{"id":28431,"date":"2017-01-01T18:19:51","date_gmt":"2017-01-01T18:19:51","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=28431"},"modified":"2017-01-01T18:20:16","modified_gmt":"2017-01-01T18:20:16","slug":"elegie-erasmus","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2017\/01\/01\/elegie-erasmus\/","title":{"rendered":"Elegie Erasmus"},"content":{"rendered":"

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ELEGIE ERASMUS<\/em><\/p>\n

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Poeme de Nicolaus Olahus, Dimitrie Stelaru, Dimitrie Grama – Agendar<\/em><\/p>\n

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DIMITRIE GRAMA<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Dialoguri<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u2026ca niste frunze uscate<\/p>\n

cad, asa pe rand,<\/p>\n

din mine;<\/p>\n

copilaria,<\/p>\n

prima bicicleta,<\/p>\n

tineretea,<\/p>\n

prima iubire,<\/p>\n

dascali si<\/p>\n

colegi,<\/p>\n

diplome.<\/p>\n

\u2026ca niste frunze moarte<\/p>\n

cad necontenit<\/p>\n

mustrari de constiinta.<\/p>\n

\u2026ce-mi pasa de ele acum?<\/p>\n

sunt mult mai mult<\/p>\n

decat am fost<\/p>\n

sunt tot atat de putin<\/p>\n

ca la inceput\u2026<\/p>\n

locurile alea goale<\/p>\n

ramase singure<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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cu mine<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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in mine,<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

le numesc amintiri\u2026<\/p>\n

disperat,<\/p>\n

atat eu,<\/p>\n

dar mai ales altii,<\/p>\n

chiar straini,<\/p>\n

incercam sa umplem<\/p>\n

golurile astea<\/p>\n

cu tot felul<\/p>\n

de banalitati si<\/p>\n

cu minciuni<\/p>\n

si acest lucru<\/p>\n

ma sileste<\/p>\n

sa imi retraiesc viata,<\/p>\n

ma sileste sa cred<\/p>\n

ca voi muri<\/p>\n

nemuritor.<\/p>\n

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dimitrie, decembrie 2016<\/p>\n

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DIMITRIE\u00a0 STELARU<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00cenger vagabond<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Noi, Dimitrie Stelaru, n-am cunoscut niciodat\u0103 Fericirea,
\nNoi n-am avut alt soare dec\u00eet Umilin\u0163a;
\nDar p\u00een\u0103 c\u00eend, \u00eenger vagabond, p\u00een\u0103 c\u00eend
\nTrupul acesta gol \u015fi fl\u0103m\u00eend?<\/p>\n

Ne-am r\u0103sturnat oasele pe lespezile bisericilor,
\nPrin p\u0103duri la marginea ora\u015felor-
\nNimeni nu ne-a primit niciodat\u0103,
\nNimeni, nimeni…
\nCu fiecare \u00eend\u0103r\u0103tnicie murim
\n\u015ei rana m\u00eeinilor caut\u0103 p\u00eeinea aruncat\u0103.<\/p>\n

Marii judec\u0103tori ne-au \u00eenchis
\nSt\u0103ruind \u00een cea\u0163a legilor lor;
\nPe frun\u0163ile noastre galbene au scris:
\n“Vagabonzi, ho\u0163i, nebuni. Lep\u0103da\u0163ii noroadelor.
\nCasa lor e temni\u0163a. Pune\u0163i lac\u0103te bune fiarelor.”<\/p>\n

Odat\u0103-poate cu \u00eenfriguratele zori vom s\u00eengera
\n\u015ei sp\u00eenzur\u0103torile ne vor ridica la cer.
\nDar las\u0103, Dimitrie Stelaru, mai las\u0103!
\n\u00centr-o zi vom avea \u015fi noi s\u0103rb\u0103toare-
\nVom avea p\u00eeine, p\u00eeine
\n\u015ei-un kilogram de izm\u0103 pe mas\u0103.<\/p>\n

