{"id":6338,"date":"2012-06-12T17:24:23","date_gmt":"2012-06-12T17:24:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/?p=6338"},"modified":"2012-06-12T17:48:25","modified_gmt":"2012-06-12T17:48:25","slug":"george-anca-furnici-albe-academia-internationala-%e2%80%9emihai-eminescu%e2%80%9d-bucuresti-2001","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.marianagurza.ro\/blog\/2012\/06\/12\/george-anca-furnici-albe-academia-internationala-%e2%80%9emihai-eminescu%e2%80%9d-bucuresti-2001\/","title":{"rendered":"George Anca – FURNICI ALBE – Academia Interna\u0163ional\u0103 \u201eMihai Eminescu\u201d Bucure\u015fti, 2001"},"content":{"rendered":"

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– S\u0103 fie zece ani de c\u00e2nd \u00eentre sonetul de mesteceni \u015fi izvorul Eminescu…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Func\u0163ionara din Ci\u015fmigiu…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiar adineauri \u00eentre un arbore de furnici albe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Globulele mele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei alt arbore de furnici albe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe zidul cel\u0103lalt.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 la\u015fi s\u0103-\u0163i povestesc?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 n-ai vorbit niciodat\u0103 la mesteceni.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Domnule, nu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei groapa aia cu furnici?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-am udat-o la r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103 bengal\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Trebuie s\u0103 vorbe\u015fti cu cocoana.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 fi vorbit ea cu mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 merge\u0163i \u015fi voi mereu \u00een sensuri contrare?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 m\u0103 fi \u00eentors eu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ziceai c\u0103 \u00eentorcea\u0163i am\u00e2ndoi capetele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-mi amintesc exact, de at\u00e2\u0163ia ani, dar furnicile, da, le-am t\u0103iat un arbore ca s\u0103-l z\u0103resc pe cel\u0103lalt, s-au obr\u0103znicit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce-au f\u0103cut?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cere-i socoteal\u0103 unuia de zece ani.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Avea cinci pe-atunci deja.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Unui bananier \u00een monsoon.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Care e treaba cu bananierul?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu te mai intereseaz\u0103 monsoonul?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Domnule, da.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bananierul na\u015fte banane, mai \u015fi banyan.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De le at\u00e2rn\u0103 r\u0103d\u0103cinile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pot fi \u015fi de furnici albe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aici voiai s-ajungi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O iau \u015fi-n jos, nu \u015ftiu care e a cucoanei, care a mea calea-valea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Urm\u0103resc greu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-ar pl\u0103cea s\u0103 ne ciocnim, juc\u0103m teatru \u015fi la spital, pe nevorbite, venea de la sine, ne ciocnim, vorbeam a\u015fa de amoros, ai fi zis, culc\u0103-te acum, a fost o inunda\u0163ie, nu hemoragia aia, \u00een rezerv\u0103, un monsoon, \u015ftii de de\u015fert, pe sub nori peste pustiu, s\u0103 dau de tine la informa\u0163ii, aveai o sticl\u0103 de Fandant la tine, \u0163i-o d\u0103duse eleve\u0163ianul, \u00ee\u0163i spun c\u0103 pe trei sferturi e de Johanesburg, nu e falimentul t\u0103u, ne desp\u0103r\u0163im iar, \u00ee\u0163i \u015ftiu p\u0103rerea despre mine \u015fi desimea \u00eenalturilor, norii de tot calc\u0103 pe muson-monsoon-bananieri-banyani, mai trecem, am mai trece, stai aici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Ce sonet? A, alb…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2inele leu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ba crinul p\u0103ianjen.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se pleo\u015ftise, crescuser\u0103 r\u0103u c\u00e2inii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei ce erai atunci, domnule?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Domn eram, domnule.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd te duceai, zi c\u0103 erai b\u0103rbat \u015fi c\u00e2nd te \u00eentorceai erai femeie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot eu, \u00een poveste, dar el, ea?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Parc\u0103 vorbea\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Despre cine n-am vorbit, b\u0103rbatul rustaliancei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

(- Prem<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei ji<\/em> \u2013 cite\u015fte gi \u015fi mai pune un t)<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 \u00eennebunise \u00eenv\u0103\u0163\u0103torul din cauza copiilor (unul se \u015fi sinucisese, \u00een film).<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce izvor?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acum treceam \u00een parcul jungl\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu maimu\u0163e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Speriau p\u0103unii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015etiuse de film din ziar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe a doua (pe prima, misterul crimei Anand \u2013 doamna? Nu, a lui, contra lui, nu mai avea cine merge \u00eenaintea ei \u2013 continuat pe a 24-a, sub discursul pre\u015fedintelui de ziua independen\u0163ei, sunt 36 de ani de atunci).<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum ar fi, te \u00eencurcasei pe dou\u0103 c\u0103r\u0103ri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aceea\u015fi, dus-\u00eentors.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2inele leu, tot din film.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Uitasem, da’ acolo face crime.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mu\u015fc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Omoar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2inele?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Leul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2inele \u00eel mu\u015fc\u0103 pe leu ori leul pe c\u00e2ine, ori faci ca tine cu tine dus-\u00eentors?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe dou\u0103 c\u0103r\u0103ri care nu se \u00eent\u00e2lnesc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Hopa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– (Hopa, de moarte bun\u0103, de cancer) Homa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am \u00een\u0163eles chestia \u00een bengali \u2013 mu\u015fc\u0103 textul, nu fi nebun.<\/strong><\/p>\n

puthi-kata oi poka<\/strong><\/p>\n

manu\u015fke jane boka<\/strong><\/p>\n

boi kena se ye cibye khaena<\/strong><\/p>\n

ei laga tor dhoka<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aia m-oi fi-ntors.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu tu mam\u0103, nu tu tat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bine, mam\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Deci te-ai dus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-n sufletul meu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Scrie \u015fi tu adev\u0103rul, \u00ee\u0163i cred.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu cite\u015fti de-acum zece ani.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am avut treab\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe scurt (suspiciunea dureaz\u0103 de tot at\u00e2\u0163ia, \u00een primul parc, f\u0103r\u0103 jungl\u0103 \u2013 mestecenii \u0103ia i-am l\u0103sat cu Dumnezeu, ca \u015fi cercetarea criminalistic\u0103 asupra cancerului, c\u00e2nd \u00eel au \u015fi criminalul \u015fi victima dus-\u00eentors, iar jungla de furnici albe \u00eei \u0163ine vizibili, parc\u0103 au luat foc \u00eempreun\u0103, nori, \u015fi nu vor avea timp s\u0103 ard\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 trosneasc\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103t niciodat\u0103).<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Ce m\u0103riti\u015f?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 cece\u015fti aci \u2013 gandarwa <\/em>(ghirland\u0103 pe ghirland\u0103, rude, poze, invita\u0163ii), la curte (doar cei fugi\u0163i de-acas\u0103, declara\u0163i c\u0103s\u0103tori\u0163i pe timbre furate, deci nec\u0103s\u0103tori\u0163i, \u00een mandir<\/em> (omul nostru \u00een gurdwara<\/em>).<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e, m\u0103, fata \u00een doliu dup\u0103 soru-sa?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se poate, doamn\u0103 Anand.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu te-am ucis eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vrei s\u0103 te m\u0103ri\u0163i cu mine?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Viu, nu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sarcin\u0103-tub, dubl\u0103, mireasa i-a frecat picioarele o or\u0103, moart\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca-n romane.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Roman e \u015fi \u0103sta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E\u015fti prost?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-am s\u0103turat de copaci \u015fi animale jungliere, s-a f\u0103cut noapte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-atunci ce mai nunt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A pupat-o, nu \u0163i-a scris?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– At\u00e2ta-i trebuia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 tu ai pus la cale \u015fi-ai \u015fi pl\u00e2ns.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Doar la ducere \u015fi la \u00eentoarcere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u015fade frumos, femeie m\u0103ritat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se mai m\u0103rit\u0103 \u015fi altele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei moart\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu credea-n rena\u015ftere \u015fi era mai pice dac\u0103 ea era.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Soru-sa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cendoliat\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cremat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu vorbea numai marwadi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen limba asta a rugat-o pe soru-sa s\u0103-i frece picioarele. Murise.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Limba de moarte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Picioarele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Copilul. \u00cenghi\u0163ise veronal.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0103rbatu-s\u0103u a g\u0103sit-o a\u015fa, a venit la crema\u0163iune.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei ea era dintr-o cast\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– El, harijan.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ea moart\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– El, iar v\u0103duv de cast\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Toat\u0103 lumea-i gelozea casa c\u0103 ea i-o \u0163inea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa \u015fi doamna Anand.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Las\u0103 ziarele \u015fi pe to\u0163i ceilal\u0163i, nu-\u0163i pare r\u0103u?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De cine?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De Anand, a, de fata, femeia, nu \u00ee\u0163i aduci aminte pe cineva la fel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tu \u00ee\u0163i aduci uneori aminte de trista \u00eent\u00e2mplare de acum s\u0103 fie zece ani a mor\u0163ii, dar era dup\u0103 na\u015ftere, unei, nicio cumnat\u0103, veri\u015foar\u0103, ceva, de-i pl\u0103cea \u015fi lui dumnezeu…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Teorie, a replicat \u00eensur\u0103\u0163elul, teorie, am replicat, parc\u0103 voi cu na\u015fterea \u00een alt\u0103 via\u0163\u0103, c\u0103 nu ei, c\u0103 sicii tocmai au aruncat c\u0103 ce po\u0163i face-n via\u0163a asta, da, ca la cre\u015ftini-isai, la dumnezeu te duci, definitiv, ce-o fi \u00een\u0163eleg\u00e2nd dac\u0103 nu tot ce nu mai este.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Unde? (\u00een\u0163elesesem mai mult, dup\u0103 voce, c\u0103 doamna Anand, \u00eemi pare c\u0103 el n-a r\u0103spuns niciodat\u0103, pentru mine n-a exista niciodat\u0103, doar cel mult pentru a face posibil\u0103 existen\u0163a amantului, care, nefiind eu, tot nu exist\u0103, \u015fi chiar de-a\u015f fi fost eu nu mi-a\u015f fi r\u0103spuns, dar \u00eens\u0103\u015fi d-na Anand s\u0103rise neb\u0103ut\u0103 \u015fi nesomniferat\u0103, \u015ftii c\u0103 doza de somnifere s-a considerat \u00een al doilea r\u00e2nd, \u00eent\u00e2i specul\u00e2ndu-se pe toat\u0103 linia liniilor minciuna berii, \u00een realitate, dup\u0103 unii vodc\u0103, dup\u0103 al\u0163ii whisky, auzi, tocmai sub discursul, tradus, al pre\u015fedintelui, nu, c\u0103-l f\u0103cuse sandwich, ba tot ziarul era a\u015fa, deci ea se aruncase \u00een unde, nu mai exista nici ea c\u00e2nd am \u00eentrebat eu, probabil \u00een mintea mea de furnic\u0103 alb\u0103, unde s\u0103 m\u0103 oplpo\u015fesc \u00een copacul semen, mi-a spus, ce te ui\u0163i, \u201echowkidarul de noapte pe malul lacului\u201d, \u201epaznicul golfului\u201d 1 iubire pentru patrie \u015fi devo\u0163iune \u00eentru unitatea \u015fi \u00eentregitatea na\u0163ional\u0103, unitatea na\u0163ional\u0103 este deasupra politicilor de partid, 2 munca este \u00eensfin\u0163ire \u2013 motto-ul ei serviciu c\u0103tre societate, 3 umilin\u0163\u0103 \u00een g\u00e2nd, \u00een vorb\u0103, \u00een fapt\u0103 \u015fi toleran\u0163\u0103 fa\u0163\u0103 de punctele de vedere ale altora, 4 aderen\u0163e la adev\u0103r \u015fi curajul de a spune adev\u0103rul, a face orice sacrificiu pentru el, 5 non-violen\u0163\u0103 \u2013 nu numai abjur\u00e2nd violen\u0163a armelor, dar nici r\u0103nind pe nimeni cu vorba, 6 respect pentru toate credin\u0163ele religioase, toate \u0163intind spre dumnezeirea unic\u0103, 7 simplitate, bun\u0103 conduit\u0103 \u015fi spirit de serviabilitate \u00een via\u0163a personal\u0103.) Mai sus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Da…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Scriu, citeam mai sus, de pe atunci, nu numai de tine, mai jos, de-au pus mai sus \u00een mintea mea, cum era s\u0103 calci cu ma\u015fina dup\u0103 o scrisoare, nu-\u0163i mai ajungea nimic, nu-i frumos, pe \u015fleau, pusesei ochii credeam pe mine, da’ de unde, mai sus, mai jos \u2013 nici m\u0103car pe altcineva nu erai geloas\u0103, nici pe tine, pe casta de sus, nicio nebunie, doar conduceai \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 a face politic\u0103, nici amor cu frigiditatea dorin\u0163elor mai multe deodat\u0103, fapt e c\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i z\u0103resc o dulcea\u0163\u0103 \u00een glasul r\u0103spunderii despre ceea ce \u015ftiindu-\u0163i secretul eu nu aveam s-o mai caut din tot teatrul \u0103sta peste de\u015fert, \u015ftii tema, nu de\u015fert, nici nori, ai lungit-o dinadins, furnice\u015fte, nu \u00eendr\u0103znesc deja nimic m\u0103 \u00eentreb cum o s\u0103 \u00eencetez s\u0103-\u0163i ascult, s\u0103-\u0163i las r\u0103suflarea, a\u015fa facem to\u0163i, \u00een auz, ce otrav\u0103 ar putea risipi prin cablu, poate culoarea, poate ora, aranja-or imprimatoarele nu numai ale unei agen\u0163ii, citesc \u015fi amestec, nu te amestec, nu m\u0103 amestec, ne e de bine aproape postum, nu e singurul scris de s-a \u00eentinat prin persoan\u0103, nu a mea, nici contra mea get-beget, dup\u0103 mam\u0103 pe cine era s\u0103 \u00eengrop\u0103m, pardon, eu eram doar curiosul, dincolo de p\u0103cat, m\u0103 apucase inima \u00een mun\u0163i, ba mai t\u00e2rziu, tot \u00een mun\u0163i, \u00een scrisul lor).<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Din \u015fapte frunze ale bananierului o v\u0103d mi\u015fc\u00e2ndu-se numai pe cea dinspre mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le-o fi rupt ciclonul pe celelalte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ui\u0163i c\u0103 \u0103sta a crescut dup\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ilegitimul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E pui, judecata ne va obliga s\u0103-l \u00eentre\u0163inem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E-n curtea de vizavi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei sheikul?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-a p\u0103rut nisip.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Furnic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-a udat creasta, mai vino, chiar dac\u0103 nu bate v\u00e2ntul, nu pot s\u0103ri, c\u0103dea la fel de lin, \u015fi leg\u0103na, n-o lua la nori, crestate, evantai de orgie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai bate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din sarwanga, numai cer.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cel dinspre tine, altceva?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Abia am revenit era s\u0103 zic la via\u0163\u0103, \u015fi tu, stai un pic, am plecat ochii dup\u0103 ce auzisem poarta, numele, scrisori rupte din foaia mea pentru r\u00e2nduri de copii \u015fi p\u0103rin\u0163i, va mai trece o vreme, tot cu drag\u0103, \u00eentrerupt, de la ruj la bindi<\/em>, dup\u0103 Roma, spre Anhadu Bello \u00een Zaria, 20 de ragas <\/em>cum se noteaz\u0103, bietul Anand a murit, bietul Anand a r\u0103mas v\u0103duv, investiga\u0163ia s-a mutat sub ploaie, cum se vede, cum s\u0103 trec pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 frunza de o fiin\u0163\u0103, te-oi fi risipit s\u0103 m\u0103 ispite\u015fti la fel, s\u0103-i gust\u0103m din orgia \u00eeng\u0103lbenit\u0103 de at\u00e2ta umbr\u0103 \u015fi ploaie, ce-om fi \u015fi noi din bananier, pe muson, c\u00e2nd nu ne g\u0103sim prin case, pe c\u0103r\u0103ri, m\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc, de-i reveni, doar toarn\u0103, frunza e altfel \u015fi dec\u00e2t Mallroad, mai frunz\u0103 d\u00e2rd\u00e2ie aia sub trackuri. S-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat cu ani \u00een urm\u0103, vorbeam singur tot cu tine, cu tine credeam, de-aia ne-om fi \u015fi certat pe rug, \u0103la eu, \u0103la eu, dup\u0103-aia am crescut-o pe d-na Anand, pe-atunci ne era egal ce cuno\u015ftin\u0163e facem, p\u00e2n\u0103 au \u00eenceput ploile, a venit ciclonul, \u0103sta era subiectul, ce distan\u0163\u0103 s\u0103 visezi furnici albe \u00een de\u015fert, ce ploaie, ce aiureal\u0103 de scriitur\u0103, ca de obicei, cum cu onoare vei decreta dintre decrete, l-am admirat pe sheik, a\u015fa, mort pe c\u0103mil\u0103, da’ \u015fi cinci duzine de mor\u0163i \u015fi moarte pe sub Dauladhar, \u00een templu, iar ochii pleca\u0163i, nu ai mei, nu ai t\u0103i, c\u00e2nd pl\u00e2ngi cau\u0163i \u00eenaintele, lacrimile s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 locului, eu m-am modernizat, nu pe text, dublu str\u0103in, c\u00e2t Dumnezeu ne rabd\u0103 bananierul, ca pe o jum\u0103tate \u00eenaintea \u00eentregurilor ce ne mai g\u0103sim, m-a\u015f teme s\u0103 nu-mi plec ochii dup\u0103 ce m\u0103 tem c\u0103 nu voi mai avea ce mai apleca, la \u00eent\u00e2mplarea lui, a ei, \u00eel \u00eenso\u0163ea careva, s\u0103 nu se sinucid\u0103, a doua zi ap\u0103rea la examenul pentru promovare, a picat, \u00een sensul ochilor, fusese \u00eenscris \u015fi fusese scris, cred c\u0103 \u015ftiu povestea multora, \u00een afar\u0103 de a noastr\u0103, nu \u015ftiu nicio poveste, \u015fi cu bananierul treac\u0103-mearg\u0103, un moment de sechestrare \u00een natur\u0103, o pl\u0103cere impus\u0103 de singur\u0103tatea la distan\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– La goarn\u0103!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-aud (tu n-auzi, dac\u0103 o aud ce? mai am, de ieri de azi, azi am dublat spa\u0163iul, cred c\u0103 mai sus de cancer, altfel malariez iar \u00een ficat, spre splin\u0103, de auzit ploaie keral\u0103 povestit\u0103 rogeric, un pic s-o ud).<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A trecut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 se aud\u0103 departe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe nem\u00e2ncate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Moto.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-am \u00eenceput-o \u015fi eu, sunt sleit\u0103, n-am timp.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei lucrurile trec greu, iar noi parc\u0103 am refuza din ce \u00een ce s\u0103 mai trecem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00cen lini\u015fte, mai merge.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E \u015fi obscuritate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-au \u00eencurcat norii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– H\u00e2rtia s-a \u00eembuibat \u015fi ea de obscuritate, chiar doamna Anand a cerut o cortin\u0103, mai de aici, nu prin po\u015ft\u0103, prin serviciile de rigoare, de repara\u0163ii, exclusive, sta\u0163ionare, nu m\u0103 bag, obscuritatea h\u00e2rtiei plecase din titluri, cum le-ai t\u0103ia arborii \u015fi crengile furnicilor albe dar le-ai p\u0103r\u0103si \u00een glorie corolele \u015fi r\u0103d\u0103cnile gen banyan de dup\u0103 u\u015fi de gardilop ori valiz\u0103, umbra aia a norilor \u00eemi d\u0103 grab\u0103, m\u0103 d\u0103d\u0103ce\u015fte titular, uituc de preliminarii pe care singure le mai visez.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i se pare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De te-a\u015f auzi \u015fi de-ai rosti ceea ce de fapt ai asculta, ca un citit de litere la lumina din\u0103untru a lum\u00e2n\u0103rii, c\u00e2nd o mai aprinde cineva, altfel o vizibilitate \u00eenc\u0103rcat\u0103, ai nimeri totu\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa-mi vine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De ce m\u0103 uit, m\u0103 \u00eendoiesc cum c\u0103 omul fericit ar fi Buddha r\u00e2z\u00e2nd.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Z\u00e2mbind.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-l \u015ftii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa, nici pe r\u0103posatul din ziar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am luat-o. Altele pe ziua de azi, c\u00e2t c\u0103 nu mai am cum schimba topic, am conferin\u0163\u0103 num\u0103rat\u0103, nor cu nor, de\u015fert cu de\u015fert, nici aplic\u0103rii indice nu-mi auzeam, vorbeam de r\u00e2s \u015fi cuvintele treceau \u015fi mai greu de luminozitate dinspre cear\u0103 de chara<\/em> lihnit de charas.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Charas <\/em><\/strong>\u015ftiu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Restul, eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 fere\u015fte. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Prinde-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Prinde-i-m-a\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Goarna e a p\u00e2inarului, surdule.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fl\u0103m\u00e2nde.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne-ai \u015fi l\u0103sat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-a trecut foamea, alta la r\u00e2nd, povestea asta de-o \u0163in s\u0103 nu-\u015fi rup\u0103 din\u0163ii, nu mai \u015ftiu dac\u0103 vreunul i-ar mai fi de lapte, nici lapte n-am cump\u0103rat, am ame\u0163it \u015fi birul, n-am cuno\u015ftin\u0163\u0103 de zile, \u00eensereaz\u0103 parc\u0103, tot a\u015fa din zori, sau m\u00e2ine chowkidarii <\/em>de la perdeaua l\u0103cuit\u0103 a grevelor de-acum un an, te furnica g<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

