{"id":27406,"date":"2016-09-16T18:25:15","date_gmt":"2016-09-16T18:25:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=27406"},"modified":"2016-09-16T18:31:08","modified_gmt":"2016-09-16T18:31:08","slug":"noima-devenirii-intru-fiinta","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2016\/09\/16\/noima-devenirii-intru-fiinta\/","title":{"rendered":"Noima devenirii \u00eentru fiin\u021b\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"

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NOIMA\u00a0 DEVENIRII \u00ceNTRU\u00a0 FIIN\u021a\u0102<\/p>\n

Viitorul nu trebuie s\u0103 exclud\u0103 fiin\u021ba (colocviu)<\/p>\n

Adev\u0103rata \u00eemplinire a no\u021biunii de \u201edevenire \u00eentru fiin\u021b\u0103\u201d – Eugen Dr\u0103ghici, Ninel \u021augui<\/p>\n

Poem de Gabriela T\u0103nase<\/p>\n

Adev\u0103r \u0219i revela\u021bie \u2013 Dumitru Dr\u0103ghicescu<\/p>\n

Poeme de Corneliu Zeana<\/p>\n

Florea Fugariu in memoriam \u2013 N. Georgescu, I. Andrei\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n

Poeme de Constantin\u00a0 Ab\u0103lu\u021b\u0103 \u0219i Toma George Maiorescu<\/p>\n

C\u00e2t de veche este credin\u021ba ortodox\u0103 \u2013 Mitiades Efthimiou<\/p>\n

Poem de Dorin Croitor<\/p>\n

Robert Calul de Pu\u0219i Dinulescu \u2013 scenometrie de George Anca<\/p>\n

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Colocviile de Mar\u021bi <\/a><\/strong><\/strong><\/p>\n

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Mar\u021bi 27 septembrie 2016, 5 pm, Calderon 39. <\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/a>Anul VII, nr. 9<\/a> (82).\u00a0 <\/a><\/p>\n

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Tema:\u00a0 Viitorul nu trebuie s\u0103 exclud\u0103 fiin\u021ba<\/a><\/p>\n

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Oaspete de onoare: Wienfried A. Senker (Germania)<\/a><\/p>\n

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Premier\u0103:<\/a><\/p>\n

Neculai Urs: <\/a>George Top\u00e2rceanu conferen\u021biind despre c\u0103r\u021bi<\/a><\/p>\n

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Interven\u021bii<\/a><\/p>\n

George Anca:<\/a> Devenire \/ fiin\u021b\u0103 la Dr\u0103ghicescu \u0219i Noica<\/a><\/p>\n

Pu\u0219i Dinulescu: Lectur\u0103-mi\u0219care-finisare<\/p>\n

Mihaela Munteanu: Fantomele operei<\/em><\/p>\n

Viorel Speteanu: B\u0103t\u0103lia de pe Dealul Spirii<\/em><\/p>\n

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Teatru de poezie <\/em><\/p>\n

Toma George Maiorescu, Constantin Ab\u0103lu\u021b\u0103, Gheorghe D\u0103nil\u0103, Gabriela T\u0103nase, Vali Pena, Dorin Croitor<\/p>\n

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Lans\u0103ri de carte<\/em><\/p>\n

Corneliu Zeana: C\u00e2nd va c\u0103dea o stea<\/em>, Betta, 2016<\/p>\n

Aristotel C. P\u00e2rvulescu: Eseuri<\/em>, Sem\u0103n\u0103torul, 2016<\/p>\n

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\u201cCelalalt Noica\u201d despre relatia de tensiune duioasa dintre filosoful Constantin Noica si fiul sau, parintele Rafail. <\/a><\/p>\n

ADEVARATA IMPLINIRE A NOIMEI NOTIUNII DE \u201cDEVENIRE INTRU FIINTA\u201d<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00een \u201dCuv\u00e2ntul Ortodox\u201d, 3-04-2013<\/p>\n

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\u201cSa nu ne trufim cu ce sintem, cu ce avem, caci pentru aceasta a pierdut poporul ales pe Mesia\u201d<\/p>\n

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Constantin Noica catre fiul sau, Rafail: \u201eFii implinit si fa ce vrei\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u2013 Parinte Rafail, spuneti-ne ceva despre filosoful Constantin Noica, tatal Dumneavoastra.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u2013 Nu prea stiu ce sa va spun. Pe tata l-am cunoscut foarte putin, fiindca din copilarie, nu stiu in ce an, au divortat parintii mei. Tata, fiind din neam de mosieri, iar mama avind origine \u201enesanatoasa\u201d, fiind engle\u00adzoaica, s-au gindit ca, daca se despart, o sa riscam mai putine lucruri care ne amenintau in regimul co\u00admunist si poate ca si mama se gindea sa-si recistige cetatenia britanica si sa ne ia si pe noi, copiii, in libertate, sa ne dea o educatie.<\/p>\n

La un moment dat, tata a avut domiciliu fortat in Cimpulung Muscel, iar noi ramasesem in Bucuresti. In \u201955 s-a repatriat mama si ne-am dus si noi, copiii, la ea. L-am cunoscut putin. Dupa moartea lui, din ar\u00adticole, am vazut ca era mai mult decit ce credeam eu. Ma gindeam, de exemplu \u2014 o sa va marturisesc si asta \u2014 ce face un filosof acum in Romania lui Ceausescu? Adica, \u201etara arde si baba se piaptana\u201d, cum se zice. Dar mi-am dat seama ca nu era asa de simplu si ca a fost si acolo o pronie a lui Dumnezeu. Filosofia lui nu o inteleg si inca nu pot sa citesc cartile tatei, fiindca nu pot intelege filosofia.<\/p>\n

\u00a0 \"\"<\/a>De cind a iesit din inchisoare, din \u201968, tata ne-a vizitat insa, in Anglia de trei ori si, in felul nostru, ne-am inteles din ce in ce mai bine pina cind, in \u201985 sau \u201986 cred, cind a venit ultima oara, ne-am despartit intr-o intelegere adinca, intr-o armonie adinca, pe ca\u00adre nu o puteam exprima in cuvinte, fiindca altul era limbajul lui, altul al meu. Dar simteam pe dedesubt un alt curent care ne unea si, intr-un fel, simteam in chemarea mea o mostenire de la tata<\/span>. Poate simtea si el, dupa cum s-a si exprimat, o implinire a lui prin fiul sau, care a venit la alta filosofie, la alta cultura.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Parinte Rafail, sa ne spuneti daca ati avea ceva sa reprosati tatalui Dumneavoastra pentru atitudinea domniei sale fata de Biserica Ortodoxa si in ceea ce priveste educatia ortodoxa sau mai putin ortodoxa pe care ati primit-o.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u2013 Am avut in tineretea mea momente de reprosuri si de razvratire, socotind ca nu ajungem la nimic in via\u00adta pentru ca parintii nu ne-au invatat. Tatal meu tre\u00adbuia sa devina calugar, nu filosof! Vreau sa spun nu\u00admai citeva cuvinte: in ultima mea convorbire cu tata i-am facut chiar reprosul acesta. Apropo de nu stiu ce, m-a intrebat:<\/p>\n

\u201eDragul meu, ai tu ceva sa-mi reprosezi?\u201d.<\/p>\n

Nu as fi vrut sa-l supar, fiindca trecusem de razvra\u00adtirile mele. Dar intr-o clipita, asa, m-am gindit ce sa-i spun? Si am simtit ca unui om ca el nu pot sa-i spun decit adevarul. Si i-am spus:<\/p>\n

\u201eDa, tata, am un repros sa-ti fac\u201d.<\/p>\n

Si i-a placut. Am luat citeva elemente din scrisorile lui in care, desi ma binecuvinta pentru calugaria mea in care am intrat, imi tot spunea:<\/p>\n

\u201eDa\u2019 poate mai faci si tu nitica cultura, da\u2019 poate mai inveti; da\u2019 poate intri la Universitate\u201d.<\/p>\n

Si atunci am spus:<\/p>\n

\u201eUite reprosul meu. Intr-o Scrisoare catre Rafail (cred ca s-a publicat undeva si in Romania, in care vorbea filosofilor lui din Franta)<\/a> ma intrebai de ce m-am calugarit; nu cumva m-a dezamagit lumea asta? Imi spuneai \u00abNu-ti reprosez, dar eu nu sint un tata ca acela care ar vrea sa-si sacrifice fiul lui Dumnezeu\u00bb\u201d.<\/p>\n

Si in\u00a0Scrisoarea catre Rafail <\/a>el propunea libertatea aceasta de a cauta ceea ce ma bucura si, daca, in definitiv, gasesc bucuria, deci daca ma gasesc implinit in calu\u00adgaria pe care el nu o intelegea in mod corect, acolo va fi adevarul meu. Si el ma binecuvinta in felul acesta: \u201eBucura-te si fa ce vrei!\u201d, parafrazind cuvintul Fericitu\u00adlui Augustin: \u201eIubeste pe Dumnezeu si fa ce vrei\u201d.<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a>Lumea moderna \u2014 despre care Noica spunea ca nu mai este o lume a iubirii \u2014 ar zice: \u201eCunoaste si fa ce \u00a0<\/a>Dar spunea:<\/p>\n

\u201cUite unde ne duce cunoasterea asta; la distrugerea omului si a lumii\u201d. Dar, cind te ga\u00adsesti implinit, eu iti zic: \u201eFii implinit si fa ce vrei!\u201d.<\/p>\n

Si, tata, ai spus in scrisoarea aia ca nu esti un om care sa sacrifice lui Dumnezeu pe unicul sau fiu. Si totusi, de cind ai iesit din inchisoare, din \u201968 pina astazi, m-ai tot indemnat spre o cultura, desi stii ca inca din co\u00adpilarie intre noi era chiar o tensiune, caci te intrebam:<\/p>\n

\u201eCe este acela un filosof, ca un potcovar face mai mult decit tine ca filosof?\u201c. Si m-ai indemnat mereu catre cultura, desi ai vazut ca nu am nici tragere, nici menire. Reprosul meu este acesta: \u201cSa stii ca lucrul caruia esti gata sa-ti sacrifici pe fiul tau unul nascut, acela iti este dumnezeu\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

Si tata a deschis bratele sa ma imbratiseze si mi-a zis:<\/p>\n

\u201eA, dragul meu, pe cuvintele astea ne putem desparti\u201d.<\/p>\n

I-a placut. Si asta am admirat la tata, ca i-a placut totdeauna sa fie batut la intrebarile si capcanele pe care ti le punea. As zice ca in general, as putea sa re\u00adprosez, dar ca reprosul nu te implineste si, ceea ce ai trait in viata ta nu este din intimplare, ci este o mani\u00adfestare a vointei lui Dumnezeu. Or, El mi-a dat atunci cuvint care \u2014 inchipuiti-va! \u2014 m-a apropiat de tata asa incit dupa conversatia asta (a fost ultima noastra con\u00advorbire, desi in ziua aceea am continuat sa vorbim) sa-mi spuna:<\/p>\n

\u201eNu m-am asteptat ca, avind atitia discipoli, sa ma inteleg mai bine, pina la urma, tot cu fiul meu\u201d.<\/em><\/p>\n

In felul acesta as zice ca acolo ne-am apropiat in mod paradoxal, ne-am gasit intelesi. Deci, as vrea sa spun, in concluzie, ca situatia in care esti trebuie asu\u00admata si, cu ajutorul lui Dumnezeu, poti ajuta chiar in mod tainic si generatiilor de la care ai invatat sau n-ai invatat, de la care ai mostenit sau n-ai mostenit ceva.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Ati citit scrierile filosofului Noica? V-au ajutat cumva in experienta Dumneavoastra duhovniceasca ?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u2013 Eu il cunosc foarte putin pe filosoful Noica, fiind\u00adca nu am studiat filosofia si nu-i pot citi cartile; nu pot citi decit anumite pasaje, pe care le pot urmari in paralel cu teologia traita de mine (caci eu nu am facut studii teologice). Am vazut insa in filosoful Noica un subcurent <\/em>de crestinism ortodox autentic, care devine mai clar decit oriunde in cartea Rugati-va pentru fra\u00adtele Alexandru<\/a>, <\/em>aratindu-l ca un om care a prins du\u00adhul acesta al Sfintului Siluan as zice, al iubirii de vraj\u00admasi. In ea, profesorul Noica citeaza pe nu stiu cine, care spune: \u201epiti\u00e9 pour les puissants\u201d. Saracul bogat prins in robia banilor lui!<\/p>\n

Daca am talmaci in sens spiritual aceasta expresie, am putea spune multe. O sa ma feresc, insa, de cuvintul \u201espiritual\u201d, fiindca am impresia ca acest cuvint a de\u00adraiat oarecum catre confuzia pe care o face limba fran\u00adceza. Caci, in franceza, \u201espiritual\u201d inseamna mai mult intelectual, cerebral, in timp ce la noi inseamna, asa cum am invatat eu in copilarie, duhovnicesc. Deci, tal\u00admacire duhovniceasca. Cred ca trebuie sa intelegem mai profund si mai viu cuvintul Bisericii noastre si in\u00adtuitiile celorlalti. Sa intelegem pe cel care este in fata noastra in masura in care el e cinstit in fata Domnului si in ce masura inversunarea lui (daca este vorba de asa ceva), care ne doare, este provocata si de pacatele noastre.<\/p>\n

Cred ca nu trebuie sa ne speriem atit nici de sec\u00adtanti, nici de catolici, nici de uniati etc, cit de paca\u00adtele noastre. Noi sa fim si sa raminem drepti in fata lui Dumnezeu, cu dreptatea lui Dumnezeu, dreptate care se traduce in iubire<\/a>; si cu iubirea putem birui toate incercarile. Mult mai multa putere are cel care pare slab, avind dragoste.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/a>\"\"<\/a>Dar trebuie sa cunoastem si lucrul in care sa fim inflexibili. De exemplu, Mintuitorul, la intrebarile lui Caiafa, nu raspundea deloc. A dat un singur raspuns si, omeneste vorbind, acesta era exact cuvintul pe ca\u00adre nu trebuia sa-l rosteasca, daca voia sa nu fie rastig\u00adnit. Dar El, de bunavoie, a rostit acest singur cuvint, care i-a pecetluit soarta, caci voia rastignirea pentru mintuirea omului. Un singur lucru n-a vrut sa ramina ascuns si nu Se sinchisea de marturiile false. Cind L-au intrebat daca El este Fiul lui Dumnezeu, a raspuns: \u201eEu sint\u201d. Cred ca si noi, paralel cu aceasta, nu trebuie sa ne infricosam de insistentele prozelitiste, cato\u00adlice si protestante ci, cu mijloacele Bisericii, rugaciu\u00adnea, poruncile, intre altele iubirea de vrajmasi si intelegerea fata de om, sa aratam adevarul Ortodoxiei. Pentru ca, dupa cum spunea cineva, \u201eOrtodoxia nu convinge, ci seduce\u201d. <\/em>Te-a atras. Ti-a sedus inima. Aceasta este arma cea mai mare a noastra. Iubirea ca\u00adre poate seduce, fiindca omul este chipul lui Dum\u00adnezeu. Si stim ca \u201edragostea nu piere niciodata\u201d.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Cum a reactionat tatal Dumneavoastra cind v-ati calugarit?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u2013 Da, interesanta intrebare. A fost o tensiune intre noi, dar o tensiune duioasa. El era un om duios si in duiosia asta am discutat toata viata. Era o tensiune care incepuse din copilarie, cind ma gindeam: ce-i un filosof? Si l-am atacat cu asta:\u00a0\u201eCe-i un filosof? Ce faci tu ca filosof?\u201d. Treceam prin fata unui potcovar si i-am zis: \u201eSi potcovarul asta face ceva mai mult decit tine, ca macar face ceva util\u201d.<\/p>\n

Acum nu stiu exact ce credea el, la inceput, despre calugaria mea; credea poate ca ma aventurez la inal\u00adtimi prea mari de unde, daca ai sa cazi te poti sparge in bucatele (ca nu isi dadea seama ca viata monahala nu este inaltime, ci josime <\/em>\u2014 smerenie \u2014 n.ns.) de unde nu mai poti sa cazi.<\/p>\n

