{"id":37670,"date":"2018-04-06T10:53:23","date_gmt":"2018-04-06T10:53:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=37670"},"modified":"2018-04-06T11:00:12","modified_gmt":"2018-04-06T11:00:12","slug":"anna-nora-rotaru-poesis-10","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2018\/04\/06\/anna-nora-rotaru-poesis-10\/","title":{"rendered":"Anna-Nora ROTARU: Poesis"},"content":{"rendered":"

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DE PA\u0218TI<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00cen v\u0103zduh, miros de flori,
\nS\u00e2nziene , p\u0103p\u0103dii\u2026
\nDarul Domnului, comori,
\nGiuvaere peste glii.<\/p>\n

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Zburd\u0103 mieii prin livezi,
\nC\u00e2t\u0103 vremea \u00eei mai las\u0103,
\nC\u0103-n cur\u00e2nd n-o s\u0103-i mai vezi,
\nDe-asta soart\u0103 nemiloas\u0103 .<\/p>\n

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M\u00e2ine s\u00e2ngele va curge,
\nPeste florile-aplecate\u2026
\nUltim \u021bip\u0103t va str\u0103punge,
\nPiepturile sf\u00e2rtecate.<\/p>\n

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A\u0219a-i\u2026 spune obiceiul\u2026
\nCic\u0103-i dat de Dumnezeu !
\n\u00cen ce Carte-a scris condeiul?
\nCare m\u00e2n\u0103 de iereu ?<\/p>\n

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Eu nu cred \u00een legi haine,
\nNici nu cred c\u0103-i cre\u0219tinesc !
\nEu vreau doar cu vin \u0219i p\u00e2ine,
\nPe DOMNUL s\u0103 mi-l jelesc !<\/p>\n

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VOIN\u021aA, DORIN\u021aA \u0218I CREDIN\u021aA <\/strong><\/p>\n

Din p\u00e2ntecul mamei, dureri pe lume m-au adus\u2026
\nDureri \u0219i s\u00e2nge de-atunci, m\u0103-nsotesc p\u00e2n\u0103 acum\u2026
\nAm crescut, ani peste ani, pe spate mi s-au suprapus,
\nDar \u00een marsupiul ve\u0219niciei, embrion sunt, necompus
\n\u0218i sacul amniacal, s\u0103-l p\u0103r\u0103sesc, nu vreau nicicum,
\nSigur ad\u0103post, oric\u00e2nd \u0219i oricum\u2026<\/p>\n

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VOIN\u021aA mi-o trimit, s\u0103 fac\u0103 ceva ture pe \u00eemprejur,
\nS\u0103-mi spun\u0103 cum e lumea \u0219i ce-nt\u00e2lne\u0219te pe afar\u0103\u2026
\nS\u0103 fie-atent\u0103-i strig, pe unde-\u0219i pune talpa, o conjur,
\nC\u0103 nu \u0219tii ce hiene, \u0219erpi, p\u00e2ndesc prin buruieni, \u00een jur,
\nA\u0219tept\u00e2nd s\u0103 mi-o atace sau s\u0103 mi-o prind\u0103-n ghear\u0103
\nVreun uliu, \u00een cale s\u0103-i r\u0103sar\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

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Dar ea, nu d\u0103 importan\u021b\u0103, nici g\u00e2nd s\u0103 m\u0103 asculte\u2026
\nDescul\u021b\u0103-nainteaz\u0103, ca o adolescent\u0103-mbujorat\u0103\u2026
\nS\u0103 culeag\u0103 miere \u0219i nectar din flori, z\u00e2mbete multe,
\nL\u0103starele speran\u021bei, gnoz\u0103 din lujerii \u0219tiin\u021belor oculte,
\nS\u0103-mi aduc\u0103 vestea bun\u0103, s\u0103 nu mai fiu \u00eengrijorat\u0103,
\nC\u0103-i bine-n lume-adev\u0103rat\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

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Mi-e team\u0103, c\u00e2nd uneori, uit\u0103 s\u0103 se-ntoarc\u0103 VOIN\u021aA,
\nMi-e team\u0103 ca NEPUTIN\u021aA, s\u0103 nu cumva s-o prind\u0103\u2026
\nDar, din col\u021bul meu, o v\u0103d m\u00e2n\u0103-n m\u00e2n\u0103 cu DORIN\u021aA
\n\u0218i, prin desi\u0219urile vie\u021bii, \u00eent\u00e2lnir\u0103-n drum CREDIN\u021aA,
\nBra\u021b la bra\u021b \u00eencerc\u00e2nd o lume-ntreag\u0103 s\u0103 cuprind\u0103,
\nCa-napoi venind, lumina s\u0103 aprind\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u0218i-ncet-\u00eencet, ca un copil pl\u0103p\u00e2nd, s\u0103 \u00eemi \u00eendrume pa\u0219ii,
\nPe stiutele c\u0103r\u0103ri numai de ele, f\u0103r\u0103 obstacole \u0219i fr\u00e2n\u0103\u2026
\nF\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103-nsp\u0103im\u00e2nte la r\u0103scruci zmei fioro\u0219i \u0219i uria\u0219ii,
\nCa s\u0103 nu caut p\u00e2ntecul mamei ascunz\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 ca la\u0219ii,
\nVr\u00e2nd s\u0103 ajung \u0219i eu s\u0103 sorb din Apa Vie\u021bii, din f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103,
\nCa vie\u021bii mele s\u0103 \u00eei fiu st\u0103p\u00e2n\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

