{"id":37230,"date":"2018-03-29T10:27:12","date_gmt":"2018-03-29T10:27:12","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=37230"},"modified":"2018-03-29T10:54:55","modified_gmt":"2018-03-29T10:54:55","slug":"marta-polixenia-mateimarin-bescuca-gara-pentru-doi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2018\/03\/29\/marta-polixenia-mateimarin-bescuca-gara-pentru-doi\/","title":{"rendered":"Marta Polixenia MATEI&#038;Marin BE\u0218CUC\u0102: Gar\u0103 pentru doi"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/tablouri_cu_peisaje_cornel_paunescu_gara_pentru_doi.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-37231\" title=\"tablouri_cu_peisaje_cornel_paunescu_gara_pentru_doi\" src=\"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/tablouri_cu_peisaje_cornel_paunescu_gara_pentru_doi-236x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"236\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/tablouri_cu_peisaje_cornel_paunescu_gara_pentru_doi-236x300.jpg 236w, https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/03\/tablouri_cu_peisaje_cornel_paunescu_gara_pentru_doi.jpg 757w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 236px) 100vw, 236px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Gar\u0103 pentru doi<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">&#8230; \u00ee\u021bi simt m\u00e2ng\u00e2iul,<br \/>\npictezi cuvinte pe p\u00e2nza sufletului f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103 &#8230;<br \/>\narcul timpului cap\u0103t\u0103 culori nemaiv\u0103zute,<br \/>\npenelul g\u00e2ndului, \u00eenmuiat \u00een cerneluri,<br \/>\ncontureaz\u0103 oglinzi de noi &#8230;<br \/>\nalbastrul e-n ele c\u0103prui,<br \/>\nc\u0103pruiul e albastru,<br \/>\numbre devin lumini &#8230;<br \/>\niar eu &#8230; eu nici nu mai reu\u015fesc s\u0103 respir &#8230;<br \/>\ns\u0103 scriu, nici at\u00e2t &#8230;<br \/>\ntr\u0103iesc nebunia ce-mi a\u0219terni, iubindu-mi-te,<br \/>\n\u00een timp ce tu &#8230; \u00eencepi s\u0103 freme\u0163i sub graba degetelor<br \/>\nce vor s\u0103 te \u015ftie,<br \/>\ns\u0103-\u0219i lase amprenta pe fiecare centimentru de tu,<br \/>\nte-ating pe dor \u0219i-l simt r\u0103zvr\u0103tit,<br \/>\nr\u0103sad de r\u0103scol trupului meu &#8230;<br \/>\n\u0219i se credea c\u0103 dorurile nu se pot atinge &#8230;<br \/>\na\u0219 !<br \/>\n&#8230; chiar a\u0219a, M\u0103r\u021bi\u0219or, chiar a\u0219a !<br \/>\ndorurile \u00ee\u0219i au \u0219i ele poezia lor,<br \/>\ndorurile \u00ee\u0219i au filozofia lor,<br \/>\nau propriu-le sim\u021b\u0103m\u00e2nt de zbor &#8230;<br \/>\nba au \u0219i scrisoare de tr\u0103sur\u0103 !<br \/>\nc\u00e2teodat\u0103, le confunzi cu p\u0103r\u021bi de trup,<br \/>\n(eh tu, Odiseic, Odiseic &#8230;! )<br \/>\nsunt c\u00e2nd \u00een albastru,<br \/>\nsunt c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u0103prui,<br \/>\nimportant se r\u0103m\u00e2ne GARA PENTRU DOI !<br \/>\n\u0219i acolo &#8230;<br \/>\ndorurile chiar noi !!<br \/>\ndorurile \u0219tiu mai bine c\u00e2t \u0219i cum din iubire,<br \/>\ndorurile se joac\u0103 ele \u00eensele cu noi,<br \/>\ndorurile calc\u0103 prin noi c\u0103ut\u00e2nd \u00een dincolo de reguli,<br \/>\ndar M\u0103r\u021bi\u0219or,<br \/>\nchiar a\u0219a,<br \/>\nde unde la noi reguli !?