{"id":38473,"date":"2018-05-04T06:49:36","date_gmt":"2018-05-04T06:49:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=38473"},"modified":"2018-05-04T06:50:26","modified_gmt":"2018-05-04T06:50:26","slug":"marta-polixenia-mateimarin-bescuca-gara-pentru-doi-45","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2018\/05\/04\/marta-polixenia-mateimarin-bescuca-gara-pentru-doi-45\/","title":{"rendered":"Marta Polixenia MATEI&#038;Marin BE\u0218CUC\u0102: Gar\u0103 pentru doi (45)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/Coventry-Cathedral-2005.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-38474\" title=\"coventry-cathedral-2005\" src=\"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/05\/Coventry-Cathedral-2005-150x150.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" \/><\/a>Cinstite care ne cite\u0219ti,<br \/>\nGAR\u0102 PENTRU DOI este o punte de poem pe care noi o \u00eencerc\u0103m din dorin\u021ba n\u0103b\u0103d\u0103ioas\u0103 de a ar\u0103ta, nu metabolismul fiziologic \u00een crea\u021bia de poezie, c\u00e2t splendoarea minun\u0103\u021biei harului de a trece un real \u00een spiritual, pornind de la rela\u021bia cea mai simpl\u0103 de comunicare dintre doi oameni,<br \/>\nIUBIREA !<br \/>\n&#8230; te uit\u0103 acum, Cinstite,<br \/>\nce simplu ne porneam o zi de firesc \u00een construc\u021bia poetic\u0103:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; &#8230; a\u0219a, \u00eentru neuitare !<br \/>\npoate deschizi, am obosit a\u0219tept\u00e2nd &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; heiii, dar sunt !<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0219i nu spui doi vorbiri ?!<br \/>\npo\u021bi \u0219i s\u0103 m\u0103 suni, a\u0219tept, tot a\u0219tept &#8230;<br \/>\n\u0219i ziceai c\u0103 e\u0219ti pe-aci !<br \/>\nputeam s\u0103 \u0219i mor, vorba celeia, uite ce r\u0103m\u00e2nea &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; sun acum<br \/>\n&#8211; de ce nu-mi vorbe\u0219ti ?<br \/>\nbine &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; urechea mea \u00eenc\u0103 \u021bi-aude glasul,<br \/>\ns-a r\u0103mas vr\u0103jit\u0103-n telefon &#8230;<br \/>\neu \u00eenc\u0103 te ascult &#8230; cu fiecare celul\u0103, cu fiecare por &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0219i-acolo sunt NUMAI eu<br \/>\n&#8211; de-ai \u0219ti cum departele de tu doare &#8230;<br \/>\nm\u0103 doare dorul ce l-am z\u0103mislit<br \/>\ndin focul acelor nop\u0163i de visare<br \/>\n\u00een care pulberi de stele ne \u00eencununau jarul dintre suflete,<br \/>\nluna ne t\u0103cea taina, strecur\u00e2ndu-se pe sub u\u015fa g\u00eendului,<br \/>\ns\u0103 ne fie rotund de lumin\u0103 \u00een p\u0103cura nop\u0163ii &#8230;<br \/>\nm\u0103 doare cercul de bra\u0163e ce \u00eenc\u0103 nu s-a \u00eenchis !<br \/>\ndec\u00e2t \u00een geometria viselor,<br \/>\nm\u0103 dor p\u0103tratele col\u0163uroase ale acelor min\u0163i<br \/>\ncare \u00eempiedic\u0103 sfera perfect\u0103 s\u0103 se devin\u0103 3D &#8230;<br \/>\nm\u0103 dor dep\u0103rt\u0103rile liniare cu paralele infinite,<br \/>\nintersec\u0163iile str\u0103zilor cioplite-n eter &#8230;<br \/>\nm\u0103 dor, \u0219i m\u0103 dor, \u0219i m\u0103 dor &#8230;<br \/>\nm\u0103 dor desenele chipului t\u0103u at\u00e2t de drag,<br \/>\nfluctu\u00e2nd pe retin\u0103 \u015fi cap\u0103tul curcubeului<br \/>\nsp\u00e2nzurat \u00een orizonturile mele ca o promisiune<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u0103 nesec\u0103tuit\u0103 &#8230;<br \/>\nm\u0103 dor fluviile tale de cuv\u00e2nt !