bhajanul<\/em><\/strong> c\u00e2te unuia, din microfon \u00een confiden\u0163a musonic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd meena<\/em>?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 la meena<\/em>, toat\u0103 ziua \u015fi-n somn, pe tropic \u00een vreme de muson.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei apoi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fteapt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lady.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sst!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Corul de-adineauri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Meena.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Problem\u0103 veche.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0103r\u0103 probleme.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D\u0103-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ia-m\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O s\u0103-\u0163i fie dor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ritualul orezului, nu iubesc orez, m-o fi iubind \u015fi pe mine cineva, nu te-am m\u00e2ncat nici pe tine, ai trage cu pu\u015fca de-ai avea, de te-a\u015f avea, ce sacrificiu, s\u0103-mi bei s\u00e2ngele, s\u0103 nu-l beau singur, l-am dus la furnicile albe, m\u0103 trage a\u0163a, huhurez.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Meena.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pereche.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 faci s\u0103 scriu mereu peste m\u00e2n\u0103, peste de\u015ferturi, \u00eenapoi, \u00een boia surp\u00e2nd ciment \u015fi patrate de faian\u0163e, nici p\u00e2s.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce-ai mai fi vrut?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i, meena.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– O pur\u0103. <\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Depinde.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bine\u00een\u0163eles.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Faci conversa\u0163ie pe nepus\u0103 meena<\/em>, mi-am cobit \u015fi gata, sf\u00e2r\u015feasc\u0103-se oricum, ce-am eu cu anandele…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta-\u0163i lipsea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Precum dumneatale meena.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 o duci a\u015fa n-o mai duci mult.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ocole\u015fte ceapa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai dat-o pe nun\u0163i \u00een crematoriu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bella figlia dell’amore.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De partea cealalt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-o mai duce-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i place Mrs. Anand.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La ce s\u0103 zic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-ar pl\u0103cea s\u0103 te bea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu voi \u015fti niciodat\u0103 dup\u0103 aia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Meena te-ar aminti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot musonul te-ar continua.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe nevia\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oric\u00e2t, hindule.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se p\u0103c\u0103le\u015fte ea, m\u0103 ferice\u015fte f\u0103r\u0103 tine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Las\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenchide-mi gura azi \u015fi m\u00e2ine, e frumos?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-am adus la r\u0103spuns.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 la meena.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Niciodat\u0103, colivie de drag.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Be\u0163ia acum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa-i zice-acum?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acum nu e acum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Domnu’ c\u00e2ine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Libiano.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o iube\u015fte, n-o iube\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De m-ai \u00eentreba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pofta-n cui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un pariu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu cu mine, mi-l iei, ia-l.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 nu mai pariez nici pe be\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103racu’.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O mie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O \u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dispozi\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A mea?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Copiii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai \u00eencet.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Povestea ta de \u015fapte ori.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Caut\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-e lene.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cui?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe vin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe iarn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mrs. Anand n-a v\u0103zut z\u0103pad\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2r\u0163.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum a\u015fa?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum auzi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 b\u0103nuie\u015fti?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 te-a omor\u00e2t?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acum zece ani?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Spurcate cocoane \u00een\u0163elese de furnici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen b\u0103utur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu ziduri \u00een ele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen de\u015fert ai \u00eencotro.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici ap\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bolnavi s\u0103 v\u0103-mb\u0103ta\u0163i de copii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De mame.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu insinua.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca s\u0103 te doar\u0103 de orfan trebuie s\u0103 ai musta\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe post de m\u0103mic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mi-o mai las.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i st\u0103 bine. N-am nevoie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tu dici che non m’ami.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Beatule.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te v\u0103d.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Elibera\u0163i ringul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Europeniza\u0163i cr\u00e2ngul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Zlab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0103r\u0103gan.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Beat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Revolu\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu cite\u015fte nimeni.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acmu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e\u015fti tu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu sunt eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dumnezeu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103-l v\u0103d \u00eei spun.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am b\u0103ut nicio partid\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nicio scris\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici g\u00e2ndit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe-acolo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce bem?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tutto nel mondo e burla.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Infidelo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei mai ce?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ei \u015fi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te prind, stambule, nu ti team\u0103, unde m-ai trimis, unde.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen fundul inimii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Singur \u0163i-ai c\u0103utat-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-\u0163i mai e tot una.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cochetam cu tine c\u0103 nu m\u0103 deranjeaz\u0103 c\u0103 ai prietene multe, ale tale, n-am partea asta, bag\u0103-\u0163i vreodat\u0103 min\u0163ile \u00een cap, nu te mai \u00eemb\u0103ta \u015fi la b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0163e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De promisa infidelitate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A ta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De teama alei tale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-mi mai arde de nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fr\u00e2nto.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce-a\u015f fi zdrobit partea altora, m-ai inhibat pe toat\u0103 linia, am dat \u00eenapoi \u00eentr-una.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Iar \u00eencepi c\u0103 te-am distrus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei bine mi-ai f\u0103cut, p\u0103cat de judecat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-am suportat-o pe-a ta o via\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bun\u0103 introducere la moarte violent\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pierdut\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Melodramatizeaz\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la ora unu, c\u00e2nd ai de mers \u00eentr-un loc-dou\u0103, diminea\u0163a asta e soare, altfel tot \u0163i-e r\u0103u, schimb\u0103-te pe din\u0103untru, nu v\u0103d de ce, pe singur\u0103tate, te-ai \u00eenjum\u0103t\u0103\u0163i \u00een loc s\u0103 te dublezi, s\u0103 te triplezi, cu casa \u015fi iarna pe galerie de ce nu te \u00eencurci, intri cu h\u00e2r\u0163oagele alandala pe u\u015fa casei, luneci de-a berbeleacul \u015fi vesel pe panta dintre tufele \u00eenz\u0103pezite, un dublu spa\u0163iu, o dubl\u0103 persoan\u0103, oferindu-\u0163i-se, ai u\u015fi adev\u0103rate \u00een jur, auzi wallah-ii, mai intr\u0103 \u015fi asta, namastay sahib, care-\u015fi spal\u0103, kapre-le lui, care din Rosa, care din Banda, tac, maic\u0103 \u2013 tu vezi nume, ori dog Latin, \u00een turban, c\u0103ci homo sapiens ambitionicu, peste m\u00e2n\u0103, peste picior, peste cap, regina bicornis.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Alme sol.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai bine ploua, altfel \u00een loc tr\u0103znesc, la ora asta mosmi-lele, asurzitor, cel cu Peticila, am v\u0103zut-o \u015fi pe ea, s-a bucurat, ao, ao, pe-atunci nu c\u0103dea nici ploaie, nici comer\u0163, nici ochii nu mi-am programat pentru fiin\u0163a ei adev\u0103rat\u0103, o mai fi sl\u0103bit, \u015fi-o mai fi pierdut iar c\u0103\u0163eii, ce-o fi cu B\u0103l\u0163atul \u015fi to\u0163i cavalerii, doar con\u015ftiin\u0163a, n-am alt cuv\u00e2nt, c\u0103-i m\u00e2ng\u00e2iam fruntea, m\u0103 cam ocup, misionar, de frun\u0163i, s-a sf\u00e2r\u015fit \u0163uica, am intrat \u00een atmosfer\u0103, a\u015f oferi-o unu pe unu n-am timp, reci tremur\u0103turi, iar \u00eemi vine \u00een minte Mrs. Anand, nici s\u0103-l lase, nici s\u0103-l ucid\u0103 n-avea motive vizibile, l-a f\u0103cut \u015fi pe el la fel, voi urm\u0103ri-o p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een statui, dac\u0103 e r\u00e2ndul meu, dac\u0103 de\u015fertul \u015fi-a mai liberat \u00eenaltul, cu lume de dou\u0103 ori \u00eencercuit\u0103, \u00een nervii proprii \u015fi metal, urechile, stomacul, furnicile iluzorii m\u0103turate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Diminea\u0163a asta e aproape \u00eensorit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se aude cioara.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Parc\u0103 mosmimarul de-i d\u0103 t\u00e2rcoale Peticilei? Mi-a\u015f ie\u015fi din p\u0103durea de furnici albe, din ziduri, din \u015fifonier, c\u00e2t c\u0103 mai cotrob\u0103i prin sertarele de la oglind\u0103, printre bisturiu, centimetru, anticoloane, clorochine, creioane, schi\u0163e, reviste, \u0163oale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jum\u0103tate r\u00e2zi \u015fi pl\u00e2ngi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acum zece ani, f\u0103r\u0103 ravagiile astea l\u0103untrice.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot alea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-a \u00eensingurat de voi ritualul. Casa acuarel\u0103, iarna foto, pictura neterminat\u0103, spa\u0163iile, m\u0103run\u0163i\u015furile, gr\u0103dina dat\u0103 pe din afar\u0103, ghivecele retrocedate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gagice date naibii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mrs. Anand!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162ipi timp.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 \u0163ip\u0103 timpul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Trompetele p\u00e2inare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– V\u00e2ntul \u00een frunzoaiele bananierului de la Mamata \u015fi-n amalta\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Beatles la Shankar Lal.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai no\u015ftri se gr\u0103t\u0103ruiesc duminic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe odihn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am r\u0103mas \u00een poz\u0103, nu \u015ftiu cine a disp\u0103rut \u00een moara alb\u0103, pe verso s-au ras semn\u0103turi, mai rezist\u0103, ale copiilor, a c\u00e2ta oar\u0103 \u015fi nu pe Valea Kangra, pe cei nero\u015fi, lucrul rosului e al furnicilor \u015fi sunt al lor m\u0103car un timp, de ele depinde dac\u0103 \u015fi al vostru asta voiam s\u0103-\u0163i explic, iar dac\u0103 am sunat la Mrs. Anand, nici dup\u0103, vai, nici dup\u0103 mine, prosti\u0163i-m\u0103 c\u00e2t vre\u0163i, de-aia o fi sunat, s\u0103tul de control, de imposibilitatea lui l\u0103untric\u0103, fumat, furat de-o muzic\u0103 veche vie\u0163ii mele, nu locului, furnicilor decise, te depresai \u015fi tu, \u00eemi pocneai un mister de rico\u015fa, \u00eens\u0103 pas de mai intr\u0103 \u00een dulap, \u00een gura furnicilor, at\u00e2ta mai lipsea s\u0103 fi fost s\u0103 nu mai fi fost, bune tablourile alea f\u0103r\u0103 nimeni, buni copiii separati\u015fti, poate orice vipralambha (ploile-astea descifrez foile de palmier cu auzul), nu te mai declar nici pe tine, ca alt\u0103dat\u0103, secret, te ui\u0163i plictisit\u0103, e joi, de-asta, m\u0103car am avut o luni independent\u0103, n-ai \u00eencredere \u00een lemn, sau \u00een filigranul ca de furnici \u00een c\u00e2te-o vertical\u0103 de santal, lacul de piese rotunde o fi otr\u0103vit, distilerii de otrav\u0103 de-am fi \u015fi tot am avea idee de efecte, de triste\u0163i \u015fi vise arse, totu\u015fi amintite ca pentru o reintrare \u00een zi, pentru care v\u0103 mul\u0163umesc subcon\u015ftient, dintre transmuta\u0163ii posace, neadeverinde, iar\u0103\u015fi trezite \u00een fer\u0103struirea de mi-a declan\u015fat o schi\u0163\u0103 dup\u0103 ani, \u00een care v\u0103 chem, nevr\u00e2ndu-mi, nevr\u00e2ndu-m\u0103, deodat\u0103, Mr. Ananad, nici implor\u00e2nd cine \u015ftie ce repezeal\u0103 (cercet\u0103rile au \u00eempuiat agen\u0163ii de toat\u0103 m\u00e2na), pe plafoanele prea \u00eenalte \u00een compara\u0163ie cu ale \u0163\u0103ranilor, \u015fi a\u015fa mai rezisten\u0163i, furnici de sine, schi\u0163a s-a tip\u0103rit, ce remember faunistic, <\/em>dormi, \u0163i-e doar somn \u015fi grafic\u0103 matinal ame\u0163it\u0103 de mi\u015fcarea mandibulelor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Te intereseaz\u0103? Pun’te bine cu \u0103l r\u0103u, dactilografiaz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai o ma\u015fin\u0103 aici? \u015etiu c\u0103 ai, at\u00e2tea, ca-n orice regim excelen\u0163ios \u2013 \u015fi nevast\u0103-sa, mi-a pl\u0103cut \u2013 a\u015f lucra, dou\u0103 minute, bine, oricine altcineva, nimeni, ezitarea se lunge\u015fte, las\u0103, aj<\/em>, adic\u0103 azi, ne revedea, produc h\u00e2rtie bun\u0103 dup\u0103 cea rea, nu \u015ftiu unde, am aruncat \u00eentr-o doar\u0103 aj<\/em>.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 cel\u0103lalt lucru, foarte bun, l-am destupat seara, am povestit altfel dec\u00e2t acum, ce crezi de bilingualismul meu, religios aici suntem, niciun european, dactilografiez eu…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-ai luat vorba, eu, ai gre\u015fit un e \u00een loc de o, semin\u0163e de flori, multe c-uri, ce-\u0163i pas\u0103, pe k, \u015fi ea, tot \u00een s, de confundasem, excelen\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nicidecum, relaxeaz\u0103-te, un pahar de ap\u0103, furnicile albe, avem miere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poate nimic altceva, miere, trecur\u0103 palmierii, refuz semin\u0163ele, mai greu \u00een zori, n\u0103du\u015feala zilei, a ei, de meserie n\u0103du\u015feal\u0103, comun\u0103, c\u00e2nd vii din alt\u0103 parte s\u0103 te v\u0103icire\u015fti de-o poz\u0103 m\u00e2ncat\u0103 ca de lupi, podul palmelor prea s\u00e2ngeriu, mi-o fi sunat ceasul, n-ai clopo\u0163elul la ma\u015fin\u0103, \u0163i-a s\u0103rit c-ul, \u00een tain\u0103. De ap\u0103, din sticla doamnei Anand, da, pe jum\u0103tate goal\u0103, \u00een jos, at\u00e2t de lin\u0103, numai oche\u015fti \u015fi ai \u00eenvins, c\u0103l\u0103torindu-te prin transparen\u0163\u0103 bl\u00e2nd\u0103, bl\u00e2nd\u0103, supracolor\u0103, \u00eencepem dinspre Arabia p\u00e2n\u0103-n Japonia, citim ca noi, n-o mai iau pe aia, le v\u00e2r \u00een poznar, unde s-or umezi mai cu economie, m\u0103 mai \u00eent\u00e2lneam cu careva, cine-o fi, om fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pierz\u00e2nd a\u015fa, mult\u0103 s\u0103r\u0103cie, pe cine-i z\u0103ri, pe cine-i \u00eent\u00e2lni \u015ftie-l pierdut, pierdutele astea, nu sunt de acord c\u0103 toat\u0103 lumea s\u0103 le g\u0103seasc\u0103, dar tac, s\u0103 nu cumva s\u0103-mi iei nu vorba, nu t\u0103cuta, nimic, e realitatea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-are de a face omul, are, fac o poz\u0103, eu, o variant\u0103, totu\u015fi, vrea, vedem, mi-ai promis \u015fi tu nu \u00eentru ale noastre, \u00een c\u00e2teva zile r\u0103s\u0103desc, a\u015ftept tot timpul, chiar acum \u2013 s\u0103-mi dactilografiez \u015fi n-aveam ma\u015fin\u0103, nici dactilograf, nici nevoie de nimic, dup\u0103 capul meu, pe urm\u0103 ori dinainte profetizez, bazat cinstit pe \/ str\u0103vezime \/ str\u0103vechime, am rezolvat-o vag \u015fi cu m\u00e2ncarea, furnicile albe mi-au dat o lec\u0163ie, cancerul, amorul, dorul, \u00een al doilea r\u00e2nd, \u015fi eu lor, ai trecut a doua oar\u0103 de jum\u0103tate, \u015fi nu f\u0103cea un ban, cum ne risipim vremea, de producem un templu, cum \u00eel mai reproduceai, am luat cuno\u015ftin\u0163\u0103, nu mi-e clar de Dumnezeu, mai ales negatorii-l confirm\u0103 \u00eempreun\u0103 dup\u0103 cum, neav\u00e2nd ce face, o divinizasei pe ea \u00een sec\u0163iunea de mijloc, la egal\u0103 distan\u0163\u0103 dreapta st\u00e2nga, st\u00e2nga-dreapta, de unde cite\u015fti, cealalt\u0103 etichet\u0103 sorry, r\u0103m\u00e2n cu ea la uscat, surs\u0103 de sare, evolu\u0103m analog, mo\u015fi str\u0103mo\u015fi, n-am curaj s\u0103 mai corectez.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Ai v\u0103zut c\u0103 am num\u0103rat iar mestecenii, erai \u00een dreptul izvorului, \u00eel ascultai, de la st\u00e2nga la dreapta, dinainte \u00eenapoi, \u00een cerc, ca zidul izvorului, trecusei apa, suntem la zece pa\u015fi, aveai zece ani, nu-mi amintesc respira\u0163ia, nu mi-am pus problema respira\u0163iei, sunt \u00eenfundat, a respira\u0163iei tale, lacu-n st\u00e2nga mea, tu-n dreapta, eu \u00een dreapta ta, ne \u00eent\u00e2lnim \u00een sensuri opuse, m\u0103 duc de unde vii, te duci de unde vin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 duc tot at\u00e2t de aproape ca \u015fi tine, vom ajunge \u00een acela\u015fi timp, \u00eencetineala asta dintre noi nici nu se va observa ca \u00eent\u00e2rziere, poate, \u015fi am \u015fi \u00eenceput, fiecare, s\u0103 plec\u0103m mai devreme de acas\u0103, \u015fi n-a fost at\u00e2ta amar de vreme,\u00a0 de \u00eencruci\u015f\u0103ri \u00een acela\u015fi punct dintre mesteac\u0103n \u015fi izvoare, po\u0163i desena o cas\u0103 \u00een jurul acelui aer, la ce l-au mai respirat de azi pe m\u00e2ine, po\u0163i l\u0103sa z\u0103pada s\u0103-l \u00eembrace, po\u0163i t\u00e2r\u00ee scoar\u0163ele arborilor luminat de furnici, coper\u0163ile din bibliotecile \u00een aer liber.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 unul ar \u00eent\u00e2rzia, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc \u015fi-n ceasul lui, al ei, \u00een clipe, plec mereu, c\u00e2r\u00e2i, cear\u0103, charas, carra, m\u0103 \u00een\u0163eleg \u015fi cu cine te-ai mira, alerg la cap\u0103tul lumii, o istorie lung\u0103, un fiu risipitor, f\u0103r\u0103 nici nume, poate-l reg\u0103sesc, s\u0103 ne \u00eent\u00e2lnim, s\u0103 nu \u00eent\u00e2rziem spre a nu ne pierde slujbele, a\u015fa dis-de-diminea\u0163\u0103 \u00eentr-acolo ne-om fi duc\u00e2nd, care-or fi riturile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-ai mai fost pe la sf\u00e2ntul pierdut \u00eentre mai mult sfin\u0163ii dec\u00e2t viii mesteceni ai t\u0103i?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– U\u015for de zis, te-a\u015f min\u0163i, \u0163i-a\u015f spune adev\u0103rul, nu rostesc nici una, nici alta, din neintroducere, m\u0103 obosesc drumul din partea cealalt\u0103 a aceleia\u015fi incinte, m\u0103car tu nu e\u015fti o fantom\u0103, te v\u0103d dintotdeauna dinspre izvor, la aceea\u015fi or\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-ai pierdut timpul \u015fi m-ai putut confunda, n-aveai dec\u00e2t s\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2rzii, sufeream \u00een mine cum \u015fi tac, ce \u015ftie cineva, sperasem s\u0103 treci de introducere, s\u0103 treci ori nu \u015fi de mine dar s\u0103 nu aflu vreodat\u0103 c\u0103 l-ai aflat, nenum\u0103r\u00e2ndu-l pe lumea asta, c\u00e2t c\u0103 nu-l pierdusem eu \u015fi nu-l \u015ftiusem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Micile \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103ri \u00een necunoscut ale sale ne-ar fi derutat \u015fi-am fi pornit cu trenul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot sens contra sens, altfel ni le aveam pe-ale noastre, nu p\u0103ream f\u0103cu\u0163i de \u00eent\u00e2lnire.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De ce n-ar fi fost toate \u00eentortocherile de o vreme sor\u0103, povestibile, ca a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai gramatical, arre-baba<\/em>, de-am nimerit-o, c\u00e2nd dactilografiai traducerea introducerii la zero.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenghe\u0163i izvorul de merg eu spre el te-oi \u00eentoarce pe \u00eenserate, pe c\u00e2nd ne-am tot risipit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei c\u00e2nd nu vom mai fi m\u0103r\u015f\u0103luind \u00een toat\u0103 pacea necuno\u015ftin\u0163ei \u015fi vederii t\u0103cute, ce-ai zice…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-o soart\u0103 pecetluit\u0103 \u00een umezeli de insule \u015fi mesteceni de furnici c\u00e2nd locurile dinspre care veneam se vor fi amestecat \u00een amintire.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Amintire de nimic, ai l\u0103sat calea \u00een c\u00e2\u0163iva ani, o la\u015fi mereu, f\u0103-ne s\u0103 ne d\u0103m seama de ce-am auzit, m\u0103car despre doamna Anand, mai seam\u0103n\u0103 cum o \u015ftiai, dup\u0103 ce i-a murit mama \u015fi cine a mai murit a mai trecut pe aici, fii mai dr\u0103gu\u0163 cu cine nu te cunoa\u015fte \u015fi nu cuno\u015fti, poate mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne timp vreodat\u0103 \u00eentre izvoare \u015fi mesteac\u0103n.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u00cen camera de aici doarme o doamn\u0103, intr\u0103, domnule, al\u0103turi, eu r\u0103m\u00e2n \u00een antreu \u015fi s\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103 vorbesc \u00een somn.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu m-am certat cu familia, m-a alungat tat\u0103l, l-am p\u0103r\u0103sit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu ce-a\u0163i \u00eenceput, neru\u015fina\u0163ilor, tu nu vezi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 n-o treze\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Copii, orice, nenoroci\u0163ilor, sta\u0163i la un loc \u015fi tu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cine?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-l vezi c\u0103 vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 pocneasc\u0103, ce-s prost?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu te pocnesc, omule.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-i vezi sabia, uite-o aici e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Unde mi-ai zis s\u0103 intru eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aici, potoli\u0163i-v\u0103, nu se mai poate, v\u0103 dau pe m\u00e2na c\u0103pitanului, strica\u0163ilor la cap!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E de v\u00e2nzare casa?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce s\u0103 mai vinzi cu orgia asta, ne \u00eenec\u0103m \u00eenainte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne plimb\u0103m prin cas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sus, dezbr\u0103ca\u0163i, acoperi\u0163i-v\u0103, m-auzi\u0163i voi?!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Las\u0103-i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu le e ru\u015fine. Sabia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce, sunt orb, uite-o, n-o vezi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De sticl\u0103 invizibil\u0103, n-o lua, ce-ai de g\u00e2nd? N-o s\u0103 locuiesc \u00een camera goal\u0103, trecut prin sabia goal\u0103, acolo vreau s\u0103 scriu \u00een transparen\u0163a ghe\u0163ii \u00een care ne-am \u00eempotmolit, r\u0103t\u0103cind drumurile odat\u0103 prea calde, de crematoriu, nu \u015ftii, n-am nici cum s\u0103-\u0163i spun, vezi doar sabia \u015fi orgia copiilor, zici de camera cu doamna, mai pu\u0163in transparent\u0103, doamn\u0103, sunt \u00een u\u015f\u0103, \u00een picioare, m\u0103 po\u0163i vedea, nu sunt sabie, vaporul e acela\u015fi, i-a fost tat\u0103l t\u0103u c\u0103pitan, casa tot a voastr\u0103, o relicv\u0103, ce-ai adormit \u00een ea, ce supersti\u0163ie, m-am coco\u015fat, \u0103sta e nebun, gazda tradi\u0163ional\u0103, invent\u0103 s\u0103bii \u015fi orgii, te-a\u015f s\u0103ruta, prea adormit\u0103 s\u0103 realizezi ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103, nu \u0163i-a\u015f mai da pozi\u0163ia \u00een care vom sta probabil pentru totdeauna, \u00ee\u0163i voi p\u0103tui s\u0103rutul ca-ntr-o doar\u0103, ca pe fug\u0103, \u00een tren, \u00een avion, nu \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103, chiar \u00een cas\u0103, o transparen\u0163\u0103 mai opac\u0103, eu m-am \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at cu ea, \u00een umbra caselor ce m-au s\u0103l\u0103\u015fluit prin jungle, sunt doar cel ce trebuia s\u0103 doarm\u0103 \u00een a doua camer\u0103, oricum \u0163i-a\u015f fi fost introdus, prezentat, de gazd\u0103, paznic ori ce-o fi, m\u0103 tem de el, m\u0103 tem \u015fi pentru tine, acuza ne va umili ne\u00eent\u00e2lni\u0163i, \u00eempreun\u0103 poate-l dezarm\u0103m \u015fi n-are cum fi nici urgie, oric\u00e2t ne-am s\u0103ruta, ne-am \u00eemperechea, de frig, \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103, asta e, acolo am ajuns, nu te \u015fantajez, de-aia mai bine \u00eencep s\u0103 v\u0103d sabia \u015fi orgia copiilor, mi-e dor s\u0103 te cunosc, tocmai acum, ultim, toate femeile le-am confundat cu moartea, nu mai avem timp de confuzii, atunci de ce stai \u00een picioare, ai \u015fi o fotografie al\u0103turi tot \u00een picioare, nu-s nici eu de ghea\u0163\u0103 \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103 de nu-i cunoa\u015ftem pozi\u0163ia, ne bucur\u0103m de z\u0103pad\u0103, ne \u00eenvecin\u0103m casa cu ea, am jucat o c\u0103l\u0103torie prea lung\u0103, despre cum auzisem c-a fost \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103, au cunp\u0103rat-o, au mo\u015ftenit-o ai t\u0103i \u00eei e\u015fti st\u0103p\u00e2n\u0103, am fost angajat \u015fi eu \u00een casa asta, \u00een port, pentru condi\u0163ii normate, acum se schimb\u0103 lucrurile, nu mai suntem singuri, nici nu te la\u015fi s\u0103rutat\u0103, gazda asta, speriat\u0103 de orgie, nu se va l\u0103sa de sabie, de ne vom mai trezi vreodat\u0103 nici nu ne vom mai aminti, \u00eemi po\u0163i r\u0103spunde c\u0103 nu-mi r\u0103spunzi fiind moart\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103rutul, orgia \u00eenc\u0103 se \u0163in, piesa o \u015ftie \u015fi gazda \u00eembr\u00e2ncindu-se de form\u0103 \u00een sabia de ghe\u0163\u0103 m\u0103 va \u00eenjunghia a\u015fa c\u0103 ai sufletul \u015fi deschide.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu e adev\u0103rat, fric\u0103 nu mi-e de cas\u0103 \u015fi de sabia din halucina\u0163ia paznicului, n-am febr\u0103, nu-i ce crezi \u015fi tu \u015fi eu, am avut ceva serios s\u0103-\u0163i \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u015fesc, la ce-a\u015f face-o acum, departe de \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103ri, \u00eenapoia transparen\u0163elor reale, prea pa\u015fnice, prea alunecoase, irealizabile, cu greu ne-am putea mi\u015fca, \u015fi s\u0103ruta, dar s\u0103 ne s\u0103rut\u0103m, f\u0103r\u0103 a ne vedea, am \u00eenghi\u0163it o furnic\u0103 la plecare, s-o mai fi \u015ftiind, am \u0163inut-o-n buze pentru tine, le va \u00een\u0163epa pe ale tale, asta o fi sabia chowkidar-ului, \u00ee\u0163i vorbesc cu ochii \u00eenchi\u015fi, lumina e parc\u0103 nesf\u00e2r\u015fit\u0103, e\u015fti o femeie curajoas\u0103 s\u0103 nu te s\u0103ru\u0163i \u00een r\u0103t\u0103cirea asta de tot, n-am a m\u0103 umili, nici a-\u0163i \u0163ine de ur\u00e2t, \u00een singur\u0103tate, \u00een culoarea \u00eenc\u0103perii tale nu mai e nimic de f\u0103cut, vaporul s-a oprit, nici \u00een toat\u0103 casa, capriciul familial \u00eel vom schimba nu pe o halucina\u0163ie, pe exact lectura asta, te citesc femeie curajoas\u0103, am subliniat cu sabia, cu furnica, paznicul s-a potolit, i-am preluat eu vederea la salvare, mi-am terminat \u0163ig\u0103rile, mi-au fost furate \u00eenaintea naufragiului \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103, poate oferi \u0163ig\u0103ri, poate ai furat mai cur\u00e2nd dec\u00e2t mine, femeile fuma\u0163i mai rar, fura-te-voi, \u0103sta tot s\u0103rut ar fi, a\u015fa fumat, c\u0103 nu-\u0163i \u015ftiu limba, \u00een picioare suntem am\u00e2ndoi, \u00eenghe\u0163a\u0163i, vor \u00eencepe v\u00e2nturile s\u0103 acopere casa, vaporul nu mai are haz, s-a \u00een\u0163epenit, nu-s om de cas\u0103, n-am alt\u0103 ie\u015fire, m\u0103 supun inten\u0163iilor tale, una, nici una te c\u00e2nt etern s\u0103-mi auzi vederea ta, dincolo de transparen\u0163a intr\u0103rii \u00een camer\u0103 unde doarme o doamn\u0103 \u015fi eu am soarta s\u0103 te trezesc, fie c\u0103 am sf\u00e2r\u015fi-o, c\u0103 te-ai r\u0103zbuna anihil\u00e2ndu-mi ultima credin\u0163\u0103, am \u2013 n-am Dumnezeu m\u0103 \u00eenchin \u0163ie, asta era, n-o lua dup\u0103 mod\u0103, mai exist\u0103m o clip\u0103, orice g\u00e2nd e al ghe\u0163ii, cre\u015fte mereu, parc\u0103 dintotdeauna, le-am crezut vise ghe\u0163urile, le-am visat, le-am \u00eenghe\u0163at, acum nu le cred, le s\u0103rut\u0103m, nici de s\u0103rutat nu-mi \u00eenchipuiam, de tain\u0103, de viciu, cald, \u00eenfierb\u00e2nt\u0103tor, poate nu suntem at\u00e2t de reci s\u0103 nu ne mai putem s\u0103ruta \u015fi precis stai \u00een picioare, de-a\u015f \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015fa jum\u0103tate de cas\u0103 eu a\u015f fi jum\u0103tatea cealalt\u0103 \u015fi ghe\u0163urilor tot nu le-ar p\u0103sa, serios vreau s\u0103 te s\u0103rut, e mai mult de c\u00e2nd st\u0103m a\u015fa dec\u00e2t vremea tuturor du-te-vino-urilor din sensuri contrare de pe uscat \u015fi ap\u0103, nici nu a venit de bun\u0103 voie, mai degrab\u0103 tu, mie asta mi-e slujba, trecusem prin friguri din zonele calde, renun\u0163asem la tot, vedeam \u015fi eu s\u0103bii, nu \u015fi orgii, am avut noroc s\u0103 fiu angajat s\u0103 te \u00eenso\u0163esc cu casa pe vapor, m-am oprit din ghinion \u00een ghe\u0163uri f\u0103r\u0103 izvor \u015fi p\u0103dure, n-am luat banii, nu te s\u0103rut din partea ta, nu te iubesc, n-am niciun foc la mine, chiar de mai \u00eemi r\u0103m\u00e2neau \u0163ig\u0103ri, nu-mi mai e de nici unele, \u00een\u0163elegeri, te bate g\u00e2ndul iubirii, nu de mine, nici de tine, nici de cas\u0103, nici \u00een cas\u0103, spulbera-se-va \u00een s\u0103rutul \u0103la vederea de s\u0103bii \u015fi orgii, n-am curaj, ca \u015fi tine, s\u0103 deschid ochii, ca \u015fi tine n-am curaj, n-am cum n-ai nici tu, vorbesc pe limba mea, iar povestea s\u0103biei nu \u0163i s-ar revela, are dreptate paznicul, lucrurile casei prefigurau \u015fi ele prin acte, \u00eens\u0103, nepriindu-le ghea\u0163a, \u00eencearc\u0103 un s\u0103rut de ele p\u0103c\u0103tuindu-ne \u015fi pe noi, fumeg\u0103tori \u00eentr-un capitol de at\u00e2ta prost gust, mai bine ne ata\u015f\u0103m organicilor, rece, safic, m\u0103 po\u0163i omor\u00ee \u015fi nu te judec de-acum, cum nu m-ai v\u0103zut vreodat\u0103, pentru c\u0103 te-am s\u0103rutat ori pentru c\u0103 nu te-am s\u0103rutat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– E nebun.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A intrat demult, i s-a spus c\u0103-n camera al\u0103turat\u0103 doarme o doamn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cine i-a spus?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O iube\u015fti?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne-am c\u0103s\u0103torit \u015fi am scos-o de acolo, am locuit \u00een casa b\u0103tr\u00e2neasc\u0103, iar mai apoi am avut pl\u0103cerea s\u0103 ne mut\u0103m \u00een alt\u0103 parte, ne-am \u00eembarcat \u015fi casa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Iar el?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd am oprit de tot \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103, a venit cu actele de angajare, nu \u015ftiam c\u0103 voi mai r\u0103zbi, \u00eel pl\u0103tisem pe el s-o \u00eenso\u0163easc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-am venit \u015fi eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Adev\u0103rat\u0103 orgie, m\u0103 irit\u0103 sabia aia a ta, din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cenu\u015f\u0103 \u00een ghea\u0163a asta, o am de la p\u0103rin\u0163i, m\u0103 credeam o virgin\u0103 de fier p\u00e2n\u0103 a intrat angajatul t\u0103u \u015fi mi-a \u00eengropat furnica.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Furnica noastr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tu i-ai \u00eencredin\u0163at-o?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu era domestic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Uneori a\u015fa p\u0103rea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De c\u00e2te ori ai omor\u00e2t-o?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu alt s\u0103rut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-am dat dup\u0103 ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O aveai de la mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-a r\u0103zbit frigul, pe tine nu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Era obsesia aia cu s\u0103rutul vedere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca totdeauna.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-e r\u0103u de tot?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei eu a\u015f vrea s\u0103 te s\u0103rut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De ce m\u0103 s\u0103ru\u0163i?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u0163i-a spus?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un delir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Era speriat de ghe\u0163uri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Contagiune. \u015ei totu\u015fi z\u0103pezile alea nu erau de aruncat, evoluam destui \u00een ani, noi ne s\u0103rutam, ei cu sabia \u015fi urgia, bine, s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat, s\u0103 vad\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 te vad\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103rutul \u00eel obseda nu \u00een ce m\u0103 prive\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te acompania.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu ne mai mi\u015fcam.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca \u00eentre noi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De c\u00e2nd \u00een ghe\u0163uri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am mai trecut puterea tinere\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-e mai pu\u0163in r\u0103u?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cei vom \u00eenghe\u0163a pe to\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103rutul \u0103la pic\u0103 altfel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-avea altceva.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta-i mai r\u0103m\u0103sese.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0V-a\u0163i tocmit?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-e ca atunci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A m\u0103 s\u0103ruta?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Delirul s-a lini\u015ftit, trosnetele min\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu ecou \u00een camera cealalt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenghea\u0163\u0103 \u015fi sunetele, vorbim ce-am g\u00e2ndit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La plecare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen pridvor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2t am plutit m\u0103 temeam s\u0103 nu m\u0103 apuce durerile facerii, c\u00e2t am plutit ascult\u00e2ndu-i t\u00e2nga, \u00eenghe\u0163a\u0163i, ce te-oi fi \u00eensurat cu mine fie c\u0103 m-ai \u015fi iubit, \u0163i-ai pierdut slujba, nu m\u0103 mai acompaniezi, e\u015fti al meu, eu sunt a nim\u0103nui, a\u015fa mi-o fi fost dat mie, dar \u0163ie, te-ai vrut bun, din cauza am\u00e2ndurora a luat-o vaporul razna, cu casa \u015fi cu noi, \u00een ghe\u0163uri ve\u015fnic st\u0103t\u0103toare, trebuia s\u0103 ajungem undeva, s\u0103 zici c\u0103 e nebun, eu am zis, tu l-ai trimis tocmai pe cine, \u00een c\u00e2te min\u0163i, nu el, nu tu, dac\u0103 \u015fi el e ca \u015fi cum n-am fi \u00eenghe\u0163at?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u015ei doctorul \u0103la de s-a c\u0103s\u0103torit cu pacienta lui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei \u0103st\u0103lalt, mestec\u0103nosul de nu tr\u0103ie\u015fte de team\u0103 s\u0103 nu-i fac\u0103 pe al\u0163ii s\u0103 moar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Albi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Z\u0103pezi \u015fi ghe\u0163uri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La izolare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai ai idee?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ghea\u0163a e ghea\u0163\u0103, nu e?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E tot.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei mai ce?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenghe\u0163at nu-\u0163i mai e frig.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nicio \u015fans\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nicio mi\u015fcare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Glume\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E o idee.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i va fi frig.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tocmai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am intrat ca la mine acas\u0103, suntem to\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2rma singur\u0103 nu ne-aducea aici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u015ftiu unde \u015fi cine ne-a adus, poate tu, poate un magnet alb, o furnic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lini\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-auzi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu imagina\u0163ia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Melodramatizezi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vorbim.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E bocn\u0103 \u015fi vorbitul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce vesel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O experien\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce nu se va mai cunoa\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A fost s\u0103 nu fie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-a fost s\u0103 fie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sticla aia prea transparent\u0103, ai b\u0103ut din ea?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Goal\u0103 am pomenit-o \u015fi totu\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De s-ar fi spart.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se sup\u0103ra doamna ca pentru un copil.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le sp\u0103rgeam familia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa le-am \u00eenghe\u0163at-o \u015fi sticla aia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-ar mai \u00eenc\u0103lzi sufletul, de s-ar mai vedea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Transparen\u0163\u0103 total\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Reflexe totale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0163i propunea ea numai atinge-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Goal\u0103, goal\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei sticla \u015fi doamna.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ea se s\u0103ruta pe via\u0163\u0103 \u015fi pe moarte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cine n-o s\u0103ruta murea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai departe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot doctorul \u0103la de s-a c\u0103s\u0103torit cu schizofrenica pe care o trata pe drum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fusese pl\u0103tit ca \u00eenso\u0163itor printr-o asocia\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sticla \u00eei e emblema.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am mai b\u0103ut din alta la fel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ghea\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 ne \u00eentoarcem la cele \u00eent\u00e2mplate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E t\u00e2rziu, f\u0103r\u0103 \u00eentoarcere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai poate fi salvat ceva, cineva?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca fosil\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 punem furnica \u00een sticla asocia\u0163iei, prin vreun noroc, vreo topire \u015fi-o rec\u0103p\u0103ta-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Furnica e a noastr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Noi ai furnicii, dac\u0103 o fi roz\u00e2nd ghea\u0163\u0103, m\u0103car de-o fi cunoscut-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu ochii \u00eenchi\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei ea?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 n-afle nimeni nici de noi, mai bine, de-am tr\u0103it, de-am c\u0103l\u0103torit, de-am vrut s\u0103 facem bine lumea, de-am murit \u00eent\u00e2rziind \u00een con\u015ftiin\u0163a c\u0103 e bine s\u0103 tr\u0103ie\u015fti, cum ni se \u00eent\u00e2mplase \u00eenainte, sub jur\u0103m\u00e2nt, pentru al\u0163ii nemaip\u0103str\u00e2ndu-ni-l \u015fi-n sufletul nostru \u00een de noi, aproape ne-am l\u0103comit s\u0103 murim \u00eenghe\u0163a\u0163i \u00een neunde \u00eenc\u0103rc\u00e2nd prea mult\u0103 nebunie pe vapor, casa, sticla, furnica, dumneata.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– L-a n\u0103scut de ghea\u0163\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Era fals.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De c\u00e2t?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Zero.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Via?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sole.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Rug\u0103mu-ne pentru ce, cui, nu se mai poate face nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A c\u0103l\u0103torit pe unde avea de rugat \u015fi viceversa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu se ruga deloc, \u00eenghe\u0163ase \u015fi ea, asta era noutatea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum n-au \u00eenghe\u0163at benzile cu vocile noastre.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Au fost \u00eenregistrate \u00eenainte \u015fi neluate la bord, acum nu se mai \u00eenregistreaz\u0103 nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oare \u00eendeletnicirile noastre de mas\u0103 n-au sens?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Benzile morbidizeaz\u0103 lumea, proabil, fie \u015fi-n prelucr\u0103ri moderne.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Noi n-am fost dar moderni, de-aia om fi p\u0103\u0163it-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se discuta, exista o derut\u0103 de la cap la cap.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 la picioarele ghe\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gre\u015felile de adaptare nu s-au prev\u0103zut \u00eentocmai, chestiunea s\u0103rutului din casa trimis\u0103 sub auspiciile sticlei celei mai transparente, film\u0103rile orgiace, sabia, s\u0103rutul s-au dovedit mai pu\u0163in melodramatice dec\u00e2t ne a\u015fteptam c\u00e2nd scenarizasem c\u0103l\u0103toria.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A fost c\u0103l\u0103torie, la revedere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vedere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen ce sens?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Al s\u0103rutului prea plin de imprevizibilitate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-s implica\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dar ne aflam \u00eentr-un loc. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot aia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Imoralitatea nu e a s\u0103rutului, a eroilor de revedere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vedere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-i revedere, cum bine a\u0163i spus, cui \u00eei trecea prin cap c\u0103 o s\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u015feasc\u0103 \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103, poate scienti\u015ftilor origina\u0163i, de altfel, \u00een loc n-au v\u0103zut nimic, au rev\u0103zut tot, s-a plecat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Preaplecat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vede\u0163i deci c\u0103 aici nu e literatur\u0103, povestea unui s\u0103rut de dup\u0103 m\u0103ri \u015fi \u00een neunde.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De unde \u00een ghea\u0163a ireversibil\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 to\u0163i eram nebuni \u015fi n-aveam de unde mai \u00eennebuni, alt\u0103 anarhie, nu ne puteam vinde unii pe al\u0163ii, c\u0103 nici contagia, deh, putem s\u0103 reg\u00e2ndim chestiunea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Regre\u0163i ceea ce nu mai \u015ftii, \u0163i-e groaz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mi-am pus problema.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ai inima s\u0103 te \u00eenfrico\u015fezi, bucur\u0103-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta da.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce zici, te bucuri, strigi c\u0103 te bucuri, nu c\u0103 ai \u00eenghe\u0163at, c\u0103 niciodat\u0103 nu vei arde, nu vei mai pune la cale revederile?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cui nu-i e tot una, ne-o fi ajuns vreun blestem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-am fi fost oameni, blestem de altceva.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-am fi fost furnici \u00een aceea\u015fi lume.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i sunt clare furnicile?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ele fiin\u0163e, noi ghea\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Una e \u015fi ea ghea\u0163a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot n-o putem feri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 fi v\u0103zut dinainte cum ne-am eternizat \u00een nev\u0103zut \u00eenc\u0103 n-a\u015f fi dat \u00eenapoi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce \u0163i-a scris.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-avem sor\u0163i, doar scrisul din b\u0103nuial\u0103, din fric\u0103, din mil\u0103, de furnici, am c\u0103l\u0103torit \u00een rosul uneiea, alteia, p\u00e2n\u0103 la o adic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-a\u015fa nu mi se mi\u015fca limba prea vorb\u0103re\u0163, a\u015fa cum \u015ftiu c\u0103 a\u015f face un raport de ghea\u0163\u0103 nu mai gr\u0103itor dec\u00e2t sticla aia ne-a alunecat \u015fi vr\u0103ji\u0163i de ea nu mai \u015ftiu ordinea gre\u015felilor, nici nu se ap\u0103ra nimeni de iminen\u0163a lor, chiar \u00eenainte de a ne r\u0103t\u0103ci \u015fi \u00eenghe\u0163a ce ne p\u0103sa, ne l\u0103sam copiii rudelor, ai no\u015ftri neexist\u00e2nd, nu-\u015fi \u00eenchipuie nimeni c\u0103 vom fi \u00een stare s\u0103 ne pierdem urma.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Religia. – Catolic\u0103. – Rasa. – Alb\u0103. Vizite anterioare. – Nici una. – Scopul. – \u00censo\u0163irea \u00eenso\u0163itorului doamnei din camera din st\u00e2nga. – Sexul. – Jum\u0103tate-jum\u0103tate, c\u00e2nd unul, c\u00e2nd alta. – Bunuri. – Munca de orice \u00eencadrare, origine joas\u0103. – Limbi. – Nu vorbesc. – Refuzuri. – Nu. – Partidul. -F\u0103r\u0103.\u00a0 – Sus\u0163in\u0103tor. – Vezi de scop. – M\u00e2ncare. – Auto. – Studii. – Primare. – Alte c\u0103l\u0103torii. -Toate. – Ocupa\u0163ia. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103ratul. – Starea civil\u0103. – Poli. – Venituri. – Cornoase. – Membri. – Larve-livr\u0103ri. – Particip\u0103ri. – Externe. – Tragedii. – Nu. – Filme. – Cu elefan\u0163i. – Erori. – Elefantiazis. – Preferin\u0163e. – Morbiditatea. – Evenimente. – Cancer. – Temperatura. – \u00cenalt\u0103. – Misiunea. – \u00censo\u0163itoare. – Credin\u0163a. – Vede\u0163i la religie \u015fi la \u00eenc\u0103 una-dou\u0103 rubrici de dinainte \u015fi dup\u0103, dac\u0103 spa\u0163iul, bun\u0103-cuviin\u0163a \u015fi generozitatea dumneavoastr\u0103 mi-ar permite a\u015f termina \u00eenainte de termen, o anume, da, alte observa\u0163ii, am\u0103nunte, ceva special, a\u015f gr\u0103bi, nu mai avem mult, inutilitatea, acum, a formelor de pretutindeni \u00een ce prive\u015fte vasta-ne colonialitate, \u015fti\u0163i, nu tr\u0103im singure, ca femeile, de felul lor normal, scuz\u0103m excep\u0163iile, cum m\u0103 aflu \u015fi eu singur\u0103, aruncat\u0103 \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103, dintr-o alt\u0103 \u0163ipenie, folosesc limbajul scrierii de fa\u0163\u0103, a\u015f descoperi \u00eentreb\u0103rile cu un r\u0103spuns ne\u00eentrebat, a\u015f medita, cum pot, la ce aud, ce v\u0103d, nimic, nimic, ghea\u0163a, ghea\u0163a, nu e o situa\u0163ie pentru o fiin\u0163\u0103 de genul meu nevoit\u0103 \u00eencoace, acum scoas\u0103 vinovat\u0103 pentru naufragiu, pe diferite specula\u0163ii, doar n-am f\u0103cut niciun r\u0103u, cunoa\u015fte\u0163i c\u0103 nu fiecare e un r\u0103uf\u0103c\u0103or, dimpotriv\u0103, mai fiecare e (\u015fi) un binef\u0103c\u0103tor, or eu \u015fi acum, ca to\u0163i, nu pot face nici bine, nici r\u0103u, sunt singur\u0103 ocup\u00e2ndu-se cu completarea, \u00een gol, a chestionarului, ceilal\u0163i pun\u00e2nd la cale clovnerii \u00eentru salvare, imposibil\u0103 \u015fi nedorit\u0103, c\u00e2\u0163iva absorbindu-se \u00een amintiri, al\u0163ii \u00een dogme nici uitate, nici \u015ftiute vreodat\u0103, nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 cronica altora, nici nu vreau s\u0103 cred c\u0103 i-a n\u0103pustit hazardul la um\u0103r cu mine, chiar dac\u0103 nimeni n-ar mai avea ocupa\u0163ia asta, care m\u0103 conduce armonios, \u00een finalul finalurilor, a nu se vedea c\u0103 eram mai aparte ori c\u0103 mi se p\u0103ruse demn\u0103 de \u015ftiut, la disperare, pieirea noastr\u0103 unde nici de pierit nu s-o mai fi pierit \u2013 eu nu absolutizez un context, o geografie, p\u0103stez discre\u0163ie \u00een scrisul ce se poate cu u\u015furin\u0163\u0103 deromantiza, pentru cel ca mine, voiam s\u0103 pozez \u00een numele celorlal\u0163i, ocrotindu-i de blamul ne\u00een\u0163elegerii pripite, la nervi, la viciu, la ziare, am auzit \u015fi voci mai fericite a\u015fa, ve\u0163i spune sinuciga\u015fe, iat\u0103 c\u0103 nu, aceste clipe le-or mai fi tr\u0103it fiin\u0163e individuale, nu e dreptul meu, dar mi\u015fcarea lor e ca-n coloniile noastre, c\u00e2t c\u0103 \u015fi-a obnubilat, un cuv\u00e2nt nefolosit \u00een agonie, una-dou\u0103 din rubricile-cheie, e \u00een gol \u015fi ea, ca toat\u0103 nenorocita asta de poveste, bun\u0103 de nimic, \u00eentr-o eco-sintax\u0103, m\u0103 \u00eemping la renun\u0163area la vorb\u0103, doveditoare a limbajului unei furnici albe \u00eentr-o ghea\u0163\u0103 transparent\u0103 a tuturor tr\u0103irilor de POI.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Domnule c\u0103pitan.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fost.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015etim c\u0103 nu mai avem, de mult\u0103 vreme, nicio \u015fans\u0103 de a fi vreodat\u0103 descoperi\u0163i, mai bine pe potop, cu to\u0163i marinarii orbi, mai bine \u00eeneca\u0163i \u00een ad\u00e2nc, mai bine…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cartea dumitale s-a \u00eenecat p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici c\u00e2nd naufragiasem la tropic, nici l\u00e2ng\u0103 coasta vinurilor, nici \u00een furtunile de la capete, nu v\u0103 mai intimez tot, adio \u015ftiin\u0163a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se afl\u0103 \u00een cas\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nimeni nu mai cite\u015fte, pomenea ghe\u0163uri?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen ghe\u0163uri \u015fi literele-s de ghea\u0163\u0103, din na\u015ftere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai are cineva mintea la izvoare, la arbori?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poate orgii, excelen\u0163\u0103, trecute prin sabie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe-\u0103la \u00eel \u015ftiu c\u0103 nu se las\u0103 de politica asta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Idenit\u0103\u0163i transferate la frig, halucinant.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne mai d\u0103m cu p\u0103rerea, c\u0103 tot s-a terminat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 doare inima de cartea ad\u00e2ncindu-se \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fie \u015fi paradisul, nu-l mai pune aceleia\u015fi inimi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Religia e a furnicii \u00een expansiune muzical\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Furnica?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asurzitoare \u00een rela\u0163ie cu lin\u0103tatea sticlei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiar dac\u0103 ea va fi ren\u0103sc\u00e2nd, vaporul e mare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0103r\u0103 c\u0103pitan.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E\u015fti c\u0103pitan?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u0163i vrea s\u0103 fiu \u015fi s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eembarca\u0163i?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am f\u0103cut-o dec\u00e2t la moartea lui Mr. Anand.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sunte\u0163i cumva b\u0103nuit, v\u0103 b\u0103nui\u0163i singur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Planul transport\u0103rii casei \u015fi bunurilor \u00eei apar\u0163ine, \u00eencredin\u0163area legal\u0103 a doamnei e cam misterioas\u0103, mira-m-a\u015f ca Anand s\u0103 nu ne fi a\u015fteptat cum am a\u015fteptat noi aici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu l-am cunoscut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0103nuie\u015fti c\u0103 eu sunt?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oricum, presa din Parinior a dat \u015fi fotografii despre cea mai cu grij\u0103 f\u0103cut\u0103 autopsie pe uscatul cald.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cartea aia ar putea fi r\u0103st\u0103lm\u0103cirea de-ar ie\u015fi la iveal\u0103 din zbuciumul ur\u015filor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Imagina\u0163ia a ceea ce v\u0103 \u00eenconjoar\u0103 n-o schimb\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aceea\u015fi, domnule, ca inima ta, de-o iubeai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-am \u00eensemnat anumite lucruri pe margini.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta de mult, c\u00e2nd \u00eenghe\u0163am, ce mai \u00eensemn\u0103ri?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce \u015ftii c\u0103 faci c\u00e2nd nu mai e chip de salvare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Alb.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Transparent.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Citind ai \u00eensemnat vreo vedere din \u00eenchipuire.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai bl\u00e2nd\u0103 dec\u00e2t soarta noastr\u0103 a tuturor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De \u00eendurare n-am avut parte, oricum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen\u0163epeni\u0163i brusc, de s-ar \u015fti, tot cu \u00eenchipuirea, n-am mai fi pl\u00e2n\u015fi, drumul a fost lung \u00eens\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u00e2nc\u0103toriile \u015fi crimele, nu numai omuciderile, s-au \u0163inut lan\u0163 p\u00e2n\u0103 aici ca pentru for\u0163area unei purific\u0103ri la ghea\u0163a ve\u015fnic\u0103, fericire de vedere, transformism sticlos, fragilizat \u015fi de o furnic\u0103, s\u0103 fim, cui, recunosc\u0103tori.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0103r\u0103 carte nu se aventura nici furnica.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lumea s-a plictisit de aventuri de soart\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne reducem la ritualurile str\u0103vechi, de pretutindeni, \u00een limpezimea acestuia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum \u00eel vezi, mie-mi cre\u015fte un munte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici uscat, nici ap\u0103, nici via\u0163\u0103, nici moarte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vii din carte, c\u00e2t pe ce s\u0103 torni o teorie metafizic\u0103, av\u00e2ndu-ne \u00een g\u00e2nd pe noi cum \u00ee\u0163i vine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cine ar mai atenta la bunele morvuri \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cartea aia de n-ar fi \u00eenghe\u0163at \u015fi furnica de-ar mai fi \u00een stare s-o road\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei noi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne-am am\u0103r\u00ee, c\u00e2t c\u0103 eu unul n-am citit-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Era pe vasul dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu asta am fost de acord, am tolerat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen scandalurile dinainte, pe nor, pe nervi, camarazii o st\u00e2lceau \u00een diferite limbi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 nu ne-am aruncat departe de orice cale \u015ftiut\u0103 r\u00e2nduri \u015fi ele acum \u00eenghe\u0163ate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemi dau cu p\u0103rerea c\u0103 doamna din cas\u0103, copilul ei de ghea\u0163\u0103 pentru o vreme…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Folose\u015fte vreo zece peronaje, numai copii destr\u0103b\u0103l\u00e2ndu-se, urla el, \u00een somnambulie, de ghea\u0163\u0103, ori cel cu sabia, dar chiar sabia, parc\u0103 \u015fi cupluri, la cap\u0103tul tunelului, de s-ar vrea urnit spre ele, de le chema, ca \u00eentr-o ospe\u0163ie, o r\u0103zbunare, o explica\u0163ie, tot echipajul \u00eei revine de dou\u0103 ori nesportiv, \u00een aducerea la vedere, sugrumat\u0103 de furia r\u0103u profetic\u0103 a pove\u015ftilor de r\u0103zboi, potole\u015fte-te, nimic, \u015fi noi gre\u015fim \u015fi g\u00e2ndindu-ne dinainte, \u00eempin\u015fi de evenimentele prea adev\u0103rate \u00eentr-o nimicnicie sublim\u0103, nerepetabil\u0103, cu antice minciuni de re\u00eent\u00e2lnire \u015fi \u015fu\u015foteal\u0103, \u015fu\u015foteasc\u0103-ne ghe\u0163arii f\u0103r\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u015fit, c\u00e2t or avea zile, dac\u0103 zilele lor ne pot fi de vreo consolare, c\u0103 i s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat, c\u0103 ni se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 \u015fi ne maimu\u0163\u0103re\u015fte \u00een delir, c\u0103 nu se va mai trezi \u015fi vom r\u0103m\u00e2ne precum a strigat, f\u0103r\u0103 el, f\u0103r\u0103 noi, c\u0103 ne-a v\u0103zut, \u00eenc\u0103 ar da speran\u0163a rec\u0103derii \u00een vetrele sinelui fiec\u0103ruia, cu p\u0103cate, bulite de el prin el, ca de-o r\u00e2vn\u0103, ar vrea s\u0103 sug\u0103 sf\u00e2rcuri fecioare, s\u0103 le reteze cu sabia, ne-am debarasa de el de s-ar debarasa el de noi, n-a pierdut r\u0103zboaiele alea dac\u0103 \u00een zecele personajele sale, zic zece din c\u00e2t l-am auzit c\u00e2nd \u00eenghe\u0163asem, unele se vor fi transform\u00e2nd, a\u015fa abject, \u00een biruitori publicita\u0163i cu jum\u0103tatea de veac \u00een fostele ape, dac\u0103 or mai fi mi\u015fun\u00e2nd, iar d\u0103ruind \u00eemprejurimei clare c\u00e2rcei de halucina\u0163ie diagnosticabil\u0103 \u00een partea inimii, mai bine parc\u0103 n-ar pleca dintre noi cu noi, nu s-ar r\u0103ri, nu l-am \u00eendep\u0103rta de-ar mai fi cu putin\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu reinstauram \u00een ghea\u0163a politic\u0103 de a ne \u00eencrede \u00een nebuni, tinere, b\u0103tr\u00e2nul ar poliza ghe\u0163arii ca pe sticla-feti\u015f, a doamnei Anand \u2013 b\u0103use un amestec de t\u0103rie \u015fi vinuri c\u00e2te se aflau la bord, n-a \u00eenghe\u0163at, n-a mai r\u0103mas niciun alcool, vederile-i tot ale b\u0103tr\u00e2nului, copiii sunt ai ei, admirabila mam\u0103, detestat\u0103 pentru complexele \u015fi ambi\u0163iile ei, clevetiri, minciuni, \u00eencrez\u0103torie corcit\u0103 ca \u015fi s\u00e2ngele ei, o adv\u0103rat\u0103 decapitat\u0103 finan\u0163\u0103, iluzorie p\u00e2n\u0103 la nebunia din care am n\u0103z\u0103rit pe aici, le iubeai pe toate \u015fi le credeai context, cu ferestre \u015fi melodii, ai ce pl\u0103ti, ce respinge inutil, ce exagera ca vina proprie, ca nenoroc, ori glorie, daruri c\u0103pitanului \u00eenlocuit de o banchiz\u0103, ar ascu\u0163i b\u0103tr\u00e2nul sabia \u015fi ar t\u0103ia-o pe ea prima, dup\u0103 ce \u015fi-ar \u00eencasa ortul, timpul \u015fi-ar fi luat por\u0163ia, manierele el \u015fi le-ar fi justificat dup\u0103 ale ei, dup\u0103 ale noastre, c\u00e2t c\u0103 acum nu ne mai comitem \u00een niciun fel, ne mai neg\u0103m \u015fi specia, neblestema\u0163i dec\u00e2t ca personaje, zece ai zis, ne-am decima p\u00e2n\u0103 la ultimii pentru gra\u0163ia sabiei, deprofesionaliza\u0163i, murdari la propriu constel\u00e2nd clarit\u0103\u0163ile, r\u0103pu\u015fi de paradisul vederii, cum el nu se bucura de faptele noastre, trec\u00e2ndu-\u015fi vremea cu noi \u00een spaim\u0103, noi ne\u015ftiindu-l, chiar palida b\u0103nuial\u0103 c\u0103 ne dator\u0103m lui, c\u0103 o curteaz\u0103 pe femeia asta citit\u0103, c\u0103 \u015fi-a c\u0103rat cartea aia ame\u0163it\u0103 de mozaicuri nebune\u015fti, \u00eenghe\u0163\u00e2nd apele b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u015fti, impure, de pedepsit, \u015fi nu de profe\u0163i, al\u0163i p\u0103ciuitori, orgiaci la viol,<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– N-are cine ne mi\u015fca piese de \u015fah pe ghea\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fire-am fi halfi \u015fi centri \u00eenainta\u015fi, crosi\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenghe\u0163ul g\u00e2ndirii s\u0103 fie \u00eendulcit m\u0103car \u00een cas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Complica\u0163ii halucinatorii, sexuale, r\u0103zboinice.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 nici casa, nici sfin\u0163enia fecioriilor copil\u0103re\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ni s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat la to\u0163i, ca un basm ne lipse\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-a fost niciodat\u0103 o curs\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 aici, asta \u00eenc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ar fi fost \u015fi n-ar fi povestit, realiza\u0163i ancorele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nicio mutare \u00eenapoi, am \u00eenaintat absolut prost.