<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\"><!--more-->&#8230; am \u00eenceput s\u0103 mi te-adun bucat\u0103 cu bucat\u0103,<br \/>\ns\u0103 te re\u00eentregesc \u00een bra\u0163ele mele,<br \/>\nlipiciul s\u0103rutului s\u0103 mi te \u0163in\u0103-\u00eenchegat &#8230;<br \/>\ndar mi-e foame de tu !<br \/>\n&#8230; \u0219i c\u00e2t de Carnival sun\u0103 zicerea ta !<br \/>\ncum tresar toate din mine<br \/>\n\u0219i-n c\u00e2t concert dorurile \u00eenghesuite \u00een mine,<br \/>\n\u021bimbal nev\u0103zut \u0219i-a pus c\u0103lc\u00e2iele<br \/>\ndirect mie pe stern,<br \/>\naud ecoul respirului t\u0103u direct \u00een inim\u0103<br \/>\n\u0219i inima \u00ee\u0219i desface atriumul ei,<br \/>\nde unde s\u0103 \u0219tie ce Atrium am tot adus noi &#8230;<br \/>\n\u0219i ce Atrium !<br \/>\ncum r\u0103zbat \u00een mine mi\u0219c\u0103rile acelea \u00een care<br \/>\nnici de imponderal nu ne eram,<br \/>\nbasmul venise s\u0103 ne cuprind\u0103 !<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">&#8230; de unde-am adunat \u00eencep s\u0103 gust,<br \/>\no pat\u0103 de gur\u0103 prelinge pe trupul t\u0103u urme de s\u0103rut&#8230;<br \/>\n\u0219i, Doamne, c\u00e2t mi te pot iubi !<br \/>\nnu cred s\u0103 fi iubit mai mult pe cineva vreodat\u0103,<br \/>\np\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i g\u00e2ndul mi te roste\u015fte iubire,<br \/>\nm-am certat cu negurile nop\u0163ii,<br \/>\nle-am ad\u0103pat din izvor de ochi, s\u0103 nu aib\u0103 sete,<br \/>\ns\u0103 nu mi te-nghit\u0103 &#8230;<br \/>\nsimt cum p\u0103\u0219e\u015fti cu g\u00e2ndul prin mine,<br \/>\nrespirul t\u0103u ceafa mi-o \u00eencinge,<br \/>\nm\u0103 \u00eentorc instinctiv, pa\u0219ii t\u0103i sunt !<br \/>\ngenunchii s-au plecat \u00een rug\u0103 &#8230;<br \/>\nacum e\u015fti, nu mi-a fost \u00een zadar !<br \/>\n&#8230; dar m-am fost \u00eentotdeauna, Comoara mea,<br \/>\nmi-am fost dintotdeauna ca trecut venind din viitor,<br \/>\nnu \u0219tiam cum ne vom fi dinainte de-a ne cunoa\u0219te,<br \/>\napoi s\u0103rutul a declan\u0219at nebunia &#8230;<br \/>\nnebunia era atoateprezent\u0103 !<br \/>\naiuram \u00eencerc\u00e2nd s\u0103 m\u0103 \u0219tiu insinuat \u00een profund,<br \/>\nprofundul \u00ee\u0219i ridica abisurile \u00een picioare,<br \/>\ntotul se era un incit !<br \/>\nun incit venit descheiat la g\u00e2t, cu p\u0103rul v\u00e2lvoi,<br \/>\nnimic nu speram s\u0103 respecte ordinea,<br \/>\ndar, M\u0103r\u021bi\u0219or,<br \/>\ntimpul se comprimase numai s\u0103 nu ne steie \u00een cale,<br \/>\napoi au urmat pa\u0219ii \u00eendep\u0103rt\u0103rii,<br \/>\nstrig\u0103tele chem\u0103rilor retreceau \u00een concert,<br \/>\nnebuloasele se \u021bineau de m\u00e2ini cu faliile nop\u021bii,<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">&#8230; chiar, Marin,<br \/>\nnoaptea trecut\u0103 am realizat c\u00e2t de u\u015for<br \/>\npo\u0163i s\u0103 aluneci dincolo \u0219i m-a cuprins spaima,<br \/>\n\u0163i-am \u00eentrez\u0103rit strigoii &#8230; iart\u0103-m\u0103,<br \/>\nn-am vrut s\u0103 m\u0103 auzi pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd&#8230;<br \/>\ndar fiecare lacrim\u0103 s-a \u00eempr\u0103\u0219tiat iubindu-te habar nu ai c\u00e2t,<br \/>\nsufletul mi-ai \u00eenflorit cu iubirea de tu,<br \/>\n\u0219i nu m-a\u015f fi venit, dac\u0103 nu a\u015f fi dorit asta &#8230;<br \/>\nmi te-am dorit cum cel \u00eensetat \u00een de\u0219ert dore\u015fte apa &#8230;<br \/>\nuna singur\u0103, e f\u00e2nt\u00e2na din care vreau s\u0103 beau !