<br \/>\ndin care-mi sorb propria sete de tu &#8230;<br \/>\n\u00ee\u0163i vorbeam de h\u0103ul din mine,<br \/>\ncare-ar fi vrut s\u0103 m\u0103-nghit\u0103 &#8230;<br \/>\nl-ai umplut cu preaplinul rev\u0103rs\u0103rii tale<br \/>\ncare acum doare din dor de a-mi fi &#8230;<br \/>\nte-ai a\u015fezat \u00een crucea inimii,<br \/>\ndor r\u0103stignit dorului meu &#8230;<br \/>\n\u015fi lacrima &#8230; ah, lacrima &#8230;<br \/>\ncum arde, cum arde, cum arde &#8230; ahh !<br \/>\nsare pe rana care nu se va \u00eenchide niciodat\u0103<br \/>\noric\u00e2te comprese \u015fi-ar pune timpul peste ea &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; superb, d\u0103 cu el<br \/>\n&#8211; sunt deja pe pagin\u0103 la mine, sub lac\u0103t, editez,<br \/>\n\u00eemi \u00eencol\u021bise azinoapte, dup\u0103 ce ai plecat de aici &#8230;<br \/>\nacum mi te-ai venit \u0219i s-a curs &#8230;<br \/>\na\u015f fi \u00eenlocuit visare cu reverie, ce spui ?<br \/>\n<!--more-->&#8211; eu, dar nu te lua &#8230; a\u0219 fi zis:<br \/>\nacelor nop\u021bi de ad\u00e2ncie a\u0219teptare<br \/>\n&#8211; schimb, \u00eemi place, e extrem de profund<br \/>\n&#8211; a\u0219teptarea este o form\u0103 de c\u0103utare, dar mai delicat\u0103,<br \/>\nmai pu\u021bin belicoas\u0103, mai spre reflectare,<br \/>\niertare c\u0103 te scot din cele ale tale, iertare &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; dar scoate-m\u0103 !<br \/>\nnu te iert dac\u0103 nu spui nimic<br \/>\nte iubesc !!<br \/>\n&#8211; dar eu, cum numai DUMNEZEU o \u0219tie<br \/>\n&#8211; DFlor, \u00eemi cere corec\u021bii la rug\u0103ciunea zilnic\u0103<br \/>\n&#8211; nu m\u0103 mir\u0103, to\u0163i avem resursele limitate cumva<br \/>\ndar &#8230; corec\u021bii ?!<br \/>\ndar cu toate astea, te soarbe !<br \/>\n&#8211; dac\u0103 mai e ceva de sorbit &#8230;<br \/>\neste mesaj pentru voi to\u021bi, nu pentru mine<br \/>\n&#8211; n-am zis nimic cu inten\u0163ie, nu m\u0103 r\u0103st\u0103lm\u0103ci<br \/>\n&#8211; nu te-am r\u0103st\u0103lm\u0103cit de loc, am spus adev\u0103rul,<br \/>\ncare pe tine nu te atinge<br \/>\n&#8211; n-a\u015f paria !<br \/>\n\u0219i-a\u015fa m\u0103 roade de suflet un dor &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; dor de ce ?<br \/>\n\u021bi-ai vrea s\u0103 te am ?<br \/>\n&#8211; de tu !<br \/>\nstai c\u0103 adaug asta la nimb &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; nu \u021bi-ai vrea &#8230; asta e &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; ba chiar mi-a\u015f vrea !<br \/>\nreeditam &#8230;<br \/>\nrenun\u0163 la reeditare !<br \/>\n&#8211; simt tremurul pulpelor tale<br \/>\n&#8211; dar simte-m\u0103 cum eu te simt, nu cum \u021bi-ai vrea tu !