{"id":38183,"date":"2018-04-26T10:11:57","date_gmt":"2018-04-26T10:11:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=38183"},"modified":"2018-04-26T16:10:58","modified_gmt":"2018-04-26T16:10:58","slug":"anna-nora-rotaru-poeme","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2018\/04\/26\/anna-nora-rotaru-poeme\/","title":{"rendered":"Anna-Nora ROTARU: Poeme"},"content":{"rendered":"

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CINE-I DE VIN\u0102 ?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Ce e via\u021ba asta, Doamne…
\nCum dai ochii de lumin\u0103,
\nVine Harul s\u0103 condamne,
\nA\u0219tept\u00e2nd cu-n bra\u021b de toamne,
\nNori pe ziua ta senin\u0103…
\nDe te-ntrebi: cine-i de vin\u0103 ?<\/p>\n

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E ca fumul de \u021bigar\u0103…
\nTe na\u0219ti singur, singur mori…
\nPrin, nu \u0219tiu, ce col\u021b de \u021bar\u0103,
\nCa peron pustiu de gar\u0103,
\nTrenu-\u021bi vine cu ani s\u0103 zbori,
\nPrecum stolul de cocori !<\/p>\n

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Dar, at\u00e2\u021bia se-mbulzesc
\n\u0218i se ca\u021b\u0103r\u0103 pe sc\u0103ri…
\nDe cu zori, c\u00e2nd se trezesc,
\nP\u00e2n\u0103 noaptea tot urzesc,
\nPlanuri printre c\u0103in\u0103ri,
\nPrin iert\u0103ri \u0219i invoc\u0103ri !<\/p>\n

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Vor un loc c\u00e2t mai \u00een fa\u021b\u0103,
\nVreun vagon mai elegant…
\nVia\u021ba \u00eens\u0103 nu r\u0103sfa\u021b\u0103,
\nTo\u021bi avem c\u00e2te-o postfa\u021b\u0103,
\nSau blajin sau arogant,
\nPitic d-e\u0219ti, sau e\u0219ti gigant !<\/p>\n

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Ne preocup\u0103m de fleacuri
\n\u0218i ne zbatem \u00een zadar…
\nPrip\u0103\u0219i\u021bi printre zigzaguri
\n\u0218i la grani\u021ba-ntre veacuri,
\nNu prindem de timp habar
\nC\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u0219itul ni-i amar…<\/p>\n

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\u0218i uit\u0103m c\u0103 via\u021ba noastr\u0103,
\nNe e scurt\u0103… de scatiu…
\nNu privim nici pe fereastr\u0103,
\nDe-i ziu\u0103 sau noapte-albastr\u0103…
\nTrenul duce-ntr-un pustiu…
\nCap\u0103tul… e p\u0103m\u00e2ntiu…
\nCui e vina ? Eu o \u0219tiu…<\/p>\n

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DE-O FI S\u0102 FIE VA VENI, ALTFEL… VA TRECE…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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De multe ori m-am \u00eentrebat, ce-i aia ”Fericire” ?
\nO c\u0103utam adeseori, doar pe la col\u0163uri o z\u0103ream…
\nDe c\u00e2te ori vroiam s-o prind, mi-era z\u0103d\u0103rnicire,
\nSiren\u0103, cu glas suav m-ademenea… f\u0103\u0163\u0103rnicire…
\nCa Fata Morgana se-ndep\u0103rta, de-o ajungeam…<\/p>\n

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O umbr\u0103-i devenisem sub umbra ei… t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f,
\nAscunz\u00e2ndu-m\u0103, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 prind\u0103 ea de veste…
\nM\u0103 zgrep\u0163\u0103nam, st\u00e2nc\u0103 cu st\u00e2nca \u00een urcu\u015f,
\nPicioarele mi le zdreleam de bolovani \u00een cobor\u00e2\u015f…
\nS-o prind, doar s\u0103-mi scrie ceva file de poveste !<\/p>\n

