{"id":6236,"date":"2012-06-07T14:56:39","date_gmt":"2012-06-07T14:56:39","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=6236"},"modified":"2012-06-07T14:56:39","modified_gmt":"2012-06-07T14:56:39","slug":"furnici-albe-x-9-de-george-anca","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2012\/06\/07\/furnici-albe-x-9-de-george-anca\/","title":{"rendered":"FURNICI ALBE (X, 9) de George Anca"},"content":{"rendered":"
\"\"<\/a><\/strong>– M-a\u015f ruga \u015fi n-am ast\u00e2mp\u0103r numai pentru un cuv\u00e2nt, pentru un g\u00e2nd, e o femeie-n urm\u0103, m\u0103 tot dau la o parte s\u0103 fac\u0103 un pas mic \u015fi s\u0103 se roage-n locul meu, nu nimeresc, nu nimere\u015fte, c\u0103 m\u0103 rog pentru ea s-o la\u015fi s\u0103 se roage pentru mine, c\u0103 eu am nevoie s\u0103 fiu iertat, eu o iubesc \u015fi neiertat, dar ea tot vrea s\u0103 se roage, \u00eemi \u00eenchipui, mie nu-mi vine, nu nimeresc, o \u015fi a\u015ftept demult, am uitat orice-a\u015f putea spune \u015fi cui, am probleme la t\u00e2r\u00e2re, numai \u00eenainte, c\u00e2te-un milimetru, ca tulpinile mun\u0163ilor de ne scurg prin ei, nu m\u0103 pot \u00eentoarce o idee \u00een juru-mi, cum m-a\u015f da la oparte s-o las s\u0103 m\u0103 m\u00e2ntuie, nu \u00eendr\u0103znesc s\u0103 m\u0103 consider ea, o iubesc ca un b\u0103rbat, tocmai, o bestie, c\u00e2nd aceast\u0103 fericire \u00eemi mai era permis\u0103 \u015fi tocmai \u00een bra\u0163ele ei, gata, \u00eens\u0103, de ruga de-acum, asta mi-o fi gre\u015feala, dar asta mi-era via\u0163a, maic\u0103, ea m\u0103 mai culegea de sub t\u00e2rne, \u00eemi t\u0103ia capul, de mil\u0103, vreau s\u0103 spun, c\u0103 nu voia s\u0103 mergem la film niciodat\u0103 \u015fi-nc\u0103 s-ar fi pus pe treab\u0103 poate \u00eentr-acolo, credeam eu, mai vedea, s\u0103 m-aprind\u0103, lum\u00e2nare, da, da, m-oi topi \u00een fine \u015fi-i voi face astfel loc s\u0103 \u0163i se roage cum c\u0103 asta a fost, a trecut, \u00eei pare r\u0103u, spune-i la fel, c\u0103 asta e, asta va fi, s\u0103 nu se roage degeaba, m-a\u015f ruga eu \u015fi degeba, de mi-ar mai fi \u00een fire, de mi-ar fi fost s\u0103-mi fie, cu t\u00e2r\u00e2tul mi se tope\u015fte \u00eent\u00e2i aeru-n g\u00e2t, a\u015f z\u00e2z\u00e2i, m-a\u015f face praf, nu mi-a\u015f recunoa\u015fte r\u00e2ul \u015fi a\u015f r\u00e2de ori a\u015f pl\u00e2nge ori te-a\u015f ruga s\u0103-mi spui ce m-a apucat \u015fi-ai t\u0103cea, asta ar face \u015fi ea \u015fi-ar t\u0103cea o rug\u0103 fie decent\u0103, fie considerabil\u0103, \u015fi-ar r\u0103m\u00e2ne s-o judeci p\u00e2n\u0103-ai judeca-o, de m-a\u015f fi \u00eentrutotul ars, \u015fi-o parte a ei, sati, mi s-ar fi c\u0103\u0163\u0103rat \u00een zvntarea fiin\u0163ei, iart\u0103-mi bombasticismul, e numai \u00een g\u00e2nd, n-am cuvinte, n-am rug\u0103, n-o am nici pe ea, m\u0103 sug s\u0103 explodeze din neunde, cum \u00ee\u0163i anun\u0163am, tot sper\u00e2nd c\u0103 ea \u0163i se va \u00eenf\u0103\u0163i\u015fa judec\u0103\u0163ii mele, adic\u0103 tu m\u0103 judeci \u015fi eu nu sunt \u00een stare, nu-mi sunt, s\u0103 m\u0103 rog de orice, am un g\u00e2nd, ceva, o mai sper, mi-e nici ru\u015fine, c\u0103 tot ar mai fi un semn din ce \u015ftiu \u00eencotro \u00eendreptare, ceva o fi c-o ador de parc\u0103 o t\u00e2r\u0103sc din ce \u00een ce mai peste mine, de nu te-ar izbi din iner\u0163ie, din gelozie, confund\u00e2ndu-mi moartea cu vreo rival\u0103, ce de pre\u0163 m\u0103 cred \u015fi nici rivala, nici moartea, nici femeia aia de numai pe ea \u00eenc\u0103 o iubesc nu m\u0103 abordeaz\u0103, te abordez eu \u015fi nu \u015ftiu cum, n-am maniere, cum bine bagi de seam\u0103, g\u00e2ndul era tot o confuzie, p\u00e2n\u0103 vine s\u0103 se roage de tine pentru mine, nu c\u0103 te rog eu pentru ea, ea mi-e tot icoan\u0103, nu c\u0103 te pun pe tine s\u0103 te rogi pentru mine, \u0163ie, \u00een locul ei, pentru mine, tot \u0163ie, doar \u00ee\u0163i suntem sub ochi de la \u00eenceput, sunt singur, mi-am uitat g\u00e2ndul, mi s-a-nt\u00e2mplat \u00een ultimul timp tot a\u015fa, cu nemiluita, n-am nimic de rugat, probabil i-a\u015f face scandal \u015fi ei dac\u0103 s-ar ruga savitre\u015fte, ca s\u0103 zic a\u015fa, ori tu e\u015fti tot femeie, o maic\u0103 special\u0103, care tot ier\u0163i \u015fi pe cine nu se roag\u0103, din cauze certe, cum ar fi via\u0163a, era s\u0103 zic via\u0163a trecut\u0103, nu pot zice, adev\u0103rat, viitoare, bine nu m\u0103 rog, dar cum r\u0103m\u00e2n?\u00a0<\/strong><\/div>\n
George Anca<\/strong><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

– M-a\u015f ruga \u015fi n-am ast\u00e2mp\u0103r numai pentru un cuv\u00e2nt, pentru un g\u00e2nd, e o femeie-n urm\u0103, m\u0103 tot dau [&hellip<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-6236","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-articole"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6236","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=6236"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/6236\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=6236"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=6236"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=6236"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}