{"id":29640,"date":"2017-04-19T06:51:57","date_gmt":"2017-04-19T06:51:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=29640"},"modified":"2017-04-19T06:51:57","modified_gmt":"2017-04-19T06:51:57","slug":"adrian-botez-contradictia-singuratatii-versuri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2017\/04\/19\/adrian-botez-contradictia-singuratatii-versuri\/","title":{"rendered":"Adrian BOTEZ: Contradic\u021bia singur\u0103t\u0103\u021bii (versuri)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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CU TAT\u0102L MEU<\/strong><\/p>\n

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m\u0103 cert cu Dumnezeu ca s\u0103 m\u0103-mpac –<\/p>\n

ca Tat\u0103 fiului \u2013 El st\u00e2mp\u0103r\u0103-mi simbr\u00eca:<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd plodul t\u0103u se-nhait\u0103 cu vreun drac<\/p>\n

\u00eei schimbi \u2013 la fund \u015fi la urechi\u2026\u201dchim\u00eca\u201d!<\/p>\n

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de c\u00e2te ori m\u0103 r\u0103t\u0103cesc \u00een Bine<\/p>\n

de c\u00e2te ori tot bomb\u0103nesc spre Tine<\/p>\n

\u00eemi caut \u00cenv\u0103\u0163\u0103torul de Albine:<\/p>\n

Cuv\u00e2ntu-mi arde-n mierile senine!<\/p>\n

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P\u0103rinte \u2013 Frate \u2013 Scut de Dumnezeu<\/p>\n

\u00een Tine \u00ee\u015fi \u015ftirbesc golanii pr\u00e0\u015ftii<\/p>\n

atunci c\u00e2nd piatr\u0103-azv\u00e2rl spre pieptul meu<\/p>\n

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Tu le schimbi arma-n sc\u0103p\u0103r\u0103ri de a\u015ftri\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026cu Tat\u0103l meu veghez \u2013 din zori \u2013 Gr\u0103dina<\/p>\n

din a\u015fchii-raze-nchipuiesc Lumina!<\/p>\n

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DISCU\u0162IE PE STOMACUL GOL<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u201c-omul acela a crezut c\u0103 va tr\u0103i \u2013 chiar cu o<\/p>\n

zi \u00eenainte de a muri!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-chiar a\u015fa?\u00a0 – a crezut c\u0103 va tr\u0103i \u2013 chiar cu o<\/p>\n

zi \u00eenainte de a muri?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-da \u2013 s\u0103 moar\u0103 mama \u2013 chiar<\/p>\n

a\u015fa!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-las-o pe<\/p>\n

m\u0103-ta!\u00a0 -\u2026\u015fi<\/p>\n

zi-mi mie altceva (\u2026phi! \u2013 ce-mi mai<\/p>\n

ghior\u0103ie ma\u0163ele\u2026bine \u2013 nevast\u0103 \u2013 deci n-ai avut<\/p>\n

vreme s\u0103-mi faci asear\u0103<\/p>\n

pachet \u2013 hai?…las\u0103-las\u0103\u2026ne vedem noi<\/p>\n

disear\u0103\u2026): \u2026dar \u2013 cum \u00ee\u0163i ziceam –<\/p>\n

\u00een diminea\u0163a zilei c\u00e2nd a murit \u2013 ce anume oare a<\/p>\n

aflat el \u2013 de \u015fi-a schimbat p\u0103rerea \u2013 pe una de<\/p>\n

moarte? \u2013 de ce nu s-a uitat la<\/p>\n

cer \u2013 s\u0103 vad\u0103 c\u00e2t de-nv\u0103p\u0103iat<\/p>\n

este \u2013 de ce n-a ascultat p\u0103s\u0103rile din<\/p>\n

pomi \u2013 care te asurzesc cu c\u00e2ntecele lor de<\/p>\n

bucurie? –\u00a0 de ce n-a privit<\/p>\n

liliecii-nflori\u0163i\u2026c\u0103-i<\/p>\n

prim\u0103var\u0103 \u2013 b\u0103! – \u2026de ce l-a apucat \u2013 a\u015fa – taman<\/p>\n