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NICOLAUS\u00a0 OLAHUS<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Elegia la morm\u00e2ntul lui Erasmus din Rotterdam<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00cengrijorat c\u0103l\u0103tor, dac\u0103 vrei s\u0103 \u0219tii a cui oase
\nLespedea rece de-aici le-ad\u0103poste\u0219te, te rog:
\nMersul gr\u0103bit \u00ee\u021bi opre\u0219te \u0219i-ascult\u0103 a mea t\u00e2nguire.
\nDac\u0103 opre\u0219ti al t\u0103u pas, tu vei afla ce dore\u0219ti.
\nCum socotesc, auzit-ai de dumnezeescul Erasmus,
\nC\u0103ci \u00een acest univers nimeni nu fu mai vestit.
\nD\u0103r\u0103p\u0103natul s\u0103u trup odihne\u0219te-n morm\u00e2ntul acesta
\nTrist, \u00eens\u0103 spiritul s\u0103u cu ambrozie-i hr\u0103nit.
\n\u00cenc\u0103 din fragezii ani el d\u0103duse dovad\u0103 de mintea
\nSa minunat\u0103 la to\u021bi oamenii cei renumi\u021bi.
\nC\u00e2nd \u00eenflorita etate t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 trupu-i ajunse,
\nS-ar\u0103tat pe deplin geniul duhului s\u0103u.
\nHarnica lui tinere\u021be ne\u00eencetatului studiu
\nFu \u00eenchinat\u0103, c\u00e2nd Biblia tot cerceta.
\nC\u00e2nd a crescut \u00een\u021beleptul lui cuget \u0219i-ajunse om matur,
\n\u00cen univers ca o stea f\u0103r\u0103 pereche luci.
\nIar c\u00e2nd cu pas tremur\u00e2nd \u00eei sosi b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021bea, \u00een lume
\nN-a mai putut \u00eenc\u0103pea geniul s\u0103u str\u0103lucit.
\nAnii t\u00e2rzii, ce-ndeob\u0219te sl\u0103besc ale min\u021bii podoabe,
\nLui i-au sporit \u0219i mai mult rodnicul min\u021bii bel\u0219ug.
\nS\u0103 mai \u00een\u0219irui pe r\u00e2nd \u00eensu\u0219irile sale alese?
\nNimeni \u00een stare nu e s\u0103 le \u00eennumere, cred.
\nC\u0103ci dup\u0103 cum biruie\u0219te soarele stelele toate,
\nAstfel \u0219i el pe ceilal\u021bi to\u021bi \u00eenv\u0103\u021ba\u021bi i-a-ntrecut.
\nVia\u021ba \u00eentreag\u0103 \u00eei fuse at\u00e2ta de neprih\u0103nit\u0103,
\nC\u0103 \u00eel po\u021bi lua \u00eensu\u0219i tu ca fericit \u00eendreptar.
\nDespre aceasta ne dau m\u0103rturii credincioase ale sale
\nOpere ce-au izvor\u00e2t dintr-un cucernic talent.
\nEle redau neclintita-i credin\u021b\u0103 \u0219i firea-i curat\u0103.
\nChipu-i, ce parc\u0103 e viu, \u0219i tr\u0103s\u0103turile lui:
\nEle ne-arat\u0103 \u0219i drumul cel drept \u00eenspre culmile-nalte
\nAle-nstelatului cer ce-i preg\u0103tit celor buni.
\nIar dac\u0103 vrei a afla de ce-nl\u0103crima\u021bi mi-s obrajii
\n\u00cenroura\u021bi, s\u0103 m-ascul\u021bi – rogu-te – \u00eenc\u0103 pu\u021bin.
\nC\u00e2nd \u00eemp\u0103ratu-nvingea pe iberi \u00eenspre soare-apune
\nCarol, ce este st\u0103p\u00e2n pe universul \u00eentreg,
\nIar generoasa lui sor\u0103 domnea \u00een Brabant \u0219i \u00een Flandra,
\nOc\u0103rmuind \u00een chip drept prin \u00een\u021beleptul ei sfat,
\nSta credinciosul Erasmus \u00een ora\u0219ul ce-i zic Basilea,
\nCare un nume-\u0219i lu\u0103 dup\u0103 al s\u0103u \u00eemp\u0103rat.
\nSufletul nostru era \u00eenfr\u0103\u021bit prin virtu\u021bi \u0219i credin\u021b\u0103
\nCe ne-ndemnau a tr\u0103i \u0219i a muri la un loc.
\nDes de-acolo despre multe lucruri primit-am aicea
\nMulte scrisori despre cari nu pot acuma vorbi.
\n\u00cens\u0103\u0219i regina a fost cuprins\u0103 de-o vie-nclinare
\nDup\u0103 acest \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat \u00eensu\u0219i de cer \u00eenzestrat.
\nEa de dorin\u021b\u0103 ardea s\u0103-l vad\u0103 pe Erasmus
\n\u0218i s\u0103 discute cu el, sacre cuvinte schimb\u00e2nd,
\nDeci fu pl\u0103cut\u0103 la to\u021bi scrisoarea prin care pe d\u00e2nsul
\n\u00cel \u00eendemna a veni, tot st\u0103ruind ne-ncetat.
\nTocmai \u00eemi f\u0103g\u0103duise prin multe scrisori c-o s\u0103 vin\u0103
\n\u0218i m\u0103 vestea tot mereu c\u0103 va porni \u00een cur\u00e2nd.
\nBa-mi \u0219i scrisese cu propria-i m\u00e2n\u0103 mai multe dorin\u021be
\nAle curatului s\u0103u suflet, \u00een c\u00e2te-un r\u0103va\u0219.
\nTocmai se preg\u0103tea s\u0103 vie s\u0103-\u0219i vad\u0103 iubita
\n\u021aar\u0103, prietenii scumpi \u0219i p\u0103rintescul c\u0103min.
\n\u00cens\u0103 pizma\u0219a Lachesis a rupt urzita sortit\u0103,
\nIar \u00een m\u00e2na-i lu\u0103 Atropos firul t\u0103iat.
\nIat\u0103 de ce nu putu Erasmus s\u0103-\u0219i plineasc\u0103 dorin\u021ba:
\nAstfel Ursita a vrut, astfel a vrut Dumnezeu.
\nIat\u0103 de ce, sf\u00e2\u0219iat de chinuri cumplite, triste\u021bii
\nPrad\u0103 sunt azi tocmai eu, ce pe-ntrista\u021bi m\u00e2ng\u00e2iam.
\nFi-va notat\u0103 c-o piatr\u0103 cernit\u0103 deci ziua de ast\u0103zi,
\nFiindc\u0103 a lumii \u00eentregi scump\u0103 podoab\u0103 r\u0103pi.
\nScrie\u021bi dar, ceat\u0103 sfin\u021bit\u0103 a barzilor, triste distihuri,
\nPl\u00e2nge\u021bi, o, Muze, iar voi, Gra\u021bii, boci\u021bi pe cel dus,
\nC\u0103ci r\u0103posat-a Erasmus, de-a p\u0103rin\u021bilor no\u0219tri
\nGur\u0103 sl\u0103vit, a pierit gloria lumii \u00eentregi.
\nCe fericit a\u0219 fi fost dac\u0103 soarta-mi d\u0103dea-ng\u0103duin\u021ba
\n\u00cenc\u0103 de vie s\u0103 v\u0103d fa\u021ba amicului scump!
\nCe folos \u00eens\u0103 s\u0103-mi cresc durerea prin lacrimi amare,
\nCu ne-nduratele-mi m\u00e2ni pieptul m\u00e2hnit s\u0103-mi lovesc,
\nC\u00e2nd ursitoarele triste urzeala o \u021bes \u0219i o taie
\nDeopotriv\u0103 la to\u021bi, \u0219i renumi\u021bi, \u0219i umili?
\nC\u0103ci neclintitele praguri a soartei nu poate s\u0103 treac\u0103
\nNimeni dec\u00e2t c\u00e2nd \u00eei e ceasul de sor\u021bi hot\u0103r\u00e2t.
\nDeci, cititor, ce te \u00eendrep\u021bi spre morm\u00e2ntul acesta, o vorb\u0103,
\nCea de pe urm\u0103, s\u0103-i spui astfel, cu g\u00e2ndul blajin:
\nBunul-r\u0103mas eu pe veci \u00ee\u021bi doresc, o, ilustre Erasmus,
\nCare de-acum ai trecut printre b\u0103rba\u021bii cere\u0219ti.<\/p>\n

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George Anca\u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

AGENDAR<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Agend\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 nimic literar<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Morteza Ghadimi, adj. Min.ext. Iran. Maestrul D.C. (Dimitrie Cuclin). Retroproiectorul \u201cDelta\u201d. La main et l’esprit. Associer chatiment et clemence. 7.IX.72 \u2013 Vasilichi, 76, militant pentru \u00eenaltele idealuri ale poporului rom\u00e2n.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00cen numele \u015fcolii rom\u00e2ne\u015fti \u015fi al meu personal aduc un \u00eenalt \u015fi binemeritat omagiu profesorului \u015fi savantului C.D. (Constantin Daicoviciu). Erou al muncii socialiste pentru merite deosebite.\u00a0 Partidul \u015fi guvernul dau o \u00eenalt\u0103 apreciere contribu\u0163iei pe care oamenii de \u015ftiin\u0163\u0103 \u015fi cultur\u0103 , \u00eentreaga noastr\u0103 intelectualite, o aduc la edificarea societ\u0103\u0163ii socialiste, la progresul \u015fi bun\u0103starea poporului rom\u00e2n.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Cinetica termic\u0103 \u015fi fotochimic\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Delega\u0163ia Partidului Congolez al Muncii. Atmosfer\u0103 de cald\u0103 prietenie.<\/p>\n

