{"id":34903,"date":"2018-01-16T16:31:10","date_gmt":"2018-01-16T16:31:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=34903"},"modified":"2018-01-16T16:38:39","modified_gmt":"2018-01-16T16:38:39","slug":"agafia-dragan-poesis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2018\/01\/16\/agafia-dragan-poesis\/","title":{"rendered":"Agafia DR\u0102GAN: Poesis"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Nelini\u015ftea este \u00een inima mea<\/strong><\/p>\n

(Impuetum est core meum donec requisescat in te-Fer Augustin)<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Urc s\u0103 ajung la Tine
\ncobor\u00e2nd spirala \u00eentunecat\u0103
\nspre acel punct minuscul de lumin\u0103
\ndin suflet z\u0103g\u0103zuit\u0103
\n\u00een neputin\u0163\u0103 de a m\u0103 afla
\nde a Te reg\u0103si
\nde a Te sim\u0163i
\nde a Te avea
\nf\u0103r\u0103 \u00eendoieli
\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103-\u0162i dau un chip
\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 Te strig cu un nume
\n\u00eenv\u0103\u0163at \u00een col\u0163ul meu de lume
\no briz\u0103 ciudat\u0103 \u00eemi sap\u0103 \u00een g\u00e2nduri
\n\u00eei vezi viermii \u015fi-au \u00eenceput osp\u0103\u0163ul
\n\u00een trupul \u00eenjunghiat de timp
\n\u00een oase sun\u0103
\nfrigul alb al catafalcului
\n\u015fi totu\u015fi sunt acela\u015fi eu
\ncu luminile dimine\u0163ii \u00een ochi
\n\u00eenc\u0103 nu am plecat
\n\u00eencerc s\u0103 adun toate umbrele la r\u0103s\u0103rit
\ns\u0103 echilibrez balan\u0163a \u00eentre mine \u015fi lut
\nam s\u0103-mi s\u0103desc \u00eemprumutul
\n\u00een bra\u0163ele p\u0103m\u00e2ntului
\nla vremea scaden\u0163ei
\ns\u0103-l cresc \u00een fire de iarb\u0103 \u015fi p\u0103s\u0103ri
\ngroparul nu poate s\u0103 ridice \u0163\u0103r\u00e2na
\nde la p\u0103m\u00e2nt la cer
\ns\u0103-mi acopere sufletul
\nf\u0103r\u0103 form\u0103
\nf\u0103r\u0103 nume
\nf\u0103r\u0103 cuvinte
\ndeschisu-mi vei calea din nou
\nspre Tine lumin\u0103<\/p>\n

\n

\n

Dincolo de bezn\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

C\u00e2ndva m\u0103 voi reg\u0103si \u00eentr-o ultim\u0103 rug\u0103ciune
\nam s\u0103-mi \u00eenmoi sufletul umil
\n\u00een miezul iubirii sfinte
\nfericit\u0103 poate
\nvoi avea \u00eenaltul
\nf\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 cunosc sf\u00e2\u015fietoarea disperare
\nfocul
\n\u00eenainte s\u0103 m\u0103 rostesc
\ndincolo de bezn\u0103<\/p>\n

C\u00e2ndva am s\u0103 m\u0103 aflu \u00eenving\u0103toare
\n\u00een toate luptele pe care le-am dat
\nsau nu le-am dat
\nam s\u0103 adun \u00eentr-un geam\u0103t
\ntot ce am iubit
\n\u015fi tot ce am \u015ftiut
\nnimicuri
\n\u015fi cu toate acestea am s\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc
\n\u00een fa\u0163\u0103 LUI
\n\u00eentr-o ultima a\u015fteptare<\/p>\n

C\u00e2ndva am s\u0103 fiu una cu eterul
\npiatr\u0103 \u015fi r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103
\nam s\u0103-mi aud numele
\nnenum\u0103ratele strig\u0103ri
\ndintr-un trecut ne\u015ftiut de mama \u015fi de lumea
\ncare m-a leg\u0103nat
\nc\u00e2nd nu am fost cuv\u00e2nt
\npas\u0103re \u00een ochiul LUI
\nsau g\u00e2nd<\/p>\n