\u00een diminea\u0163a aceea \u2013 g\u00e2ndul de<\/p>\n

moarte? \u2013 de ce? \u2013 eu asta m\u0103-ntreb \u2013 \u015fi nu-s<\/p>\n

dumirit deloc!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-p\u0103i\u2026vezi tu\u2026 – \u2026mda\u2026phieu \u015ftiu\u2026\u00a0 – b\u0103\u2026nu m\u0103<\/p>\n

pricep nici eu\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-\u2026las\u0103 \u2013 b\u0103 – c\u0103 nu te pricepi tu \u015fi la<\/p>\n

altele \u2013 unde chiar ar fi trebuit s\u0103<\/p>\n

te pricepi\u2026(\u2026b\u0103i Firfiric\u0103 \u2013 un’ te<\/p>\n

duci \u2013 de-alergi a\u015fa ca dup\u0103<\/p>\n

tren\u00a0 – b\u0103? \u2013 aaa \u2013 la <<Fast Food>> la Chioru’ ? \u2013 p\u0103i zi-i<\/p>\n

a\u015fa\u2026Firfiricus dragule\u2026p\u0103i uite – ia-mi \u015fi mie ceva de<\/p>\n

cr\u0103pelni\u0163\u0103 \u2026 uite<\/p>\n

banii\u00a0 – ce s\u0103-mi iei?-\u00a0 p\u0103i – un hot dog\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2026ceva \u2013 c\u0103<\/p>\n

le\u015fin de foame \u2013 z\u0103u!)\u00a0 -\u2026unde ajunsesem? \u2013 aaa<\/p>\n

da\u2026stai a\u015fa c\u0103-mi adusei aminte \u2013 nu<\/p>\n

mai da din umeri – ca handicapatul! – \u2026a\u015fa\u2026 dar<\/p>\n

zi-mi tu mie una: \u015fi de ce<\/p>\n

trebuia el s\u0103 moar\u0103 \u2013 tocmai \u00een<\/p>\n

ziua urm\u0103toare zilei c\u00e2nd credea \u00een<\/p>\n

via\u0163\u0103?!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-da \u2013 poate c\u0103 ai \u2013 \u015fi tu – ceva<\/p>\n

dreptate\u2026nu-mi dau seama ce-o fi<\/p>\n

fost \u00een<\/p>\n

capul lui\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-\u2026paie! \u2013 \u00ee\u0163i spun eu!…paie! – \u2026\u015fi de ce<\/p>\n

trebuia \u2013 neap\u0103rat \u2013 s\u0103<\/p>\n

moar\u0103 \u2013 \u00een ziua c\u00e2nd a murit? \u2013 oamenii<\/p>\n

nu trebuie s\u0103 moar\u0103 \u2013 ei sunt<\/p>\n

zei!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-dar de ce numai omul nu trebuie s\u0103<\/p>\n

moar\u0103?! \u2013 animalele nu sunt \u2013 \u015fi ele \u2013 crea\u0163ii ale<\/p>\n

Lui Dumnezeu \u2013 deci<\/p>\n

cop\u00eci ai Lui Dumnezeu? \u2013 cu ce e mai<\/p>\n

cop\u00ecl al Lui Dumnezeu \u2013 un om \u2013 despre care se<\/p>\n

\u015ftie \u2013 de-acum \u2013 c\u00e2t de tic\u0103los<\/p>\n

este \u2013 \u015fi egoist \u015fi tr\u0103d\u0103tor \u015fi mincinos<\/p>\n

\u015fi\u2026? – dec\u00e2t un pui de ciut\u0103 sau<\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t un bou din ciread\u0103 \u2013 ascult\u0103tor \u015fi<\/p>\n

muncitor pe brazd\u0103 \u2013 c\u00e2t e ziulica de lung\u0103\u2026mai exact \u2013 c\u00e2t<\/p>\n

