{"id":42344,"date":"2019-01-08T08:34:39","date_gmt":"2019-01-08T08:34:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=42344"},"modified":"2019-01-08T08:34:39","modified_gmt":"2019-01-08T08:34:39","slug":"diana-ciugureanu-iarna-sufletului-poeme","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2019\/01\/08\/diana-ciugureanu-iarna-sufletului-poeme\/","title":{"rendered":"Diana CIUGUREANU: Iarna sufletului (poeme)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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C\u00c2T MAI E CLIPA?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Cum m\u0103 auzi c\u00e2nd nu m\u0103 auzi<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd te strig de nu te mai strig?<\/p>\n

Ce \u00eemi r\u0103spunzi prin at\u00e2ta lini\u0219te<\/p>\n

La o clip\u0103 de… p\u00e2n\u0103 la cuvinte?<\/p>\n

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Nasc fantome prin pe\u0219tera \u00eenghe\u021bat\u0103,<\/p>\n

\u00cen perindarea unghiurilor de vis.<\/p>\n

Ai apucat s\u0103 \u00eemi dila\u021bi celulele<\/p>\n

Prin desc\u00e2ntec vr\u0103jind vene spre rod.<\/p>\n

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Cum m\u0103 respiri \u00een pulsul sufoc\u0103rii,<\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd perfectul necompus r\u0103t\u0103ce\u0219te f\u0103r\u0103 ,,avoire”?<\/p>\n

Verbul leant din prezumtiv-poten\u021bial<\/p>\n

Este interogat \u00eentre gerunziu \u0219i participiu.<\/p>\n

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ABSEN\u021a\u0102 LA… ESEN\u021a\u0102<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Fric\u0103 imbecil\u0103, nu-mi alungi credin\u021ba!<\/p>\n

Poate la\u0219i din cle\u0219te, robii l\u0103comiei!<\/p>\n

S\u0103 m\u0103 rog la Ceruri, s\u0103-mi c\u0103lesc fiin\u021ba?<\/p>\n

Poate sp\u0103l cu lacrimi, sabia m\u00e2ndriei?<\/p>\n

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C\u00e2te lighioaie, scoate l\u0103comoas\u0103,<\/p>\n

Jalnica Pandora, ghips r\u0103mas ruine,<\/p>\n

Cum nu se \u00eendur\u0103, \u00een comuna cas\u0103,<\/p>\n

Poate vrea o halc\u0103 de carne din mine?<\/p>\n

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Am ales nefrica, am cules tr\u0103irea,<\/p>\n

Poate demoni tainici, \u00eempletesc \u00eendemnul?<\/p>\n

\u00cen zadar \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103 \u00eemi sape firea,<\/p>\n

\u00cen acest spectacol, resping\u00e2nd infernul…<\/p>\n

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Profesorul geam\u0103t cu-a durerii carte,<\/p>\n

S-a zg\u00e2rcit la note, obosit de-absen\u021be,<\/p>\n

Nu mai are parte, cel ce scuip\u0103-n frate:<\/p>\n

Pacea de integru, na\u0219te din esen\u021be…<\/p>\n

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R\u0102SPUNSURI LA NE\u00ceNTREB\u0102RI<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Num\u0103r de la unu, la 12,<\/p>\n

C\u00e2t tu ui\u021bi a-\u021bi aminti s\u0103 procesezi<\/p>\n

Naturale\u021bea t\u0103cerii tale<\/p>\n

Are aroma chimiei cu glasu-\u021bi timid.<\/p>\n

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Laurii clipei scutur\u0103 ecoul lini\u0219tii<\/p>\n

\u00cen ritmul pa\u0219ilor neschi\u021ba\u021bi pe harta viselor.<\/p>\n

\u00cenflore\u0219te \u00een resemnare, piatra din zidul fricilor,<\/p>\n

Mai \u00eenspumat\u0103 de fr\u0103m\u00e2ntarea cu pumni somnolen\u021bi.<\/p>\n

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Cade o liter\u0103 din \u021bes\u0103tura empatiei<\/p>\n

\u0218i arunc\u0103m la co\u0219 fraz\u0103 cu fraz\u0103,<\/p>\n

Context cu context al halucinantei poveri,<\/p>\n

Pe fundalul r\u0103spunsurilor din acelea\u0219i roluri.<\/p>\n

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DOAR TU DIN DOAR EU<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Unde ai fi doar tu \u0219i unde a\u0219 fiin\u021ba doar eu?<\/p>\n

Litere spre m\u00e2ntuire<\/p>\n

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Doamne, m-ai poleit cu flori \u00een pomi<\/p>\n

\u0218i pasul mi l-ai f\u0103cut treapt\u0103.<\/p>\n

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R\u00e2urile ve\u0219niciei seam\u0103n\u0103 iert\u0103ri<\/p>\n

Alung\u00e2nd ciuma fricii de inim\u0103.<\/p>\n

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Cum, Doamne, s\u0103 c\u0103ut\u0103m prin veacuri<\/p>\n

Arma contra z\u00e2mbetului T\u0103u?<\/p>\n

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M\u0103 inund\u0103 o amintire cu t\u0103cerea de azi<\/p>\n

Pentru a-mi desprinde fluturii rostului.<\/p>\n

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Nasc raze prin zidul spre Tine<\/p>\n

\u0218i surp cet\u0103\u021bi \u00eenarmate cu pl\u0103ceri.<\/p>\n

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\u021aine-m\u0103, Doamne, sor\u0103 cu fra\u021bii<\/p>\n