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-au prostit o\u0163eluri garantate pe canale \u00een sincop\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Distrac\u0163ia noastr\u0103 s\u0103 nu deranjeze simbolurile \u00eenot\u0103toare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Inflamabile sirene \u015fi submarine sirene.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O m\u00e2n\u0103 de sculptor s-ar sc\u0103lda \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103 cu drag.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Casa aia e mai veche dec\u00e2t vaporul, o scleroz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu se mai poate inventaria cu precizie ce se \u0163ine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O face, o reface, ghea\u0163a ne-a transformat, n-avem dec\u00e2t.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Avem idei at\u00e2t de fixe, o etichet\u0103 a \u00eenghe\u0163\u0103rii perfecte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0 Aliniindu-se, de nevoie, frigului, am contribuit \u015fi biologiei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai are nimeni grij\u0103 de nimeni, un basm \u015fi el invers.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Suntem pu\u0163ini pe aici, n-au dec\u00e2t s\u0103 \u00eenfloreasc\u0103 lumi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din floarea lumilor ne-am pr\u0103v\u0103lit \u015fi noi aiurea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 ne mai trezeam \u015fi chiar nu invidiam pe nimeni.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ba \u00eei c\u0103inam pe su\u015fi \u015fi jo\u015fi c\u0103 apartea trezirii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Momentele alea ni s-au extins pe luciul infinit rece.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Familia de cuvinte ale ghe\u0163ii s-ar cuvni re\u00eentrunit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenc\u0103 o filologie morbid localizat\u0103, t\u0103cere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Doamna \u015fi-a \u00eempachetat \u00een cas\u0103 frunze \u015fi flori acum sticl\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Muceg\u0103iser\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la ultimul port cald.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103-l ambi\u0163ion\u0103m pe doctor c\u00e2nd s-o l\u0103sa noaptea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-om mai apuca-o \u015fi va fi lung\u0103, lung\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u0103spundem definitiv, volens-nolens, cu flori.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nemi\u015fca\u0163i, cum ne-am dezlumina pentru ceilal\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen de noi, iar\u0103\u015fi singuratici, p\u00e2n\u0103 la rena\u015ftere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum numa minciunile ni le amintim.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Avem dreptul la minciuni de ghea\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Viam verde-ro\u015fu, ne coceam, ne beam, ne t\u00e2ram.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E schimbat\u0103 alc\u0103tuirea, timpul s-a, ce s-a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu s-a timpul, ne-am noi, f\u0103r\u0103 ai timpului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Toate ne lipsesc \u00een afar\u0103 de ghea\u0163\u0103, ghea\u0163a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o mai judec\u0103m pe s\u0103rutat\u0103 \u015fi a\u015fa \u00eenchis\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe din\u0103untru cum, presat\u0103 de casteisme, pl\u0103cere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 la un punct, fuma, ucidea, dac\u0103 po\u0163i ucide.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e ca furnica pierit\u0103 cu \u00eent\u00e2rziere, nici cartea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-a temut de jun\u0103, \u015ftia tot ce i se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen ap\u0103rarea de dup\u0103 atac, \u00een capitul\u0103ri femeie\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Incompatibile visului nemi\u015fc\u0103tor al ghe\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei acoperi\u015ful casei s-a desangvinizat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vinele ghe\u0163ii l-au difuzat ferestrelor, v\u0103z \u015fi zid.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ea \u015ftia s\u0103-\u015fi fac\u0103 timp aparte, personal, \u00eenchis.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-a izolat cuminte spre a \u0163ese \u015fi broda \u015fi citi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe c\u00e2nd mai poza \u00een c\u0103l\u0103toare obi\u015fnuit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Iar noi un echipaj oarecare o curtam cu grij\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00censo\u0163itorul oficial a dat tonul, to\u0163i o \u00eenso\u0163eam.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O a\u015fchie de otrav\u0103 se g\u0103sea pentru fiecare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Haine \u00eenecate \u00een dev\u0103lm\u0103\u015fie de-o c\u0103ldur\u0103 cobe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei rochiile ei sunt insule de ne\u00eembr\u0103cat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Au fost, n-au fost, la sub\u0163iori de bananier.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Prim\u0103v\u0103riticia noastr\u0103 ar fi r\u0103mas de pomin\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-a \u00eenecat ca de bun\u0103 voie aparatura.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am navigat \u00eencoace, ghe\u0163urile sunt c\u00e2t vezi cu ochii, o scen\u0103 de autor, cum te na\u015fti undeva, bine, dar inconvenientele se pl\u0103tesc, se isp\u0103\u015fesc, anonimatu-ne \u00eel va \u00eenghe\u0163a \u015fi pe cutare, tras de m\u00e2nec\u0103, lucrat, altfel de ace, un ac de ghea\u0163\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103sita broderie a doamnei Anand, nu po\u0163i c\u00e2nta aparen\u0163a ei, o via\u0163\u0103 mistic\u0103, fuma, ei \u015fi, se ocupa de curtea aia mai demult, \u00een cas\u0103, \u00een limpezi\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Ce-a\u015f mai pluti, nebun, nu ne-a purtat noroc casa, de data asta, cu temple, cu biserici nu ne-a furat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Piatr\u0103 \u00eenghe\u0163\u0103toare, sloi cu sloi, niciun de\u015fert, de-ar bate v\u00e2ntul, de-ar zbura casa, de-ar da-o pe ghea\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu femeia aia de n-am v\u0103zut-o, parc\u0103 am auzit-o, am face cas\u0103, casa nu ne face.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2te nu s-ar fi putut face \u00eenc\u0103, aveai copii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai \u0163in minte ce aveam \u015fi ce nu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne-am m\u00e2ntuit \u00een jos, Dumnezeu n-a mai venit cu noi, c\u0103rticica femeii e de pe ap\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De la izvor la v\u0103rsare, casa din mesteceni, ea are fecior, o p\u0103ze\u015fte, cine \u015ftie ce le vine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot n-am avut loc to\u0163i \u00een cas\u0103 de ne-ar rosotgoli criv\u0103\u0163ul p\u00e2n\u0103-n prag \u015fi e deschis\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-a sub\u0163iat \u00eentunecimea u\u015fii, am sparge-o odat\u0103 \u015fi odat\u0103, am sp\u0103lat-o, deblocat-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Deznegri-o, de-atr\u0103gea lumina cu promisiune de nop\u0163i neschimbate, ce nu mai suntem, nu-s.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un salt \u00eenecat de cear\u0103, pecetea c\u0103r\u0163ii domne\u015fti am\u0103gind \u015fi \u0163ipenia ghe\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Doar v\u00e2ntul, duhul dep\u0103rta\u0163ilor f\u0103r\u0103 prihan\u0103, \u015fi-am tres\u0103lta la un ison de-am broboni v\u0103zduhul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai copii?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le-ar fi pl\u0103cut aici, \u015fi-ar fi adus aminte, nu r\u0103m\u00e2neam f\u0103r\u0103 foc, f\u0103r\u0103 suflare, casa…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nicio cas\u0103, nu zbura, copii desc\u0103tu\u015fa\u0163i, becisnici c\u00e2t s\u0103 afla\u0163i cale cerului laptelui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Copii de ghea\u0163\u0103 \u015fi tot ast\u00e2mp\u0103ra\u0163i-v\u0103, nu ne putem mi\u015fca, nu mai ie\u015fim din noi, mane…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– L\u0103sa\u0163i-ne \u00een pace de c\u00e2nd casa v\u0103 salt\u0103 sub picioare, din pod, acum transparent.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu v\u0103 prosti\u0163i de-a p\u0103rin\u0163ii at\u00e2ta, cade sabia din cui \u015fi croie\u015fte o copc\u0103 prin du\u015fman.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 la ancor\u0103, prin t\u0103rie, copii uzi pe voi c\u00e2nd \u00eenc\u0103 nu ne mai \u00eembarcam.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ai copii, \u0163i-e dor de copiii ce aproape au n\u0103ruit casa de pe punte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vreo \u015fans\u0103 de via\u0163\u0103 \u00een atoat\u0103ghea\u0163a \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ia, \u00eenverzeau iar frunzele presate \u00een carte spre lun\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Luna o fi vrut s\u0103 fie, restul, de jur-\u00eemprejur, albastru \u00eenchis, e cazul, copiii abia de s-au jucat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne-ar fi distribuit ei lumea \u00een peisajele s\u0103lt\u00e2nd \u00eentr-o clipit\u0103 din neast\u00e2mp\u0103rul degetelor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le ar\u0103tam recuno\u015ftin\u0163a prin vreo corec\u0163ie, un c\u00e2ine, o furnic\u0103, o umbr\u0103, o lumin\u0103, acoperi\u015ful.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu zbura\u0163i p\u00e2n\u0103 nu se repicteaz\u0103 copiii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne-am gr\u0103bit \u015fi au \u00eent\u00e2rziat cu pictura, c\u00e2t s\u0103 nu se strecoare, s-or fi strecurat, zboar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Luneca\u0163i pe tot uleiul culorii, c\u00e2t de \u00eenghe\u0163at, sticla reflecteaz\u0103 v\u00e2ntul fe\u0163ilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 erau copii mai bine da\u0163i cu pictura.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E de ajuns, ne plac \u00een albastru \u00eenchis, ne.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne sunt p\u0103rin\u0163i, din pod, prin transparen\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum ne-am azv\u00e2rlit, calmul era al nostru.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe unde ne-au strecurat \u015fi ne caut\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne-au uitat, m\u0103car c\u0103 nu erau ai no\u015ftri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103car c\u0103 am fost ai lor din joac\u0103 febril\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum ne-am sup\u0103ra pe ei dac\u0103 nu ne-au f\u0103cut sup\u0103ra\u0163i?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne-au f\u0103cut s\u0103-le sem\u0103n\u0103m, \u00eempreun\u0103, zece ani.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De zece ori zece, c\u00e2ndva numai ochi deschi\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– H\u0103l\u0103duiau pe lume mai multe case dec\u00e2t vapoare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te duceai din cas\u0103 \u00een vapor, de pe vapor \u00een cas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca acum zece ani, de zece ori zece, copii pe afar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aerul \u00eei clarific\u0103, numai mintea de i-a croit \u00een contratimp.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Timpul min\u0163ii \u00eenghe\u0163\u00e2nd ultimul p\u00e2n\u0103-n copii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– I-am putea \u00eengriji \u00een cas\u0103, ca pe vremuri, ademeni.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vrei pe vapor, vrei unde luneci, casa lunec\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 se pustie\u015fte nea\u015fteptat \u00eentr-o ghea\u0163\u0103 at\u00e2ta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-a plictisit, nu \u015ftii s\u0103-i poveste\u015fti altceva.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se apuc\u0103 s\u0103 picteze, i-a pus la cale mama.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei ce educa\u0163ie gre\u015fit\u0103 au avut de la mama lor copiii care ne-au pictat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Deci nu te potole\u015fti tu te potolesc eu, m\u0103 doare inima, \u0163i-ajunge cartea, du-te pe ap\u0103, te caut eu s\u0103 te bat, v\u0103 str\u00e2nge\u0163i dintre garduri, le-a\u0163i inundat pe toate, le neru\u015finase\u0163i baie\u0163ii \u00eentr-o parte, fetele \u00een alta, da\u0163i-v\u0103 \u00een petec c\u00e2t v\u0103 pofte\u015fte inima, mi-e somn \u015fi o s\u0103 vorbesc ur\u00e2t, nu vreau s\u0103 aud\u0103 ureche de copil ce marinar terminat e \u0103l b\u0103tr\u00e2n, las\u0103 vaporul \u015fi casa, am un \u00eentuneric albastru pe ochi, \u0163i-am povestit \u015fi r\u0103zboiul, ce mai vrei, am o problem\u0103, o amintire, poate nu iei b\u0103taie, ne batem \u00een parte, \u00eemi cade m\u00e2na, b\u0103taie de inim\u0103 albastr\u0103, ia s\u0103-mi aduci tocila, nu, du-te ori \u00een curte ori afar\u0103, nu te dep\u0103rtezi, te-ai f\u0103cut mare \u00eentr-o clipit\u0103, ai r\u0103mas singur\u0103 \u00een cas\u0103, cite\u015fti o carte, ce te sperii, nu-mi citi mie c\u0103 nu te aud, m-a \u00een\u0163epat o furnic\u0103, m-a\u015f plimba cu tine, mai t\u00e2rziu, nu primesc, nu dau, ai \u0163iganca \u015fchioap\u0103, nu mai e, a\u015f citi \u015fi eu ce cite\u015fti tu, nu suf\u0103r acum \u00eens\u0103, nu-i umbr\u0103, nu-i lumin\u0103, ba nu mai v\u0103d lumina deloc, n-oi fi tu, n-ar fi r\u0103u, cum cite\u015fti acolo \u015fi eu \u0163in ochii \u00eenchi\u015fi, \u00eenghe\u0163asem, \u015fi \u0103la, \u015fi \u0103la, am \u00eencercat orice, tot casa asta, tot tu, tot cartea aia, nervii, te \u00eenve\u0163i de la un timp, e bine s\u0103 \u015fi ascul\u0163i, chiar dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 auzi, vreau s\u0103 \u0163ip la tine \u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 opre\u015fti, nu mai pictezi demult, dac\u0103 e\u015fti a\u015fa vesel\u0103 ce-ai nevoie s\u0103 m\u0103 protejezi, potole\u015fte-te ori du-te, nu e la copii \u015fi femei, nu mai e nici de mine, m\u0103 vezi, n-o s\u0103 m\u0103 mai vezi, c\u0103 m\u0103 fac de ghea\u0163\u0103 \u015fi m\u0103 las \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103 \u015fi m\u0103 vede nici ghea\u0163a, nu m\u0103 v\u0103d prin ghea\u0163\u0103, tot prin ghea\u0163\u0103, tot prin ghea\u0163\u0103, te potolesc eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eram la furnici \u015fi ce c\u0103ram de unde p\u00e2n\u0103 unde, o cas\u0103, plou\u0103, ninge, p\u0103duri \u015fi mun\u0163i, vaporul o c\u0103r\u0103m pe vapor \u015fi valea, o mil\u0103, o mie de mile, poc, ghea\u0163a, c\u0103r\u0103m ghea\u0163a pe vapor, vaporul pe ghea\u0163\u0103, ghea\u0163a pe ghea\u0163\u0103, un domn, c\u0103 e c\u0103pitan, \u00eel c\u0103r\u0103m, o cucoan\u0103, c\u0103 e mama, n-o c\u0103r\u0103m, cite\u015fte \u00een cas\u0103, unde e casa, a, e galben\u0103, cu ferestre \u015fi acoperi\u015f ro\u015fu, u\u015fa neagr\u0103, ce cau\u0163i domnule la mama de-o cite\u015fti \u015fi-o \u00eenghe\u0163i, \u00eel c\u0103r\u0103m, transport de fete, niciun ghe\u0163ar de b\u0103iat, ce-o fi scriind \u00een carte, c\u0103r\u0103m cartea, ne bate mama, ne joac\u0103-n lunecu\u015f, e\u015fti rea, cine-a zis, o c\u0103r\u0103m, nu era niciun b\u0103iat, ce-o fi ghea\u0163a, m\u0103, n-o fi o \u015fmecherie la mijloc, c\u0103r\u0103m \u015fi nu mai lunec\u0103m, nu ne mai juc\u0103m, c\u0103 s\u0103 nu ne juc\u0103m, da’ de ce s\u0103 nu ne juc\u0103m, de-a s-o c\u0103r\u0103m s\u0103 ne juc\u0103m, cine mai urc\u0103, mai coboar\u0103, v-am c\u0103rat-o, nu ne l\u0103sm nici pe noi,unele mai jos, altele mai sus, ghea\u0163a de pe lume, lumea de pe ghea\u0163\u0103, c\u0103 eram la ghe\u0163uri, nu mai eram la furnicular, nici \u00een ghe\u0163ar, c\u0103rasem c\u0103pitanul, c\u0103rasem marinarul, care nu mai \u015ftie s\u0103 se care \u00eei c\u0103r\u0103m una pe c\u0103rare, c\u0103 te doare, nimicare, costumele de flori, ne-am mutat, mut\u0103m gr\u0103dina, nu vrea, o lu\u0103m, r\u0103m\u00e2ne, pe vaor e, pe noi e, zbur\u0103m nu alta, o lu\u0103m, la zburata sa, sus pui de urs \u015fi cu ghea\u0163a \u015fi cu vaporea\u0163a, iar noi furnicile, n-aveam animale, nu mai avem carte, ne-a cules \u015fi mama de sub noi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– E trei \u015fi un sfert, c\u0103pitanul dinainte doarme cu ferestrele \u00eenchise, alergie la ap\u0103 \u015fi aer, \u00een casa nou\u0103, pe cea veche i-a luat-o fiic\u0103-sa pe vaporul nostru, este fiica lui ori a c\u0103pitanului actual, nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103, de la ea se trag ghe\u0163urile necunoscute \u00een care ne-am \u00eengropat, de la liniile ei prea lungi, ca o traiectorie femeia asta, o lectur\u0103, un blestem, nu crezi c\u0103 b\u0103tr\u00e2nul \u00eenghe\u0163ase pe vapor, ca noi cu vaporul, iar fie-sa se putea na\u015fte \u015fi mai a\u015fa, avea t\u0103cerea aia c\u00e2nd treceai pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea, te \u00eencopcea, te \u00eencop\u0103cea, te mesteca, te mestec\u0103nea, n-am avut curaj s\u0103-i vorbesc, nici timp s\u0103-mi compun un discurs pe care i l-a\u015f ori n-a\u015f fi \u00eendr\u0103znit s\u0103 i-l debitez, te \u00eenghe\u0163a, acum ghea\u0163\u0103 de-a binelea, doamn\u0103, ajungeam la trei \u015fi un sfert m\u00e2ine poim\u00e2ine, pe vremea asta, nu m\u0103 pot concentra, va merge ceasul, v\u0103 deranjeaz\u0103 furnicile, sunt ni\u015fte nori de care n-am mai v\u0103zut, nu v\u0103 speria\u0163i, sunte\u0163i tot cu noi, iar noi suntem cu dumneavoastr\u0103, ceea ce ne face pl\u0103cere, ne mai \u015fi invidiem, ne mai punem piedic\u0103, f\u0103c\u00e2ndu-v\u0103 curte \u00eenainte de obliga\u0163ii, v\u0103 cunoa\u015ftem de cur\u00e2nd, nu ie\u015fi\u0163i niciodat\u0103 din cas\u0103, la trei \u015fi un sfert c\u0103pitanul doarme cu ferestrele \u00eenchise, tot cu ferestrele \u00eenchise \u015fi dumneavoastr\u0103, acum nici nu se mai poate deschide, ne sunte\u0163i c\u0103pitan, n-avem nimic nici de la dumnezeu f\u0103r\u0103 dumneavoastr\u0103, invizibil\u0103 \u00een restul vie\u0163ii de dup\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ie, cu scandal \u015fi judecat\u0103, panic\u0103, v\u0103 \u00eenchipui\u0163i dac\u0103 se afl\u0103, lumea s-a \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at, era ca pe vremuri, inspira\u0163ie comercial\u0103, consum, ce s\u0103 v\u0103 spun, s\u0103 nu-mi spune\u0163i c\u0103 nu v-ar pl\u0103cea s\u0103 \u00eenchide\u0163i cartea, s\u0103 se topeasc\u0103 ghe\u0163urile \u015fi s-o arunca\u0163i \u00een ap\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Numai acoperi\u015ful \u00eel vezi ro\u015fu, unde citesc eu nu e culoare, un rimel, ai trei mun\u0163i verzi \u00een perspectiv\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 o cas\u0103, goal\u0103, \u015fi un copil pe acela\u015fi drum, iar devale, \u00een valul gri, c\u0103rarea celor patru arbori, troi\u0163a \u00een dreapta \u015fi copilul. N-ai dec\u00e2t s\u0103 ie\u015fi din cas\u0103 ca mai sus, s\u0103 intri apoi, ca mai jos, picteaz\u0103-te, sup\u0103r\u0103-te, c\u0103l\u0103toria s-a lungit, iar capcana asta, transparen\u0163a, mi-e doar cei trei mun\u0163i verzi \u015fi cei patru arbori, \u00eemi \u00eenchipuie plimb\u0103ri, cu \u00eent\u00e2lniri, uneori z\u00e2mbesc singur\u0103, nu cunosc pe nimeni, recunosc, sunt dou\u0103 vapoare peste val, unul c\u0103tre cel\u0103lalt, recunosc pe cineva, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 zdrobesc, de neiubirea din jur nici nu m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam, de la \u00eembarcare, am r\u0103mas rece la cele \u00eent\u00e2mplate, ne\u00een\u0163elese, pe vapor, cu ghea\u0163a nu m-am \u00eemp\u0103cat nici eu, ca toat\u0103 lumea, am refuzat s\u0103 fiu protejat\u0103, \u00een mintea mea \u015ftiind c\u0103 nimeni, nici so\u0163ul meu, nu se mai putea mi\u015fca, deodat\u0103 cu mine, nu-mi apar\u0163ine mutarea, copilul ni l-am c\u0103utat pretutindeni dup\u0103 na\u015fterea incert\u0103 \u015fi ea, \u00eens\u0103 ne iubeam mai mult \u00eentre noi, p\u00e2n\u0103 ne-am \u00eenchis \u00een cas\u0103, numindu-l, ca alt\u0103dat\u0103, \u00eenso\u0163itorul meu, \u00een camera cealalt\u0103, \u00eembarca\u0163i cu tot ce avusesem, c\u0103tre o lume mai pu\u0163in veche, cum sunt ghe\u0163urile astea ce pe noi nu prea ne surprind, dar ne v\u0103zusem ani de zile uit\u00e2nd de arbori \u015fi izvoare, f\u0103r\u0103 a ne fi spus un cuv\u00e2nt, p\u00e2n\u0103 el m-a descoperit nebun\u0103 iar eu mi-am dat seama c\u0103 m\u0103 iube\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– N-auzi tu, n-auzi, e\u015fti surd\u0103, copil\u0103, nu ai sosit s\u0103 te-aud, n-aud nimic nici eu, doar n-a surzit orbul din grija ta, tu e\u015fti \u00een grija mea, nu m\u0103 pot ridica, a venit apa, m\u0103 poate duce din locul pe care nu-l voi p\u0103r\u0103si, \u015fi nu te voi p\u0103r\u0103si pe tine p\u00e2n\u0103 la moarte, de n-o fi pe-acum, c\u00e2nd nu te aud, se \u00eeneac\u0103 \u015fi v\u00e2ntul \u00een ap\u0103, \u00eentins \u015fi mai marele \u0103lor din mijloc, h\u0103rm\u0103laie, lini\u015fte, am auzit focul, a murit, ne t\u00e2r\u00e2m, eu nu m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc, ploaia e cald\u0103, de m\u00e2ncare mi-oi aduce \u015fi azi, t\u00eer\u00eet\u0103 \u00eentins\u0103, n-am al\u0163i copii, mai bine tu, care vezi pentru mine, nu te aud, dac\u0103 mor r\u0103m\u00e2i singura st\u0103p\u00e2n\u0103 pe locurile de dormit pe caldar\u00e2m dintr-un ora\u015f, poate altul, verile, sub poduri, noi n-avem nevoie de pod, \u0163i-ai v\u0103zut poza, nu \u015ftiu ce te durea, m\u0103 durea \u015fi pe mine, am \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit r\u0103u, tu nu mai cre\u015fti, ce sp\u0103la\u0163i sub dormitorii dormitorului de pe caldar\u00e2m, un deget cr\u0103pat, o talp\u0103 uscat\u0103, cauciucul autobuzului, un pantof, ce c\u0103uta un pantof \u00een p\u0103r\u0163ile astea, nu te-oi fi \u00eencurcat cu careva cu un pantof, n-ai \u00een\u0163eles c\u00e2nd am vrut s\u0103 ne ridic\u0103m nimic, nu \u015ftii de dumnezeu, degeaba vezi, degeaba n-auzi, o h\u00e2rtie goal\u0103, ciment \u015fi ap\u0103, noroi \u015fi tu nu vii, ca ploaia asta, a\u015fa \u0163\u00e2r\u00e2it\u0103, n-am pomenit, s-au d\u0103r\u00e2mat toate casele, \u00eencep locurile, ne ia valea, nu mai am \u00eencotro cu a\u015fteptatul \u015fi m\u0103 voi \u00eentinde pe spate, oric\u00e2nd ploaia asta, vii treze\u015fte-m\u0103 dac\u0103 mai ai pe cine, de dumnezeu nu mi-e c\u00e2t de ce \u0163i se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla s\u0103 te zba\u0163i \u015fi eu s\u0103 nu m\u0103 zbat nici cu cer\u015fitul, nici cu durerile, sunt ale neamurilor st\u0103p\u00e2nind acum caldar\u00e2mul, n-a zis nimic, nu te aud \u015fi timpul mi-e num\u0103rat, simt sf\u00e2r\u015fitul, un sfan\u0163, tu l-ai adus, tot tu e\u015fti, picat, sosit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tat\u0103 r\u0103u, nu tat\u0103, to\u0163i, m-alung\u0103 mereu, \u015fi de c\u00e2t te-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit ca pe un tat\u0103, a\u015fa orb, te mai \u0163ineai pe picioare, parc\u0103 te-am c\u0103utat. Partea mea fireasc\u0103 nu mi-o \u015ftiu, via\u0163a nu mai e a mea, nici a ta, niciun chin, n-aud, nu vorbesc, vorbe\u015fte sariul celei de colo cum \u015fade-n iarb\u0103, nici \u00eentins\u0103, nici \u00een picioare, mi-ar pl\u0103cea \u015fi mie a\u015fa, \u00ee\u015fi r\u00e2de de mine, m\u0103 \u00eendeamn\u0103 s\u0103 fac ce fac, a\u015f r\u00e2de \u015fi eu de mine, \u015fi m-a\u015f \u00eendemna s\u0103 r\u00e2d, nu te speria de pantof, poate e fiul t\u0103u, a\u015f vrea s\u0103 fiu eu, am auzit c\u0103 sunt frumoas\u0103 \u015fi a\u015fa surd\u0103 \u015fi nebun\u0103 \u015fi cu orbul, adic\u0103 am \u00een\u0163eles de la aceea din iarb\u0103, l\u00e2ng\u0103 Dharamsala, acolo de-am fi ajuns, ne ierta ploaia asta o iertam \u015fi noi, seam\u0103n\u0103 cu un p\u0103un \u015fi o c\u0103mil\u0103, glumesc s\u0103-\u0163i aduci aminte din de\u015fert de ce nu-mi mai poveste\u015fti din ochii \u00eenchi\u015fi, eu s\u0103 \u0163i-i urm\u0103resc, cu buzele nev\u0103zute din \u0163epii albi, s\u0103 nu mai am nevoie s\u0103 m\u0103 iau dup\u0103 aceea din iarb\u0103, are m\u0103tase, ce-o fi, de-aici\u00a0 \u00eencolo lumea doarme pe iarb\u0103, tu te-oi fi \u0163intuit \u015fi cu mine m-am \u0163intuit \u015fi cu tine pe piatr\u0103, treaba cui o zice ce-o zice, m\u0103 pl\u0103tesc \u00een r\u00e2s, a doua dup\u0103 b\u0103utur\u0103, mi-e burta pantof, a\u015fa ne \u00eenc\u0103l\u0163\u0103m zilele, mo\u015fule, sup\u0103ra\u0163i to\u0163i trec\u0103torii, n-au dec\u00e2t, noaptea dorm pe sus, eu nu-i aud, tu nu-i vezi niciodat\u0103, n-avem idee de c\u00e2nd \u015fi piatra \u015fi pantoful s-au ciuruit c\u00e2nd va sta \u0163\u00e2r\u00e2iala, nici nu speriem \u00eencotrova, statul nostru nu e nici m\u0103car degeaba, tu e\u015fti demult, eu de pu\u0163in\u0103 vreme, c\u00e2t\u0103 ne-a mai r\u0103mas \u015fi desc\u0103l\u0163\u00e2ndu-ne, la sfatul celei de pe iarb\u0103, ori f\u0103r\u0103 unul, cel\u0103lalt.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Urc\u0103 valul \u00eentr-o parte \u015fi alta a tunelului, o groap\u0103 culcat\u0103, culcat \u015fi tu \u00een lungul meu \u015fi eu \u00een lungul lui, dac\u0103 ne-am ridica am \u00eencurca, la ora asta, circula\u0163ia, unde te doare, m\u0103 \u00eentreb unde m\u0103 mai doare, am terminat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Moartea pe ziua de azi, acu\u015fica, e-n m\u0103tase \u015fi-n pantof, n-aude \u015fi ma\u0163ele noastre, e-n c\u0103lduri cu orbul, \u00eengr\u0103m\u0103de\u015fte ploaia la gurile tunelului, intr\u0103 \u00een p\u0103m\u00e2nt, topi\u0163i, ie\u015fim sub poduri, ne lovesc adormi\u0163ii st\u0103p\u00e2ni acolo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd muream eu t\u00e2n\u0103r am m\u00e2ncat orez alb, mi-a crescut direct \u00een gur\u0103, m\u0103 \u015fi g\u00e2dilau crabi, tot m\u00e2zg\u0103, mai ad\u00e2nc\u0103, m\u0103 s\u0103turasem, era c\u00e2t pe-aci s\u0103 sar, s\u0103 umblu, s\u0103 p\u0103strez \u00een alt loc \u00een orez, din crabi, m\u0103 g\u00e2dilau r\u0103u.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am f\u0103cut rost de ni\u015fte foarfeci, mi-am g\u0103urit nasul, am t\u0103iat un deget, cred c\u0103 era al meu, mi le-a cerut \u00eenapoi, \u00eengerul, Dumnezeu, t\u0103ceam, mi-a astupat nasul cu ploile tunelului \u015fi mi-a lipit degetul la loc, de pus pe foc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103-mpinge apa, m\u0103 zv\u00e2nt\u0103 st\u0103p\u00e2nii locului, m\u0103 str\u00e2ng, m\u0103 \u00eentorc, \u00eemi mul\u0163umesc c\u0103 le mai dau un cal de b\u0103taie, cumsecade, nu-mi dau numai \u00een cap, c\u0103 le mai dau eu un cal de b\u0103taie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu\u0163itul, ce caut\u0103 cu\u0163itul, cine-l caut\u0103, cine l-a pierdut, n-avem ce t\u0103ia, ce ne t\u0103ia, ne mi\u015fc\u0103m, ne sf\u00e2\u015fiem, dac\u0103 ne \u00eempiedic\u0103m, p\u0103m\u00e2nt, nu piatr\u0103, piatr\u0103, dac\u0103 n-ar fi piatr\u0103 \u015fi ar fi p\u0103m\u00e2nt \u015fi nu noi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La noapte vine, nu se mi\u015fc\u0103 nimeni, crabii s-au \u00eemplinit, vine mum\u0103-mea s\u0103 m\u0103 pedepseasc\u0103, nimeni nu m\u0103 pedepse\u015fte \u015fi pe mine, la noapte mum\u0103-mea zice m\u0103 duc s\u0103-l pedepsesc c\u0103 nu-l pedepse\u015fte nimeni \u015fi pe el.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se sparge \u0163eava \u015fi d\u0103m pe din afar\u0103, eu m-am \u00eengreunat, n-am fric\u0103, dac\u0103 \u015fi zbor tot mai \u015fi stau, mi-am \u00eenfipt un os, mi l-am b\u0103tut \u00een u\u015forul tunelului, mi-l cam r\u00e2c\u00e2ie broasca.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ro\u0163ile le-am \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at \u00eenv\u00e2rtitul, se mai opresc de danful nostru, ro\u0163ile ne \u0163in de foame \u015fi de cald, nu s-ar mai \u00eenv\u00e2rti, ne-am \u015fterge, ne-am sp\u0103la \u015fi noi din tunel, ne-am topi \u015fi am \u00eenghe\u0163a \u015fi \u00eenghe\u0163\u0103m oricum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe cine ai vrea iar s\u0103 \u0163ii de vorb\u0103, post-modern, f\u0103r\u0103 un dar, o hran\u0103, numai o hran\u0103 \u015fi le e de ajuns, nici lehamite, poate nu \u0163i-e de cap, alungat \u015fi de tunel, cu ale sale dou\u0103 sensuri, zac sufletele-n el, se g\u00e2tuie, la ambele guri, o circula\u0163ie, cum ai putea vorbi \u00een at\u00e2ta h\u0103rm\u0103laie, cum ai r\u0103spunde cu adev\u0103rat gesturilor vane, ademenirii prescrise, ironic p\u0103c\u0103toase, dar pe-afar\u0103, nu ne \u0163ine de vorb\u0103, noi nu ne \u0163inem nici pe noi, poate crabul ni-l \u0163inem, ne-o mai fi \u0163in\u00e2nd tunelul, te-ai \u00eenstr\u0103inat destul printre noi, noi nu exist\u0103m, zacem nu \u00een noi, \u00een tunel, de-o vreme, doar vezi, pantof f\u0103r\u0103 crab, \u00ee\u0163i spun s\u0103 pleci, s\u0103 nu vorbe\u015fti \u015fi uite c\u0103 plec eu \u015fi vorbesc eu \u015fi tunelul se h\u00e2\u0163\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eenapoi peste crabi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Dac\u0103 a\u015f putea ie\u015fi, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 doar\u0103 pantoful, crabul ce-o mai fi r\u0103mas, ce-o fi orbit-surzit, p\u00e2n\u0103 la vecina din iarb\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce s\u0103 cau\u0163i, s-a c\u0103r\u0103b\u0103nit, afacerea s-a \u00eencheiat, na\u015fte, avorteaz\u0103, nu ea, al ei, n-o fi singur\u0103, nu e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei vecina din iarb\u0103 oi fi tu, la fel de mut\u0103 \u015fi degetoas\u0103 \u015fi de unde ai f\u0103cut rost de m\u0103tase, eu \u0163i-am adus-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E alt\u0103 m\u0103tase, ce te mai crezi, tu e\u015fti altul, al\u0163ii, n-are dec\u00e2t s\u0103 fie m\u0103tasea tot aia, n-am alta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-mi mai d\u0103 voie crabul nicio mi\u015fcare, nici m\u0103tasea ta nu-\u0163i mai d\u0103 voie niciun crab, tunelul e ochi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 nu-mi strice crabul m\u0103tasea, am surzit din b\u0103taie, nu m-oi fi snopit chiar tu c\u00e2nd cu m\u0103tasea?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eram orb de ochi \u015fi de copii, \u00eei zic m\u0103tase dup\u0103 pip\u0103it, m\u0103tase e\u015fti \u015fi tu \u015fi mare dar au avut \u015fi lepro\u015fii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-am mai ferit, dar nu de b\u0103ut, pantoful te doare oricum, \u00eenc\u0103 un pic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se-mperecheaz\u0103 crabii, m\u0103 mi\u015fc cu mi\u015fc\u0103rile lor, te-a\u015f vizita \u00een iarb\u0103, nu-mi d\u0103 m\u00e2na, nu-mi d\u0103 pantoful.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-i mai faci parte dumnezeului \u0103la care nu e crab, nu e\u015fti tu, nu e m\u0103tasea de la tine, de la pantof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0103r\u0103 ochi, crabii se pocnesc la \u00eemperechere, tu n-auzi ce frumos \u00eei c\u00e2nt\u0103 \u015fi lui Dumnezeu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tu nu vezi iarba, m\u0103 pip\u0103i m\u0103tase, nu mai exist\u0103 nicio m\u0103tase, ne-am min\u0163it, m-ai min\u0163it.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Zilele te-ai \u00eentins sub pantof s\u0103 ias\u0103 de b\u0103utur\u0103, \u0163\u00e2r\u00e2ial\u0103, \u0103sta lichideaz\u0103, ne lichideaz\u0103, du-te-n iarb\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 nu te t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti \u00een iarb\u0103, c\u0103 te t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti degeaba \u00een iarb\u0103, nu-i \u00eentr-acolo, am curs aiurea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dharamsala \u0163i-era plin\u0103 de clien\u0163i, nu mai e iarb\u0103 nu mai sunt nici eu, atunci noi cum mai suntem?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 te-ai pomeni \u00een iarb\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 mine, f\u0103r\u0103 r\u0103uplatnicii \u0103ia de crabi, mi-ai fi recunosc\u0103toare?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Apele nu ne schimb\u0103, tot la p\u0103m\u00e2nt r\u0103m\u00e2nem, \u00eentin\u015fi \u00een plutire atunci, departe de iarb\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi se p\u0103ruse c\u0103 ne-am putea \u00een\u0163elege, tu ai cer\u015fi, eu m-a\u015f \u00eemperechea cu crabii, problema e cu pantoful, nu m\u0103 pot mi\u015fca.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bate apa \u00een tunel, pe loc, de sus, peste noi, de-a\u015f pluti eu, cu ea peste tine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-ar fi mai greu s\u0103 te \u00eentorci la orbul t\u0103u pe piatr\u0103, s-ar \u00eenr\u0103i \u015fi crabii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– I-a venit timpul s\u0103 moar\u0103 \u015fi eu nu \u015ftiu ce timp mai am f\u0103r\u0103 el pe piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aia \u0163\u00e2r\u00e2iala asta ne face inunda\u0163ie, m\u0103tur\u0103m crabii, iarba, piatra, crematoriul \u015fi ne avem \u00een fluviu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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M\u0103 crezi ori nu, \u0163i-am adus de m\u00e2ncare, s\u0103 m\u00e2nc\u0103m repede, vine inunda\u0163ia \u015fi pe aici, tunelul e plin, casc\u0103 gura, casc\u0103 gura orbule, doamne, ai \u00eennebunit de foame, de ce eu sunt, am venit \u00eent-o fug\u0103, d\u0103-mi m\u00e2na, tot nu vrei s\u0103 pleci, s-au d\u0103r\u00e2mat casele, ce stai a\u015fa pe spate, nu mai e nimeni, b\u0103rbatu-meu a murit o dat\u0103, ai lui m-au alungat iar, de fiecare dat\u0103 c\u00e2nd m\u0103 \u00eentorc \u00een locul \u0103sta s\u0103-\u0163i aduc de m\u00e2ncare, s\u0103 ai grij\u0103 de mine, s\u0103 nu mori, ce \u0163i-am f\u0103cut, de ce nu-\u0163i pot da s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nci, mai e \u015fi asta o zi, o mai ducem, tu ai grij\u0103 de mine, ai grij\u0103 de Dumnezeu, Dumnezeu are n-are grij\u0103 de noi, e grab\u0103, nu te \u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u0163\u00e2na, ai \u00eenghe\u0163a, haide, tat\u0103, ia cu fata iau \u015fi eu, e bun\u0103, po\u0163i s\u0103 \u0163ipi \u00eent\u00e2i la mine, aia e, nu e \u00eencotro, st\u0103p\u00e2ne, n-am dat pe dou\u0103, nci pe trei, \u015fi \u2013 pe degeaba, nu \u015ftii vremea, nu te bucura prea devreme, tot \u00ee\u0163i dau s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nci, \u00ee\u0163i deschid gura vrei nu vrei, \u00ee\u0163i \u015fi mestec \u00eenainte, nu te bucura, nu m\u0103 l\u0103sa, nu te l\u0103sa, nu muri, m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103, nu muri nem\u00e2ncat, nu m\u00e2nca mort, m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103-m\u0103 pe mine prin ochii mor\u0163i, iarba e apa, ce se va face piatra, \u015fi noi, c\u00e2\u0163i ar vrea s\u0103 le dau s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce, eu vreau s\u0103-\u0163i dau \u0163ie, m\u0103 alung\u0103 iar, crabi nemilui\u0163i, spune-mi \u00een somn, spune-mi \u00een moarte c\u0103 vrei m\u00e2ncarea pe care \u0163i-am adus-o, \u00ee\u0163i mi\u015fc buzele, s\u0103 \u015ftii, copiii t\u0103i au venit \u015fi au plecat, am r\u0103mas tot piatra aia, mereu faci a\u015fa, de c\u00e2nd erai copil, \u00eentins pe spate, nici de crabi nu-\u0163i pas\u0103, p\u0103zea, crabii, crabii, nici acum nu-\u0163i pas\u0103, de mine \u015fi de m\u00e2ncarea mea nu-\u0163i pas\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i dau s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nci ca s\u0103 nu m\u0103 la\u015fi s\u0103 m\u0103 alunge iar s\u0103 n-am cui \u00eei duce de m\u00e2ncare dup\u0103 ce o fac rost \u00eentinz\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 peste \u0103ia \u00eentin\u015fi \u00een tunel, c\u0103 \u015fi tu umbli, de pe spate pe fa\u0163\u0103, cer\u015fe\u015fti nu numai cu m\u00e2na \u00eentins\u0103, nici numai cu tine \u00eentins c\u00e2t e\u015fti de a\u015fchimodie pe piatr\u0103, ne mai \u0163inem \u015fi ca la fotograf, nu crezi, \u015ftiu c\u0103 nu crezi, \u00een raza de soare, de ce s\u0103 nu crezi, \u00een raza de soare, de ce s\u0103 nu crezi \u00een raza de soare, cum \u00ee\u0163i spune ea ia la mama de m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103, te-ai dus, vine potopul \u015fi ne m\u0103tur\u0103 nemurd\u0103ri\u0163i pe barb\u0103, ai barba prea alb\u0103, \u00eenro\u015fe\u015fte-o cu m\u00e2ncarea, s\u0103 vin\u0103 apele normal, n\u0103moluri s\u0103tule de guri fl\u0103m\u00e2nde, ai onoare, de a-mi \u00eemplini dorin\u0163a, de a m\u0103 \u00eenjura, tot n-aud, v\u0103d, asta e \u00eenjur\u0103tura s\u0103 nu-mi dai un semn de foame, de salut, de regret, \u00ee\u0163i st\u0103 bine, destul, pot a\u015ftepta \u015fi sub ap\u0103 \u015fi sub crabi, s\u0103 nu mi se fac\u0103 mie foame \u015fi s\u0103-\u0163i m\u0103n\u00e2nc m\u00e2ncarea pe care cu at\u00e2ta tunel am agonisit-o, c\u0103 nu e\u015fti copilul meu, ce te-a\u015f bate, chiar dac\u0103 nu sunt copila ta, nu \u0163i-ar sta r\u0103u s\u0103-mi dai \u015ftirile, ce vine cu apele n-o s\u0103 mai fie bun de m\u00e2ncat, nici noi, te gr\u0103be\u015fti degeaba, voi da seama c\u0103 ne preg\u0103tisem, ne osp\u0103tasem \u00eempreun\u0103, \u00eenghit \u00eent\u00e2i pentru mine, apoi pentru ape, apoi pentru apele…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nici eu nu \u015ftiu, ca \u015fi tine, n-am sim\u0163it nimic, te a\u015fteptam, cum fac mereu, mi-e grij\u0103 c\u0103 nu vii tu, c\u0103 m\u0103 duc eu \u015fi nu mai are cine avea grij\u0103 de tine, cine s\u0103 te a\u015ftepte, s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce de la tine \u015fi de la mine dac\u0103 mai r\u0103m\u00e2nea, cum r\u0103m\u00e2ne ceva mai mult, lor le trebuie c\u00e2t lumea, nu le \u015ftiu fetele, am o idee, \u00eei aud \u015foptindu-\u015fi uite-o, despre tine te-ar m\u00e2nca, te-ar \u00eemp\u0103r\u0163i, mi-ar da ori nu mi-ar da atunci \u015fi mie, a\u015fadar \u015foptesc, s-a \u00eentors de la crabi, neru\u015fina\u0163ii, unii te urmaser\u0103 acolo, nu s\u0103 dea m\u0103rturie, dac\u0103 pl\u0103tiser\u0103, acum recap\u0103t\u0103 ce-au dat, dac\u0103 nu te fur\u0103, te apuc\u0103 pl\u00e2nsul dup\u0103-mesele, de-aia nu m\u0103 bucur de m\u00e2ncare, s\u0103-\u0163i \u015ftiu jalea, dar ce faci dac\u0103 nu \u0163i-o mai \u015ftiu eu, care-am venit din lume s\u0103 ne ia de poveste nu te-or mai b\u0103ga \u00een seam\u0103, trebuie s\u0103 te \u00eenve\u0163i din ce \u00een ce c\u0103 iar am murit, iar fac mofturi la m\u00e2ncare, iar c\u00e2nd chiar voi muri, s\u0103-\u0163i par\u0103 c\u0103 vreo inunda\u0163ie ne m\u0103tur\u0103 \u015fi piatra locului, c\u0103 nu te mai repezi la crabi dup\u0103 un bou pe oftate, \u0163i-o fi \u015fi pl\u0103c\u00e2nd, n\u0103v\u0103lesc crabii, plini de minciuni, mai baljini dec\u00e2t \u0103i de te-au alungat, te-ar fura \u00een timp ce nu vei \u015fti ce e cu mine de data aia, glum\u0103 ori moarte, negura b\u0103rbii mele va fi toat\u0103 \u00eemprejurimea, te-oi dep\u0103rta de un crab, doi, te \u00eembog\u0103\u0163e\u015fti, po\u0163i da de m\u00e2ncare tuturor mor\u0163ilor, pomeni \u015fi \u0163\u00e2\u0163\u0103, dac\u0103 e pe-a\u015fa, dai \u015fi pe mine, p\u0103c\u0103lit \u015fi de dumnezeul meu \u015fi de dumnezeul t\u0103u \u015fi de tine, cum \u015fi eu te-am p\u0103c\u0103lit, te p\u0103c\u0103lesc, nu deschid gura, te aud \u00een toate felurile, deasupra apelor, \u0163intui\u0163i \u00een piatr\u0103, nefra\u0163i, mai pentru totdeauna, n-ai aflat povestea mea, cum a\u015f deschide gura, dac\u0103 ai vrea s-o \u015ftii, dac\u0103 mi-a\u015f aduce-o aminte, de c\u00e2nd ne-am mai \u00eent\u00e2lnit, unde ne-om mai \u00eent\u00e2lni, copil\u0103, nu m\u0103 gr\u0103besc, ai r\u0103bdare \u015fi dac\u0103 a venit, a venit ora mesei, a trezitului mortului pentru mas\u0103, apele-alea tot a\u015fa vin \u015fi c\u00e2nd zac de c\u00e2nd zac, de nu s-au mai ridicat \u015fi i-a t\u0103v\u0103lit pantoful, nu te g\u00e2ndi, \u00eenghite pentru tine, \u00eenghite-m\u0103 apele \u015fi \u00eenghite-m\u0103, numai pe mine, pe tine s\u0103 nu te \u00eenghit\u0103, nu te \u00eenghi\u0163i, \u00een oglinda de noroi nu s-o fi cunosc\u00e2nd, eu de mult n-am vedere, cine pe cine \u00eenghite, mi-ai mai c\u0103scat \u015fi gura ca la un pui\u015for, s\u0103-\u0163i fie ru\u015fine, n-am din\u0163i, nu mai am via\u0163\u0103, dec\u00e2t grija de tine \u015fi pe tine l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, nu m\u0103 pot dezlipi de locul meu, nu te dezlipe\u015fti nici tu de mine, \u015ftii c\u0103 n-am m\u00e2ncat neav\u00e2nd ce dec\u00e2t s\u0103 te a\u015ftept, c\u0103 nu mi-am schimbat g\u00e2ndurile oric\u00e2t parc\u0103 ai \u00eent\u00e2rziat, nu \u015ftiu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Salvarea mai mult stric\u0103, pantoful e spart.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai de folos aruncat, schimb mersul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Taie oblic prin descul\u0163\u0103 \u015fi descul\u0163 o linie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-o unduie crabii, am spart tunelul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162ii minte-n iarb\u0103 desenul ei, al mutei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am timp de pove\u015fti, b\u0103tr\u00e2nul \u015fi fata…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu inunda\u0163ia, ia-o-ncet, s-au \u00eemp\u0103cat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 dac\u0103 se certau, nici pantoful.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aici sunt \u015fi ei, povestea ei nu ne exclude.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tocmai \u00eemi continui, vreau exclusivitatea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asupra lor n-o mai po\u0163i face f\u0103r\u0103 t\u0103ieturi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tac ce tac \u015fi-i schi\u0163ez din lumi \u00eempotrivite.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei mai \u00eempotrivite ca acum, crezi, vezi-\u0163i de treab\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am dreptul, n-am unde s\u0103 dau \u00eenapoi, \u0163i-ai schimbat inima, c\u0103 nu e tat\u0103l t\u0103u, c\u0103 nu mai e deloc, era\u0163i porni\u0163i \u015fi a\u0163i \u00eent\u0103r\u00e2tat inutil crabii \u00eempotriva ei, \u00eempotrivitorilor, c\u0103 ea l-a fi ucis nemaioferindu-i posibilitatea de a avea grij\u0103 de ea, nici ea nu se mai afl\u0103, simultan.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Scenariul t\u0103u a nemul\u0163umit \u015fi s-a comandat salvarea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0 O teorie mai roditoare \u00een de\u015fert ca-n sm\u00e2rc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tat\u0103l meu a copil\u0103rit \u00een dou\u0103 de\u015ferturi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acum e umezeal\u0103 pentru de\u015ferturile \u00een neurma lui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fata, atunci, mi-ar putea fi mie fiic\u0103, \u00eempreun\u0103 sau singur\u0103 va mai fi de salvat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De fat\u0103 se vor fi ocupat crabii, e\u015fti unul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pot fi, dup\u0103 cum b\u0103tr\u00e2nul mi-e tat\u0103, nu-l g\u0103sesc, caut fata, n-o g\u0103sesc, poate-mi fi fiic\u0103 nu-s crab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici eu nu i-am v\u0103zut, nu i-am aizit, am adus un vapor acas\u0103 \u015fi tot a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aici e o dram\u0103 \u00een piatr\u0103, nu o c\u0103l\u0103torie pe ap\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Erau mul\u0163i c\u0103l\u0103tori, semeni cu oarecare Mr. Anand.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu \u00eemi caut tat\u0103l, vreau s\u0103-l descop\u0103r, s\u0103 m\u0103 desopere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– G\u0103sim o solu\u0163ie, c\u00e2nd m\u0103n\u00e2nci banane, la cine te g\u00e2nde\u015fti?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La doamna Anand, da’ ce e, a\u0163i transportat banane?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O cas\u0103 care avea \u00een curte un bananier \u015fi ne-am \u00eentors.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103uta\u0163i bananierul, n-ave\u0163i dec\u00e2t cu salvarea-v\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Avem un scop comun, mi-ai t\u0103iat exprimarea de ziar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Anun\u0163ul era imperfect, mai mult o capcan\u0103, o curs\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015f vrea s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegi, nu vreau s\u0103 te \u00een\u0163eleg, s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– St\u0103m de vorb\u0103, trece timpul, calamitatea astalalt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A fost calamitat\u0103 \u015fi casa aia de pe curs\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce noroc s\u0103 fim \u00eenconjura\u0163i de calamit\u0103\u0163i, nu-i a\u015fa?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am inima pentru filosofie \u015fi morbide\u0163i, n-am.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai ai s\u0103r\u0103cit, f\u0103 un efort, nu-\u0163i era tat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u0103m\u00e2ne fata, cinstit, ce-ar fi fost fata, dac\u0103 el era tat\u0103l meu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fata e de alt\u0103 limb\u0103, alt\u0103 religie, alt\u0103 soart\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Anun\u0163ul, nu caut aventuri, adop\u0163ii, am familie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e\u015fti la tine, totu\u015fi nu-\u0163i po\u0163i permite ca ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ei nu erau la nimeni, nici la ei, nici la voi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici la nimeni, bine, drumul cost\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i zbori economiile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o s\u0103 m\u0103 economisesc pe mine, s\u0103 m\u0103 cer\u015fesc zadarnic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Povestea e de toat\u0103 banalitatea, nu mai mult dec\u00e2t.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un anun\u0163 care nici m\u0103car nu e al meu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu se \u015ftie cu precizie de unde vine, se cerceteaz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am niciun amestec, v\u0103 pierde\u0163i timpul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu te pierdem pe tine, sunt forme de completat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pune\u0163i elefan\u0163ii s\u0103 le completeze, nu furnicile orfane.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Avem la dosar un cod paninian cam a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu v\u0103 cunosc limba, poate numai codurile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-\u0163i cuno\u015fti nici tat\u0103l, nici Koranul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Religia mea \u015fi a tat\u0103lui meu de unde s\u0103 le \u015ftiu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-o vei afla de la el \u00een infern, cumva.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei dac\u0103 tai, m\u0103 tai din opera\u0163ia de salvare, c\u0103 stric\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Vom face un t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f \u00een patru labe, cine nu se poate t\u00e2r\u00e2 se va ag\u0103\u0163a, ori va fi legat, de c\u00e2te un picior al celor dinainte, vom folosi \u015fi pantoful, vom ie\u015fi din tunel, la r\u0103scruce vom fi mai mul\u0163i cu \u015firurile din p\u0103r\u0163i, vom sui \u015fi ne vom rev\u0103rsa jumate de mil\u0103, ni-l vom privi cum arde \u00een fl\u0103c\u0103ri culcate, \u00eel vom c\u00e2nta ca pe un mai venerabil \u015fi ne vom t\u00e2r\u00ee la loc \u00een patru labe, la r\u0103scruce, \u00een tunel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe acest drum dus-\u00eentors toat\u0103 suflarea \u00eel va cer\u015fi p\u0103m\u00e2ntului cu apele, nu cerurilor cu soarele, nu p\u0103rin\u0163ilor cu fii \u015fi fiice, nu-i va aprinde nimeni piatra, se va aprinde de la sine, se va aprinde din to\u0163i, de-aia fl\u0103c\u0103rile se vor t\u00e2r\u00ee a\u015fa cum ne t\u00e2r\u00e2m mai dus-\u00eentors, potop de umezeal\u0103 abia ne va ap\u0103sa t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful, al nostru, al fl\u0103c\u0103rilor, al lui, poate \u00eentorc\u00e2ndu-se.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sufletul lui se va t\u00e2r\u00ee cu noi etern p\u00e2n\u0103 sub tunel, nu-l mai petrecem \u00een piatr\u0103, \u00een lumea larg\u0103, numai \u015ferpi ce de spaim\u0103 s-ar ridica asemeni fl\u0103c\u0103rilor neeroice, sclave ale \u00eenaltului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cei vom fi r\u0103m\u0103\u015fi\u0163a sporit\u0103 de scursoarea timpurilor ce-au mai r\u0103mas, s-a t\u00e2r\u00e2t cel mai mult, nu va \u00eenceta s\u0103 se t\u00e2rasc\u0103, sigur \u015fi cu noi to\u0163i, nemiluit c\u00e2t n-om fi milui\u0163i, f\u0103r\u0103 speran\u0163\u0103, cum nu avem speran\u0163\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 Dumnezeu cum nu ni s-a t\u00e2r\u00e2t \u00een vreun Dumnezeu \u015fi noi nu ne vom stinge c\u00e2nd \u00eel vom uita, nu ne vom uita c\u00e2nd el, stins, nu-\u015fi va aduce aminte de r\u0103m\u0103\u015fi\u0163ele lui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oricum va s\u0103ri \u00een ajutor, ca pentru salvare, nu va fi el, zilele nu se vor mai num\u0103ra, se vor chirci mai to\u0163i s\u0103 ofere, s\u0103 se intereseze, zadarnic, el nu se va ridica, nu se va \u00eembuna, nu se va cer\u015fi, nici noi, de ne-am t\u00e2r\u00e2t dus \u015fi \u00eentors \u00een onoarea lui, \u00een veac, cu sim\u0163\u0103mintele c\u0103 eram unul, unul \u015fi numai el.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ni se vor \u00eempotrivi potopul, pantoful, tunetul, ne vom t\u00e2r\u00ee \u015fi nu spre soare, spre locul lui de pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt, nu c\u0103 l-am iubit \u015fi sim\u0163it c\u0103 iubirea ne va fi etern\u0103, c\u0103 ni-l t\u00e2r\u00e2m pe Dumnezeu, c\u0103 ne ferim de moartea noastr\u0103, de moartea lui ne vom t\u00e2r\u00ee.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu vom spune cuvintele de cuviin\u0163\u0103 ca \u00een alte vremuri, ca-n vremurile lui, nu vom lega de amintirea lui vreun viitor, nu-l vom feti\u015fiza \u00een fa\u0163a copiilor, nu ni-l vom \u00eenghe\u0163a, nu-l vom \u0163\u00e2\u015fni, nu ne vom ruga, nu-l vom l\u0103sa singur, nu-l vom c\u0103l\u0103tori t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne va fi de ajuns c\u0103 s-a t\u00e2r\u00e2t mai mult dec\u00e2t \u00een orice \u00eenchipuire, nu demonstr\u00e2nd numai putere, \u00eenarm\u00e2ndu-se cu t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful lui, dar treb\u0103luind \u00een fel \u015fi chip numai piatra, c\u0103 numai mort a putut fi readus \u00een tunel, \u015fi numai \u00een t\u0103cere, c\u0103 ne-am sufoca dac\u0103 ne-am arde unde ne t\u00e2r\u00e2m pe loc, nu-l vom explica fetelor cu pulsul iu\u0163it, sfintelor imit\u00e2nd-o pe sf\u00e2nta t\u00e2r\u00e2toare, t\u00e2r\u00e2turilor care se t\u00e2r\u0103sc ru\u015finate, nerecun\u0103sc\u0103toare, nep\u0103s\u0103toare, net\u00e2r\u00e2toare, astfel lini\u015ftindu-l nu se cread\u0103 c\u0103-l iubim.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Am terminat toat\u0103 m\u00e2ncarea, voi aduce alta, o s\u0103-\u0163i par\u0103 r\u0103u, te-ai uscat, te vor t\u00e2r\u00ee apele, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u0163ii \u015fi t\u00e2t\u00e2torii ei, cu pas mic speriat, c\u0103 n-am putut s\u0103 te trezesc, nu-\u0163i cer nimic, nu vreau, nu m\u0103 spune\u0163i alor mei, v\u0103 cunosc de c\u00e2nd nu murise, cine, o cas\u0103 nou\u0103, cine-o fi \u00een casa nou\u0103, nu e nou\u0103 de azi, pleac\u0103, se mi\u015fc\u0103, m\u0103 mi\u015fc \u015fi eu, \u00eentre cas\u0103 \u015fi un tren, niciun tren, nu sunt de tren, mi-e fric\u0103, nu v\u0103 e ru\u015fine, de-aia e jungl\u0103, nisip dulce, spre creast\u0103, sare crestat\u0103, casa, \u00eentre cas\u0103 \u015fi vapor, cine o s\u0103 m\u0103 primeasc\u0103, \u00een cas\u0103, pe vapor, mi-e fric\u0103, pleac\u0103, nu mai \u015ftiu s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc, nu m-am r\u0103t\u0103cit, o s\u0103 m\u0103 r\u0103t\u0103cesc de acum \u00eenainte ori \u00eencotro o iau, \u00eei promisesem, n-auzea, murise, nu tr\u0103iam, m\u00e2ncarea o \u00eempart, cine-o fi cu casa, lucrez \u00een cas\u0103, mi-e fric\u0103, n-am cum, m-ar alunga iar, a lor o fi, \u015fi vaporul, se leag\u0103n\u0103, nu acum, vine frigul, nu e nou\u0103 casa, da, dou\u0103, trei, mai bine, \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103, ce b\u0103taie de joc, s\u0103 nu-mi fure \u015fi ce mi-au pl\u0103tit, marinari s\u0103raci, c\u0103pitanul, nici el, mi-e fric\u0103, nu vreau, dom kaptan, a, da, nu merg, ce fric\u0103 mi-e, am nasu’ jos, bani da, vre\u0163i \u015fi p\u0103rul, orice, sunt bogat\u0103, voi g\u0103si drumul, dorm la ho\u0163i, \u00eei fur, b\u0103tr\u00e2nul vrea s\u0103 moar\u0103, furnicile m\u0103 leag\u0103n\u0103 ca marea, sunt vaporul lor, mo\u015fu’ mi-e c\u0103pitan, mo\u015fu-meu, mortu’, g\u0103sesc m\u00e2ncare c\u00e2t s\u0103-l \u00eenviez, s\u0103 nu-l mai p\u0103r\u0103sesc p\u00e2n\u0103 mor m\u0103car, s\u0103 mai \u015fi r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103, el e de piatr\u0103, tot de piatr\u0103 cum l-am g\u0103sit, vom mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne \u00eempreun\u0103 \u015fi dup\u0103, s-a \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at lumea a\u015fa, nu-\u015fi permite s\u0103 se dezobi\u015fnuiasc\u0103 de noi, se vor apropia \u015fi marinarii, mai uite un b\u0103tr\u00e2n, cu totul altul, \u015fi el de-ar fi n-are cum fi, n-am vedenii, chiar dac\u0103 e ele, am vedenii, \u015fi mai am at\u00e2ta, mai bine c\u0103 voi r\u0103t\u0103ci chiar c\u00e2t a r\u0103mas, nu m\u0103 pricep dec\u00e2t la el, s\u0103-i dau s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce, \u015fi m\u0103 moare \u015fi eu n-am cui muri, vaporul nu se mai vede, merge spre cer, merg spre p\u0103m\u00e2nt, \u00een cer nu e mocirl\u0103, ai o cas\u0103 cu dou\u0103 camere, el n-are dec\u00e2t s\u0103 stea \u00een camera cealalt\u0103, s\u0103 aib\u0103 grij\u0103 de mine, toate femeile sunt alungate, pe mine nu mai are cine m\u0103 alunga, toate r\u0103m\u00e2n singure, am l\u0103sat vaporul s\u0103 plece, \u015ftiu ce se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla, l-am ame\u0163it, \u015fi marinarii \u0103ia mai rar at\u00e2ta b\u0103net, s\u0103 umpli casa de pe vapor, s\u0103 le cumperi min\u0163ile, \u00eenapoindu-le plata, le vedeam buzele vorbind p\u00e2n\u0103 m\u0103 s\u0103rutau, mo\u015fu’ e serios, nu mi-a s\u0103rutat nici m\u00e2ncarea, i-am \u00eenghi\u0163it-o eu, vor \u00eentoarce marinarii vaporul dup\u0103 mine, or fi avut c\u00e2ntece, a\u015fa, cu dans, era casa din \u00eemprejurime, un semn, n-am dec\u00e2t, pe-aproape, tot degeaba dac\u0103 e gol, c\u00e2t \u00eenc\u0103peam am\u00e2ndoi \u015fi dou\u0103 t\u0103g\u00e2r\u0163e cu de-ale gurii, vaporul e prea mare, \u00een el m-a\u015f fi r\u0103t\u0103cit, n-a\u015f fi ajuns nici s\u0103 m\u0103 arunc \u00een mare, b\u0103tr\u00e2nul n-a v\u0103zut marea nici iarba, nici tunelul, nici casa, e orb, nemi\u015fcat, c\u0103 era viu, c\u0103 e mort, tot una, de-ar \u00eempietri, lumea nu va observa, de-aia trebuie s\u0103 reg\u0103sesc drumul, fie c\u0103 a\u015ftept vaporul s\u0103 se \u00eentoarc\u0103, aici, ia, casc\u0103 gura, sunt \u00eenapoi, n-am plecat, nu mai plec niciodat\u0103, st\u0103m a\u015fa, unul l\u00e2ng\u0103 altul, cerul l\u00e2ng\u0103 p\u0103m\u00e2nt, nu ne \u015ftie nimeni, treaba lor, am avut de alergat, ne-au l\u0103sat nevoile, te-ai odihnit mult, am v\u0103zut un vapor alb ca dumneata, c\u0103pitanul \u0163i-avea barba, era casa aia \u015fi eu cu u\u015fa \u00eencuiat\u0103 \u015fi-mi p\u0103rea c\u0103 aud, surda de mine, c\u0103 m\u0103 aud cum tot \u00ee\u0163i strig s\u0103 deschizi gura s\u0103-\u0163i dau de m\u00e2ncare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Ai un dar de la Dumnezeu s\u0103 faci ferici\u0163i marinarii, \u015fi pe mine, nici nu \u015ftii, m-am \u00eemboln\u0103vit pe alte \u0163\u0103rmuri, tu m-ai vindecat, nu-mi mai pas\u0103, eu te \u00eemboln\u0103vesc, abia ni s-au atins t\u0103lpile, t\u0103lpile altora ating cre\u015ftetele vecinilor de tunel, noaptea asta nu ne-a prins nimeni, ale cui or fi locurile, sfin\u0163i chiria\u015fi, sfin\u0163i \u015fi noi, la ziu\u0103 ar fi bucluc, s\u0103 ne trezim mai devreme, tot de noapte, dac\u0103 ne prind, vii ori mor\u0163i, n-o s\u0103 ne fie u\u015for, mi-e de tine, dar eu o s\u0103 aud judecata, c\u0103 nu era tat\u0103l meu, nici al t\u0103u, c\u0103 nu tu erai fiic\u0103, nici mie, c\u0103 tunelul nu e batjocura nim\u0103nui, c\u0103 pantoful a fost de ajuns, inunda\u0163ia, procesiunea, da, c\u0103 le jignim durerea, construc\u0163ia, t\u00e2r\u00e2irea, talpa ta nu-mi r\u0103spunde, ce-ai adormit dintr-odat\u0103, am c\u0103zut \u00eempreun\u0103, dar ni s-au retezat picioarele, sufl\u0103rile, ne-a culcat tunelul, nici nu se face zi, nu te mai teme, a\u015fa e tot timpul, nu jum\u0103tate zi, jum\u0103tate noapte, lung\u0103, lung\u0103, \u0163i-e ud\u0103 talpa, fa\u0163a, s\u00e2nger\u0103 tunetul, cum te-a\u015f trezi \u015fi ne-am g\u0103si alt loc, \u00een piatr\u0103, n-ar fi o profanare, am trece barajul, cu vaporul, ne-am oplo\u015fi cu tot respectul, am \u015fi a\u0163ipi, ne\u00eentin\u015fi a\u015feza\u0163i cum o da Dumnezeu, c\u00e2t s\u0103 \u00eencepem \u00eempreun\u0103 cu amintirea b\u0103tr\u00e2nului, trei, nepotrivit, poate da asimilabil, pu\u015fi pe fug\u0103 \u015fi de-acolo, pas mic, al t\u0103u, te mai duc \u015fi eu \u00een spinare, \u00een bra\u0163e, ca-n filme, nu mi-e bine, niciodat\u0103 nu mi-a fost mai bine, din darul t\u0103u, s\u0103 nu zici nimic, ne prindem singuri, \u015fi a\u015fa nu ni s-ar crede, cum am r\u0103t\u0103cit, ce e cu noi, ce e \u00eentre noi, nu e, suntem to\u0163i unul de-a lungul altuia, n-ai cu cine te-n\u0163elege, pentru c\u0103 mi-au alungat familia pentru a dormi pe caldar\u00e2m, de-a lungul t\u0103u, ai \u00een\u0163eles, c\u0103lc\u0103m o secund\u0103 talp\u0103-n talp\u0103, eu sunt de-al razei de soare, ca tine, vreau s\u0103 fiu, \u015fi b\u0103tr\u00e2nul s-a atins de lumina zilei, o iei tu \u00eenainte, unde \u015ftii tu, pe piatr\u0103, oriunde, r\u0103m\u00e2n dou\u0103 culcu\u015furi, se vor ocupa la fel cum le ocupasem \u015fi noi, chiar cine vorbe\u015fte, vorbe\u015fte tot singur, \u00een somn, mie-mi trebuie s\u0103-mi dai de m\u00e2ncare, \u0163i-a\u015f da eu dac\u0103 asta nu \u0163i-ar veni prea repede peste m\u00e2n\u0103,ne d\u0103m unul la altul, c\u00e2nd n-om mai fi talp\u0103-n talp\u0103, treze\u015fte-te, fat\u0103, pot deveni violen\u0163i, noii veni\u0163i se pot culca cu tine, un tunel, nu un templu, femeile nu dorm aici nici \u00eenso\u0163ite, unde te treze\u015fti, de ce nu te treze\u015fti, ne hr\u0103nim \u00eempreun\u0103, ne uit\u0103m de b\u0103tr\u00e2n, de moartea lui, de moartea noastr\u0103, nu sim\u0163i c\u0103-mping \u00een talpa ta ca-ntr-o u\u015f\u0103 de ghea\u0163\u0103, nu pot s\u0103 m\u0103 ridic, am ame\u0163eli, m-apuc\u0103 frica \u015fi pentru mine, te \u00eenso\u0163eam s\u0103 nu te sinucizi, c\u00e2t c\u0103 ajunsesei la mare \u015fi-\u0163i pl\u0103cea, pretinsesem c\u0103 mi-l caut, c\u0103-l b\u0103nuiesc a-mi fi tat\u0103, c\u0103 b\u0103nuiesc tu a-mi fi fiic\u0103, nu te mai intereseaz\u0103 nimic, mi-e r\u0103u mie fric\u0103 pentru am\u00e2ndoi, se termin\u0103 povestea noastr\u0103, ne mai \u015fi prind, se duce pe r\u00e2p\u0103 renumele b\u0103tr\u00e2nului, cu tine, dac\u0103 te prind pe tine cu mine, cu to\u0163i, cu tunelul, f\u0103r\u0103 a cere bani, f\u0103r\u0103 a avea ce face cu banii, aproape vie, mi-o fi groaz\u0103, dac\u0103 te-ai trezi nici n-a\u015f fi g\u00e2ndit la moarte, ca tine, n-ai c\u0103zut, ne-am \u00eentins cu t\u0103lpile unul c\u0103tre cel\u0103lalt, adev\u0103rat, s\u0103 ne fi g\u00e2ndit, nu mort spre mort.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu-\u0163i fie, nu mi-e team\u0103, ni se bat gleznele, sunt parc\u0103 inimoase, pe-aici \u0163i-ai luat plata \u015fi a\u015fa \u015fi a\u015fa, n-ar c\u00e2rti nimeni, n-am un ban, fur\u0103m de la ho\u0163ii adormi\u0163i, eu, s\u0103 m\u0103 pl\u0103tesc, s\u0103 te pl\u0103tesc, ni se bat gleznele verde, fluturi \u00een raz\u0103, mai apuc\u0103m diminea\u0163a, pe drum, glezn\u0103 la glezn\u0103, ce unduire de-acum, ce departe \u00een sus, sub\u0163ioara genunchiului, toate, nu se mai poate sta, aproape nu mai suntem, urcu\u015ful lumii, crap\u0103 tunelul, p\u00e2ntec sub p\u00e2ntec, piatra trezit\u0103, te voi pl\u0103ti s\u0103 m\u0103 hr\u0103ne\u015fti, treze\u015fte-te a\u015fa, \u00een tunel abia tu vei \u015fti c\u0103 e o nunt\u0103 gandarwa<\/em>, te-am min\u0163it cu b\u0103tr\u00e2nul, cu tine, i-am crezut pe to\u0163i cei ce zac aici, \u00een lungul nostru, aici am vrut s\u0103 ajung, \u015ftii cum e bestia, am t\u0103iat ce eram, nu zic nimic, p\u00e2ntec \u00een p\u00e2ntec de-o tantra<\/em>, m\u0103car m-ai zv\u00e2rli, m-ai \u00eenghi\u0163i, m-ai \u00eentreba ce s\u0103-mi faci, uite-a\u015fa, c\u0103 m-am str\u0103b\u0103tut p\u00e2n\u0103 la tine, din ghe\u0163uri \u015fi m\u0103ri, nimic, s\u0103 te doar\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103-\u0163i pese ori s\u0103 nu-\u0163i pese, nu-\u0163i dai seama c\u0103 m\u0103 jigne\u015fti, fericirea nu poate fi numai a mea singur treaz \u015fi a\u015fa p\u0103truns, c\u0103 nu m-au \u00eempins crabii, am adulmecat, \u015fi chiar dac\u0103, fie \u00eenc\u0103 acum pe nesingur\u0103tate, f\u0103r\u0103 pacea de la sf\u00e2r\u015fitul sf\u00e2r\u015fitului, s\u0103 cred c\u0103-l vezi pe Dumnezeu, lini\u015fte tuturor zilelor, la ce bun ne-am petrecut, c\u00e2te o jum\u0103tate de culcu\u015f, \u00een susul capetelor noastre poate fi ocupat\u0103 la fel, to\u0163i adormi\u0163ii te-au adus pe r\u00e2nd \u00een starea asta, de ce-ai l\u0103sa ne\u00eentoars\u0103 cartea de-o zugr\u0103vim \u015fi numai eu, ros de un crab, \u00eenaint\u00e2nd, ca-n ghea\u0163\u0103, r\u0103m\u00e2n, gleznele-mi-\u0163i bat fluturii pe s\u00e2ni, de pe gur\u0103, rostogoli\u0163i de visul singurei zile, \u00eentr-o vijelie de har, am ochii-n ochii orbului glorificat \u00een focul de pe fluviul ce \u00eenghi\u0163ise templul, cum m-ai \u00eenghi\u0163i, m-ai re\u00eentoarce, frunzele bananierului din curtea casei fr\u0103m\u00e2ntau umbrele fluturilor, c\u0103 te-am zg\u00e2riat, te-am \u00eens\u00e2ngerat nu numai eu, din veac, \u00eendritui\u0163ii, nu \u0163i se \u00eent\u00e2mpla nimic r\u0103u, nu-\u0163i mai spun ce s\u0103 faci, ai dreptatea ta \u015fi mi-o \u00eenv\u0103lui \u00een oase, somn, parc\u0103 somn, crabul crap\u0103, o pal\u0103 bl\u00e2nd\u0103 de v\u00e2nt verde, noapte veche, abia \u015fopte\u015fte ha\u015fi\u015ful, mai \u015fi blesteam\u0103, las\u0103-l, nu-l auzi, nu te \u00eendeamn\u0103, c\u00e2nd ne-am fi \u00eenv\u00e2rtit, n-ai dat de veste, sunt \u00eentins pe spate, n-o fi bine, o fi b\u0103tr\u00e2nul, ori fiu-s\u0103u, ori crabul, n-am nimic cu ei, s\u0103 m\u0103 lase \u00een pace, nu te dau, du-te, dar a\u015fa, cu mine \u00een tine, fie \u015fi \u00een\u0163epenit sub greul adormirii de femeie, din ce \u00een ce, cu urechea sub s\u00e2nu-\u0163i, cu gura sub gura ta, cre\u015ftet \u00een cre\u015ftet, neamintit, nici fluturi, niciun loc pentru un fluture, de ce se va mai face lumin\u0103, de-mi va mai fugi pacea, de ne-ar roade crabii la t\u0103lpi, cum talp\u0103 \u00een talp\u0103 ne pornisem pasul mic, trec\u0103tor, nu vreau s\u0103 dorm \u015fi eu \u015fi dorm iar tu te vei fi trezind, m\u0103 vei fi t\u00e2r\u00e2nd cum \u0163i-e placul, ori cum e porunca de la crabi, \u00een parte, o mai fi p\u00e2n\u0103 la ziu\u0103, ne ciocnim peste frunze de bananier, ne-am \u00eemp\u0103cat de la talp\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103-n cre\u015ftet, ne-am primenit unul \u00een piatra celuilalt, tu mi-ai fost o clip\u0103 \u015fi mam\u0103, atunci c\u00e2nd am adormit f\u0103r\u0103 grij\u0103, crabii te vor pl\u0103ti \u015fi-mi vei da de m\u00e2ncare, \u00eemi vei c\u0103sca gura \u015fi-mi vei ar\u0103ta cum s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc, n-ai pereche de grijulie ce e\u015fti, vuietul tunelului nu-l auzi, mi-ai acoperit auzul \u00een crusta crabilor c\u0103l\u0103torindu-m\u0103 spre umbra fluturilor ce se va lumina \u015fi eu de piatr\u0103. <\/strong><\/p>\n