<br \/>\n&#8211; plec<br \/>\n&#8211; bine, vorbim mai t\u00e2rziu &#8230;<br \/>\n(\u0219i plecam,<br \/>\npoate s\u0103-mi rea\u0219ez respirul &#8230;<br \/>\ntrebuie s\u0103 \u0219tii, Cinstite, c\u0103 iubirea de mi-o iubeam eu nu era p\u00e2rjolul, nu, era lava care nu se stinge niciodat\u0103 \u0219i stoarce p\u0103m\u00e2ntul p\u00e2n\u0103 ce o scuip\u0103-n limbi de foc peste groaza vie\u021bii \u00een general !&#8230; iar noi lucram la ODISEIC !)<br \/>\n&#8211; ai revenit &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; iat\u0103-m\u0103-s !!&#8230;<br \/>\ncu sufletu-mi \u021b\u0103r\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 calci &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; poftim: papirus, halouri, fr\u00e2ngeri de mal,<br \/>\nardoare, semnin\u0163e de vise;<br \/>\nte iubesc !!<br \/>\n&#8211; dar eu,<br \/>\ncarele gem g\u00e2ndul r\u00e2nind cu ner\u0103bdarea s\u0103 te \u0219tiu aproape,<br \/>\ns\u0103 te-aud &#8230;<br \/>\npulpele s\u0103-\u021bi r\u00e2vnesc,<br \/>\np\u00e2ntecul s\u0103 \u021bi-l pleznesc,<br \/>\nsufletul cu sufletu-mi s\u0103-\u021bi cotropesc !<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0219i nu s-ar fi doar r\u00e2vn\u0103, iubirea mea,<br \/>\nchiar ne vor disipa \u00eentru \u00eentrep\u0103trundere de atomi !<br \/>\nsunt at\u00e2t de fl\u0103m\u00e2nd\u0103 s\u0103 te \u015ftiu,<br \/>\ns\u0103-\u0163i respir respirul de pe buze, s\u0103-\u0163i gust fiorul &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; mor de dor s\u0103 mor \u00eentre pulpele acele<br \/>\n&#8211; avem \u00eenc\u0103 zboruri lungi,<br \/>\ndar aripile sunt deja larg deschise,<br \/>\nsimt plan\u00e2nd un f\u00e2lf\u00e2i de dor nebun &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; ia un f\u00e2lf\u00e2i:<br \/>\n&#8230; ceva intempestiv !<br \/>\n&#8230; da,da &#8230; c\u00e2ndva &#8230; da-da !<br \/>\n\u00eentr-un papirus ponosit,<br \/>\nr\u00e2ncezit sub duhoarea ve\u0219niciilor,<br \/>\nse vor g\u0103si ceva resturi de semne,<br \/>\nse vor analiza cu cine \u0219tie ce fel de C14,<br \/>\n\u0219i se va \u0219ti:<br \/>\na, \u0103sta e &#8230;!!<br \/>\nnu \u0219tiu care se va p\u0103stra p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103,<br \/>\ncel dintr-un cod de cifre<br \/>\nsau cel n\u0103scut poem,<br \/>\ndar din moment ce o amprent\u0103<br \/>\ndin sufletul t\u0103u se va fi acolo,<br \/>\nnu r\u0103t\u0103cit\u0103, nu &#8230;<br \/>\ntimbrat\u0103 !!<br \/>\natunci b\u0103nui ce acela &#8230;<br \/>\nfr\u00e2ngeri de mal stau la pove\u0219ti<br \/>\ncu t\u0103cerea pe\u0219tilor,<br \/>\nspre groaza lacului c\u0103 el nu \u0219tie s\u0103 scrie,<br \/>\niar vorbirea-i-e prea clipocit\u0103,<br \/>\n\u0219i nu \u00een\u021belegi nimic,<br \/>\ne de r\u00e2sul ciopoarelor de papur\u0103<br \/>\n\u00eengropate-n ger p\u00e2n\u0103 la s\u00e2ni &#8230;<br \/>\neste un z\u00e2mbet,<br \/>\ndar r\u0103t\u0103cit,<br \/>\n\u0219i n-are ardoare,<br \/>\ne pricopsit de plictis,<br \/>\nnu mai are chef de mine,<br \/>\nchiar dac\u0103 m\u0103 \u0219tie &#8230;<br \/>\ntot ascunde un plic,<br \/>\n\u0219tiu c\u0103 e de la tine,<br \/>\ndar i-l las lui,<br \/>\nb\u0103nui ce mi-ai scrie &#8230;<br \/>\nat\u00e2tea nimburi au slobozit c\u00e2te-un g\u00e2nd,<br \/>\n\u00een \u0219oapta nop\u021bii se ascund,<br \/>\ndar noaptea mi le poveste\u0219te &#8230;<br \/>\na,<br \/>\ndar uite ni\u0219te semin\u021be de vise !