Eu am spus tatei de la inceput, din \u201968, cind a iesit din inchisoare, prin scrisori (ca-i scriam atunci), de calugaria mea si ca asteptam sa primesc binecuvintarea lui parinteasca. Si mi-a dat-o din tot sufletul. Dar ma impingea nitel si la cultura, asa cum o intelegea el, ca eu numesc cultura altceva. Si a fost un descrescendo de vreo 20 de ani aceasta impingere catre cul\u00adtura si cred ca in ultimii ani era mult mai impacat cu mine. A fost o tensiune, dar o tensiune dubla, cred. O tensiune prietenoasa. Nu stiu in ce masura nu s-a recunoscut si el in chemarea asta.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Tatal Sfintiei Voastre, intr-un dialog cu Andrei Plesu, la Paltinis, sustinea ca fiul sau nu mai poate ina\u00adinta\u2026 din moment ce \u201esi-a pus capat zilelor\u201d intr-o manastire. Andrei Plesu considera insa ca ar exista o perspectiva de revenire pentru fiul filosofului. La ce credeti ca se referea marele filosof ?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u2013 Nu l-am putut cunoaste de aproape pe profesorul Noica, nu numai fiindca nu am trait multi ani impreu\u00adna cu el, ci si pentru faptul ca nu am studiat niciodata filosofia si nu am \u201edinti\u201d ca sa \u201emusc\u201d carti filosofice. Am citit, dupa cuvintul lui, \u201eciupitativ\u201d din operele sa\u00adle si mi-am facut o idee despre ce este vorba, dar mai ales l-am putut urmari, de multe ori, paralel din per\u00adspectiva a ceea ce numesc eu filosofie si cultura. Eu cred ca profesorul Noica vorbeste de o devenire in istorie, pentru ca tot mereu vad ca el, ca filosof, se gindeste mult la devenirea in istorie, vorbeste de deveni\u00adrea natiunii, de rolul Romaniei in istorie s.a.m.d. Or, este adevarat ca in istorie viata mea nu mai are o deve\u00adnire, fiindca, esential, de cind cu gindul acela al mortii, eu ma desparteam de istorie si chiar gindeam des ca viata omului, devenirea lui, asa cum o inteleg eu, este tocmai aceasta nastere intru vesnicie care se poate realiza in Biserica, si in special in Biserica Ortodoxa.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\"\"<\/a>Muri<\/a>m istoriei, murim trupului, murim pamintului si fata de tot ceea ce ne poate limita, ca sa ne nastem intru vesnicie, intru fiinta, Fiinta fiind Insusi Dumnezeu Care S-a descoperit lui Moisi cu acest nume: \u201eEu sint Cel ce este\u201d adica \u201eEu sint Fiinta\u201d. Devenirea omului este intru fiinta, Fiinta fiind Insusi Dumnezeu. Si de multi ani de cind am auzit expresia profesorului Noica \u201edevenirea intru fiinta<\/a>\u201c, de multi ani am adoptat-o pentru a exprima ceea ce se intimpla acum: cea de a doua gestatie a omului pe pamint, gestatie intru Duhul Sfint<\/a>. Este o gestatie care se distinge de prima, cea biologica, prin faptul ca Dumnezeu acum nu mai spune \u201eSa fie\u201d si devine, ci acum Dumnezeu Se adre\u00adseaza omului prin cuvint si prin cuvintul rugaciunii omul raspunde lui Dumnezeu. Gestatia cea de a doua este deci o invitatie a lui Dumnezeu la care, in mod liber, omul trebuie sa-I raspunda \u201eAmin\u201d. Si atunci, mai departe, Domnul implineste pentru om ceea ce lui ii este cu neputinta: Dumnezeu Insusi desavirseste lucrarea in sinea omului.<\/p>\n

In acest sens \u201edevenirea intru fiinta\u201d este existenta in care sintem, iar fiinta este ceea ce vom fi in vesnicie, intru Dumnezeu. \u201cDevenirea intru fiinta\u201d este tocmai viata noastra de acum, de pe pamint. Tot restul piere, cum spune si o cintare de la inmormintare: \u201eDesertaciuni sint toate cele omenesti, cite nu ramin dupa moarte\u201d.<\/a><\/p>\n

Ce exista dupa moarte, daca moartea este dispari\u00adtie? Dar moartea nu este tocmai disparitie. Eu conti\u00adnui sa exist dupa moartea mea si ce sint, ce-am deve\u00adnit, aceasta risc sa ramin. Or, \u201edevenirea intru fiinta\u201d este viata noastra.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/a>\"\"<\/a>M-a bucurat foarte mult sa vad ca o expresie greu de tradus, din rugaciunea \u201eTatal nostru\u201d s-a tradus in romaneste: \u201ePiinea noastra cea spre fiinta\u201d. Imi pare rau ca mai sint si alte traduceri. Nu-mi dau seama in ce masura traducerea din Apus: \u201ePiinea noastra cea de toate zilele\u201d, nu este gresita. In orice caz, traduce\u00adrea \u201ePiinea noastra cea spre fiinta\u201d, am gasit-o foarte adevarata. As spune chiar \u201epiinea noastra cea intru fi\u00adinta\u201d, fiindca prin impartasania cu Trupul si Singele Domnului noi ne impartasim cu o viata pe care nu o putem avea altfel. Acest Trup, frint pentru noi, acest Singe ce a curs pentru noi, este viata unui Om Care a cunoscut mizeriile noastre, Care a cunoscut si moar\u00adtea, dar Care a cunoscut si Invierea si Care a cunoscut si Inaltarea si sederea de-a dreapta Tatalui.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Parinte Rafail, ati amintit un lucru care, intr-ade\u00advar, m-a infricosat. Rasfoind cartile pe care le-ati citit, tinar fiind, spuneati ca personalitati ale culturii noas\u00adtre s-au cam jucat cu lucrurile sfinte. In ziua de as\u00adtazi, Romania se lauda cu niste personalitati ale cul\u00adturii nationale, intrate in circuitul culturii universale, dar care s-au cam jucat cu lucrurile sfinte. As aminti un Mircea Eliade, de pilda, pe care, cind incepi sa-l citesti, in multe afirmatii nu stii cum sa-l intelegi ca si crestin. Vezi ca spune ca Mintuitorul a fost un perso\u00adnaj enigmatic, a fost rastignit, a murit si despre Care discipolii Lui spun ca ar fi inviat s.a.m.d. O alta per\u00adsonalitate este Emil Cioran, a carui atitudine nu stiu<\/em> cum s-o calific, mai ales ca este fiu de preot ortodox. Sa spuna ca el il injura si se cearta cu Sfintul Apostol Pavel si atunci este plin de satisfactie!<\/em><\/p>\n

N-as vrea sa-l includ in acest context si pe filosoful Constantin Noica dar, ca teolog, am trait totusi o du\u00adrere. Am auzit ca, pe cind era in spital a refuzat impartasania. Din perspectiva ortodoxa, de care ati amintit, cum vedeti acest lucru?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u2013 Da. Este o mare durere a poporului nostru si cred ca este unul din aspectele care tradeaza starea noastra de cadere, pentru care poate a suferit mucenicia. Ma gandesc ca ne asemanam intrucitva cu Israel cel din Ve\u00adchiul Testament care, pentru pacatele lui, a pierdut Ieru\u00adsalimul de mai multe ori, de doua ori a plecat in exil etc. Si Dumnezeu parca Si-ar fi dezmintit testamentul Sau cu el din cauza pacatului poporului ales. Asa si noi.<\/a><\/p>\n

Este deci un aspect care tradeaza pacatul nostru. Si de aceea as aminti cuvintele Sfintului Ioan Boteza\u00adtorul: sa nu ne trufim cu ce sintem, cu ce avem, caci pentru aceasta a pierdut poporul ales pe Mesia.<\/p>\n

Imi pare rau sa aud ca profesorul Noica a refuzat impartasania. Nu stiu in ce fel a refuzat-o. M-am bu\u00adcurat insa sa aud ca nu mult inainte de moarte s-a spovedit si s-a impartasit. Aceasta mi-a spus-o chiar preotul care l-a spovedit si impartasit:<\/p>\n

\u201eSa stii, Parinte Rafail, ca tatal tau s-a spovedit la mine si s-a impar\u00adtasit cu citeva luni inainte de moarte\u201d.<\/p>\n

Poate chiar de aceea a refuzat impartasania la spital.<\/p>\n

Tot ce este civilizatie si cultura eu o vad numai ca o pregatire a omului pentru Dumnezeu. Cultura nu este ratacire in acelasi sens cu pacatul; evident, nici civilizatia. Dar nu sint decit pregatiri pentru intelege\u00adrea lucrului mai adinc, care este Ortodoxia. Spun Ortodoxia in sensul esential, si sa nu credeti ca dispretu\u00adiesc aspectele exterioare ale Ortodoxiei. Si noi avem Ortodoxia noastra, care a luat forme istorice, geografi\u00adce, culturale,<\/a> dar sa nu raminem la istoric, la geogra\u00adfic, la cultural ci sa luam \u201emiezul\u201d; sa nu raminem la coaja, ci sa mincam \u201emiezul\u201d dinauntrul nucii. Si atunci, cred ca si in cultura noastra vom putea sa ve\u00addem, pe de o parte ce este frumos in om, ce este ortodox in el, iar pe de alta parte ceea ce este intentie.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Va rugam sa abordati problema responsabilitatii fata de Dumnezeu, de neamul, locul si timpul in care se naste crestinul. Cu alte cuvinte sa vorbiti ceva despre autohtonism si (sau) diaspora si (sau) impamintenire, deci cit de mult sintem responsabili fata de locul, timpul si neamul in care ne-am nascut si, mai departe, despre Eliade, Cioran, Noica, Tutea.<\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

\n

\"\"<\/a>\u2013 Inainte sa ajung la calugarie mi-a vorbit un bun prieten al tatalui meu din Franta citeva ceasuri tocmai despre responsabilitatea fata de Dumnezeu, fata de neam, de societate etc. M-a interesat foarte mult ceea ce-mi spunea, dar la mine s-au imbinat toate in res\u00adponsabilitatea fata de Dumnezeu, fiindca n-am putut, n-am avut energia sa ma risipesc in impartirea asta a elementelor vietii: Dumnezeu, om, familie, societate, tara etc. Eu am gindit ca daca imi fac datoria fata de Dumnezeu, automat toate celelalte dispar si gasesc acum, la batrinete, ca am avut dreptate.<\/p>\n

Dar trebuie sa precizez ca nu este o reducere prin eliminarea celorlalte elemente, ci o integrare a lor, o viziune de sinteza, pe care o aveam intuitiv atunci si care s-a adeverit. Adica Dumnezeu a creat si pe pa\u00adrinti si neamul si locul, si in Dumnezeu trebuie gasite si prin Dumnezeu trebuie trecute toate relatiile cu aceste elemente si, atunci, intr-adevar, raspunderea ta este acolo unde trebuie.<\/p>\n

Sa vorbesc despre autohtonism, emigrare s.a.m.d. Eu cred asa. Noi am primit permisiunea de a parasi tara cind am auzit de existenta, in Bucuresti, a unei icoane facatoare de minuni. Ne-am repezit la biserica aceea si ne-am rugat eu, mama si sora mea (stiu ca eu am intrat chiar in altar unde era icoana); ne-am ru\u00adgat sa ne dea sa scapam, cum era limbajul nostru atunci. Si in anul acela mama a primit, dupa cinci ani de formalitati inutile, permisiunea de a parasi tara, impreuna cu copiii ei. Deci, pe mine ma mingiie fap\u00adtul ca am primit de la Maica Domnului binecuvintare. Daca ar fi fost numai gindul meu, as avea fata de voi o constiinta foarte incarcata astazi. Si o si am in\u00adtr-un oarecare sens, fiindca ati suferit, apartineti neamului acestuia si eu, intr-un fel, am tradat. Dar, daca am plecat cu binecuvintarea Maicii Domnului, nu ma mai simt tradator si poate am implinit acolo \u2014 cine stie \u2014 ceva pentru voi.<\/p>\n

Va marturisesc ca nespus de miscatoare a fost pri\u00admirea pe care mi-ati facut-o. Am fost in fata a nu stiu cite sute si n-am putut da mina cu fiecare. Nici macar sa adresam un cuvint fiecaruia. O doamna din biserica mi-a spus: \u201eSa ne iubiti, sa nu ne parasiti, sa mai ve\u00adniti!\u201d. Si am raspuns: \u201eVa iubesc si, daca vrea Domnul, mai vin\u201d. Daca Dumnezeu nu vrea, nu-i o pierdere pentru voi, nici pentru mine. Daca vrea Domnul, Dom\u00adnul stie ce si cum face. Si daca m-ascund undeva, ca Sfintul Siluan, de exemplu si nu ma mai vedeti ni\u00adciodata, nu e nici o pierdere, daca este de la Domnul. Daca-i fara voia Domnului, este smintire a vietii mele.<\/p>\n

Cit despre Eliade si Cioran, alt lucru care m-a im\u00adpresionat la tata a fost acesta: cind a iesit din inchi\u00adsoare, a incercat sa vina sa ne vada. N-a putut nici in \u201968, nici in \u201969. Abia in 72 a venit pentru prima oara sa ne viziteze in Anglia. Si l-am intrebat:<\/p>\n

\u201eNu vrei sa ramii cu noi?\u201d.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/a>Si a spus:<\/p>\n

\"\"<\/a>\u201eNu, eu ma simt legat de soarta poporului meu\u201d. <\/em><\/p>\n

Si asta m-a impresionat. Ca in loc sa faca ceea ce facuseram noi, adica sa scapam si sa va lasam pe voi in urma, el a vrut sa impartaseasca soarta voastra. Cuvintul acesta a marcat gindirea mea.<\/p>\n

\u2013 Care au fost ultimele cuvinte ale lui Constantin Noica?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u2013 Ultimele cuvinte catre mine\u2026? Nu-mi amintesc exact acum. A fost, cred, un cuvint de despartire intr-o mare armonie. Tensiunea din copilarie dintre mine si profesorul Noica s-a rezolvat printr-o intele\u00adgere neasteptata. De fapt, cum am mai spus, intre noi s-a produs ceea ce ar numi relata o \u201ecearta\u201d. Dar cearta era, ca toate la el, un lucru de mare valoare. M-a intrebat daca eram suparat pe el cu ceva, daca am ceva sa-i reprosez. in mine se ducea o lupta. Nu voiam sa-i reprosez nimic, caci stiam ca vine din sufe\u00adrinta si se intoarce in suferinta, fiindca n-a vrut nicio\u00addata sa fuga de soarta poporului sau. (Deci se intor\u00adcea in Romania si, ca de fiecare data, ar fi putut fi ul\u00adtima noastra intilnire si chiar a fost ultima atunci). Asadar, riscind ultima despartire, nu voiam sa-l acuz de ceva. Totusi, el a avut o astfel de atitudine, incit ar fi fost nevrednic de el sa-i spun o minciuna, cit de bi\u00adnevoitoare ar fi fost ea. Si i-am reprosat ceea ce am povestit mai inainte in legatura cu scrisoarea pe care mi-o trimisese la Paris, in \u201967.<\/p>\n

P.S. Casian Galateanul: Ceea ce nu mai stie Parintele Rafail, stim noi, caci am discutat mult, la Paltinis, pe tema aceasta. Noica spunea:<\/p>\n

\u201eEu nu prea sint de acord cu ceea ce a facut Rafail, pentru ca parintii calugari repeta cam de doua mii de ani acelasi lucru, cu ascultarea lor, cu slujbele lor etc. Dar, cu toate acestea, dati-mi voie sa va spun ca nu am cunoscut pina acum un tinar mai realizat in vocatia lui ca propriul meu copil\u201d.<\/p>\n

(in:\u00a0Cel\u0103lalt Noica \u2013 m\u0103rturii ale monahului Rafail, \u00eenso\u021bite de c\u00e2teva cuvinte de folos ale p\u0103rintelui Symeon, edi\u021bie \u00eengrijit\u0103 de Pr. Eugen Dr\u0103goi \u0219i Pr. Ninel \u021augui, Editura Anastasia, Bucure\u0219ti, 1994<\/a>).<\/p>\n

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GABRIELA\u00a0 T\u0102NASE<\/p>\n

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Vezi iar ingerii toamnei pe aripi se coboara
\ncamasile de nunta au inceput sa-i doara
\nlumina ruginita in vin o mai masoara
\nsi in altar de frunze vor invata sa moara.<\/p>\n

