{"id":46364,"date":"2020-03-24T12:15:02","date_gmt":"2020-03-24T12:15:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=46364"},"modified":"2020-03-24T12:15:29","modified_gmt":"2020-03-24T12:15:29","slug":"nicolae-valareanu-sarbu-poeme-9","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2020\/03\/24\/nicolae-valareanu-sarbu-poeme-9\/","title":{"rendered":"Nicolae V\u0103l\u0103reanu S\u00e2rbu: Poeme"},"content":{"rendered":"

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F\u0103r\u0103 nicio \u00eendoial\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Cine dintre noi nu se teme<\/p>\n

\u0219i prive\u0219te cu nep\u0103sare \u00eenainte<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd sabia este deasupra capului<\/p>\n

\u0219i poate s\u0103 cad\u0103 ori nu?<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 nicio \u00eendoial\u0103<\/p>\n

de aceea ne p\u00e2ndesc pe la col\u021buri<\/p>\n

\u0219i apar oric\u00e2nd din umbra \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rii.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd posibilit\u0103\u021bi nu sunt s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg ascunsul<\/p>\n

iar dileme se \u00eenl\u0103n\u021buie \u00een minte,<\/p>\n

de \u00eenv\u0103\u021b s\u0103 tac f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 vreau<\/p>\n

\u0219i strig \u00een van c\u0103 exist.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00centunericul cap\u0103t\u0103 putere<\/p>\n

care nu se macin\u0103 ziua<\/p>\n

\u0219i strig\u0103tul meu \u00een pustiul de nisip<\/p>\n

nu se aude.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Se crap\u0103 de diminea\u021b\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

A\u0219tept dintr-odat\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 treci<\/p>\n

peste puntea durerii<\/p>\n

cu r\u0103bdarea unui orb.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Lumina curge fluid\u0103 pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt<\/p>\n

prin oasele albe ale cerului,<\/p>\n

Luna culcat\u0103 pe partea sa nev\u0103zut\u0103<\/p>\n

cerne trecerea arcuit\u0103 pe ax\u0103<\/p>\n

prin sitele stelelor.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Noaptea disjuns\u0103 \u00een procesul cosmic<\/p>\n

rupe cu din\u021bii din \u00eentuneric<\/p>\n

\u0219i se gr\u0103be\u0219te s\u0103 apun\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Se crap\u0103 de diminea\u021b\u0103 prin fante de lumin\u0103<\/p>\n

ca \u00eentr-un lemn cu inima ro\u0219ie<\/p>\n

abundent s\u00e2nger\u00e2nd\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Soarele \u00ee\u0219i deseneaz\u0103 r\u0103s\u0103ritul<\/p>\n

c-un crepuscul de culori<\/p>\n

care se vars\u0103 peste marginile orizontului.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pescarii<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Prind pe\u0219ti \u0219i apoi \u00eei eliberez \u00een ap\u0103,<\/p>\n

\u00eencerc pl\u0103cerea \u0219i \u00eendem\u00e2narea, mai pu\u021bin hrana<\/p>\n

prin risipirea stresului \u00een t\u0103cere<\/p>\n

\u0219i refacerea bunei dispozi\u021bii,<\/p>\n

seara e momentul c\u00e2nd totul se \u00eempline\u0219te<\/p>\n

ora\u0219ul e citit de lumin\u0103 \u0219i fream\u0103t\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Noaptea stelele se gr\u0103besc c\u0103tre ape<\/p>\n

\u0219i le privesc cum valurile se lupt\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Pescarii a\u0219tept\u0103 zorii s\u0103-\u0219i \u00eencerce norocul,<\/p>\n

dar pe\u0219tii nu-s fl\u0103m\u00e2nzi<\/p>\n

\u0219i \u00eent\u00e2rzie s\u0103 fie curio\u0219i.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Temperatura fluid\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N-am fost niciodat\u0103 \u00eentors din drumul cunoa\u0219terii<\/p>\n

doar acum am \u00een\u021belegerea mai t\u00e2rzie,<\/p>\n

am r\u0103mas undeva \u00eentre voca\u021bie \u0219i informa\u021bie,<\/p>\n

nu pot sta toat\u0103 ziua cu ochii \u00een telefon<\/p>\n

\u0219i m\u0103 tem s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenscriu \u00een obi\u0219nuin\u021ba vremii,<\/p>\n

dar nici nu-mi doresc.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

G\u00e2ndesc cum s\u0103 m\u0103 ap\u0103r de angoas\u0103 \u0219i nebunie<\/p>\n