<br \/>\nam s\u0103 mi le pun de p\u0103strare,<br \/>\nsub pleoap\u0103 !<br \/>\nlacrima s\u0103 mi le ude \u00een zori,<br \/>\np\u00e2n\u0103-n cea dint\u00e2i raz\u0103 &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; uau !<br \/>\n\u0219i cum m-a atins&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; dar e\u0219ti aici la mine,-n viu, pe scaun,<br \/>\nnici c\u0103 s\u0103 mai scriu<br \/>\n&#8211; mi s-a \u00eenfipt \u00een p\u00e2ntecul metaforei<br \/>\no s\u0103m\u00e2n\u0163\u0103 de vis &#8230; de m\u0103 ucide &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Marta !<br \/>\nvreau s\u0103 te rog ceva<br \/>\n&#8211; zii<br \/>\n&#8211; nu vrei s\u0103 bat eu la mine continuarea<br \/>\ndin Rug\u0103ciunea unei mame, \u0219i s\u0103 mi le sco\u021bi tu apoi ?<br \/>\n&#8211; ba da, te-am refuzat vreodat\u0103 ? &#8230;<br \/>\ndar ai de scris, nu glum\u0103<br \/>\nreu\u015fe\u015fti s\u0103 te \u00eencadrezi \u00een timp ?<br \/>\n&#8211; timpul sunt eu !<br \/>\nacolo sunt numai femei \u0219i toate m\u0103 simpatizeaz\u0103,<br \/>\nc\u0103 am lucrat efectiv cu ele, le-am dus ciocolat\u0103,<br \/>\nam fost exagerat de modest, \u0219i m\u0103 ajut\u0103<br \/>\n&#8211; apuc\u0103-te de treab\u0103<br \/>\n&#8211; dac\u0103 bat aici nu sunt at\u00e2t de mult absent de pe FB<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0219i le publici, \u00een acela\u015fi timp<br \/>\n&#8211; pulpele, d\u0103-le un m\u00e2ng\u00e2i acum din partea mea !<br \/>\n&#8211; d\u0103-le tu &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; dar eu sunt tu \u0219i-n tu sunt eu, deci d\u0103-le m\u00e2ng\u00e2iul,<br \/>\nte rog &#8230; apoi \u00eemi spune \u0219oapta lor<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0219oapta lor are un fream\u0103t nedeslu\u0219it, sun\u0103 a icnet,<br \/>\ndar poate tu-l \u00een\u0163elegi mai bine &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; i-al meu, sau i-al t\u0103u ?<br \/>\n&#8211; l-ai auzit \u0219i tu, deci&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; da, dar nu \u0219tiam al cui e, dar pare o \u00eengem\u0103nare<br \/>\n&#8211; se prea poate s\u0103 fie, nu pare ecou &#8230;<br \/>\nlas fiorul s\u0103 lunece, g\u00e2ndurile se fug\u0103resc prin el &#8230;<br \/>\na\u015f !<br \/>\nse dau pe tobogan! &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Marta !<br \/>\nle las doar aici \u00een cronologie \u0219i la tine \u00een privat,<br \/>\nnu le mai plimb, sau, cum zici !<br \/>\n&#8211; mi-e mai u\u015for s\u0103 le scot, \u00eencarci mai pu\u0163in arhiva<br \/>\n&#8211; deci doar \u00een cronologie ?<br \/>\nzii acum<br \/>\n&#8211; da<br \/>\nba nu, du-le \u0219i pe Albinelor \u0219i-n Cenaclu &#8230;<br \/>\nMarin !