…<\/p>\n

Vino
\nsa stergem obrajii cerului
\nde norii otraviti
\nsa tragem luna de urechi
\nsa nu mai stea
\nca un spectru al pierzaniei
\nlanga umerii insangerati ai copacilor
\nsa nu mai curga
\npeste umbra tremuratoare a funiei
\ncare oricum
\nse impleteste singura.<\/p>\n

(sau
\nmai bine
\nnu mai veni
\nam prea multe rani
\nsi poezii ucise din dragoste.)<\/p>\n

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DUMITRU DR\u0102GHICESCU<\/strong><\/p>\n

Adev\u0103r \u0219i revela\u021bie<\/p>\n

…<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0 Fiin\u021b\u0103 \u0219i devenire<\/em>. – At\u00e2ta timp c\u00e2t noi ne g\u0103sim \u00een acest proces vertiginos de evolu\u021bie ne\u00eencetat\u0103 \u0219i \u0219i de devenire nem\u0103surat\u0103, ni se pare dificil de a vedea ceea ce va fi reu\u0219ita stabil\u0103 \u0219i repausul. Totu\u0219i, speciile zoologice ast\u0103zi fixate, \u0219i fixate de milioane de ani, traversar\u0103, \u0219i ele, o faz\u0103 de devenire ne\u00eencetat\u0103 \u0219i de mobilism ireductibil, \u00een cursul c\u0103rora \u0219i prin care ele se constituir\u0103 a\u0219a cum sunt. Devenirea lor a fost deci \u00eencoronat\u0103 printr-un repaus \u00een fiin\u021b\u0103 care dureaz\u0103, pentru cele mai multe, de milioane de ani. Devenirea lor a ajuns realmente la fiin\u021b\u0103. Nu se poate \u00eent\u00e2mpla altfel cu devenirea noastr\u0103. Acest provizoriu uman, care dureaz\u0103 de milenii \u0219i care se va prelungi f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eendoial\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 milenii, trebuie s\u0103 ajung\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi la definitiv.
\nEste cert c\u0103, at\u00e2t de lung timp de c\u00e2nd noi ne g\u0103sim \u00een turbionul devenirii, suntem pu\u021bin prepara\u021bi s\u0103 anvizaj\u0103m fiin\u021ba, aceast\u0103 etap\u0103 final\u0103 \u00een care mobilismul \u0219i provizoriul nu vor mai avea ra\u021biune, \u00een care omul \u0219i activitatea sa spiritual\u0103 vor fi epuizat for\u021ba lor creatoare \u0219i vor fi realizat formele \u00eemplinite, \u00eencheiate, definitive, ale tuturor ac\u021biunilor umane posibile. Deja capodoperele artei, consacrate de secole, sunt lucruri definitive, imuabile. Arta \u0219i \u0219tiin\u021ba, \u00een ceea ce ele au dat cu siguran\u021b\u0103 incontestabil \u0219i des\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219it, au creat \u0219i creeaz\u0103 definitiv. Capooperele artistice \u0219i verit\u0103\u021bile \u0219tiin\u021bifice au valoarea \u0219i stabilitatea speciilor zoologice. De altfel, omul \u00eensu\u0219i, din punct de vedere morfologic \u0219i fiziologic, este fix ca toate celelalte specii. Mobilitatea noastr\u0103 moral\u0103, instabilitatea spiritual\u0103, devenirea noastr\u0103 psihic\u0103 au la baz\u0103 o fixitate psihologic\u0103 aproape absolut\u0103.
\nDar si devenirea noastr\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 ajung\u0103 la fiin\u021b\u0103, dac\u0103 trebuie precis, printr-o serie infinit\u0103 de \u00eencerc\u0103ri \u0219i forme provizorii, s\u0103 realizeze formele definitive ale fiin\u021bei, \u00eenc\u0103 trebuie ca imaginea a ceea ce va fi fiin\u021ba \u0219i definitivul \u0219i s\u0103-i serveasc\u0103 de model. Imaginarul ira\u021bional al matematicienilor nu trebuie inserat \u00een real? Or, precis aici este rolul \u0219i ra\u021biunea de a fi a religiei, a lui Dumnezeu \u0219i a normelor cre\u0219tine.
\nIehova biblic spunea: Eu sunt cel ce sunt. El d\u0103 aici veritabila sa defini\u021bie, c\u0103ci Dumnezeu este fiin\u021ba care trebuie s\u0103 reu\u0219easc\u0103 devenirea uman\u0103.\u00a0 El ar fi de asemena fals de a lua devenirea \u0219i mobilismul prin care noi trecem ca singuri adev\u0103ra\u021bi \u0219i ca veritate defnitiv\u0103 \u0219i absolut\u0103, dec\u00e2t s\u0103 cread\u0103 \u00een existen\u021ba real\u0103 \u0219i actual\u0103 a lui Dumnezeu. A erija devenirea \u00een absolut, \u00eenseamn\u0103 precis a nega fiin\u021ba \u0219i pe Dumnezeu, care sunt reu\u0219ita devenirii, fiin\u021ba pe care devenirea o implic\u0103 \u0219i f\u0103r\u0103 care nu are sens.
\nConstruc\u021bia marilor catedrale ale Europei, cea din Milan sau Cologne, de exemplu, cer mai multe secole. Zeci de genera\u021bii au muncit la ele; cele care i-au pus funda\u021biile erau, de lung timp, \u00een cenu\u0219\u0103, c\u00e2nd domul din Milano fu \u00eencheiat. Dar ele au muncit la el pentru c\u0103 au crezut \u00een existen\u021ba viitoare, transcendent\u0103 a acestui edificiu, opera eforturilor \u0219i a credin\u021bei lor. Timp de trei secole, acest edificiu fu \u00een devenire. Muncitorii, zidarii, arhitec\u021bii succesivi ar fi putut crede c\u0103 el nu va fi niciodat\u0103 terminat, pentru c\u0103 des\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219irea lui, fiin\u021ba lui transcendea via\u021ba lor \u0219i via\u021ba mai multor genera\u021bii \u0219i eforturile lor ar fi putut s\u0103 par\u0103 imposibile sau inutile. Este aici pu\u021bin din atitudinea filosofilor devenirii, care \u00eei v\u0103d veritatea, singurul adev\u0103r absolut, \u0219i care resping ideea de fiin\u021b\u0103.
\nCredincio\u0219ii \u00eentr-un Dumnezeu real, exist\u00e2nd actualmente sunt ceea ce ar fi fost uvrierii unei catedrale, care, la un moment dat, ar fi declarat c\u0103 edificiul fusese terminat, \u0219i ar fi \u00eencetat s\u0103 mai munceasc\u0103 la el, de\u0219i era foarte departe de a fi gata. Este aproape de ce s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u00een evul mediu, c\u00e2nd credin\u021ba oarb\u0103 \u00eentr-un Dumnezeu real \u0219i actual a contribuit mult la \u00eencetinirea, dac\u0103 nu la paralizare \u0219tiin\u021bei \u0219i tehnicii.
\nAceasta \u021bine de Dumnezeu \u0219i de dogmele esen\u021biale ale cre\u0219tinismului ca \u0219i de catedrala din Milano.Nenum\u0103ratele genera\u021bii umane muncesc pentru a le realiza \u0219i a le verifica, prin ceea ce r\u0103m\u00e2ne definitiv \u0219i fix prin curgerea \u0219i provizoriului ac\u021biunilor lor. Dumnezeu \u0219i dogmele sunt fiin\u021ba, \u0219i transcenden\u021ba \u00eens\u0103\u0219i, c\u0103ci ele transcend scurtele limite ale fiec\u0103rei genera\u021bii \u0219i a tuturor genera\u021biilor care vor tr\u0103i \u00een faza de a deveni realizator. Astfel, aceste genera\u021bii sunt pu\u021bin preparate s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleag\u0103 fiin\u021ba, s\u0103 cread\u0103 \u00een Dumnezeu \u0219i \u00een dogme. Dar, c\u0103 ele cred sau nu, ele nu \u00eenceteaz\u0103 \u0219i nu vor \u00eenceta s\u0103 munceasc\u0103 la ele \u0219i s\u0103 fie inchieta\u021bi, p\u00e2n\u0103 ce omul, \u00een fine, se repauzeaz\u0103 \u00een Dumnezeu. Explica\u021bia, sensul devenirii \u0219i al evolu\u021biei \u00een general, cheia st\u0103rii noastre actuale \u0219i a activit\u0103\u021bii noastre, \u0219i a activit\u0103\u021bii tuturor genera\u021biilor prezent \u0219i viitoare, care este fiin\u021ba noastr\u0103 sub
\nforma sa definitiv\u0103.
\nTeologia catolic\u0103 era \u00een profund adev\u0103r postul\u00e2nd deificarea omului \u0219i Nietzsche \u0219i Dostoievski, \u00eemping\u00e2nd acest postulat p\u00e2n\u0103 la termenul s\u0103u extrem, puteau pretinde la deitate.
\nG\u00e2ndirea lui Nietzsche \u0219i a lui Dostoievski, a lui Guesde \u0219i a lui Engels nu descind ele\u00a0 \u00een\u00a0 linie dreapt\u0103 \u0219i printr-o riguroas\u0103 logic\u0103 din cea a lui Ireneus \u0219i a Sf. Augustin? (27)<\/p>\n

(27) \u201eDumnezeu \u015fi omul, scrie Aug. SABATIER – \u00eemping\u00e2nd p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t teza lui Ireneu \u015fi a Sf. Augustin \u2013 opu\u015fi unul altuia la originea vie\u0163ii con\u015ftiente pe terra, se penetreaz\u0103 reciproc p\u00e2n\u0103 la a atinge unitatea moral\u0103 a iubirii, \u00een care Dumnezeu devine interior omului, \u00een care omul devine interior lui Dumnezeu \u015fi g\u0103se\u015fte \u00een Dumnezeu \u00eenflorirea \u00eentregii sale fiin\u0163e… Aceast\u0103 religie este un germen inepuizabil fecund, inserat ca o gref\u0103 \u00een tija vie\u0163ii umane, pentru a o ridica la o form\u0103 superioar\u0103\u201d. (Esquisse d’une Philosophie de la Religion, pp. 185-186). Dumnezeu se dezvolt\u0103 deci \u00een tija uman\u0103, \u015fi iat\u0103 de ce Iisus este numit de asemenea Fiul Omului. Dumnezeu este copilul umanit\u0103\u0163ii; aceasta este adev\u0103rata mam\u0103 a lui Dumnezeu, Dii Mater, Demeter. Dac\u0103 monoteismul pune un abis \u00eentre Dumnezeu \u015fi om, cre\u015ftinii umplu abisul \u015fi umanizeaz\u0103 pe Dumnezeu, unind omul cu Dumnezeu f\u0103r\u0103 discontinuitate.<\/p>\n

Verificarea existen\u021bei lui Dumnezeu. – Ideea nou\u0103 de Dumnezeu astfel conceput\u0103 proiecteaz\u0103 o lumin\u0103 destul de vie asupra st\u0103rii suflet\u0219ti a umanit\u0103\u021bii moderne \u0219i ne face posibil de a o \u00een\u021belege, de a \u00een\u021belege tendin\u021bele sale, tulbur\u0103rile, devierile \u0219i sublimele sale realiz\u0103ri. Noua idee de Dumnezeu ne face egalmente mai facil\u0103 comprehensiunea ideiii vechi de Dumnezeu \u0219i mai inteligibile geneza sa, originile sale \u0219i rolul s\u0103u \u00een via\u021ba umanit\u0103\u021bii \u0219i \u00een economia interioar\u0103 a societ\u0103\u021bilor. Aceasta va fi deja o serioas\u0103 justificare a ideii de Dumnezeu, dar nu suficient\u0103 pentru a o demonstra \u0219i a verifica bine fondat\u0103. Dumnezeu trebuie s\u0103 explice totul, precizamente pentru c\u0103 el pare inexplicabil \u0219i, pentru c\u0103 el este ira\u021bionalul, trebuie s\u0103 dea ra\u021biunea oric\u0103rui lucru. Dar nu trebuie de asemenea s\u0103 ne dea ra\u021biunea lui \u00eensu\u0219i?
\nDac\u0103 noi putem ar\u0103ta c\u0103 noua idee de Dumnezeu poate concilia contradic\u021biile pe care le prezint\u0103 ideea tradi\u021bional\u0103, c\u0103 ea poate eclera obscurit\u0103\u021bile \u0219i misterele cu care aceasta se \u00eempodobe\u0219te ca de predilec\u021bie \u0219i dac\u0103 ea dac\u0103 ea poate \u00eenvinge obstacolele \u0219i dificult\u0103\u021bile care fac penibil accesul la ra\u021biunea existen\u021bei lui Dumnezeu tradi\u021bional, noi vom fi dat \u00een aceast\u0103 absen\u021b\u0103 a contradic\u021biei proba cea mai bun\u0103 a existen\u021bei lui Dumnezeu, \u0219i de care noi am v\u0103zut c\u0103 matematicienii, \u00een \u0219tiin\u021ba lor, se declar\u0103 satisf\u0103cu\u021bi.<\/p>\n

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Viitorul nu trebuie s\u0103 exclud\u0103 fiin\u021ba.\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em>Distinc\u021bia pe care\u00a0 M. Brunschwicg o face \u00eentre unu<\/em> al devenirii \u0219i fiin\u021b\u0103 <\/em>este logic\u0103; dar este la fel de logic de a nu nega total fiin\u021ba. C\u0103ci, \u00een fond, devenirea trebuie s\u0103 ajung\u0103 la fiin\u021b\u0103; misiunea devenirii, ca s\u0103 spunem a\u0219a, este de a ne procura fiin\u021ba.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Se poate deci logic crede \u00eentr-un Dumnezeu nu certamente real, dar realizabil; la o existen\u021b\u0103 real\u0103 a spiritului \u0219i a lui Dumnezeu, dar proiectat\u0103 la cap\u0103tul procesului de crea\u021bie, al devenirii. Dac\u0103 Spiritul \u0219i Dumnezeu nu sunt o fiin\u021b\u0103, aceasta vrea s\u0103 spun\u0103 c\u0103 ei nu sunt reali, dar aceasta nu exlude ca ei s\u0103 fie pe calea realiz\u0103rii, a devenirii; Ei sunt reali fiind realizabili. Aceasta nu exclude, dimpotriv\u0103, presupune \u0219i cere ca Spiritul \u0219i Dumnezeu s\u0103 fie, \u00een fine, reali \u00eentr-un interval de timp oarecare. Tot a\u0219a, dac\u0103 moartea \u0219i injusti\u021bia domnesc ast\u0103zi, aceasta nu este o prob\u0103 c\u0103 imortalitatea, resurec\u021bia, justi\u021bia cu sanc\u021biunile finale ar fi imposibile pe totdeauna. M. Brunschwicg ne interzice el \u00eensu\u0219i acest pesimism c\u00e2nd spune: \u201eDar omul este spirit; ceea ce este actualmente nu decide ceea ce va fi… c\u0103ci viitorul s\u0103u nu este \u00eenscris \u00een trecutul s\u0103u…\u201d. Acest optimism, dac\u0103 era consecvent, ar fi trebuit s\u0103 ne dea legitimitatea credin\u021bei \u0219i a imortalit\u0103\u021bii, a justi\u021biei finale.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 C\u0103 evolu\u021bia social\u0103, moral\u0103 \u0219i spiritual\u0103 ar fi \u00een curs, aceasta nu probeaz\u0103 c\u0103 acest ciclu evolutiv nu va fi niciodat\u0103 epuizat. \u00cen timpul evolu\u021biei vie\u021bii biologice, care a creat speciile, s-ar fi putut spune egalmente c\u0103 ea nu se va sf\u00e2r\u0219i niciodat\u0103. Totu\u0219i, devenirea <\/em>vie\u021bii, a formelor vitale, a ajuns la forma fiin\u021bei <\/em>speciilor invariabile, a\u0219a cum devenirea materiei a ajuns la fiin\u021ba formelor \u0219i a legilor fizico-chimice relativ fixe.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Se poate concepe c\u0103 doar evolu\u021bia social\u0103 \u0219i spiritual\u0103 a umanit\u0103\u021bii s\u0103 fac\u0103 excep\u021bie \u0219i s\u0103 nu ajung\u0103 niciodat\u0103 la fiin\u021be relativ stabile \u0219i prin urmare reale, concrete \u0219i materiale?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Incarnarea principiului spiritual\u00a0 \u0219i a unit\u0103\u021bii sale \u00eentr-o fiin\u021b\u0103, presupus\u0103 material\u0103, exist\u00e2nd real, ca \u0219i dogmele, ca expresie \u0219i determinare a lui Dumnezeu, sunt practic indispensabile, cel pu\u021bin ca model de imitat pentru educa\u021bia \u0219i dezvoltarea umanit\u0103\u021bii. Imaginea unui dumnezeu exterior \u0219i material este absolut necesar\u0103, precizamente pentru a trezi progresul intern, ascensiunea, pentru a-l ajuta \u0219i, la nevoie, a determina printr-un sort de constr\u00e2ngere exterioar\u0103 av\u00e2ntul s\u0103u. Aceasta nu este necesar pentru spiritul unui Sinoza, al unui Platon \u0219i al lui M. Brunschwicg, dar acesta este indispensabil pentru spiritul imensei majorit\u0103\u021bi a oamenilor \u0219i de aceasta M. Brunschwicg pare s\u0103 nu fi \u021binut cont. Cert, dogmele trebuie s\u0103 fie continuu modificate \u0219i ref\u0103cute, pentru ca ele s\u0103 nu imobilizeze spiritul \u0219i s\u0103 nu distrug\u0103 ac\u021biunea sa progresiv\u0103, ascensiunea sa. Dar, a le contesta \u0219i a le cere s\u0103 fac\u0103 proba ra\u021bional\u0103 \u201eviril\u0103\u201d a verit\u0103\u021bii lor, \u00eenseamn\u0103 a nu fi \u00een\u021beles nimic din ra\u021biunea lor de a fi. M. Brunschwicg este ca \u0219i Ed. Hartmann du\u0219man al antropomorfismului, dar f\u0103r\u0103 a ajunge la panteismul acestuia.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 G\u0103sim la ace\u0219ti filosofi opinii deja puse \u00een circula\u021bie de J. M. Guyau \u0219i de Renan. Pentru Renan, \u00eentr-adev\u0103r, Dumnezeu este o realitate care apar\u021bine viitorului. Ideea c\u0103 omul a creat divinul precum p\u0103ianjenul \u00ee\u0219i toarce p\u00e2nza este a lui. El vede \u00een religie un sort de instinct comparabil celui al cuib\u0103ririi<\/em>, ceva misterios, o voce a cerului elev\u00e2ndu-se \u00een noi. J. M. Guyau scrie aceasta:<\/p>\n