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– S\u0103 s\u0103ru\u0163i femei necunoscute pe vapoare arctice, s\u0103 taci \u00een tunelurile cer\u015fetorilor de la tropic, pentru una…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Interese profesionale, safice, \u00een materie de metri, uneori.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-a z\u0103p\u0103cit impoten\u0163a crabilor, dar n-are a face.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-ai v\u0103zut de carte, ca \u015fi de ei, p\u00e2n\u0103 la unul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am divor\u0163at, cum ne \u015fi c\u0103s\u0103torisem, \u00eembr\u0103cat\u0103 \u00een negru.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cartea s\u0103 n-o la\u015fi nici pe vapor, nici fluturilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-e team\u0103 s\u0103 n-o scap \u00een ap\u0103, prefer \u00eenghe\u0163ul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lesbosul frigidelor de vreme, o s\u0103 ai ce citi, se ofer\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe oul \u0103sta al lui Columb \u015ftii, de unde pleci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i eu am, dar tu te apuci s\u0103 m\u0103 s\u0103ru\u0163i pe vapor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am \u015fi ajuns nu se \u015ftie unde repet\u0103m gre\u015feala.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O s\u0103-mi fac\u0103 bine la citit, te p\u0103c\u0103leam de copil\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe-atunci interesele profesionale \u0163ineau de v\u00e2rst\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei acum, \u00eemi caut linia de plutire, printre crabi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ei sunt atotputernici, a\u015feaz\u0103-te \u00eentre ei, pe furi\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 n\u0103v\u0103leasc\u0103 vreunul peste mine, chiar dumneata.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E\u015fti cu cartea, mi-o poveste\u015fti, o \u00eenchizi, o deschizi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La pagina asta m-am plictisit, mi-e lehamite.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cer\u015fe\u015fte-\u0163i interesele duc\u00e2nd \u015fi orbul de m\u00e2n\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chestia s-a r\u0103suflat, c\u00e2t pe-aci s\u0103 se fac\u0103 \u015fi film.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o s\u0103 preferi str\u00e2nsura de granguri din curtea Anand.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd una, c\u00e2nd alta, ai f\u0103cut rost de-o piatr\u0103 dr\u0103gu\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lucrat\u0103-n somn, altfel st\u0103m nemi\u015fca\u0163i cu ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Piesa a c\u0103zut, rolul meu, \u00een ritm, ce-a \u0163inut-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i l-ai proiectat pe aceea\u015fi piatr\u0103, c\u00e2t ai s\u0103rit un pic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu te lega de v\u00e2rst\u0103, s\u0103 finis\u0103m amorul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Adaug\u0103-te pe tine p\u00e2n\u0103 la imaginara-\u0163i senectute.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 nu mai amesteci nici tu mor\u0163i reale de interes.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei s\u0103 te imaginez pe tine la nesf\u00e2r\u015fit p\u00e2n\u0103 m\u00e2ine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu chem dec\u00e2t mi\u015fcarea \u00een jur, n-o \u00eempietresc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se apropie, dac\u0103 e\u015fti de acord, un fluture z\u0103p\u0103cit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– St\u0103m numai aproape, nu-l pietrific \u00een roloul meu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Orbul \u015fi piatra fac corp comun de ciorn\u0103, din ziar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mergem cu g\u00e2ndul c\u00e2t s\u0103 ating\u0103 abia fluturele piatra.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum recunoa\u015ftem noi ritmul, cum se mi\u015fc\u0103 dep\u0103rtarea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Totul e aproape \u00een roloul meu, de-aia \u00eemi permit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O s\u0103 regre\u0163i de fiecare dat\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u015fitul fanteziei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-o s\u0103ruta careva, m-o tr\u00e2nti \u00een tunelul cer\u015fetorilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 la \u00eentoarcerea \u00een visul din roloul mort.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu \u00eel car prin cas\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103-n camera cealalt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai asurzit c\u00e2nt\u00e2ndu-l te-au \u015fi luat la goan\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Exager\u0103ri, am plecat \u015fi de bun\u0103 voie, ce mai eram.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei cine te aude nu \u015ftie c\u0103 tu nu te auzi, nu-i auzi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen rolul meu r\u0103m\u00e2n impasibil\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 respira\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd cu t\u0103lpile, cu gleznele, cu s\u00e2nii, de ce nu sur\u00e2zi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pentru c\u0103 trebuie s\u0103 casc gura s\u0103 te \u00eenv\u0103\u0163 cum s-o ca\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O ca\u015fti \u015fi-n somn \u015fi rolul m\u0103 adoarme. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Somn u\u015for pe piatr\u0103, sub p\u00e2ntecul \u015fi rolul cui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce de crabi \u00een jur, cum a\u015f \u00eendr\u0103zni s\u0103 m\u0103 trezesc?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 ai \u00een\u0163eles roloul ai \u00een\u0163eles \u015fi o mi\u015fcare a p\u0103cii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A p\u0103cii de pe urm\u0103 dac\u0103 m-am mai trezit rolul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te voi mai interpreta p\u00e2n\u0103 plec, m\u0103 alung.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Toarn\u0103-m\u0103 \u00een metri safici din singura-\u0163i ghea\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum \u00eemi vor dicta interesele profesionale, timpul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu g\u00e2ndi numai pe-afar\u0103, ai rolul \u00een\u0103untru-\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cel acop\u0103r cu mi\u015fc\u0103ri spre care m\u0103 \u00eendrept involuntar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O s\u0103-\u0163i r\u0103sar\u0103 piatra asta ca un noroc respins.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o s\u0103 refuz, poate o s\u0103 regret, singur\u0103, a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ferindu-te p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi de ochii t\u0103i, de orbul t\u0103u.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lunca vorbe\u015fte o clip\u0103, apoi te redivor\u0163eaz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i va aduce aminte roloul, nu interesele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aia nici nu le povestesc chiar a\u015fa, pe potriv\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Unul am \u00een\u0163eles c\u0103 \u0163i se potrivise, o dat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A doua oar\u0103 \u00eempietrise sub o vestal\u0103 d\u0103r\u00e2mat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cel d\u0103r\u00e2mase \u00een c\u0103dere \u015fi pe el, \u00een ritmul rolului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– L-am gr\u0103bit s\u0103 vin s\u0103 discut\u0103m, nu se poate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am cum ajuta despletirea pietrelor una.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sunt sigur\u0103 c\u0103 \u00eei nefericesc cu rolul meu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu mai am putere \u00een mine dec\u00e2t pentru moarte, a\u015ftepta-te-a\u015f \u015fi pe \u00eentuneric, n-a\u015f putea s\u0103 mai mor, \u00ee\u0163i las piatra toat\u0103, moartea mea, mi te apropii \u00een ne\u015ftire, piei acum, pier orb, v\u0103d c\u0103-mi joci vedere, te-am rugat, acoper\u0103-te, o \u00eencurci, \u015fi tinere\u0163ea, nu e a ta, mai \u00eencolo, nici nu e\u015fti, mi\u015fc\u0103-te, \u0163ine-\u0163i firea, nimic, \u015ferpuie dealul, pas mic, rugul \u00een st\u00e2nga, m\u0103r\u0103cinele, mama, numai mama sau \u015fi mama, au luat-o la dreapta, jungla, urc \u00een copac s\u0103 le strig, nu m-aud nici eu, opresc \u00een toate p\u0103r\u0163ile, o raz\u0103, cad, caut alt\u0103 femeie, acum t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, am dat de piatr\u0103, pas mic, at\u00e2t se str\u00e2nge \u015fi piatra, mi-o va m\u00e2ng\u00e2ia, scobor \u00eentr-o gur\u0103, poate zbur\u0103m pe rotund, ne ou\u0103m, nicio pas\u0103re, nici durerile orbirii eunuce, \u00eentins \u00een somn, doarme mama, a\u015f trezi-o s\u0103 dorm eu, divor\u0163eaz\u0103 pentru c\u0103 e steril\u0103, de piatr\u0103, arunc cu o piatr\u0103, se sup\u0103r\u0103, nu \u00een\u0163eleg s\u0103 mai a\u015ftept, ce s\u0103 a\u015ftept, nici eu n-o vream, ea nu m\u0103 poate, la ce s-o mai fi m\u0103ritat, la greu, nu casc nicio gur\u0103, nu m\u0103 casc\u0103 nici sabia, o cioplesc eu pe mama \u00eentr-o floare dintr-un fluture \u015fi ce-mi r\u0103m\u00e2n \u00eenm\u0103r\u0103cinez \u00een rug, c\u0103 ea a luat-o \u00een partea cealalt\u0103, \u00een urm\u0103, nunta crab\u0103, nu m\u0103 amestecasem, m-ai c\u0103lcat, talpa scris\u0103, m-ai \u015fters, m-ai \u00een\u0163epat, \u0163i-ai r\u0103s\u0103dit \u015fi gleznele, \u00eentr-un solo, n-am avut timp s\u0103 te ascult, eram genunchii t\u0103i, m-ai culcat sub coapse, m-ai str\u00e2ns sub p\u00e2ntec \u015fi te-ai respins, te-ai \u00eempins \u015fi \u0163i-ai supt s\u00e2nii \u00een c\u0103u\u015ful pietrei m\u00e2zgoase, ai c\u0103scat gura ai \u00eenchis-o, mi-am f\u0103cut suma, cre\u015ftet \u00een cre\u015ftet, eu nu existasem, nu mai existam, ce-o fi fost cu tine \u015fi unde, t\u0103lpile-mi avansau printr-o adiere de frunze mari, m\u0103 t\u00e2ram dus de ele libere, nu de acum, boabe de rou\u0103, n\u0103du\u015feal\u0103 de v\u00e2nt, nori plini, flori \u00een p\u0103r, pas mic, paji\u015ftea de piatr\u0103 se str\u00e2nge cum \u00eel mergi, un templu \u00een st\u00e2nga, o c\u0103prioar\u0103 \u00een dreapta, cartea deschis\u0103 \u00een templu, clopotul, Dumnezeu, ochii, raga<\/em>, iarba, vorba, ruga, m\u0103tasea, piatra, raza, apa, plutisem o vreme pe ap\u0103, printre cadavre pierdute, mi-a venit s\u0103-le m\u00e2ntui \u015fi cel dint\u00e2i, o copil\u0103, de-a-mpietrit apa, ca \u015fi cum n-ar fi fost, eu nu mai pluteam ca \u00eenainte, ea pleca \u015fi se \u00eentorcea cu m\u00e2ncare, \u00een locul fluviului cre\u015fte piatra, se \u00eentinde \u015fi se str\u00e2nge cu pasul ei mic, n-am ce-i face, apele pornesc \u015fi ea nu s-a \u00eentors, nici nu vreau s\u0103 vin\u0103 a\u015fa, poate mai am de m\u00e2ntuit, m\u00e2ntuit de ea, am a\u015fteptat-o azi mai mult dec\u00e2t via\u0163a, de c\u00e2nd \u00eemia ap\u0103ruse, nu la vedere, vedere, ca s\u0103 casc gura s\u0103-mi dea s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc, ca s\u0103 casc gura s\u0103 mor, e rugul dup\u0103 templu, apele pot curge \u015fi \u00eenapoi, firea mi s-a eliberat, nici nu cred, nici nu-mi pas\u0103, nici rasa n-o a\u015ftept, vremea mi-a curs, mi-a \u00eempietrit, n-am team\u0103 nici c\u00e2t s\u0103 cred c\u0103 am existat, c\u0103 n-am existat, grija mi-e s\u0103 mor \u00eenainte s\u0103 vii, s\u0103 m\u0103 crezi mort, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 vezi murind, c\u0103sc\u00e2nd gura, s\u0103 nu-mi dai s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc, tocmai acum, m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103 tu, d\u0103 nem\u00e2nca\u0163ilor, mamei, d\u0103-le \u015fi crabilor, nu-i vreme, nu nor, piatr\u0103 de carte, nu vii, de unde ai veni, \u015fi unde, \u0163i-aud c\u00e2ntecul \u0103la \u00eencet \u015fi c\u00e2nd mi-l c\u00e2n\u0163i \u00een ureche, ai r\u0103t\u0103cit drumul, obosit\u0103, te doare ceva, \u015fi c\u00e2n\u0163i singur\u0103, din ce \u00een ce mai tare, p\u00e2n\u0103 te auzi \u015fi tu, surdo, iar mie nemaiav\u00e2nd putere s\u0103 te a\u015ftept, c\u0103 n-a\u015f mai putea muri, \u00eemi apari vedere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Prizonieratul l-a\u0163i povetit \u015fi \u00een carte, ce era cu femeia de ghea\u0163\u0103, dac\u0103-mi permite\u0163i \u00eenc\u0103 o indiscre\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Voia s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eensor cu ea, eu nu voiam, ea voia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sunt convins c\u0103 nu i-a\u0163i prezentat-o mamei dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eram singur \u00eenc\u0103, nu-mi adusesem p\u0103rin\u0163ii l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ierta\u0163i-m\u0103, nu regreta\u0163i niciodat\u0103 c\u0103 n-a\u0163i luat-o?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eram \u00eenc\u0103 prizonier, cum am r\u0103mas toat\u0103 via\u0163a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai \u015fti\u0163i de ea, p\u0103rin\u0163ii vi i-a\u0163i \u00eengropat, vorbi\u0163i mamei?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 uit adesea la tabloul ei, a fost pictat de o femeie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vizita mea de acum, v\u0103 m\u0103rturisesc, este pentru tablou.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E-n stil neo-clasic, dup\u0103 cum vede\u0163i, o femeie frumoas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mama dumneavoastr\u0103, p\u0103cat c\u0103 nu e semnat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cunosc numele autoarei, ne fusese oaspete din copil\u0103rie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Scrisorile de la muzeele nordice nu-s concludente.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pute\u0163i scrie \u015fi dumneavoastr\u0103, tabloul nu e de v\u00e2nzare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici de dat nu e bine s\u0103-l da\u0163i p\u00e2n\u0103…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Numai pe locurile unde a fost pictat l-a\u015f trimite.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ave\u0163i dreptate, aici \u00eel stric\u0103 furnicile albe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– L-a renovat un oaspete \u00een \u0163ara asta se observ\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Contrariul lui se observ\u0103 \u015fi-n abuzul de clarobscur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu chiar, opera \u00eei ap\u0103ruse modest\u0103, a lucrat la ruga mea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-a vrut s\u0103-\u015fi m\u0103rturiseasc\u0103 atrac\u0163ia dec\u00e2t \u00een culoare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tabloul are doi autori din \u0163\u0103ri diferite, \u00eentr-a treia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Modelul este plasat \u00eentr-o zon\u0103 de umbre intense.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lumina ochilor ei parc\u0103 m-ar \u00eenv\u0103lui nu dintr-o pictur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Realism totu\u015fi, ca-n carte, iubirea \u00eens\u0103 v\u0103 transfigureaz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 \u00eengrijoreaz\u0103 soarta tabloului, c\u0103 nu va fi primit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Parc\u0103 am mai v\u0103zut tabloul, a fost reprodus?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am avut timp, nici unde-l \u0163ine nu prea am, s\u0103-l ap\u0103r.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu voiam pur \u015fi simplu s\u0103-l v\u0103d odat\u0103 cu dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiar dac\u0103 nu sunt expert \u00een pictur\u0103, tabloul \u00eemi face bine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-am \u00eentrebat dac\u0103 pictori\u0163a nu era chiar femeia aceea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poate fiic\u0103-sa, pictori\u0163a era prieten\u0103 a mamei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tabloul mamei era cu mama c\u00e2nd v\u0103 afla\u0163i singur \u00een prizonierat?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ultimii ei ani, \u00eempreun\u0103, nu-l \u0163ineam expus pe perete.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cine a mai v\u0103zut tabloul, vreau s\u0103 spun clien\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e de v\u00e2nzare, e o amintire de familie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiar face\u0163i, scuza\u0163i-m\u0103, o familie, ce mam\u0103 t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sunt cu mult mai b\u0103tr\u00e2n eu dec\u00e2t ea, \u015faptezeci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Privind-o, sunte\u0163i copilul de atunci, o replica\u0163i cu memoria.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu vreau s\u0103 se piard\u0103, l-am \u00eenr\u0103mat pentru mine, dar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Rama o scoate\u0163i c\u00e2nd va fi transportat, altfel cum o duce\u0163i?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat ceva caraghios, am c\u0103zut pe strad\u0103, mi s-a f\u0103cut r\u0103u, am le\u015finat, nu s-a uitat nimeni la mine, p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103-mi revin, to\u0163i, nu c\u0103 sunt alb, fata asta a mea, c\u00e2t e de mic\u0103, tr\u0103gea de mine, degeaba, le spunea la to\u0163i c\u0103 nu, nu sunt alb, sunt de aici, c\u0103 mor acolo jos, nici nu \u015ftie limba, a g\u0103sit ea p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 o ma\u015fin\u0103, m-a t\u00e2r\u00e2t la spital.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u00een var\u0103, nu e caraghios deloc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– St\u0103team \u00een centru \u015fi ie\u015feam s\u0103 cump\u0103r, ori s\u0103 m\u0103 mi\u015fc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mama dumneavoastr\u0103, tat\u0103l suportau clima asta?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– El a orbit de b\u0103utur\u0103, poate \u015fi de clim\u0103, ea-l \u00eengrijea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– El avea o p\u0103rere \u00eenalt\u0103 despre tabloul acesta, despre model?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 a r\u0103mas singur, nu prea l-am luat \u00een seam\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cred c\u0103 femeii de ghea\u0163\u0103 din romanul dumneavoastr\u0103 i-ar fi pl\u0103cut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu nu cred, fosta mea so\u0163ie \u00eel ascundea c\u00e2t putea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam la cea de la \u00eenceputul prizonieratului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aveam at\u00e2t de multe pe cap, era r\u0103zboi, nu mai \u015ftiu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi s-a p\u0103rut uneori c\u0103 v-ar pl\u0103cea s-o revede\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici n-o mai fi tr\u0103ind, o fi fost o dragoste de r\u0103zboi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi tabloul \u0103sta, de dinainte de r\u0103zboi, parc\u0103 v-o anun\u0163a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiar vreau s\u0103-mi scriu amintirile, uitasem nordica.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nordica este \u00eens\u0103\u015fi mama dumneavoastr\u0103, pictori\u0163a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mama n-a fost pictori\u0163\u0103, o prieten\u0103 a familiei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ei ave\u0163i de g\u00e2nd s\u0103-i face\u0163i loc \u00een memoriile-v\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Probabil, dac\u0103 vine vorba de tablou, dac\u0103 ajung.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai l\u0103sa\u0163i tipograful s\u0103 taie nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Fumeaz\u0103 tot timpul, nu r\u00e2de niciodat\u0103, nevasta l-a p\u0103r\u0103sit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Las\u0103-l, ce facem c\u0103 vine primadona, te rade, nu mai scapi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Intru \u00een camera cealalt\u0103, te speli pe cap tu cu nebunele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 vine mama cea nefericit\u0103, simte-te \u015fi f\u0103-i conversa\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