Presa sovietic\u0103 despre vizita delega\u0163iei rom\u00e2ne.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Autodafe \u2013 sprijinul con\u015ftiin\u0163ei \u2013 modelul \u2013 contrastul \u2013 \u0163\u0103r\u0103nie \u2013 intelectualism \u2013 ziarism \u2013 consolarea profesiei.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Al. Cerna-R\u0103dulescu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Comportare civic\u0103 necorespunz\u0103toare.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Thugan Al Hindawi (ministru, Iordania). Aceast\u0103 vizit\u0103 a stimulat \u015fi mai mult dezvoltarea rela\u0163iilor \u00eentre partidele, \u0163\u0103rile \u015fi popoarele noastre, pe toate planurile, spre binele ambelor popoare, al cauzei generale a socialismului \u015fi p\u0103cii \u00een lume, \u00een lupta \u00eempotriva imperialismului.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Aceast\u0103 prietenie are mari posibilit\u0103\u0163i de dezvoltare.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ne bucur\u0103m f. mult c\u0103 \u00een ace\u015fti ani, China, poporul chinez, sub conducerea P.C. a ob\u0163inut realiz\u0103ri importante.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sorin St\u0103nescu, V. S\u0103hleanu, Piti\u015f, Riga, C. Maximilian, Dan Alexandrescu. Dan Abulius, Al. Gheorghiu, Margareta Ungureanu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Prietenia militant\u0103 \u015fi unitatea de lupt\u0103 dintre cele dou\u0103 partide, \u0163\u0103ri \u015fi popoare.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 American Anthropological Association.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Traducere \u00een chinez\u0103 \u2013 oferirea foarfecii \u2013 La Roumanie d’aujourd’hui \u2013 ajutorul reciproc interna\u0163ionalist \u2013 realiz\u0103rile noastre (mai plin) \u2013 realiz\u0103rile lor (urare). Este deosebit de pl\u0103cut pentru mine \u015fi colegii mei din delega\u0163ia rom\u00e2n\u0103, s\u0103 \u00eendeplinim misiunea de onoare pe care am primit-o din partea conducerii PCR, a guvernului RSR, de a participa la inaugurarea expozi\u0163iei industriale a RSR \u00een Pekin, frumoasa capital\u0103 a RPC. Expozi\u0163ia pe care o ve\u0163i vizita oglinde\u015fte munca \u015fi activitatea poporului rom\u00e2n sub conducerea partidului nostru comunist. \u00cen cele peste trei decenii de la eliberarea de sub jugul fascist, poporul rom\u00e2n a asigurat victoria definitiv\u0103 a socialismului \u00een patria noastr\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Franjuri \u015fi perdele, nu cuvinte, smocuri de realitate.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Gramatica fanteziei.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Rodul muncii neobosite a harnicului \u015fi talentatului popor chinez, care…<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00centreb\u0103rile presei. Sc\u00e2nteia: viitoarea modalitate a bacalaureatului; formalismul practicii studen\u0163e\u015fti. Sc\u00e2nteia tineretului: integrarea \u00een munc\u0103; policalificarea tinerilor. RTv: repartizarea absolven\u0163ilor; rezultatele \u015fcolii de la 6 ani; renovarea tehnologiei didactice; locul educa\u0163iei muzicale. Rom\u00e2nia liber\u0103: ce prevede programa gr\u0103dini\u0163ei de copii; preg\u0103tirea studen\u0163ilor pentru aparatul de stat local. Viitorul social: forma\u0163ia umanist\u0103 a studen\u0163ilor din \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2ntul superior tehnic. Era socialist\u0103: policalificarea. Revista de pedagogie: activitatea \u015fcolilor cu program prelungit; diminuarea supra\u00eenc\u0103rc\u0103rii. Neuer Weg: orientarea instruirii practice a elevilor \u00een func\u0163ie de venituri. Cutez\u0103torii: intensificarea educa\u0163iei politice \u00een \u015fcoli; preg\u0103tirea omogen\u0103 a copiilor. Via\u0163a studen\u0163easc\u0103: sarcinile form\u0103rii comuniste a studen\u0163ilor; sarcinile pentru aplicarea planurilor de \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2nt. Flac\u0103ra: spiritul revolu\u0163ionar; rurali \u015fi s\u0103raci pu\u0163ini \u00een institutele de art\u0103; feminizarea unor facult\u0103\u0163i. Femeia: activizarea rela\u0163iei \u015fcoal\u0103-familie. Publica\u0163iile pentru str\u0103in\u0103tate \/ Loumania: p\u0103strarea nivelului cercet\u0103rii \u015ftiin\u0163ifice fundamentale; reprezentarea slab\u0103 a istoriei \u00een planul de \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2nt. Buletinul UNESCO: \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u0163irea manualelor \u015fcolare de istorie \u015fi geografie. Contemporanul: \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u0163irea metodicii \u015ftiin\u0163elor sociale \u00een \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2ntul mediu; A Het: dezvoltarea \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2ntului \u00een limbile na\u0163ionalit\u0103\u0163ilor conlocuitoare. Presa noastr\u0103: rolul purt\u0103torului de cuv\u00e2nt. \u015etiin\u0163\u0103 \u015fi tehnic\u0103: integrarea \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2ntului cu cercetarea \u015fi produc\u0163ia. Revista economic\u0103: \u00eembun\u0103t\u0103\u0163irea programei \u015fi practicii \u00een \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2ntul economic.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Contribu\u0163ia p\u0103rin\u0163ilor \u00een gr\u0103dini\u0163a de copii. Surplus, und\u0103 puternic\u0103 a popula\u0163iei \u015fcolare. \u00cenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2nt unic prin con\u0163inut. Nu se fac schimb\u0103ri. Interzis teme multe acas\u0103. Lichidarea repeten\u0163iei. Problema nu se poate rezolva peste noapte, presupune o schimbare radical\u0103 a \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2ntului. Cu fiecare copil \u00een parte. Cunoa\u015fterea copilului \u015fi a caracterului lui. Liceul devine \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2nt general. Absolventul va fi muncitor calificat.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Signora Statera, Ringraziando per la sua amabilita, ecco l\u2019antica intervista (p.9). Complimenti al Professore Lombardi, chi mi a risposto alle lettere, ed a prof. Sabbattini, che l\u2019ho legetto con passione.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Introducere \u00een prelucrarea automat\u0103 a datelor, vol I (\u015eora). Presa a\u015fteapt\u0103 multe de la minister (inclusiv atestarea). Morbul formalismului \u00een atelierele \u015fcolare. De la filologie la tarab\u0103 (1971). Tejghetari la catedr\u0103. Ni\u015fte profesori \u00eentuneca\u0163i (1970). Diploma de \u0163\u0103ran (Flac\u0103ra, \u201973). Nota 5, p\u00e2inea elevului. Elevii despre ei \u00een\u015fi\u015fi, 22 grupaje \u00een \u201973, 11 \u00een \u201974, 3 \u00een \u201975. Acces la studii, camera 36. Centrul Na\u0163ional de Chimie (S. G\u00e2dea). Ziua \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103torului, 30 iunie. Birex, 18.VI.