\u201eVom iubi pe Dumnezeu mai mult dec\u00e2t o facem… Omul evolu\u021biei este \u00eentr-adev\u0103r omul Dumnezeu al Cre\u0219tinismului\u201d.\u00a0 \u201eNe-ar pl\u0103cea Dumnezeu \u00een om, viitor \u00een prezent, ideal \u00een real\u201d. (Irr\u00e9ligion de l’Avenir<\/em>, p. 170).\u00a0 \u0218i ceea ce M. Gentile exprim\u0103 de o manier\u0103 abstract\u0103 \u0219i seac\u0103, spun\u00e2nd c\u0103 Dumnezeu se genereaz\u0103 \u00een noi, Guyau exprim\u0103 astfel: \u201eDumnezeii no\u0219tri sunt ca aceste fiin\u021be misterioase care \u00een legende se nasc dintr-o pic\u0103tur\u0103 de s\u00e2nge generos, dintr-o lacrim\u0103 c\u0103zut\u0103 pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt. Le hr\u0103nim cu propria noastr\u0103 substan\u021b\u0103\u201d (p. 100). \u00cen ultima sa carte deja men\u021bionat\u0103 (Probl\u00e8me de Dieu<\/em>), M. Ed. Le Roy scrie aceasta: \u201eDumnezeu nu este \u00eenc\u0103 dar devine \u0219i devenirea sa este progresul nostru. Noi cunoa\u0219tem pe Dumnezeu prin via\u021ba sa chiar \u00een noi, \u00een munca propriei noastre deific\u0103ri\u201d.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong>Rezum\u0103m: A afirma pe Dumnezeu ca real \u00eenseamn\u0103 a-l nega, pentru c\u0103 el apar\u021bine viitorului; a-l concepe exterior nou\u0103 \u00eenseamn\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 a-l nega, c\u0103ci el nu poate exista dec\u00e2t \u00een noi, pentru c\u0103 \u00een noi se genereaz\u0103 \u0219i noi \u00eel hr\u0103nim cu substan\u021ba noastr\u0103. El este cuv\u00e2ntul nostru suprem, persoana perfect\u0103 absolut\u0103. Inven\u021biile \u0219i morala sunt cele mai bune mijloace de a comunia \u0219i a comunica cu Dumnezeu.<\/p>\n

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Lupta \u0219i concilierea dintre Devenire \u0219i Fiin\u021b\u0103.\u00a0 –\u00a0 <\/em>At\u00e2ta timp c\u00e2t noi suntem \u00een devenire, \u00eenainte ca ciclul evolu\u021biei sociale \u0219i umane s\u0103 se fi \u00eenchis, cum s\u0103 se evite r\u0103zboiul, s\u0103 se pun\u0103 \u00een afara legii, cum s\u0103 se dep\u0103\u0219easc\u0103 na\u021biunea \u0219i s\u0103 se nege patriile \u0219i cum \u00een fine s\u0103 se elimine propriet\u0103\u021bile private f\u0103r\u0103 a \u00eentrerupe devenirea \u0219i, precizamente, f\u0103r\u0103 a \u00eempiedica chiar prin aceasta de a se ajunge la pace, la universalism interna\u021bional \u0219i la proprietatea \u00een fine colectiv\u0103? Aceste probleme nu sunt deloc facile: tot tragicul epocii noastre este aici. Socialismul caut\u0103 solu\u021bia problemei \u0219i S. N. pe cea a universalismului interna\u021bional \u0219i a p\u0103cii. \u00cen am\u00e2ndou\u0103 cazurile, cum bine a observat M. Bergson, se consider\u0103 rezolvat\u0103 problema \u0219i solu\u021bia presupus\u0103 este punerea \u00een fa\u021ba faptelor. Se \u00eencearc\u0103 a o adapta faptelor, for\u021b\u00e2ndu-se s\u0103 le plieze, modific\u00e2ndu-le \u00een sensul solu\u021biei concepute, singura posibilitate conceptibil\u0103 \u0219i practic\u0103 pentru a realiza idealul. Dac\u0103 idealul nu este dec\u00e2t idealizarea progresiv\u0103 a realului, realizarea progresiv\u0103 a idealului nu va fi facil\u0103 dar nici imposibil\u0103.<\/p>\n

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CORNELIU ZEANA<\/a><\/p>\n

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Asupr\u0103-le-asmu\u021bite<\/a><\/p>\n

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\u00cengere\u0219tile straie<\/a><\/p>\n

Pentru noi nev\u0103zute,<\/a><\/p>\n

Pe-ace\u0219ti copii nici fiara nu-i atac\u0103<\/a><\/p>\n

Ci doar din Irod cobor\u00e2ta pr\u0103sil\u0103<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00cen suflet cu spaima minunii<\/a><\/p>\n

Ce s-ar putea \u00een slav\u0103 ridica<\/a><\/p>\n

Semea\u021b\u0103, dreapt\u0103, vie,<\/a><\/p>\n

Din pulbere \u0219i cioturi \u0219i cenu\u0219\u0103.<\/a><\/p>\n

Iat\u0103, \u00ee\u0219i freac\u0103 de inim\u0103-n tain\u0103-ascu\u021bind<\/a><\/p>\n

T\u0103i\u0219 \u0219i v\u00e2rf ce-i gata s\u0103 ucid\u0103…<\/a><\/p>\n

Oh, ne\u0219tiindu-le toate acestea…<\/a><\/p>\n

Era, atunci, chiar vremea<\/a><\/p>\n

Culesului luminii.<\/a><\/p>\n

Copaci cu bra\u021be v\u00e2njoase<\/a><\/p>\n

O adunau \u00een snopi<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0218i-n umbra lor treceau jivinele p\u0103durii,<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0218i ea, lupoaica ce-al\u0103ptase copiii p\u0103r\u0103si\u021bi.<\/a><\/p>\n

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Aletheia<\/a><\/p>\n

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\u00centreb\u0103rile parc\u0103 se \u00een\u0219iruiau de la sine,<\/a><\/p>\n

Fiecare<\/a><\/p>\n

R\u0103spunz\u00e2nd celei dinainte,<\/a><\/p>\n

Provoc\u00e2nd-o pe urm\u0103toarea<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00centr-un ritm fierbinte<\/a><\/p>\n

De dialog-monolog,<\/a><\/p>\n

De monolog-dialog,<\/a><\/p>\n

Alerg\u00e2nd ame\u021bitor spre dezlegare, <\/a><\/p>\n

C\u0103ci dezlegarea celei din urm\u0103<\/a><\/p>\n

Le-ar l\u0103muri pe toate c\u00e2te fuseser\u0103,<\/a><\/p>\n

Nu doar pe cele nerostite<\/a><\/p>\n

Dar \u0219i pe cele nepl\u0103smuite, neg\u00e2ndite,<\/a><\/p>\n

Care erau, de fapt, \u00eenceputul.<\/a><\/p>\n

Adev\u0103rul izbi ca fulgerul<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0218i fu sim\u021bit \u00een fiecare fibr\u0103,<\/a><\/p>\n

Topi materia<\/a><\/p>\n

Care a \u00eencetat, atunci, s\u0103 existe<\/a><\/p>\n

Spa\u021biul a explodat infinit, f\u0103r\u0103 zgomot,<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00cen nonexiten\u021ba de-o clip\u0103 a timpului …<\/a><\/p>\n

– \u0218i dup\u0103 aceea?<\/a><\/p>\n

– Dup\u0103 aceea?<\/a><\/p>\n

– Da, desigur, dup\u0103 aceea.<\/a><\/p>\n

– Clipa, sau poate ceasul, cine poate \u0219ti?<\/a><\/p>\n

S-a mistuit pe sine \u00eensu\u0219i,<\/a><\/p>\n

Apoi, timpul s-a lipit ca o pelicul\u0103 de film la montaj,<\/a><\/p>\n

Prea nu se potrivea…<\/a><\/p>\n

Prea nu se potrivea fragmentul acela extatic,<\/a><\/p>\n

Buc\u0103\u021bica aceea cu restul<\/a><\/p>\n

Care se \u00eenf\u0103\u0219ura, \u00eencet, pe mosor…<\/a><\/p>\n

– \u0218i buc\u0103\u021bica aceea?<\/a><\/p>\n

– Da, desigur, aceea!<\/a><\/p>\n

– Ea a ie\u0219it din film. Prea nu se potrivea.<\/a><\/p>\n

A r\u0103mas, desigur, ceva<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00centr-un album anume,<\/a><\/p>\n

Pe care dac\u0103 cineva l-ar deschide<\/a><\/p>\n

N-ar mai vedea nimic.<\/a><\/p>\n

Un fel de adev\u0103r absolut.<\/a><\/p>\n

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Str\u0103mo\u0219ii mei \u0219i-acestei Basarabii<\/a><\/p>\n

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Nu-i pic de v\u00e2nt, dar frunza tremurat-a<\/a><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd fumul, f\u0103r\u0103 v\u00e2nt, s-a-nvolburat.<\/a><\/p>\n

Nu se clinte\u0219te ochiul de pe jar<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0218i-i deslu\u0219esc pe cei care-au plecat<\/a><\/p>\n

De-mi pare c\u0103-s al\u0103turi, c\u0103-s de fa\u021b\u0103<\/a><\/p>\n

De\u0219i de mult s-au s\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219it din via\u021b\u0103<\/a><\/p>\n

Str\u0103mo\u0219ii mei \u0219i-acestei Basarabii…<\/a><\/p>\n

Cei mistui\u021bi de gropile cu var<\/a><\/p>\n

Sau deporta\u021bi \u0219i omor\u00e2\u021bi \u00een tain\u0103,<\/a><\/p>\n

Viteji c\u0103zu\u021bi prin sm\u00e2rcuri, v\u0103i sau cr\u00e2nguri,<\/a><\/p>\n

To\u021bi risipi\u021bi \u0219i-nmorm\u00e2nta\u021bi aiurea…<\/a><\/p>\n

Povestea lor r\u0103zbate printre pietre<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0218i urc\u0103-n seva ce hr\u0103ne\u0219te frunza,<\/a><\/p>\n

L\u0103starilor ce iar\u0103\u0219i se ridic\u0103<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00cen codrii mult prea dragei Basarabii<\/a><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd glasul lor, prin r\u0103d\u0103cini spre floare<\/a><\/p>\n

Se urc\u0103 \u0219i r\u0103sun\u0103 ca un clopot<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00cen tot ce-i viu \u0219i-n tot ce-i nemi\u0219care.<\/a><\/p>\n

Vrei s\u0103-l auzi?<\/a><\/p>\n

Opre\u0219te pentru-o clip\u0103<\/a><\/p>\n

Fugarii g\u00e2ndului celui vremelnic<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0218i-ascult\u0103 pietrele, \u021b\u0103r\u00e2na, apa<\/a><\/p>\n

\u0218i soarele \u0219i stelele \u0219i norii,<\/a><\/p>\n

\u00cen zorii zilei sau \u00een prag de sear\u0103,<\/a><\/p>\n

Dar mai cu seam\u0103-n miezul cel de noapte,<\/a><\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd gl\u0103suiesc de parc\u0103-ar fi de fa\u021b\u0103<\/a><\/p>\n

Str\u0103mo\u0219ii mei \u0219i-acestei Basarabii,<\/a><\/p>\n

De\u0219i de mult s-au s\u0103v\u00e2r\u0219it din via\u021b\u0103<\/a><\/p>\n

Str\u0103mo\u0219ii mei \u0219i-acestei Basarabii.<\/a><\/p>\n

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FLOREA FUGARIU (in memoriam)<\/p>\n

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A plecat dintre c\u0103r\u021bi \u0219i fi\u0219e filologul clasic FLOREA FUGARIU,<\/strong> <\/strong>editorul \u0219colii Aredelene, cel care-l \u0219tia pe dinafar\u0103 pe Ion Budai-Deleanu \u0219i Tucidide, pe Eschil \u0219i pe Eminescu. Nu admira nimic, iubea numai \u00een sine \u00eensu\u0219i, dar cu aceast\u0103 iubire ascuns\u0103 ne-a \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat s\u0103 umplem golul dintre noi.Intr\u0103 glorios \u00een Cartea neamului, l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-ne s\u0103 ne \u00eencerc\u0103m puterile min\u021bii ca s\u0103-i \u00een\u021belegem mesajul vie\u021bii senine \u0219i zbuciumate \u00een acela\u0219i timp. La g\u00e2ndirile sale ascu\u021bite ne \u00eentoarcem mereu, ca securea la gresie.
\nN.Georgescu<\/p>\n

Domnul s\u0103-l odihneasc\u0103!
\nEra un mare admirator al lui Ha\u015fdeu \u015fi al… vinului.
\nImi amintesc cum, plimb\u00e2ndu-ne odat\u0103 prin gr\u0103dina Academiei, a v\u0103zut dou\u0103 p\u0103s\u0103rele \u015fi a inceput s\u0103 le \u00eenjure cu patim\u0103, scr\u00e2\u015fnind din din\u0163i.
\nEu habar n-aveam ce p\u0103sari erau alea, dar profesorul m-a l\u0103murit: ” A\u015ftia sunt grauri, lua-i-ar dracu’! A\u015ftia m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103 via.<\/p>\n

I. Andrei\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n

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CONSTANTIN ABALU\u021a\u0102<\/p>\n