e ziulica\u00a0 oamenilor de la cr\u00e2\u015fm\u0103 \u2013 care beau – chefuiesc \u015fi-o<\/p>\n

bat \u00een cap\u2026?!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-dar omul este<\/p>\n

crea\u0163ia zilei a \u015fasea\u2026nu ca\u2026!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-chiar a\u015fa! \u2013 omul este crea\u0163ia zilei a \u015fasea \u2013 deci<\/p>\n

e f\u0103cut numai din resturi \u015fi din<\/p>\n

vechituri \u2013 numai bune de-azv\u00e2rlit la gunoi! \u2013 nici nu \u015ftiu<\/p>\n

dac\u0103 Dumnezeu prev\u0103zuse \u2013 \u00eenc\u0103 de pe atunci – de<\/p>\n

la-nceput – co\u015ful de gunoi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-mda\u2026\u00ee\u0163i dai seama ce m\u0103re\u0163 ar fi fost<\/p>\n

omul \u2013 dac\u0103 Dumnezeu ar fi avut<\/p>\n

inspira\u0163ia s\u0103-l fac\u0103 \u00een<\/p>\n

prima zi a crea\u0163iei sale? (\u2026mersi \u2013 b\u0103i Firfiric\u0103 \u2013 s\u0103 ai<\/p>\n

parte de<\/p>\n

m\u0103-ta\u2026stai \u2013 nu-mi mai da restul\u2026c\u0103-s<\/p>\n

s\u0103tul\u00a0 – p\u00e2n\u0103 peste cap – de<\/p>\n

resturi!)\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-nu \u2013 eu cred c\u0103 Dumnezeu \u015ftia foarte<\/p>\n

bine ce catastrof\u0103 va<\/p>\n

ie\u015fi \u2013 oricum \u2013 ori \u00een prima \u2013 ori \u00eentr-a<\/p>\n

\u015fasea zi a crea\u0163iei Sale \u2013 \u015fi \u00eentr-adins a<\/p>\n

am\u00e2nat toat\u0103<\/p>\n

afacerea\u2026a tot tras de<\/p>\n

timp \u2013 p\u00e2n\u0103 s-a f\u0103cut<\/p>\n

de-a \u015fasea\u2026!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-de ce \u2013 b\u0103 – de\u015fteptule? – ca s\u0103 nu strice cumva fasonul<\/p>\n

crea\u0163iei chiar din prima<\/p>\n

zi \u2013 \u015fi s\u0103 nu-\u015fi strice cheful\u2026? – \u2026\u0103\u0103\u0103?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201c-cheful ca cheful \u2013 dar s-ar fi \u00eengre\u0163o\u015fat<\/p>\n

El – <<din prima>> – \u015fi s-ar fi leh\u0103metit \u2013 chiar<\/p>\n

de la-nceput \u2013 chiar \u00eenainte de a se apuca de<\/p>\n

f\u0103cut \u2013 de creat<\/p>\n

ceva…\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201e-dar \u2013 \u00een definitiv \u2013 de ce a \u0163inut Dumnezeu \u0103sta \u2013 mor\u0163i\u015f<\/p>\n

s\u0103 creeze lumea \u2013 s\u0103 creeze<\/p>\n

ceva? \u2013 nu putea face<\/p>\n

altceva?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201e-mda \u2013 vezi tu \u2013 de aia se zice c\u0103 omul a fost f\u0103cut<\/p>\n

dup\u0103 chipul \u015fi asem\u0103narea Lui Dumnezeu \u2013 c\u0103<\/p>\n

are mi\u015fcoriciul \u0103sta \u2013 de tot trebuie s\u0103<\/p>\n

fac\u0103 el ceva \u2013 bun-r\u0103u \u2013 dar s\u0103<\/p>\n

fac\u0103…\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201e-n-are stare \u2013 dom’le…\u015fi pace bun\u0103! \u2013 de aia uit\u0103 el de<\/p>\n

