{"id":27199,"date":"2016-09-02T05:22:24","date_gmt":"2016-09-02T05:22:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=27199"},"modified":"2016-09-02T05:22:41","modified_gmt":"2016-09-02T05:22:41","slug":"anatol-covali-versuri-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2016\/09\/02\/anatol-covali-versuri-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Anatol COVALI: Versuri"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ca \u015fi voi<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Din prea mult\u0103 iubire mi-am pus
\nal meu suflet din lacrimi s\u0103 c\u00e2nte
\nr\u0103stignirea la care-s supus
\nc\u00e2nd bat cuie-n ar\u00edpile-mi fr\u00e2nte.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ca \u015fi voi, dragi prieteni, suport
\ns\u0103 tr\u0103iesc umilit \u00een mizerii
\n\u015fi pe umeri \u00eentruna s\u0103 port
\ncu ru\u015fine povara puterii.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sunt un sclav umilit, ca \u015fi mul\u0163i
\ndintre voi, obligat s\u0103 ia-n seam\u0103
\npe ace\u015fti paranoici ocul\u0163i
\ncare-n jur risipesc numai team\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N-am curaj spre \u00eenalt s\u0103 privesc
\n\u015fi din crunt\u0103 durere s\u0103 m\u00e2r\u00eei.
\nMi se pare aproape firesc
\nc\u0103 prin m\u00e2lul durerii m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u00e2i.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei chiar dac\u0103 \u00een mine de mult
\ne un iure\u015f cumplit de regrete,
\nnu-ndr\u0103znesc s\u0103 m\u0103-nchipui tumult
\nsau izvor \u00een a chinului sete.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ca \u015fi voi \u00eencontinuu a\u015ftept
\ns\u0103 \u00eei v\u0103d pe-ai drept\u0103\u0163ii sfin\u0163i \u00eengeri
\nar\u0103t\u00e2ndu-ne drumul cel drept
\n\u015fi oprind ale noastre \u00eenfr\u00e2ngeri.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Resemnat stau \u00een trist \u015fi visez
\nla o bl\u00e2nd\u0103 \u015fi cald\u0103 lumin\u0103,
\nc\u00e2nd din al \u00eemplinirilor miez
\nva mu\u015fca bucuria-mi deplin\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei m\u0103 fac c\u0103 nu \u015ftiu c\u00e2t de dens
\neste zbuciumul ce m\u0103 fr\u0103m\u00e2nt\u0103,
\nc\u00e2nd \u00een lipsa aceasta de sens
\nal meu suflet din lacrime c\u00e2nt\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Din genunchi<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

St\u00e2nd tot timpu-n genunchi
\n\u015fi cu ochii-n p\u0103m\u00e2nt
\nsimt doar sil\u0103-n r\u0103runchi
\n\u015fi doar bocete c\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei triste\u0163ea din jur
\ncurge-n mine intens
\npe c\u00e2nd stau \u015fi-mi \u00eendur
\nlipsa crunt\u0103 de sens.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N-am curajul s\u0103 strig
\n\u015fi privesc resemnat
\ndin al spaimelor frig
\nc\u0103tre ceru-nnorat.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei \u00een timp ce m\u0103 fr\u00e2ng
\n\u00een al vie\u0163ii delir
\nn-am putere s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng
\n\u015fi-n regret m\u0103 de\u015fir.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Biata inima mea
\neste numai un cord
\nde c\u00eend sufletu-n ea
\ne deja-n polul nord.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nu mai \u015ftiu cine sunt
\n\u015fi ce rost am avut
\nde c\u00e2nd umblu prin crunt
\nprecaut \u015fi pierdut.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nu mai cred, nu mai sper
\nc-o s\u0103 vin\u0103-acea zi
\nc\u00eend \u00een tristul meu ger
\nprim\u0103var\u0103 va fi,<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

C\u0103ci sub multul meu fard
\npus direct pe minuni,
\nnu mai simt dac\u0103 ard
\nai speran\u0163ei t\u0103ciuni.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Un oarecare<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00cei v\u0103d pe vinova\u0163i, dar tac
\nfiindc\u0103 nu vreau s\u0103-mi tulbur clipa
\n\u00een care-ntruna m\u0103 complac
\nde c\u00e2nd mi-am \u00eenceput risipa.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ei sunt prea mari, eu sunt prea mic
\n\u015fi n-are rost s\u0103 fac pe durul,
\nc\u00e2nd tot complice \u015fi chitic
\ntace mereu jur \u00eemprejurul.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