Un cutremur multumitor<\/strong><\/p>\n

E dimineata trec prin camerele luminate de soare<\/p>\n

pijamaua imi flutura ma conduce<\/p>\n

in baia cu faianta alba unde ramin un timp nedefinit<\/p>\n

melancolic si inconstient ca la un oculist<\/p>\n

ce exerseaza vederea pacientilor<\/p>\n

pe firisoarele de praf din vazduh<\/p>\n

Nu mai am<\/p>\n

rabdarea de a nu spune nimic<\/p>\n

e induiosator cum privesc pe geamul podului<\/p>\n

melcul ce traseaza un sotron argintiu<\/p>\n

pe norii intunecati<\/p>\n

si ma gindesc la vacanta la tara<\/p>\n

cind trenul intirzie si pulberea schioapata<\/p>\n

pe mutrele calatorilor<\/p>\n

sunt acelasi ins ce priveste garoafele galbene<\/p>\n

in odaia din care abia au plecat rudele<\/p>\n

ce participasera la parastas<\/p>\n

si casa intreaga cu numarul ei de tabla emailata<\/p>\n

si cu olanele cazute isi aminteste de mine<\/p>\n

ca de un cutremur multumitor<\/p>\n

ce n-a tras chiulul dar nici n-a facut mare zurba<\/p>\n

inventind in schimb atitea moduri<\/p>\n

de a opri tacerea pe hirtie<\/p>\n

de-a imparti mici picaturi de apa<\/p>\n

dintr-un ocean viitor<\/p>\n

pe mutrele calatorilor<\/p>\n

sunt acelasi ins ce priveste garoafele galbene<\/p>\n

in odaia din care abia au plecat rudele<\/p>\n

ce participasera la parastas<\/p>\n

si casa intreaga cu numarul ei de tabla emailata<\/p>\n

si cu olanele cazute isi aminteste de mine<\/p>\n

ca de un cutremur multumitor<\/p>\n

ce n-a tras chiulul dar nici n-a facut mare zurba<\/p>\n

inventind in schimb atitea moduri<\/p>\n

de a opri tacerea pe hirtie<\/p>\n

de-a imparti mici picaturi de apa<\/p>\n

dintr-un ocean viitor<\/p>\n

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TOMA GEORGE MAIORESCU<\/p>\n

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apocrifa<\/strong><\/p>\n

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nu
\nintre noi n-au fost arse toate puntile
\nmai e si arborele dragon
\ncel care si-a aruncat radacinile peste prapastie
\ndar mai e si iluzia mea
\nca pot trece peste orice
\nsi o sa ajung pe celalalt mal
\nfie prin hatisul aerian al lianelor
\nfie si pe un pod de ceata
\narcuit peste spaime
\ndar tu vei fi plecata pe o insula
\nsi eu voi strabate iarasi Oceanul
\ninot ca si alta data cand
\ntu te-ai mutat intr-o stea
\nsi ma vei arunca din nou in adancul Spatiului
\nsa te caut
\ndar tu te vei fi ascuns intr-o galaxie
\ncare nu figureaza pe nici-o harta a cerului
\nsi pentru ca
\nintre noi nu au fost arse toate puntile
\neu te voi cauta mereu
\nsi aproape ca te descopar
\npentru ca am inteles in sfarsit ca trebuie sa te gasesc
\npeste ceea ce ne desparte
\ncand plutesti prin vazduh cu noaptea in par
\nsau cand esti culcata alaturi
\napocrifa si pagana
\nin patul meu<\/p>\n

MITIADES EFTHIMIOU<\/p>\n

Cat de veche este credinta ortodox\u0103?<\/p>\n

> Dac\u0103 sunte\u021bi romano catolic\u00a0, este bine sa \u0219ti\u021bi c\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een anul 1054 Biserica dumneavoastr\u0103 a fost una cu cea Ortodox\u0103. \u00cen acel an Papa de la Roma s-a despar\u021bit de cele patru Patriarhate apostolice (Constantinopol, Alexandria, Antiohia si Ierusalim) \u0219i a \u00eenceput s\u0103 fac\u0103 schimb\u0103ri dogmatice. Astfel Biserica dumneavoastr\u0103 este veche de 1000 de ani.
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\n> Dac\u0103 sunte\u0163i un luteran,\u00a0religia dumneavoastr\u0103 a fost \u00eentemeiat\u0103 de c\u0103tre Martin Luther, un fost c\u0103lug\u0103r din Biserica Catolic\u0103, \u00een anul 1517.
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\n> Dac\u0103 apar\u0163ine\u0163i Bisericii Anglicane, religia dumneavoastr\u0103 a fost \u00eentemeiat\u0103 de c\u0103tre regele Henric al VIII \u00een anul 1534, deoarece Papa nu i-a acordat dreptul de a divor\u021ba \u0219i a se rec\u0103s\u0103tori.
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\n> Dac\u0103 sunte\u0163i un prezbiterian, religia dumneavoastr\u0103 a fost \u00eenfiin\u021bata de John Knox \u00een Sco\u0163ia, \u00een anul 1560.
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\n> Dac\u0103 sunte\u0163i congrega\u021bionist, religia dumneavoastr\u0103 a fost ini\u0163iat\u0103 de c\u0103tre Robert Brown, \u00een Olanda \u00een anul 1582.
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\n> Dac\u0103 sunte\u0163i protestant episcopal, religia dumneavoastr\u0103 a fost o ramur\u0103 a Bisericii Anglicane, \u00eenfiin\u0163at\u0103 de c\u0103tre Samuel Senbury \u00een coloniile americane, \u00een secolul 17.
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\n> Dac\u0103 sunte\u0163i baptist,\u00a0\u00eei datorati principiile religiei dumneavoastr\u0103 lui John Smyth, care a lansat-o la Amsterdam \u00een anul 1606.
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\n> Dac\u0103 apartineti\u00a0 Bisericii\u00a0 Daneze Reformate, \u00eel recunoa\u015fte\u0163i ca fondator pe Michelis Jones, deoarece religia dumneavoastr\u0103 \u00ee\u0219i are originile \u00een New York, \u00een anul 1628.
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\n> Dac\u0103 sunte\u0163i metodist, religia dumneavoastr\u0103 a fost fondat\u0103 de c\u0103tre John \u015fi Charles Wesley \u00een Anglia, \u00een anul 1774.
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\n> Dac\u0103 sunte\u0163i mormon, bazele religiei dumneavoastre au fost puse de catre Joseph Smith \u00een Palmyra, New York, \u00een anul 1829.
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\n> Dac\u0103 sunteti membru al Bisericii Armata Salv\u0103rii,\u00a0secta dumneavoastr\u0103 a fost ini\u021biat\u0103 de catre William Booth, \u00een Londra, \u00een anul 1865.
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\n> Dac\u0103 sunteti membru al Bisericii Scientologice,\u00a0 anul \u00een care aceasta religie s-a\u00a0 n\u0103scut este 1879, iar cea care a fondat-o este Mary Baker Eddy.
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\n> Daca apartineti\u00a0uneia dintre organizatiile religioase cunoscute sub numele \u201eBiserica Nazarineanului\u201d, \u00a0\u201eEvanghelia Penticostala,\u201d \u201eBiserica Sf\u00e2nta\u201d sau \u201eMartorii lui Iehova\u201d, religia dvs este una dintre sutele de noi secte fondate de oameni \u00een ultima sut\u0103 de ani .
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\n> Dac\u0103 sunteti Cre\u015ftin Ortodox,\u00a0religia dumneavoastr\u0103 a fost fondat\u0103 \u00een anul 33 de c\u0103tre Iisus Hristos, Fiul lui Dumnezeu.
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\n> Nu s-a mai schimbat din acel moment.
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\n> Biserica noastr\u0103 are acum 2.000 de ani vechime \u015fi, din acest motiv, Ortodoxia, Biserica Apostolilor \u015fi a Sfin\u021bilor P\u0103rin\u0163i, este considerata cu adev\u0103rat\u00a0 \u201eUna Sf\u00e2nta Soborniceasc\u0103 \u015fi Apostoleasc\u0103 Biseric\u0103\u201d.<\/p>\n

>
\n> Aceasta este cea mai importanta mo\u0219tenire pe care putem s\u0103 o transmitem tinerilor acestui nou mileniu.
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\nPr. Dr. Mitiades Efthimiou<\/p>\n

DORIN CROITOR<\/p>\n

\u015ei calc pe frunze \u015fi se cheam\u0103 toamn\u0103.
\n\u015ei br\u00e2nca amurgului se cerne furi\u015f printre castani
\nca \u00eendoiala prin dezam\u0103girea unui refuz.<\/p>\n

Tu recompui \u00een cearc\u0103ne str\u0103vezii a\u015fteptare…
\nca un olar silueta stinse iubiri
\ndin fr\u0103m\u00e2ntatul lut al amintirii…
\nSerile ne vor avea culoarea mahalalelor calice,
\nzilele ne vor p\u0103\u015fi spre g\u00e2rbovenie astronomic\u0103.
\nS\u0103 nu-\u021bi fie team\u0103!
\n\u015ei frica e o na\u0219tere, trebuie doar mo\u015fit\u0103 atent.
\nE toamn\u0103 \u015fi nici o c\u0103dere nu mai doare gravita\u021bional!<\/p>\n

PU\u0218I DINULESCU<\/p>\n

ROBERT CALUL<\/em><\/strong> (Abstract scenometric:)<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Robert Calul a fost prietenul meu cel mai bun, singurul prieten care m\u0103-n\u0163elegea.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT CALUL: M\u0103 port f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 joc teatru. Sunt mereu acela\u015fi, a\u015fa cum inima m\u0103-ndeamn\u0103 s\u0103 fiu. Sunt Robert Calul, cel f\u0103r\u0103 habar \u015fi nevoie de altceva dec\u00e2t de propriul lui altar. Sunt o rug\u0103ciune.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Onora\u0163i prieteni,\u00a0 sunt un biet p\u0103un\u2026 Privi\u0163i-mi penele\u2026 Culorile lor pastelate, vou\u0103, ochilor vo\u015ftri, obi\u015fnui\u0163i doar cu alb \u015fi negru\u2026 ca-n filmele tragice\u2026 vou\u0103\u2026 A fi copac e un nonsens\u2026 De fapt sunt pictor.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 UNUL: Sunte\u021bi pictor?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT (scrisoare adresat\u0103 Suzanei):<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u00e2ngele meu te caut\u0103. Bu\u015fteanul s-a \u00eempiedicat \u00een om. Printre zambile, substan\u0163a f\u0103r\u0103 gust a mor\u0163ii plute\u015fte, din cer se desprinde somnul limpede. M\u0103 doare capul. S\u00e2ngele meu te caut\u0103. E\u015fti at\u00e2t de frumoas\u0103\u2026 <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Tu ar trebui s\u0103 c\u00e2n\u0163i mereu la pian, degetele tale albe \u015fi lungi, degetele tale ca apa \u015fi tulpinile, ca aerul\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Te iubesc. E\u015fti colorat\u0103 \u00een toate formele spectrului de lumin\u0103. Unghiile tale ro\u015fii, p\u0103rul t\u0103u portocaliu, fularul t\u0103u verde, pantofii t\u0103i galbeni\u2026 <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Unghiile tale ca trandafirii cei mai aprin\u015fi, p\u0103rul ca fl\u0103c\u0103rile, fularul ca iarba \u015fi pantofii ca polenul margaretelor. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Suzana, tu e\u015fti pas\u0103rea rar\u0103, e\u015fti singurul fir de iarb\u0103 \u00een care cred\u2026 am certitudinea\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Scrisoarea aceasta a fost compus\u0103 ca imn de laud\u0103, ca rug\u0103ciune, ca spasm. <\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Al nostru, al am\u00e2ndurora, <\/em><\/p>\n

Robert<\/em>.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 AVIATORUL: Mai bine s\u0103 ne plimb\u0103m pe-aici. Aerul e curat\u2026 Printre copacii acoperi\u0163i cu z\u0103pad\u0103 \u015fi \u0163ur\u0163uri chiar\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Tu \u00ee\u0163i ba\u0163i joc de mine.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 AVIATORUL: Da. ( Robert se repede \u015fi-i arde o palm\u0103. Aviatorul se pr\u0103bu\u015fe\u0219te. Se ridic\u0103).<\/p>\n

