{"id":46563,"date":"2020-07-01T09:07:02","date_gmt":"2020-07-01T09:07:02","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=46563"},"modified":"2020-07-01T09:07:02","modified_gmt":"2020-07-01T09:07:02","slug":"nicolae-valareanu-sarbu-la-marginea-vietii-poeme","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2020\/07\/01\/nicolae-valareanu-sarbu-la-marginea-vietii-poeme\/","title":{"rendered":"Nicolae V\u0102L\u0102REANU S\u00c2RBU: La marginea vie\u0163ii (poeme)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"<\/a>Aproape de tine<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Sub t\u0103lpile tale fug drumuri de p\u0103m\u00e2nt,<\/p>\n

printre pa\u015fi zboar\u0103 p\u0103s\u0103ri din ierburi,<\/p>\n

cu lacrimi de ploaie, norii<\/p>\n

te p\u0103zesc de \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103ri vinovate.<\/p>\n

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Aproape de tine<\/p>\n

\u00eemi fr\u0103m\u00e2nt m\u00e2inile f\u0103r\u0103 atingeri<\/p>\n

sub impulsul tr\u0103d\u0103rilor interioare<\/p>\n

de care doresc s\u0103 m\u0103 rup.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Fac scut din urme de a\u015ftept\u0103ri,<\/p>\n

m\u0103 \u00eemb\u0103rb\u0103tez s\u0103 nu uit de \u00eendr\u0103zneal\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi lupt cu ochii necontenit,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 vezi ce nu e de v\u0103zut.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nu m\u0103 l\u0103sa s\u0103 suf\u0103r<\/p>\n

mai mult dec\u00e2t iubirea mi-o cere,<\/p>\n

pune-mi \u00een bra\u0163e trupul \u015fi sufletul<\/p>\n

ca pe un trandafir alb \u00een zori.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

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La marginea vie\u0163ii<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00cen timp f\u0103r\u0103 de sf\u00e2r\u015fit<\/p>\n

la marginea vie\u0163ii, vise nu sunt,<\/p>\n

ci mai degrab\u0103 o acceptare-n t\u0103cere<\/p>\n

a trecerii \u00een lumea ce nu mai apune.<\/p>\n

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Lumina cea vestitoare de mugure<\/p>\n

ca \u015fi semin\u0163ele \u00eengropate nu mor,<\/p>\n

ploile \u00eentre tunete trezesc p\u0103m\u00e2ntul din somn<\/p>\n

\u015fi respir\u0103-n c\u00e2mpii mirosul de p\u00e2ine.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Iar to\u0163i cei ce caut\u0103-n memorie<\/p>\n

r\u0103scump\u0103rarea sufletului ce \u00eenvinge<\/p>\n

p\u0103catul cu iertare,<\/p>\n

\u00ee\u015fi pleac\u0103 genunchi \u015fi v\u0103d mai departe<\/p>\n

orizontul spre care merg.<\/p>\n

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Tu s\u0103 nu-mi spui c\u0103-\u0163i pare r\u0103u<\/p>\n

pentru ce nu \u0163i s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd c\u0103utai peste tot rodul na\u015fterii,<\/p>\n

tot ce-i trecut nu se mai \u00eentoarce.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

De c\u00e2nd s-au stins luminile serii<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Bat clopotele \u00een urechile nop\u0163ii obosite,<\/p>\n

uneori numai furtunile se sperie<\/p>\n

\u015fi oamenii c\u00e2nd bat \u00eentr-un anume fel,<\/p>\n

fl\u0103m\u00e2nde cu limbi vestitoare de moarte.<\/p>\n

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De c\u00e2nd s-au stins luminile serii<\/p>\n

c\u0103l\u0103toresc prin \u00eentunericul brut,<\/p>\n

o s\u0103-\u0163i spun despre n\u0103lucirile de pe drumuri<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd bate miezul nop\u0163ii \u00een fiorul din trup<\/p>\n

\u015fi a\u015ftept\u0103rile tale pline de dorin\u0163e ascunse<\/p>\n

au r\u0103mas \u00een cuvinte r\u0103v\u0103\u015fite pe file albe.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00cen ochii t\u0103i au crescut planta\u0163ii de lumin\u0103,<\/p>\n

\u00een fiecare raz\u0103 e o ninsoare de petale<\/p>\n

care-\u015fi las\u0103 polenul pe umerii fini.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