\u201975. Rolul \u015fcolii \u00een educa\u0163ia ateist\u0103 a tineretului, generalizarea experien\u0163ei ateiste, contrariul educa\u0163iei ateiste, metodele propagandei ateiste. Dodii. Amfibologiile intelectului. Patologie infec\u0163ioas\u0103. Liceul Basarab are de 5 ani aprobare pentru revist\u0103 \u015fcolar\u0103. Nicio revist\u0103 \u015fcolar\u0103 nu se difuzeaz\u0103 dec\u00e2t \u00een \u015fcoala proprie.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 L\u2019Humanite, 19.7. 1970: L\u2019art et la maniere de fabriquer une eclipse (Apollo-Soiuz).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Educarea fr\u0103\u0163iei \u015fi unit\u0103\u0163ii dintre tinerii de toate na\u0163ionalit\u0103\u0163ile. Cum pot s\u0103-i \u00eenve\u0163e pe tineri legile muncii \u00een agricultur\u0103 oameni care n-au nicio leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu profesiunile satului. Elevii, constructori ai propriilor \u015fcoli.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Marcel Petri\u015for, H. Matei, Deleanu, P\u00e2rjol. Harta Rom\u00e2niei. Poligrafia Bucure\u015ftii Noi. Extaz substan\u0163ial. Dinamism rela\u0163ional. T. G. Maiorescu, Gavril, Ivo Muncean. A II-a Conferin\u0163\u0103 a mini\u015ftrilor educa\u0163iei din \u0163\u0103rile europene membre ale Unesco, Bucure\u015fti, 26 XI \u2013 3 XII \u2018 75. Introducerea masivei specializ\u0103ri a elevilor. Florica Dinulescu, Radu Pri\u015fcu, G. Ciucu. Atragerea \u00een contracte a studen\u0163ilor. \u015et. Pascu, Anastasatu, Eugenia Popovici. Integrarea. Renun\u0163area la probele orale. Paul Niculescu-Mizil. Inunda\u0163ii, \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2ntul \u00een acest domeniu. Mul\u0163i exmatricula\u0163i, mul\u0163i repeten\u0163i.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nu doc\u0163ie, paleologie. Mai r\u0103u. N-a \u00een\u0163eles de ce c\u00e2nt\u0103. A c\u0103zut pe m\u00e2na unor folclori\u015fti p\u00e2n\u0103 a pierdut \u015fi sim\u0163ul c\u0103 el e floclor, \u00eensu\u015fi, de la Livezile. I-am \u015fi spus, drag\u0103, p\u0103ze\u015ft-\u0163i \u0163\u0103r\u0103nia. Da\u2019 \u015fi-a l\u0103sat musta\u0163\u0103, umbl\u0103 cu copilul, \u00eentr-o \u015fub\u0103 lung\u0103. Pe strad\u0103 nu se umbl\u0103 scenic. Ce s\u0103-mi belesc pielea. Vai de mine, s\u0103-mi dau capul pe m\u00e2na b\u0103rbierilor.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Suntem dou\u0103 \u015fubrezenii care, sus\u0163inute una de alta, facem o validitate.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Am adus de la Paris lemnele astea ale lui Br\u00e2ncu\u015fi, c\u0103ru\u0163a de lemne putrede. Nu mi-au dat voie nici s\u0103 m\u0103 ap\u0103r. Nici Br\u00e2ncu\u015fi, mort, nu le recuno\u015ftea, fiindc\u0103 erau v\u0103ruite, l\u0103cuite, \u201857-\u201972. Deldebio. L-a furat pe Br\u00e2ncu\u015fi c\u00e2t a vrut. Br\u00e2ncu\u015fi pl\u0103tea chirie la municipiu.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Toate lucrurile astea vin de aici de la noi, \u015fi Grecia \u015fi Sicilia. Am m\u00e2ncat \u015fi eu cu Coand\u0103, colonelul, baiatul generalului, de-a condus compania Bristol, de avioane. M-am cunoscut \u00eempreun\u0103 cu Paul Popov\u0103\u0163, \u015fi \u0103la un propulsorist nemaipomenit. A dus o lupt\u0103 contra elicei \u2013 c\u0103 e \u0103l mai mizer mijloc de propulsare. Nici roata de cauciuc. Vorbea de explozie. N-a reu\u015fit. I-a murit \u015fi copilul, Mircea. A luat cu cheie vasul \u201cRom\u00e2nia\u201d \u00een exploatare. L-au furat chelnerii, focarii, c\u0103rbunarii. A vrut s\u0103 moar\u0103 \u015fi s-a sinucis. S-a dus \u00een arierul vasului, unde era elicea \u2013 s-a aruncat, \u015fi ea l-a sf\u00e2rtecat. \u00cen testamentul lui: \u201cEliceo, m-ai \u00eenvins, m-ai omor\u00e2t\u201d (55 ani). Aveam o carier\u0103 \u00een Corlate \u015fi el: eu sunt geolog \u2013 cum te cheam\u0103? \u2013 Mircea Popov\u0103\u0163\u00a0 – oi fi b\u0103iatul lui Paul \u2013 da. \u0102la mi-a fost \u015feful meu (mobilizat la Paris). Materiale de r\u0103zboi furnizate de Fran\u0163a. \u015ei le doborau nem\u0163ii unul dup\u0103 altul. Vasele \u00een convoi. Am fost \u015fi eu silit s\u0103 intru, \u00een urma unei greve \u00een 1917. Tro\u0163ki fusese expulzat la Marsilia. Nu plec\u0103m, s\u0103 vie \u015fi unul de pe terenul vacilor cu noi \u2013 dac\u0103 ne scufund\u0103 submarinul. M-au trimis. M-am dus. Am v\u0103zut cel mai mare spectacol din via\u0163a mea. Cum un vas iese din port f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u015ftie unde se duce. Un comandant francez, pe jum\u0103tate nebun, nu f\u0103cea dec\u00e2t s\u0103 se uite la ceas.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Antiteatru. M. Preda, N. Oancea. Exped. Paleolog. Sprijin mai puternic. Control mai activ. Completarea planului. Baremele laboratoarelor. Alice \u00een \u0162ara Minunilor. Dir. Napoleon Ionescu. Semnarea angajamentului solemn. Slaba leg\u0103tur\u0103 cu terenul. Respectarea instruc\u0163iunilor Comitetului Central de desf\u0103\u015furare a \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2ntului politic. Jose Gallastegui. Bokingi Embeyolo. Gib Mih\u0103escu (neap\u0103rat). PCR acord\u0103 o aten\u0163ie deosebit\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103m\u00e2ntului. Ora 12, Elis Bu\u015fneag, ultimele retu\u015furi.. \u00cent\u00e2lnire \u201cSc\u00e2nteia\u201d. Protocol, condi\u0163ii de deta\u015fare a personalului didactic rom\u00e2nesc \u00een Republica Zair. Norme, comitetul de p\u0103rin\u0163i. S\u0103 nu se mai schimbe \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103torul. Ai bani, avem bani, statul are bani.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cL\u0103utarii cam b\u0103u\u0163i c\u00e2ntau \u00een dodii spre sup\u0103rarea ginerelui, \u015fi el pu\u0163in afanisit\u201d (Eugen Barbu, Miresele). M\u0103suri pentru traducerea \u00een via\u0163\u0103 a indica\u0163iilor tovar\u0103\u015fului Nicolae Ceau\u015fescu. Tezele s\u0103 nu mai fie hazard, barem comunicat elevilor dinainte. \u00cent\u00e2lnirea dintre speciali\u015ftii rom\u00e2ni \u015fi bulgari privind manualele \u015fcolare de istorie \u2013 Pet\u0103r Petrov, Milen Semkov, Petear Dakov, C. C. Giurescu, R. Vulpe, C. Velichi, M. Mu\u015fsat. \u201cC. A. Sculptor of Owls\u201d, Cleveland, Ohio, 1975. Il zibaldone. Gianni Rodari: Grammatica della fantasia. Introduzione all\u2019arte di inventare storie, 1973. Martin Bongo (Republica Gabon). C. Mateescu. S. Stratilat. Omagiu lui Br\u00e2ncu\u015fi. Hepatit\u0103 epidemic\u0103 (morbiditatea). A r\u0103sp\u00e2ndi \u00een r\u00e2ndul poporului rom\u00e2n c\u00e2t mai multe meserii. \u201c\u0162\u0103r\u00e2na lui ne va fi doar nou\u0103 grea p\u00e2n\u0103 la aducerea ei \u00een \u0163ar\u0103, f\u0103c\u00e2nd al\u0103turi tot una cu sufletul lui adunat \u00een Trilogia Nesf\u00e2r\u015fitului de el \u00eensu\u015fi sie\u015fi \u00een\u0103l\u0163at\u0103 \u015fi pentru nesf\u00e2r\u015fita lui amintire dat\u0103 lumii \u00eentregi\u201d (p.23, V. G. Paleolog).<\/p>\n