\u00a0De ce m\u0103 ba\u0163i?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013ROBERT: Fiindc\u0103 m\u0103 enervezi, fiindc\u0103 nu suport s\u0103 fiu luat \u00een r\u0103sp\u0103r\u2026 tocmai acum\u2026 \u00een situa\u0163ia asta\u2026 nenorocit\u0103\u2026 c\u00e2nd nu \u015ftiu ce-i cu Suzana\u2026 O pierd, m\u0103-n\u0163elegi, o pierd. Se va \u00eemboln\u0103vi. Am presentimentul c\u0103 se va \u00eemboln\u0103vi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: De ce-o fi murit?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DOCTORUL: Nu poate fi\u00a0 niciun dubiu, E moart\u0103.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Unde-i fi tu, Robert? (\u00cent\u00e2i nu l-am recunoscut. Era cu spatele la mine, \u0163inea \u00een degete o balan\u0163\u0103 olteneasc\u0103, \u00eentr-unul din talgere pusese un parmen, \u00een cel\u0103lalt un cre\u0163esc). Ce faci?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Pia\u0163a\u00a0 (\u0219i r\u00e2se iar. M\u0103 lu\u0103 de bra\u0163 \u015fi abia am putut s\u0103 m\u0103 \u0163in cu d\u00e2nsu-n pas, cu pa\u015fii lui de uria\u015f, de cogeamite zdrahon). Ai v\u0103zut balan\u0163a mea? Ieri sear\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i vorbeam de atingeri, azi \u00ee\u0163i vorbesc de balan\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Dar n-am chef de lec\u0163ii.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: P\u00e2n\u0103 acum ai fost un b\u0103iat silitor\u2026 un b\u0103rbat silitor. Probabil te-ai emancipat. Asta m\u0103 bucur\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: E\u015fti un om bucuros, am zis eu \u015fi l-am \u00eentrebat apoi, poate fiindc\u0103 n-aveam altceva de \u00eentrebat:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Cum \u0163i-a pl\u0103cut asear\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Ce m\u0103 mai \u00eentrebi? \u015etii doar\u2026 a fost o prostie\u2026\u00a0 Ca de obicei\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Ca de obicei, da\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Repe\u0163i ce spun eu, vezi?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0ROBERT: Vrei s\u0103 lu\u0103m troleibuzul?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL:Dar unde s\u0103 mergem? N-am chef de mers nic\u0103ieri.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Mergem la mine. Vreau s\u0103-\u0163i citesc ni\u015fte poezii.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTO: Nu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Atunci am s\u0103 \u0163i le trimit prin po\u015ft\u0103. Tot ai s\u0103 le cite\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Bine, trimite-le prin po\u015ft\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Uff!\u00a0 e\u015fti c\u00e2ine, nu om! Sau m\u0103car las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103-\u0163i vorbesc de balan\u0163\u0103. Am \u015fi scris o poezie cu titlul ei. C\u00e2nd m-ai \u00eent\u00e2lnit tocmai terminasem s\u0103 le-o recit negustorilor-gr\u0103dinari. \u015etii c\u0103 le-a pl\u0103cut? Nu vrei s\u0103 \u0163i-o recit \u015fi \u0163ie?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Nu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Atunci, ce dracu vrei?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Scuz\u0103-m\u0103, Robert, dar c\u00e2nd m\u0103 vezi \u00een ce hal sunt, tu m\u0103 iei cu lucruri d-astea, care n-au rost. \u0218tiic\u0103 am \u0219i eu chestiile mele\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Dar tu, tocmai tu, m\u0103 sf\u0103tuiai s\u0103 m-apuc\u2026 Altfel nu m-a\u015f fi apucat\u2026n-a\u0219 fi scris nici un r\u00e2nd\u2026 p\u00e2n\u0103 acum. Nu-\u0163i aduci aminte de discu\u0163ia noastr\u0103 despre odele amicale?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Nu-mi aduc aminte de nimic!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Cum? Dar ce-i cu tine?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Balan\u0163a\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: Da. A \u00eenceput \u015fi la tine s\u0103 sc\u00e2r\u0163\u00e2ie, domnule inginer!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Dar sunt \u015fansonetist!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 ROBERT: E\u015fti un rahat. Arat\u0103-mi diploma de \u015fansonetist!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0*<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Am luat din gre\u015feal\u0103 dou\u0103 bilete, ia-l dumneata pe cel\u0103lalt.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA LA MEDICIN\u0102: S\u0103 \u0163i-l pl\u0103tesc?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Nu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Scoase totu\u015fi cinci zeci de bani \u015fi vr\u00e2nd-nevr\u00e2nd mi-i strecur\u0103 \u00een buzunar. Spuse cum o cheam\u0103 \u015fi c\u0103-i student\u0103 la medicin\u0103, dar c\u0103 incidentul cu biletul o amuzase.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Nu-mi faci \u015fi mie o autopsie?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Ba, da, dar nu-i corect \u201eautopsie\u201d, ci \u201enecropsie\u201d.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Fie\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: C\u00e2nd?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: S\u0103 m\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: P\u0103i una zici \u015fi\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: \u00cen dou\u0103 zile \u00ee\u0163i dau r\u0103spunsul. (Am ajuns \u00een dreptul casei ei).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Nu vrei s\u0103 m\u0103 s\u0103ru\u0163i?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Ba da. Dar s\u0103 \u0219tii c\u0103 atunci te iau cu mine!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: \u00cent\u00e2i, hai s\u0103 bem ceva!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: S\u0103 bem? Dar nu beau. Nu beau, din principiu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: \u015ei din mai ce?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Tot din principiu. La poft\u0103\u2026 (B\u0103ur\u0103m).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0STUDENTA: \u00cemi place de tine c\u0103 e\u015fti un adev\u0103rat b\u0103rbat!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Nu crezi c\u0103-i prematur s\u0103 spui asta?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: M\u0103 iube\u015fti?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Atunci, s\u0103 mergem.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Cum se face c\u0103 e\u015fti at\u00e2t de inteligent\u0103? De mult \u00eemi doresc o femeie inteligent\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Nu \u015ftiu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: De ce nu \u015ftii?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Fiindc\u0103 e\u015fti a\u015fa de dr\u0103gu\u0163 \u015fi spui lucrurilor pe nume.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: De ce nu te dezbraci?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Fiindc\u0103 mi-e ru\u015fine.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Fat\u0103 inteligent\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103-i fie ru\u015fine?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: N-am chef s\u0103 m\u0103 dezbrac, s\u0103rut\u0103-m\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2i. (Atunci am aprins lumina \u015fi am dat \u015fi drumul la radio.).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: \u015ei nu \u0163i se pare c\u0103 via\u0163a e altceva dec\u00e2t ceea ce facem noi acum?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Nu, nu mi se pare.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Dup\u0103 p\u0103rerea mea, via\u0163a e mai dur\u0103 \u015fi lucrurile astea n-au rost. N-are nici un rost s\u0103 fim animale.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Dac\u0103 p\u0103rin\u0163ii no\u015ftri n-ar fi fost animale, noi n-am mai exista.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Bine, dar eu nu simt nevoia s\u0103 am copii. Dac-a\u015f avea copii, ar fi probabil mult mai pro\u015fti dec\u00e2t mine. La ce s\u0103-i am?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: S\u0103 ai o bucurie la b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0163e… Ce-o fi cu noi?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Noi suntem \u015fi apa \u015fi rechinul \u00een acela\u015fi timp.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Bine. Dar m\u0103 iube\u015fti?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Nu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: P\u00e2n-acum ziceai c\u0103 da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Ast\u0103-sear\u0103 nu te mai iubesc, sunt obosit. Poate m\u00e2ine sear\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Nu m-ai \u00een\u0163eles.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Te-am \u00een\u0163eles, dar e acela\u015fi lucru. Tu trebuie s\u0103-n\u0163elegi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: N-am ce.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: P\u0103cat.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: \u00a0S\u0103 ne cert\u0103m.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Pe c\u00e2t timp?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Pe totdeauna. Tu nu e\u015fti altceva dec\u00e2t un animal.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Dar sunt inteligent\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: \u015etiu, dar\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Dar tu nu e\u015fti animal?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Ba da, dar nu pot iubi tot un animal.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: \u00ce\u0163i trebuie un om\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013_DEBUTANTUL: Aiurea\u2026 \u00cemi trebuie o idee, omul e un animal. Totu\u015fi ideile sunt \u00een oameni. Pot iubi oamenii pentru ideile lor.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Dar pentru ideile mele\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Nu le cunosc \u015fi nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 s\u0103 le cunosc, de-acum \u00eencolo… Caut altceva!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Ce?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Nu \u015ftiu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 STUDENTA: Tu mereu cau\u0163i altceva?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Da.<\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL:Cum s-a-nt\u00e2mplat?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 FEMEIA B\u0102TR\u00c2N\u0102: \u00a0Dar cine sunte\u0163i dumneavoastr\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Un prieten.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Dar ce s\u0103 se fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Cum cu cine? Cu prietenul meu.\u00a0 Ce s-a-nt\u00e2mplat cu Robert?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Care Robert?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Robert, prietenul meu. A locuit aici \u015fi-acum o lun\u0103 a murit.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Nu \u015ftiu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Bine.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Altceva mai dori\u0163i?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Cum? Nu l-a\u0163i cunoscut?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Ba da. Sunte\u0163i chiar prietenul lui? (… v\u0103zui o tingire… O am desprins-o din perete).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: \u00a0E de alam\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: N-ave\u0163i un ziar?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Vre\u0163i s\u0103 lua\u0163i tingirea? f\u0103cu b\u0103tr\u00e2na.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Nu. Dar vreau s-o \u00eenvelesc.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Pot s\u0103 vi-o d\u0103ruiesc.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Mul\u0163umesc. Era a lui Robert?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: \u00a0Dumneavoastr\u0103 l-a\u0163i omor\u00e2t pe Robert?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: De ce?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Era un chiria\u015f teribil de nesuferit. Fiica mea era \u00eendr\u0103gostit\u0103 de el. \u015etiam c\u0103 noaptea, c\u00e2teodat\u0103, intra \u00een camera lui.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 E frumoas\u0103 fiica dumneavoastr\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Nu, dar e inteligent\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL:\u00a0 C\u00e2t de inteligent\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA:\u00a0 Foarte inteligent\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: A\u0163i omor\u00e2t-o \u015fi pe ea?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Bine\u00een\u0163eles.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: Atunci cum de nu v-au arestat?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Sunt nebun\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0DEBUTANTUL: \u0218i de ce nu v-au internat \u00eentr-un ospiciu?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: C\u00e2nd i-am ucis pe Robert \u015fi pe fiica mea evadasem pentru prima oar\u0103, acum am evadat a doua oar\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: De unde cuno\u015ftea\u0163i care sunt rela\u0163iile \u00eentre Robert \u015fi fiica dumneavoastr\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: De la o vecin\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: \u015ei era adev\u0103rat?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Nu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 DEBUTANTUL: C\u00e2nd i-a\u0163i ucis \u015ftia\u0163i c\u0103 nu-i adev\u0103rat?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Da.<\/p>\n

DEBUTANTUL:Atunci de ce i-a\u0163i ucis?<\/p>\n

B\u0102TR\u00c2NA: Din motive tehnice.<\/p>\n

*<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De ce ai venit? am \u00eentrebat eu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Fiindc\u0103 mi s-a telegrafiat.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Cine \u0163i-a telegrafiat?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu \u015ftiu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015ei cum te chiam\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu m\u0103 mai recuno\u015fti?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nici eu nu te mai recunosc.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Atunci e o gre\u015fal\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 E foarte romantic\u0103 situa\u0163ia \u00een care ne g\u0103sim.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 C\u00e2t de romantic\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Roz de romantic\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Am s\u0103rit din pat, m-am ridicat \u00een picioare, am luat-o de mijloc \u015fi repede, ca s\u0103 nu uit, ca nu cumva timpul s\u0103 treac\u0103 \u015fi vorbele mele s\u0103 aib\u0103 timpul de-a se duce, i-am spus:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Hai s\u0103 ne logodim.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 A\u015fa repede?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nici nu \u015ftiu cine e\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Atunci de ce m-ai luat \u015fi m-ai \u00eengrijit?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Mi se f\u0103cuse mil\u0103 de tine. C\u00e2nd am ie\u015fit din cas\u0103 \u015fi te-am g\u0103sit pr\u0103bu\u015fit \u00een fa\u0163a por\u0163ii, am crezut \u00eent\u00e2i c\u0103 e\u015fti altcineva, pe urm\u0103 am \u015ftiut c\u0103 nu e\u015fti dec\u00e2t tu. Nu mai era nimeni \u00een apropiere. A trebuit atunci eu singur\u0103 s\u0103 te t\u00e2r\u0103sc p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een\u0103untru, s\u0103 te pun \u00een pat, \u015fi s\u0103-\u0163i dau doctorii.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 C\u00e2t timp am stat a\u015fa, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 trezesc?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 O s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Atunci \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu \u0163i s-a telegrafiat.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ba da. Ie\u015fisem din cas\u0103 fiindc\u0103 mi se telegrafiase.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Cine-\u0163i telegrafiase?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu \u015ftiu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ce scria \u00een telegram\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu \u015ftiu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Cum, nu \u015ftii?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Era \u00eentr-o limb\u0103 str\u0103in\u0103, \u00eentr-o limb\u0103 pe care n-o cunosc.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Poate a fost o gre\u015fal\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da. A fost o gre\u015fal\u0103. Tocmai m\u0103 duceam la po\u015ft\u0103 s\u0103 le spun c\u0103 e o gre\u015fal\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015ei nu te-ai mai dus?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 N-am mai putut.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar cui \u00eei era adresat\u0103 telegrama?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Mie mi-era adresat\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Atunci nu putea fi vreo gre\u015fal\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nici nu \u015ftiu ce s\u0103 mai cred.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Bine. Dar ne logodim?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Poate c\u0103 da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Atunci s\u0103 fix\u0103m data.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Tu n-ai nimic de f\u0103cut \u00eenainte de asta?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ba da, trebuie s\u0103-mi iau r\u0103mas bun de la Robert, prietenul meu care a murit.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De c\u00e2nd e\u015fti tu bolnav poate l-o fi \u015fi \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntat.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da. Trebuie totu\u015fi s\u0103-mi iau r\u0103mas bun. Nu \u015ftiu cum s\u0103 fac asta, dar trebuie. Nu vrei s\u0103 m-aju\u0163i \u015fi tu?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ba da. A\u015f dori\u2026 mi-e fric\u0103 numai s\u0103 nu te \u00eencurc.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 N-ai s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eencurci. Uite, m\u00e2ine diminea\u0163\u0103 plec\u0103m \u015fi g\u0103sim ce-avem de f\u0103cut. P\u00e2n\u0103 atunci trebuie s\u0103 ne obi\u015fnuim unul cu altul.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Eu m-am \u015fi obi\u015fnuit.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Dar mie mi-era mult mai greu. \u00cen decursul acelei s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni ea avusese tot timpul s\u0103 m\u0103 priveasc\u0103, s\u0103-\u015fi \u00eenchipuie de mine cine \u015ftie ce, \u00een orice caz m\u0103 avusese tot timpul \u00een fa\u0163\u0103. Dar eu? De-abia m\u0103 trezisem, abia acum o vedeam prima dat\u0103 \u015fi mi se p\u0103rea extrem de ridicol s\u0103 fiu al\u0103turi de ea, fiindc\u0103, desigur, nu meritam \u015fi fiindc\u0103 era mai normal a\u015fa. Adic\u0103 normal, cum?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 R\u0103m\u0103s\u0103se o singur\u0103 solu\u0163ie, ultima solu\u0163ie. Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 plimb prin camer\u0103 \u015fi pa\u015fii mi se f\u0103ceau din ce \u00een ce mai de\u015fi. C\u00e2nd m-am oprit, ochii mi s-au pironit \u00eentre ai ei. A\u015f fi dorit mult s\u0103-i pot scoate, s\u0103-i desprind, s\u0103-i pot pune la loc, numai dac-ar fi insistat, dar lucrurile nu erau at\u00e2t de simple, cum puteau p\u0103rea la prima vedere.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Cum a murit Robert? \u00eentreb\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Vreau s\u0103 scriu o carte despre el, am z\u00e2mbit eu. Despre el \u015fi despre mine.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015ei despre tine?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu, mai mult despre Robert. Dar de unde \u0219tii cum \u00eel chema?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013N-ai spus tu mai devreme? Dar a\u015f vrea s\u0103 nu m\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103se\u015fti niciodat\u0103, insist\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103se\u015fti tu, \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 vom fi toat\u0103 via\u0163a \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Toat\u0103 via\u0163a?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da. \u0162i se pare prea mult?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu. Dar e totu\u015fi o sum\u0103, o sum\u0103 considerabil\u0103. E de fapt singura sum\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 E drept.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015etiu, dar m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc s\u0103-\u0163i r\u0103spund ceva inteligent. Nu \u015ftiu ce.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Eram acum chiar l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea. M\u0103 a\u015fezasem. Avea picioarele lungi, mi-era fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu fie prea sub\u0163iri, \u00eentotdeauna picioarele lungi au riscul \u0103sta. Nu pot suferi femeile cu picioare sub\u0163iri, \u00eemi fac r\u0103u.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ne cunoa\u015ftem de prea pu\u0163in timp, spuse fata iar.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Asta n-are importan\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Are!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Are?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00cen camer\u0103 se f\u0103cuse prea cald, ar fi trebuit deschise geamurile. Nici unul dintre noi nu se putea mi\u015fca, dar geamurile erau aproape \u015fi largi, \u00eenalte.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Pot s\u0103 deschid geamul? \u00eentreb\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Atunci pot s\u0103-l \u00eenchid?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar e \u00eenchis.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u00cent\u00e2i s\u0103-l deschid \u015fi pe urm\u0103 s\u0103-l \u00eenchid.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Am stat \u00een cump\u0103n\u0103 vreo c\u00e2teva minute, pe urm\u0103 am dat din cap. Eram de-acord.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 N-o s\u0103-\u0163i par\u0103 r\u0103u dac\u0103 fac asta? mai \u00eentreb\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu. \u015etii la ce m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Fata se ridic\u0103 de pe canapea \u015fi deschise geamurile larg, toate geamurile.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ca s\u0103-l putem c\u0103uta pe Robert, am urmat eu, trebuie s\u0103 facem rost de bani. Eu nu mai am bani. Tu n-ai?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Dup\u0103 ce se a\u015fezase iar l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, se ridic\u0103 iar, se apropie deodat\u0103 de geamuri, le-mpinse unul dup\u0103 altul \u015fi le r\u0103suci foraib\u0103ruile.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar ni\u015fte sticle n-ai? am insistat eu. Dac-am vinde sticle, am putea face rost de bani.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Sticle am destule, spuse fata.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De ce? Bei mult?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu beau dec\u00e2t ap\u0103, dar vecinii mei sunt mari be\u0163ivi \u015fi \u00eemi d\u0103ruiesc mie toate sticlele. E o tradi\u0163ie \u00een casa asta. Sunt cea mai frumoas\u0103 femeie din imobil!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00cen patru \u0163o\u015fti mari \u015fi \u00eentr-un sac, pe care l-am pus pe umeri, n-au \u00eenc\u0103put toate sticlele, dar mai multe nu puteam s\u0103 lu\u0103m. Noroc de c\u0103ruciorul pe care l-am g\u0103sit \u00een curte.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Bun c\u0103rucior! M-am bucurat eu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Am pus \u00een\u0103untru dou\u0103 \u0163o\u015fti.<\/p>\n