toate alea importante \u2013 se ia cu<\/p>\n

toate fleacurile – \u015fi<\/p>\n

nici nu se g\u00e2nde\u015fte \u2013 \u00een timp<\/p>\n

util \u2013 la<\/p>\n

moarte (s\u0103 zicem – de-un<\/p>\n

par examplu – nu?!) -…da…nu se g\u00e2nde\u015fte el<\/p>\n

la moarte – \u015fi<\/p>\n

deodat\u0103 \u2013 hop! \u2013 \u015fi vezi c\u0103<\/p>\n

nu mai e…\u201d<\/p>\n

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…\u015fi toat\u0103 discu\u0163ia asta \u2013 care a ajuns\u00a0 – dup\u0103 cum<\/p>\n

vede\u0163i \u015fi singuri – la<\/p>\n

cel mai \u00eenalt nivel<\/p>\n

intelectual \u2013 se iscase numai pentru<\/p>\n

c\u0103 Dumitru\u00a0 \u2013 omul de serviciu de la<\/p>\n

institu\u0163ie \u015fi \u2013 ca o a doua lui<\/p>\n

slujb\u0103 (…c\u0103 nu s-ajungea cu banii \u015fi avea cop\u00eci<\/p>\n

mul\u0163i!) – Gunoierul Ora\u015fului \u2013 da \u2013 Dumitru-Gunoierul – care<\/p>\n

avusese cancer \u00een<\/p>\n

glezn\u0103 (ca Ahille!)\u00a0 – ultimul<\/p>\n

stadiu \u2013\u00a0 tocmai cu trei zile-n urm\u0103<\/p>\n

\u201ed\u0103duse col\u0163ul\u201d (\u015font\u00e2c-\u015font\u00e2c…) – murise…sau<\/p>\n

m\u0103 rog – \u201ese dusese la<\/p>\n

ceruri\u201d (…deh \u2013 ‘i mai u\u015for s\u0103 zbori prin<\/p>\n

leruri…)…care cum vrea s\u0103<\/p>\n

zic\u0103\u00a0 \u015fi scurm\u0103 \u2013 c\u0103 tot aia-i \u2013 p\u00e2n\u0103 la<\/p>\n

urm\u0103…<\/p>\n

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…b\u0103 \u2013 \u015ftii una bun\u0103? – …cineva tocmai \u00eemi<\/p>\n

zice \u2013 la celular – c\u0103 l-ar fi v\u0103zut pe Dumitru-Gunoierul \u2013 pe<\/p>\n

strad\u0103 \u2013 acu’ o or\u0103 \u2013 \u015fi mai zice c\u0103 n-avea cum s\u0103-l<\/p>\n

confunde \u2013 doar \u015ftii c\u0103 avea obrazul drept<\/p>\n

plin de negi c\u00e2t nucile de<\/p>\n

dulcea\u0163\u0103… (…iar pe partea cea<\/p>\n

st\u00e2ng\u0103 \u2013 avea ca o<\/p>\n

cea\u0163\u0103…) – …auzi dom’le obr\u0103znicie \u015fi<\/p>\n

neseriozitate pe el! \u2013 …p\u0103i<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd zici c\u0103 faci<\/p>\n

ceva \u2013 \u0163ine-te-n m\u0103-ta de<\/p>\n

vorb\u0103 \u2013 t\u00e2mpitule \u015fi<\/p>\n

g\u0103inarule! \u2013 nu du oamenii cinsti\u0163i cu<\/p>\n

pre\u015ful… rostogol… – …da \u2013 cic\u0103 a-nviat \u2013 da – …b\u0103i<\/p>\n

s\u0103 fie! – \u015fi<\/p>\n

\u0103sta a luat-o\u00a0 – mototol – nici una nici dou\u0103 – cu<\/p>\n

\u00eenviatul \u2013 ca<\/p>\n

Hristos…de<\/p>\n

diminea\u0163\u0103 \u2013 pe<\/p>\n

stomacul<\/p>\n

gol…<\/p>\n

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MISTICA PETALEI<\/strong><\/p>\n

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au \u00eenflorit iar pomii \u2013 dar eu nu i-am v\u0103zut<\/p>\n