E resemnare peste tot
\n\u015fi e u\u015for s\u0103 stai al\u0103turi
\nde fiecare jalnic ciot
\nce putreze\u015fte sub om\u0103turi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Din zi \u00een zi e tot mai greu,
\ndar nu-ndr\u0103znesc nicio revolt\u0103
\n\u015fi prin ne\u00eempliniri mereu
\nvia\u0163a-mi se plimb\u0103 dezinvolt\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

La ce-a\u015f striga c\u0103 nu mai pot
\ns\u0103 mai suport al\u0103turi furii,
\nc\u00e2nd ciuturile spaimei scot
\ndin via\u0163\u0103 doar n\u0103molul urii.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Pot sta \u00een disperare treaz,
\ndar nu-mi pot cere mie \u00eensumi
\ns\u0103 fiu un timp m\u0103car viteaz
\n\u015fi brusc s\u0103 dezertez din pl\u00e2nsu-mi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei nu sunt singur, cei mai mul\u0163i
\nmerg ca \u015fi mine prin durere
\ncu ochii umezi \u015fi descul\u0163i
\nde c\u00e2nd au \u00eencetat s\u0103 spere.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

C\u0103ci nu mai este nici un \u0163el,
\ntoate se surp\u0103-n disperare
\nde c\u00e2nd tr\u0103iesc mereu la fel
\n\u015fi de c\u00e2nd par un oarecare.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Doamne, Doamne !……<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Simt a\u015fa o grea\u0163\u0103 \u015fi \u00eemi vine
\ns\u0103 vomit pe tot ce e \u00een jur
\n\u015fi de mine \u00eensumi mi-e ru\u015fine
\nc\u0103 suport minciuna, c\u0103 \u00eendur.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ce umil \u00eemi plec supus grumazul
\n\u015fi m\u0103 fac c\u0103 nu v\u0103d cum mereu
\ncruzii mei st\u0103p\u00e2ni \u00eemi scuip\u0103-obrazul
\nmai ales c\u00e2nd via\u0163a mea-i la greu.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sclav am fost \u015fi o s\u0103 fiu \u00eentruna
\nc\u0103ci nu am o brum\u0103 de curaj.
\nPier \u00een mine una c\u00e2te una
\nstelele speran\u0163ei \u00een picaj.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sunt o balt\u0103 neagr\u0103 \u015fi st\u0103tut\u0103
\nunde via\u0163\u0103 nu mai e deloc,
\nde c\u00e2nd totu-n mine e derut\u0103
\n\u015fi de c\u00e2nd de mine \u00ee\u015fi bat joc.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei cei mari exult\u0103 de pl\u0103cere,
\nse f\u0103lesc cu risipirea mea
\n\u015fi-mi mai dau r\u00e2z\u00e2nd \u00eenc-o durere
\nca s\u0103-mi fac\u0103 via\u0163a \u015fi mai grea.<\/p>\n

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\u015ei eu rabd mereu z\u00e2mbind ca prostul,
\nzi de zi mai g\u00e2rbov \u015fi mai fr\u00e2nt,
\n\u00eendur tot \u015fi cred c-a\u015fa e rostul
\nvie\u0163ii mele pe acest p\u0103m\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Sufletul meu doarme, l\u00e2nceze\u015fte,
\ns\u00e2ngele meu curge ca un m\u00e2l,
\ninima-mi se face c\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u015fte
\nvia\u0163a trist\u0103, ca un Cernob\u00e2l.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Doamne, Doamne, d\u0103-mi te rog o palm\u0103,
\nc\u0103ci a\u015fa doar poate m\u0103 trezesc
\ndin aceast\u0103 existen\u0163\u0103 calm\u0103
\nunde nu tr\u0103iesc, ci putrezesc.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00cenvins<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Mai e cu putin\u0163\u0103 s\u0103-mi scot
\ndin neguri destinul perfid,
\nmai este posibil, mai pot
\ns\u0103 n-ajung un biet individ ?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

De-o via\u0163\u0103 m\u0103 chinui s\u0103 fiu
\nlivad\u0103 pe-al viselor glod.
\nS\u0103 fie deja prea t\u00e2rziu
\nca inima mea s\u0103 dea rod?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