Ea \u00eempingea c\u0103ruciorul, iar eu veneam dup\u0103 ea cu sacul, \u00een care intrau de dou\u0103 ori mai multe sticle ca \u00eentr-o \u0163o\u015fc\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Sunt curioas\u0103 c\u00e2\u0163i bani o s\u0103 lu\u0103m, spuse fata.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 N-avem mult de mers p\u00e2n\u0103 la centrul de achizi\u0163ii \u015fi parc\u0103 nici nu fusesem bolnav. Sim\u0163eam to\u0163i mu\u015fchii plini de ser sau de ceva \u00een genul \u0103sta, sim\u0163eam cum se-ntind, ca pra\u015ftia \u015fi asta-mi era de ajuns. Fata mergea \u00eenaintea mea \u015fi \u00eempingea c\u0103ruciorul cu grij\u0103, \u00eei era parc\u0103 fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu vin\u0103 cineva alerg\u00e2nd s\u0103-i izbeasc\u0103 sticlele \u015fi s\u0103 i le \u00eempr\u0103\u015fite. Adic\u0103 s\u0103 i le sparg\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar de ce ne trebuie a\u015fa mul\u0163i bani? se-ntoarse ea, dar nu m\u0103 privi drept \u00een fa\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Eu, dac\u0103 n-am bani, simt c\u0103 nu sunt eu \u00eensumi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ce om ciudat e\u015fti tu!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu m\u0103 mai \u0163ine de vorb\u0103, c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 fiu atent, s\u0103 nu scap sacul, m-am sup\u0103rat eu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Acum \u00eencepusem s\u0103 obosesc, dar nu-mi venea \u00eenc\u0103 s\u0103 las sacul jos. Mi-ar fi fost foarte greu s\u0103-l iau \u00een spate. Mu\u015fchii \u00eencepuser\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 doar\u0103, dar \u015ftiam c\u0103 nu mai aveam mult, c\u0103 mai puteam \u00eenc\u0103 rezista. De ce atunci s\u0103 las sacul?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Fata se opri.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 M\u0103 doare um\u0103rul, spuse ea. Nu mai pot merge. Trebuie s\u0103 ne oprim, s\u0103 m\u0103 odihnesc.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Am uitat s\u0103 spun \u0219\u0103 mai avea o \u021bo\u0219c\u0103 \u0219i ea, a patra, ag\u0103\u021bat\u0103 de um\u0103r.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu ne putem opri! am r\u0103cnit eu \u0219i am mers \u00een continuare nesmintit.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar nu mai pot merge, mi s-a anchilozat um\u0103rul! De ce nu vrei s\u0103 ne oprim?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Fiindc\u0103 nu se poate!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ce-i aia, nu se poate?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Aia!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Fata abia se putea \u0163ine acum dup\u0103 mine. Trebuia s\u0103 ne oprim. Am \u00eenceput s\u0103 las sacul jos, l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 pe spate \u015fi rezem\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 de gard. M-am \u00eentors, l-am luat \u00een bra\u0163e \u015fi av\u00e2nd grij\u0103 s\u0103 nu scap cealalt\u0103 \u0163o\u015fc\u0103 de pe um\u0103r m-am l\u0103sat pe vine \u015fi am pus sacul l\u00e2ng\u0103 gard. Am scos \u0163o\u015fca de dup\u0103 um\u0103r, am a\u0219ezat-o l\u00e2ng\u0103 sac \u015fi m-am \u00eentors s\u0103 v\u0103d unde-i fata.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0La zece metri \u00een urm\u0103, \u00eencerca s\u0103 se ajute cu st\u00e2nga s\u0103-\u015fi poat\u0103 desprinde din um\u0103r \u0163o\u015fca ei. M-am repezit la ea, am \u0163inut cu am\u00e2ndou\u0103 m\u00e2inile de curelele \u0163o\u015ftii, ea se l\u0103s\u0103 \u00een jos \u015fi am putut \u015fi eu l\u0103sa traista pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt, l\u00e2ng\u0103 c\u0103rucior. Pe urm, am \u00eempins eu c\u0103ruciorul \u015fi am luat pe um\u0103r traista p\u00e2n\u0103 unde l\u0103sasem sacul meu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Mai avem totu\u015fi ceva de mers, zise fata.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015etiu c\u0103 mai avem. Numai de n-o fi \u00eenchis.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 N-ar fi bine s\u0103 fie \u00eenchis, dar s-ar putea totu\u0219i s\u0103 fie \u00eenchis!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Cine \u015ftie?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 N-ar fi mai bine s\u0103 dau eu o fug\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 acolo \u015fi s\u0103 v\u0103d dac\u0103-i deschis? Dac\u0103 nu, s\u0103 ne-ntoarcem\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Acum nu ne mai putem \u00eentoarce.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar dac\u0103-i \u00eenchis, trebuie s\u0103 ne \u00eentoarcem.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 St\u0103m acolo p\u00e2n\u0103 se deschide.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Am g\u0103sit totu\u015fi deschis, mai erau \u00eenc\u0103 \u00eenaintea noastr\u0103 vreo zece persoane, dar asta nu era mult.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ai v\u0103zut c\u0103-i deschis? am r\u00e2s eu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Am v\u0103zut!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Am putea lua aproape o sut\u0103 de lei.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu s-o fi spart nici o sticl\u0103 pe drum?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 La mine nu s-a spart nici una.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nici la mine, credeam c\u0103 la tine.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Totu\u015fi, mai mult de \u015faptezeci-optzeci de lei nu cred s\u0103 lu\u0103m.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De ce?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Sunt cam multe sticle de o jum\u0103tate.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Mai mult de dou\u0103zeci nu sunt.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Asta \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 sunt totu\u015fi multe.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar mai aveam acas\u0103 sticle de un litru!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De ce nu mi-ai spus asta p\u00e2n\u0103 acum?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Uitasem. \u015ei nu \u015ftiam c\u0103-i a\u015fa mare diferen\u0163a de pre\u0163.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 E destul de mare.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 C\u00e2nd ne veni r\u00e2ndul, eu nu mai avui nici un chef de v\u00e2ndut, dar \u00een spatele nostru era destul\u0103 lume, nu puteam s\u0103 stau \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc. Am \u00ee\u00cenceput s\u0103 le scot \u00eent\u00e2i din sac, una c\u00e2te una.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Frumoase sticle! spuse omul de la centrul de achizi\u0163ii.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Sunt amintiri de care cu greu m\u0103 despart, spuse fata. Sticlele astea au fost pentru mine con\u015ftiin\u0163a unei superiorit\u0103\u0163i!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 V\u0103 \u00een\u0163eleg, recunoscu omul.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 C\u00e2nd po\u0163i s\u0103 te desprinzi de cele c\u00e2teva amintiri mai puternice \u015fi mai gustoase pe care \u00eenc\u0103 le p\u0103strezi, pentru a putea astfel tr\u0103i cu adev\u0103rat \u00een prezent, atunci \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 ai ajuns la maximul de conductibilitate. Conductibilitatea e proba apartenen\u0163ei tale la un prezent, am ad\u0103ugat eu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Am devenit un conductor excep\u0163ional! sur\u00e2se fata.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 De-abia de\u015fertasem sacul \u015fi una din \u0163o\u015ftile tovar\u0103\u015fei mele c\u0103 masa achizitorului se \u015fi umpluse.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Sunte\u0163i c\u0103s\u0103tori\u0163i? \u00eentreb\u0103 el.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Suntem h\u0103mesi\u0163i! am r\u0103spuns eu \u00een locul ei.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Hai, s\u0103 plec\u0103m mai repede! \u00eemi sop\u0163i fata.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Stai s\u0103 termin\u0103m \u00eent\u00e2i de dat sticlle, am observat eu, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi feresc vocea.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Numai trei sticle erau ciobite. Le-am l\u0103sat \u015fi pe acelea, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 le vindem, fiindc\u0103 tot nu mai aveam ce s\u0103 facem cu ele. Erau dou\u0103 sticle verzi, de ap\u0103 mineral\u0103 \u015fi una de vermut, tot de un kilogram, care era de fapt cr\u0103pat\u0103. Pierdeam dintr-o dat\u0103 cinci lei \u015fi zece bani.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 C\u0103ruciorul nu-l cump\u0103ra\u0163i?am \u00eentrebat eu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu-i al nostru, s\u0103ri fata, nu-l putem vinde!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Am ie\u015fit c\u00e2t am putut de repede. Eu, cu m\u00e2inile \u00een buzunare, o luasem \u00eenainte \u015fi o l\u0103sasem pe ea s\u0103 t\u00e2r\u00e2ie c\u0103ruciorul. Dar \u00eencepu \u0219i ea s\u0103 gr\u0103beasc\u0103 pa\u015fii. M-ajunse.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Acum avem destui bani, spuse ea, putem \u00eencepe cercet\u0103rile.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu mai am nici un chef de cercet\u0103ri!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar nu putem face altfel, e vorba de lini\u015ftea ta sufleteasc\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015ei ce-am mai putea descoperi nou? De fapt, nu-i vorba de vreo descoperire, dar \u00eentr-un fel sau \u00een altul simt nevoia acelui r\u0103mas bun, de care \u0163i-am mai vorbit.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u0218i unde ar trebuia s\u0103 ne ducem \u00eent\u00e2i? f\u0103cu ea.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Acas\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Acas\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da. Am o idee. Nu e ceva grozav, dar altceva deocamdat\u0103 nu v\u0103d. A\u015fa trebuie \u00eenceput!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/strong><\/p>\n

*<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Cum am ajuns, fata a scos banii, i-a num\u0103rat \u015fi i-a pus pe o mas\u0103 din col\u0163, de l\u00e2ng\u0103 telefon.<\/p>\n

L\u0103sase capu-n p\u0103m\u00e2nt.<\/p>\n

Aplecat\u0103 u\u015for din spate, cu p\u0103rul acoperindu-i urechile dintr-o parte, era \u00een fa\u0163a mea \u015fi \u00eendr\u0103zni, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u015fit:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Trebuie s\u0103-\u0163i spun ceva!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Spune!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Pe Robert l-am cunoscut foarte bine. C\u00e2nd am primit telegrama, aveam impresia c\u0103-i de la el. \u00cei pl\u0103cea s\u0103 se \u0163in\u0103 de lucruri \u00een genul \u0103sta. \u015etiam c\u0103 e imposibil, c\u0103 a murit, am \u015fi fost la \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntare, dar m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam c\u0103 altcineva nu putea fi. Am cunoscut-o \u015fi pe fata care a fost ucis\u0103 odat\u0103 cu el. Am fost colege de liceu. Era o fat\u0103 foarte inteligent\u0103, cea mai inteligent\u0103 fat\u0103 din liceu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De ce nu mi-ai spus p\u00e2n\u0103 acum?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu puteam. Toate sticlele erau de la Robert. C\u00e2t timp le \u0163ineam l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, nu puteam m\u0103rturisi nimic. Jurasem.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Cui? Lui?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Lui. Era \u00eendr\u0103gostit de mine \u015fi eu eram pu\u0163in \u00eendr\u0103gostit\u0103 de el, \u00eens\u0103 credeam \u015fi eu, ca \u015fi al\u0163ii, c\u0103 e \u015fi mai \u00eendr\u0103gostit\u0103 de el fosta mea coleg\u0103 de liceu, ceea ce era fals.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013Te-ai culcat vreodat\u0103 cu Robert?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De dou\u0103 ori. Ca s\u0103-mi salvez reputa\u0163ia, m\u0103 travestisem, ca s\u0103 sem\u0103n c\u00e2t mai bine cu fosta mea coleg\u0103 de liceu, Robert a murit din cauza mea, din cauza r\u0103ut\u0103\u0163ii mele. Ce trebuie s\u0103 fac?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Robert n-a l\u0103sat niciun mesaj?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Era un om foarte bun, era cel mai bun om de pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt, dar nu-l puteam iubi. Era prea dur\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015ei ce mesaj a l\u0103sat? \u0162i-a l\u0103sat \u0163ie vreun mesaj? Nu \u0163i-a l\u0103sat nimic pentru mine?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Poate \u015ftii c\u0103 a fost asasinat. Nu \u015ftia c\u0103 va muri. Mi-a povestit totu\u015fi mult de tine. Spunea c\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nu m\u0103 mai puteam st\u0103p\u00e2ni. \u00cemi venea s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic de pe scaunul acela \u015fchiop, s\u0103 smulg lampa din tavan, s-o calc \u00een picioare, toate trebuia s\u0103 le fac.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu vrei s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nci ceva? \u00eentreb\u0103 fata.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ba da. Ce ai de m\u00e2ncare?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ni\u015fte ostropel.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 F\u0103 \u015fi m\u0103m\u0103lig\u0103. Vin ai?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu beau dec\u00e2t ap\u0103 \u015fi nu \u0163in \u00een cas\u0103 vin, \u0163uic\u0103 sau altceva.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu pot m\u00e2nca ostropel f\u0103r\u0103 vin.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M-am ridicat de pe scaun, am ajuns p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163a ei \u015fi am \u00eengenunchiat.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu vrei s-aprind ni\u015fte t\u0103m\u00e2ie? \u00eentreb\u0103 ea.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ce vrei, atunci?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 S\u0103-mi poveste\u015fti mai departe.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar de ce-ai \u00eengenuncheat?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Fiindc\u0103 e\u015fti frumoas\u0103, fiindc\u0103 Robert te-a iubit \u015fi tu te-ai culcat cu el. Cum de \u0163i-a venit ideea asta?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 E vorba de o amulet\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De-o amulet\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u00cemi promisese o amulet\u0103. Eu sunt supersti\u0163ioas\u0103. Venise p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci aproape \u00een fiecare sear\u0103, cu o sticl\u0103-dou\u0103. Bea \u0219i pleca.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ce-\u0163i spunea?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 C\u0103 sunt frumoas\u0103 \u015fi c\u0103 \u00eentr-o zi sau \u00eentr-o noapte \u00eemi va d\u0103rui amuleta.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015ei-ntr-o noapte\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da. \u015etii bine ce-am f\u0103cut. Am intrat \u00een camera lui, niciodat\u0103 nu o-nchidea cu cheia, am aflat asta pe urm\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015ei pe urm\u0103?<\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Nu era acolo. L-am a\u015fteptat. A venit foarte t\u00e2rziu. \u015ei era beat. \u00cent\u00e2i nu m-a recunoscut, a crezut c\u0103 sunt colega mea \u015fi a vrut s\u0103 m\u0103 dea afar\u0103. A aprins lumina mare. Atunci m-a recunoscut. A c\u0103zut \u00een genunchi. \u015eedea a\u015fa cum stai \u015fi tu acum. \u201eD\u0103-mi amuleta!\u201d, am spus eu. A c\u0103utat \u00eentr-un sertar \u015fi a scos o bro\u015f\u0103. Nu era frumoas\u0103. Mi-a dat-o. \u201eNu pleci?\u201d, m-a-ntrebat. \u201eNu,nu!\u201d, am spus eu \u015fi am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 dezbrac. Era prima oar\u0103 c\u00e2nd m\u0103 dezbr\u0103cam \u00een fa\u0163a unui b\u0103rbat. Se uita la mine ca la un glob. Dar nu sunt gras\u0103. Pot s\u0103 m\u0103 dezbrac \u015fi \u00een fa\u0163a ta, s\u0103 te convingi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu-i nevoie, \u00eemi pari mai degrab\u0103 slab\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu sunt nici slab\u0103. Pot totu\u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 dezbrac!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Mai sunt dou\u0103 ore p\u00e2n\u0103-nsereaz\u0103. Te vei dezbr\u0103ca atunci.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Mai e a\u015fa de pu\u0163in? Nici n-am m\u00e2ncat. Dac\u0103 n-avem vin, nu vrei s\u0103 iei totu\u015fi ni\u015fte ostropel?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De fapt mai sunt vreo patru ore p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eensereaz\u0103. De-abia e ora patru. Arat\u0103-mi amuleta!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 – N-are rost, nu-i nimic de capul ei, cred c\u0103 nici nu-i amulet\u0103, \u00een orice caz nu e nici pentru mine, nici pentru tine. O fi fost pentru Robert. De asta a murit, c\u0103 mi-a d\u0103ruit amuleta. E o bro\u015f\u0103 obi\u015fnuit\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Tu ai auzit de Suzana?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu. N-am auzit.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 S\u0103 cite\u015fti cartea mea, vei afla poate unele lucruri care te intereseaz\u0103.<\/p>\n