–\u00a0 E tot una \u00eemi pare r\u0103u de voi cum a\u0163i ajuns, fata asta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Las-o are o prieten\u0103, o mam\u0103, dou\u0103 mame, aia n-are.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poate pune st\u0103p\u00e2nire pe fie-ta, \u00eenver\u015funat\u0103 de p\u0103r\u0103sire.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cei spui \u015fi tu cum s\u0103 se poarte, de ce s\u0103 se fereasc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-a\u015f duce s\u0103 a\u015ftept c\u0103mila, tot vine p\u0103un \u015fi m\u0103 \u015fi \u00eentorc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ba\u0163i c\u00e2mpii ca s\u0103-\u0163i faci coada privit\u0103, s\u0103 m\u0103 la\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se invit\u0103, nu e prea t\u00e2rziu, \u015fi divina, ne teozofe\u015fte azi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici nu vorbe\u015fte, degeaba \u00eei d\u0103 cu z\u00e2mbitul, nu nou\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– I-a urcat crabul pe prag, i-a intrat la p\u0103un, s\u0103-i z\u00e2mbeasc\u0103. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd \u00eenghear\u0103 pantoful \u015fi sare de pe m\u0103tase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 mai vin\u0103 \u015fi oranjul \u00een foc, s\u0103-i \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015fa\u0163i fl\u0103c\u0103rile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A zis dansatoarea, p\u0103i tu crezi, nu mai crede, ne-a v\u0103zut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dou\u0103 aparate de aer condi\u0163ionat \u00een loc de obraji \u015fi o sticl\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am nicio sticl\u0103, s\u0103 m\u0103 pupe, c\u00e2t a fost de reprezentant.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vorbe\u015fte creola, poate nu te-aude, te rade din ochi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Are cani\u015fi frumo\u015fi, degeaba te superi, e d-\u0103la.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ho\u0163ul sunt eu, cum m-ai pictat, nu chema alt ho\u0163.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Invita\u0163ia e pentru toat\u0103 lumea, poate nu ne pomenim cu pandi\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nt\u0103ri \u015fi hrana focului, noi nu instal\u0103m, nu \u00eennopt\u0103m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E o agap\u0103, acolo, o s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103, pleac\u0103 \u015fi care nu vin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei pe urm\u0103 tot vine \u015fi b\u0103tr\u00e2nul b\u0103iat mare, la mas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sar, nu prinde o prinde o pic\u0103tur\u0103 de vin, s-ar da de Pa\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Arabul, zoroastrianul, cel\u0103lalt b\u0103tr\u00e2n b\u0103iat mare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sf\u00e2ntul de-a luat dou\u0103 surori deodat\u0103 de neveste.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oferta a existat, tot chestii de r\u0103zboi, ba bine c\u0103 nu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103rin\u0163ii de clasici, yoghinii, chimi\u015ftii, cambridgii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Holika doi, parc\u0103 am mai pomenit-o, poate nu vine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ambii, po\u015fta\u015fu’, etajul unu cu elefant.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Terasa cu zmei \u015fi orfanii de c\u0103utarea zmeului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dar dac\u0103 stingi lum\u00e2narea, se uit\u0103 spre bhagawan<\/em>.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Femeie nu, degeaba, n-o s\u0103 te ia drept Dumnezeu!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 ne descurc\u0103m \u00een clas\u0103, deocamdat\u0103, vin \u015fi pe scara de serviciu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103 m\u0103tura, am mutat intrarea pe partea nun\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Avem trei c\u0103r\u0103ri de p\u0103zit dac\u0103 vine cine n-a venit \u00eenc\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dup\u0103 cine chiar n-a venit, d\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103 m\u0103tura.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Suntem oaspe\u0163i, avem oaspe\u0163i, te descurci cu inchizi\u0163ia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 pot d\u0103r\u00e2ma, d\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103 m\u0103tura \u015fi p\u0103zi\u0163i la por\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poate \u00eencep s\u0103 vin\u0103 musafirii, te duci \u015fi la nunt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sigur c\u0103 m\u0103 duc, acolo suntem \u015fi avem musafiri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu le mai spune de sinucidere, iar te fac b\u0103iat t\u00e2n\u0103r.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te somezi s\u0103 m\u0103 mai faci b\u0103iat t\u00e2n\u0103r \u015fi bea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe aici nu se bea nici la nunt\u0103, nu se bea, atunci ce se face?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cei mari de-ar mai veni i-am \u00eemp\u0103ca pe to\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Las-o \u00eencet, las\u0103-i s\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nce cei r\u0103ma\u015fi<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemi petrec vremea tot \u00eentr-o m\u00e2nc\u0103rime, r\u00e2io\u015fii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u00e2ie de r\u00e2ie, pe tantric \u00eel sechestrau la nunt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce inspirat s\u0103 vin pe acolo, s\u0103 fiu invitat la nunt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Incon\u015ftient, nu v\u0103 mai certa\u0163i a\u015fa, \u0163i-e oaspete.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am noroc de oaspe\u0163i, numai de voi, nu m\u0103 l\u0103sa\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici nu mai umbla de nebun dus-\u00eentors prin apa asta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu jum\u0103ta de drum p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 ajung la voi amestec.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ame\u0163e\u015fte acas\u0103, nu scapi nici de \u0103la, nici de \u0103la.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen toate casele am \u00eennebunit altfel, \u0103\u015ftia suntem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai vrea tu s\u0103 fii singur at\u00e2\u0163ia nebuni \u015fi eu, at\u00e2tea nebune.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Copiii se distreaz\u0103 separat, nu vreau s\u0103-i fie mama aici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ea e mama copilului ei care i-a fost r\u0103pit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei de ce i-ar fi copilul nostru o fic\u0163iune?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e numai ea invitat\u0103 la nunt\u0103, ori aici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 m\u0103 rade primadona, c\u0103 te rade \u0103la d-\u0103la.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta n-ar fi nimic, \u0163in’te tare cu inchizi\u0163ia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– I-am jucat \u015fahul o dat\u0103, de-am r\u0103mas cu m\u00e2inile pe piept.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La piept, \u015fedea\u0163i doi pe c\u00e2te un pat, unul \u00een fotoliu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Unde ne vor \u015fedea invita\u0163ii, scaunele la nunt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Piesa copiilor o reprogramezi, r\u0103m\u00e2ne expozi\u0163ia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poate \u015fi palpita\u0163iile las\u0103-le, nu d\u0103r\u00e2ma nici m\u0103tura.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Pus\u0103i elea, ce n\u0103du\u015f, Magri cu m\u00e2na din ceri, z\u00e2mb\u0103rea\u0163\u0103, enenea\u0163\u0103, coana Kamla c\u0103 ceai pino<\/em>, Lilafara c\u0103 sir, iu, sclipiceal\u0103, t\u0103m\u00e2ie, pus\u0103ilaptili, primu polinic, copilu’, al doilea, trei, moi, p-orm\u0103, caimacu, f\u0103, chestia cu copiii se aplic\u0103 la misiuni noi, noi suntem misie veche, m\u00e2ntui romanu’ de fa\u0163\u0103 \u00een trei s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, altfel m\u0103 ia valea, m-a\u015f rade-n cap, mi-a\u015f cresta \u0163easta, gata, am crab, mai am 12 zile, la 3 \u015fi un sfert, ce tutun, ce chiacherine, m\u0103 mir s\u0103 nu fi gre\u015fit, \u00eemi dete falca dreapt\u0103 col\u0163i, col\u0163ii dragului nene, e soare afar\u0103, a mai pi\u015forcit azi-noapte, auzi cioara, s-a f\u0103cut pr\u00e2nz, o ciorb\u0103 de dal<\/em> cu fi\u015fteici de salami, c\u0103 mori dac\u0103-l bei necucuit, bune, frumoase, se opri c\u00e2ntecul, nu-l mai prinde\u0163i nici voi, pauz\u0103, frumoaselor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ia-le-nd\u0103r\u0103t, s\u0103 te-nve\u0163i minte s\u0103-mi mai arunci chestii de-astea, \u00een culori, ai, ce ne crezi, cin’te crezi, ne-ai confundat, te dai rotund, hal de brahmachari<\/em>, cu femeie \u015fi copil, superi muier’le, bine c\u0103 nu le dai \u015fi telefon, da la \u00eenchi, ba, te v\u00e2r\u0103 \u0103ia \u00een enquaier\u0103, nu mai scrie cu nenea, ni tu portocal\u0103, \u0163i se vede, n-ai jen\u0103 de jungli, l\u0103bitule, ye lo jiska kya hai, \u0163i-a luat-o zgintecu’, sparge oul, taca, taca, p\u0103i,\u00a0 rade cioara, cioroi \u0163estos, dracu-n patru, te-am f\u0103cut s\u0103 nu m\u0103 mai desfaci, cu mi\u015fma\u015furi a la turca, nu lase la oase, dombase, \u0163i-am sp\u0103nuit-o pe hinduieli, aj<\/em>, kal<\/em>, p\u00e2n’ te pleo\u015fte\u015fte lufa, casc\u0103, s\u0103-\u0163i pice, \u0163ine-o-n pan\u0163i, cu din\u0163ii, m\u0103 pu\u0163ulaie, \u0163arca harde, hai p\u0103 vin’ ici, te pui pui, te ou rece cocona\u015f, bil\u0103 d\u0103 cochil\u0103, cucu m\u00e2nca-mi-ai mucu’, te spirite\u015fti la femei, boule, vreai s\u0103 miaun s\u0103 sperii meenele, s\u0103-mi frec sf\u00e2rcurile de sifilisul matale, \u0163ine-o-n din\u0163i sp\u00e2rc, sp\u00e2rc, n-am p-al dracu’, te v\u0103d, p\u0103zea, p\u0103za, ici nu bagi, pi\u015f piaj<\/em>, ceapa ciorii, ceapa ciorii c-ai m\u00e2ncat pizda Tudorii, ce bei aia clei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa mai merge, un blestem \u015fi tot \u00eemi \u0163ine de ur\u00e2t, c\u00e2ntecul dac\u0103 s-a oprit nu trebuia s\u0103-\u0163i creezi un limbaj care \u0163ie nu \u0163i se potrive\u015fte, mie da, am gust de borfa\u015f ratat, mi te-ai pus \u00een cale, dintr-o \u00eencarnare kashmirean\u0103, eu nici asta nu cred, nu m\u0103 duce mintea, nici nu v\u0103d pe unde ai ie\u015fit, cum te-ai ilincat c\u00e2nd nici Ilinca nu \u00eenv\u0103\u0163ase s\u0103 zic\u0103 nici p\u00e2s (p\u00e2s nu pi\u015f), p-aici, dac\u0103 totu\u015fi vrei s\u0103 m\u0103-n\u0163elegi, e cam pi\u015f, o ploaie n\u0103du\u015fe\u015fte \u015fi m\u00e2ndrul soare, de-l \u00eendr\u0103ge\u015fti f\u0103r\u0103 rezerve, o adev\u0103rat\u0103 pictur\u0103, o nunt\u0103, o aniversare, chiar \u00eemi rev\u0103d soarele, mai mult voi, o fat\u0103, o femeie, o femeie, o fat\u0103, vorbind \u015fi binepurt\u00e2ndu-se cu mil\u0103, de nu se oprea niciodat\u0103 c\u00e2ntecul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– L-ai oprit singur, bine c\u0103 l-ai prins iar, noi nu avem timp nici c\u00e2nd nu e oprit, ba mai avem, dar nu e c\u00e2ntec, e c\u00e2ntare, cum s\u0103-\u0163i spun, c\u0103 plou\u0103 \u015fi aici, de toamn\u0103, tu nu mai \u015ftii ce e toamna, dup\u0103 toamna ce ne-om face, c\u0103 dup\u0103 iarn\u0103 ne apuc\u0103 prim\u0103vara, asta \u0163i-o spun eu la var\u0103, c\u0103 \u015fi tu m-ai albit cu anotimpurile de iunie, b\u0103be\u015fte, \u015fi uite a\u015fa a trecut timpul de nici acum nu-\u0163i pare c\u0103 nu trece destul de repede, s\u0103-\u0163i vezi copilul, s\u0103-\u0163i vezi nevasta, iar cu noi treci ia la num\u0103r\u0103tor, bine te-a constat avramiancul s\u0103 te bage la bul\u0103u c\u0103 te cau\u0163i singur, probabil o fi medit\u00e2nd, ai grij\u0103, noi ne \u0163inem, te a\u015ftept\u0103m, de ce nu, la iarn\u0103 o s\u0103 fie frig \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 tine, s-a \u00eentors \u015fi ni-s-a p\u0103rere se \u00eentoarse, u\u015fa de perete, toate u\u015file s-au matarajit, nu dansai nici c\u00e2t te \u015ftiam \u00eenve\u0163i vreo limb\u0103 moart\u0103 de amor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Amorul r\u0103m\u00e2ne pe-a noastr\u0103, nu ti team\u0103, conversezi ca la inchi, repe\u0163i polite\u0163urile, ob\u0163ii ceaiul \u00een cap, din dr\u0103g\u0103l\u0103\u015fenia \u00een\u0163elegerii ce \u015ftiu ce se num\u0103r\u0103, \u00een limbile astea multe, mai rar masculin \u015fi feminin, fiecare pe alt nume, cu forme, nu de glume, o via\u0163\u0103 \u00een cuv\u00e2nt, sf\u00e2r\u015fitul lor, invita\u0163ia la memorie dintr-o pu\u0163in\u0103 memorie, ajutat\u0103 de un singur tablou, cu epoci, reconstituiri, mor\u0163i, accidente, jigniri, f\u0103r\u0103 individualitate \u00eentre at\u00e2tea \u00eenchisori, doar gr\u0103untele de crab r\u0103s\u0103rind, retez\u00e2ndu-se, iar \u00eencol\u0163ind, nu te \u00eengrijora de singur\u0103tate \u015fi mai solemn\u0103, a\u015fa m\u0103 pref\u0103ceam \u00eentr-un testament al nimicului, \u00eencropind \u015fi-n ultimele clipe efigiile p\u0103cii, n-o mai numesc prin\u0163es\u0103 nici pe mama gazdei mele de-adineauti, \u00een aceea\u015fi hindur\u0103tate, a\u015f confunda-o, fantom\u0103, cu Mrs. Anandini, a c\u0103rei biografie m\u0103 intereseaz\u0103, chiar prin analogie cu prin\u0163esele \u015fi v\u0103duvele alungate, a\u015f vrea s\u0103-i plac\u0103 \u015fi ei, s\u0103-i fac\u0103 pl\u0103cere, \u015fi pe necitite, transcrisul subsemnatului cu ini\u0163iala ei, , nici at\u00e2t, bol\u0163ile de evapor\u0103ri \u00eencoron\u00e2nd-o prea de peste l\u0103turii unde m\u0103 l\u0103turesc, am \u015fi colici \u00een burt\u0103 la ea, \u00eemi ocup timpul, spa\u0163iu-mi bate b\u0103tut de frunza de bananier, dac\u0103 e lumin\u0103, dac\u0103 se deschide \u015fi nu se \u00eenchide u\u015fa, casc \u015fi eu gura, ca aia, am un c\u00e2rcel groaznic \u00een g\u00e2tul drept, m\u0103 tratez pe mine \u00eensumi dup\u0103 timpul \u015fi spa\u0163iul c\u00e2rcelului, b\u0103tut, politizat, ca \u015fi cum mi se ceruse teoria, n-am, am un c\u00e2rcel, mi-e fric\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenchid.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai grij\u0103, nu e\u015fti sus, nu l\u0103sa nimic deschis noaptea, m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103 m\u00e2ncare g\u0103tit\u0103, nu mai pune la inim\u0103 fleacurile, bem noi \u00een cinstea ta, imediat ce nu mai ai, ori nu mai e\u015fti \u00een stare, am venit acolo s\u0103 te lu\u0103m \u00een primire, s\u0103 ne ocup\u0103m de tabloul \u0103la, ne-ai f\u0103cut curioase, am pus m\u00e2n\u0103 de la m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi am dat sfoar\u0103 \u015fi am verificat, mai o familie, mai o clientel\u0103 de icoane, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi h\u00e2rtii g\u0103site \u00een aer liber, s\u0103 vezi ce ne-am schimbat, da, duc urmele p\u00e2n\u0103 la v\u00e2rf, nu-n Kashmir, cum sco\u0163i uneia dintre noi pe nas chiar dac\u0103 nu-l vinde ori nu-l cedeaz\u0103 aici, n-are dec\u00e2t s\u0103 treac\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103, consider\u00e2nd neamul lui, pe aici, \u00een memoria prin\u0163esei, expunem tabloul, viziteaz\u0103, nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 bea, dac\u0103 s-a l\u0103sat ori i-ar mai pl\u0103cea, n-am \u00een\u0163eles nici cum st\u0103 cu ochii, se temea s\u0103 nu orbeasc\u0103, la noi e mai pu\u0163in\u0103 lumin\u0103, nori avem \u015fi noi, dac\u0103-l deranjeaz\u0103 dioptrii mai mici, se d\u0103 cam mare, ce trebuia s\u0103 sta\u0163i \u00een picioare o sear\u0103, pierdu\u0163i \u00een tabloul \u0103la, am\u00e2ndoi cu femeie, nu mai e fa\u015fionabil, dac\u0103 a fost vreodat\u0103, s\u0103 privi\u0163i niciun minut o cocoan\u0103 \u00een trecutul ochilor ei, v\u0103 dor capetele, v\u0103 piere cheful de toate celelalte, lui n-are dec\u00e2t, \u0103sta i-o fi interesul, tu, la loc comanda, pu\u015fc\u0103rie, amorul la poart\u0103, nu te uita nici la floarea bananierului, c\u0103 atunci chiar te-am pierdut, fluturii de acolo, ce scandal c\u0103-i colectau, dup\u0103 ce-i uciseser\u0103, copiii, iar acum nu-i la\u015fi \u00een pace \u015fi-i zgorne\u015fti printre ore, uituc de mor\u0163ii s\u00e2mbetei, nu m\u0103 mai zbat. <\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Am m\u0103rturisit, pentru bani lichizi, cheia nu s-a potrivit, ci am anun\u0163at, c\u00e2inii n-au fost de folos, plouase, nu \u015fi \u00een cas\u0103, domnule, unde au ap\u0103rut hainele m\u00e2njite de s\u00e2nge, sabia au g\u0103sit-o l\u00e2ng\u0103 cadavre, sub tablou, b\u0103nuiesc al\u0163i doi, r\u0103zbunare, chiria\u015ful, i s-a g\u0103sit noua adres\u0103, amenin\u0163ase, d-l Anandini \u00eencepuse plimb\u0103ri matinale, a scris \u015fi un poem pe care mi l-a dat, o pies\u0103 de arhiv\u0103, simetric\u0103 unei arhive de la voi, \u0163i-a povestit parc\u0103 fusese-n paradis, recita de-un izvor, a vrut s\u0103-i r\u0103spund\u0103, din cei \u015fase copii nici unul nu era l\u00e2ng\u0103 ei, dec\u00e2t m\u0103rturisi\u0163ii criminali, dar nu-i cred, c\u00e2inele le g\u0103sea hainele, nu plouase \u00een cas\u0103, plouase pe palmieri, c\u00e2inii merg \u015fi pe ghea\u0163\u0103, c\u0103milele \u00een de\u015fert sunt tot c\u00e2ini, tabloul i-l d\u0103duse vecinul retras din nord, cu greu va mai ie\u015fi de aici, ancheta se va lungi, acum s-au str\u00e2ns \u015fi copiii, rudele celebreaz\u0103 ce le zice, sunt cu ochii \u00een patru, nu trebuia,\u00a0 trebuia s\u0103 fiu la ei, la fiul cu premiul \u00eent\u00e2i, dup\u0103 Gauba, \u00een istorie, asta nu s-a mai spus, pu\u0163in \u00eenainte de crim\u0103 \u015fi dup\u0103 crim\u0103 am spus despre crim\u0103 am spus despre chiria\u015f, un lakh<\/em> datorie, tai tot ce apare, trebuie s\u0103 m\u0103 ocup de educa\u0163ia lui, acum e timpul de consolare, scrisese poezii c\u00e2nd fusese copil, l-apucase acum iar, de-acum trei \u015ftiam, un ziar c\u0103-l omora, a venit \u015fi la lapte, \u00eel l\u0103sase \u00een pan\u0103 servantul, m-am oferit s\u0103-i duc sticlele, nu, nu d\u0103dea \u00eemprumut nici o carte, n-are dec\u00e2t o carte, \u015fi, mai nou, tabloul \u0103la, \u00een custodie de la vecin, acum r\u0103m\u00e2ne mult, ancheta se lunge\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu te amesteca, ce-ai pictat tu, ce carte ai citit \u00een castel sub lumina lunii, bine v\u0103 b\u0103tea judec\u0103torul, care e p\u0103rerea lui, de acord, a zecea zi, nu a treisprezecea, dou\u0103 suflete, de-o pinacotec\u0103, de p\u0103r\u0103sit, parc\u0103 m-a\u015f t\u00e2r\u00ee \u00een noaptea aia mutat\u0103, spre focul vostru electric, de nu v-a\u0163i salutat nici a\u015fa, e frumos, luase copiii de la utobuz, a v\u0103zut lume, frumos c\u0103-\u015fi luase locul \u00een autobuz \u015fi venise prin \u00eenghesuial\u0103 s\u0103-\u0163i stea de vorb\u0103 iar la cenu\u015fa lui, mai cumsecade nevestele, v-a\u0163i separat \u015fi la mas\u0103, pe etaje, nici nu mai exporta\u0163i, c\u0103 pierderea e \u015fi nu e real\u0103, m-a\u015f t\u00e2r\u00ee de-o p\u0103rere de r\u0103u, procesiunile nu le mai \u00eengro\u015f, n-am ve\u015fti, nicio expozi\u0163ie, gramatica o \u015ftia, le \u015ftia \u015fi limbile, la ce bun, dac\u0103 nu le-a trecut de\u015fertul \u015fi le trece sub treisprezece \u00een\u0163ep\u0103turi, numai ale lui ori \u015fi ale doamnei, nu vreau s\u0103 aud, nu vreau s\u0103 rev\u0103d tabloul, n-are unde m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u00ee, \u00eencerc s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n \u00eenchis, la mai mult de zece case, eram \u015fi mai departe la momentul de l-a v\u0103zut judec\u0103torul \u00een ziar de mai aproape \u015fi tot \u015fi-a spus s\u0103 nu te amesteci, m\u0103 \u00eennebune\u015fti cu tabloul, e alta \u015fcoala, foarte bine c\u0103 de bibliotec\u0103 nu se va atinge nimeni, de cartea aia, mi-a schimbat s\u00e2mb\u0103ta \u00een ziua mor\u0163ilor \u0103stora, cei mai dragi celor \u015fase copii, \u00een principiu, nu-\u015fi regret\u0103 p\u0103rin\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu-l privise, c\u0103r\u00e2ndu-l de colo dincolo, ci doar \u00eenr\u0103mat, la \u00een\u0103l\u0163ime, era \u00eenalt, nu at\u00e2t c\u00e2t s\u0103 nu-\u015fi ridice ochii s\u0103 poat\u0103 vedea, n-a sc\u0103zut nici acum, c\u00e2nd z\u0103cea pe caldar\u00e2m ocupa dou\u0103 locuri de lung, al unui orb \u015fi al unei surde, long-nga, tibetanizat numai la ochii de pas\u0103re albastr\u0103, pe atunci tabloul nu inspira asocia\u0163ii, venea de prea departe, din ap\u0103 \u015fi foc, oric\u00e2t ar fi c\u0103l\u0103torit se p\u0103strase mereu \u00eenchis la umbr\u0103, por\u0163iunile roase au fost puse la loc pe o filier\u0103 de \u00eenalt\u0103 clas\u0103, cu puneri la cale secrete, ca pentru a-l anihila pe privitor p\u0103r\u0103sindu-l \u00eenl\u0103n\u0163uit c\u00e2t \u00eei va fi lumina ochilor, f\u0103r\u0103 g\u00e2nduri \u015fi vorbe, nesigur, nedepiatr\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103, ori cresc\u00e2nd piatra din \u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u0163\u00e2nata-i nec\u0103dere, de pe un zid pe altul tabloul se ag\u0103\u0163a mai sus, desigur zidurile nu erau egale, dar se \u00eensumau \u00een peregrinarea privirii retrezite la tinere\u0163ea-copil\u0103rie, copil\u0103ria-maternitate, \u00een mintea lui sus-jos, neanun\u0163at\u0103, c\u0103 fata, abia ochi \u00een ochi, numai \u00eentorc\u00e2ndu-\u015fi fa\u0163a, urm\u0103rit oricum \u00een drumurile lui cu pa\u015fi mici, de st\u0103p\u00e2na madonic\u0103, tuna \u015fi fulgera mai niciodat\u0103 \u00een contextul adev\u0103ratelor \u00eendeletniciri, tam-tamurilor nocturne care-l nevrotizau, detaliilor cap \u00een cap, pretinz\u00e2nd revela\u0163ii asupra asasinatelor politizate ca sinucideri, ori nu, \u00ee\u015fi f\u0103cea curaj, se pl\u0103nuia, a mai ajuns o dat\u0103 \u00een sud, o var\u0103, de-ar mai fi noroc, \u00eentinz\u00e2ndu-se printre \u00eentin\u015fii tunelului, neb\u0103gat \u00een seam\u0103 dec\u00e2t de fata speriat\u0103, amu\u0163it\u0103 la g\u00e2ndul c\u0103 nu e niciun alb, ci un mort, refuza rolul propriei implic\u0103ri \u00een t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful adormi\u0163ilor de-i sus\u0163inea cu propria c\u0103dere, \u00eei l\u0103sa \u00een rev\u0103rsare \u015fi greoi, neoperat la ochi, se reg\u0103sea peste ap\u0103, c\u00e2t mai nimerea, c\u00e2t nu plonja nears, s\u0103-\u015fi revad\u0103 mama, copila treb\u0103luia m\u00e2ncare, deschidea la cine b\u0103tea, deschidea \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fi b\u0103tut cineva, se primejduia. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pretinde incon\u015ftient, ori cu un impuls vechi de patruzeci de ani, c\u0103 vrea s\u0103-mi pun\u0103 cap\u0103t prizonieratului, s-a ferit de insule, acolo \u015fi-ar fi oferit mai grabnic, tot nevorb\u0103re\u0163, desp\u0103r\u0163irea, s-a nimerit \u015fi pe malul apei, c\u00e2nd pleca vaporul, de se cerceteaz\u0103, nu-\u015fi aminte\u015fte, ori pretinde, petrecuse vara \u00eentr-o vale, cu vreo zece personaje care mai sunt cercetate, cu mintea \u00eenf\u0103\u015furat\u0103 de iluzii nealelui, prin lume \u00eei erau patruzecii, se mai oprea, nu s\u0103 compare, nu s\u0103 priveasc\u0103, nu s\u0103 uite, ce-i spui pietrei de piatr\u0103, mereu alta, apele \u00eel chemau cu pe\u015ftii, valea cu aerul \u015fi vitaminele, mai fiindu-i de cas\u0103, de gr\u0103din\u0103, vecinii c\u00e2ntau prea de tot nop\u0163i \u00eentregi, altc\u00e2nd nu auzeai \u0163ipenie un veac, mai ave\u0163i tabloul, ce tablou, a tabloul, \u00ee\u0163i vorbe\u015fte imediat \u00een alt\u0103 limb\u0103, \u00een care nu venise vorba de tablou, p\u00e2n\u0103 acum, de asta e politolog, s\u0103 nu vorbeasc\u0103 \u00eenn\u0103scut, nu p\u0103\u015fe\u015fte nici spre moarte, cel pu\u0163in \u00een ultimii patruzeci de ani, n-o chema, nu-i are fantezia \u00een ce prive\u015fte, bate pacea, aluziv, \u00een dodii, pe la guverne, \u00eentorc\u00e2ndu-se \u015fi pl\u0103nuind noi repara\u0163ii ale tabloului, \u015fterg\u00e2ndu-l de ad\u0103posturile furnicilor, de umezeal\u0103, fungus, poate \u015fi lepr\u0103, \u0163in\u00e2ndu-\u015fi respira\u0163ia meditativ, cum o s\u0103 pice data viitoare \u00een tunel, pref\u0103cut, spre a-\u015fi verifica imposibilele convingeri de acum patruzeci de ani, \u015fi tabloul, \u00eel prive\u015fte, nu-l tr\u0103ie\u015fte, s\u0103 fi renun\u0163at, o s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een tunel \u015fi c\u00e2nd apa ori t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful \u00ee\u015fi vor lua o direc\u0163ie pe gustul lui, c\u0103lc\u00e2nd locul unde c\u0103zuse de inim\u0103, de respins\u0103 b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0163e, cum \u00eei mai place, mai sunt ani, tot alt\u0103 grij\u0103 dec\u00e2t el, acum tabloul, degrad\u00e2ndu-\u015fi petecele vechi \u015fi noi de p\u00e2nz\u0103, nu sentimentul s\u0103u reg\u0103sit, nicio surpriz\u0103, tunelul aiureaz\u0103, nu e de acolo, se va poticni incon\u015ftient \u015fi va \u00eent\u00e2rzia, se iau la b\u0103taie fluturii, se \u00eennegresc \u015fi \u00ee\u015fi pocnesc ochii, li se v\u0103d din\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Sunt vreo \u015faizeci de ani, \u00eei vizita dinainte, se vizitau, a\u015fa c\u0103 e o oper\u0103 veche, veche, unic\u0103 prin prospe\u0163ime.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei dac\u0103 vorbe\u015fte, n-o critic\u0103, n-o laud\u0103, nimic, \u00ee\u015fi ghazalizeaz\u0103 rar vocabulele \u015fi nu-i e sanscrit\u0103 nici lini\u015ftea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe c\u00e2nd lucra bavareza, pe acolo, r\u0103s\u0103rit\u0103 pe uimire, la locul ei, casa \u00eenalt\u0103, \u015fi propor\u0163iile o arat\u0103, se mai jucau ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 \u00eel vezi, da’ c\u00e2nd \u00eel auzi, teroare, orbec\u0103iala, care cu ochii \u00een schi\u0163\u0103, ministru pe zenglis, care bulbuci-bulbuci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-a orbit, nu de tablou, nici de modelul p\u0103r\u0103sit \u00een vrafuri-decora\u0163ii, de alcool, de insecticid, se dezalfabetizase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Prin apa alfabetelor moarte s\u0103-\u015fi fi stins orbirea, apoi alt citit dezinteresat, ci avea s\u0103-\u015fi petreac\u0103 vremea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca fericitul, dup\u0103 nefericire, tot fericit, m\u0103car el \u015fi a lui, \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103te\u015fti, fiului i-a venit invers noroaca.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aici \u00eencolo intr\u0103m \u00een ac\u0163iune, cu fiul fiului, suntem pe terenul lui, nicio form\u0103, minciun\u0103 terenul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te va contrazice la curte, te va contrazice \u00een casa aia, tot \u00eei va fi frig, n-ar avea altceva \u00eencotro.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vor fi fiind optzeci de ani s-o lu\u0103m de la ras, bine, de la cap\u0103t, care pe care, simplific\u00e2nd complica\u0163iile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu cuno\u015ftii la femei, p\u0103rin\u0163ii c\u00e2nd sunt copii, \u015fi ele, altfel chiar dac\u0103 mor, n-ai dec\u00e2t, alea-s.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-n familia lor se r\u00e2sese p\u00e2n\u0103 tr\u0103iau mai to\u0163i, p\u00e2n\u0103 nu muriser\u0103 mai to\u0163i, p\u0103n\u0103 nu se m\u0103ritase ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sporov\u0103it mu\u015furoi, paltinul \u00eentins \u00eentre cei f\u0103r\u0103 nici zdren\u0163e, liber\u00e2nd vreun cer\u015fetor c\u0103tre mina de aur, pro\u0163\u0103pit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu totul alte vremuri \u015fi totu\u015fi se mai pricepe la vapoare, la cele vechi m\u0103car, de croazier\u0103 ne\u00eentoars\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 azi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai vezi modelul de\u015fir\u00e2ndu-se, nicic\u00e2nd plecat\u0103, \u00een pas rotund peste covorul acum \u00eempietrind-o lat\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Astfel speculez indiciile \u015fi rela\u0163ia pictorial\u0103, nu glumesc cu sufletul copilului din princiar os.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei a\u015fa-\u0163i blochezi, orbe\u015fte, calea liber\u0103, \u015fi a lui, c\u0103tre tunel, unde nici piatr\u0103, nici culoare, nici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cocheteaz\u0103 numai \u0103l copil de optzeci de ani, n-are gustul precizat pe neclasic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se respect\u0103 \u015fi n-ai dec\u00e2t s\u0103-l acompaniezi \u00een pietrificata-i contempla\u0163ie a r\u0103st\u0103lm\u0103citei p\u00e2nze.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E o gimnastic\u0103 de nevoie, nici liberatoare, nici condamnabil\u0103, c\u00e2t\u0103 vreme uit\u0103 \u015fi el de sine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O campanie caucazian\u0103, \u00eei trage cu ea, t\u00e2rzia decorare \u00een mai amplul r\u0103zboi, furnicile, pe\u015ftii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E o m\u00e2zg\u0103 natural\u0103 peste memoriile acelea nescrise, o anchet\u0103 inutil\u0103 din partea pesonajelor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-l muncesc \u015fi asasinarea ar \u00eentrece fantezia \u00eenceputului de apocalips\u0103 de-l las\u0103 rece acum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cencercase, luat prizonier, s\u0103 intre \u00een ritmul renumitelor agonii, se resemnase din timp.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Proasta inspira\u0163ie s\u0103 fi picat \u00een plin\u0103 strad\u0103, nu oriunde, totu\u015fi, \u00eencurc\u00e2nd sclerotic m\u0103rturisirile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Martorii, cred c\u0103 e\u015fti de acord cu anun\u0163ul, n-au fost tortura\u0163i, asemenea femeii din tablou cu…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E teoria dumneavoastr\u0103, aproape v-a\u0163i \u00eendr\u0103gostit, ce obsesie, v-ar putea cel pu\u0163in b\u00e2rfi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Colec\u0163ia mea \u00eemi \u0163ine de paravan, c\u00e2t c\u0103 o g\u0103sesc, s\u0103 fiu cinstit, un pic prea ornat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O vede\u0163i dup\u0103 plac, \u00eemi permit s\u0103 nu v\u0103 dau un termen \u00eendep\u0103rtat, v\u0103 ve\u0163i pierde capul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ar fi prima dat\u0103, iar povestea mi-o voi re\u00eencepe fie \u015fi \u00een tunel, c\u00e2t de t\u00e2rziu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu ve\u0163i fi adoptat dec\u00e2t cu pre\u0163ul eroiz\u0103rii, probabil ramdeosist\u0103, v-ar insinua.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E la dispozi\u0163ia dumneavoastr\u0103, pentru tortur\u0103, pentru contempla\u0163ie, parodie, totu\u015fi, nu-mi sunt ape.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vie\u0163i simple dup\u0103 vie\u0163i simple vi se strecoar\u0103 printre degete, de-o via\u0163\u0103, ave\u0163i dreptul…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La autostrangulare, mi-e simpatic, afl\u0103, cazul \u015fi de data asta nu m\u0103 dezmint.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Toat\u0103 lumea e sigur\u0103, s\u0103n\u0103tatea s\u0103 nu v\u0103 joace feste, dup\u0103 cum \u015fi limbajul esoteric.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Lac de broa\u015fte, \u00eenecatul are pielea sp\u0103l\u0103torului, de g\u0103in\u0103, nu e \u00eenecat de viu, era mort ne\u00eenecat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-a constatat de dou\u0103 ori situa\u0163ia \u00eenec\u0103rii, apa din pl\u0103m\u00e2ni, broa\u015ftele n-au niciun amestec.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Furnici be\u0163ive, zbur\u0103t\u0103ciuni plicticoase p\u00e2n\u0103 la exasperare, orbul \u0163inte\u015fte lumina ochilor sus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u015fi-a omor\u00e2t tat\u0103l, ori a fost demult, dintotdeauna, nu e obligatoriu s\u0103 se repete \u00een familia paznicului de bul\u0103u.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai sunt locuri \u00een pu\u015fc\u0103rie, \u0103sta o fi rostul tunelului, prev\u0103d convoiul nu spre crematoriu, spre pu\u015fc\u0103rii, cas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pl\u00e2nsul mamei, dac\u0103 ai v\u0103zut pisica pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd, cu ochii prea deschi\u015fi, vr\u0103jind autopsia furnicilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei astea vor trezi amintiri \u00een tunel, cum c\u0103 fiul a fost torturat, ea s-a \u00eentors din ghe\u0163uri s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E alt\u0103 clim\u0103 anul \u0103sta, broa\u015ftele ne ajut\u0103 \u00een fondurile pentru pu\u015fc\u0103rii non-vegetariene, dar cine s\u0103 cerceteze?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei ce, mai degrab\u0103 dec\u00e2t \u00ee\u0163i pierdeai ani \u00eent\u00e2lnindu-te cu doamna Nandini, tu dinspre jungl\u0103 ea dinspre mare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-a fost nicio inten\u0163ie \u015fi n-o acuz\u0103m nici pentru ce-\u015fi \u00eentorcea capul, putea fi o \u00eent\u00e2rziere a v\u0103zului meu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ani de zile n-a\u0163i scos niciun cuv\u00e2nt \u015fi din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd, dup\u0103 toanele dimine\u0163ilor, v\u0103 mai \u015fi acuza\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce se repet\u0103, cam acelea\u015fi buc\u0103\u0163i, \u00een dreapta, \u00een templu, vrei s\u0103 spui, \u00een st\u00e2nga tragem cu urechea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La broa\u015ftele din lacul firav, gugulit de b\u0103tr\u00e2nii ca orbul, \u00een t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, e alt\u0103 clim\u0103, alt loc mai larg.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Iar tu s\u0103 te strecori ca-n dimine\u0163ile vechi, la plimbare, cu femeia din tablou petrec\u00e2ndu-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ar fi treaba mea dac\u0103 m-a\u015f afla \u00een minutul meu dintre nelibertate \u015fi nelibertate, pe drum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Libertate broa\u015ftelor, \u00een templu c\u00e2nt\u00e2ndu-se trist, ascultai fetele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Instrumentele vibrate de fete se vedeau \u00een mesteceni, \u00eei tot num\u0103ram pus pe foc spre locul \u00eent\u00e2lnirii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Altfel, mai de rutin\u0103, pozi\u0163ia astrelor dup\u0103 clipe din minutul \u00eendumnezeit, dup\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 o via\u0163\u0103 de \u00een\u0163eles.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Prin \u00eemprejur\u0103rile sf\u00e2r\u015fitului, reductibile, vai, la ceea ce broa\u015ftele nu m\u0103rtutisesc, iar c\u00e2nt\u0103rile s-au r\u0103rit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De otrav\u0103, foc, \u00eenec \u015fi ceea ce nu se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 \u00een tunel, de ner\u0103bdare, cei ce mai pot umbla strivindu-se sub t\u0103lpi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te antrenezi t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, \u00een consecin\u0163\u0103, c\u0103zut din rang, beat, insecticidat, autochelf\u0103nit, \u00eentins cu adultera sor\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am cum mai voiaja nici eu pe-o singur\u0103 c\u0103rare, s-o tai piepti\u015f spre fetele templului, poate uciga\u015ful meu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te voi afla \u00eentr-o ap\u0103 cu broa\u015fte, nu vei fi \u00een apele tale, va fi o zarv\u0103 de corzi broscare, voi arde un foc gol.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fiind \u00een m\u00e2inile tale n-am ce te mai \u00eenv\u0103\u0163a, tot partea maic\u0103-tii o iei, s\u0103 ne supravie\u0163uiasc\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 nu uite.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Grija de bunuri se mut\u0103 la str\u0103buni \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103, ni se pare c\u0103 ne mai \u00eendr\u0103gim, ori p\u0103c\u0103tuim de o be\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u015ftiam c\u0103 te-ai gr\u0103bit s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentreci \u00een b\u0103ut, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndeam c\u0103 n-ai motivele mele, c\u0103 mai po\u0163i cre\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cencotro va fi fost la fel de t\u00e2rziu ca pentru tine s\u0103 amenin\u0163 definitiv pe to\u0163i ai mei \u015fi s\u0103-mi atrag tot moartea ta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa treci la faptele mele din imita\u0163ie, seac\u0103 lacul \u015fi broasca nu sare, se \u00eentinde \u015fi a\u015fteapt\u0103, se coace, ne-ai copt-o noaptea aia, cu be\u0163ia \u015fi beata cealalt\u0103, beat\u0103 \u015fi mama, ne-am \u00eemb\u0103tat cu ea, i-aveam grija.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gelo\u015filor, habar n-ave\u0163i nici c\u0103 dintotdeauna v-am a\u015fteptat a\u015fa m-am gr\u0103bit \u015fi am petrecut adultera.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Adultera era cea pe care o petreceai, p\u00e2n\u0103 nu se mai recunoa\u015fte, degeaba o luai pe mama \u015fi cu tine adultera.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vezi p\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 te na\u015fti, timpul de p\u00e2n\u0103 la copii, timpul nostru, \u015fi al ei, eram la fel, cum te sim\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu vom \u00eencheia altfel, nici fetele din templu, nici broa\u015ftele, mai \u00eencrezut e\u015fti tu \u015fi mai disperat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 m\u0103 import\u0103 de unde mi se trage \u015fi dac\u0103 refuz \u015fi dac\u0103 sunt exclus de c\u0103pit\u0103nie s\u0103 c\u00e2rmui tu, ce?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-e de v\u0103zut pe o rut\u0103 necutreierat\u0103, uit\u00e2nd \u00eempleticelile de ani lungi, clipa \u00eentr-o noapte paricid\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Pe lista din first, mitigane, na\u015fte sufixuri kashmirene, d\u0103 la bul\u0103, cu trib, \u015fi io o introduction la Carmen.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La linguistic\u0103, fra\u0163i mio, \u015fi t\u0103t\u0103 z\u00e2oa la taclation p\u00e2n dept\u0103, p\u00e2n trata\u0163\u00e2ie c\u0103 topit \u00eei mitu-n frig.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E \u015fi ea via\u0163a cum e, o mai pocim de la \u015fi pentru distan\u0163\u0103, nu-mi lua peste picior timpurile astea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici s-o lunge\u015fti, \u00eens\u0103, cu scurtimile s\u0103 la\u015fi fetele s\u0103 a\u015ftepte, s\u0103 \u0163ii la col\u0163 pe coji de nuci privighetoarea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Spre a glumi cu \u00eenchipuirea lor ciujdite, cu acele r\u00e2nduri pe care le iubesc peste slangul exhibat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei viziunea, filmul de memorie a fetelor uneia, foarte bine, ce nedesp\u0103r\u0163ite nici nu mai e p\u0103relnic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen rutina \u015fi entuziasmele din veac, abia de mai \u00eencrope\u015fti c\u00e2te o pagin\u0103 la romanul \u0103sta, pe pritocitele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei de m-a\u015f fandaxi eu, nu m\u0103 las\u0103 el, \u00een o mie de inten\u0163ii, mi-l datorez \u015fi vreau s\u0103 mi-l datoreze.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Norii de m\u0103 ba\u0163i la cap s\u0103 \u0163i-i ilustrez, prea alba\u015ftri de uite \u00een noapte cum toarn\u0103, \u00eei pui \u00een parantez\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– V\u0103 \u015ftiu ei mai bine \u015fi mai cu drag \u015fi dragul meu e mai cumplit dec\u00e2t al tuturor \u015fi al meu la un loc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La mijloc septembrie hind \u2013 introducere \u00een dic\u0163ia latin\u0103 \u2013 stan\u0163a post-scitic\u0103 retezat\u0103 \u2013 de aici p\u00e2n-aici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A doua stan\u0163\u0103 n-o aud de ritm \u2013 pe t\u0103ietura \u00een piatr\u0103 zi \u2013 piatr\u0103 piatr\u0103 nu piatr\u0103 \u2013 nu piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Prima unde e piatra tra \u2013 \u00eentr-o piatr\u0103 nu batra tra \u2013 tuere mater tuere matres \u2013 tramatra tra.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Arta dep\u0103rt\u0103rii, c\u00e2t te-ai ascunde \u00een t\u0103cerea de-aproape, pelticeli \u015foptite o asalteaz\u0103 cu peste o senza\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am cum r\u0103m\u00e2ne la musta\u0163\u0103, fie-ne, p\u00e2n\u0103 la sufix, limbile retezate asemeni \u00eencerc\u0103rii-\u0163i de piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Trecerea-ne conversat\u0103, tr\u0103iasc\u0103-ne capra calc\u0103 piatra, au halit-o solda\u0163ii \u015fi jertfa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sigur ne-am vindecat de ghilotin\u0103 de c\u00e2nd nu mai era loc \u00een tunel de valuri din g\u00e2turi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Abia te relaxai, stop-subject, dac\u0103 se scria singur, \u015ftiai \u00een dinte, dintele de aur din gura mor\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cochetam dup\u0103 moda veche cu moartea pre moarte, uit\u00e2ndu-ne anii tinere\u0163ii \u00een drum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Larga \u015fi grasa nu ne \u00eenc\u0103lze\u015fte de vreo doi ani, dup\u0103 cum nici oache\u015fa cu casc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-a ridicat b\u0103tr\u00e2nul cel lung de pe caldar\u00e2m, acolo r\u0103m\u0103sesem c\u00e2nd s-a dezl\u0103n\u0163uit tunelul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Minutul \u0103sta se cuvenea, pot zice c\u0103 l-am acompaniat \u00eentr-o priveghere de piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu s-a \u00eempins mai niciodat\u0103 dup\u0103 prizonierat, nici \u00een vremea oarb\u0103, numele din ce \u00een ce tat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Al tat\u0103lui e din ce \u00een ce al t\u0103u el nu se mai \u00eencurc\u0103 mi se pare la analfabete, contempl\u0103 mama.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am citit pe undeva nume asem\u0103n\u0103toare, aresturi, cu televizorul nu-mi pierd vremea, am vorbit la munte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am repeta c\u0103 ne-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit pe aici, c\u0103 \u0163i se pare tot pe aici, n-ai fi de acord s\u0103 repe\u0163i verzile, albele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai e timp, acum doi ani, la opt zile, patru luni, \u015fi nu mai puteam asculta nici muzic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sau ap\u0103ream \u00een tunel, numai orice, \u00eempreun\u0103 cu crabul \u015fi nu mai aveai nevoie de nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa e \u015fi-n singur\u0103tatea mea, ar fi mai bun\u0103 o via\u0163\u0103 casnic\u0103, arat\u0103 bine casa cu o femeie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei lingur\u0103, pe un vapor, \u00eentre ghe\u0163uri, \u015fi \u00eempins\u0103 dinspre vreun izvor, cred c\u0103 tot ai ce-i vede fa\u0163a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-am dat seama c\u0103 un timp nu vorbeai singur o vedeai \u015fi i te adresai \u015fi foarte frumos.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Scufundarea-stan\u0163\u0103 \u00een ap\u0103, ca \u00een piatr\u0103 am urm\u0103rit-o la vedere, o vedere bucurat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei dup\u0103 dou\u0103 vorbe, ori un t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f \u00een somnolen\u0163\u0103, se apuc\u0103 s\u0103 se \u00eemping\u0103 pe ei \u00een\u015fi\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum \u015fi noi dup\u0103 desp\u0103r\u0163irea unul altuia pe imaginile presomnului, n-am parte ziua.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nouri sedu\u015fi \u00eentru a zmeului deznourare de-a dreptul sus printre linele cercuri de ulii \u00een zbor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ajung la aripi, nu la culori obr\u0103zate nu ochilor nev\u0103z\u00e2ndu-i, ci tot din \u00eenalt rev\u0103rs\u00e2ndu-se val.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aur\u0103 sombr\u0103 mut\u0103-te v\u00e2nturat\u0103 c\u0103tre dep\u0103rt\u0103ri cu zmeul sub hor\u0103 fur\u0103 verzilor grele \u00eenmiresm\u0103ri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sufletul \u015fi o vorb\u0103 amoros aninat\u0103 \u00een arbori la fel animat dincolo zarnic deodat\u0103 cer lung dus-\u00eentors.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ajungem de unde am pornit, cu deosebirea c\u0103 la gura tunelului sunt cercuri, \u00eent\u00e2i al mun\u0163ilor, apoi cartoforii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ad\u0103posti\u0163ii n-au team\u0103 de furnici, de trafic, de moarte, gura cealalt\u0103 ce continu\u0103 \u00eentr-o limb\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103rcat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nevorbitoare, c\u00e2nd a murit ultimul vorbitor al fostei noastre limbi a murit oare numai vorbirea?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mul\u0163i zac cu fa\u0163a pe piatr\u0103, prea mul\u0163i, sloiuri alungate, rar care se rezolv\u0103 ancestral r\u0103sc\u0103c\u0103r\u00e2ndu-se.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe c\u00e2nd uit\u0103 c\u0103-n tunel \u0163i-ai a\u015fezat p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi sub cap fundul co\u015fului cu gura \u00een jos, \u0163i-ai gre\u015fit t\u00e2rna.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pr\u00e2nzul meu mi-l visez c\u0103 se umple co\u015ful \u015fi eu sunt el chiar cu gura \u00een jos, muste\u015fte, saliveaz\u0103 caldar\u00e2mul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103lu\u015fel \u015fi nu te-ar \u00eenc\u0103leca nicio pas\u0103re, inexpert\u0103 \u015fi mut\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103lec\u00e2ndu-\u015fi piciorul cu cel\u0103lalt, sigur\u0103 de \u00eencetineal\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemi v\u00e2j\u00e2ie capul sub corul ei \u015fi mi-e de t\u00e2rn\u0103, c\u0103 se las\u0103 \u015fi se d\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103 toat\u0103 femeie peste discu\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu te chinui c\u00e2t te chinui, adormi cu ea pe-o ureche, gaur\u0103 la gaur\u0103, t\u00e2rn\u0103-\u0163i trebuia, c\u0103 altfel \u00ee\u0163i pica la trebuin\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dau rait\u0103 pe rait\u0103 furnicile cu nasul pe sus, am t\u00e2rna goal\u0103 sub cap, \u015fi t\u00e2rna surdei peste cap e n\u0103du\u015fit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu v\u0103 plou\u0103 nu v\u0103 vede, ajunge\u0163i \u015fi cobor\u00e2\u0163i capul de pe t\u00e2rn\u0103 \u015fi t\u00e2rna de pe cap, pe neprev\u0103zute.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici s-o t\u0103v\u0103lesc, cum m-a\u015f uita la ea ur\u00e2t, fioros de-o trezire, o mai suport cu nuielele t\u00e2rnei \u00eenfipte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu te po\u0163i \u00eentoarce cu fa\u0163a \u00een sus nici de t\u00e2rna de jos, \u00een cof\u0103, nici de t\u00e2rna de sus pe ochi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Singur \u00een favor, cel mai cu t\u00e2rn\u0103, numai eu \u015fi din t\u00e2rn\u0103, de nu mi-ar d\u0103r\u00e2ma-o pantoful.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Br\u00e2nci de ploaie, furnici iu\u0163ite, capete \u00een bur\u0163i, t\u00e2rne de\u015fertate, spum\u0103, te mi\u015fti un pic de prima oar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum pot muri c\u00e2nd m\u0103 pot na\u015fte nici din t\u00e2rna de jos nici p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap, doar de la cap, din cea de sus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Neajutorate, m\u00e2inile alea, picioarele alea, tencuial\u0103 de zacere, numai t\u00e2rna goal\u0103 de jos dac\u0103 promite rai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Atme \u00eemb\u00e2csite de bic\u015fi, n-au dec\u00e2t s\u0103-\u015fi fac\u0103 loc prin \u00eempletitura nuielelor, m\u0103 vezi, nu-i vesti orbului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum o termina sacrificiile, p\u00e2n\u0103 la t\u00e2rna de sus, nu-l mai pot opri, e r\u00e2ndul s\u0103 redevii egal somnului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am\u00e2ndou\u0103 t\u00e2rnele mi-au fost noroc \u015fi nenoroc, una c\u00e2te una, pe urm\u0103 m-am eliberat, m\u0103car s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2ie a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ales personal, dup\u0103 eliberarea de t\u00e2rne, un pas mic mai mult s\u0103-\u0163i duruie primul cerc la urechi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Muta are t\u00e2rna c\u00e2nt\u0103toare \u015fi semn sf\u00e2nt de la primul cerc mi s-a a\u015fezat pe urechea de sus, t\u00e2rna la urechea de jos.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am\u00e2ndou\u0103 t\u00e2rnele s-au zbor\u015fit din viteza pantofului, orbul o \u00eencurc\u0103, nu mai are ce sacrifica pe cercetare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu pantoful ce m-a\u015f socoti, \u00eemi zdrobe\u015fte \u015fi orbul, la o adic\u0103, \u015fi m\u0103 orbe\u015fte \u00eent\u00e2i de t\u00e2rne.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2t\u0103 grij\u0103, c\u00e2t\u0103 colc\u0103isei \u00een visul de-o t\u00e2rn\u0103, apoi de dou\u0103 s\u0103 te t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti cum \u0163i se t\u00e2r\u00e2r\u0103 picioarele, m\u00e2inile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E Dumnezeu, ceva, ni-i foame, acolo, cu foamea nu m\u0103 mai trezesc, un ochi de \u00eempletitur\u0103, un sorb.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 nu \u0163i-a ajuns s\u0103-\u0163i \u00eenvele\u015fti capul, s-au ros fibrele, \u015fi t\u00e2rnele ar\u0103tatu-\u0163i-s-au, \u015fi sunt \u015fi dormi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu n-am p\u0103rin\u0163i, dac\u0103 mor t\u00e2rnele mor \u015fi eu, eu n-am eu, dac\u0103 am t\u00e2rnele am \u015fi eu \u015fi t\u00e2rne.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-a\u015f cuprinde ochiul de t\u00e2rn\u0103 \u00een ochi, te-ai trezi tot aici, te-ai trezi \u015fi m-ai t\u00e2rnui, \u015fi te-a\u015f t\u00e2rnui, nu?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 ne batem, s\u0103 ne zdrobim c\u00e2nd mi-or orbi t\u00e2rnele \u015fi a\u015f fi \u00een r\u00e2nd, dar tu ochi \u00een ochi cu t\u00e2rna.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-ai liberat \u015fi de necuprindere c\u0103 nu v\u0103d nimic, nici norii de-i c\u00e2nt\u0103 t\u00e2rna de sus, norii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De g\u00e2tul meu nu se mai toce\u015fte nicio m\u0103tase, nu-mi mai de\u015fart\u0103 nici t\u00e2rnele c\u00e2ntecul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Reconstituitorul a \u00eengro\u015fat umbra, \u00eentunec\u00e2nd prezen\u0163a lumeasc\u0103 a modelului, asexu\u00e2nd-o prin propria masculinitate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Privitorul \u00eei contempl\u0103 \u00eens\u0103 privirea, \u00een t\u0103cere, p\u00e2n\u0103 va fi vorbind, ceea ce ar r\u0103spunde obscurit\u0103\u0163ilor inferioare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai are ce se pleca din imnul \u00eencheiat al ultimelor sale glande, p\u00e2n\u0103 iar se mut\u0103 \u00een privirile celelalte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se deseneaz\u0103 \u00eensu\u015fi cu trei capete, dou\u0103 t\u00e2rne, sub infiltra\u0163iile norilor diluviali, \u00een susul tunelului, josul fondului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Norii \u015fi-i \u00eenfr\u0103\u0163e\u015fte, s\u0103-\u015fi joace p\u0103unii ochii, \u015fi c\u0103l\u0103re\u0163ul, \u015fi lebedele, r\u0103corelnice, perechi mai fericite ca-n aer liber.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Str\u0103zei\u0163a geloas\u0103 pe apa \u00eenspumat\u0103 de r\u00e2s \u015fi d\u00e2nd din col\u0163 \u00een col\u0163, \u00een capul s\u0103u, la luna coco\u0163at\u0103 \u00een p\u0103r.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Femeia femeie e fum fum, femeie \u00een fum \u00een femeie, \u00eei taie cu osul schi\u0163a \u00een caldar\u00e2m \u015fi se \u00eenchin\u0103 ranist.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103unii c\u00e2nt\u0103, ea nu-i aude, danseaz\u0103, el nu-i vede, real\u0103 numai umbra fumului peste norii umezind.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ape rivale zei\u0163elor, nenimfe, povestea putea fi frumoas\u0103 din nou, tunelul privirii oarbe o blocheaz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E timp de c\u00e2nd pictori\u0163a \u00ee\u015fi picta amfitrioana pentru a trece \u00eempreun\u0103 alt timp iluzionat \u00een ochi de p\u00e2nz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Culorile \u015fi le-ascunsese artista din atelierul mai ruin\u0103 ca o t\u00e2rn\u0103 sub \u0163east\u0103 unui neomodel culcat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Amorurile acelea, p\u00e2n\u0103 la a-\u0163i ierta \u00een\u015fel\u0103torul ros de sifilis, ca \u015fi tine \u00een timp ce e\u015fti pictat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu ftizii \u015fi cancer, \u00een gelozii aliterate, o \u00eentoarcere din norduri \u00eenghe\u0163ate r\u0103t\u0103cit, deraind anchetele la cald.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Prelung\u0103, mai \u00een departe, dec\u00e2t vie\u0163uirea unei picturi, scursoarea unui tunel de lep\u0103da\u0163i mai ca lep\u0103d\u0103turile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu compara materiile, unele se autoconsum\u0103, altele sunt consumate, termenele campaniilor se regleaz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La vedere, pe dedesupt, dup\u0103 loc \u015fi reconstituitor, nu se na\u015fte cine rena\u015fte, nu rena\u015fte cine se na\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici una nici alta, arunci o pensul\u0103, la\u015fi o peninsul\u0103 s\u0103-\u015fi piard\u0103 capul dup\u0103 insule.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dicere Carmen quo Sybillini monuere versus na punaralakam pranayina iva strastaganga.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen zona unu’ e infernusu’, da’ a coada lu’ tunelu’, to\u0163i ape, apii, s\u0103 ne fie cu iertare, nu ne \u00eentindem la poman\u0103<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O \u00eemp\u0103r\u0163im pe un metru de nimic, de ne luam metru-n renume \u015fi palatini mai \u00eemp\u0103iam dizgra\u0163ia p\u00e2n\u0103-n triste\u0163e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot datele \u015fubrede te pasc, amice, s\u0103 fim cu orbul, nu ne vede, cu surda, nu ne-aude, c\u00e2nd ne mai termin\u0103m…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Neg\u0103si\u0163i, ner\u0103ci\u0163i, cum ne \u00eengurgit\u0103m g\u0103urile-ne, \u00eentin\u015fi, scur\u015fi, r\u0103scula\u0163i, ne-am ie\u015fit pe drum ca o ap\u0103 chioar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ar mai fi timp de r\u0103spuns, e c\u00e2te o sfor\u0163are \u00eenvederant\u0103, o reconstituire fals\u0103, refuzul astralit\u0103\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai multe serb\u0103ri \u015fi sarbede fie pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt \u00een alt\u0103 parte dec\u00e2t \u00een sufletul p\u0103m\u00e2ntului nimerit \u00eent\u00e2i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Obscurit\u0103\u0163ile te vor m\u00e2ntui din motivul tabloului, care \u0163i se va trece \u00een cont, de furt, de morbid.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Rolurile noastre sunt oricum nepl\u0103tite, s\u0103 fie pl\u0103tit, de-avem, de-a surorilor, fra\u0163ilor, vremea oprit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e cuminte s\u0103 apari nici \u00eentr-o oglind\u0103, nici \u00eentr-un ochi de orb, nici \u00eentr-o privire de cadr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Suntem de natura z\u0103ca\u015filor din tunel, ei nu ni se rezolv\u0103, noi ni-i revolt\u0103m, ne petrecem. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu o minim\u0103 a\u015fteptare de profit, altul dec\u00e2t moartea, dac\u0103 nu via\u0163a, tihnind\u0103 ca a lor dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 \u00een\u015fel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce se debiteaz\u0103 \u00een timpul \u015fi dup\u0103 aia, cu ochi lumina\u0163i ne\u00eenl\u0103crimat de-o u\u015furare neinvidioas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u015ftiu al muririi sau ce, \u00eenchini spre pu\u0163ini, dezlegat, \u00een imagina\u0163ia-\u0163i, de trupina furnicilor albe elefant.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E o traducere a lui a cu o, de exemplu hoti<\/em> \u00een loc de hati, n-or fi ho\u0163i, tu ha\u0163 la mine c\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eempleticesc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-i bai, bye norilor, c\u0103zut, c\u00e2t ai trepida \u00eentru speran\u0163a nesf\u00e2r\u015fit previzibil\u0103, crima de la breakfast, s\u0103 fim serio\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pictura cea de dup\u0103 mam\u0103-sa t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103, \u00een bra\u0163e la baba din cas\u0103, matajika buzna \u00een traducerea lui a \u00een o, ce fac.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103l\u0103ria de stanioale cu ve\u0163i \u00eentre ele e pl\u0103tit\u0103, a la o, o la a, \u00eenchizi u\u015fa, reintri \u00een conversa\u0163ia oarb\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2t mai e, protec\u0163ia deterior\u00e2ndu-se, audi\u0163ia c\u0103\u015fun\u00e2nd tremurici, poate m\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– O femeie frumoas\u0103, pictat\u0103 demult, demult, p\u00e2nza roas\u0103 de furnici, ca foile scrise ale palmierilor, reparat\u0103 de un profesionist \u00een anii no\u015ftri, nu v\u0103d leg\u0103tura, sunt materii terminate cu care ne ocup\u0103m, nu colabor\u0103m cu distrug\u0103torii, nici cu petecarul ie\u015fit, prin absen\u0163\u0103, din cadrul cadrei, ne-ar p\u0103rea r\u0103u s\u0103 i se fi \u00eent\u00e2mplat modelului \u015fi avatarurilor ceva ce noi anchet\u0103m spre a g\u0103bji fiul vinovat, neexist\u00e2nd nici metode, nici specula\u0163ii p\u00e2n\u0103 unde ne duc drumurile, c\u0103 ne-am roade, ne-am rade, avem de trecut \u00een vitez\u0103 \u00eentr-una prin tunel, \u00eenc\u0103 pu\u0163in \u015fi ne pl\u00e2ngem cel pu\u0163in de oboseal\u0103, de crabi, de furnici, via\u0163a se ia de sus, ne-am n\u0103ucit nu de acum, din ce \u00een ce, de la ciur la ciur, n-ar fi nimic nou sub soare dac\u0103 ar mai fi soarele, s\u0103rim cu gura la \u00eenc\u0103 un mister, remisterios comandat, crimele se \u00eenmul\u0163esc at\u00e2t de natural, noi amestec\u0103m culorile, aici ar fi aici p\u00e2n\u0103 aici, n-ai ce-i face mortului \u015fi scena \u00eei apar\u0163ine, ca \u015fi noi, pictura ni s-a deteriorat de nerecunoscut, am sur\u00e2s orbului \u015fi am pierdut astfel nu numai timpul dar \u015fi \u00eencrederea c\u0103 ochii no\u015ftri nu i se datoreaz\u0103, religia ne e pur\u0103, cu slujbele, la \u00eencercare, muribunzii de-o via\u0163\u0103 cum s-ar ucide \u00eentre ei, f\u0103r\u0103 a \u015fi-o face \u00een acela\u015fi timp cu m\u00e2na lor, victima \u00een discu\u0163ie tr\u0103gea clopotele altei femei \u015fi cine ce p\u0103cate, cu adev\u0103rat, mai avea, ne-am consultat \u015fi alia\u0163ii, v\u0103d mai negru, ne \u015fi sc\u00e2rbesc, sc\u00e2rbele, c\u0103 ne \u00eempingem pe noi \u00een\u015fine imediat ce \u00eencepem s\u0103 vorbim, poftim de vezi \u015fi la ai no\u015ftri ce poft\u0103 au s\u0103 ne b\u00e2rfeasc\u0103 javrele, mai bine hr\u0103nite ca noi, din tabaco, ne-om fi ocolind represiune \u00een bestii, s-au mole\u015fit, vino mai aproape.