<br \/>\ne cea \u00een care m\u0103 cufund de fiecare dat\u0103 &#8230;<br \/>\nizvorul ei e nativ !<br \/>\n&#8230; Comoara mea !<br \/>\nstr\u0103daniile mele s-au fost dintotdeauna m\u0103rginite<br \/>\n\u00een declara\u021bia aceea:<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u2013 eu sunt singura femeie care te-am iubit !<br \/>\nn-am \u00eencercat s\u0103 m\u0103 opun,<br \/>\nm-am arcuit model\u00e2ndu-mi fiin\u021ba,<br \/>\nc\u0103lindu-mi r\u0103bd\u0103ri \u0219i ner\u0103bd\u0103ri \u00eentr-o balan\u021b\u0103<br \/>\nf\u0103r\u0103 de stern,<br \/>\naiurea m\u0103sur\u0103 !<br \/>\ndar la ce s\u0103 ne fi trebuit,<br \/>\nera at\u00e2ta iubire !&#8230; care f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103 cuprind\u0103 ?<br \/>\n&#8230; iubirea mea, tu e\u015fti f\u00e2nt\u00e2na !<br \/>\nmereu o s\u0103 te am de izvor, te-ai devenit esen\u0163a mea<br \/>\n\u0219i chiar m\u0103 cople\u015fe\u015fti,<br \/>\nnimeni n-a reu\u015fit asta vreodat\u0103 !<br \/>\nnimeni nu s-a infiltrat p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een nucleul sufletului meu<br \/>\ncu at\u00e2ta putere a\u015fa cum ai f\u0103cut-o tu &#8230;<br \/>\nam fuzionat instinctiv !<br \/>\nte-am sim\u0163it trup de c\u00e2nd m-am insinuat \u00een perfuzor &#8230;<br \/>\nte-am dorit \u0219tiind cum e\u015fti,<br \/>\nte vreau a\u015fa cum e\u015fti&#8230;<br \/>\nte iubesc, te iubesc \u0219i iar te iubesc !<br \/>\ns\u0103 nu m\u0103 la\u0219i, iubesc s\u0103 te iubesc !<br \/>\nm\u0103 umflu-n pene de drag,<br \/>\ncol\u0163ul de buz\u0103 must\u0103ce\u0219te,<br \/>\nte-ar rostogoli \u00een s\u0103rut !!<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">&#8230; c\u00e2t rostogol clipa, M\u0103r\u021bi\u0219or,<br \/>\nea este martor \u0219i pav\u0103z\u0103 tuturor desenelor de a\u0219tept,<br \/>\nam \u00eencercat de fiecare dat\u0103 s\u0103 r\u0103spund \u00een noi \u0219i noi amprente,<br \/>\nam \u0219tiut cum s\u0103 mi te caut \u00een fiecare gest,<br \/>\n\u00een fiecare parte de mi\u0219care<br \/>\n\u0219i c\u00e2t\u0103 mi\u0219care ni s-a trebuit,<br \/>\nc\u00e2t\u0103 mi\u0219care &#8230;<br \/>\nte vreau a\u0219a cum e\u0219ti !<br \/>\neste spusa ta care m\u0103 r\u0103v\u0103\u0219e\u0219te;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">&#8230; \u0219i da,<br \/>\neram \u00eengrijorat\u0103 !<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u0103 mai sunt, dar asta nu st\u00e2lce\u0219te iubirea,<br \/>\no poate doar \u00eent\u0103ri !<br \/>\nnici sufletul s\u0103 nu-l sim\u0163i st\u00e2lcit pentru un bob de sare &#8230;<br \/>\nm-am \u00eengropat \u00een 1001 f\u00e2nt\u00e2ni p\u00e2n\u0103 la s\u00e2ni&#8230;<br \/>\nm-am fost la sc\u0103ldat \u0219i-acum m\u0103 usuc \u2026<br \/>\nde dor &#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">te iubesc ast\u0103zi, vreau s\u0103 te iubesc \u0219i m\u00e2ine \u0219i poim\u00e2ine &#8230;<br \/>\ncele cinci ve\u0219nicii vreau s\u0103 moar\u0103 de ciud\u0103 !