E vorba acolo \u015fi de Suzana.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Suzana, spui?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 P\u0103i, Suzana o chema \u015fi pe colega mea de liceu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 O fi o coinciden\u0163\u0103. Suzana, de care vorbesc eu, a murit c\u00e2teva luni \u00eenaintea lui Robert. E, desigur, alt\u0103 Suzana!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Timpul e ceva relativ.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015etiu. Dar \u00een cazul \u0103sta nu e relativ.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Spune-mi? Sunt frumoas\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu pot s\u0103-mi dau seama. Dezbrac\u0103-te-nt\u00e2i!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar nu s-a-ntunecat.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Mai sunt aproape patru ore, p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci nu te po\u0163i dezbr\u0103ca. Nu se obi\u015fnuie\u015fte s\u0103 te dezbraci \u00een fa\u0163a unui b\u0103rbat \u00eenainte de-a-nsera.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da. A\u015fa e. De ce oare?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu pot s\u0103-mi explic. Totu\u015fi, a\u015fa e frumos.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Tu nu e\u015fti frumos.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da. Dar sunt b\u0103rbat.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Asta n-are importan\u0163\u0103, totu\u015fi semeni at\u00e2t de mult cu Robert\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u00ce\u0163i pare r\u0103u c\u0103 a murit?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Acum, c\u0103 te-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit pe tine, trebuie s\u0103 recunosc ceva.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 C\u0103 nu-\u0163i mai pare r\u0103u…<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 M\u0103-ntreb totu\u015fi, de ce nu l-am iubit mai mult?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Spuneai c\u0103 din cauza durit\u0103\u0163ii.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Cu mine era foarte bun \u015fi \u00een general era foarte bun.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Hai s\u0103 cump\u0103r\u0103m un chil de vin!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015etii, trebuie s\u0103-\u0163i spun ceva. Robert a l\u0103sat pentru tine ceva. Mi-a spus asta a doua oar\u0103 c\u00e2nd m-am culcat cu el. A \u00eengropat \u00een curte o sticl\u0103, sub ulm. Acolo a l\u0103sat o scrisoare.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 O vom lua m\u00e2ine, o vom citi atunci.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 O \u00eengropase \u00eenc\u0103 de acum c\u00e2teva luni, c\u00e2nd aflase c\u0103 ai de g\u00e2nd s\u0103 scrii ceva despre el.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Scriam mereu unul despre altul.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu. Spunea c\u0103 vrei s\u0103 scrii un roman despre el \u015fi despre tine.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar g\u00e2ndul \u0103sta mi-a venit abia acum dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni. Cum puteam s\u0103-i spun acum c\u00e2teva luni?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u0162i-am spus c\u0103 timpul e relativ.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da. Dar \u00een cazul \u0103sta nu e relativ, e acela\u015fi lucru ca \u015fi \u00een cazul identit\u0103\u0163ii Suzanei.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Mai sunt trei ore p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eensereaz\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da. Mai sunt numai trei ore. Cum a trecut o or\u0103?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De s-ar \u00eensera mai repede\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 S\u0103 cump\u0103r\u0103m \u00eent\u00e2i ceva\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 *<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 C\u00e2nd m-am trezit din somn, \u00een jurul meu nu mai era nimeni. Mi-am dat seama de asta aproape imediat, am avut o tres\u0103rire, am s\u0103rit \u0219i am\u00a0 c\u0103utat s\u0103 m\u0103-ndep\u0103rtez c\u00e2t mai repede de locul acela, unde-a\u0219 fi putut fi g\u0103sit, unde puteam fi atacat. Nu se luminase \u00eenc\u0103 de ziu\u0103 \u015fi dormisem foarte prost. M-am ascuns \u00een col\u0163ul opus, dar, dup\u0103 dou\u0103 minute, \u00een care timp am f\u0103cut tot felul de presupuneri, mi-am dat seama c\u0103 nu mai avea nici un rost s\u0103 m\u0103 feresc.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Lucrurile din jurul meu n-aveau contururile cunoscute \u015fi probabil doar asta m\u0103 f\u0103cuse s\u0103-mi fie at\u00e2t de fric\u0103. Se lumina acum. Chiar l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine era un aparat de radio, nu sem\u0103na cu al meu \u015fi nu am avut curajul s\u0103-l \u00eencerc. Nu \u015ftiam cum se deschide.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Hainele-mi erau pe un scaun, claie peste gr\u0103mad\u0103 \u015fi pantalonii bine\u00een\u0163eles nu mai aveau dung\u0103, iar c\u0103ma\u015fa mea era cocolo\u015f. Am deschis geamul \u015fi am \u00eenceput s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eembrac. R\u0103coarea u\u015foar\u0103 a dimine\u0163ii ajunse p\u00e2n\u0103 la mine, m\u0103-nf\u0103\u015fur\u0103 \u00eentr-un fular parfumat, m\u0103 ajut\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103-mbrac, fiindc\u0103 tot nu m\u0103 trezisem de-a binelea. Pe urm\u0103 am deschis totu\u0219i aparatul de radio. Becurile de la scal\u0103 se aprinser\u0103 \u0219i \u00eencepu un g\u00e2j\u00e2it.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Atunci fata intr\u0103 \u00een camer\u0103 \u015fi-mi spuse:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ce mult ai dormit! Eu n-am mai putut s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n. S\u0103 ispr\u0103vim odat\u0103 cu treburile, nervii mei nu mai rezist\u0103. Vrei s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nci ceva?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 M\u0103 duc s\u0103 te-a\u015ftept sub ulm. F\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2i pu\u0163in\u0103 gimnastic\u0103. Bea m\u0103car o cafea. \u0162i-am f\u0103cut-o \u015fi e dincolo. Te-a\u015ftept sub ulm, gr\u0103be\u015fte-te, \u00ee\u0163i spun \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103, nervii mei nu mai rezist\u0103!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Bine.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Dup\u0103 ce ie\u015fi, dup\u0103 ce am r\u0103mas iar singur, am \u00eenchis aparatul de radio. M\u0103 uitam \u00een oglind\u0103 \u015fi-mi potriveam cravata, c\u0103utam s-ascund cre\u0163urile c\u0103m\u0103\u015fii care-mi d\u0103deau un aer at\u00e2t de neglijent. Am intrat repede dincolo, mi-am luat cafeaua, care se \u015fi r\u0103cise, prin vine parc\u0103 s\u00e2ngele porni s\u0103 treac\u0103 mai repede \u015fi eu aveam din ce \u00een ce mai mult senza\u0163ia c\u0103-mi intru iar \u00een piele.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 C\u00e2nd am deschis u\u015fa, picioarele \u00eencepur\u0103 s\u0103-mi mearg\u0103 singure, am cobor\u00e2t cele cinci trepte, am luat-o pe aleea care d\u0103dea \u00een poart\u0103, poarta era deschis\u0103 \u015fi am luat-o pe trotuar, spre cel\u0103lalt cap\u0103t al str\u0103zii, care nu era departe \u015fi care fusese locul unde p\u00e2n\u0103 acum aproape o lun\u0103 \u015fi jum\u0103tate st\u0103tuse Robert.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 A\u015f fi vrut \u00een mintea mea mii de g\u00e2nduri s\u0103 se zbat\u0103, s\u0103-\u015fi caute drum, toate deodat\u0103 s\u0103-ncerce s\u0103 se desprind\u0103, dar fiecare \u00een folosul lui \u00eensu\u015fi, \u00een a\u015fa fel \u00eenc\u00e2t \u00een momentul \u00een care a\u015f fi ajuns \u00een fa\u0163a por\u0163ii lui Robert s\u0103 fiu c\u00e2t mai turburat.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Robert! \u00eencepui eu s\u0103 strig. Robert!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Alergam \u015fi dup\u0103 ce am dat la o parte poarta, c\u00e2nd am intrat \u00een gr\u0103din\u0103, au \u00eenceput deja g\u00e2ndurile s\u0103-\u015fi ias\u0103 dintr-un fel de matc\u0103, s\u0103 mi se-nfierb\u00e2nte capul, s\u0103 vreau \u00eentr-adev\u0103r s\u0103 ajung c\u00e2t mai repede sub ulm.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Fata era a\u015fezat\u0103-n iarb\u0103. Fusta alb\u0103 \u00eei acoperea genunchii puternici \u015fi p\u0103rul cobor\u00e2t p\u00e2n\u0103 jos \u00eei d\u0103dea un aer de vas de lut. Era foarte stupid s\u0103 porne\u015fti de la p\u0103rul lung \u0219i s-ajungi la vasul de lut, dar, \u00eenc\u0103 pe c\u00e2nd eram elev, profesorul de psihologie m\u0103 trimesese la psihiatru.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dumneata e\u015fti un fel de Rangoon, \u00eemi spusese profesorul.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar ce este Rangoon?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Capitala Birmaniei. Dar du-te mai bine la psihiatru, s\u0103 vin\u0103 p\u0103rin\u0163ii la \u015fcoal\u0103, am s\u0103 le spun s\u0103 te duc\u0103 la psihiatru.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Fusesem \u015fi la psihiatru, dar n-are rost acum s\u0103 insist asupra unor am\u0103nunte, care nu prea au rost, mai ales atunci c\u00e2nd e vorba de cu totul alte chestii.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u0102sta e locul, spuse fata.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u00cen dreapta sau \u00een st\u00e2nga?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar pomul e rotund.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Se g\u00e2ndi un timp apoi urm\u0103:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dreapta \u015fi st\u00e2nga sunt egale din punctul de vedere al unui pom cu tulpina rotund\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar to\u0163i pomii au tulpina rotund\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Asta nu \u015ftiu precis, recunoscu fata.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Se ridic\u0103, \u00ee\u015fi netezi fusta \u015fi \u00eentreb\u0103 iar:<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar n-ai adus o sap\u0103, un h\u00e2rle\u0163 sau a\u015fa ceva?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu. De unde s-aduc?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 P\u0103i, de la mine!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 A! De la tine\u2026 Nu-i nimic, vom scurma cu unghiile!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu a plouat de mult, observ\u0103 fata.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar prietenul meu n-a l\u0103sat cu limb\u0103 de moarte s\u0103 scurm\u0103m cu unghiile ca s\u0103 putem g\u0103si mesajul?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Ba da! De unde \u015ftii?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Mi-am \u00eenchipuit, asta era \u00een felul lui de a concepe lucrurile. Era ferm convins c\u0103 nu po\u0163i descoperi nimic f\u0103r\u0103 a te purifica \u00eent\u00e2i prin durere. Spunea odat\u0103 c\u0103 purificarea este un fel de tribut pe care-l pl\u0103te\u015fi ca s\u0103 te po\u0163i desprinde. Altfel nu ai posibilitatea obiectiv\u0103rii.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar purificarea e o nega\u0163ie.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 E\u015fti fantastic\u0103! Sigur! Numai c\u0103 \u015ftii bine c\u0103 nu po\u0163i r\u0103m\u00e2ne la nega\u0163ie, c\u0103 purificarea nu e un scop \u00een sine, c\u0103 nu e dec\u00e2t un mijloc. Deci c\u0103 neantul este un mijloc. Purificarea e neantul. Neantul \u00ee\u0163i neag\u0103 personalitatea, dar nu pentru a te risipi, pentru a deveni stafie, ci pentru a-\u0163i reda personalitatea. Neantul este mai degrab\u0103 un atelier.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 fac bine ce fac\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Totu\u015fi\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 M-au impresionat at\u00e2t de mult vorbele tale, \u00eenc\u00e2t a\u015f fi \u00een stare s\u0103 comit un fel de impietate. \u015ei nu numai o impietate. Prin ceea ce spun acum ,a\u015f putea s\u0103 te distrug! Dar mi-e mil\u0103 de tine \u015fi mila mea e mai puternic\u0103 dec\u00e2t ra\u0163iunea. Dac-ai \u00eencepe \u00eentr-adev\u0103r s\u0103 cau\u0163i mesajul, dac-ai \u00eencepe s\u0103 scormone\u015fti cu unghiile, degetele tale s-ar \u00eens\u00e2ngera, ai pierde, poate, prea mult s\u00e2nge, poate n-ai avea nici destul\u0103 for\u0163\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dac\u0103 a\u015f putea g\u0103si mesajul f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-mi s\u00e2nger buricele, f\u0103r\u0103 pericolul de a m\u0103 infecta, mi-a\u015f p\u0103stra for\u0163ele pe care le irosesc acum, pentru a c\u0103uta \u00eenc\u0103 mai departe; mesajul \u0103sta nu-i dec\u00e2t un punct de plecare!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 S\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103 mesajul nu e \u00eengropat\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Cum?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Robert mi-a transmis mie mesajul, dar m-a rugat s\u0103 te las \u00eent\u00e2i s\u0103 cau\u0163i singur.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Eu voi c\u0103uta mai departe dec\u00e2t Robert!<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Robert n-a fost dec\u00e2t profet, nimic altceva.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Se poate.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u015ei numai \u00een privin\u0163a ta. Tu trebuie s\u0103 fii ceva mult mai larg, s\u0103 \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015fezi tot albastrul cerului, tot cenu\u015fiul m\u0103rii, pentru a-l \u00eenf\u0103\u0163i\u015fa oamenilor, tuturor oamenilor. Tu nu trebuie s\u0103 te cau\u0163i pe tine \u00eensu\u0163i, s\u0103 te mai \u00eentrebi dac\u0103 ai vreun rost sau nu sau vreo valoare oarecare\u2026Tu nu mai trebuie s\u0103 cau\u0163i s\u0103-\u0163i construie\u015fti propria ta axiom\u0103! Cu asta s-a ocupat Robert\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u0102sta-i mesajul?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Da. \u015ei mi-a mai spus c\u0103 romanul sau eseul sau romanul-eseu, pe care ai s\u0103-l scrii despre el \u015fi despre tine nu va fi dec\u00e2t ceva cu totul ne\u00eensemnat pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ceea ce va urma, dar c\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-l scrii nu vei putea s\u0103 te clarifici, s\u0103-\u0163i recuno\u015fti \u00eenc\u0103rc\u0103tura de prisos pe care trebuie s-o la\u015fi, pentru a zbura liber apoi, \u00een sferele care \u0163i-s destinate. A mai spus c\u0103 cei ce nu te vor recunoa\u015fte chiar din aceast\u0103 prim\u0103 carte a ta, se vor c\u0103i mai t\u00e2rziu, dar c\u0103 va fi prea t\u00e2rziu, pentru c\u0103 tu trebuie s\u0103 fii recunoscut \u015fi l\u0103udat chiar de-acum, c\u0103 tu e\u015fti una din acele naturi rezonatoare care tr\u0103ie\u015fte \u015fi prosper\u0103 \u00een marele succes, c\u0103 e\u015fti o natur\u0103 solar\u0103 \u015fi extrem de puternic legat\u0103 de exterior.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Deci Robert a f\u0103cut purificarea pentru mine, Robert a murit pentru mine\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 F\u0103r\u0103 moartea lui, tu n-ai fi putut \u015fti nimic din ceea ce-\u0163i era organic necesar s\u0103 \u015ftii\u2026 pentru a putea deveni ceea ce \u0163i-e sortit s\u0103 devii, asta mi-a spus. Dealtfel, \u00eentr-un fel sau altul, asta \u0163i-o spun eu, acum, el chiar \u015fi-a preg\u0103tit moartea, dar pentru c\u0103 nu avea putere s\u0103 se sinucid\u0103, a ales-o pe b\u0103tr\u00e2na aceea, pe care eu am ajutat-o s\u0103 evadeze, c\u0103reia eu i-am spus ce i-am spus, c\u0103reia eu i-am dat revolverul.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar colega ta de liceu?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 De asta nu mi-am dat seama c\u0103 o se \u00eent\u00e2mple. Aici eu am gre\u015fit, restul a fost preg\u0103ti cu migal\u0103 de mine \u015fi Robert, dup\u0103 ce ne-am culcat prima oar\u0103 \u00eempreun\u0103, a doua zi diminea\u0163a.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar cu mine te-ai culcat asear\u0103? C\u0103 nu mai \u0163in minte. Mi se \u00eenghesuie \u00een cap at\u00e2tea lucruri care n-au importan\u0163\u0103 \u015fi\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Nu \u015ftiu. Nici eu nu mai \u0163in minte. Mi-e capul la altceva acum.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 Dar Robert, dac\u0103 se purificase, dac\u0103\u2026 descoperise astfel posibilitatea de a dep\u0103\u015fi neantul, de a crea marile opere\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 – Robert e\u2026 uite, m\u0103 faci s\u0103 spun ceva care era mai bine s-o \u015ftii, totu\u0219i\u2026 Robert a fost un alter-ego al t\u0103u, Robert e un simbol. Nu \u0163i-ai dat seama p\u00e2n\u0103 acum? Mi-e tare penibil s\u0103 spun lucrurilor at\u00e2t de crud, pe numele lor adev\u0103rat. \u015ei, vezi, asta \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 stafia lui Robert poate reveni \u00een orice moment. Depinde de tine\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u00cen primul r\u00e2nd de mine, dar\u2026<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u2013 \u0162i-am dat mesajul lui Robert. Ce mai vrei? Asta mi-ai cerut!<\/p>\n

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Din \u201ePU\u0218I DINULESCU Scenometria operei\u201d de George Anca<\/p>\n

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