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Stai \u00een casa femeii aceleia, ea e plecat\u0103, m-ar dobor\u00ee ca \u00eentotdeauna, de c\u00e2nd m\u0103 rugam s\u0103 dea Dumnezeu s\u0103 se \u00eendr\u0103gosteasc\u0103 de altcineva, s\u0103 te p\u0103r\u0103seasc\u0103, de-i era frig, \u00een sat, altul, nu se mai t\u00e2rau sub ochii nim\u0103nui, nici ai lor, ne-am \u00eentors, m-a mai dobor\u00e2t, m-ai zg\u00e2riat din nou, s\u0103 m\u0103 ocrote\u015fti, \u0163i-am sl\u0103bit ochii \u015fi \u0163i-i re\u00eenvigorezi privind \u00een ochii mei de odinioar\u0103, c\u00e2nd ai c\u0103zut pe strad\u0103, l\u00e2ng\u0103 tunel, \u00een cercul mutei, f\u0103r\u0103 vedere, te-ai g\u00e2ndit, la prima nou\u0103 tres\u0103rire, la ochii \u0103\u015ftia, recunosc\u00e2ndu-te \u00een vederea cadavrelor de sub tunel, p\u00e2n\u0103 te-ai t\u00e2r\u00e2t, ajutat de fiica ta, din nou la vedere dintre noi, te iertasei cu jale \u015fi uite c\u0103 din piatra v\u0103z\u00e2ndu-te nu a\u015ftep\u0163i nimic, nu m\u0103 exagerezi, te molcome\u015fti \u00eemp\u0103cat \u00een aristocratica-ne tinere\u0163e \u015fi copil\u0103ria-\u0163i, f\u0103r\u0103 amintire, cu o b\u0103taie de inim\u0103, de dou\u0103 ori \u00een pieptul t\u0103u sub lini\u015ftea ochilor t\u0103i, nu i-ai primi de-ar fi s\u0103 \u00eemplineasc\u0103 \u015fi g\u00e2ndul meu, erai mai b\u0103tr\u00e2n dec\u00e2t to\u0163i z\u0103ca\u015fii, de i-am z\u0103rit \u015fi eu mereu c\u00e2nd m-a dobor\u00e2t femeie, tat\u0103-t\u0103u orbise oricum, ori vrei s\u0103-mi cite\u015fti ce \u0163i-am ascuns vreodat\u0103, ce-am ascuns orbului t\u0103u tat\u0103, orbului de tine, cum vrei, fiule, eu nu \u015ftiu, tu \u015ftii, nu \u015ftii nici tu, ce s\u0103 mai \u015ftii \u015fi noaptea de acum, un lux, nicio pricopseal\u0103, iart\u0103-mi limbajul, s-a degradat, ne contamin\u0103m, vezi c\u0103 nu te judec, nici nu pomenesc de cele ascunse \u00een ochi-\u0163i surprin\u015fi de privirea mea, de aceea e\u015fti mai bl\u00e2nd cu mine, cele dou\u0103 femei s\u0103 te ierte \u015fi tu s\u0103 m\u0103 ier\u0163i, un copil at\u00e2t de drag, era revolu\u0163ie, at\u00e2t de drag \u00een orice decapitare ratat\u0103 de femeia aceea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Tradi\u0163ia ne \u00eendrept\u0103\u0163e\u015fte dac\u0103 nu chiar ne oblig\u0103 la anume constante \u00een ce prive\u015fte t\u0103ierea \u015fi \u00eenlocuirea capului, \u00eenvierea \u015fi re\u00eensufle\u0163irea unei persoane, fie \u015fi pentru a da unr\u0103spuns, ca martor, de exemplu, \u00eei pui capul ori suflul altuia, al unei furnici, din neaten\u0163ie, intri-n \u00eencurc\u0103turi, de asemenea tradi\u0163ionale, pledez pentru folosirea tradi\u0163iei oarecum \u00eempotriva ei, s\u0103 n-o repet\u0103m, s-o \u015ftim pentru a o s\u0103lta, a face un salt dinspre ea, doamnelor, \u00een exemplul de mai sus, dac\u0103 nu ne pierdem noi \u00een\u015fine capul ori sufletul, imagina\u0163i-v\u0103 o metod\u0103 precis elaborat\u0103 de \u00eenviere a martorilor autentici, c\u00e2t sufer\u0103, doar\u0103, omenirea prin moartea lor foarte bine pl\u0103tit\u0103, ar fi, e drept, uci\u015fi to\u0163i martorii \u015fi de mai multe ori, dar, vede\u0163i, \u015fi \u00eentruc\u00e2t ni s-ar universaliza metoda, ve\u0163i spune c\u0103 pentru audierea lor sunt necesari interpre\u0163i, ca pentru descifrarea viselor, palmelor, astrelor, viitorurilor, martorul poate vorbi, e drept, \u00een alt\u0103 limb\u0103 dec\u00e2t \u00eenainte, \u00een vreo lumb\u0103 care nu s-a mai vorbit niciodat\u0103, o observa\u0163i ce str\u00e2ns ne vom asocia lumea lingvistic\u0103, babelul tot nu va da \u00eenapoi, aceste limbi cu totul noi vor \u00eentrece \u00een num\u0103r pe cele articulate ori, ierta\u0163i-m\u0103, dezarticulate, odat\u0103 cu aparatele foniatrice artificializate la r\u00e2nd cu fiica noastr\u0103, nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 mai am curajul s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u015fesc adev\u0103rul \u00een c\u00e2teva din crimele v\u0103zute, \u00eemi a\u015ftept veacul cu fiecare vorb\u0103 de clac\u0103, dinadins\u0103, ca s\u0103 zic a\u015fa, n-am avut un prieten, nu-l v\u0103zusem din vremea ciclopiatului, ne-am permis ochi pentru ochi cam anapoda, copil\u0103re\u015fte, chiar cu \u00eent\u00e2rziere, p\u00e2n\u0103 ne-au prins \u00een bloc \u015fi ne-au iertat f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 ne fac\u0103 aten\u0163i, cum insinuasem, azi a\u015fa, m\u00e2ine a\u015fa, cine ne-ar deciclopia chiar pe noi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 spui c\u0103 se \u00eenmul\u0163esc retorismele ca ciupercile, cum, dac\u0103 ciupercile dispar atomic, nu, limbile nemaivorbite \u015fi c-o fi c-o vorbi, toate coficofismele bat nu spre metoda noastr\u0103, bat \u00een ea, o bat, domnilor, la cur, v-a\u015f b\u0103ga m\u00e2na-n buzunar \u015fi, c\u00e2nd m\u0103 pocni\u015fi, v-a\u015f zice chestiile alea, m-a\u0163i mai \u015fi b\u0103ga \u00een pizda mamii, pe bune, p\u0103i nu mi-ar fi \u015fi mie pe str\u0103ine, ideea mi s-ar \u00eentip\u0103ri reumatic \u00een oase, oasele limbii antevorbitorului, m\u0103 mir c\u0103 nu v-a zis domni\u015foarelor, eu am \u00een\u0163eles ce porc e, d-aia protestez, aparte de belitul amintit \u015fi altele ne m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103, noi m\u00e2nc\u0103m orice, \u015fi pe dracu’, nu c\u0103catul \u0103la de-l amestec\u0103 bul\u0103 \u015fi-n tradi\u0163ie, m\u0103 doare burta, p\u0103i bine b\u0103 broasc\u0103, de sari dinspre, nu-mi vin \u00een bou, eu v\u0103z s\u0103bii noapte de noapte, unde nu m\u0103 achit\u0103 pe mine sf\u00e2r\u015fitu’ babe, da babetului, sunt \u015fi eu sictirit, care-a vrut s\u0103 m\u0103 omoare, c\u00e2inele, m-a mai l\u0103sat \u00een plus, i-am mirosit, cum s\u0103 nu-mi mai miros \u015fi eu, bine, martor, pe nelimb\u0103, am scos-o, nu sabie, cu sabia mi-a\u015f t\u0103ia-o, sare la prostii, c-am t\u0103iat toate limbile \u015fi din filoxera lui mi-am retezat-o \u015fi pe a vorbitorului, s\u0103 studiez, domnule, eu refuz marfa, s\u0103 nu mi-o mai fete din falimentul m\u0103-sii, c\u0103 dac\u0103-\u0163i v\u00e2r sula-n coaste, te prinzi tu, nu m\u0103 mai prinzi pe mine \u015fi nu-l las eu pe stricatu’ \u0103sta s\u0103 m\u0103 prind\u0103, ce preten\u0163ii pe saramura lui, s\u0103 \u00eenviez eu, singurul martor, s\u0103-i spun lui c\u0103 eu sunt vinovatul ca \u015fi \u00eenainte de a mi-o fi copt-o el.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Intr\u0103, nu intra, frate suflete, p\u00e2n\u0103 la mine nu po\u0163i cobor\u00ee, nici n-a\u015f avea cu ce te servi, stai a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vere mortule, m\u0103 duc la teatru, poate te intereseaz\u0103, se moare cu to\u0163i martorii, nu moare nimeni, nici eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Schimb\u0103m rolurile pe drum \u015fi acolo vedem, m\u0103 \u00eendemni zadarnic \u00eentr-acolo dac\u0103 ne schimb\u0103m rolurile pe drum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce teatru-\u0163i \u00eenchipui c\u0103 mai umbl\u0103, cine mai umbl\u0103, nu m\u0103 duc la teatru, stau cu tine, de sus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Juc\u0103m bambilici, pui\u015for, te-ai dus, \u015fi nu la teatru, nici pe lotul unui st\u00e2rv de statur\u0103 chircit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Salt\u0103-\u0163i o dat\u0103-n via\u0163\u0103 c\u0103p\u0103\u0163\u00e2na s\u0103-\u0163i v\u00e2r o t\u00e2rn\u0103 sub ea, a\u015fa-mi ajugi mai la duh.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemi strici m\u00e2ndrie de somn, te-ai prostit de bine ce-ai pustiit o ostenitur\u0103 de p\u0103c\u0103tos.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am nicio p\u0103rere cum tot am mai apucat s\u0103-\u0163i sfor\u0103resc \u0163easta de nimic pe t\u00e2rn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Al meu s\u0103 fii, nu m\u0103 interesezi, la revedere, de vreo femeie dac\u0103 e\u015fti, mi-e tot una, te sar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i dai seama ce b\u00e2rf\u0103 de suflet s\u0103 m\u0103 poarte pe din afar\u0103 o zdrean\u0163\u0103 ce zici de-o crim\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u015ftiu ce vrei, n-am mai m\u00e2ncat nimic de la linsul pantofului, \u015fi el m-a lins, eu ce-am sim\u0163it.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tu nu te mai po\u0163i mi\u015fca \u00een veac, t\u00e2rna a r\u0103mas de tine, eu am sc\u0103pat dintr-o t\u00e2rf\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Abia a plecat, nu pot striga, tu e\u015fti mai bestie dec\u00e2t o furnic\u0103 de-mi suia m\u0103duva.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Voi lucra absolut singur, tunelul e amu\u0163it, e un strigoi pe nume noapte peste voi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E mama mamei, n-o jigni, st\u00e2rpiciunea mort\u0103ciunilor, nu mai am eu furnica.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te \u0163in de vorb\u0103 c\u0103-\u0163i \u0163in de ur\u00e2t, \u0103sta \u0163i-a fost norocul, de mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu m\u0103 mi\u015fc, nu pot, te-a\u015f pocni, am scotizat de mic, pe aici nu cre\u015fte nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Voi juca eu, tu erai teatrul, nu vrei, nu-\u0163i place, nu discut, te-alegi cu t\u00e2rna, altfel e totul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 chinuie, da’ dac\u0103 asta e condi\u0163ia, ia-\u0163i valea \u015fi c\u00e2nd te v\u00e2ri la loc \u00een t\u00e2rn\u0103 s\u0103 nu m\u0103 treze\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lumea te va \u015fti ca pe un crab breaz, c\u0103 t\u00e2rfa a p\u0103\u0163it-o, ucisese, tu n-o s\u0103 te deranjezi, erou.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0103r\u0103 roiu’ c\u0103 am t\u00e2rn\u0103, te-nchid \u00een ea \u015fi \u0163i-am luat toat\u0103 puterea, m\u0103garule din m\u0103g\u0103ri\u0163a aia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Du-te unde voiam s\u0103 m\u0103 duc, teatrul e reconstituirea, \u00een\u0163elegi, os l\u00e2ng\u0103 os a ta cum erai copil.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu eram niciun copil, sunt din tub, din tunel, cum s\u0103 fi pomenit na\u015ftere sau suflet \u00een tunel?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum vezi, ajungi \u00een capul mesei, t\u00e2rna, eu, tu, pe nemi\u015fcate, cad \u0103ilal\u0163i la \u00eenvoiala-\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-e sc\u00e2rb\u0103 de ei ca de tine, i-oi pedepsi \u00een legea de crab, nici nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 o merit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aici ai v\u0103zut nevederea, \u0163i-am venit baft\u0103 pe dou\u0103 guri, te-am cadorisit, te-am f\u0103cut st\u0103p\u00e2n pe tot.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe mine m\u0103 st\u0103p\u00e2ne\u015fte gura aia, spre mut\u0103, a\u015f m\u00e2nca-o, cum m\u0103 g\u00e2dil\u0103 t\u00e2rna asta, da’ face.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ai impresia c\u0103 e mai larg tunelul, c\u0103-l domini, ce mai, st\u0103p\u00e2n pe ce te st\u0103p\u00e2ne\u015fte?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103cat, p\u00e2n\u0103 una alta, pe urm\u0103, parc\u0103 se l\u0103rge\u015fte, dr\u0103gu\u0163a, m\u0103 cac\u0103 tunelul pe berechet.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici n-ai voie s\u0103 \u0163i se \u00eemplineasc\u0103 vreo dorin\u0163\u0103, \u0163i le potrivesc dup\u0103 ale t\u00e2rfei, s\u0103 te v\u0103d.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te simt \u015fi abia a\u015ftept pantoful, nu-l mai ling, s\u0103 nu \u00eendr\u0103zneasc\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 ling\u0103 nici el.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa, prima dat\u0103, pe urm\u0103 vedem ce urmeaz\u0103, capul pe t\u00e2rn\u0103 e pentru suflet nu g\u0103in\u0103rie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fii dr\u0103gu\u0163, altfel urmezi pantofului \u015fi, cum nu a venit, i-o iei \u00eenainte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i iau t\u00e2rna, c\u00e2t despre pantof, n-o mai fi avut curaj s\u0103 vin\u0103, ce-\u0163i \u00eenchipui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Virginele oarbe l-au \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015fat pe b\u0103tr\u00e2nel, de plou\u0103 cald, p\u00e2n\u0103-n nuielele t\u00e2rnei \u00eenl\u0103crim\u00e2ndu-i ochii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Spre turnul transmutat drept alt\u0103 postur\u0103 a tunelului, \u015fi mai furnicate m\u00e2ini \u00eenm\u0103t\u0103sind persoana.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Diarhia pune t\u00e2rna, cu omisii \u015fi-n comisii \u00een b\u0103taia inimilor m\u00e2ine-poim\u00e2ine trazistorizate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta moralmente, c\u00e2t c\u0103 ruleta de pe piatra orbului \u015fi-a surdei, sufletului \u015fi trupului d\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ia, nu d\u0103r\u00e2ma pe cine d\u0103, de la cine d\u0103, al c\u0103rui st\u0103p\u00e2n de la ce slugi cheltuie \u015fi ce.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Investi\u0163iile individuale sunt secrete, investi\u0163iile secrete \u015fi confiden\u0163iale or fi av\u00e2nd alt moral.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Facem rost de corup\u0163ie printre r\u0103pciugile grajdului, le punem capete de corona\u0163i, ori coroane.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103cat, cu toate certurile din staulele de pe sus, s\u0103 pierdem \u015fi t\u00e2rna, de n-o fi vreo iesle de sarai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu nenoroc de pus pe foc, a\u015fa doar am avea prima oar\u0103 ce aprinde \u015fi apoi ce-am mai arde?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dormeam tot timpul, m\u00e2ncam la mese cu sufletul \u00eembr\u0103cat frumos c\u0103 nici nu te mai visai crab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De la suflet la suflet \u00ee\u0163i luai o por\u0163ie de raze, de nori, te \u015fi c\u0103utau, ca-n familie, ce e, ce.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu te l\u0103sa s\u0103 mori, cum i-ai l\u0103sa s\u0103 tr\u0103iasc\u0103 \u00een huzur de nejudecat\u0103, numai c\u0103 t\u00e2rna-mi \u0163ine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O ardem magic, da, ne-nv\u0103\u0163\u0103m cu c\u0103ldura, cu c\u0103ldurile, \u015fi-o s\u0103 ne fie frig la autopsie, n-o s\u0103 ne mai plac\u0103 putrezirea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-om mai apuca-o la var\u0103 cu at\u00e2tea vizite de pantof, ne poate jumuli f\u00e2\u015fii pe posturi de pingele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei repara\u0163ia-ne tot de noi ar putea depinde acolo, ce se va alege de aici, cu noi, nu doare nici t\u00e2rna.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un bob z\u0103bav\u0103, nenorocirile ne vor fi de folos, nu ca \u00eenainte cu numai fericirea de eterni orfani.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum de n-am \u00eencetat s\u0103 exist\u0103m niciodat\u0103 \u015fi ne t\u00e2r\u00e2m nemuritori, numai t\u00e2rna poate avea idee.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ea ne \u015fi \u00eenal\u0163\u0103, capul t\u0103u, unu’, s\u0103rim ca la jaf, avem dreptul s\u0103 ne ap\u0103r\u0103m patria, s\u0103 ne facem sarai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Putem discuta, trece vremea pomenii f\u0103r\u0103 a prinde de foame, nu mai \u015ftim nici de cine nu se treze\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cine n-a adormit e suspect \u015fi-n t\u00e2rn\u0103 cu el, sub urechea ta st\u00e2ng\u0103, dac\u0103 tot te-ai \u00eentors la perete<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015f vrea s\u0103-mi amintesc orice, t\u00e2rna \u015fi net\u00e2rna, tremur de floarea spulberat\u0103 a unei amintiri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vei mai refuza speran\u0163a \u00eenc\u0103 o genera\u0163ie, te vei mai refuza pe tine, f\u0103c\u00e2ndu-te amintirea capului de pe t\u00e2rn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103 epilepticii de m\u00e2ine \u015fi de mine, ca-n tablou, adic\u0103 locul meu e numai metru, nu \u015fi cub.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am o temere din partea pantofului, nu c\u0103-\u0163i \u015futeaz\u0103 t\u00e2rna de pe cap, capul de pe t\u00e2rn\u0103, un fel de zero.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Zero pantof \u015fi n-am mai \u015fti nici de sc\u00e2rba noastr\u0103 \u015fi t\u00e2rna s-ar h\u00e2rbui sub oasele noastre \u00een clip\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Team\u0103 mi-e de alt\u0103 c\u0103lc\u0103tur\u0103, de pas mic, nici \u0103la al nostru, niciodat\u0103, nu ne facem timp \u015fi curaj.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ar fi sf\u00e2r\u015fitul oricum, s-ar shimba riturile, ne-am bate pe t\u00e2rn\u0103, nu m-a\u0163i mai r\u00e2de nici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-a r\u00e2s nimeni niciodat\u0103 pe partea asta a tronsonului, a r\u00e2s pantoful \u00eempu\u015fc\u00e2ndu-\u0163i t\u00e2rna sub ceaf\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Era un suflet c\u0103l\u0103tor, cu picioarele lipite, str\u00e2nse, mi-e mai r\u0103sc\u0103c\u0103rat mie capul pe t\u00e2rn\u0103 ca al ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei s-a pogor\u00e2t s\u0103-\u0163i cear\u0103 s-o \u00eenc\u00e2n\u0163i \u00een schimb, s\u0103 nu-\u015fi dea foc, s\u0103 nu-\u015fi dea ghea\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mie-mi curge pantoful, nu m\u0103 \u00eencurc \u00een p\u0103r\u0163i, m\u0103 re\u0163in, n-ai dec\u00e2t s\u0103 r\u00e2zi, prima oar\u0103, degeaba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tribul r\u00e2sului \u015fi-ar spulbera cenu\u015fa, doar a\u015f r\u00e2de la sfatul celui cu capul pe t\u00e2rn\u0103, revolu\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 te-ar durea de moarte r\u00e2sul \u0103la uit\u0103 de t\u00e2rn\u0103, d\u0103-i foc, intr\u0103-n ea n-o p\u0103r\u0103si.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei dat\u0103-n galerie, cu norocul nostru, al tuturor, a\u015fa ne\u00eensufle\u0163it ar fi s\u0103 fii criminalul, \u00een locul martorei?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-ar fi de t\u00e2rn\u0103, \u00eentr-adev\u0103r, altfel a\u015f avea de refuzat apoi ceea ce neam de orfan n-ar primi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Prea destule ipoteze, onoare, un ban s\u0103 nu dai pe tevatura din jur, care \u00een\u0103untru este vie \u015fi natural\u0103, tot circ.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fie, nimic din toate astea nu e de competen\u0163a t\u00e2rnei, chiar plantat\u0103 de un pantof de\u015firetat anapoda.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Consecin\u0163ele vor da ap\u0103 la moar\u0103 monopozi\u0163iei de la un tunel la altul, sc\u0103dem expedi\u0163iile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe motivul reconstruc\u0163iei pe loc a unor noi vehicule, ale tuturor, de ap\u0103rare contra s\u0103r\u0103ciei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Calamit\u0103\u0163ile \u00ee\u015fi vor lua propor\u0163ional partea, filosofia lor e ne\u015ftirbit\u0103, \u00eenflori\u0163i ramdeosofia, orice.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Plou\u0103 de sus \u00een jos, cre\u015ftem \u00eempotriv\u0103, c\u0103ldura \u00een piatr\u0103 are alt efect udat\u0103 de nu de s\u00e2nge.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am\u0103nuntele, la direc\u0163ia tunelurilor, gata de reconstruc\u0163ie, cu pierderi iminente, de data asta pre\u015ftiute.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jocul invers, mereu invers, ne pa\u015ftem uit\u00e2nd c\u0103 ne poate pa\u015fte t\u00e2rna, ce suflet de pripas a prip\u0103\u015fit-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A fost v\u0103zut\u0103 \u00een acela\u015fi timp \u00een mai multe tuneluri, sub c\u00e2te un craniu instantaneu sanctificat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am v\u0103zut rapoartele despre unele din aceste cranii, unul \u0163i se potrive\u015fte ca un pantof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Schimbarea capetelor e subiect de fidelitate, nu se mai poart\u0103, nici adaosul n-ar abate limbile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu dou\u0103 capete ai avea dou\u0103 limbi, ai sta de vorb\u0103\u00a0 de unul singur \u00een toat\u0103 naturale\u0163ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015f fi auzit, \u00eenregistrat \u015fi rapoartele care \u0163i-ar parveni te-ar abate de la pericolul t\u00e2rnei. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Opt capete \u00eemi pot permite numai pentru cumnatu-meu, s\u0103 le am de t\u0103iat legal, mai t\u00e2rziu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 ne concentr\u0103m asupra fenomenului t\u00e2rnei, cu permisiunea-v\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 o clip\u0103, va da lec\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 nu m\u0103 mai aclam\u0103 crabii, vener\u00e2nd-o pe ea \u015fi s\u0103-i fur secretul s\u0103 schimb\u0103m rolurile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Teatru s-a compromis, v\u0103 dau astfel dreptate, cu schimbarea capetelor g\u00e2ndi\u0163i-v\u0103 la viitor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu pot l\u0103sa t\u00e2rna din josul craniilor putrezite s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenlocuiasc\u0103 \u00een plata ei, a mea, a providen\u0163ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E cu gura \u00een jos, jocul nu e nicicum, cine e martor \u00eencepe s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103 pentru prima oar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Viu sau mort, sunt ani de c\u00e2nd mor\u0163ii de r\u00e2s ne-au servit alt\u0103 lec\u0163ie \u015fi nu le-am respins-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Viii de r\u00e2s tocmai c\u0103 s-au redus, cast\u0103 de cast\u0103, neconsider\u00e2nd pe cei care nu \u015ftiu c\u0103 r\u00e2d.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015etiu c\u0103 n-ai curaj s\u0103-mi r\u00e2zi \u00een nas, m-ai \u00eentrista \u015fi m-ai pune pe jar \u00eentreb\u00e2ndu-te ce v\u00e2nt te aduce.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e de r\u00e2s r\u00e2sul t\u00e2rnei, a\u015fa, nu r\u00e2d eu, ochii \u0163estei se lumineaz\u0103, a\u015fa, nu c\u0103 luminez eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Joac\u0103 tot ce vrei s\u0103 spui, nu mai spune, m\u0103 uit pu\u0163in la televizor, la programele interzise.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Privi\u0163i, v\u0103 rog, altfel intima\u0163iile mele, nu vi le divulga\u0163i nici dumneavoastr\u0103, mai bine da\u0163i un ordin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce ordin, n-ai venit s\u0103 mi-l ceri, ai venit s\u0103 \u0163i-l dai singur \u00een prezen\u0163a mea, pu\u0163in sentiment.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ei nu se vor mi\u015fca spre noi, noi ne mi\u015fc\u0103m, \u00eenchi\u015fi, spre ei, ordinul pentru ei numai eu l-a\u015f \u00een\u0163elege.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca eu s\u0103 te \u0163in pe tine \u015fi s\u0103 ajung s\u0103 m\u0103 \u0163in\u0103 ei, cum sun\u0103 b\u00e2rfa, de-o ordon, \u00een t\u00e2rn\u0103 cu cine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E o simpl\u0103 abera\u0163ie a pretinsului poet din antreu, infiltrat ca \u00eenso\u0163itor, se vrea martor, \u00ee\u015fi vrea moartea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se \u015ftie c\u0103 declara\u0163iile lor nu-s de competen\u0163a casei, dac\u0103 t\u00e2rna intr\u0103 cu u\u015fa \u00een plug se cur\u0103\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Porc\u0103ria-i de scris subiectivizeaz\u0103 \u015fi minciunile calamit\u0103\u0163ilor \u015fi calamit\u0103\u0163ile din foile palmelor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te v\u0103d \u00een linia lui, \u00eemi insinuezi abera\u0163ia pe care el doar o subiectivizeaz\u0103 inabil.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen virtutea libert\u0103\u0163ii-nelibertate \u015fi a nelibert\u0103\u0163ii-libertate, n-are fason nici de spion.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu-a\u015fa breji se \u0163ine t\u00e2rna de-o temi, \u00eei \u0163ine pe ea \u015fi sub ea, treac\u0103 perversiunea asta, de la mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Dormi? – Nu dorm. – M\u0103 doare capul. – Dormi. -M\u0103 doare. – Pune\u0163i-l pe-al meu. – E greu. Nu-l schimba, suie-\u0163i-l. – Nu se\u00a0 mi\u015fc\u0103. – Explozie. – Nici at\u00e2t. – Bombard\u0103. – \u00cemi crap\u0103. \u0162ine-te. – Furnica \u00een\u0103untru. – Pe ea. – Mi-a c\u0103rat crabul. – Chef. – De moarte. – \u0162\u0163. – Pune-\u0163i tu capul. Se r\u0103ce\u015fte t\u00e2rna. – Nu doare? – Ba-nc\u0103. – Mi-a smuls pantoful p\u0103rul. – \u00cel doare. – Cine? – Crabul. – \u00cen t\u00e2rn\u0103. – Doare. – Nu chiar. – Auzi? – Furnica. – N-aud. – M\u00e2ine. – C\u00e2nd? – Oric\u00e2nd. – Acum. – Lini\u015fte. – Ce cap? – T\u00e2rna. Nuiele retezate. – Furnici. – Foarfeci tropicale. – Ap\u0103. – Vapor. – Vaporenii. – Stropii. – O z\u00e2n\u0103. – Baba-oarba. – N-o v\u0103d. – Orbii furnicilor. – \u015ei t\u00e2rna? – Se mai taie. – Taie capul? – Capul meu? – Pe-al meu? – Nu-l pot mi\u015fca. – Se r\u0103ce\u015fte t\u00e2rna. – Probleme. – \u015ei tot nu te doare. – Nu \u00eenc\u0103. – Pe mine de ce? – Pe tot. – \u015ei pe tine de ce nu? – Cap problema? – Problema cap. – Furnica din capu-\u0163i. – Capu-\u0163i \u00een t\u00e2rn\u0103. – Pe t\u00e2rn\u0103. – \u015ei capul meu. – Pe nimica toat\u0103. – \u0162ar\u0103. – Piatr\u0103. – Cald\u0103. – Dup\u0103 zbor. – Nu m\u0103 pot mi\u015fca. Durerea, – Nu m\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103lze\u015fte. – Sufl\u0103. – Furnica. – Pe ea. – Nu \u00eencap. – Sufl\u0103. – Am gura rea. – De foame. – Capul. – N-am m\u00e2ncat. – Furnica. – M\u00e2ncat\u0103 de crab. – \u015ei? – Nimic. – Nimic? – P\u0103i ce? – Pantoful. – P\u0103rul doare. – La el. – N-are t\u00e2rn\u0103. – S\u0103 mai zboare. – Nu e timpul. – Capul. – Mai st\u0103. – Stau. – Capul. – Rabd\u0103. – S\u0103-mi ia furnica. – E-n crab. – Capul t\u0103u. – Pe t\u00e2rn\u0103. – Crabul. – \u00cen t\u00e2rn\u0103. – De la pantof. – Rabd\u0103. – Nu zboar\u0103. Taci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemi \u00eentoarce somnul pe dos, ma\u0163e n-am, m\u0103-n\u0163ep de furnica din capul lui, a crescut p\u00e2n\u0103-n capul meu, \u00een\u0103untru, crabul t\u0103iat, m\u0103 \u0163ine t\u00e2rna \u015fi t\u0103iat, \u015fi crab, n-am stare, ce n-oi fi dormind, o fi dormind \u015fi-o fi zic\u00e2nd \u00een somn c\u0103 nu doarme, c\u0103 i-am r\u0103spuns \u015fi eu c\u0103 nu dorm, ce somn s\u0103 dorm, cine doarme dac\u0103 el nu doarme, ce m\u0103-ntreab\u0103 pe mine, de unde at\u00e2ta curaj, de unde p\u00e2n\u0103 unde, vorbe\u015fte-n somn, nu-mi d\u0103 ce e al meu, nici t\u00e2rna, t\u00e2rna e totul, capul mi-l pierd pe capul furnicat de crab, mi s-a dus sufletul \u00een t\u00e2rn\u0103, tace, nu doarme, vorbe\u015fte \u00een furnic\u0103, \u00eel reped \u00een crab, t\u00e2rna e sub capul meu, era, um\u0103r, la um\u0103r, palatin, ce face, ce zice, tot furnica, l’\u00eenjur, m\u0103-ntorc la zid, la zid sunt, fa\u0163a, cap, taie, \u00eencet, p\u0103rul, p\u0103rul lui, zboar\u0103 pantoful, cuie calde, fa\u0163\u0103 la talp\u0103, ordona\u0163i, agoniseal\u0103, niciun strop, t\u00e2rna goal\u0103, unde-o fi, sufletul, lipa-lipa, pe fa\u0163a mea, furnica, crabul \u00een\u0103untru, pantoful strive\u015fte furnica, e dumnezeu, m\u0103 libereaz\u0103 de furnic\u0103, \u00eemi st\u00e2rne\u015fte crabul din\u0103untru, nu e nimic, \u00eel doare capul, pe \u0103l\u0103lalt, mi-o fi \u015ftiut t\u00e2rna, d-aia, e ceva, e totul, la el, nici m\u0103car, pace, doi, nici unul, pe ce picior, doar t\u00e2rna, tai-o, crabule, \u00een toat\u0103 talpa, nu mi-e capul, nu-mi mai, nu mi-a, m\u0103 duc, \u015fi nu e nimic, nici t\u00e2rna, nici dumnezeu, t\u00e2rna-n cap, \u00een t\u00e2rn\u0103 sufletul meu, de dumnezeu nemaipomenitul, nu-mi trebuia, ce cap, f\u0103r\u0103 cap, cap-cap, l-a\u015f t\u0103ia, cu nuia, ia, sufletul, niciun cap, tot capul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nici noble\u0163e, taie tot, taie \u015fi t\u00e2rna \u015fi ie\u015fi, la revedere!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pic\u0103 \u0163easta, m\u0103 recunoa\u015fte pe urm\u0103, de ce-o fi, spart\u0103, de copil.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-are no\u0163iunea, are o experien\u0163\u0103, demol\u0103m prin t\u0103iere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-\u015fi va aminti timpul de c\u00e2nd tot pe t\u00e2rn\u0103 \u015fi eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te tai \u015fi pe tine, ai o experien\u0163\u0103 de amintire cap pe cap.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am niciun plan altfel, mi-e tot una de c\u00e2nd m\u0103 recunoscui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Po\u0163i fi de folos \u00een viitoarele registre de criminali, nu mi\u015fti un deget.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu execut nici mi\u015fcarea degetului, recunosc, nu speram.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u015ftiu ce recuno\u015ftin\u0163\u0103 bomb\u0103ni, mesajul meu e mi\u015fcarea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne-am \u00een\u0163eles, altfel mesajul nu cunosc s\u0103-l recunosc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e pe \u00een\u0163elesul t\u0103u, repe\u0163i, \u00eel joci, tunelul va exulta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Umbrele \u0163estoaselor \u00ee\u015fi vor aduce aminte a\u0163\u00e2\u0163ate de pocnet.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Incluzi pocnetul, \u00eel ritmezi din amic, nemaialterat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De nu m-or distrage crabii tol\u0103ni\u0163i \u00een sc\u0103f\u00e2rlii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Zi amarnath, hohote\u015fte-te la ei, ca pe ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De furnic\u0103 nu m-oi mai p\u0103zi, tot pe-a ei o \u0163ine-va.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O asociezi \u00een cuno\u015ftin\u0163\u0103 de cauz\u0103, creator.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te \u00eentorci, mai elabor\u0103m, prea de demult pietrele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei h\u00e2rtiile f\u00e2lf\u00e2ie r\u0103pciug\u0103 \u00een litere jilave.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Juma-juma, nu ne mai pierdem \u00een istorisiri de pierdut alte timpuri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi \u0163estosu’, cu t\u00e2rna s-ar consola tradi\u0163ional.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aia e interreligie, n-o mai \u015fi practic\u0103m, e destul \u00een joc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 \u00eentreb uneori cu ce se ocup\u0103 pantoful, scuze.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e treaba ta \u00eentrebatul \u015fi nici a pantofului, nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu ce se ocup\u0103, vreau s\u0103 zic, dac\u0103 d\u0103 prin tunel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Repari, de form\u0103, ce calc\u0103, chiar dac\u0103 te calc\u0103, asta-i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– I-am luat frica, nu c\u0103 a\u015f fi \u00een misiune talp\u0103 goal\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei talpa lui de elefant, ce, nu te-ar \u00eennobila?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-a\u0163i refuzat orice noble\u0163e \u00een timpul angaj\u0103rii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Peste ochii \u0163estelor curio\u015fi \u015fi nelalocul lor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-am \u00eempleticit \u00een momentul s\u0103l\u0103\u015fluirii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i \u0163ine de dou\u0103 firi meseria, te proiectezi out.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei m-ar putea smulge s\u0103-\u015fi dubleze elefanta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dup\u0103 calcule, furnica din crab te va \u0163ine cu ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiar intrigile astea au fost \u00eempr\u0103\u015ftiate tot de pantof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O fi av\u00e2nd de g\u00e2nd \u015fi el vreo conspira\u0163ie, te-om fi disput\u00e2nd.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Alt\u0103 jum\u0103tate-jum\u0103tate, \u00eemi permit s\u0103 regret.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i pierzi vremea cu pantoful, \u015fi-o pierde \u015fi el, \u015fi eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 \u00eentorc jum\u0103tate \u00eentreag\u0103 dac\u0103 renun\u0163 la noble\u0163e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cea din partea pantofului nu e legal\u0103, g\u00e2nde\u015fte-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nicio noble\u0163e, ave\u0163i perfect\u0103 dreptate, ce mai ave\u0163i?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemi po\u0163i, dup\u0103 ultima jum\u0103tate, a\u015feza t\u00e2rna sub cur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei s\u0103 odihnesc sub ea, lini\u015ftit de accep\u0163ia veche de nobil.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-o iau \u00eenainte, dac\u0103 te c\u00e2c\u00e2i, m\u0103 a\u015fez pe \u0163easta de pe t\u00e2rn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pantoful e o problem\u0103, acolo, pentru oricine, nu iart\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– At\u00e2ta caz de cazul ce-mi apar\u0163ine public\u00e2nd o alta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– V\u0103 pute\u0163i \u00eentoarce fa\u0163a spre peretele ve\u015fnic \u00eenghe\u0163at. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aia e capacitatea mea, un co\u015fmar tolerabil pe oboseal\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centre timp se pecetluie\u015fte o epidemie, jos b\u0103ncile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cheagul li s-a br\u00e2nzit a noble\u0163e \u015fi lor, e alt departament.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Al pantofului, bag seam\u0103, am numai grija s\u0103-l \u00eencal\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Calc \u00een toate felurile, de-aia eram curioas\u0103 de t\u00e2rn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu gura \u00een jos nu e un model de c\u0103lcat esen\u0163ial.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162easta de pe ea dac\u0103 te recunoa\u015fte, \u0163i-ai recunoa\u015fte-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jum\u0103tatea asta, anume condamnarea, \u00eentoarcerea acolo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E natural, m\u0103 conduc \u015fi eu la fel, \u0163i-am r\u00e2vnit \u015fi t\u00e2rna.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E o onoare care m-a \u00eencurcat destul tronsonul \u0103sta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu pune suflet \u00een materiile de peste putin\u0163a-\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemi permit s\u0103 regret, cu sufletul pare o glum\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A pantofului, care-l cutreier\u0103 \u015fi pe unde e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aia po\u0163i s\u0103 dai peste bot \u015fi m\u00e2ncat de crab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0103r\u0103 \u015ftirea mea, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 fi mi\u015fcat de la filmele primei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jum\u0103t\u0103\u0163i, orice reflec\u0163ie te am\u0103ge\u015fte \u00een urm\u0103, nu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se \u00eengolgoteaz\u0103 m\u0103car \u00een aria mu\u015furoaielor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mu\u015furoios e pocnetul \u0163estelor c\u00e2nd le cr\u0103pi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crapul se v\u00e2r\u0103 \u00een cr\u0103p\u0103turile cremenei \u00eemp\u0103nate \u00een \u0163estele din tunel, cum unelteam.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Pocne\u015fte. – Pocne\u015fte-l. – Nu mai pocni. – Cu putere. – N-am. – Rupe-l. – M\u0103 rupe. – Ajut\u0103-te. -Nu pot. – Florile. – Furnici. – Ro\u015fii. – Albe. – Pocne\u015fte-le. – Trag. – \u0162ine-te. – Trag cu putere. – N-ai \u00eencotro. – Nu mai trage\u0163i. – Libertate. – Pierdut. – N-aud. – Pocnetul. – Nu mai pocne\u015fte. – Pocne\u015fte. – De-o carte. – Rece. – Rupe-o. – Cremene. -Cite\u015fte-o. – Nu \u015ftiu. – Pe ea. – Mi-e ru\u015fine. – Puterea ru\u015finii. – Cu p\u0103rere de r\u0103u. – Nu \u015ftie nimeni. – Piatra mea. – Divor\u0163. – Virgin. – Virgin\u0103. P\u0103rere de bine, pocne\u015fte prea tare. – Pe muzic\u0103 de t\u00e2rn\u0103, re\u00eemboboce\u015fti. – Alb. – Nu mai pocni, nu mai pocni. -Cresc. – Pe-a\u015fa, te las. – Pepe. – Lab\u0103. – Ba. – M\u00e2ine. – Ne. – Nu. – Nu. – Dum. – Nezeu. – Cee.- Ne\u00e2nchist. – Nedeschipocnichiu. – P\u015foc. – \u015e\u015f\u015f. – \u015e-un sfert. – Mnic. – T\u00e2tic. – \u0162c. – Hai, pocne\u015fte, nu mai pocni, pocne\u015fte, s\u0103 n-am p-al pocnetului, a\u015f mai \u00eennebuni, n-am. – Pe muzic\u0103 de crab. – Pocne\u015fte c\u0103 te ia r\u00e2ia, te t\u0103m\u00e2ie, ai pocnit. – Zg\u00e2rii pe-o mandal\u0103 <\/em>ultima suflare, val-val. – A\u015f bea din flori, un vin din flori, un crab din flori. – Pocne\u015fte c\u00e2nd nu pocne\u015fte, ene\u015fte c\u00e2nd nu ene\u015fte. – Apele-mi \u015ftirbesc gura cu\u0163itului din din\u0163i. – Cazi iar pe munte, guristule, na pocnet, na c\u0103 plou\u0103, na final, cum te-ai pocni f\u0103r\u0103 unele explica\u0163ii, alte clarific\u0103ri, nemedicale, te vei pocni, de c\u00e2nd ai v\u0103zut \u00een ap\u0103, nebroasca, nec\u00e2ine de ghea\u0163\u0103, numai pocnetul, muzica ai scr\u00e2ntit-o, ai pocnit-o, nu se face, nu mai pocne\u015fti nu mai este, alt\u0103dat\u0103 fluierai, ai venit de-acas\u0103, de-a vecii, bag seam\u0103 c\u0103 nu vrei s\u0103 te duci ca s\u0103 n-ai de unde te-ntoarce, mai cu seam\u0103 a nu te \u00eentoarce, n-ai mai pleca, ai tot pocni, curge musonul pe piatra-\u0163i de-ncercare, te ag\u0103\u0163i de umbra \u00eenchipuit\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 pe ap\u0103, de c\u00e2nd pocnisei s\u0103 pici de pe punte, vii de acas\u0103 cu vapor de pene s\u0103 te por\u0163i v\u00e2n\u0103tora\u015f, de-a surda, acum pocne\u015fti, h\u00e2r\u00e2i, zz\u00e2i, rr\u00e2i, nu te teme, ce-a fost a fost, ce umbr\u0103, niciun \u00eenecat, \u00eenghe\u0163ase\u0163i \u015fi piatr\u0103 pocnea\u0163i, a\u0163i fi vrut, colc\u0103i\u0163i cu crabii, nu v\u0103 mai cunoa\u015fte\u0163i, cunoa\u015fte-te acum, n-ai curaj, n-ai avea ce, h\u00e2r\u00e2itul e continuu, dintotdeauna, nepieritor, a\u015fa c\u0103 nu-\u0163i face probleme, n-ai pe nimeni, nimeni nu te are, pocnetul e iluzie, umbra pe ap\u0103, c\u00e2nd pici de pe punte, c\u00e2nd \u00eenghe\u0163i \u00een aer, bolovan, \u0163i-a venit acas\u0103, prinde musca, furnica, te-a iubit crabul, pe nev\u0103zute, pe nepocnite, unul l\u00e2ng\u0103 altul, suntem dintr-un crab, nim\u0103nui nu ne-a trecut prin minte s\u0103 ne descr\u0103bim, nu l-am rugat, nu l-am blestemat, am vorbit singuri c\u00e2nd n-am t\u0103cut tot singuri, nu ne-am auzit niciodat\u0103, ne-am pocnit de-o doar\u0103, tu care-oi pocni, \u0163i-oi pocni, nu ne deosebim, nu ne boteaz\u0103 nimeni, nici pantoful, nici \u015firetul, e o afacere, p\u00e2n\u0103 una alta, s\u0103 te na\u015fti \u015fi s\u0103 mori exact, nepreschimbat, nepicat vreodat\u0103, nici os, piatr\u0103, exist\u0103m \u00een noi-ul nealnostru, \u00een ai no\u015ftri nenoi, potole\u015fte-te cu pocnitul, i-ai putea fi copil, cum te pui, cu cine, se mai aude, se face caz, lini\u015fte, nu s-a t\u00e2r\u00e2t nimeni \u00een niciun foc, \u00een nicio ap\u0103, ni s-a h\u0103r\u0103zit mai ca florilor loc, suntem locul nostru, golul nostru, dac\u0103 te-ar aranja toat\u0103 chestia asta, mi s-a mai \u00eent\u00e2mplat, \u00eentr-una te \u00eempac, n-am cu cine m\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103ca \u00eensumi, de c\u00e2nd am pornit s\u0103 pic de pe punte \u00een ap\u0103 \u015fi nu mai ajung, ca \u015fi l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– De ce nu a\u0163i scris, aud c\u0103 nu, desenul mam\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E corect, de ce nu am scris, da desenul pe caldar\u00e2m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe pantof, pe talp\u0103, un nor, o alg\u0103, o nuia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e corect, nu pe pantof, nu \u015ftim nori nu ne.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Muzica, jungla, pe limba din piatr\u0103, l\u0103untru.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe piatr\u0103, nu mai transcriu, nu e greu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu nu sunt grea, grea n-am r\u0103mas, n-am.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai dus la ho\u0163i \u015fi ai nimerit la mo\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0102l mai am\u0103r\u00e2t, ca mine personal\u0103, a mai am\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La diminea\u0163\u0103 \u015fi la sear\u0103, copii de pisic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vreu s\u0103 joac\u0103 c\u0103r\u0163i de joc cu tine, \u00eem, h\u00e2m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E-n cercul al doilea dup\u0103 muta de m\u0103ta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tu e corect, mata nu-mi dau nici eu seama.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Du-te cu mul\u0163umesc lui Dumnezeu la mum\u0103-ta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai bine personal\u0103, am scris \u00een ghea\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe ghea\u0163\u0103, n-ai v\u0103zut \u00een via\u0163a ta, la fereastr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Avem guru-guru, p\u00e2n\u0103 la 17 silabe, ia \u015fi scrie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am scris pe ghea\u0163\u0103 halucinea\u0163\u0103, zidurindu-\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Simpl\u0103, nu roman, nimic, bala, oani, hula.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Hula o cunosc de-i zic \u015fi tunel \u015fi crabii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oohu-kazalikhan oohu iashaaa, ma iashaa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E-a\u015fa, m-apuc de dalta \u00een spiral\u0103, tai manuscrisul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un nor e megha<\/em>, cel dint\u00e2i, cel de-al doilea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu m-aude, nu m-auzi, te aud \u015fi te repet.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tomurile nu mai sunt \u00een clasic, sunt vezi, uni.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Trec \u015fi prin pantof, ori nu rupe unde botina.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O silab\u0103 guru<\/em>, la \u00eenceput, du-o pe aceea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-a pornit \u015fi nu se mai opre\u015fte de la tine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu n-am am pus-o \u015fi n-ai auzit-o, s-a auzit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am auzit f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 fi guruit, am ap\u0103sat cu pocnet.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Po\u0163i auzi tot timpul, putea \u015fi pantoful, p\u0103zea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aproximativ, pocneam dup\u0103 canoane str\u0103vechi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei el pocnea la canon, ai grij\u0103 de mata.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai re\u0163inut mantra<\/em> mam\u0103, mata, nu e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu m\u0103 complic de felu-mi, nu \u015ftiu cum e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Transmiteam o silab\u0103, o b\u0103team s\u0103 te ajung\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi pe tine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe-aia o \u015ftiu, scri-o cum \u00eei e felul, \u0163i-o \u00eembii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eram to\u0163i \u015fi nimic, silaba aia o pocneam la r\u00e2ndu-mi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 pocnea \u00een mine o luam razna cu dalta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Maghiranranghiram incon\u015ftient, os \u015fi piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pielea o pusese\u015fi \u00een zeam\u0103 de furnici \u015fi crabi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Saramura, complica\u0163iile s-au ivit cu ridicata.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu v-a\u0163i mai dezmeticit, dumneavoastr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103-mi scrii silaba aia de-am tot pocnit-o, m\u0103 tatuezi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Feri\u0163i-v\u0103 s\u0103 fi\u0163i luat la ochi totdeauna, nu bine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 nu fiu, niciodat\u0103 s\u0103 nu m\u0103 feresc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vede\u0163i, am v\u0103zut ploaia, nu nor, f\u0103r\u0103 nor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Spal\u0103 silaba, ad\u0103poste\u015fte-te o clip\u0103 singur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Da, cum v\u0103 sim\u0163i\u0163i, bine, v\u0103 e r\u0103u, nu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici silaba n-a ie\u015fit din ea, din steiuri, pe la sud..<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Da, pe la sud, a\u0163i c\u0103l\u0103torit frumos, pe unde.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici acum, de la mata, n-ar mai str\u0103punge napoi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei merge la nord, e geografie, suntem acolo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cencet-\u00eencet, mai am o grij\u0103, mi-a trecut, c\u00e2t oi \u0163ine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 nu vorbi\u0163i, s\u0103 nu v\u0103 aud, nu v\u0103 aud.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 te aud eu, nu te aud, te-apuca\u015fi de dalt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai zidit atunci \u00een silab\u0103, \u0163i-era drag s\u0103 te d\u0103r\u00e2mi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 m\u0103 auzi, nici chip, n-ai mai bate \u00een piept.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Exclus, poate v\u0103 doare capul, ho, c\u0103 nu-l sparg.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E o experien\u0163\u0103 din alt\u0103 lume, a mea, a noastr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A mea, sunte\u0163i amabil, ave\u0163i umbra pomilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei \u00eenc\u0103 pentru at\u00e2t \u00eei trebuise nici om nici ne-om.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei fra\u0163ii lui \u015fi sudul \u015fi fiii domnului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Credeam c\u0103 ai doamnei, bine ai domnului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am zis \u015fi norul, dup\u0103, \u00eentre crabi, furnici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Furnica \u015fi se \u00eensingureaz\u0103, crabii pocnesc liberi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ave\u0163i grij\u0103 de dumneavoastr\u0103, apoi norul<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Norul al doilea, dac\u0103 r\u0103zbesc p\u00e2n\u0103 la silab\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– V-am scris personal pe cre\u015ftet.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– De c\u00e2nd eram copil \u00eemi cre\u015fteau din\u0163ii, de c\u00e2nd \u00eemi cad din\u0163ii sunt b\u0103tr\u00e2n, de c\u00e2nd mor \u0103\u015ftia \u015fi-au luat-o de capital, nu se puteau t\u00e2r\u00ee singuri, i-am \u00eempins cu lan\u0163ul, nu i-am tras c\u0103 m\u0103 strangulau, nu m\u0103 mi\u015fc, nu se mi\u015fc\u0103, a\u015fa-mi a\u015fa le trebuie, pantofule, unde te por\u0163i, nu te-am \u00een\u0163eles, abia de le-ai inspirat respect, \u015fi crab le-ai v\u00e2r\u00e2t mai degrab\u0103 \u00een cr\u0103p\u0103turi zemoase, \u00een \u015ftirbituri, \u015fi mie, mie primul, pe credit, ai profit tot hohaurul, mi-am f\u0103cut v\u00e2nzarea cinstit, suntem parteneri de poim\u00e2ine, p\u00e2n\u0103 atunci mai hogesc ca-n vremuri, cum \u00eemi stau, n-a\u015ftepta s\u0103-mi r\u0103spund, pe-aici b\u0103utul tot se r\u0103scump\u0103r\u0103, nor de broa\u015fte, frig \u00een zori, zorii \u00een frig, pe-atunci c\u0103p\u0103tuiala, cald \u00een zori, zorii \u00een fungus, mi-am copiat vaxul \u00een ureche, piatra credeai guleai, e lat\u0103, am avut baft\u0103 \u00een afacere, \u00ee\u0163i dau re\u0163eta, \u00eent\u00e2i g\u00e2f\u00e2i apoi pl\u0103te\u015fti, dac\u0103 ai cui, \u00eent\u00e2i mori apoi ai cancer, te \u00eentreci, eu mi-am jurat dintotdeauna p\u00e2n\u0103 la urm\u0103 c\u0103 voi \u015fti c\u0103 e\u015fti un pantof, nu mai mult, la ce s\u0103 \u015ftiu mai mult, am luat \u015fefia, m-a luat pe sus, de la ape, te f\u0103ceai vapor, aoleo, nici a\u015fa, am v\u0103csuit doar ce de alt loc, ce de alt\u0103 ap\u0103, avatar serios, \u00een piatra mea, de-ai onorat-o, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een din\u0163i, la simplu, cu capul \u00eenainte, pe loc, c\u00e2te furnici, c\u00e2\u0163i crabi, respect \u015fi b\u0103taie pe loc, e just, ce mai \u015ftiu, m-ai mai \u015fters \u00een voinicie, pe pocnet, aveam inim\u0103, nu-mi p\u0103sa ca acum, c\u00e2nd nu mai am nici crabul din cap, l-ai luat la plimbare, pe \u00eencredere, g\u0103vanele nici numai goale, goale \u015fi de gol, te respect, de c\u00e2nd mi-a dat \u015fi mi-ai luat din\u0163ii, s\u0103 juc\u0103m zaruri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Verific\u0103 ziua, acum e sear\u0103, nu confunda, te-ai s\u0103turat, \u0163i-ai luat drogul, \u00eensumeaz\u0103 posturile, o boal\u0103 \u015fi jum\u0103tate, conversa\u0163iile \u00een furnic\u0103, aiurelile \u00een crab, senza\u0163ionalismele, te faci iar de r\u00e2s cu vreo Anandini, nici s-o jigne\u015fti, s\u0103-i dai un pantof, un sifilis, de unde l-ai mai \u015fi avea, te-ai dat, deretic\u0103-te c\u00e2t e\u015fti de bul, n-ai voie voile, ca acas\u0103, ca la veci, ia-o pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 \u015fobolani, opre\u015fte pocnetul, f\u0103 ceva, n-ai dec\u00e2t s\u0103 te rogi, dac\u0103 mai e\u015fti \u00een stare, nu te \u00eentoarce nici spre zid, nici cu vreo ureche \u00een sus, mai vezi cum s\u0103 nu fii cum e\u015fti, lal\u0103, mandal\u0103 zg\u00e2riat\u0103, nu-\u0163i mai zic, am trecut timpul, ce ar\u0103tare, \u00eencearc\u0103-te altceva, nu tu, te-ai deocheat, de bun\u0103 voie, cu tam-tam, la revedere, ca-n alte discursuri, parodie mai am\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103 ca l\u0103ie\u0163ii culca\u0163i, picteaz\u0103-i, domnule, albe\u015fte furnicile, nu vezi c\u0103-s ro\u015fcate, ai \u00eennebunit c\u0103 mori, ai murit c\u0103 \u00eennebune\u015fti, nu c\u0103 ne-ai tras clapa, nu ne-ai tras-o, \u0163i-ai tras-o de zici c\u0103 nu te mai dezlunge\u015fti, \u015ferpuie de lemn c\u00e2inesc, nu te mai trag, nu te mai \u00eemping, nici muiere, nici lan\u0163, da’ nu-s numai eu, mai \u00ees muieri \u015fi l\u0103n\u0163i\u015foare, \u00eembuib\u0103-te de z\u0103cut, dar \u015fi afl\u0103 ce faci, de ce-\u0163i ba\u0163i joc, s\u0103 nu te bat\u0103 Dumnezeu, c\u0103 i-am spus-o cu fa\u0163a-\u0162i Doamne, po\u0163i \u015fi \u00eenjura, asta po\u0163i, f\u0103-m\u0103 pantof, treaba-\u0163i, ideea e ca ce chestie \u00ee\u0163i lef\u0103i pocnetul \u00eentre fe\u0163e ce nu exist\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i tri\u015fezi realele \u015fi halucinatele v\u0103rs\u0103minte, te-ai concentra, te-ai opri, nu e ru\u015fine, n-ai bobit-o, pe-a dreapt\u0103 n-o bobe\u015fte nimenea, tot aia, tot cu aia, ailalt\u0103 am ajuns personal, vorbe\u015fti ca vorbitoare ca nemine, am ceva s\u0103-\u0163i spun data viitoare dac\u0103 ne mai vedem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– A luat pantoful, e clar, e de acolo, l-a\u015f \u00eenv\u0103\u0163a, pe din afar\u0103, \u00een\u0103untru e tot interne, nu l-a luat nici singur, l-a t\u00e2r\u00e2t, eu nu m-am ridicat niciodat\u0103, al\u0163ii n-or fi z\u0103cut, nori \u015fi fluturi pe-o piatr\u0103 eram noi, \u015fi furnica din poveste, c\u0103 da, pantoful, niciodat\u0103 \u00een picioare, pe picioarele lui, \u00een picioarele altora, \u015fi-ale lui, ale lui, c\u00e2te picioare poate avea un merg\u0103tor s\u0103-\u015fi ia pantoful, mutele li-l ceruser\u0103, putea s\u0103 li-l lase, c\u00e2t zeroaser\u0103 un sex mai ceva dec\u00e2t to\u0163i pantofii de pe lume, din a lor, ascult\u0103-mi explica\u0163ia pe mai multe posturi, mai taci din gura aia, \u0163i-au luat un deget, lu\u0103m \u015fi noi, nu \u0163i-l cer, mi-l ceri, nu \u0163i-l mai iau, ne pricepem \u00eentre noi, ne lu\u0103m sufletul, nu dac\u0103 ni-l cere el, ni-l cerem \u015fi singuri, e un semn, un du-te-vino pe burt\u0103, de ap\u0103rare la ras, na-\u0163i asta, te-am p\u0103c\u0103lit, mi-e\u015fti coliv\u0103, te \u0163in minte de-a dura, tot pe-o liot\u0103, \u015fi doza, cap \u00een cap, talp\u0103-n talp\u0103, cumin\u0163i, nu v\u0103 mai suge\u0163i de crabi s\u0103 v\u0103 g\u0103si\u0163i locurile unde-\u015fi \u00een\u0163arc\u0103 dracul copiii, fuga pe el noi, ce vedere \u00een nopt\u0103rie, cu furnica, pe crab, r\u0103ceala criminalei, visul, \u00eennebunisei, te petreceam invers, talp\u0103-n cap, cap \u00een talp\u0103, ne t\u0103iasem, ne \u00eempletisem a t\u00e2rn\u0103, am remorcat le\u015finatul cu p\u0103l\u0103rie, mai mult p\u0103l\u0103ria, el era hran\u0103 cald\u0103 ghe\u0163arilor, z\u0103u, ia-\u0163i c\u0103r\u0163oiul, nu-l cer\u015fe\u015fte nimeni, nu-\u0163i lua maranghira, str\u00e2nge-o, pi\u015f-o, treaba ta, cu noi p-aci, tot p\u0103 jos, da’ \u0103la, aia, care \u015fi-o fi furat pantoful de la l\u0103b\u0103r\u0163ata mutelor, \u015fi-ale nebune mi-e dor de ele \u015fi pantofului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mor de frig, s\u0103 m\u0103 arde\u0163i cu \u0103ilal\u0163i de ziua aia, m\u00e2ine-poim\u00e2ine, a doua zi dup\u0103 s\u0103rb\u0103toare, \u00eemi miroase, s-au \u00eenmul\u0163it \u00een\u0163ep\u0103turile, t\u0103ieturile, oche\u0163ii, nu-\u015fi dau palme, nu \u015fi le str\u00e2ng, se stranguleaz\u0103, dac\u0103 se au pe etaj, una va fi lat\u0103, e a noastr\u0103, ca toate celelalte, de-am afla-o, c\u00e2t de t\u00e2rziu, m-a\u015f \u00eenc\u0103lzi prea tare s\u0103 fiu ars cu doamna criminal\u0103 deodat\u0103, mai de cald ca moartea, n-o sp\u00e2nzur\u0103 c\u0103 a sp\u00e2nzurat ea, pedeapsa e s\u0103 n-o sp\u00e2nzure, cum ar fi fost chitul, s\u0103 n-o ard\u0103 cu mine, s-o mai achite, miros o s\u0103rb\u0103toare la moartea tuturor s\u0103rb\u0103torilor \u0103lora, n-ai pe cine mai arde, arzi de viu, nu, ne vom veseli \u015fi voi arde mort, a doua zi dup\u0103 ce n-am ars de viu, m-am perpelit de la o gur\u0103 la alta, mi-am f\u0103cut-o, f\u0103r\u0103 o clip\u0103 de alt\u0103 bucurie dintre necazuri, toat\u0103 fala particular\u0103, n-am copt crabi, mi-au copt-o ei, \u00eei iert, m-am asigurat, cu ai no\u015ftri, cu suflete f\u0103r\u0103 suflet, st\u00e2rvurile ne r\u00e2njesc spre mute, proastele se cordesc pe degeaba cu pantoful, de le las\u0103 zero, nu ne t\u00e2r\u00e2m \u00eentr-acolo, nu e de demnitatea crabilor din noi, ar fi simplu, u\u015furare, am sc\u0103pa ocazia de-a doua zi dup\u0103 s\u0103rb\u0103toare, de-ar fi frig total p\u00e2n\u0103 noaptea, c\u00e2nd ne-am permite, m-a\u015f alege, s-ar lumina mai repede, tunelul \u015fi cu gurile \u00eenchise, \u0103i de-\u015fi vor aduce aminte, ce aminte, le va fi frig \u015fi vor lua foc, miros carab\u0103, v\u0103 salut, v\u0103 \u015fi salut, mi-e alta, nici una, de la s\u0103rb\u0103toare nu lipse\u015fte furnica.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– O primesc pe doamna, gratis nici pentru ardere n-are nevoie de bani, poate s\u0103 mai stea, uns\u0103 cu sindur<\/em>, m\u0103 ling pe bot, de-aici nu se iese pentru foc, pentru ap\u0103, de crab nici la ars, nici la r\u00e2u nu prea ai parte, i-ar fi pl\u0103cut mai mult s\u0103 ard\u0103, alor ei, aici nici ei nici nou\u0103, care nu suntem nimeni \u00eempreun\u0103 \u015fi nici a\u015fa, mie mi-a c\u00e2ntat cucul de nu-l cred, are dumneaei flori \u00een sf\u00e2rcuri, noaptea, la noapte, furnic\u0103, roade b\u00e2te, fie, s\u0103 nu c\u00e2nte, s\u0103 nu vorbeasc\u0103, pruncii nu intr\u0103, nu ies, nu-i m\u00e2nc\u0103m, nu m\u00e2nc\u0103m, o a\u015ftept, e cea mai dincoace din cercul mutelor, capul meu pe t\u00e2rn\u0103 odihne\u015fte la cealalt\u0103 gur\u0103 a tunelului, are drum p\u00e2n\u0103 la \u00eemp\u0103rat, are \u0163ol, are m\u0103tase, s-a-ncins l\u0103imea, iar e curemur, iar vrea, iar, s\u0103 mi\u015fte, nu s\u0103 se ridice, eu sunt cel mai sus, de nu i s-ar p\u0103rea ei, cum \u00eei vine greu s\u0103 se t\u00e2rasc\u0103, \u00een tunelul nostru n-ar \u00eenc\u0103pea \u00een picioare nici un copil de \u0163\u00e2\u0163\u0103, de-aia nu obi\u015fnuim, capu’ mi-e mai mare dec\u00e2t crematoriul, \u015fi pe ce st\u0103, am, m-am amenajat, oasele-i sunt binevenite, p\u00e2n\u0103 la mine va ajunge schimbat\u0103, salvat\u0103, nem\u00e2ncat\u0103, liber\u0103, \u015fi cu mine tot liber\u0103, n-o s-o v\u0103d, n-o s-o opresc, s\u0103 mi se a\u015feze pe cap, dac\u0103 are loc poate s\u0103 aib\u0103, e caz de sus, s-au m\u00e2ncat \u00eentre ei, pe ea n-au m\u00e2ncat-o, eu n-o m\u0103n\u00e2nc, am fost orfan de cavaler \u00een \u015fan\u0163, ce fericire, \u015fi c\u00e2nd m\u0103 tr\u0103znea, n-avea loc pantoful prin tot cerul, pe drum, chiar nu-l m\u0103n\u00e2nc, mi-ajunge crabul m\u00e2nc\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 din\u0103untru, aici \u00een \u0163east\u0103, ce g\u00e2t, o primesc din \u015fan\u0163, n-au cum fric\u0103 nici de pantof, g\u00e2t t\u0103iat o las, pa\u015fnic\u0103 sati<\/em>, deodat\u0103, c\u0103 n-o fi nebun\u0103 iar, de rol, pe nuca nucilor, nicio ap\u0103, niciun foc, \u00eenc\u0103 o vreme, c\u00e2t prev\u0103d, de v\u0103zut nu-mi vine, n-am acum, cap orb, e o s\u0103rb\u0103toare pierdut\u0103 de satimani, numa’ bun\u0103 s\u0103 ne \u00eendulceasc\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u015fitul \u015fi eu s\u0103 dispar \u00een locu-i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe unde trece sunt copaci cu umbr\u0103, nu-i vede \u015fi n-o s\u0103 se mai \u00eentoarc\u0103, de parc\u0103 ar fi fugit dintr-un pustiu \u00een alt pustiu, printr-o trec\u0103toare alb\u0103, umbrit\u0103, nu-\u015fi d\u0103 seama, b\u00e2te de ar potopi-o, \u0103sta ar fi rostul copacilor, umbrelor, mutele n-o scot din ochii juc\u0103torilor de oase, curge \u015fi printre ele, \u015fi-n juc\u0103u\u015ful tunel, zg\u00e2rcit de la m\u00e2na pantofului, p\u00e2n\u0103 se dilat\u0103 el, cu pocnet, acum acu, nu-i mai e fric\u0103, nici fric\u0103, t\u0103v\u0103lindu-se \u015fi mi\u015fc\u00e2ndu-se cum nu \u015ftiuse, e vreo doamn\u0103, dac\u0103 mul\u0163imile au alungat-o de v\u0103duv\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 domn, cu un suflet, nedomn, nedoamn\u0103, o vedere, unde-o nimeri, n-are drum, nu se mi\u015fc\u0103, o \u00eempinge ca o furnic\u0103 din tabl\u0103, din cap o t\u00e2r\u00e2ie un crab, se poate \u015fi a\u015fa, mutele n-au de grija juc\u0103torilor de oase neb\u0103g\u0103tori de seam\u0103 la un suflet de c\u0103l\u0103tor, e prima din s\u0103rb\u0103toarea ei spart\u0103, c\u00e2nd s-a eliberat, carambol \u00een urm\u0103, carab\u0103 \u00eenainte, furnica are o idee, crabului \u00eei cre\u015fte pipota, calamitatea salv\u0103rii ei e pe aici nu numai salvare de calamitate, dar, ca o adev\u0103rat\u0103 suprasalvare, osp\u0103\u0163 de pe\u015fte sf\u00e2nt p\u0103m\u00e2nt cu arbori umbritori, \u015fans\u0103 ne\u00een\u0163eleas\u0103 nici de salvatori, nici de ea, un moment al ritmului nemai\u015fu\u015fotind, nemair\u0103stindu-se, nemair\u0103spunz\u00e2nd, pe c\u00e2t era s\u0103 fie purtat\u0103 pe sus, flutur\u00e2nd, i-ajunge t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful de-a-nd\u0103r\u0103telea, ce-or mai fi \u00eemping\u00e2nd capetele \u00een v\u0103zduh, m\u00e2inile, \u00eencoace, \u00een dublarea mor\u0163ii s\u0103race, \u00een ner\u0103zbun\u0103toarea desh\u0103ituire, cum se \u00eenchisese \u00een cas\u0103, vreodat\u0103, asaltul se d\u0103duse \u015fi dinspre jungl\u0103, se auzise doamna, prea brutal, \u00ee\u015fi d\u0103duse, \u00ee\u015fi luase sufletul numai c\u00e2t s\u0103 fie salvat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Cum s\u0103 mai care t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015fa, vai de capu-i \u015fi orbul de talp\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

