cemi vine mai u\u015for,<\/em><\/p>\n

mai natural,<\/em><\/p>\n

mai de la sine<\/em><\/p>\n

s\u0103 spun o mul\u0163umire<\/em><\/p>\n

Domnului,<\/em><\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t o rug\u0103ciune!<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd cer ceva \u00eemi pare<\/em><\/p>\n

o \u00eendr\u0103zneal\u0103, o ob\u0103znicie.<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar c\u00e2nd se petrece ceva<\/em><\/p>\n

frumos \u015fi bun,<\/em><\/p>\n

este numai bun\u0103voin\u0163a Sa.<\/em><\/p>\n

Omul tr\u0103ie\u015fte cu necazurle<\/em><\/p>\n

cum tr\u0103ie\u015fte cu aerul:<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd respir\u0103 ozon i se pare minunat,<\/em><\/p>\n

neobi\u015fnuit, de excep\u0163ie.<\/em><\/p>\n

Nici nu \u015ftii cum s\u0103 g\u00e2nde\u015fti<\/em><\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd e\u015fti fericit!<\/em><\/p>\n

La necaz \u00ee\u0163i umbl\u0103 mintea<\/em><\/p>\n

cu mult\u0103 fantezie!<\/em><\/p>\n

Nu mai sf\u00e2r\u015fe\u015fte cu detaliile,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu variantele,<\/em><\/p>\n

cu posibilit\u0103\u0163ile.<\/em><\/p>\n

La bucurie, r\u0103m\u00e2ne mut\u0103, prostit\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu g\u0103se\u015fte cuvintele,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu g\u0103se\u015fte imagina\u0163ia –<\/em><\/p>\n

a pierdut-o pe undeva, printre nefericiri.<\/em><\/p>\n

Psihicul, \u00een schimb,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00ee\u015fi schimb\u0103 starea<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi astfel o schimb\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

si pe cea a fizicului:<\/em><\/p>\n

nu te mai doare nimic,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi de te doare, ce dac\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

Tu ai alte preocup\u0103ri, elevate, <\/em><\/p>\n

aceste probleme<\/em><\/p>\n

ale materialit\u0103\u0163ii,<\/em><\/p>\n

nu te mai intereseaz\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

se retrag pe undeva<\/em><\/p>\n

prin subsolul sim\u0163urilor-<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015fi nu le mai iei \u00een seam\u0103!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei culmea,<\/em><\/p>\n

trec de la sine!<\/em><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd e\u015fti bucuros<\/em><\/p>\n

fredonezi, \u0163op\u0103i,<\/em><\/p>\n

te sc\u0103l\u00e2mb\u0103i, te proste\u015fti,<\/em><\/p>\n

ce mai…<\/em><\/p>\n

Dar c\u00e2nd e\u015fti trist,<\/em><\/p>\n

Doamne,<\/em><\/p>\n

ce gesturi tragice,<\/em><\/p>\n

pl\u00e2ngi, te t\u00e2ngui, e\u015fti apatic,<\/em><\/p>\n

ai privirea stins\u0103, te t\u0103v\u0103li,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00ee\u0163i smulgi p\u0103rul…<\/em><\/p>\n

Un \u00eentreg evantai<\/em><\/p>\n

de posibilit\u0103\u0163i…<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei parc\u0103,<\/em><\/p>\n

din ce e\u015fti mai nefericit,<\/em><\/p>\n

de-aia \u00ee\u0163i vin mai multe op\u0163iuni!<\/em><\/p>\n

O fi fiind firea omului<\/em><\/p>\n

machetat\u0103 pe tragedie?<\/em><\/p>\n

O fi drama mai fireasc\u0103 <\/em><\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t fericirea?<\/em><\/p>\n