P\u0103m\u00e2ntul la care m\u0103 \u00eentorc cu fa\u0163a,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 ascult izvoarele ce vin din ad\u00e2nc<\/p>\n

cu tumultul mineral al bog\u0103\u0163iei seninului,<\/p>\n

pun \u00een mine culoarea fructului copt<\/p>\n

\u00een conturul mai verde dec\u00e2t verdele.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00cen numele luminii care cheam\u0103 norii,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 ude copacii \u015fi ierburile \u0163\u0103rii<\/p>\n

cu ploaia \u00eembl\u00e2nzit\u0103 de cosmice m\u00e2ini<\/p>\n

m\u0103 \u00eenal\u0163 \u00eenflorind iubirea \u00een c\u00e2ntec.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00centuneric gros \u00een noaptea speran\u0163ei<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Cine dore\u015fte s\u0103 se m\u00e2ntuie<\/p>\n

nu fur\u0103 \u015fi nu, nu…<\/p>\n

deaceea nu-i comp\u0103timesc niciodat\u0103,<\/p>\n

este aproape dezolant<\/p>\n

s\u0103 te sim\u0163i \u00een nesiguran\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n

dreptatea \u015fi adev\u0103rul nu se pot ob\u0163ine<\/p>\n

peste tot e o lupt\u0103 pentru interesele proprii,<\/p>\n

\u00eentuneric gros \u00een noaptea speran\u0163ei.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Peste tot se promoveaz\u0103 falsul,<\/p>\n

minciuna cu fa\u0163\u0103 de adev\u0103r promis,<\/p>\n

nu se cunosc limite \u015fi nici ru\u015fine,<\/p>\n

nu mai avem niciun contract moral,<\/p>\n

socialul se fabric\u0103 \u00een grupuri de excroci<\/p>\n

\u015fi teama la mod\u0103 respir\u0103 curg\u0103tor.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

S\u0103racii \u00ee\u015fi i-au p\u00e2inea de la ghen\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi dorm \u00eempreun\u0103 cu copii \u00een frig.<\/p>\n

Aceste imagini m\u0103 nelini\u015ftesc,<\/p>\n

mi-e sc\u00e2rb\u0103 de huzurul \u00eembog\u0103\u0163i\u0163ilor<\/p>\n

de pe urma semenilor spolia\u0163i.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

A\u015f pl\u00e2nge dac\u0103 Dumnezeu m\u0103 aude,<\/p>\n

dar nimeni nu mai crede nimic<\/p>\n

\u015fi \u00eenainte de iertare e necesar\u0103 dreptatea,<\/p>\n

extirparea acestei pl\u0103gi infecte.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

O f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103 secat\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

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M\u0103 surp ca o f\u00e2nt\u00e2n\u0103 secat\u0103 demult<\/p>\n

p\u00e2n\u0103-n ad\u00e2ncuri de nisip,<\/p>\n

izvoare din inima cerului<\/p>\n

m\u0103 g\u0103sesc pe drumuri<\/p>\n

\u015fi alunec\u0103 la vale \u015fipotind.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Se filtreaz\u0103 \u00een mine comorile ascunse<\/p>\n

cu lumina \u00eenvierii,<\/p>\n

femeie tu ai coaste furate<\/p>\n

\u015fi m\u0103 pedepse\u015fti<\/p>\n

ca pe o mam\u0103, s\u0103 te iubesc,<\/p>\n

eu nu m\u0103 dezmint<\/p>\n

iubesc mai mult dec\u00e2t pot.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Lumea se purific\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Te-ai hr\u0103nit cu dragostea mea pe s\u0103turate,<\/p>\n

apoi ai f\u0103cut o pauz\u0103 lung\u0103<\/p>\n

\u015fi n-am \u015ftiut ce s\u0103 cred,<\/p>\n

sunt trist ca o pas\u0103re f\u0103r\u0103 aripi.<\/p>\n

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Am semne \u00een care nu mai cred orbe\u015fte<\/p>\n

\u015fi nu mai ofer p\u0103catul,<\/p>\n

m\u0103 vindec greu, dar nimic nu-i \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103tor<\/p>\n

lumea \u00een care m\u0103 zbat se purific\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nu tot ce-i dureros e \u015fi fatal,<\/p>\n

durerea las\u0103 totu\u015fi urme ad\u00e2nci,<\/p>\n

siluetele luminii nu se \u00eentorc niciodat\u0103,<\/p>\n

dar fac s\u0103 creasc\u0103 iarba \u015fi pe terenul ars.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Lovirea pe nea\u015fteptate e una sigur\u0103,<\/p>\n

dar nu duce \u00eentotdeauna la victoria final\u0103<\/p>\n

e mai degrab\u0103 o etap\u0103 care te fortific\u0103,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 lup\u0163i cu toate mijloacele posibile.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bunica<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Te-ai dus \u00een lumea alb\u0103, \u00eemi spunea bunica,<\/p>\n

n-o s\u0103 po\u0163i veni nici c\u00e2nd o s\u0103 mor<\/p>\n

am s\u0103 vin, dar s\u0103 nu mori cur\u00e2nd,<\/p>\n

o s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc sigur aici mai aproape,<\/p>\n

s\u0103 te aud\u0103 Dumnezeu \u015fi s\u0103 cape\u0163i g\u00e2ndul cel bun<\/p>\n