\u0219i nimic nu m\u0103 las\u0103 str\u0103in,<\/p>\n

\u00eemi beau vinul cu aceea\u0219i pl\u0103cere p\u0103m\u00e2ntean\u0103<\/p>\n

cu care \u00eemi acop\u0103r dragostea cu inima,<\/p>\n

drumul meu este din ce \u00een ce mai scurt<\/p>\n

\u0219i nimeni nu-i \u0219tie cap\u0103tul.<\/p>\n

A r\u0103mas \u00eentre tine \u0219i mine temperatura fluid\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0219i anotimpurile trec peste orice obstacol<\/p>\n

cu razele singur\u0103t\u0103\u021bii fr\u00e2nte.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd m\u0103 voi desprinde de norii de ploaie<\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 se transforme \u00een lacrimi,<\/p>\n

voi sim\u021bi totu\u0219i lipsa iubirii.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

C\u00e2nd totul se va preface \u00een ruin\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0219i lumea mea s-a mutat \u00een majoritate dincolo,<\/p>\n

m\u0103 voi \u00eengropa \u00een lini\u0219tea cuvintelor.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

P\u0103strez acela\u0219i crez<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Dintre toate durerile cele de suflet sunt grele,<\/p>\n

\u00ee\u021bi seac\u0103 izvoarele trupului prin suferin\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0219i respiri cu triste\u021be aerul.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Multe dezam\u0103giri mi-au lovit inima,<\/p>\n

am ajuns p\u00e2n\u0103 la refularea dorin\u021belor,<\/p>\n

totul mi se pare un blestem<\/p>\n

care trebuie \u00eendep\u0103rtat de via\u021b\u0103,<\/p>\n

nu pot s\u0103 fiu umil, nu sunt un sf\u00e2nt,<\/p>\n

\u00een mine p\u0103strez acela\u0219i crez<\/p>\n

\u0219i mult\u0103 dragoste.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u00e2ngele \u00eemi poart\u0103 prin artere<\/p>\n

tot ce-mi \u00eenflore\u0219te prin g\u00e2nduri<\/p>\n

m\u0103 face s\u0103 sper la tot ce urc\u0103 la cer,<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu se las\u0103 r\u0103pus de z\u0103d\u0103rnicie,<\/p>\n

multe obstacole \u00eemi vor sta \u00een drum<\/p>\n

\u0219i le voi ocoli<\/p>\n

chiar \u00eencep\u00e2nd de azi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

E mai bine dec\u00e2t \u00een alt\u0103 parte<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00ce\u021bi scriu pentru c\u0103 nu pot s\u0103-\u021bi vorbesc \u00een fa\u021b\u0103,<\/p>\n

e\u0219ti dus\u0103 prea departe,<\/p>\n

am r\u0103mas aici s\u0103-mi m\u0103sor puterea de rezisten\u021b\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0219i o am \u00eenvelit\u0103-n dragoste aprins\u0103,<\/p>\n

oric\u00e2t de r\u0103u ar fi, e mai bine dec\u00e2t \u00een alt\u0103 parte<\/p>\n

\u0219i m\u0103 simt chiar bine.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

N-am alte veleit\u0103\u021bi \u0219i nu cred \u00een realiz\u0103ri fulminante,<\/p>\n

nici nu vorbesc prea mult \u0219i nu m\u0103 pl\u00e2ng<\/p>\n

a\u0219a cum fac cei ce se iubesc de nu mai pot<\/p>\n

\u0219i apoi se despart repede,<\/p>\n

nu exist\u0103 sus\u021binere f\u0103r\u0103 propriul efort,<\/p>\n

nu po\u021bi tr\u0103i ca o lian\u0103 pe trunchiul unui copac,<\/p>\n

te poate ucide cu umbra deas\u0103,<\/p>\n

dac\u0103 triste\u021bea \u0219i bucuria nu \u0219i-ar da r\u00e2nd<\/p>\n

cum vom izbuti.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 vrei s\u0103 te \u00eentorci, s\u0103 nu-\u021bi fie ru\u0219ine,<\/p>\n

nu intereseaz\u0103 pe nimeni,<\/p>\n

ast\u0103zi a luat na\u0219tere o nep\u0103sare individual\u0103,<\/p>\n

o t\u0103cere durut\u0103<\/p>\n

prin care \u00eenoat\u0103 fiecare om.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Tu hot\u0103r\u0103\u0219ti,<\/p>\n

o s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u0103se\u0219ti la fel de hot\u0103r\u00e2t,<\/p>\n

s\u0103-mi tr\u0103iesc via\u021ba \u00een fiecare clip\u0103<\/p>\n

ca \u00een tinere\u021be.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Voi ajunge la tine<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Noaptea s-a urcat \u00een podul blocului<\/p>\n

deasupra de etajul unsprezece<\/p>\n

\u0219i \u00eentunericul \u00eei aluneca pe sc\u0103ri.<\/p>\n

Am \u00eenchis ferestrele<\/p>\n

\u0219i am aprins lumina,<\/p>\n

nimeni nu p\u0103rea s\u0103 observe<\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd \u0219i-a dat \u00een petec<\/p>\n