O fi nefericirea starea normal\u0103<\/em><\/p>\n

a spiritului omenesc?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015ei la teatru<\/em><\/p>\n

ceea ce ne atinge cel mai mult<\/em><\/p>\n

nu e siropul fericirii,<\/em><\/p>\n

ci otrava tragediei!<\/em><\/p>\n

Vorbesc cu p\u0103cat?<\/em><\/p>\n

Iart\u0103-m\u0103, Doamne!<\/p>\n

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Copila<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

De atunci, de c\u00e2nd s-a n\u0103scut,<\/p>\n

toate g\u00e2ndurile, visele,<\/p>\n

preocup\u0103rile,<\/p>\n

aspira\u0163iile\u00a0 noastre<\/p>\n

s-au centrat \u00een jurul acestui<\/p>\n

s\u00e2mbura\u015f de lumin\u0103,<\/p>\n

ca ni\u015fte fluturi vr\u0103ji\u0163i de atrac\u0163ia iubirii,<\/p>\n

c\u0103ruia i-am d\u0103ruit tot sufletul,<\/p>\n

toat\u0103 inima \u015fi toat\u0103 via\u0163a.<\/p>\n

\u015ei acum,<\/p>\n

dup\u0103 aproape 40 de ani,<\/p>\n

tot pe acolo plutesc ele,<\/p>\n

g\u00e2ndurile, visele, preocup\u0103rile,<\/p>\n

aspira\u0163iile noastre,<\/p>\n

iluminate de dragostea<\/p>\n

necondi\u0163ionat\u0103 \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 de sf\u00e2r\u015fit,<\/p>\n

a p\u0103rin\u0163ilor pentru copilul lor!<\/p>\n

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C\u00e2t\u0103 fericire,<\/p>\n

c\u00e2t\u0103 bucurie\u00a0 s\u0103 por\u0163i \u00een bra\u0163e,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 str\u00e2ngi la piept<\/p>\n

acest miracol al vie\u0163ii,<\/p>\n

acest dar binecuv\u00e2ntat de la Dumnezeu!<\/p>\n

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Bucurii de p\u0103rinte<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

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C\u00e2t de minunat s\u0103-i ascul\u0163i respira\u0163ia<\/p>\n

\u00een \u00eentunericul nop\u0163ilor,<\/p>\n

g\u00e2nguritul de porumbel<\/p>\n

vesel de lumina soarelui,<\/p>\n

s\u0103-i urm\u0103re\u015fti primii pa\u015fi<\/p>\n

nesiguri, tremura\u0163i,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 p\u00e2nde\u015fti primul cuv\u00eent rostit (Ta-ta),<\/p>\n

s\u0103-i ascul\u0163i prima recitare, primul c\u00e2ntec,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 urm\u0103re\u015fti cu emo\u0163ie cum<\/p>\n

p\u0103\u015fe\u015fte prima oar\u0103 pe poarta \u015fcolii,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 te duci la serb\u0103rile de sf\u00e2r\u015fit de an,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 a\u015ftep\u0163i la poarta liceului<\/p>\n

s\u0103 ias\u0103 de la examenul de admitere,<\/p>\n

s\u0103-\u0163i tremure genunchii \u00een a\u015fteptarea listelor!<\/p>\n

Apoi,, c\u00e2te emo\u0163ii,<\/p>\n

dar \u015fi c\u00e2t\u0103 m\u00e2ndrie s\u0103 urm\u0103re\u015fti<\/p>\n

preotul c\u00e2nt\u00e2nd \u201eIsaiia d\u0103n\u0163uieste\u201d<\/p>\n

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Doamne, \u00ee\u0163i mul\u0163umim<\/p>\n

pentru toate aceste bucurii<\/p>\n

cu care ne-ai binecuv\u00e2ntat!<\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Rug\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n


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Doamne, iart\u0103-m\u0103 pentru c\u0103 nu nu \u015ftiu s\u0103 m\u0103 rog !<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

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\u015etiu numai s\u0103 cer !<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

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De parc\u0103 datoria ta ar fi<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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s\u0103 ne indeplinesti nou\u0103,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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oamenilor, toate cererile.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

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Nu, Doamne, nu cred asta<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