\u00eentors fiind din bezna pivni\u0163ei de-infern<\/p>\n

lumea nu-\u015fi pierde-obi\u015fnuin\u0163a Florii din Eden<\/p>\n

tenace \u2013 isc\u0103 focul viu – necunoscut<\/p>\n

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au \u00eenflorit iar pomii \u2013 Frumosul e \u00een lume<\/p>\n

dar m\u00e8ritul muste\u015fte \u00een v\u00e2lv\u0103t\u0103i ascunse:<\/p>\n

petale \u2013 mistice silabe-s \u00een genune<\/p>\n

iar frazele r\u0103m\u00e2n enigme nep\u0103trunse<\/p>\n

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…de unde vii \u015fi ce-mi mereu \u015fopte\u015fti<\/p>\n

petal\u0103 efemer\u0103 \u2013 veste de lumin\u0103?<\/p>\n

de-abia te recunosc \u2013 \u015fi te tope\u015fti<\/p>\n

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‘napoi \u00een raiul firii f\u0103r\u0103 vin\u0103…<\/p>\n

…c\u00e2t am dorit s\u0103 fie prim\u0103var\u0103<\/p>\n

dar alfabetul tot nu-l \u015ftiu pe dinafar\u0103…<\/p>\n

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M\u0102 SIMT AT\u00c2T DE SINGUR \u2013 CU \u00ceNGERII LA GEAM<\/strong><\/p>\n

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m\u0103 simt at\u00e2t de singur \u2013 cu \u00eengerii la geam<\/p>\n

de-o via\u0163\u0103-mi este iarn\u0103 \u2013 ei zic c\u0103-i prim\u0103var\u0103<\/p>\n

din ce-are omul v\u00f2ii \u2013 nimic eu nu mai am<\/p>\n

doar ni\u015fte voci uscate \u2013 strig\u00e2ndu-mi de ocar\u0103<\/p>\n

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afar\u0103 nu exist\u0103 \u2013 e-o pierdere de timp<\/p>\n

iar \u00eenl\u0103untru bezna \u00ee\u015fi pune-n cap coroan\u0103<\/p>\n

de undeva m\u0103 strig\u0103 \u2013 \u00eenc\u00f2trova m\u0103 schimb<\/p>\n

Hristos se furi\u015feaz\u0103-ntre spinii buni de ran\u0103<\/p>\n

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a\u015f vrea s\u0103 nu fiu singur \u2013 a\u015f vrea opri Golg\u00f2ta<\/p>\n

mi-a putrezit \u2013zadarnic \u2013 \u015fi s\u00e2ngele din vine:<\/p>\n

pe min’ m\u0103 r\u0103stigne\u015fte \u2013 nu curg licori div\u00ecne<\/p>\n

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deci nu e m\u00e2ntuire \u2013 din nou am gre\u015fit nota…<\/p>\n

…degeaba pomii c\u00e2nt\u0103 pe strada \u00eembeznat\u0103:<\/p>\n

Iuda nici nu prime\u015fte \u2013 nici n-are cui da plat\u0103…<\/p>\n

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O \u2013 DOAMNE \u2013 NU C\u0102TA UR\u00c2T SPRE MINE<\/strong><\/p>\n

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o \u2013 Doamne \u2013 nu c\u0103ta ur\u00e2t spre mine:<\/p>\n

tot ce-am putut \u2013 uite \u2013 pe mas\u0103-i pus<\/p>\n

am a\u015fteptat din voci s\u0103 \u0163e\u015fi jivine<\/p>\n

\u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 lupt \u2013 spre-a respira mai sus<\/p>\n