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\u00cencerc\u0103rile \u00eens\u0103, cu toatele mi-au fost \u00een van…
\nDe parc\u0103 scris mi-a fost a\u015fa, pe foaia de destin…
\nO-ntrez\u0103ream ascuns\u0103 dup\u0103 al vie\u0163ii paravan,
\nP\u0103rea s\u0103-mi fie-aproape, de\u015fi pe cel\u0103lalt liman,
\nCochet\u00e2nd-o, m\u0103car o clip\u0103 s\u0103-mi vin\u0103, clandestin !<\/p>\n

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Dar… am obosit \u015fi mi-am pierdut orice av\u00e2nt…
\nDe-a\u015f fi l\u0103sat-o s\u0103 \u00eemi vin\u0103, ca un vis r\u0103t\u0103citor,
\nA\u015f fi avut poate speran\u0163a, f\u0103r-at\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 fr\u0103m\u00e2nt,
\nC\u0103 mi-ar fi-ntins aripa ridic\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 de la p\u0103m\u00e2nt
\n\u015ei m-ar fi \u00een\u0103l\u0163at, \u00een zbor spre-un Rai sc\u00e2nteietor.<\/p>\n

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\u00cens\u0103-i t\u00e2rziu acum, s-au pr\u0103p\u0103dit visurile-mi r\u0103zle\u0163e…
\n\u00cencleiate, s-au \u00eempotmolit pe drumul pres\u0103rat de ani…
\nSimt cum m\u0103 trag \u00eencet alte aripi, negre, hr\u0103p\u0103re\u0163e,
\nCe m-or duce pe cenu\u015fiile c\u0103r\u0103ri de b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0163e,
\nPun\u00e2ndu-mi \u00een c\u00e2rc\u0103 un sac greu cu bolovani…<\/p>\n

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Ve\u0163i spune, poate, c\u0103 niciodat\u0103 nu e prea t\u00e2rziu…
\nC\u0103, oric\u00e2nd s\u0103 fie, Fericirea va fi binevenit\u0103…
\nBizar \u00eemi pare \u00eens\u0103, o ironie-a vie\u0163ii, ce hazliu,
\nC\u0103, Eu aceea\u015fi nu mai sunt, mi-i traiul str\u0103veziu
\n\u015ei de himere… m-am s\u0103turat s\u0103 fiu ademenit\u0103 !<\/p>\n

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NU MAI SUNT EU, NU MAI E\u0218TI TU… <\/strong><\/p>\n

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Nu m-a\u0219tepta-n zadar, c\u0103 n-am s\u0103 vin…
\nTimpul mi s-a oprit, \u00eencremenit \u00een loc…
\nTrecut-au ani \u0219i-acuma parc\u0103-mi e\u0219ti str\u0103in…
\nAcelea\u0219i ape-n matc\u0103, din p\u0103cate nu revin,
\nSecate-s clipele, s-a stins al vetrei foc,
\nDe-al sor\u021bii joc…<\/p>\n

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Eu nu mai sunt cum fost-am alt\u0103dat\u0103
\n\u0218i trupul \u0219i sufletul mi-au obosit…
\nDe visele de-atunci m\u0103 simt pr\u0103dat\u0103,
\nOric\u00e2t oglinda m-ar ar\u0103ta fardat\u0103,
\nO iluzie sunt, un vis tomnatic irosit,
\nUn suflet ponosit…<\/p>\n

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Nu m-a\u0219tepta sub ploaie, \u00een cascad\u0103…
\nAtunci, ca v\u00e2nt a\u0219 fi zburat la locul cunoscut…
\nC\u00e2nd a\u0219teptam o pietricic\u0103-n geam s\u0103 cad\u0103,
\nCa s\u0103 alerg la banc\u0103 noastr\u0103, sub arcad\u0103,
\n\u00cen bra\u021be s\u0103 m\u0103 prinzi, cu dor s\u0103 te s\u0103rut,
\nDar… azi am disp\u0103rut…<\/p>\n