<br \/>\niubirea mea, f\u0103-mi loc \u00een bra\u0163ele tale,<br \/>\nvreau s\u0103 te \u00eencurc pu\u0163in la scris &#8230;<br \/>\ndoar clip\u0103 de-un s\u0103rut \u0219i fug !<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">&#8230; mereu f\u0103ceai jocul \u0103sta !<br \/>\nde multe ori Poemul se r\u0103scula \u00een mine,<br \/>\nse r\u0103fuia cu mine p\u00e2n\u0103 dam \u00een b\u00e2lb\u00e2i,<br \/>\nst\u0103ruiam pe idee dar \u0219i ideea se r\u0103scula:<br \/>\n\u2013 ori ea, ori noi !!<br \/>\nera prea de tot cump\u0103na<br \/>\n\u0219i nici nimeni prin apropiere,<br \/>\nda-da, dorurile !<br \/>\ndorurile s-au materializat \u0219i mi se l\u0103sau pe um\u0103r<br \/>\ns\u0103-mi dezvolte a\u0219tept\u0103rile &#8230;<br \/>\na\u0219teptarea m-a du\u0219m\u0103nit \u0219i \u0219i eu am am du\u0219m\u0103nit-o,<br \/>\ndar c\u00e2teodat\u0103 s-a ar\u0103tat pozitiv\u0103,<br \/>\ncump\u0103neam fiece petec de mi\u0219care \u00eentru \u00eent\u00e2mpinare;<br \/>\n&#8230; \u015ftiu c\u00e2t \u015fi cum m\u0103 iube\u015fti<br \/>\n\u0219i g\u00e2ndul meu de tine o \u015ftie<br \/>\n\u0219i s-a cuib\u0103rit \u00een bra\u0163ele tale ca un copil r\u0103sf\u0103\u0163at<br \/>\n\u0219i eu m-am uitat, undeva, \u00een ad\u00e2ncul t\u0103u&#8230;<br \/>\nnu-mi mai amintesc cum s\u0103 m\u0103 pot ie\u015fi,<br \/>\ndar nici nu cred c\u0103 mai voi &#8230; nu-mi cred !<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">&#8230; dar ce bine-i c\u0103 nu-\u021bi aminte\u0219ti !<br \/>\napoi, \u00een dinl\u0103untru, lec\u021bia ta s-a substras din lec\u021bia s\u0103rutului,<br \/>\nlec\u021bia s\u0103rutului mi-a urcat \u0219i printre stele,<br \/>\ndar cel mai mult mi-a pl\u0103cut s\u0103 o calez,<br \/>\ns-o \u00eenm\u0103nu\u0219ez pe doru-mi de tu<br \/>\n\u0219i doru-mi de tu, mai totdeauna \u021bi s-a a\u0219ezat<br \/>\n\u00een buza-\u021bi de sus<br \/>\n\u0219i ce miracol acest a\u0219ezat,<br \/>\nnu se era tremur f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 cear\u0103 s\u0103rut !!<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8211;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Marta Polixenia MATEI<\/em>&amp;Marin BE\u0218CUC\u0102<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>29 martie, 2018<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Imagine internet<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Gar\u0103 pentru doi \u00a0 &#8230; \u00ee\u021bi simt m\u00e2ng\u00e2iul, pictezi cuvinte pe p\u00e2nza sufletului f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103 &#8230; arcul timpului cap\u0103t\u0103 culori nemaiv\u0103zute, [&#038;hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37230","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37230","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=37230"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37230\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37233,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37230\/revisions\/37233"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=37230"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=37230"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=37230"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}