\u015fi l-am c\u0103p\u0103tat.<\/p>\n

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M-am \u00eentors \u015fi a mai tr\u0103it o bucat\u0103 de timp,<\/p>\n

\u00eentotdeauna cu bucuria revederii<\/p>\n

\u015fi cu dragostea care apas\u0103 pe suflet<\/p>\n

mai mult dec\u00eet orice tr\u0103ire.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

De-atunci a\u015fteptarea ei \u015fi a mamei<\/p>\n

m\u0103 strig\u0103 cu imagini noaptea prin somn<\/p>\n

\u015fi cu lacrimi la fiecare plecare.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nu \u015ftiu s\u0103 fac leg\u0103tura cu mor\u0163ii,<\/p>\n

dar drumul spre casa p\u0103rinteasc\u0103<\/p>\n

este \u015fi azi o primenire cu s\u00e2nge proap\u0103t,<\/p>\n

o \u00eent\u00e2lnire cu duhul iubirii din trecut,<\/p>\n

tinere\u0163ea rupt\u0103 dintr-o gur\u0103 de rai.<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nimeni nu fuge de moarte<\/strong><\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Nimeni nu fuge de moarte,<\/p>\n

la ie\u015firea din mun\u0163ii seme\u0163i<\/p>\n

apele se limpezesc s\u0103rind \u00een cascade,<\/p>\n

pe fa\u0163a dimine\u0163ii soarele \u00ee\u015fi las\u0103 razele<\/p>\n

chiar dac\u0103-i rece \u00eenv\u0103luit\u0103-n cea\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n

totul se-nt\u00e2mpl\u0103 normal \u015fi gr\u0103bit,<\/p>\n

nimeni nu fuge de moarte,<\/p>\n

dar tr\u0103ie\u015fte cu teama \u00een oase.<\/p>\n

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Nesf\u00e2r\u015fitul prin care curge v\u0103zduhul<\/p>\n

las\u0103 \u00een h\u0103uri ecoul<\/p>\n

\u015fi ziua se ridic\u0103 din memoria clipei<\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 cicatrici pe buzele amiezii<\/p>\n

\u00eenflorind \u00een ochi bucuria luminii.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 pot s\u0103 str\u0103bat cu sufletul,<\/p>\n

odat\u0103 cu s\u0103geata albastr\u0103<\/p>\n

voi str\u0103punge cerul cu iubirea de semeni.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Trebuie g\u0103sit\u0103 m\u0103sura<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Convingerea nu se schimb\u0103, r\u0103m\u00e2ne doar sub vremi,<\/p>\n

fiecare \u00ee\u015fi caut\u0103 posibilitatea de rezisten\u0163\u0103,<\/p>\n

lupt\u0103 s\u0103-i fr\u00e2ng\u0103 aripile credin\u0163ei adev\u0103rate.<\/p>\n

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Mi-am retras col\u0163ii \u015fi a\u015ftept hrana la mas\u0103<\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u015fez \u00een fruntea ei,<\/p>\n

to\u0163i cei ce se \u00eenghesuie cu bucurie<\/p>\n

rup teama \u015fi se arunc\u0103 \u00een mijlocul v\u00e2ltorii<\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 a\u015ftepte t\u0103cerea din pere\u0163i<\/p>\n

c\u00e2nd zidurile se hot\u0103r\u0103sc s\u0103 vorbeasc\u0103.<\/p>\n

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Nu pot s\u0103 rostesc despre mi\u015fc\u0103rile revolute,<\/p>\n

se nasc mereu noi strategii<\/p>\n

care rup buc\u0103\u0163ile bolnave de necunoscut<\/p>\n

\u00eenc\u00e2t voin\u0163a s\u0103 nu se piard\u0103.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

Trebuie g\u0103sit\u0103 m\u0103sura tuturor lucrurilor<\/p>\n

\u015fi ridicat\u0103 pe scara valorii la rangul cuvenit<\/p>\n

f\u0103r\u0103 alte tergivers\u0103ri rupte din iad.<\/p>\n

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\u00centoarcerea \u00een gr\u0103dina cuv\u00e2ntului spus<\/p>\n

ne pune \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 vrajba lipsit\u0103 de sens<\/p>\n

pentru ca nicio hot\u0103r\u00e2re s\u0103 nu se \u00eenstr\u0103ineze<\/p>\n

de valoarea real\u0103 \u00een care se-mbrac\u0103 dorin\u0163a<\/p>\n

de \u00een\u0103l\u0163area deasupra de simptomul reu\u015fitei.<\/p>\n

 <\/p>\n

\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014\u2014-<\/p>\n

Nicolae V\u0102L\u0102REANU S\u00c2RBU<\/strong><\/p>\n

Sibiu<\/strong><\/p>\n

30 iunie 2020<\/strong><\/p>\n

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