M-ai l\u0103sat balt\u0103 cu \u00eent\u00e2lnirea, cu desp\u0103r\u0163irea, cu orizontul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Asta e problema mea, \u015fi, chiar a\u015fa, cum se \u00eent\u00e2lnesc?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Cum \u0163i-ai pus problema, nu se \u00eent\u00e2lnesc, se despart.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Talp\u0103 \u00een talp\u0103, bine, desp\u0103r\u0163indu-se, de ce t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f?<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0103-i vezi mneata, dac\u0103 \u0163i-e poft\u0103, \u015fi \u00eent\u00e2lnindu-se.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Orizontul meu al p\u0103m\u00e2ntului \u015fi cerului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Tu nu \u00eent\u00e2lne\u015fti, tu despar\u0163i \u015fi \u00eent\u00e2lnirea-le.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00cemi pare r\u0103u, nu de \u00eent\u00e2lnire, nici de desp\u0103r\u0163ire.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nici de t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015fa, talp\u0103-n talp\u0103, ai vrea gur\u0103-n gur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ce diferen\u0163\u0103 ar mai fi \u00eentr-o lume f\u0103r\u0103 orizont?<\/strong><\/p>\n

O lume aia e, \u00eentr-una st\u0103m noi, de vorb\u0103, nu mai stau.<\/strong><\/p>\n