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\u00ceNGENUNCHEAZ\u0102\u2026 <\/strong><\/p>\n

De sim\u021bi c\u0103 mintea ta te doare,
\n\u0218i totul pare-o searb\u0103d\u0103 vitrin\u0103,
\nC\u0103 sufletul \u00ee\u0219i pierde din culoare
\n\u0218i-n pic\u0103turi de cear\u0103 moare,
\nTu, \u00eengenuncheaz\u0103 \u0219i te-nchin\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

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C\u00e2nd ceea ce vezi sunt doar iluzii
\n\u0218i-i plictisit\u0103 lumea de rutin\u0103,
\nC\u00e2nd, g\u00e2ndul se-ncurc\u0103 \u00een confuzii,
\nHr\u0103nit ca pe bolnavul \u00een perfuzii,
\nTu, \u00eengenuncheaz\u0103 \u0219i te-nchin\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

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C\u00e2nd nu dai nici stropi de bun\u0103tate
\n\u0218i totu-i tern \u0219i plin de tin\u0103,
\nC\u00e2nd ai pierdut ideea de dreptate,
\nC\u00e2nd c\u00e2nt\u0103resc doar cele c\u0103p\u0103tate,
\nTu, \u00eengenuncheaz\u0103 \u0219i te-nchin\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

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De vezi \u00een jur doar am\u0103gire,
\nC\u0103 adev\u0103rul e ascuns dup\u0103 cortin\u0103,
\nMinciuna, de domne\u0219te \u00een vorbire
\nCenu\u0219\u0103-i pe ceea ce credeai iubire,
\nTu, \u00eengenuncheaz\u0103 \u0219i te-nchin\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

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De pa\u0219ii \u00eens\u0103, nu te duc \u00een dep\u0103rtare,
\nNu spune c\u0103 doar al\u021bii sunt de vin\u0103\u2026
\nDegeaba te ascunzi prin dezertare,
\nA\u0219tept\u00e2nd la Sfin\u021bi s\u0103-\u021bi dea iertare\u2026
\nTu\u2026 \u00eengenuncheaz\u0103 \u0219i te-nchin\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

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CREDIN\u021aA S\u0102 NU-\u021aI PIERZI\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

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S\u0103 v\u0103 spun ce-am auzit despre-un vajnic alpinist,
\nCe voia singur s\u0103 suie, al lui munte de o via\u021b\u0103\u2026
\nC\u00e2t mai sus voia s-ajung\u0103\u2026pan\u2019 la poalele lui Crist,
\nS\u0103 ne spun\u0103 c-a \u00eenvins, c\u0103-i semizeu \u0219i nu paia\u021b\u0103 !<\/p>\n

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Tot urc\u00e2nd plin de n\u0103dejde, \u021belul s\u0103-\u0219i \u00eendeplineasc\u0103,
\nNoaptea neagr\u0103 se-a\u0219ternuse\u2026 f\u0103r\u0103 lun\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 stele\u2026
\nMai avea un pic la v\u00e2rf, curaj f\u0103cu s\u0103 nu se-opreasc\u0103,
\nC\u0103 v-ajunge acolo sus, st\u00e2ncile-s doar juc\u0103rele !<\/p>\n

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\u00cens\u0103-i lunec\u0103 piciorul, spre pr\u0103pastia ca de smoal\u0103 !
\nHaosul, gur\u0103 c\u0103scat\u0103, l-a\u0219tepta s\u0103-l \u00eenf\u0103\u0219oare !
\nToat\u0103 via\u021ba-\u0219i dep\u0103na, c\u00e2nd aprig\u0103, c\u00e2nd domoal\u0103,
\nCer\u00e2nd Domnului s\u0103-l lase s\u0103 se bucure sub soare !<\/p>\n

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\u0218i deodat\u0103\u2026 se oprise\u2026cineva i-a prins fr\u00e2nghia\u2026
\nR\u0103m\u0103sese-n voia soartei, h\u0103ul gata s\u0103-l \u00eenghit\u0103\u2026
\nF\u0103cu rug\u0103 cu suspine, Domnul s\u0103-\u0219i uite m\u00e2nia,
\nMoartea ca s\u0103 i-o alunge, cum st\u0103tea \u00een col\u021b pitit\u0103 !<\/p>\n

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\u201dDoamne iart\u0103 \u0219i ajut\u0103, doar la tine mi-i speran\u021ba !
\nNu m\u0103 voi pripi la vorbe, n-am s\u0103 mai p\u0103c\u0103tuiesc\u2026
\nC-umilin\u021b\u0103 oi crede-n tine, \u00eemi voi lep\u0103d-arogan\u021ba,
\nCu sfin\u021benie am s\u0103 ascult, logul t\u0103u dumnezeiesc \u201d !<\/p>\n