A\u015f vrea s\u0103 \u0163\u00e2\u015fnesc furtunos
\nprin ale speran\u0163elor u\u015fi,
\ndar sunt tras tot timpul \u00een jos
\nde-ai cruntei puteri trep\u0103du\u015fi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ei vor s\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u00e2i mereu,
\ns\u0103 nu-ncerc nicic\u00e2nd niciun zbor,
\ns\u0103 gem \u00een durere \u015fi-n greu
\n\u015fi-ntruna mai mult s\u0103 cobor.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Doar astfel pot fi manevrat
\n\u015fi \u00een resemnare \u0163inut,
\ncu sufletul \u00eentemni\u0163at,
\npe cruci de regrete b\u0103tut.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00cencerc c\u00e2teodat\u0103 s\u0103 strig,
\ndar glasul mi-e jalnic \u015fi stins
\n\u015fi-n timp ce \u00een spaime e frig
\nm\u0103 simt disperat \u015fi \u00eenvins.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Puterea st\u0103p\u00e2n\u0103 pe ea
\ncontinu\u0103 cruntu-i dresaj
\n\u015fi-\u015fi pierde \u00eencet via\u0163a mea
\n\u015fi cel de pe urm\u0103 curaj.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei-a\u015fa \u00een\u0163eleg c\u0103-n zadar
\n\u00eencerc c\u00eeteodat\u0103 s\u0103 sper.
\nNu po\u0163i s\u0103 fii incendiar
\nc\u00eend jur \u00eemprejur e doar ger.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Via\u0163a aceasta<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Via\u0163a aceasta nu-i via\u0163\u0103,
\ne un potop de dureri,
\ndrumuri pierdute \u00een cea\u0163\u0103,
\ncare nu duc nic\u0103ieri.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ve\u015fnica ei pr\u0103bu\u015fire
\nprintre regrete \u015fi griji,
\n\u00een plin\u0103 nefericire,
\ne ca o ploaie de schiji.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Via\u0163a aceasta nefast\u0103
\nde-o jum\u0103tate de veac
\ne cea mai crunt\u0103 n\u0103past\u0103
\npentru s\u0103rmanul s\u0103rac,<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Care r\u0103bd\u00eend \u00eei \u00eendur\u0103
\npe cei mereu nes\u0103tui
\nce se \u00eembuib\u0103 \u015fi fur\u0103
\ndin s\u0103r\u0103ciile lui.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Via\u0163a aceasta-i gre\u015feal\u0103,
\ne un stupid accident
\nf\u0103cut de cei ce \u00een\u015fal\u0103,
\nde cei ce mint permanent.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nu Dumnezeu e de vin\u0103
\nc\u0103 st\u0103m \u00een lan\u0163uri, sub cnut,
\nEl ne-a n\u0103scut \u00een lumin\u0103,
\nnoi doar \u00een bezn\u0103 ne-am vrut.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Via\u0163a aceasta r\u0103m\u00eene
\ntot nefireasc\u0103 \u015fi grea,
\ndac\u0103 l\u0103s\u0103m ca \u015fi m\u00eeine
\ns\u0103 r\u00eed\u0103 ho\u0163ii de ea.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

E timpul sf\u00eent al trezirii
\ndin somnul greu \u015fi anost,
\nca \u00een lumina-mplinirii
\ns\u0103 ne afl\u0103m un alt rost.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Cadavru viu<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Dintr-o vreme nu mai am putere
\nnici s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng. Cu sufletul pustiu
\nmerg ca un besmetic prin durere
\n\u015fi m\u0103 simt ca un cadavru viu.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ce-a\u0163i f\u0103cut din mine for\u0163e slute
\nce asupra mea a\u0163i t\u0103b\u0103r\u00e2t,
\nc\u0103-mi simt eul terfelit cum pute
\n\u015fi arat\u0103 groaznic de ur\u00e2t?!<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

D\u00e8moni cruzi ai for\u0163ei nes\u0103tule,
\nniciodat\u0103 mul\u0163umi\u0163i deplin,
\ncon\u015ftiin\u0163e maculate, nule,
\nce purta\u0163i \u00een voi at\u00e2t meschin.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Mi-a\u0163i zdrobit a sufletului coast\u0103
\n\u015fi \u00een s\u00e2nge-al vostru duh inept
\nhohote\u015fte h\u00e2d, ca o n\u0103past\u0103,
\nc\u0103 mi-a\u015f scoate inima din piept.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N-am visat at\u00e2ta suferin\u0163\u0103
\n\u015fi voi vre\u0163i mai mult, mereu mai mult,
\nc\u00e2nd vede\u0163i c\u0103 tac \u00een neputin\u0163\u0103
\n\u015fi \u00een mine nu-i nici un tumult.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bucuria voastr\u0103 e imens\u0103
\n\u015fi v\u0103 d\u0103 \u00een r\u0103u mai mult av\u00e2nt,
\ncu c\u00eet jalea mea e mai intens\u0103
\n\u015fi cu c\u00e2t mai mult sunt la p\u0103m\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Dar sunt sigur c\u0103 veni-va ora
\nc\u00e2nd voi scoate capul din n\u0103mol,
\nc\u0103ci dreptatea este-a tuturora,
\nnu ave\u0163i pe d\u00e2nsa monopol.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Fericit am s\u0103 v\u0103 scuip \u00een fa\u0163\u0103
\nf\u0103r\u0103 ca m\u0103car s\u0103 m\u0103-nfior
\n\u015fi-am s\u0103-mi pun atunci \u00eentreaga grea\u0163\u0103
\n\u00een scuipatul eliberator.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei ninge jale<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