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\u015fi nici nu pot s\u0103-mi dep\u0103\u015fesc jena<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

\n

de a-\u0162i cere \u00een fiecare sear\u0103 favoruri<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

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minore \u015fi egoiste.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\n

A\u015f vrea s\u0103 Te \u00een\u0163eleg mai profund,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

\n

s\u0103 m\u0103 apropii de Tine.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

\n

Numai c\u0103 nu \u015ftiu cum.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u015etiu doar c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 fiu mai bun\u0103,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

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s\u0103 iubesc oamenii,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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pe to\u0163i, nu doar pe cei apropia\u0163i.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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S\u0103-i ajut!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Dar nu pot s\u0103 fac mare lucru.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Dac\u0103 a\u015f avea avere, mi-ar fi u\u015for…<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

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Oamenii se bucur\u0103 mai mult<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

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pentru c\u00e2\u0163iva b\u0103nu\u0163i,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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dec\u00e2t pentru iubire \u015fi compasiune,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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astea nu \u0163in de foame \u015fi de cald.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Pot s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng de mila lor,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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dar asta nu-i ajut\u0103 cu nimic.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Nu pot fi Maica Tereza, de\u015fi mi-a\u015f dori.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Nu sunt printre cei ale\u015fi \u015fi nu stiu ce s\u0103 fac.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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A\u015f vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 pot ridica doar pu\u0163in<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

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deasupra condi\u0163iei mele,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

 <\/p>\n

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poate a\u015f avea alt\u0103 perspectiv\u0103,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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poate Te-a\u015f sim\u0163i mai aproape,<\/p>\n

poate a\u015f putea \u00een\u0163elege mai multe.<\/p>\n

Dar nu sunt \u00een stare s\u0103 m\u0103 autodep\u0103\u015fesc!<\/p>\n

E vina mea, dar nu g\u0103sesc calea.<\/p>\n

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Eu \u015ftiu c\u0103 mereu am iubit oamenii,<\/p>\n

\u015ftiu c\u0103 n-am ur\u00e2t pe nimeni, niciodat\u0103,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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chiar dac\u0103 mi-au f\u0103cut r\u0103u. I-am iertat.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u015etiu c\u0103 am \u00eemp\u0103r\u0163it cu ceital\u0163i aproape tot ce-am avut.<\/p>\n

Am regretat gre\u015felile f\u0103cute<\/p>\n

\u015fi m\u0103 rog \u00een fiecare sear\u0103 pentru iertare.<\/p>\n

Nu spun asta ca s\u0103 m\u0103 laud, c\u0103 ce bun\u0103 sunt eu,<\/p>\n

ci ca s\u0103-mi dau seama<\/p>\n

ce a\u015f putea face de-acum \u00eenainte,<\/p>\n

de\u015fi timpul r\u0103m\u00e2ne tot mai pu\u0163in cu<\/p>\n

fiecare zi ce trece<\/p>\n

\u015fi nu vreau ca \u00een ultima zi<\/p>\n

s\u0103-mi dau seama<\/p>\n

c\u0103 n-am f\u0103cut ceva ce a\u015f fi putut face<\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 regret.<\/p>\n

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\u015etiu c\u0103 eu trebuie s\u0103 Te caut, dar unde?<\/p>\n

Te-am c\u0103utat \u00een c\u0103r\u0163i,<\/p>\n

\u00een \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103turile altora, mai de\u015ftep\u0163i,<\/p>\n

lumina\u0163i. sfin\u0163i.<\/p>\n

Dar am r\u0103mas tot cu nesiguran\u0163a \u015fi ne\u015ftiin\u0163a<\/p>\n

care m-au \u00eenconjurat de-alungul vie\u0163ii.<\/p>\n

Te-am c\u0103utat \u015fi \u00een\u0103untrul meu,<\/p>\n

am b\u00e2jb\u00e2it prin intuneric<\/p>\n

pe-aproape de erezie.<\/p>\n

M-am \u00eenfrico\u015fat \u015fi-am evitat<\/p>\n

s\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc.<\/p>\n

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Doamne, nu te caut pentru<\/p>\n

a Te trage de m\u00e2nec\u0103 cu cererile mele.<\/p>\n

Te caut pentru c\u0103 m\u0103 simt singur\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi nesigur\u0103 \u00een apropierea Neantului<\/p>\n