<br \/>\niar mi se tulbur\u0103 vederea, v\u0103d dedublat,<br \/>\nabia de v\u0103d, e din ce \u00een ce mai r\u0103u<br \/>\n&#8211; te odihne\u0219te culcat, cu palmele peste ochi<br \/>\n&#8211; v\u0103d pete negre \u0219i galbene, nu prea focalizez,<br \/>\nscriu instinctiv, citesc al naibii de greu &#8230;<br \/>\nbine, merg s\u0103 m\u0103-ntind pu\u0163in<br \/>\n&#8211; sunt aci, suflul meu s\u0103 \u021bi-l dau de se trebuie<br \/>\n&#8211; te-am auzit de clinchet<br \/>\nmi-am revenit, m-am venit, dar tu plecase\u0219i &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; s-ar trebui o frec\u021bie pe umeri-g\u00e2t-cap-fa\u021b\u0103<br \/>\n&#8211; rog pe mama<br \/>\nacum sunt la mine acas\u0103,<br \/>\nam mai adus c\u00e2teva lucruri, eliberez la ei<br \/>\n&#8211; diclofenac ?<br \/>\n&#8211; este !<br \/>\n&#8211; el e cel bun, m\u00e2ine s\u0103 te \u00eenv\u0103\u021b s\u0103 faci neap\u0103rat ceva,<br \/>\ndar acum, uite ce am f\u0103cut din cuvintele<br \/>\nprimite de la Tania :<br \/>\n(&#8230; g\u00e2nduri de sub amurg !)<br \/>\n&#8230; s\u0103r g\u00e2ndurile peste mine<br \/>\ncer\u00e2ndu-mi s\u0103 le desenez<br \/>\ncopii de v\u00e2nt &#8230;<br \/>\nzorii \u0219tiu \u0219i ei despre problem\u0103,<br \/>\ndar zeul peste v\u00e2nturi nu,<br \/>\nera c\u00e2ndva \u00een timpuri mai mereu uitate,<br \/>\nc\u0103ut\u0103torii lumii noi,<br \/>\nde-at\u00e2ta val,<br \/>\nd\u0103deau n\u0103z\u0103ri,<br \/>\n\u0219i se vorbeau de ele prin saloane,<br \/>\ncucoane din prea feluritele protipendade<br \/>\n\u0219i-nchipuiau c\u0103 toate v\u00e2nturile au &#8230;<br \/>\nvai !!<br \/>\nc\u0103deau \u0219i ele \u00een n\u0103z\u0103ri &#8230;<br \/>\n\u0219i chiar din cei cu mintea n\u0103zdr\u0103van\u0103<br \/>\nse-nghesuiau s\u0103 dea p\u0103reri,<br \/>\n\u0219i nu spun ce lume spr\u00e2ncenat\u0103<br \/>\nse despuiau spre v\u00e2nt prin orice ac\u0103t\u0103ri &#8230;<br \/>\ntoate vorbirile aveau un cumplit<br \/>\nr\u0103sunet metalic de bronz,<br \/>\n\u0219i timpurile c\u0103p\u0103tau voluptate !<br \/>\nc\u00e2t s\u0103 se r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 prin istorii adunate,<br \/>\ntot globul se fr\u0103m\u00e2nta-n extaz<br \/>\nc\u0103 v\u00e2nturile s-au pomenit aduse-n tribunal<br \/>\ns\u0103 dea mai multe pale peste florile<br \/>\nce aduceau copii din pe\u021biol,<br \/>\nse deschidea o cale nou\u0103-n amoros,<br \/>\npl\u0103mb\u0103rile \u00een singur s\u0103 se-admit\u0103<br \/>\ndoar pe timp noros &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; ai plecat deja ?&#8230; e super !<br \/>\n&#8211; unde s\u0103 plec ? scriu !<br \/>\n&#8211; bine-atunci, te las tastelor,<br \/>\nam pus un pic \u00een ordine pe-aici,<br \/>\nnici nu-mi imaginam cum poate o cas\u0103 nelocuit\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 scuipe at\u00e2ta praf &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; cum te sim\u021bi<br \/>\n&#8211; mai bini\u015for, dar nu \u00eentrutotul,<br \/>\n\u00eens\u0103 v\u0103d, m\u0103 mi\u015fc, respir, simt, te iubesc &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; m\u0103 \u0219i vrei &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; te vreau de m\u0103 topesc &#8230; dar asta-i alt\u0103 poveste &#8230;<br \/>\ncu asta adorm \u0219i m\u0103 trezesc &#8230; c\u00e2ntec de leag\u0103n &#8230;<br \/>\ne ceva ce incerc s\u0103 \u00een\u0103bu\u015f \u00een mine,<br \/>\ns\u0103 nu m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc, dar parc\u0103 pot ?