E-at\u00e2ta jale-n Univers
\nde c\u00e2nd \u00een \u0163ara mea mereu
\ne cel mai \u00eempiedicat mers
\n\u015fi este greul cel mai greu.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Se sting \u015fi stelele de pl\u00e2ns
\nv\u0103z\u00e2nd cum numai \u00eentr-un loc,
\nmult binecuv\u00eentat, s-a str\u00e2ns
\nat\u00e2t bel\u015fug de nenoroc.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei Dumnezeu din tronul s\u0103u
\nprive\u015fte trist \u015fi resemnat
\nne-n\u0163eleg\u00e2nd cum de-at\u00e2t r\u0103u
\nnumai aici s-a adunat.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Stau \u00eengerii speria\u0163i \u015fi tri\u015fti
\nprivind cu groaz\u0103 \u015fi n\u0103uci
\npuzderia de jalnici cri\u015fti
\ndin milioanele de cruci.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei nu r\u0103sare niciun g\u00e2nd
\ncare s\u0103 fie salvator
\nal neamului acesta bl\u00e2nd
\ndin \u0163ara unicului dor.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

O lini\u015fte ca de morm\u00e2nt
\nse las\u0103 ca un giulgiu greu
\npe demnitatea ce s-a fr\u00e2nt
\nde c\u00e2nd st\u0103 \u00een genunchi mereu.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Un murmur nu-i, m\u0103car \u015fi-ncet,
\niar ochii sunt \u00eenchi\u015fi \u015fi orbi.
\nNumai durere \u015fi regret
\n\u015fi-ai resemn\u0103rii negri corbi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u015ei ninge jale \u00een destin
\n\u015fi bate-un v\u00e2nt rece \u015fi \u015fui,
\nfiindc\u0103 speran\u0163a, de-at\u00e2t chin,
\nnu arde-n ochii nim\u0103nui<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Triste\u0163e<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Ai speran\u0163ei luceferi se sting
\nr\u00e2nd pe r\u00e2nd \u015fi se pierd \u00een uitare,
\nde c\u00e2nd visele-mi nu mai \u00eenving
\n\u015fi cutreier\u0103 prin resemnare.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Cerul meu este sumbru \u015fi gol,
\nnoapte-ad\u00e2nc\u0103 \u00eemi intr\u0103 \u00een s\u00e2nge,
\ncare parc\u0103-i un negru n\u0103mol
\nde c\u00e2nd lacrimi din inim\u0103 str\u00e2nge.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Unde-s visele, unde s-au dus
\ndisperate c\u0103 n-au perspectiv\u0103
\n\u015fi sim\u0163indu-se c\u0103 sunt \u00een plus
\n\u00een aceast\u0103 cumplit\u0103 deriv\u0103?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0103 simt parc\u0103 murit-am demult,
\nnu-ndr\u0103znesc un suspin sau un geam\u0103t,
\nde c\u00e2nd nu mai colind prin tumult
\n\u015fi doar prin ne-mplinire sunt fream\u0103t.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Zi de zi mai renun\u0163 la un \u0163el,
\nmai \u00eennod de regret o durere
\n\u015fi tr\u0103iesc \u00eencontinuu la fel
\n\u00eentr-o ve\u015fnic\u0103 \u00eengenunchere.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

R\u00e2d de mine, cu hohot imens,
\ncei ce stau l\u00e2ng\u0103 tronul puterii
\nv\u0103z\u00e2nd lipsa de noim\u0103 \u015fi sens
\nc\u00e2nd \u00eencerc s\u0103 m\u0103 scol din mizerii.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Parc\u0103 n-a\u015f mai avea niciun rost
\npe a pl\u00e2ngerii vale abrupt\u0103,
\nde c\u00e2nd de disperare am fost
\n\u00eenfr\u00e2nt f\u0103r\u2019 s\u0103 fi dat nici o lupt\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Zi de zi \u00eemi sunt pa\u015fii mai grei
\n\u015fi mai plin de decep\u0163ii mi-e zborul.
\nF\u0103r\u0103 crez, f\u0103r\u0103 \u0163el \u015fi temei
\nintr\u0103-n anii mei tri\u015fti viitorul.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Anatol COVALI<\/strong><\/strong><\/p>\n

Bucure\u0219ti<\/strong><\/p>\n


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