\n

\n

Fericit cel s\u0103rac cu duhul<\/strong><\/p>\n

\n

exist\u0103 o parte din mine
\n\u00eenchipuire a ceea ce sunt
\nvis \u015fi p\u0103zitor de vise
\namestec de \u00eendoial\u0103 \u015fi credin\u0163\u0103
\nspin negru \u00eenfipt
\n\u00een \u00eempietrite retine de sfinc\u015fi
\nipoteze ale secretelor
\n\u00eentr-o zi
\nam s\u0103-mi adun ultimele resturi
\n\u015fi inima sufocat\u0103 de mla\u015ftini
\nse va dest\u0103inui \u00eengerului
\nexilat \u00een penumbra
\nn\u0103zuin\u0163ei de mistere
\natunci va trebui mai \u00eent\u00e2i
\ns\u0103 m\u0103 pr\u0103bu\u015fesc \u00een miez
\ns\u0103 ating iluminarea
\nunei libert\u0103\u0163i totale
\ns\u0103-mi v\u0103d descompunerea
\n\u00een transform\u0103rile de m\u00e2ine
\n\u00eentr-o fericire ne\u015flefuit\u0103
\ndincolo de trufia sortitului
\npl\u0103smuitor de nedreapt\u0103 m\u0103sur\u0103
\na m\u0103surii lui<\/p>\n

\n

\n

\u00cenaintez sau stau\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00eenaintez sau stau
\n\u00eentre dou\u0103 necuprinsuri
\ncu neputin\u0163a de a m\u0103 contura
\nalunec \u00eenafar\u0103
\n\u00eentr-un cineva
\ncare r\u0103m\u00e2ne mereu altcineva
\npentru ce nelini\u015ftea sf\u00e2\u015f\u00e2ie sclipirea de a fi
\n\u00eenafara inimii e absen\u0163a
\nneauzitul strig\u0103t al mineralei t\u0103ceri
\ndeconcertant\u0103 etern\u0103 transformare
\nc\u00e2ndva peste mine vor c\u0103dea norii
\n\u00eentunericul altui \u00eenceput
\n\u015fi pas\u0103rea alb\u0103 pas\u0103rea pas\u0103re suflet
\noare o s\u0103 tac\u0103
\np\u00e2n\u0103 atunci am s\u0103-i p\u0103zesc c\u00e2nt\u0103rea
\ns\u0103 nu \u00eenceteze
\npentru tine \u015fi pentru mine
\n\u015fi pentru ea pas\u0103rea alb\u0103
\nstrig\u0103t de lumin\u0103.<\/p>\n

\n

\n

La por\u0163ile dintre secunde<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

co\u015fciugul lumii at\u00e2rn\u0103
\nde m\u00e2inile cerului
\nascult\u0103 cum se macin\u0103 scheletul
\nprin morile g\u00e2ndurilor
\ncurg r\u0103stignite pe clopotul alb
\nal cuvintelor toarse-n sim\u0163uri
\npe zidurile transparente
\nse deruleaz\u0103 ontologica zbatere
\nfiin\u0163a ta se aga\u0163\u0103 de avatarele soarelui
\nla por\u0163ile dintre secunde
\nnu \u00eencerca s\u0103 treci
\nnu r\u00e2vni s\u0103 cuprinzi necuprinsul
\ndincolo e doar iluzia
\nlibertatea ta este aici
\n\u00een interiorul t\u0103u
\nmai bine r\u0103m\u00e2i fl\u0103m\u00e2nd
\ndec\u00e2t s\u0103 gu\u015fti
\ndin iluzia adev\u0103rului
\ne\u015fti totul sau nimic
\ndator s\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u015fti
\ndin na\u015ftere \u00een na\u015ftere
\ncelui care te-a creat
\ncheia universului este \u00een tine
\nn-o c\u0103uta
\no ai
\nla por\u0163ile dintre secunde<\/p>\n

\n

\n

R\u0103t\u0103ciri<\/strong><\/p>\n

\n

\n

Sunt aici Doamne<\/p>\n

la crucea dintre p\u0103m\u00e2nt \u015fi cer<\/p>\n

sufletul inundat de cea\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n

limpeze\u015fte-L<\/p>\n

s\u0103 nu-mi aduc\u0103 umbrele \u00een fa\u0163\u0103<\/p>\n

sufocat\u0103 m-a\u015f apuca<\/p>\n

s\u0103 veghez ecoul<\/p>\n

celor care am fost<\/p>\n

ziditori \u00eentru mine<\/p>\n

abecedarul<\/p>\n

prin care m\u0103 vestesc<\/p>\n

\u00een drumul spre m\u00e2ine<\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd am s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u0103sesc<\/p>\n

ridicat\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00eentr-un g\u00e2nd<\/p>\n

\u015fi m\u00e2na-n m\u00e2na cu ei<\/p>\n

\u00eentr-o necesar\u0103 rispire<\/p>\n

s\u0103-\u00eemi aflu<\/p>\n

r\u0103t\u0103cirea.<\/p>\n

——————————–<\/p>\n

Agafia DR\u0102GAN<\/strong><\/p>\n

Foc\u0219ani<\/strong><\/p>\n

16 ianuarie 2018<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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