\u015fi am nevoie de Tine, Doamne,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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pentru a putea trece dincolo<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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cu credin\u0163\u0103, cu speran\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n

cu fericire, \u015fi cu inima u\u015foar\u0103<\/p>\n

pentru c\u0103 \u015ftiu c\u0103 vei veghea<\/p>\n

asupra tuturor celor pe care<\/p>\n

\u0162i-i las \u00een grij\u0103.<\/p>\n

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Vreau s\u0103 te simt aproape de mine<\/p>\n

a\u015fa cum te-am sim\u0163it \u00een<\/p>\n

visul acela din copil\u0103rie,<\/p>\n

\u00een care m\u0103 pr\u0103bu\u015feam \u00een abis<\/p>\n

\u015fi eu Te-am strigat:<\/p>\n

\u201eDoamneee!\u201d<\/p>\n

cum a\u015f fi strigat-o pe mama,<\/p>\n

iar Tu m-ai oprit!<\/p>\n

N-am mai c\u0103zut \u015fi m-am trezit<\/p>\n

mul\u0163umindu-\u0162i.<\/p>\n

Abia acum realizez c\u0103<\/p>\n

ai vegheat asupra mea<\/p>\n

de-a lungul vie\u0163ii \u00eentregi,<\/p>\n

c\u0103 mi-ai iertat nenum\u0103ratele gre\u015feli,<\/p>\n

c\u0103 nu m-ai pedepsit cum a\u015f fi meritat.<\/p>\n

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\u00ce\u0163i mul\u0163umesc pentru G.<\/p>\n

care este un om minunat,<\/p>\n

cum cred c\u0103 pu\u0163ini exist\u0103,<\/p>\n

cu care m-am potrivit \u00eenc\u0103 de la \u00eenceput,<\/p>\n

complet\u00e2ndu.ne reciproc,<\/p>\n

sprijinindu-ne unul pe um\u0103rul celuilalt<\/p>\n

\u00een tot ce am f\u0103cut \u00een via\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n

Apoi mi-ai d\u0103ruit-o pe Fata noastr\u0103,<\/p>\n

un copil cu suflet mare,<\/p>\n

iubitor, curat, cinstit,<\/p>\n

pe care o iubesc din tot sufletul<\/p>\n

\u015fi c\u0103reia \u00eei mul\u0163umesc<\/p>\n

pentru fericirea \u015fi \u00eempliniea<\/p>\n

pe care mi le-a adus \u00een via\u0163\u0103 \u015fi \u00een inim\u0103<\/p>\n

prin iubirea \u015fi prezen\u0163a ei.<\/p>\n

Mi-ai d\u0103ruit \u015fi talent,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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pe care nu am \u015ftiut s\u0103-l pre\u0163uiesc<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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cum s-ar fi cuvenit.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Dac\u0103 a\u015f fi fost mai de\u015fteapt\u0103<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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a\u015f fi putut face mai mult.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Mi-ai d\u0103ruit \u015fi s\u0103n\u0103tate;<\/p>\n

n-am fost grav bolnav\u0103 niciodat\u0103.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Pentru toate aceste daruri<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u00ee\u0163i mul\u0163umesc.<\/p>\n

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Te rog, Doamne,<\/p>\n

d\u0103-mi incredere \u00een mine.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u00centinde-mi M\u00e2na Ta<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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pe calea de intoarcere la Tine,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u00eent\u0103re\u015fte.m\u0103 \u00een credin\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u015fi fere\u015fte-m\u0103 de r\u0103t\u0103cire.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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Amin.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n


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