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Nu ne putem \u00eentoarce, la ceea ce-am fost ieri…
\nDestinul ne-a unit c\u00e2ndva \u0219i ne-a respins
\nR\u0103m\u00e2n\u00e2nd ai vie\u021bii noastre prizonieri…
\nLa sentimente r\u0103v\u0103\u0219ite s\u0103 n-a\u0219tep\u021bi \u00eenvieri,
\nNu te-ntrista, nu l\u0103crima, nu ar\u0103ta surprins,
\nC\u0103, ce-a fost odat\u0103 foc aprins… e stins…
\nDestinul ne-a \u00eenvins…<\/p>\n

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O ZI CA CELELALTE… <\/strong><\/p>\n

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<\/strong>Ast\u0103zi, ni s-a trezit Ziua voioas\u0103….
\nTiptil s-a strecurat din pat de nori…
\nCu pa\u0219i de vals \u0219i piruete, gra\u021bioas\u0103,
\nLa fereastra cerului, privind-o somnoroas\u0103,
\nG\u00e2ndea la lume, cum s\u0103-i trimit\u0103 zori !<\/p>\n

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\u00cencet a scormonit o raz\u0103 de lumin\u0103,
\nAlunec\u00e2nd pe creste, dealuri \u0219i adormit ora\u0219,
\nCe \u00eenc\u0103 huzurea \u00een somnu-ad\u00e2nc ce-alin\u0103,
\nSper\u00e2nd \u00een vise dulci, o zi c\u00e2t mai senin\u0103,
\nO lume minunat\u0103, unde-a g\u0103sit s\u0103la\u0219 !<\/p>\n

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S-a r\u0103sp\u00e2ndit Ziua printre cotloane \u0219i gr\u0103dini,
\nPrintre case, pe str\u0103zi s-a scurs, pe caldar\u00e2m…
\nDin somn, trezind vr\u0103bii \u00een pomi cu fructe plini
\n\u0218i cu l\u0103trat voios al vagabonzilor de c\u00e2ini,
\nA alungat a nop\u021bii umbr\u0103, pe un alt t\u0103r\u00e2m !<\/p>\n

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Coroan\u0103 de soare lucitor \u0219i-a prins \u00een plete,
\n\u00cempr\u0103\u0219tiind lumii buchet de culori trandafirii…
\nDin acelea, ce Zeii doar, cu-ale lor palete,
\nLe las\u0103 pe p\u00e2nza Universului, pe \u0219evalete,
\nCa la s\u0103rb\u0103toarea cea mare, de Florii !<\/p>\n

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\u00cen m\u00e2ini ginga\u0219e \u021binea un panera\u0219 cu daruri,
\nCiocnindu-ne la geam, la fiecare-n parte…
\n\u0218i mie mi-a dat buzna, chiar adineauri,
\nL\u0103s\u00e2ndu-mi pe pervaz un joc de zaruri,
\nS\u0103 v\u0103d ce-oi c\u00e2\u0219tiga din visele-mi de\u0219arte !<\/p>\n

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Am primit \u0219i eu, a\u0219a cum cred ca fiecare,
\nR\u0103va\u0219 \u00eentreg, cu numai obliga\u021bii \u0219i probleme…
\nCu griji, angoase, \u00eendoieli, f\u0103r\u0103-nduplecare,
\nS\u0103 le rezolv din zori \u0219i p\u00e2n\u0103 la-ntunecare,
\nC\u0103 m\u00e2ine, Ziua iar va bate-n geam, devreme,
\nLa datorie s\u0103 ne cheme…<\/p>\n

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REGRET COPILE …<\/strong><\/p>\n

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M\u0103-ntreb copile, pe ce lume te-am adus ?
\nNu \u0219tiu c\u00e2t bine am f\u0103cut sau, poate r\u0103u…
\nUrsitele, de au venit, \u00een leag\u0103n ce \u021bi-au pus ?
\nC\u0103 mi se str\u00e2nge sufletul \u00een mine… z\u0103u…<\/p>\n