1975<\/p>\n

cu\u00a0 Nuna<\/strong><\/p>\n

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29.6.85<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em>Sunt sup\u0103rat\u0103 pe tine, toat\u0103 noaptea ai m\u00e2ncat, \u00een capul mesei, cu mult\u0103 lume, gagici, iar eu n-aveam unde s\u0103 stau \u015fi nici nu m-ai b\u0103gat \u00een seam\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Aia c\u0103 tot a\u015fa \u015fi tu (\u00een visul meu), mergeam la film, cu noi un pu\u015fti, \u00ee\u0163i putea fi ginere, nu m\u0103 deranja \u00eent\u00e2i, apoi nu-mi d\u0103dea\u0163i nicio aten\u0163ie, am luat-o \u00eenainte, \u00eencepuse filmul, v-am a\u015fteptat \u015fi i-am dat destul de \u00eencet pu\u015ftiului un pumn \u00een nas. \u0162ie-\u0163i aruncasem \u00eenainte \u201e\u00eencepi s\u0103 suferi tinerii\u201d.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 A\u015fa e, te obsedeaz\u0103 c\u0103 te \u00een\u015fel, iar pe mine c\u0103-mi ceri de m\u00e2ncare.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0103 ne \u00eemp\u0103c\u0103m (chiar s\u0103rut). Treci, travers\u00e2ndu-l, pe drumul pe care str\u0103b\u0103tusei \u00een lung, du-te-vino, \u015fi uit\u0103-te, poate te reg\u0103se\u015fti.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Cu acelea\u015fi scandaluri.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Cu ce cuvinte s-or fi f\u0103c\u00e2nd g\u00e2ndurile-n vis a\u015fa \u015fi-n amintire ori \u00een fantome, poate vorbesc \u015fi ele.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Oricum, eu nu-\u0163i mai adresez cuv\u00e2ntul.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Asta mi-ai spus-o demult.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00ce\u0163i dau voie s\u0103 zici tot ce n-am zis.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Asta ar lipsi, s\u0103 spun ceva, orice.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Numai eu \u00ee\u0163i pot face favoarea asta.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Confiden\u0163a ro\u015fie, context spontan, taie-mi capul.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Era jurnal.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Tema?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Aceea\u015fi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ce trebuia s\u0103 te \u00eenfurii \u015fi-n realitate? Destul c\u0103 m\u00e2ncai singur \u00een visul meu \u015fi-mi b\u0103teai gagicii \u00een visul t\u0103u.<\/p>\n

8.7.85<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/em>O refuzasem pe Nana s\u0103 mergem la film, pentru a nu ie\u015fi din atmosfer\u0103 \u2013 Br\u00e2ncu\u015fi, India, c\u00e2nd, sp\u0103rg\u0103tor de ascez\u0103, s-a anun\u0163at pustnicul \u015etef\u0103ni\u0163\u0103, fost bibliotecar la Academie. De-at\u00e2ta Milarepa, cu el ce-a\u015f avea de \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u015fit.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00cen tinere\u0163e, ancestralit\u0103\u0163ile ne umpleau fiin\u0163a \u015fi ne puneau \u00een mi\u015fcare, de-aia eram poe\u0163i \u015fi necunoscu\u0163i. Ascetul vine pentru India \u015fi poate bine face. S-a murit destul \u015fi prin Vrancea \u00eentre timp. Ce soart\u0103 \u015fi-n ortodoxia asta reprimat\u0103. Presiuni de memorie, medium neantului, fiori alc\u0103tuirii. Probabil notez \u00een timp ce discut\u0103m. Filmul mi-era noroc.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00cei fusese jefuit\u0103 casa de pe Ro\u015fchila de c\u0103r\u0163i \u015fi de trei perechi de ochelari (poate citi \u015fi a\u015fa). \u00cenc\u0103 din sta\u0163ie, poveste\u015fte vizita primit\u0103 \u00een 9 mai 1973 (eram \u00een Italia), de la Bucure\u015fti, trei persoane \u00een civil \u2013 c\u00e2nd o s\u0103 \u00eencepe\u0163i s\u0103 v\u0103 ajuta\u0163i patria? – care patrie, dumneavoastr\u0103 ave\u0163i patrie? Oameni mari, ce trebuia s\u0103 v\u0103 pierde\u0163i timpul p\u00e2n\u0103 aici, c\u00e2nd putea rezolva problema un fl\u0103c\u0103u de la Foc\u015fani, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u015ftie nimeni?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Biserica, de 64 de ani, se surpase \u00een ’40 \u015fi \u00een ’77, la cutremure. O ref\u0103cuser\u0103 pe trei sferturi de milion, popa-i \u00eencasase f\u0103r\u0103 chitan\u0163\u0103 \u015fi pierdea zeci de mii, din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd, la barbut. Nu coia cas\u0103 parohial\u0103, c\u0103 st\u0103tea la ora\u015f. A f\u0103cut una, p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103, peste morminte, profan\u00e2du-le. S\u0103tenii au vrut s-o ia, lemn cu lem, el i-a potolit (de\u015fi-l blestemaser\u0103 \u00een biseric\u0103). Vrea s\u0103 ridice alt\u0103 cas\u0103, iar\u00a0 asta s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 pentru rituri, sfe\u015ftanii, muzeu. Mor\u0163ii cu oasele profanate ar putea suferi. Trecerea noastr\u0103 prin via\u0163\u0103 este \u00eentru revitalizarea spiritului universal, ca s\u0103-i spun\u0103 vulgar, care prin fiecare din noi poate s\u0103 urce ori s\u0103 scad\u0103. Odat\u0103 pictat\u0103 biserica, \u015etef\u0103ni\u0163\u0103 descoperise chipul preotului scamator \u00een acela al Sf\u00e2ntului Tiron (cred c\u0103-\u015fi dorise \u015fi el fresc\u0103).<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 S\u0103 duc din partea lui o frunz\u0103 galben\u0103 (a venit toamna). Nana: o s-o p\u0103strez. Unde s-a dus Dumnezeu s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103. Rev\u0103d jurnalul din Dharamshala \u015fi noti\u0163ele de la cursul de filosofie budhist\u0103 tibetan\u0103. Le voi l\u0103sa deoparte.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Mama Sibiu<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Opre\u015fte-m\u0103, mam\u0103, la vam\u0103, Sibiu cu paznic Tolstoi, pe strada Jean Racine, maestre ale depresiei \u00een grup, c\u0103lim\u0103ri sparte. Ne-om fi stins. Ghinturi. Galbenul cornilor. Prologul, replicile, pasti\u015fele. Noroc de soare, mobile de oase, ologul ridicat din cer\u015fit. Camera lui Kadrey tapetat\u0103 cu piele de om. A doua \u015fchioap\u0103 \u00eenre bisericile din Surde\u015fti \u015fi Plopi\u015f. Sari \u00eenaintea paznicului, aschimodia con\u0163ilor.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Tocmai c\u0103 am s\u0103rit pe Jean Racine. Dus\u0103 la Sibiu s\u0103 v\u00e2nd\u0103 rachiu lui Nicu Steinhardt. Daun\u0103 mama, paznicul, s\u0103 refacem t\u00e2rgul. Mama e Elisaveta, paznicul controlorul, socrul Tavi Ghibu. Panta pr\u0103vale usc\u0103turile. Kairos, paznicul maicilor. Doarme tineretul \u00een case de munte. \u00ce\u015fi pierduse vocea, m\u0103 chemase s\u0103-i citesc. V\u0103 dau \u015fi d-str\u0103 ziarul Tolstoi.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Vedeam ora\u015ful ca pe r\u0103zboi. Paznicul scormone\u015fte cu ochii un kairos de c\u00e2nd nu voi mai fi. To\u0163i ne ocup\u0103m cu acela\u015fi lucru. Paznicul cur \u00een cur cu Tolstoi. Cinci fabrici am pus \u00een func\u0163ie. Vorbim de frumuse\u0163ea patrimoniului. \u0162i-o fi p\u0103rut o scrisoare f\u0103r\u0103 amintirilr tale. Tocmai nu-\u0163i r\u0103spundeam \u015fi te transcriu peste cartu\u015fiera controlorului. Nu e\u015fti drumul spre Bergen. De c\u00e2nd nu mai invidiasem copacii. Paznicul \u00een centrul \u0163\u0103ranilor. Cunosc\u00e2ndu-i, \u00eei manipuleaz\u0103 cu ora\u015ful.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Mama T\u0103lmaciu, fabrica de a\u0163\u0103, prin\u0163esa Sturza.<\/p>\n