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n-ai luat \u00een seam\u0103 b\u0103t\u0103tur\u0103 \u2013 cas\u0103 \u2013 vatr\u0103<\/p>\n

de parc-a\u015f fi t\u00e2lharul st\u00e2ngii Tale-amare<\/p>\n

m-ai ocolit \u2013 \u015fi-ai luat-o tot pe mare<\/p>\n

plutind lum\u00ecni \u2013 p\u0103\u015find pe nori de piatr\u0103…<\/p>\n

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sunt doar un sp\u00e2rc \u2013 dar nu m\u0103 blestem\u00e0<\/p>\n

a\u015faz\u0103 cuib de barz\u0103 \u015fi la poarta-mi!<\/p>\n

…ai rupt din Carte-\u0162i fila cea cu soarta-mi<\/p>\n

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mototolit-ai stra\u015fnic slova vie – grea…<\/p>\n

…nu m\u0103 iube\u015fti\u00a0 –\u00a0 leprosul n-are vad<\/p>\n

dar nu-n\u0163eleg: sunt singur \u2013 chiar \u015fi-n iad…?<\/p>\n

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CHIAR NICIUN ANOTIMP NU M-A CIT\u00ccT<\/strong><\/p>\n

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chiar niciun anotimp nu m-a cit\u00ect<\/p>\n

de\u015fi eu scris-am despre toate –<\/p>\n

de ce s-umbre\u015fti lumina filei fade<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd nu urmeaz\u0103 voluptuos fo\u015fn\u00ect?<\/p>\n

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silabe am c\u00e2t cerul constel\u00e0\u0163ii<\/p>\n

dar astrol\u00f2gii zac \u2013 ag\u00f2nic \u2013 \u00een pub\u00e8le<\/p>\n

de-aceea-s scrum sf\u00ecntele revel\u00e0\u0163ii<\/p>\n

de-aceea-n loc de prin\u0163i \u2013 vin bube rele…<\/p>\n

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sunt dumnezeul f\u0103r’ de credincio\u015fi<\/p>\n

am catedrale mii \u2013 pe post de hale<\/p>\n

\u015fi slova se tope\u015fte-n somnul moale<\/p>\n

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pescarii de ad\u00e2nc sunt iar cod\u00f2\u015fi…<\/p>\n

…o \u2013 biata Poezie se t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fte<\/p>\n

iar fraza lumii se tot dezlipe\u015fte…<\/p>\n

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CONTRADIC\u0162II FLAGRANTE<\/strong><\/p>\n

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pomii aprind constela\u0163ii de flori<\/p>\n

c\u00e2t bine trimite Hristos printre noi:<\/p>\n

nu \u015ftim s\u0103 fim cer \u2013 nu \u015ftim s\u0103 fim nori<\/p>\n

suavul ocean de v\u0103p\u0103i trece-n sloi…<\/p>\n

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uitat-am cu totul c\u0103 fost-am Gr\u0103din\u0103:<\/p>\n

lumin\u0103 \u015fi vise c\u0103zut-au cenu\u015f\u0103<\/p>\n

to\u0163i sp\u00e2nii de suflet c\u00e2rmesc c\u0103tre tin\u0103:<\/p>\n

printre petale \u2013 degeaba-i o U\u015f\u0103…<\/p>\n

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hulubii nasc cer… \u2013 …noi dr\u0103muim oxigen…!<\/p>\n

l\u0103sa\u0163i-m\u0103 \u00eenger ori pas\u0103re-n fire<\/p>\n

e \u00eenc\u0103 \u00een mine ea –\u00a0 Sf\u00e2nta Uimire<\/p>\n

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dar e \u015fi m\u00e2nie \u2013 otr\u0103vitul polen…<\/p>\n

…to\u0163i \u00f2rbii \u2013 Hristoase \u2013 at\u00e2rna\u0163i de fiori<\/p>\n

nu moar\u0103: \u00een\u0163elep\u0163\u00ec\u0163i \u2013 ard\u0103-n flori!<\/p>\n

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MI-AI DAT VIA\u0162\u0102 \u2013 NU MI-AI DAT IUBIRE<\/strong><\/p>\n