<br \/>\npe cine p\u0103c\u0103lesc eu ?<br \/>\nam plecat de la mine,<br \/>\nacum am intrat \u00een curte la ai mei, sunt pe jos,<br \/>\nam l\u0103sat ma\u015fina \u00een parcare la \u00eentoarcere<br \/>\n&#8211; s\u0103 aduc ODISEIC ?<br \/>\n&#8211; adu, ai editat deja ?<br \/>\n&#8211; nu<br \/>\nmai po\u021bi ?<br \/>\n&#8211; m\u0103 preg\u0103tesc de \u00eenc\u0103 o baie cu sare,<br \/>\nadu tu piperul &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; cu mare drag<br \/>\n&#8211; era o ghe\u0163\u0103rie la mine acas\u0103 !<br \/>\n\u00eenc\u0103 nu e gaz, nu pot porni centrala,<br \/>\nmi s-au \u00een\u0163ur\u0163urit p\u00e2n\u0103 \u0219i g\u00e2ndurile &#8230;<br \/>\nnoroc de focul l\u0103untric &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; iar sunt un cl\u0103buc ?<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00eenc\u0103 n-am intrat, umplu cada<br \/>\n&#8211; Matra<br \/>\nnu pot bate Rug\u0103ciunea unei mame. pe Fb,<br \/>\nnu m\u0103 pot concentra,<br \/>\nbat acolo \u00een continuare la ce ai trimis tu, pot ?<br \/>\n&#8211; da, iubirea mea, de ce s\u0103 nu po\u0163i?<br \/>\n&#8211; nu m\u0103 pot concentra, da, acolo am s\u0103 bat<br \/>\n&#8211; e Word, po\u0163i face ceea ce vrei pe el<br \/>\n&#8211; te mai \u00eentreb eu,<br \/>\nde m\u0103 la\u0219i s\u0103 abia-ating un pomete -n buza de sus<br \/>\n&#8211; atinge unde te vrei &#8230; e totul al t\u0103u<br \/>\n&#8211; atunci \u0219i pleoapa de jos dreapta, \u0219i st\u00e2nga,<br \/>\n\u0219i pleoapa de sus st\u00e2nga, \u0219i dreapta, \u0219i v\u00e2rf de nas<br \/>\n-. o s\u0103 mai pot clipi ?&#8230; sau &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; \u0219i spr\u00e2nceana dreapt\u0103, \u0219i st\u00e2nga<br \/>\n&#8211; te coboar\u0103 \u015fi mai jos &#8230;<br \/>\ns-a r\u0103mas un fream\u0103t de buz\u0103 \u00een pl\u00e2ns &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; &#8230; abia-abia-atins buza \u00een tremur u\u0219or \u0219optit,<br \/>\nsub lobul urechii st\u00e2ngi, \u0219i dreapta,<br \/>\n\u0219i-un buzdugan de s\u00e2n, \u0219i pata de sub s\u00e2n &#8230;<br \/>\nbuze frem\u0103t\u00e2nde lipite o secund\u0103 pe buric<br \/>\n\u0219i nu mai zic, doar pl\u00e2ng &#8230;<br \/>\nde dor, de poft\u0103 nebun\u0103 !<br \/>\n&#8211; m\u0103 duc s\u0103 m\u0103-nec &#8230; \u00een cad\u0103&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; ies pu\u021bin &#8230; doar m\u00e2na dreapt\u0103-mi las\u0103<br \/>\ns\u0103 te umble pe und-\u0219i-ar vrea,<br \/>\ndoar m\u00e2na dreapt\u0103 &#8230;<br \/>\napoi las\u0103 \u0219i st\u00e2nga,<br \/>\ndar pe-am\u00e2ndou\u0103 las\u0103 s\u0103 te umble &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; of, trebuie s\u0103 plec s\u0103 fac baie, revin<br \/>\n&#8211; eu aduc &#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230; ODISEIC &#8211; TRUP DIN NETRUP (103)<br \/>\n&#8230; nu azv\u00e2rli \u00een mine cu Vezuviul,<br \/>\nlacrimi mari, de s\u00e2nge,<br \/>\n\u00eemi prind pome\u021bii \u00een pece\u021bi,<br \/>\ncu buzduganul cum s\u0103 mai arunc,<br \/>\npieptu-mi \u00eempinge nasturele-n g\u00e2t,<br \/>\n\u0219i din \u00eenghit,<br \/>\naud un geam\u0103t &#8230;<br \/>\ne s\u00e2nul t\u0103u !!