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somnul paznicului Tolstoi<\/p>\n

\u00een Sibiu o noapte de apoi<\/p>\n

pe pojghi\u0163a haitei de copoi<\/p>\n

muierea muie cataroi<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 M\u0103iastra indorian\u0103. Rumegu\u015ful bronzului, rombului. Antihi o \u015ftie pe Dana de Sighi\u015foara. \u00cen Sibiel respiri rom\u00e2ne\u015fte. \u00cen Birmingham lec\u0163ie de uitare. Calea Dumbr\u0103vii pe zi cu soare de prim\u0103var\u0103, pe R\u00eeul Caselor. Pe strada protopop Emil Cioran, o zgaib\u0103 de statuie. La vreo sut\u0103 de metri de Goga.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Aia de-a mamei \u015fi somnului ne aduce malaria din alt\u0103 via\u0163\u0103. Nu mai tot face at\u00e2ta praf, manea \u00een R\u0103\u015finari, Manoa. Ori o fi premerg\u00e2nd suferin\u0163a frumuse\u0163ii, ori frumuse\u0163ea e doar \u00een salb\u0103. Chirpiciul s\u0103 ni-l l\u0103s\u0103m d\u0103r\u00e2mat, de nu ne vrem \u00een fereastr\u0103 la Shakespeare. Na\u015ftere, adeverin\u0163\u0103 de moarte.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Drumul archebuzerilor & p\u00e2nzarilor. Veni\u0163i, b\u0103tr\u00e2ni, din muzeele voastre \u00een Thalia. Patrimoniu invizibil. Oameni \u00eenchi\u015fi \u00een meserie de arte, ca s\u0103 nu zic din garda veche. \u00cencotro at\u00e2\u0163ia speciali\u015fti. C\u0103rarea de a fi \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit. Directorii s\u0103 fie s\u0103n\u0103to\u015fi. Facem politic\u0103 cultural\u0103, dar s\u0103 fim aten\u0163i. Siuran\u0163a na\u0163ional\u0103. Fortifica\u0163ii p\u0103r\u0103site. Cet\u0103\u0163i dacice.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Pe Tipografilor cu Schiller. Doctor s\u0103 moar\u0103 sub 50 de ani. Paznicul se f\u0103cu interdictorul persoanei trimise. C\u0103 M\u0103iastra. \u015ei el pomeni de dou\u0103 ori Br\u00e2ncu\u015fi. Monopolul lemnului cultural, nomenclatura muzeelor rom\u00e2ne\u015fti, media de v\u00e2rst\u0103 afin\u0103 cu mine \u015fi cine mai vine, b\u0103rbi, chelii, foste tinere\u0163i, oglinzi presate, g\u00e2nditorisme, soarele Sibiului peste fum\u0103tori.<\/p>\n

Aveam nevoie de un pumn virtual \u00een imaterialitatea propriului patrimoniu. M\u0103iastra lui Br\u00e2ncu\u015fi \u00eel speriase, crezuse c\u0103 a\u015f fi delirat concertul camerei de gazare. Spirit de convalescen\u0163\u0103. Puse filtre de Sibiu. Noi, \u00een R\u0103\u015finari. Am petrece, v\u0103 salut domnu\u2019, felicit\u0103ri, nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 v\u0103 cunoa\u015fte\u0163i cu domnu\u2019, a\u015f fi zis ce-a\u015f fi zis, noti\u0163e, dup\u0103 paznic strategic, lemne securiste pe o str\u00e2ngere de \u015furub, are ce-\u015fi cotcod\u0103ci la neconcuren\u0163\u0103, a-i repro\u015fa, mi-ar p\u0103li dumbrava, pecetluire r\u0103m\u0103\u015fi\u0163ei adventiste.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Prima zi, a doua noapte, paznic \u00eentinerit, la costum \u015fi cravat\u0103, mama, muzeimea, eu, c\u0103 nici eu, nici el, nici ei, cum \u00ee\u0163i alegi interzicrea, ca \u00een via\u0163a de toate vie\u0163ile. Scrisul f\u0103r\u0103 tortur\u0103, ce-ar zice Pasi de nevorbire, \u015fi ce-ai pierdut, ce-\u0163i p\u0103sa, ce te f\u0103cea o gargar\u0103, cum \u015fparleai \u00eei \u015fi deranjai, ori nu, le pl\u0103ceai \u015fi ie\u015feai prost, ori pl\u0103c\u00e2ndu-te \u00eei diversionai, \u0103sta ce caut\u0103 s\u0103 ne desrostuiasc\u0103. Rosteasc\u0103-se \u00een romanul crap cu trout\u00a0 Kalamazoo tema tabu-urilor sub cenzur\u0103 proteic\u0103, vorba Tatianei, dac\u0103 era Eliade.<\/p>\n

