{"id":38371,"date":"2018-04-29T20:50:36","date_gmt":"2018-04-29T20:50:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=38371"},"modified":"2018-04-29T20:50:36","modified_gmt":"2018-04-29T20:50:36","slug":"marin-bescuca-ceva-dintr-un-suspin-credeam-ca-sunt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2018\/04\/29\/marin-bescuca-ceva-dintr-un-suspin-credeam-ca-sunt\/","title":{"rendered":"Marin BE\u0218CUC\u0102: Ceva dintr-un suspin – Credeam c\u0103 sunt"},"content":{"rendered":"

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CREDEAM C\u0102 SUNT<\/strong><\/p>\n

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… cerdeam c\u0103 sunt !
\nam crezut c\u0103 sunt !
\nam crezut c\u0103 voi …
\nam \u00eencercat s\u0103 ar\u0103t c\u0103 sunt !
\nstr\u0103daniile mele au avut mereu drum drept,
\nstr\u0103daniile mele m-am str\u0103duit s\u0103 se fie-n Lumin\u0103 !
\nstrad\u0103niile mele au urmat drumul rugii,
\nam c\u0103utat s\u0103-mi \u0219tiu Calea \u00cemp\u0103r\u0103\u021biei …
\npoteca mea a fost o potec\u0103 de om,
\nm-am \u00een\u021belenit,
\nm-am \u00eenn\u0103molit,
\nam ostenit,
\nam tras cu grij\u0103 aer \u00een piept …
\nm-am str\u0103duit s\u0103 cur\u0103\u021b murd\u0103riile,
\nam c\u0103utat s\u0103 nu murd\u0103resc pe altul,
\nam \u00eencecrcat …
\nam dat pas cu pas fiecare treapt\u0103 a devenirii mele,
\n\u00eenc\u0103 m\u0103 devin …
\ncredeam c\u0103 sunt !
\nam crezut c\u0103 …
\nam crezut c\u0103 voi …
\nNIHIL SINE DEO !
\niat\u0103-mi f\u0103clia …
\nmi-am luminat fiecare pas,
\nam mai spus \u00een st\u00e2nga, dreapta,
\nam t\u0103cut c\u00e2nd s-a trebuit
\ncu mare greu c\u00e2teodat\u0103, cu mare greu,
\ndar am t\u0103cut !
\nnu m-am luptat pentru mine, pentr drepturi,
\nm-am luptat \u00een devenirea mea
\n\u00eenc\u0103 mai lupt …
\nnu mi-am vrut seme\u021bia, nu m\u00e2ndria,
\ndar mi-am c\u0103utat s\u0103 \u0219tiu s\u0103 m\u0103 bucur …
\nDUMNEZEU te-mbucure !
\niat\u0103 urarea care m-a uns la suflet
\n\u0219i-am c\u0103utat s\u0103 dau aceast\u0103 bucurie prin str\u0103daniile mele,
\nici-colo c\u00e2te-o r\u0103pciug\u0103 m-a ofilit,
\nnu m-am luptat,
\ndar r\u00e2ul mi l-am cur\u0103\u021bat de ce-l otr\u0103vea,
\nramul mi l-am p\u0103strat \u00een sev\u0103 …
\ntulpina mi-am l\u0103sat-o la vedere,
\nn-am prea \u0219tiut s\u0103-mi feresc r\u0103d\u0103cina,
\nBotez\u0103torul n-a zis nimic !
\ndar securea nu mi-a ruginit, s\u00e2ngele mi-a fost curat
\nnu \u0219tiu cine mi-a \u00eenfipt-o,
\nam aruncat totul pe timp …
\nm-am l\u0103sat sub vremuri, dar nu m-au aplecat,
\nscot mereu l\u0103star proasp\u0103t !
\ndac\u0103-\u021bi place \u021bie, Cititorule !?
\ncredeam c\u0103 sunt !
\ndar n-am spus c\u0103 sunt,
\nm-am l\u0103sat la lumin\u0103, s-a veni careva …
\nunii s-au \u0219i venit !
\nnu conteaz\u0103 c\u00e2\u021bi …
\nla ‘907 au fost 11000, ei \u0219i, cui pas\u0103 ?
\ndar au fost !
\ndup\u0103 izgonirea Regelui,
\nsub Orizonturi ru\u0219ii …
\nei \u0219i, cui \u00eei pas\u0103 ?
\ndespre timpurile noi nu putem vorbi
\ndec\u00e2t dac\u0103 le lu\u0103m pas cu pas …
\ncredeam c\u0103 sunt !
\ncredeam …
\nm\u00e2ndria s-a r\u0103mas \u00eentr-un str\u00e2ns de m\u00e2n\u0103 !
\nODISEIC \u2013TRUP DIN NETRUP
\nP\u0102R\u0102SIT LA PICIOARELE PODULUI
\nSZEBENI \u2013 S\u0102LD\u0102BAGIU DE MUNTE AL IUBIRII
\nCUCERIREA IUBIRII
\nMEDICA – GENEZA SUSPINULUI IREVERSIBIL
\nFLORICEL – BALAD\u0102 PESTE LIVADA DE BIHOR
\nsunt c\u0103r\u021bile c\u0103rora nu le-am putut face lansare !
\n… ei \u0219i, cui s\u0103-i pese ?
\ncredeam c\u0103 sunt !
\ncredeam …<\/p>\n

… frunte-mi plecat\u0103-mi numai \u021bie, Cititorule !<\/em><\/p>\n

<\/em>———————————
\nMarin BE\u0218CUC\u0102<\/strong><\/p>\n

29 aprilie, 2018<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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