S\u0103-mi citesc m\u00e2ntuirea din chemarea lor.<\/p>\n

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CONTROL\u2026 INOPINAT<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Mi-a b\u0103tut la u\u0219\u0103, via\u021ba –<\/p>\n

azi, pe nimeni nu a\u0219tept –<\/p>\n

mi-a b\u0103tut la u\u0219\u0103, via\u021ba –<\/p>\n

s\u0103-mi arate …drumul drept…<\/p>\n

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M-a strigat la u\u0219\u0103, via\u021ba –<\/p>\n

o str\u0103in\u0103 mi-a p\u0103rut –<\/p>\n

m-a strigat la u\u0219\u0103, via\u021ba:<\/p>\n

nu o mai v\u0103zui demult…<\/p>\n

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Mi-a cerut o clip\u0103, via\u021ba –<\/p>\n

pentru mine, s-o respir –<\/p>\n

mi-a cerut o clip\u0103, via\u021ba<\/p>\n

s\u0103 m-aga\u021be de un fir…<\/p>\n

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M-a b\u0103tut la s\u00e2nge, via\u021ba,<\/p>\n

\u00cengrozit\u0103 de-al meu rost –<\/p>\n

M-a b\u0103tut la s\u00e2nge, via\u021ba –<\/p>\n

Cum s-o iert c\u0103 nu a fost?…<\/p>\n

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DIALOGUL MONOLOGULUI<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Unu plus \u201ea fi\u201d \u00eenseamn\u0103 aici,<\/p>\n

Unu minus \u201ec\u00e2nd?\u201d \u00eenseamn\u0103 acum,<\/p>\n

Unu este egal cu doi oricum,<\/p>\n

Unu spre doi vine oriunde.<\/p>\n

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VIN R\u00c2NDUNELELE<\/strong><\/p>\n

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F\u0103r\u00e2mituri de noi fulguiesc pietre<\/p>\n

\u00censu\u0219ind re\u021beta spumei valurilor.<\/p>\n

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Z\u0103c\u0103minte de coduri m\u0103 \u00eenv\u00e2rt meschin<\/p>\n

P\u00e2n\u0103 la \u00eengerul traduc\u00e2nd oricui.<\/p>\n

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Setea umbrelor primei reg\u0103siri<\/p>\n

Ne sf\u00e2\u0219ie \u00eentru glas de bucium.<\/p>\n

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Doi lupi \u00eentineri\u021bi de b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u021be<\/p>\n

Danseaz\u0103 prin focul din n\u0103ri.<\/p>\n

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Caprapic sanctuar ne cheam\u0103<\/p>\n

De at\u00e2ta geam\u0103t str\u0103mo\u0219esc.<\/p>\n

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Zorii rug\u0103ciunilor vuiesc a pe\u0219ter\u0103<\/p>\n

Url\u00e2nd cu r\u00e2uri leanturi de martiri.<\/p>\n

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Stoarce-m\u0103 de fream\u0103tul incon\u0219tien\u021bei<\/p>\n

P\u00e2n\u0103 bl\u00e2nde\u021bea devine miezul m\u0103rului.<\/p>\n

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Cer\u0219esc pacea de la ispita sa\u021bului<\/p>\n

\u0218i m\u00e2ng\u00e2i t\u0103i\u0219uri de cu\u021bite, cu spatele.<\/p>\n

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P\u0103\u0219esc de m\u00e2n\u0103 cu copil\u0103ria<\/p>\n

S\u0103 m\u0103 sp\u0103l de nefiin\u021b\u0103.<\/p>\n

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Buzele tale m\u0103 smulg din r\u0103bdare<\/p>\n

Spre a-mi mai \u00eenghe\u021ba chemarea \u00eenl\u0103n\u021buit\u0103.<\/p>\n

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Rod de dor \u00eenmugure\u0219te a poem<\/p>\n

R\u0103sun\u00e2nd a r\u00e2ndunele la strea\u0219ina inimilor.<\/p>\n

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VERTICALA\u2026 NEBUNIE<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Eu nu \u00eemi v\u00e2nd Cr\u0103ciunul –<\/p>\n

E unul, la rom\u00e2ni.<\/p>\n

C\u0103ci sufletul e unul,<\/p>\n

S\u0103-i fim st\u0103p\u00e2ni deplini!<\/p>\n

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Nu \u00eemi pot vinde sfin\u021bii<\/p>\n

Din calendar cre\u0219tin,<\/p>\n

Ignor \u00eendemnul min\u021bii<\/p>\n

\u0218i sentiment r\u0103m\u00e2n!<\/p>\n

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M\u0103 pot l\u0103sa blamat\u0103,<\/p>\n

A\u0219a ca p\u00e2n-acum,<\/p>\n

Dar nu m\u0103 sting vreodat\u0103,<\/p>\n

Din focul meu …nebun!<\/p>\n

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ALUNECARE DIN\u2026 IERI<\/strong><\/p>\n

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S\u0103 nu te mai po\u021bi picta \u00een propriul vis…<\/p>\n

E precum ai fi revenit din moartea nemurit\u0103.<\/p>\n

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S\u0103 nu respiri a clip\u0103 \u00een propriul v\u00e2nt…<\/p>\n

E apusul urm\u0103torului r\u0103spuns subjugat.<\/p>\n

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S\u0103 amesteci anii nev\u0103zu\u021bi cu cei neauzi\u021bi…<\/p>\n

E umbra secular\u0103 a unui r\u0103zboi cu sensurile.<\/p>\n

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S\u0103 \u0219tii ce venin se prelinge din privirea-\u021bi captiv\u0103…<\/p>\n

E pasul spre culesul de muguri fura\u021bi din nimic.<\/p>\n

—————————-<\/strong><\/p>\n

Diana CIUGUREANU<\/strong><\/p>\n

Chi\u0219in\u0103u, Basarabia<\/strong><\/p>\n

8 ianuarie 2019<\/strong><\/p>\n

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