<br \/>\nce pata i s-a \u0219ters de-at\u00e2t a\u0219tept<br \/>\nnetrupul s\u0103 se lase trup,<br \/>\n\u0219i-s ostenit !!<br \/>\ndar las un dorm pe bra\u021bul drept,<br \/>\no clip\u0103-dou\u0103-nou\u0103 doar, \u0219i-a fi-n ajuns<br \/>\ns\u0103-mi fie iar\u0103\u0219i pofta-n vrere,<br \/>\nm\u00e2ng\u00e2iul s\u0103 se plece pulpelor<br \/>\nce fream\u0103tul mi l-ar cere &#8230;<br \/>\nrotula, cea uitat\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 pern\u0103,<br \/>\ntr\u0103gea cu urechea cum s\u0103 afle<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd trupul de netrup \u00een clip\u0103 l-oi desparte &#8230;<br \/>\ndar nu te str\u0103dui s\u0103 calci pe v\u00e2rfuri,<br \/>\nsufletul \u021bi-am a\u0219ternut \u021b\u0103r\u00e2n\u0103,<br \/>\n\u0219i sunt \u021b\u0103r\u00e2n\u0103 peste tot,<br \/>\nnu iau \u00een seam\u0103 nici durere,<br \/>\nnu mi-e at\u00e2t de r\u0103u \u00een pl\u00e2ng !!<br \/>\nm\u0103 trage lacrima \u00een rostogol,<br \/>\nst\u00e2lcind cumva mirarea z\u00e2mbetului<br \/>\ncel altoit \u00een col\u021b de buz\u0103,<br \/>\nparc\u0103 de veghe !!&#8230;<br \/>\nnimic din ce m\u0103 sunt s\u0103 nu dea-n tulbur &#8230;<br \/>\ndar hai c\u0103 m\u0103 opresc,<br \/>\ns\u0103 nu te sup\u0103r &#8230;<br \/>\nmai scap\u0103,<br \/>\nc\u00e2nd \u0219i c\u00e2nd e drept,<br \/>\no boare de suspin,<br \/>\n\u00eenfipt cu co\u0219ul meu de piept \u00een diastolic,<br \/>\nbiet om \u0219i eu,<br \/>\nnevolnic !!<br \/>\nce mi-am \u00eempresurat r\u0103bdarea<br \/>\nspre clipa ce-ar aduce resemnare<br \/>\niubirii de nebun<br \/>\nce-n drum m\u0103 poart\u0103<br \/>\nc\u0103ut\u00e2nd abia-atinsul s\u0103 te-ating\u0103,<br \/>\ns-a-ntoarce, mai apoi,<br \/>\ns\u0103-mi spun\u0103,<br \/>\niubirea mea de nu \u021bi-ar fi-n ajung\u0103 &#8230;<br \/>\n*<br \/>\n&#8211; s-a stins puterea mea, plec, \u00eemi pare r\u0103u<br \/>\n&#8211; of, iubirea mea,<br \/>\nam intrat la dou\u0103 minute dup\u0103 ce ai plecat &#8230;<br \/>\ndar am citit, e minunat,<br \/>\nnoapte lin\u0103 atunci !<\/p>\n<p>&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;&#8212;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Marta Polixenia MATEI<\/em>&amp;Marin BE\u0218CUC\u0102<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>2 mai, 2018<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Cinstite care ne cite\u0219ti, GAR\u0102 PENTRU DOI este o punte de poem pe care noi o \u00eencerc\u0103m din dorin\u021ba n\u0103b\u0103d\u0103ioas\u0103 [&#038;hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-38473","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38473","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=38473"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38473\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":38476,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/38473\/revisions\/38476"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=38473"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=38473"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=38473"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}