{"id":38091,"date":"2018-04-23T16:45:22","date_gmt":"2018-04-23T16:45:22","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=38091"},"modified":"2018-04-23T16:45:22","modified_gmt":"2018-04-23T16:45:22","slug":"cristina-maria-nita-rana-mea-iubirea-fragment-din-cap-rascruci","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2018\/04\/23\/cristina-maria-nita-rana-mea-iubirea-fragment-din-cap-rascruci\/","title":{"rendered":"Cristina Maria NI\u021a\u0102: Rana mea iubirea (fragment din cap. R\u0103scruci)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>Mi-am luat r\u0103mas bun de la \u00eenc\u0103 o diminea\u021b\u0103…De la zorii limpezi,broda\u021bi cu flori \u015fi verde proasp\u0103t,sorbind avid infinitul albastru,divin,al cerului acestei lumi…
\n\u00cen \u015fuvi\u021bele brune,a nins prim\u0103vara,ca o pl\u00e2ngere,cu petale de cais…\u015ei f\u0103r\u0103 solie,mai grabnic dec\u00e2t puful p\u0103p\u0103diei spulberat de v\u00e2nt,ceea ce adineauri fusese o sublim\u0103 adiere,a devenit trecut…f\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103 de eternitate.
\nLacrima,c\u0103l\u0103toare pe potecile g\u00e2ndului, tremur\u00e2nd \u00een iri\u015fii dezgoli\u021bi ,gata s\u0103 se pr\u0103bu\u015feasc\u0103,a r\u0103mas \u00eempietrit\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2mpin\u00e2nd \u015fi petrec\u00e2nd ca un bocet stins,clipa \u00eentreag\u0103, care niciodat\u0103 nu se va \u00eentoarce…
\n-\u00cencotro te \u00eendrep\u021bi diminea\u021b\u0103? Unde-mi duci r\u0103s\u0103ritul? Pe cine vei adapa,din cupe diafane, cu cristale de rou\u0103,miruri \u015fi t\u0103m\u00e2i? La picioarele cui vei pro\u015fterne spice de lumin\u0103 \u015fi a cui frunte vei s\u0103ruta cu nimburi?
\nDe m-ai fi luat cu tine,nu \u021bi-a\u015f fi fost povar\u0103.Te-a\u015f fi dezmierdat cu genele,p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00eend ai fi \u00eenmugurit pe ramuri uscate de a\u015fteptare \u015fi te-a\u015f fi leg\u0103nat doinind chemare p\u0103s\u0103rilor pribege. M-a\u015f fi \u021besut \u00een p\u00e3nza luminii tale \u015fi te-a\u015f fi acoperit,ca nimeni s\u00e3 nu se priceap\u0103 c\u0103 e\u015fti. R\u0103m\u00e2neam copil sfielnic, juc\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 cu fluturi,pe paji\u015fti nesf\u00e2r\u015fite, tocmind zenitului cununi de maci \u015fi alb\u0103strele.
\nOh, dac\u0103 te-a\u015f fi putut cuprinde!!! S\u0103 te opresc din trecere \u015fi s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i mie-mi!
\nTe-ai dus \u00eembr\u0103\u021bi\u015f\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 scurt \u015fi formal, sem\u0103n\u00e2nd \u00een ad\u00e2curi de plumb, necuprinse, boabele t\u0103cerii, din care va \u00eencol\u021bi dor…
\nPa\u015fii slujnici, au \u00eencremenit pe maluri zdrumicate, f\u0103r\u0103 orizont, f\u0103r\u0103 culoar, \u00eenfip\u021bi precum prada jertfelnic\u0103 \u00een col\u021bii fiarei, la o r\u0103scruce a lumii care nu mai \u00eencape r\u0103m\u0103\u015fi\u021be ci doar \u00eentreguri…
\nS-a sim\u021bit \u00een v\u0103zduhul prohodit de triluri suspinate, desprinderea…Fiecare secund\u0103 sclipind\u0103, gem\u00e2nd \u00een dep\u0103rtare, dincolo de zborul c\u0103tre taine…
\n…………………………………………………………………………
\nAi plecat mai cur\u00e2nd ca niciodat\u0103,\u00een mantie de nunt\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 alai \u015fi s-a cobor\u00e2t lini\u015ftea aspr\u0103, izbindu-se de fream\u0103tul p\u0103m\u00e2ntului, c\u0103ut\u00e2ndu-te, \u00eentreb\u00e2nd de tine…Am cules c\u00e2t mi-a \u00eenc\u0103put \u00een suflet, de pe urm\u0103, a\u0219chii de fericire, ca ciutura apa, din izvor dulce \u0219i r\u0103coros.
\n\u015ei am r\u0103mas cu ochii a\u021bin\u021bi\u021bi sus, acolo \u00een miezul cerului, unde aripile se \u00eeneac\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 moar\u0103…\u0218i sub murmurul durut al ruperii, iarba a crescut p\u00e2n\u0103 la nori f\u0103c\u00e2nd podea verde \u00een \u00eenalt, iar bolta sinilie s-a scurs \u00een locul ei, invers\u00e2nd raiurile…Cerul a devenit p\u0103m\u00e2nt \u015fi p\u0103m\u00e2ntul s-a f\u0103cut cer.
\n…La \u00eencheietura m\u00e2nii mi-a r\u0103mas cald, ca un dar, \u00eensemnul anilor t\u0103i…\u015ei \u00eencrustat\u0103 \u00een\u0103untrul \u00eenc\u0103p\u0103tor a toate, bucuria de a fi primit un cr\u00e2mpei de via\u021b\u0103…\u00cen ea te voi a\u015ftepta… \u00een fericirea zilei de m\u00e2ine…<\/p>\n

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Cristina Maria NI\u021a\u0102<\/strong><\/p>\n

23 aprilie, 2018<\/strong><\/p>\n

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