\u0219i m-a cuprins un soi de frenezie,<\/p>\n

\u00eemi c\u0103utam cu m\u00e2inile iubita<\/p>\n

\u0219i nu era lumin\u0103 pe scar\u0103<\/p>\n

iar liftul nu mergea<\/p>\n

semn c\u0103 \u0219i Dumnezeu a\u0219tepta<\/p>\n

s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mple o minune,<\/p>\n

un glas totu\u0219i \u00eemi striga<\/p>\n

voi ajunge la tine<\/p>\n

\u0219i cu ochii \u00eenchi\u0219i.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Un b\u0103tr\u00e2n de poveste<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u00e2ine diminea\u021b\u0103 beau ap\u0103 din trei f\u00e2nt\u00e2ni<\/p>\n

\u00eenainte de r\u0103s\u0103ritul soarelui,<\/p>\n

nu \u0219tiu dac\u0103 voi izbuti s\u0103 o deosebesc<\/p>\n

cum fac degust\u00e2nd vinul.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u0218tiu doar c\u0103 un b\u0103tr\u00e2n bea ap\u0103 din ele<\/p>\n

\u0219i face din asta un obicei zilnic,<\/p>\n

unii \u00eel consider\u0103 dus, dar el nu se las\u0103<\/p>\n

\u0219i face umbr\u0103 p\u0103m\u00e2ntului.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Timpul trece \u0219i fostul prizonier de r\u0103zboi<\/p>\n

ce a venit pe jos acas\u0103<\/p>\n

lupt\u0103 cu sine<\/p>\n

\u0219i cu amintirile pe care le poveste\u0219te,<\/p>\n

i s-a f\u0103cut \u0219i \u00eenmorm\u00e2ntare cre\u0219tineasc\u0103,<\/p>\n

nevasta s-a m\u0103ritat,<\/p>\n

dar a iertat-o fiindc\u0103 a murit devreme.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Lumea lui a disp\u0103rut \u0219i ea<\/p>\n

\u0219i a r\u0103mas doar c\u00e2te o fantom\u0103 gr\u0103bit\u0103<\/p>\n

care mai b\u00e2ntuie c\u00e2te o cas\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103sit\u0103<\/p>\n

\u00een care nimeni nu intr\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Credin\u021ba sa \u00een apa vie\u021bii sfin\u021bit\u0103<\/p>\n

ce o p\u0103streaz\u0103 \u00een fiecare fereastr\u0103,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 o s\u0103rute lumina soarelui<\/p>\n

\u0219i astfel b\u0103tr\u00e2nul nu se teme,<\/p>\n

uit\u0103 de moarte.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nu vreau mai mult<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

M\u0103 prind \u00een jocul gulerelor albe<\/p>\n

\u0219i m\u0103 lupt pentru ideile libere<\/p>\n

la care fiecare contribuie,<\/p>\n

la ruperea barierelor impuse de al\u021bii.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Tot ce se na\u0219te cre\u0219te \u00een os<\/p>\n

\u0219i \u00een carnea de vultur<\/p>\n

care zboar\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 aripi.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Lumea nu \u0219tie apele \u00een care m\u0103 scald,<\/p>\n

\u00eenot \u0219i prin cele tulburi,<\/p>\n

m\u0103 tem de \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103rile neprev\u0103zute<\/p>\n

\u0219i le adun \u00eentre ziduri.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nu vreau mai mult<\/p>\n

dec\u00e2t s\u0103 \u00eencap \u00een propria inim\u0103<\/p>\n

cu tine \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Umbra cu limb\u0103 de os<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Noaptea \u00ee\u0219i \u021bine m\u00e2inile \u00een s\u00e2n<\/p>\n

\u0219i viseaz\u0103 iubire<\/p>\n

eu privesc din \u00eentuneric o c\u0103rare<\/p>\n

pe care se plimb\u0103 carele cerului<\/p>\n

cu felinare la loitre.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Lacrimile dimine\u021bii cad peste ierburi<\/p>\n

\u0219i cosa\u0219ii vor s\u0103 salute soarele<\/p>\n

cu ascu\u021bi\u0219uri de piatr\u0103,<\/p>\n

umbra cu limb\u0103 de os<\/p>\n

fuge de sub copaci<\/p>\n

cu frunze \u00een spinare.<\/p>\n

———————————–<\/p>\n

Nicolae V\u0103l\u0103reanu S\u00e2rbu<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sibiu, <\/strong><\/p>\n

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F\u0103r\u0103 nicio \u00eendoial\u0103   Cine dintre noi nu se teme \u0219i prive\u0219te cu nep\u0103sare \u00eenainte c\u00e2nd sabia este deasupra capului [&hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46364","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46364","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=46364"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46364\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":46367,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46364\/revisions\/46367"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=46364"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=46364"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=46364"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}