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Din-ntuneric \u0219i ad\u00e2ncuri r\u0103zb\u0103tu vocea suprem\u0103
\nCe-i spunea:\u201dtaie-\u021bi fr\u00e2nghia, de tu crezi at\u00e2ta-n mine\u201d !
\n\u201dDoamne\u201d, zise el, (cum s\u0103 nu intri \u00een dilem\u0103 ) ?
\n\u201eS\u0103-mi tai fr\u00e2nghia, ce la via\u021b\u0103, doar\u0103 ea m\u0103 poate \u021bine\u201d ?<\/p>\n

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\u0218i\u2026 trecur\u0103 ore-n noapte, pan\u2019 de zi s-a luminat\u2026
\nOchii no\u0219tri ce v\u0103zur\u0103\u2026 vai, pedeaps\u0103, ironie\u2026
\nDoar un pic de la p\u0103m\u00e2nt, de-o fr\u00e2nghie at\u00e2rnat,
\nZ\u0103cea omul \u00eenghe\u021bat, Faust, in crunta tragedie !<\/p>\n

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Deci\u2026 niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 nu crezi c\u0103 Domnul t\u0103u te las\u0103\u2026
\nDoar \u00eencredere s\u0103 ai, M\u00e2na Dreapt\u0103 \u021bi-o va-ntinde\u2026
\nNu crede c\u0103 nu te-aude, nu te-ajut\u0103 sau nu-i pas\u0103,
\nNumai tu s\u0103 \u00eentinzi m\u00e2na, El \u00eendat\u0103 \u021bi-o va prinde !<\/p>\n

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TE SIMT, MAM\u0102 SF\u00c2NT\u0102\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u015etiu c\u00e2t te-a durut atuncea, Sf\u00e2nt\u0103 Mam\u0103,
\nS\u0103-L vezi pe Fiul T\u0103u pe cruce r\u0103stignit\u2026
\nSimt durere-ad\u00e2nc \u00een piept s\u0103-\u0163i geam\u0103,
\n\u00cengenuncheat\u0103, sub ve\u015fm\u00e2ntul t\u0103u cernit !<\/p>\n

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Spatele mi-i ap\u0103sat, \u015fi mie de-o povar\u0103,
\nCrucea grea, la p\u0103m\u00e2nt s\u0103 m\u0103 supun\u0103\u2026
\nGust de-o\u0163et simt \u015fi vorbele de-ocar\u0103,
\nDar \u015fi tr\u0103snete \u015fi muget de-aprig\u0103 furtun\u0103\u2026<\/p>\n

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Simt \u015fi eu piroanele, parc\u0103-n t\u0103lpi \u015fi m\u00e2ini,
\nSuli\u0163a \u00een coast\u0103, pe frunte m\u0103 dor spinii\u2026
\nPe c\u00e2\u0163iv-argin\u0163i, cu t\u00e2lhari \u015fi cu p\u0103g\u00e2ni
\nL-au sacrificat, s\u0103 fie izb\u0103vi\u0163i cre\u015ftinii !<\/p>\n

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Dezn\u0103dejdea-mi \u0163ip\u0103, de acea sentin\u0163\u0103,
\nCa un cu\u0163it \u00een inim\u0103, ce s-a \u00eenfipt profund\u2026
\nSe zbate sufletu-mi de-at\u00e2ta neputin\u0163\u0103,
\nSim\u0163ind cum zace Fiul, pe cruce muribund\u2026<\/p>\n

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Doamne, c\u00e2t doare at\u00e2ta nedreptate\u2026
\nCum po\u0163i s\u0103-nghi\u0163i sau cum s-o sorbi,
\nCa faptele necugetare le fie lor iertate,
\nLa turmele de surzi, de mu\u0163i \u015fi orbi ?<\/p>\n

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Mam\u0103 Sf\u00e2nt\u0103, ascult\u0103-ne ruga pioas\u0103,
\nIart\u0103-ne, de mai ai cu noi vreo vrere\u2026
\n\u015ei pe cre\u015ftete, cu m\u00e2na Ta duioas\u0103,
\nIzb\u0103ve\u015fte-ne \u015fi d\u0103-ne s\u0103 izbutim, putere\u2026<\/p>\n

\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2013<\/p>\n

Anna-Nora ROTARU<\/strong><\/p>\n

Atena, Grecia<\/strong><\/p>\n

6 aprilie, 2018<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

DE PA\u0218TI   \u00cen v\u0103zduh, miros de flori, S\u00e2nziene , p\u0103p\u0103dii\u2026 Darul Domnului, comori, Giuvaere peste glii.   Zburd\u0103 mieii [&hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-37670","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37670","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=37670"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37670\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":37673,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/37670\/revisions\/37673"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=37670"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=37670"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=37670"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}