Rar \u015fi-ar fi pus problema persoanei tocmai neapartenen\u0163a ce-a\u0163i fi c\u0103ft\u0103nit caft. Nici nu m\u0103 mai benocleaz\u0103 tot spatele. C\u00e2\u0163iva pe st\u00e2nga, dat\u0103, poate sup\u0103rat de ce, ne\u015ftiind voi, \u00eemi f\u0103ceam de c\u00e2teva metafore c\u00e2t m\u0103 temusem a fi violat de patrimonist\u0103. C\u00e2nd nu-\u0163i ni\u0163ele\u015fti masca, m\u0103scar, u\u015for macho, ia-o pitic\u0103ne\u015fte, o \u0163ar\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi are speciali\u015ftii b\u0103tr\u00e2ni. La ce n-ar accepta valuri de \u015fefi judec\u00e2ndu-i cu dispre\u0163 din Sibiu. Casele lui Goga \u015fi Cioran, nevizitabile, c\u0103 locuite, Muzeul Bruckental \u00een renovare. Cum ne-or fi \u00eendulcind patrimoniile.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Aproape c\u0103 v\u0103 mira\u0163i de R\u0103\u015finari. C\u00e2t de c\u00e2\u015ftigat \u00een ochii paznicului, la schimb, nici Bucur din Sibiu, ori c\u0103 vine la premii, autorefuz \u00een Thalia. Cum s\u0103 te mai distrzi dec\u00e2t pe decaden\u0163\u0103 printre h\u0103ita\u015fi, lumi \u00eenchise, deschise, pumni pasionali, \u015fcoala din 1616, paznic cu basc\u0103, un milion de oameni, un milion de copaci. Sunt m\u00e2ndru de paznic, personajul limpezit negativ. Carmello vede mai mult r\u00e2s \u00een Sibiu dec\u00e2t \u00een Bucure\u015fti, mai de cuv\u00e2nt. Are \u015fi s\u00e2nge croat, nu-i pare cunoscut\u0103 Sonia Gandhi. Crede che Lei conduce l\u2019Universita? oppure la casa di cultura societica?<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Se va str\u00e2nge, ne va str\u00e2nge, eram \u00eenchi\u015fi, suntem deschi\u015fi. \u00cencotro nu e invazie e munc\u0103. Ai nevast\u0103 rom\u00e2nc\u0103, fata \u0163i-e de c\u00e2te luni? Acum \u00eenva\u0163\u0103 s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103. A\u015f \u00eenv\u0103\u0163a \u015fi eu de la nepoat\u0103. \u0102sta fumeaz\u0103 ca bivolu\u2019. S\u0103 nu-mi spui c\u0103 nu se cunosc muzeografii. Asta ne-o fi soarta unora, s\u0103 ne enerv\u0103m preopinentul, c\u00e2nd nici nevoie unul de altul n-am avea, alta dec\u00e2t s\u0103 ne coaliz\u0103m contra noastr\u0103. Anti-Sibiu \u00een Sibiu. Anti-mine. Momenti magici della vechezza. Bravo, Carmello, mul\u0163i italieni rom\u00e2ni. Maschi cantanti imperiali. Orice rateu spre o scriere bun\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Euforia ar consuma creativibilitatea. Cred c\u0103 \u015fi d\u0103dusem m\u00e2na cu nasu\u2019 babii. Impulsul mor\u0163ilor opozitivi. Ca\u00a0 \u015fi paznicul biat\u0103 mam\u0103. Somn \u015fi piaz\u0103, nici \u00een dodii, nici \u00een India, ba \u00een Sibiu, cu paz\u0103 c\u0103lare, poate-mi f\u0103ceam prieteni printre voi. \u015ei nu de r\u00e2s \u00eempotriva aparen\u0163elor vom asculta poli\u0163i\u015fti de patrimoniu, plictisul cititorului. Nu \u015ftiu, eu n-am v\u0103zut pe nimeni, ast\u0103zi mai dispar oameni, nu se mai scoal\u0103 diminea\u0163a pe scen\u0103, arunc fa\u0163a de mas\u0103, c\u00e2\u015f la ambele col\u0163uri ale gurii, aici s-ar petrece, Caramello plecat la treab\u0103, Tom \u00een regie.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u0162uica solda\u0163ilor, napoleonilor, sibienilor, patrimonienilor, din femeile muzeelor, colec\u0163iilor, ce limbaj de praf. Nu stric\u0103 o macabritate, cobe, Cobain, fetelor, ce al\u0163i suicizi, \u00eenv\u0103\u0163ul \u0163\u0103rii din muzee, \u00eenchidere \u00een sinele istoric. Ecranul avansa, \u0163\u00e2\u015fti b\u0103\u015fti la suprafa\u0163\u0103, \u00een via\u0163a noastr\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2lnirea voastr\u0103. Pe r\u00e2ndul meu, care mai vii. \u0102\u015ftia nu mai aprind lumini de scris. La praf cu ochii, cuant\u0103 nemecanic\u0103. V\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2rzie vreun blitz.<\/p>\n

\u00a0Registrul arheologilor avansa geodezie de cadastru militar, ortofotoplan. Hermanstadt, M\u0103rginime, Dealul Frumos\/Schonberg, dolorism, \u00eentunericul rug\u0103ciunii, ziduri candelabre, altar de scris. Trei trandafiri psd \u00een fa\u0163a \u015fcolii bisericii evanghelice. Patrimoniul ne aduce de unde am fost pleca\u0163i. Vopsitorilor, Plopilor, Faunului, Turnului, ochioase case. Vom ajunge p\u00e2n\u0103 m\u00e2ine \u015fi acas\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Nem\u0163i la 1200, cu voi, cu noi. M\u0103 vezi scriind bastioane de pe Cibin. Centru de refugiu. Ce studiezi mata, \u00eemi f\u0103cui trei fi\u015fe, minutele Indore \u2013 T\u00e2rgu-Jiu, cu\/f\u0103r\u0103 Br\u00e2ncu\u015fi. Premii \u015fi repara\u0163ii. Venir\u0103\u0163i din partea cealalt\u0103, premian\u0163ii, concertan\u0163ii, ziua pe duc\u0103, stai mai la margine, s\u0103 te duci s\u0103 iei premiul, domni\u015foar\u0103 a culturii, v\u0103 pierdur\u0103\u0163i clien\u0163ii. Domnu\u2019 Anca, dup\u0103 asta v\u0103 dau cuv\u00e2ntu\u2019. Decebalus vincit? \u0162ine\u0163i-v\u0103, ne \u0163inem. Gata Sibiul, povestirea paznicului Tolstoi, mort \u015fi \u00eenviat, mama iehovist\u0103 dup\u0103 semeni\u015fte \u015fi conversan\u0163\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00cen casa albastr\u0103, alb-astra. Dumbrava alb-astra. Ministrul seam\u0103n\u0103 cu paznicul. Scormonind ancestralitatea, nu s-ar da pe spiritualitate. De ce intr\u0103 kairos \u00een casa mor\u0163ii Antifus, Antihi? Ceas albit \u00een floare. Rinichi. Aer \u00eenchis. Ne dr\u0103muim sub Fuji, prin Sibiu. Dup\u0103 ce plecar\u0103 v\u00e2n\u0103torii, am delegat \u015fi dintre noi s\u0103 ne termine, ne-am mai decimat \u015fi \u00een\u015fine, v\u00e2na\u0163i peste r\u00e2nd. Taie-m\u0103 cum te t\u0103iai, alb\u0103 floare de fer\u0103str\u0103u. Ludoteca nu e gata, face paznicul Napoleon, invers\u0103 v\u00e2n\u0103toare. Cad stinghii, \u00eemp\u0103ia\u0163i restauratori..<\/p>\n