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mi-ai dat via\u0163\u0103 \u2013 dar nu mi-ai dat iubire:<\/p>\n

eu ce s\u0103 fac cu-aceast\u0103 jum\u0103tate<\/p>\n

care nu are fa\u0163\u0103 \u015fi nici spate?<\/p>\n

nici nu mai pot \u2013 acum \u2013 s\u0103-mi ies din fire<\/p>\n

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prim\u0103veri n-au venit \u2013 toamna nu vrea s\u0103 plece<\/p>\n

nici m\u0103car nu-mi dai vise \u2013 un vers \u2013 Poezie…<\/p>\n

…sunt din Neamul Polar al lui Zece:<\/p>\n

orice-ai scrie \u2013 pe stele \u2013 de-acum\u00a0 – e prost\u00ece<\/p>\n

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fluturi de noapte s-a\u015faz\u0103 pe mas\u0103<\/p>\n

mi-au luat locul faptei \u00eenscrise \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi noaptea-a-nceput s\u0103 miroas\u0103<\/p>\n

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iar mie \u2013 de mine \u2013 de voi \u2013 mi-este grea\u0163\u0103…<\/p>\n

…nici c\u00e0rii \u2013 nici luna \u2013 nu-mi spulber\u0103 mit<\/p>\n

nu-i ghinion – nenoroc: alt\u0103 via\u0163\u0103-am tr\u0103it<\/p>\n

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\u00ceNTR-UNII CRESC COPII \u2013 \u00ceN AL\u0162II \u2013 TUMORI<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00eentr-unii cresc cop\u00eci \u2013 \u00een al\u0163ii \u2013 tum\u00f2ri<\/p>\n

tu nu d\u0103rui nimic \u2013 te joci c-o poveste…<\/p>\n

nimeni nu vrea\u00a0 – niciodat\u0103 – cor\u0103bii cu s\u00f2ri:<\/p>\n

doar n-aud\u0103 moartea \u00een sine cum cre\u015fte<\/p>\n

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nu-i lini\u015fte\u00a0 – vlag\u0103 – nici c\u00e2nt pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt<\/p>\n

suprema conf\u00f9zie: s\u0103 vrei a tr\u0103\u00ec!<\/p>\n

refuz s\u0103 privesc \u2013 nu am niciun g\u00e2nd<\/p>\n

o dat\u0103 pe an doar cu El voi gr\u0103\u00ec…<\/p>\n

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nu-L sl\u0103vesc \u2013 nu-L implor \u2013 nu m\u0103 rog \u2013 nu-ngenunchi<\/p>\n

din grav Termopile sc\u0103pat-am doar eu<\/p>\n

numai eu v\u0103 pot scrie pove\u015fti de-Inorog<\/p>\n

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plec – \u015fi vin\u00a0 – \u015fi iar plec – c\u00e2nd am chef: da \u2013 sunt zeu…<\/p>\n

…sunt erou din Hristos \u015fi vasal\u0103 mi-e moartea<\/p>\n

stau drept \u2013 \u00een picioare \u2013 sfid\u00e2nd chiar \u015fi soartea…<\/p>\n

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AMAR\u0102\u00a0 – OARB\u0102 VIA\u0162\u0102 F\u0102R\u0102 FELINAR<\/strong><\/p>\n

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amar\u0103\u00a0 – oarb\u0103 via\u0163\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 felinar<\/p>\n

ciobanul \u015fi-a pierdut \u015fi cremene \u015fi-amnar<\/p>\n

doar hoin\u0103rim prin mun\u0163ii f\u0103r\u0103 har<\/p>\n

pl\u00e2nsul se-aude rar \u2013 \u015fi tot mai rar<\/p>\n

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de ce trimisu-m-ai aici s\u0103 fac de straj\u0103?<\/p>\n

drept falnic\u0103 mo\u015fie-mi dai pustia:<\/p>\n

nici sf\u00e2nt\u00a0 \u015fi nici martir nu-s \u2013 s\u0103-\u0163i sap via<\/p>\n

nimicnicia de nisip m-a prins \u00een mreaj\u0103<\/p>\n

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pereche de-ochelari \u2013 dar nu \u015fi ochi<\/p>\n

un strai f\u0103r\u0103 de trup \u2013 cu gaica rupt\u0103:<\/p>\n

\u00ee\u0163i sunt \u00een plus \u2013 un dop grotesc de plut\u0103<\/p>\n

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pe apele-adormirii-n dedeochi…<\/p>\n