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\u00cen jur m\u0103 uit \u0219i v\u0103d o lume s\u0103lbatec\u0103, hain\u0103,
\nC\u0103lc\u00e2nd pe al\u021bii, r\u0103zbat f\u0103r\u0103 urm\u0103 de c\u0103in\u021b\u0103…
\nUnde-i bun\u0103tatea, privirea dulce \u0219i blajin\u0103 ?
\nUnde-i z\u00e2mbetul pe buze, speran\u021b\u0103 \u0219i dorin\u021b\u0103 ?<\/p>\n

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Parc\u0103 le-ar fi team\u0103, de jos ochii s\u0103-i ridice,
\nS\u0103 nu vad\u0103 \u00eentr-ai t\u0103i \u021b\u00e2\u0219nind dezam\u0103girea…
\nSau… s\u0103 nu cite\u0219ti \u00een ei sufletul negru, novice,
\nIpocrizia, ce i-au otr\u0103vit sau, poate am\u0103girea !<\/p>\n

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Copile, \u00een ce lume \u021bi-am adus sufletul neprih\u0103nit ?
\nC\u0103, eu vise mi-am f\u0103cut, a\u0219a cum se cuvine…
\nDin trupul meu, cu ce-i mai bun eu te-am hr\u0103nit,
\n\u021ai-am dat vise \u0219i speran\u021be \u0219i g\u00e2ndurile din mine…<\/p>\n

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Te-am \u00eenzestrat s\u0103-mi fii ca prin\u021b sau, semizeu,
\nDar ochi\u0219orii-\u021bi inocen\u021bi privesc o lume h\u00e2d\u0103….
\nPlumburie, ca cenu\u0219\u0103 \u0219i m\u0103 rog lui Dumnezeu,
\nS\u0103-\u021bi dea stropi de Har \u0219i Soarele s\u0103 \u00ee\u021bi sur\u00e2d\u0103 !
\n\u00cen jur vezi hiene, c\u00e2rduri de ciori la oseminte,
\nColbul s\u00e2ngeriu ne-acoper\u0103 \u0219i ne \u00eeneac\u0103…
\nSuier\u0103 gloan\u021be, c\u0103rnuri sf\u00e2rtecate sub ve\u0219minte,
\nSoldati marionete, ce vin de undeva \u0219i pleac\u0103,<\/p>\n

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Iner\u021bi, f\u0103r\u0103 vreun scop, f\u0103r\u0103 vreun \u021bel \u00een lume,
\nScormonesc cenu\u0219a existen\u021bei lor morbide….
\nCa robo\u021bi, mecanic f\u0103c\u00e2nd ce-au \u00eenv\u0103\u021bat anume,
\nS\u0103 ne conduc\u0103 intr-un Matrix, cu vie\u021bile sordide !<\/p>\n

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Ah, drag copile, \u00een ce lume \u021bi-am l\u0103sat destinul,
\nPentru al\u021bii s\u0103 pl\u0103te\u0219ti nelegiuri ce n-ai f\u0103cut….
\nCum s\u0103 tr\u0103iesc, cum s\u0103 pot s\u0103-ndur eu chinul,
\nC\u0103 nu-mi g\u0103sesc ast\u00e2mp\u0103r, pe patul de z\u0103cut ?<\/p>\n

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De-a\u0219 avea putere, \u00eenl\u0103untrul meu te-a\u0219 b\u0103ga iar,
\nC\u0103-n a\u0219a o lume crud\u0103, nu po\u021bi avea vreun viitor…
\nTrezit la viat\u0103, te simti \u00eenchis, ca-ntr-un penitenciar
\n\u0218i-apoi, ajuns ca mine, unul mai pu\u021bin, de-o fi s\u0103 mor…<\/p>\n

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Anna-Nora ROTARU<\/strong><\/p>\n

Atena, Grecia<\/strong><\/p>\n

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