{"id":31542,"date":"2017-08-15T19:12:27","date_gmt":"2017-08-15T19:12:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=31542"},"modified":"2017-08-15T19:12:27","modified_gmt":"2017-08-15T19:12:27","slug":"alexandru-nemoianu-cand-am-vazut%e2%80%9d-intaia-data","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2017\/08\/15\/alexandru-nemoianu-cand-am-vazut%e2%80%9d-intaia-data\/","title":{"rendered":"Alexandru Nemoianu: C\u00e2nd am ,,v\u0103zut\u201d \u00eent\u00e2ia dat\u0103"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>Cred c\u0103 pu\u021bini dintre noi ar putea r\u0103spunde la \u00eentrebarea, \u201dc\u00e2nd ai v\u0103zut\u201d\u00a0 \u00eent\u00e2ia dat\u0103\u201d ? \u00cen primul r\u00e2nd este o \u00eentrebare tulbur\u0103toare \u0219i apoi ea pune \u00een eviden\u021b\u0103 incapacitatea noastr\u0103, a fiec\u0103ruia dintre noi , de a deslu\u0219i lucrurile esen\u021biale, pe care, mai \u00eentotdeauna, le consider\u0103m un dat \u201cobligatoriu\u201d. Deoarece to\u021bi (sau oricum cei mai mul\u021bi dintre noi) avem acest fel de a g\u00e2ndi, de a considera un dat necesar s\u0103n\u0103tatea, auzul, v\u0103zul \u0219i toate cele care fac via\u021ba pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt frumoas\u0103 \u0219i \u00een acela\u0219i timp, de a fi obseda\u021bi de lucrurile care nu stau sub puterea noastr\u0103 ori care sunt, efectiv, secundare dac\u0103 nu direct neimportante\u00a0 (\u201cavere\u201d, \u00a0stare social\u0103, m\u00e2ndrie, arogan\u021b\u0103, dorin\u021ba de st\u0103p\u00e2nire, etc), ne vine greu s\u0103 r\u0103spundem la \u00eentreb\u0103ri simple de felul celei, \u201dc\u00e2nd am v\u0103zut \u00eent\u00e2ia dat\u0103\u201d.
\nSuntem surprin\u0219i c\u0103ci simplul act de a ne aminti aceasta ne oblig\u0103 s\u0103 cump\u0103nim \u0219i \u00een\u021belesul vorbei \u201c a vedea\u201d. \u00censeamn\u0103 oare \u201ca z\u0103ri \u201c ori\u201d a pricepe\u201d ? \u00censeamn\u0103 suma obiectelor cuprinse \u00een c\u00e2mpul vederii ori \u00eenseamn\u0103 semnifica\u021bia lor ?
\nCu un timp \u00een urm\u0103 am auzit o povestire care m-a f\u0103cut s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la \u00eentrebarea din titlul prezentului eseu.
\nUn orb b\u0103tr\u00e2n, foarte cuvincios \u0219i dedicat ob\u0219tii \u00een care tr\u0103ia, finalmente s-a apropiat de sf\u00e2r\u0219itul s\u0103u p\u0103m\u00e2ntesc. Cei din jur erau total surprin\u0219i de voio\u0219ia l\u0103untric\u0103 a orbului. \u00cen sf\u00e2r\u0219it preotul care \u00eel priveghea l-a \u00eentrebat care va fi fiind cauza acestei voio\u0219ii l\u0103untrice. Orbul a r\u0103spuns, \u00a0\u201cc\u00e2nd voi inchide ochii pe veci voi vedea pe Hristos\u201d. De fapt acesta este chiar rostul vederii noastre (\u0219i al tuturor sim\u021burilor noastre), de a \u00eel sim\u021bi pe Hristos a \u00eel \u201cvedea\u201d \u0219i a \u00eei da laud\u0103. Personal am sim\u021bit acest lucru \u00een c\u00e2teva \u00eemprejur\u0103ri.
\nDup\u0103 o boal\u0103 mai lung\u0103 (atunci cand eram copil) \u0219i mai apoi dupa trezirea din crize alcoolice, primul contact cu lumea, \u201cvederea\u201d ei, erau cople\u0219itoare.
\nPriveam cele din jur, lumina, iarba, florile, copacii cu intensitatea \u0219i bucuria uimit\u0103 pe care, presupun, le avea \u0219i primul om c\u00e2nd a z\u0103rit lumea abea adus\u0103 \u00een fiin\u021b\u0103 de Dumnezeu .Lumea \u0219i \u201cmateria\u201d \u00een forma pe care le-a vrut Dumnezeu, f\u0103r\u0103 povara consecin\u021bei p\u0103catului str\u0103mo\u0219esc. Bucuria \u0219i recuno\u0219tin\u021ba acelor clipe, amestecate cu ru\u0219inea \u0219i sim\u021b\u0103m\u00e2ntul personal de vinov\u0103\u021bie pentru tot ce este r\u0103u \u00een lume, sunt probabil unice \u0219i oricum unice sunt pentru existen\u021ba mea. Da, atunci am v\u0103zut \u00eent\u00e2ia dat\u0103.<\/p>\n

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Alexandru Nemoianu<\/strong><\/p>\n

Istoric
\n\u201cCentrul de Studii \u0219i Documentare al Rom\u00e2nilor-Americani\u201d
\n(Valerian D. Trifa. Romanian-American Heritage Center)
\nJackson , Michigan, USA
\nla<\/p>\n

11 august 2017<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Cred c\u0103 pu\u021bini dintre noi ar putea r\u0103spunde la \u00eentrebarea, \u201dc\u00e2nd ai v\u0103zut\u201d\u00a0 \u00eent\u00e2ia dat\u0103\u201d ? \u00cen primul r\u00e2nd este [&hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31542","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31542","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=31542"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31542\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":31545,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31542\/revisions\/31545"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=31542"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=31542"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=31542"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}