…nici foaie \u2013 nici condei n-am s\u0103 Te scriu<\/p>\n

\u015fi m\u0103 tot mir: de ce m\u0103 chinui viu?<\/p>\n

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M\u0102 CAUT<\/strong><\/p>\n

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m\u0103 caut \u2013 m\u0103 caut \u2013 m\u0103<\/p>\n

caut \u2013 nec\u0103jit c\u0103 nu mai<\/p>\n

exist<\/p>\n

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pe undeva \u2013 e drept \u2013 \u0163epo\u015fi<\/p>\n

fumego\u015fi – se mai \u00eenal\u0163\u0103 Vulcanii din<\/p>\n

du\u015fm\u0103nia cea veche a<\/p>\n

V\u0103ii \u2013 pe altundeva tr\u0103snesc<\/p>\n

Valuri de-Ocean \u2013 zilnic repet\u00e2nd St\u00e2ncilor toat\u0103<\/p>\n

pedagogia Furtunii \u2013 \u015fi \u2013 cam peste tot \u2013 r\u0103sar<\/p>\n

cosmic furnic\u00e2nd epiderma solar\u0103 – Stele \u2013 \u015fi<\/p>\n

Flori \u2013 ba chiar snopuri de<\/p>\n

Stihuri \u015fi<\/p>\n

Stuhuri<\/p>\n

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dar \u2013 chiar a\u015fa \u2013 s\u0103-mi pierd orice speran\u0163\u0103 de<\/p>\n

via\u0163\u0103 \u2013 tot adun\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 \u2013 mig\u0103los \u2013 cu<\/p>\n

f\u0103ra\u015ful \u2013 din toate aceste<\/p>\n

str\u0103lucite petice \u2013 \u00eempr\u0103\u015ftiate<\/p>\n

pretutindeni (…sau<\/p>\n

altele – pitite \u2013 r\u0103ut\u0103cios – pe unde nici<\/p>\n

nu \u0163i-e g\u00e2ndul…)?<\/p>\n

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…\u015fi la urm\u0103 \u2013 dup\u0103 toat\u0103 ne-sfin\u0163ita mea<\/p>\n

trud\u0103 – iar s\u0103<\/p>\n

scap f\u0103ra\u015ful din m\u00e2n\u0103 \u2013 auzind<\/p>\n

strig\u0103tul bubuitor – de Miner Pu\u015fc\u0103tor (Cerescul<\/p>\n

Miner!): \u201eFere\u00e0! \u2013 cur\u00e2nd \u2013 pr\u0103bu\u015fim<\/p>\n

totul \u2013 iar<\/p>\n

aici – NOUA lume!\u201d…?!<\/p>\n

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…nu \u2013 mersi \u2013 de-acum am ajuns o<\/p>\n

fantom\u0103 prea<\/p>\n

f\u0103\u0163i\u015f-sc\u00e2r\u0163\u00e2i\u015f reumatic\u0103 – \u015fi<\/p>\n

exasperant de b\u0103tr\u00e2n\u0103…!<\/p>\n

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deci \u2013 incognito<\/p>\n

(cum numai strig\u00f2ii \u015ftiu s\u0103 se picteze-n verm\u00ecn\u0103!)<\/p>\n

– cur\u00e2nd voi pleca spre-o de mult pensionat\u0103<\/p>\n

Stea-Baler\u00ecn\u0103 \u2013 cu Alzheimer la splin\u0103 \u2013<\/p>\n

cu vechi v\u00eccii \u015fi imemorial\u0103 \u2013<\/p>\n

tur\u00ecstic\u0103 vin\u0103<\/p>\n

——————-<\/strong><\/p>\n

Adrian BOTEZ<\/strong><\/p>\n

Adjud, Vrancea<\/strong><\/p>\n

aprilie 2017<\/strong><\/p>\n

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