Ie\u015fise s\u0103 fumeze ca din insul\u0103 elen\u0103. G\u00e2r\u00e2itul, ziceam, al porumbeilor, un jazz fost sas, acum paz-pas. \u0162estos Ahile, serene arene. Origen la mijloc. Genele soarelui de Sibiu.. Paznicii \u00een linie la temelia v\u00e2n\u0103torii mascate. Fetelor, v\u0103 s\u0103tura\u0163i, soarelui ne aduna\u0163i. Vorbeau german\u0103. A\u015f m\u0103sura s\u0103seasca prepoten\u0163\u0103 \u00een fotomontaje. Lentoarea contempl\u0103rii de paznic apropriindu-\u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 dou\u0103 minute. Biserici, forturi, plezne, aripile \u00een empatie zbur\u0103t\u0103cit\u0103. Bolt\u0103 de clopotire \u00een miezuire.<\/p>\n

Franz Neuhauser Sibiu 1898 c\u0103ru\u0163a\u015fi c\u0103l\u0103re\u0163i cupluri grupuri fracuri trene pene p\u0103l\u0103rii secure bastoane vite oi tr\u0103suri vreun cer\u015fetor cai liberi ra\u0163e copii \u00een gr\u0103din\u0103 r\u00e2ul peste pod ora\u015ful biserici \u015fi palate. Heute ist Hermanstadt. A\u0163el\/Hetzeldorf 1148, Movile, Voila. N\u0103v\u0103lire mongol\u0103 1241. Orga imperial\u0103. Resa\u015fizare. Asocia\u0163ia Carpatin\u0103 din Transilvania, P\u0103ltini\u015f, 1894. Rom\u00e2nii s\u0103 piar\u0103 dracului dans\u00e2nd. Turnul Poarta S\u0103rii demolat \u00een 1885. Ursuline. Dominicani. Cas\u0103 cu pinion \u00een trepte. \u00cen Bucure\u015fti, mul\u0163i bani \u015fi mul\u0163i nebuni.<\/p>\n

De unde-mi scad zilele de Sibiu, nonsa\u015fi, acolo primarul de dame, l-ar alege \u015fi pre\u015fedinte, soro. Omenirea a\u015fteapt\u0103 binecuv\u00e2ntare \u015fi prime\u015fte blestem, mi-ar fi spus mie mama asta venit\u0103 \u00een Pia\u0163a Mare din Sibiu, via T\u0103lmaciu, adev\u0103rul despre via\u0163a ve\u015fnic\u0103 \u00eentr-o Lume Nou\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u015fit \u015fi mi-a ar\u0103tat un r\u00e2u cu apa vie\u0163ii limpede cum e cristalul. So\u0163ul meu a murit, \u015ftiu, mam\u0103, tu murisei \u00eenainte. Veta la Iehova. Umor fran\u0163uzesc \u00een s\u0103sime. Vorbind frumos despre mor\u0163i, drumul ne-o cunoa\u015fte, noi agnostici, discu\u0163ii despre accelerat, \u00eemi ard f\u0103lcile, mam\u0103 iehovist\u0103, m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 mama, ea mi-e Sibiul \u015fi Iehova, z\u0103pada uite-o, nici ei nu-i p\u0103sa de sa\u015fi, pe mine m\u0103 adusese pe la T\u0103lmaciu, care e\u015fti mam\u0103 din mun\u0163ii \u0103\u015ftia, a, c\u0103 erau dinaintea ta.<\/p>\n

Unul \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 \u015fi o iluzie englez\u0103. De diminea\u0163\u0103, Ulise \u00eentre coloanele infernului. Te-a\u015f vedea, dac\u0103 te-a\u015f cunoa\u015fte, \u00een vis, \u015ftiu, oricine te-ai ar\u0103ta. Mama se poate sinucide, fato, alb ori Olt turbulen\u0163\u0103, ce s\u0103 v\u0103 mai \u00eentreb, excelen\u0163\u0103. Cum m-a\u0163i urm\u0103ri ca mama mun\u0163ilor, ea de-a Or\u0103\u015ftiei ca Dominic al Soranei. Calul t\u0103u pa\u015fte prim\u0103vara Pa\u015fte. Lectur\u0103 sibianismului tolstoian, de cobori-avatar mun\u0163ii mai repede cu mama \u015fi paznicul, ne mai putem pierde. Omul se ridic\u0103 pe v\u00e2rfuri degeaba. Ne comp\u0103timim mama c\u0103l\u0103toare, dup\u0103 munc\u0103 \u015fi c\u00e2te-o scrisoare.<\/p>\n

Ce viitor are ortodoxia \u00een Sibiu? Trecut evanghelic, catolic. Nu-mi auzeam \u00een\u0163elese sunetele, respirate aerele pe altar, conubiam ne\u00een\u0163elegerea cu abstracta amorului damna\u0163ie. Requiem, Mozart, H\u0103r\u0103\u015fteanu, a te ap\u0103ra \u015fi de Dumnezeu \u015ftiindu-te \u00eenconjurat zid. De pace cu psalmi interioriza\u0163i \u015fi preo\u0163ime. Pe urm\u0103 coama, tropic de lumit, animalele ni se \u00eentrupeaz\u0103 \u00een pia\u0163a mare m\u0103rginime urm\u00e2ndu-m\u0103. Paznicul din Sibiu n-a jignit-o pe mama, i-a fost client la \u0163uic\u0103. Paznicul Tolstoi rachiu buduroi calul la c\u0103ru\u0163\u0103 Ila\u015fcu nu Dru\u0163\u0103.\u00a0 Ca i ros, kairos. Mama iehovista cu sovietista. Petale pe hududoi s\u0103 v\u0103 face\u0163i trei din doi moara pe m\u0103lai de botez alai c\u00e2ntaser\u0103 laser\u0103 milimetri de nisetri la galop interlop haos \u00een Taos pendinte pe dinte floare \u00eenchisoare Marie reverie ochi mari indorari.<\/p>\n

Ce-om rearanja din caiete, din edite, bisericile c\u00e2t le-am contemplat, ne pare umanitate dumnezeirea, abia de ne-am desp\u0103r\u0163ie vecie, de-am \u015fi \u00eentortocheat claritatea nimicniciei s\u0103 ie\u015fim la liman, lemn ud, gr\u0103mad\u0103 de pr\u0103bu\u015fite monumente, mor\u0163i pe pov\u00e2rni\u015furi. Oi fi ratat Sibiul, nu paznicul, m-am g\u00e2ndit la mama f\u0103r\u0103 nebun\u0103. Conrad Haas Sibiu 1555 lansez\u0103 racheta spa\u0163ial\u0103 cu trei etaje pulberile lui Ioan Rom\u00e2nul din Alba Iulia radioactivitatea M\u0103r\u0103cineanu depolarizarea luminii Herman Oberth Werner von Braun tratamentul cu lumin\u0103 Petric\u0103 Ionescu regizor de oper\u0103 dup\u0103 Zefirelli Sibiu la purtare<\/p>\n

2007<\/p>\n

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