De vorb\u0103, un timp, dup\u0103 timpul nostru, chiar acum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015ei procesiunea, de dup\u0103 cin\u0103, s\u0103 nu se mai sf\u00e2r\u015feasc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nu e sf\u00e2r\u015fit \u015fi \u00eenceput \u00een orizontul \u00een chestie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0103 ne mai \u00eent\u00e2lnim \u015fi desp\u0103r\u0163im p\u00e2n\u0103 te hot\u0103r\u0103\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Am fost hot\u0103r\u00e2t toat\u0103 vremea, din contrasens, pe drum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00ce\u0163i place pe drum, \u015fi dobor\u00e2t, sub umbra moart\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pl\u0103cerea e de o parte, \u00een \u00eenc\u0103perile templului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

De acolo picai pe drum, nu-mi iese din minte subiectul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Alt\u0103dat\u0103, las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 lunec singur, net\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u00e2r\u00e2-te-a\u015f \u00eenspre amaranthul de colo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Fie-\u0163i subietul u\u015for, al meu nu e de spus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Am prins din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd dintr-un ochi, \u00eentr-o ureche.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Jos de destin, dac\u0103-mi da\u0163i voie, pe dup\u0103 nici nici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Am v\u0103zut c\u0103 dinspre cercul mutelor se coboar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Se coboar\u0103 \u015fi dinspre gura procesiunilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nemaiv\u0103zutele procesiuni se \u00eentorc \u00een tunel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

B\u0103nuiesc ambi\u0163ii, o \u0163east\u0103 pe t\u00e2rn\u0103 schimb\u0103 datul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 aveai vreme de templu, te relaxai de ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

M-a cuprins crabul, mi-e de a le oferi o a\u015fteptare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nu zic s\u0103 ne fi \u00eent\u00e2lnit c\u00e2t s\u0103-\u0163i gr\u0103besc finele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ne desp\u0103r\u0163im spre a nu-mi lungi singur\u0103tatea de ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0162i-or fi apropia\u0163i dintotdeauna, dep\u0103rt\u00e2ndu-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Am aruncat prima oar\u0103 o vorb\u0103, vorba aia mi-s.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Pantoful simbolizeaz\u0103 un pantof st\u00e2ng sau drept?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Talpa capului este cre\u015ftetul, ori t\u0103ietura dinspre g\u00e2t?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ghea\u0163a se utilizeaz\u0103 \u00een reconstituirile de ambe p\u0103r\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum am zis am\u00e2ndoi de dou\u0103 ori nor am\u00e2ndoi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De dou\u0103 ori nor am\u00e2ndoi de dou\u0103 ori nor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-ai revenit \u00een templu, \u0163i-om a\u015ftepta orizontul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu le spune nimic, nu-s du\u015fi \u00een templu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 uit numai, \u00eemi num\u0103r furnica, scap crabii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E trafic de groaz\u0103, \u00een\u0163eleg \u015fi problema pantofului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2t pe-aci s\u0103 ias\u0103 v\u00e2lv\u0103, c\u00e2nd r\u0103r\u0103citu-s-a o doamn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu v\u0103d s\u0103 mai fie descoperit\u0103 nici de-ai ajuta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se serbeaz\u0103 bucuria de r\u0103spuns nenorocirii ei, cu ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i \u00eenchipui c\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 se t\u00e2r\u00e2ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fte \u015fi pe mine de talp\u0103, de-aia nu-\u0163i mai am timp.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-o mai fi, om mai vedea, mai am o \u00eenf\u0103\u0163i\u015fare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acolo nu-mi mai e ochiul, c\u00e2t c\u0103 m-a\u015f face om.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se poate cu ochi, s\u0103 mai fii, \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 ochi, cu ochi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La loc, \u00eent\u00e2rziat-am, anii vie\u0163ile, la loc, t\u00e2rn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fte din greu \u015fi tot cu capul pe t\u00e2rn\u0103 dormi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei am\u00e2ndoi sub o t\u00e2rn\u0103 singur\u0103 zic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O singur\u0103 t\u00e2rn\u0103, ce templu, ce necobor\u00e2re.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei tu e\u015fti nimerit s\u0103 retezi nuiele t\u00e2rna-i din nou.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei ele s\u0103 r\u0103sar\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 \u0163easta asta a ta la t\u0103lpici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lini\u015fte, profilul ne pa\u015fte \u015fi din orizont pe gur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mi-ar fi clar\u0103 problema pantofului dac\u0103 nu e pantof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Furnica, cum nu-\u0163i car\u0103 un crab dac\u0103-i zic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenf\u0103\u0163i\u015farea de data viitoare mi s-ar duce de r\u00e2p\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe urma ta ai t\u00e2r\u00e2-o dinspre care cerc ai vrea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei mi-a\u015f primeni-o \u00een procesiunea de r\u0103spuns.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Numai r\u00e2s, a\u015fa c\u0103 pl\u00e2nge\u0163i-o ca de desp\u0103r\u0163ire.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2t ne \u00een\u0163elegem prietene\u015fte, nu e nicio diferen\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2t suntem ancheta\u0163i unul c\u00e2te unul contra am\u00e2ndurora.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am omor\u00e2t crabi, crabii ne vor omor\u00ee f\u0103r\u0103 jude.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centr-un r\u00e2s, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f-t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, nu glumesc deloc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu-l \u015ftiu, capul cap, reteza benign nemaicersh<\/em>ind \u00eensu\u015fi, uite.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u015fi ferise copiii de schilodirea genunchilor s\u0103 n-aib\u0103 ce-ncovoia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-au ie\u015fit vorbe de-o doamn\u0103 a\u015ftept\u00e2ndu-l la fereastr\u0103, a ie\u015fit \u015fi pe alee.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bolta de ramuri \u015fi nori c\u0103zu\u0163i n-o mai nimere\u015fti dec\u00e2t cu fa\u0163a-n piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu vreau s\u0103-l \u015ftiu \u00een r\u0103stimpul postului de istorisire, mi-e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-e de r\u0103coarea hoa\u0163\u0103 a nun\u0163ilor din de\u015fert, \u0163i-a\u015fterni, te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-e g\u00e2ndul, nu nimicul, la talp\u0103, talp\u0103 din talp\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cre\u015ftetul cr\u0103pat prin semne, nimica toat\u0103, zilnicie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei timpul de-at\u00e2ta timp, \u015fi timpii, neprih\u0103ni\u0163ii, pic\u00e2nzii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– L-ai \u015fti, te-ai insinua re\u0163elei, ai vedea filmul, ai citi talpa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cale drumul lui, \u00eemi m\u00e2ntui min\u0163ile lui numai ne\u015ftiindu-l.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu ajungi la el, la cel\u0103lalt, la pantof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Noaptea asta nu crap\u0103 niciun cre\u015ftet, te pa\u015fte pantoful.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dumnezeu cu mila, \u00eel \u015ftiu, iau o pastil\u0103 de ochi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai \u00eendr\u0103git-o, te-ai sinucis cu fe\u0163ele ei reflectate \u00een sabie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu ne-a reu\u015fit atunci la nici unul \u015fi nici \u00eempreun\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei n-ai \u015ftiut-o, poate mi-e sor\u0103, ori e o ghea\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai e v\u00e2rsta s\u0103 i m\u0103, s\u0103 mi-o apropii prin crabi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-o dore\u015fti \u00een fa\u0163a din urm\u0103, \u0163i-o dore\u015fte pacea din urm\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei p\u00e2n-atunci, retezat benign, \u00eemi r\u0103zboiesc har\u0163ul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O vorb\u0103, o silab\u0103 mi-ar suna liber, m-ar cer\u015fi doamnei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Atunci amorul te \u015ftie, ne\u015ftiindu-l, \u015fi cam destr\u0103b\u0103lezi tunelul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 voi pl\u0103ti cu ecoul silabei, nedeplas\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 nici a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai cucerit \u00eent\u00e2i \u00een niscai execu\u0163ii, ai metamorfozat fiindul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum \u00eencepusem, \u00eemi suna \u015fi ceasul \u015fi dovleacul, ce mai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei ea se nemurise, pace de cap spart, n-aveai experien\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu i-am cer\u015fit trecut \u015fi viitor, nu mi-era foame, n-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O priveai \u015fi-\u0163i luai privirea drept a ei, \u00eentoars\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Azi a\u015fa, m\u00e2ine a\u015fa, la fel, tot o privire, \u015fi zilele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu ele nu te mai \u015ftii, suferindu-te, ne\u0163inut minte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nicio frumuse\u0163e, am \u0163inut timpu-n suferin\u0163a \u00eent\u00e2lnirii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aia te-ai duce, o jum\u0103tate de or\u0103 pe zi, zilele acelea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O frumuse\u0163e de craniu dormind, mi-e somn de acum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum, de unde, c\u00e2t, pe ce loc, nicio lume, minus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu m\u0103 \u015ftiu s\u0103-l \u015ftiu, s\u0103 te \u015ftiu, m\u0103 confunzi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vino la aceea\u015fi or\u0103 la film, al doilea mi\u015fc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poate alt\u0103dat\u0103, doar nu m-ai luat la ochi de acolo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-a\u015f mai duce, am mai stat, mai plec, aduc furnica.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am zile deocamdat\u0103, nici serile, vom \u00eenconjura vreodat\u0103 eucalip\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lungul tulpinii, ramurile, pe sus \u00eennouratele amici\u0163ii ale aceleia\u015fi tulpini.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pas mic, pa\u015fnic, pa\u015fnic\u0103 m\u00e2ndr\u0103, silaba tunelului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cartea antarctic\u0103 albit\u0103-n mandibule negre soarelui<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Parc\u0103 nu-l \u015ftiu pe cap, mi-e capul \u0163\u0103nd\u0103ri \u00een zadar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Anii pe moarte, cei cu nebuna, nici de ea \u00eentemeiat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fie-mi totu\u015fi de cap capul meu \u00een pocnetele jurului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din c\u00e2nd \u00een c\u00e2nd ori o singur\u0103 dat\u0103, singur, t\u0103indu-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu teatrul o ram-r\u0103murim aiurea, n-am idee de conversa\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0103r\u0103 vorbe, o cuno\u015ftin\u0163\u0103-mi\u015fcare-nemi\u015fcare, nebuni.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sentiment nu, nici via\u0163\u0103, te legai de nedezlegarea-\u0163i inten\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-mi inten\u0163ionez soarta, n-o recitesc, m\u0103 vor ierta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pantoful nu obi\u015fnuie\u015fte, m\u00e2ine poim\u00e2ine s\u0103 nu regre\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemi isp\u0103\u015fesc tocmai capul, t\u0103lpile nu ne-aveam con\u015ftiin\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103catul nef\u0103ptuit, la ce te-ai pedepsi pentru p\u0103catele nep\u0103c\u0103tuite.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai uit\u0103-te, r\u0103m\u00e2n \u00een ghe\u0163urile \u00eennour\u0103rilor, m\u0103 insinuez.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-ar irosi at\u00e2ta poliloghie, nici silaba n-ar fi musai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E \u015fi asta, limbile ar r\u0103suna-o \u00een legea lor \u015fi t\u0103cerile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Uit\u0103-te, nu e locul, n-am timp, \u0163i s-a dus \u015fi audi\u0163ia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De mi-e r\u00e2ndul, fie-mi cenu\u015fa, serile, aur\u0103 mut\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De nevedere, de pe cerc, \u00eentru catacomb\u0103, reminiscen\u0163e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Anine-se, \u00een joac\u0103, \u015fireturile pantofului \u00een r\u0103scruce.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai fi retras de la ultima cin\u0103 cu un g\u00e2nd, c\u0103 \u00eel \u015ftii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crabul m\u0103 cineaz\u0103 el, ce tot invi\u0163i, n-ai ce, la ce.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eram \u00een trecere, sunt de noapte, orice g\u00e2nd ai, treaba ta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-l \u015ftiu, nu-\u0163i lua \u00eenc\u0103 la revedere, nu lua nici pastile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le iau pentru cine nu vine, mai mult mort, cinci spre zece minute.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Trei \u015fi un sfert, silaba tunetului, m-ar nostalgia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dup\u0103 cinsprezece minute \u00eel \u00eempachetam \u00eentr-acolo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai r\u0103m\u00e2n \u015fi de transportul \u0103sta, nici la film nu merg.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu-\u0163i iau nici pulsul, necum impulsivii de-\u0163i taie m\u00e2na, apoi se a\u015feaz\u0103 pe cinci, de-i c\u0103p\u0103tuim nu, de-ai t\u0103i fie, de-ai no\u015ftri, din tunel, nu \u0163i-i iau, nu mi-i mai da, am fisuri, pe\u015fteri de t\u0103lpi, m-am t\u0103iat \u00een co\u0163i interiori, verile v\u0103 car zdupurile tuturor, v\u0103 cam \u00eembr\u00e2nci\u0163i, m-a c\u0103lcat \u015fi pantoful, nu mi-am venit \u00een fire, m-am \u00eempu\u0163it la umbr\u0103, bun\u0103 dezinfectarea, vreun sloi, mi-e tot unul, osul \u015fi cr\u0103boaia, mi-e ru\u015fine ca piatra t\u0103iat\u0103 pe nem\u0103sur\u0103 \u015fi totu\u015fi palpat\u0103 de m\u0103tase, ‘m-ies din regn s\u0103 pot \u00eenchide tunelul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– 12-13-14 furnici te instaleaz\u0103, lipie pe s\u00e2nge, cur\u0103\u0163itoare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-a\u015f azv\u00e2rli pe unda limpede, nu-i spargi capul?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Las\u0103-mi t\u00e2mpla, cap spart, neciople\u015fte-te pe-afar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D\u0103-mi amprentele-napoi, broscoi r\u00eeios, or\u0103c\u0103ios.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Talapa iadului, nu m\u0103 t\u0103ia la g\u00e2t, c\u0103 te strangulez la moment.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ia-mi, tu, ia-mi, p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd te-oi plesni s\u0103-\u0163i sar\u0103 cenu\u015fa!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Strive\u015fte-m\u0103 ne\u00eenecat\u0103, arunca-te-ar nearuncat\u0103, \u00eencoa-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei eu, \u015fi mie, te-n\u0163ep cu ochii, scoate ce-ai furat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0103taie, d\u0103 tu-nt\u00e2i, pe-a m\u0103-tii, n-are m\u0103-ta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Scursur\u0103 \u00eenchegat\u0103 \u015fi lepr\u0103 \u015fi ce mai lepr\u0103, ce m\u0103 scurgi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Rupi din mine ce nu rup din tine, acum rup tot, culcat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tu mi-ai mai r\u0103mas, cotoroan\u0163o, te termin, se termin\u0103 tot.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu sl\u0103bi\u0163i fr\u00e2iele, iepelor, s\u0103ri-v-ar mucii, \u015fi roi\u0163i-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Astupa\u0163i-o s\u0103 astupe, s-o \u015fi m\u00e2nc\u0103m, s\u0103 se \u015fi m\u0103n\u00e2nce.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Min\u0163i, domnule, nicio crim\u0103, nicio criminal\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 crim\u0103, de piatr\u0103 criminal\u0103, o silab\u0103 de doamn\u0103, bine, doamn\u0103, te intereseaz\u0103 blonda, piatra ca piatra, s-a deteriorat, s-a ros, au ros-o, nu mai avea ce, mi-am permis o audi\u0163ie, v-aud, nu m-auzi\u0163i \u015fi de ce s\u0103 nu mint, cu o silab\u0103, o silab\u0103 de ce s\u0103 n-o s\u0103 nu v\u0103 mint, ave\u0163i nu ave\u0163i, n-ave\u0163i tunelul, piatra aia e de-o pe\u015fter\u0103, se sap\u0103 ea cu voi, pe\u015fter\u0103, n-am idee de, pentru crabi, c\u00e2t am, ce n-am ave\u0163i \u015fi n-ave\u0163i, ave\u0163i crab, a\u015f min\u0163i de-a\u015f fi, n-a\u015f mai fi pantofule, \u00een cale-\u0163i, \u00een urma-\u0163i, strivi\u0163el, na-\u0163i-o, cr\u0103pa\u0163i piatra \u015fi iar o droaie, \u00eentoarce\u0163i-v\u0103 la piatr\u0103, cu piatra, arunca\u0163i-v\u0103, nu face\u0163i copii, copiii niciodat\u0103, piatra, piatr\u0103 pe piatr\u0103, afar\u0103 nesim\u0163i\u0163ii, doamn\u0103 vi s-a zulufit cenu\u015fa, v-a\u0163i ras \u00een tinere\u0163e, min\u0163indu-v\u0103, revolu\u0163iona\u0163i-v\u0103 lini\u015ftit, domnule, onania peste furnicar \u00een chimie semianorganic\u0103, iar voi, toc\u0103toare de m\u00e2zg\u0103, nu-mi mai \u00eemb\u0103la\u0163i crabul nici pe sus nici pe jos, f\u0103r\u0103 direc\u0163ie, mu\u015furoi\u0163i-v\u0103 \u00eentr-un singur ochi, pe o gur\u0103, 12-13-14.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Privirile doamnei \u00eenfloresc \u00een ramurile arborilor de piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Zadarnic mi s-ar scutura aripa, sculptatu-mi-o-a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe-o gur\u0103 mi-o rotunjesc a neant, c\u00e2nd o silab\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum o singur\u0103 gur\u0103 etern s\u0103p\u00e2nd privirea-i \u00eenapoi ne r\u0103spunde.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Furnica din copacul de furnici albe \u00eenc\u0103 o contemplau.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tremur \u00een piatr\u0103 s\u0103p\u00e2nd-o cu privirea ei dac\u0103-i sunt r\u0103spuns.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u0103d\u0103cina \u00een zarea ei, coperi\u015fu-i \u00een piatra-i z\u0103rit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103tasea-i \u00eenmiresmeaz\u0103 nu numai aerul, nu numai piatra.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sur\u00e2s doamna, domni\u015foara sur\u00e2s, sur\u00e2z\u00e2ndu-ne plai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Are primindu-ne cerc, voal fertiliz\u00e2ndu-ne steiul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cerc desprinz\u00e2ndu-ne arc, pas de furnic\u0103, furnici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ramurile arborilor no\u015ftri \u00eenfloresc \u00een privirile doamnei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Privirile domni\u015foarei sculptatu-o-au nezadarnic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O silab\u0103 rotunjindu-le, rotunjindu-ne gura a \u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din toate am r\u0103mas toate \u015fi ele tot acolo, ne fericim, de cu piatr\u0103, de doamn\u0103, am s\u0103pat, mai s\u0103p\u0103m, norocul ne-a ar\u0103tat-o \u015fi c\u00e2nd da \u015fi c\u00e2nd nu, r\u0103spuns nu pietrei, \u00een piatr\u0103, r\u0103spuns, da nou\u0103, \u00een noi, o m\u00e2ng\u00e2iere, crabilor, nesim\u0163indu-v\u0103, o m\u0103tase de-a fetelor \u015fi furnicilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– De-atunci treci pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, parc\u0103 nu m\u0103 vezi, nici eu, ui\u0163i de mine, \u015fi eu, transversal, am for\u0163at pasul \u015fi te-am prins pe neprinse, nu \u015ftiu ce s\u0103 spun, \u015ftiu ce mi-ai r\u0103spunde, ajungem pe scurt, nu mai sunt amic cu inamicul t\u0103u, nu-i mai fi nici tu inamic, din cheag, m\u0103 la\u015fi s\u0103 vorbesc singur, fiecare merge el, prea te g\u00e2nde\u015fti, libereaz\u0103-te , ajungem, ne-am desp\u0103r\u0163it, ascult\u0103m pe-al patrulea, sunt o sum\u0103, fe\u0163e de intelect abisal, caverne de elegan\u0163\u0103, d\u0103 cu banul, relaxeaz\u0103-te \u015fi tu, pocnesc, n-auzi, u\u015fa \u00een fa\u0163a de roc\u0103 ne e deschis\u0103 egal, am intra, n-am fi tremur\u00e2nd de neie\u015fire, cealalt\u0103 cale, a \u00eentoarcerii, e cam tot asta, o irepetare, n-am ce zice, cu momente, inamicul \u0163i-e fundul \u015fi-at\u00e2t, calmeaz\u0103-te, inamic de nimic, frate \u015fi ziua asta, ne cam t\u00e2r\u00e2m, azi mai e nor, mai suntem piatr\u0103, de nu ne \u00eemproa\u015fc\u0103 pantoful, bun\u0103 ziua, \u015fi parc\u0103 r\u00e2de \u00een sat, \u00een trecut, nu ne intereseaz\u0103, te-ai bocit stil nea, lelea piatr\u0103, te mai \u015fi tope\u015fti p\u00e2n\u0103 la sfertul de peste dou\u0103 cercuri, eu cu ciol\u0103narii \u015fi mutoaicele m\u0103 am, c\u00e2nd visez, \u00een altar, \u00een par\u00e2m\u0103, ai cercuri \u00een limb\u0103, \u00een \u015farpe, c\u00e2t te mai \u00eencercui, de\u015fir\u0103-te de unul, nu \u0163i-l visez, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful fra\u0163ilor se \u015fi bifurc\u0103, nu anim for\u0163at, mi-e \u015fi mie calciu, m\u0103 scobesc \u015fi eu de la talp\u0103, capul, separat, c\u00e2nd m\u0103 rev\u0103d, nepetrecut, nu m\u0103-ntrebi de cine, n-am cu inamicul asem\u0103nare, nimic, exagerezi ce nu-mi la\u015fi \u00een credin\u0163\u0103, m\u0103 consolezi cu poza, m\u0103 faci s\u0103 r\u00e2d \u015fi nu r\u00e2d ca s\u0103-\u0163i fie bine, doar nu te trag de m\u00e2nec\u0103, am o zi, \u00eencep\u00e2nd de ieri, \u0163i-ai oprit elocven\u0163a, e\u015fti mai relaxat, ce at\u00e2ta grij\u0103, te-a\u015f \u00eentreba de s\u0103n\u0103tate, mi-e dor de nebun\u0103, n-am nicio grij\u0103, o ai tu pe toat\u0103, am schimbat toate rolurile, dup\u0103 un timp ne vine iar rolul celuilalt, treci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen silaba din tunel nu o lungim, nu o scurt\u0103m, nu o nici spunem, se rage natural, la ras, \u00een f\u0103\u0163o\u015fenie pocit\u0103 cer\u015fetore\u015fte, \u00een sufletism de pre moarte, o \u00eemp\u0103rt\u0103\u015fim cu aerul \u00eentunecat, o \u00eempingem cu capul pe linia cocoa\u015fei spiralate \u00een coarne, forfec\u00e2nd, num\u0103r de fe\u0163e la piatr\u0103, de scald\u0103 a cenu\u015fii, ne p\u0103streaz\u0103 \u00eentr-un t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f frumos, visat, nepescuit, nesecat, sf\u00e2nt\u0103 baie, plutim, ne scufund\u0103m, ca mai \u00eenainte, acum ori atunci \u00een vizit\u0103 unde ne e locul, ne e \u015fi nou\u0103, de-asta ne silabisim aceia\u015fi, acela\u015fi, acelea\u015fi, cu muntele \u00eempreun\u0103, nici lungi, nici scurte, rotunde de c\u0103lduri, crabul ne taie pentru furnici \u00een lini\u015ftea din silab\u0103, \u00eennour\u0103rile din fostele lostri\u0163e, mie mi-a ap\u0103rut una nas \u00een nas, c\u00e2nd h\u0103rt\u0103nisem un crab, m-am gudurat cu onoare, n-o v\u0103d ca acum, s-o fi pescuit singur\u0103, p\u0103catul \u00eenot, mi-e de \u00eenv\u0103\u0163ul silabei, nu-mi intr\u0103 \u00een toate oasele, m\u0103 pune pe jar \u015fi nu iau foc, nu ard \u00een iubire ca para, nu mai sunt sufleul meu dep\u0103rtare, crab convulsiv, pocnet mic, patla-patla, hahalaha, sst, datoria, limba, gura, stocul risipit, duc\u0103-se, m-am silabisit \u00een, nu spun altdat’, se aude, s-a auzit, ce s-a auzit, irepetare, zg\u00e2rcenie de os, nu zic, nu c\u00e2nta pantoful, nu joc, nu m\u0103 port, pedeapsa pantofeasc\u0103, fereasc\u0103 pantoful, pantofule iart\u0103-m\u0103, pantoful pantofului, v\u0103d silaba, orb \u015fi tot o v\u0103d, o orbesc \u015fi m\u0103 pedepsesc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Am de t\u0103iat o m\u00e2n\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103, de aer, intr\u0103m \u00een criz\u0103, am trimis furnicarul \u015fi cr\u0103barul s\u0103 trag\u0103, \u015fi voi \u00eent\u0103ri, sl\u0103bi pe fiecare, \u00eent\u0103ri pe to\u0163i, \u015fi pe mine, cu o cump\u0103n\u0103, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 tai \u015fi eu, cu m\u00e2na, de nor de ploaie de foc, s\u0103 nu cr\u0103p de m\u00e2na aceasta, ie\u015find din criz\u0103, cine-a alungat-o n-a g\u0103sit-o cu vin\u0103, ceea ce, crez\u00e2nd, vine la judecata mea din urm\u0103, te v\u0103d \u00een \u00eentuneric, \u00een pumn.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A t\u00e2r\u00e2t netrebuin\u0163a \u015fi furnica nem\u0103rginit\u0103, o tai s\u0103 te zv\u00e2rli din tunel, pe nedrept, te \u00eenfundasei, \u00eenflorea procesiunea, r\u0103suna silaba, te-ai r\u0103sucit, glodit de ochii t\u00e2rnei, de limba de-a doua, cap de crab, ai luat-o \u00eenapoi, prin moarte, b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0163e \u015fi mai toat\u0103 tinere\u0163ea, nu mai era\u0163i talp\u0103-n talp\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i \u015firoia felul de furnicar peste glezne, peste genunchi, sub p\u00e2ntecul mutei tot cercul, n-are m\u00e2ini, silabisire.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai zac cu fa\u0163a-n jos, zac pe spate \u015fi m\u0103 deznod de crab, pocnesc dalta-n cerc, neauzit \u00eemprejur, ne-n\u0163olit, nedesfipt, neoftat, nemuchacias, ne\u00eempins, ne-mp\u0103ro\u015fat, nesupt, nevrednic, ne\u00eeng\u0103lbenit, neadormit, ne\u00eengreunat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Neamintindu-te, pe spate, nici cu fa\u0163a-n jos, necum c\u00e2nd erai ca acum crab, furnic\u0103, \u0163i-era de pantof, habar nu mai ai, ai regenerat de nu mai po\u0163i, la femei, la nuiele, pe t\u0103iate, nici \u00een tunel n-ai mai avea loc, \u00een cercul mutelor te-ai dus pe copc\u0103, de pr\u0103sil\u0103, \u015fi numai tu ai drum \u00een spiral\u0103 \u00eend\u0103r\u0103t.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La oase cu mine, fragede, nen\u0103scute, \u00eentr-un devreme ce nu se va desf\u0103\u015fura, cum mi-e rosul, fie-mi de, nu de cap, de m\u00e2na asta m\u00e2ng\u00e2iere, o tai cu suflarea sufletului, era bine-n tunel, o duceam, o mierleam, intru-ntr-alt\u0103 hor\u0103, n-am pas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din tunel, cu capul pe t\u00e2rn\u0103, te cam dedublasei spre cerc, \u0163i se va \u00eent\u00e2mpla s\u0103 treci pantof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-acolo nu ne prea p\u0103sa, ne credeam pe moarte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u0103iai c\u00e2te-o nuia din t\u00e2rn\u0103 \u015fi gata sacrificiul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

M\u0103 s\u0103turasem s\u0103 fiu at\u00e2t de sus pe cap, sus de stei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0162i-ai c\u0103utat-o la ie\u015fire te-a \u00eembr\u0103cat m\u0103tasea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Doar nu-s muiere \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 mut\u0103, \u00eemi tai m\u00e2inile. <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015ei dac\u0103, n-o s\u0103 atingi v\u00e2rsta, nici \u00eenainte, nici \u00eenapoi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Flori din copii, joac\u0103-m\u0103 \u00een toat\u0103 hora.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ce mai are a face travestitul vocii \u00eentre mute?<\/strong><\/p>\n

Cu tunetul, mi-e \u015fi graiul de prisos, mi\u015fc m\u00e2inile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

C\u00e2te nu \u0163i le-ai t\u0103iat, oricum gr\u0103dina te a\u015fteapt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

De ce mi-e dat s\u0103 nu m\u0103 mai t\u00e2r\u0103sc pe piatr\u0103, mi-era u\u015for.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Te mai t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti pe-un copac, tot furnic\u0103, a paisprezecea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

M-am t\u00e2r\u00e2t a piatr\u0103 traiul tunetului pantof de crabi \u015fi furnici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Crabii, furnicile neap\u0103s\u0103toare, altfel speriate de pantof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015ei-n partea cealalt\u0103 nu mai era o gur\u0103 cum vorbisem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u015ei gura cealalt\u0103 nu era alta dec\u00e2t cea dinainte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Nemaiat\u00e2rn\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 aproape am dat de belea \u00een gr\u0103din\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Casa are guri cu nemiluita, gr\u0103dina e-n m\u0103tase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Foile bananierului sub ploaie \u00eemi v\u0103rsau t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful pe cre\u015ftet.<\/strong><\/p>\n

O na\u015ftere \u00een picioare, cu stea, \u00eentre florile bananierului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Mi-e dor de c\u00e2nd m\u0103 t\u00e2ram spre moarte, crab \u00een tunel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Somn altfel, foile bananierului nesomnoros stre\u015fin\u00e2nd.<\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u0103du\u015fesc o doamn\u0103 nemaiv\u0103zut\u0103 din \u00eenflorirea musonic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ochii sl\u0103bi\u0163i ai amurgurilor \u00eentunel\u00e2nd focurilor s\u00e2nii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Cad la picioarele silabei de m\u0103 cuprinsese mam\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

-\u00centre umbre de bananieri \u00ee\u0163i plou\u0103 \u015fi m\u00e2inile despietrite.<\/strong><\/p>\n

-De ce t\u00e2ram cu foc pe concuren\u0163\u0103 \u015fi pantof, dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 \u00een\u015fel, r\u0103m\u00e2ne-ntre noi, s-a dus ce n-a fost, n-a faust, exers\u0103m gr\u0103dina, locuri \u015ftiute, cu noi, ne\u015ftiu\u0163i, \u00een ritm de guru<\/em>, o mandakranta<\/em>, f\u0103r\u0103 o mandakranta<\/em>, glas pa\u015fnic uneori, permisiune de revedere, anchet\u0103, iluzie, combina\u0163ia, \u015fi net\u0103iate p\u0103durile vor fi c\u0103rate de ultimii elefan\u0163i, la vapor, dac\u0103 mai schimbi croaziera pe comer\u0163 de sclavi drep\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Cea de pe ultimele trei zile e \u00een plic \u00eenchis\u0103, plou\u0103 toat\u0103 diminea\u0163a \u015fi o s-o duc luni la po\u015ft\u0103, deci i-o iau \u00eenainte cu cele de acum, vin de la admiteri, romanul nu avanseaz\u0103, n-a-nceput sanscrita, Meghaduta <\/em>a r\u0103mas la un r\u00e2nd, primul, ai sugestii \u00een plic, fac v\u00e2nt palmierelor \u015fi tot romanul nu-\u0163i las\u0103 g\u00e2nduri ce cum vin te \u015fi p\u0103r\u0103sesc, primii, venii de la admiteri, o carte \u015fi o scrisoare oficioas\u0103, o citii, o \u015ftiam, oi fi av\u00e2nd s\u00e2mb\u0103ta liber\u0103, cu copilul, mie izolarea mi-e de aur, lipsa voastr\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eempietre\u015fte, c\u00e2nd m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc v\u0103 simt exact cum era\u0163i, bramburite \u015fi voi, cu ho \u015fi te-o, cu at\u00e2t mai dragi, f\u0103, eu v\u0103 iubesc, lumea nu face un ban f\u0103r\u0103 voi, au tuns gardurile c\u0103 suiser\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la cer, gr\u0103dina, \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 \u015fi-n spate \u2013 jungl\u0103, nebananier\u0103, dou\u0103-trei m\u0103turi \u00een spate, c\u00e2t un stat de pantofar \u015fi claie, enen, prin r\u0103sadurile tale, tot plou\u0103 \u015fi n-am idee dac\u0103 avem scule de s\u0103pat \u00een cas\u0103, pe Mahavirache mi l-a turnat Guptoaia c\u0103 a furat flori or so, plus c\u0103 nu \u015fi-a f\u0103cut apari\u0163ia, ca mai to\u0163i ceilal\u0163i, de sear\u0103 e alt p\u00e2inar, de diminea\u0163\u0103 acela\u015fi, l\u0103ptarul s-a schimbat, mi-aduce-n plastic, meatar e tot Mohamad, bananele nu fac bine, nu le duce\u0163i dorul prea-prea, ce s\u0103 zic, cafelarii, tot \u0103ia, \u015fi stonarii, pe Peticila am v\u0103zut-o rar, s-a cofle\u015fit, da’ tot o s\u0103 mai \u0163ipe ni\u015fte frumo\u015fi, n-am inim\u0103, da’ drag mi-era de dragul vostru, Laura \u015fi Mamata \u00eemi b\u0103gar\u0103 pe g\u00e2t rachetele de badminton ale Nanei, le \u0163in, dac\u0103 e pe-a\u015fa, cercurile de b\u00e2rf\u0103-s neschimbate, vorbesc des cu doctorul, n-o bate nimeni pe coana Merica, \u00eei mai lipse\u015fte un A, dar fiecare are talent s\u0103 fie nec\u0103jit, vechiu-mi entuziasm abia de-l rev\u0103d la personajele ce m-au cunoscut, sunt la capitolul \u015fase, m-o fi cam \u00eengherat beckettismul, c\u0103 nu voiam s\u0103 ies din tunel, cu t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015fi, crabi, furnici, un pantof, o t\u00e2rn\u0103, dou-trei destine, eram aici, m\u0103 smulgeai, acum it e late, mi s-a cam f\u0103cut jen\u0103, fie \u0103la infernul, zg\u00e2rii vreun purgatoriu chiar acum, de paradis, am prins un sitar, v\u0103d sub u\u015f\u0103 nicai licureli, m\u0103, c\u0103 nu sun\u0103, deschid, Snoopy, tat\u0103, c\u0103 mirosea pe la u\u015f\u0103, i-am m\u00e2ng\u00e2iat botul, pentru voi, n-a zis nimic, of, \u015fi aveam doi biscu\u0163i, chiar c\u0103zu\u0163i pe jos, caprele-alea s-au \u015fi c\u0103rat \u015fi n-o s\u0103 alerg eu cu biscui\u0163ii, a\u015fa, mut, \u00eencerc s\u0103 mut, vai, cercul al doilea e chiar al mutelor, rom\u00e2na\u015ful, cum o da Dumnezeu, vreau, probabil, s\u0103-mi permit personaje de lume, ca \u015fi cum lumea nu-\u015fi ajunge cu v\u00e2rf \u015fi \u00eendesat, a, c\u0103 la nas nu-\u015fi ajunge, of, cam asta era situa\u0163ia \u00een capurile precedente, cu unele momente de text, dar vorba ta, tot nu m\u0103 cite\u015fte nimeni, nici tu, tu care cite\u015fti absolut tot, e frumos, c\u00e2t c\u0103 \u015ftii ce-am scris, c\u0103 nu e voie s\u0103 pescuie\u015fti \u00een Gange, nu se pescuie\u015fte \u00een Gange \u015fi totu\u015fi de ce pescuie\u015fti \u00een Gange, \u00een cartea aia cu Gange e de pl\u00e2ns, acum c\u0103 nu se pescuie\u015fte-mi spune doctorul, \u00ee\u015fi are cenu\u015fa tat\u0103lui \u00een sfin\u0163enia Gangelui, apa a curs, team\u0103 mi-e c\u0103 \u015fi cel cu versul \u015fi cu submersa tragedie a pescuitului \u00een Gange \u00ee\u015fi are cenu\u015fa tat\u0103lui \u00een apa Gangelui, nu c\u0103 n-are doctorat, c\u0103 are nevast\u0103, doctorul n-are, se simte b\u0103tr\u00e2n pentru \u0163ara asta s\u0103 se mai \u00eensoare, la patruzeci de ani, iar la admiteri am dat ca subiect via\u0163a mea trecut\u0103, \u00eentr-una din limbi de-am \u00een\u0163eles \u015fi m-a-ntrebat America \u015fi-a zis Hegel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– C\u00e2nd am primit un premiu de la pre\u015fedintele republicii, tunelului, dac\u0103 vrei, mi-a ap\u0103rut \u00een ziar, pe undeva, \u00een interior, c\u00e2nd m-au legat ho\u0163ii, mi-a ap\u0103rut poza pe pagina \u00eent\u00e2i, a\u015fa c\u0103 e\u015fti cel mai c\u0103, dup\u0103 zece ani \u00ee\u0163i aminte\u015fti c\u0103, pe c\u00e2nd eram \u00een p\u00e2ntecul mamei, ea-l citea pe Hegel, zece anii mei \u00een de\u015fert, cochet\u0103ria la ghea\u0163\u0103, vom osp\u0103ta fabulos pe malul lacului, nu scrie lacului crimei, nu scrie lacrim\u0103, nici lac, nici crim\u0103, o furnic\u0103, lacrim\u0103, nu te pl\u00e2nge, ascult\u0103 ghazalul<\/em>, nu te pl\u00e2nge, ascult\u0103 ghazalul<\/em>, nu m\u0103 mai ajut\u0103 ochii s\u0103 citesc, te ajut s\u0103-mi cite\u015fti scriind ce nu mai pot citi, tot n-avem timp, osp\u0103\u0163ul celui mai \u00een\u0163elept cite\u015fte-\u0163i-l.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Hegel pe Gange, muonul te-a udat cu musonul, \u00een Groenlanda te-ai napolitananda, \u015fi pop\u0103 \u015fi guru<\/em> \u015fi vraci, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u0163i-au \u00eenghe\u0163at toate apele \u015fi pe vapor, \u00eentre ghe\u0163uri, o muiere se eternizase cu o carte, \u00eenapoi pe muntele Rama, prin Roma, te-or fi legat, ai \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit onorabil \u015fi doamna.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 m\u0103 mai scald \u00een Eravad la Mandalay, creatur\u0103 din ape, dec\u00e2t s\u0103-mi scufund cenu\u015fa \u00een Gange, recre\u00e2ndu-m\u0103, cu adep\u0163i \u015fi adepte, d’umblai kamikaze lui Khublai, p\u0103unul anun\u0163\u0103 b\u0103rbierirea zeilor, am o \u0163\u00e2r\u0103 t\u00e2r\u015fitur\u0103, butucii spar\u0163i de filde\u015fi, albul pe dragonul decodat, panta junglei \u015fi p\u0103lirii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici a\u015fa cu capu-n beci \u015fi Portofino, g\u00e2tul stins \u00een Blandusia, pieptul sorit \u00eentru Felibria, nici invers, cu pantoful \u00een capel\u0103,pielea jurat\u0103, testamentul, dup\u0103 condamnare, liber.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cencet \u015fi cu amnistia, \u00eengerul de piatr\u0103, marea, un crab, barba nu mai e de Dumnezeu, ascuns al tinere\u0163ii, mut\u0103-m\u0103, dau cu zarul, apoi poate juc\u0103m \u015fi \u015fah, premorm\u00e2ntalul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Simfonieta se duce din \u00eengrop\u0103ciune, rugul \u0163\u0103rmului o \u00eemborcheaz\u0103, c\u0103 ea una nu te-ar l\u0103sa de unul singur \u00een ghe\u0163uri, \u00een foc, eu nu te-a\u015f l\u0103sa s\u0103 pleci acolo \u015fi romanul neterminat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-\u0163i mai place s\u0103-l scrii c\u0103 nu e cu pule \u015fi cu pizde, confunzi, numai de scris mi-e, pas mic, pe nesubcoad\u0103, orb, oarb\u0103, m\u00e2ndrie de rug\u0103, alt avatar nepereche.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-mi inhiba conflictul zarurilor p\u0103r\u0103site, las\u0103 secretarului partiturile, ales bules, omor\u00e2t \u015fi vaca \u015fi v\u0103carul, chevalier, o filosoaf\u0103, d\u0103-i adresa orchestrei argentine, nu, baba, du-te de-aici \u00een jungl\u0103, \u00een tunel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centoarce-te personal maestrul, nimic tu, las\u0103-mi pictura \u00een odihneasc\u0103-m\u0103, stilul face mortzica, nu ne-ai dat, nu \u0163i-am dor, s\u0103-\u0163i fie de ginestra albastr\u0103, violetat de trompe\u0163ii bananierilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gaja pe talp\u0103 gu gaia, nu-i c\u00e2ntec, nici maja, g\u00e2lg\u00e2ie glaja, to gaja, ilustrissim gaja, ivoric raja, pe nicio paj\u0103, paj pe pa\u015fi de plaj\u0103 blaj\u0103, coraj\u0103 \u00een caj\u0103, hudubleaj\u0103 de straj\u0103, straj\u0103 miraj\u0103, bra\u015f\u0103 cu vraj\u0103, garaj\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– V-am trimis col\u0163ul cu ma\u015fina, adresa am uitat-o pe dosul picturii, ciucurele de h\u00e2rtie a luat b\u0103taie de la ciucurele de bumbac, plou\u0103, fluturilor de pe ziua de azi, m\u00e2nca-v-ar maimu\u0163ele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Scurteaz-o cu carnea, vegetarianizeaz\u0103-te, z\u0103u, Ghica, ba la dac, ba la dak, \u00een Ladakh, las\u0103-mi zarurile, \u00een prepagina nu-mi mai trebuie, nici pe lume, ia-mi tot avutul \u00een r\u00e2s, eternul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Furnica era t\u0103ietoare \u015fi crabul de cancer o t\u0103ia, pantofii to\u0163i din tunelie \u00eei \u00eenghi\u0163eam treptat-treptat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Care-\u015fi dete capul cadou lui Rudra \u015fi doar m\u00e2inile coanei Kali tot la ea se decapiteaz\u0103 to\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pantoful a \u015futat t\u00e2rna, la alegeri, sub capul m\u00e2inii, \u015fi h\u00e2rtii de crim\u0103, expedi\u0163ii \u00een ghe\u0163uri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd s\u0103 nu ne mai t\u00e2r\u00e2m deloc, z\u0103cea \u015fi pantoful \u015fi cum nu se mai duse \u0163a\u0163a la t\u00e2rg.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-a \u00eens\u0103rs\u0103nat cu un os de cicatrice, c\u00e2t i se mai scoal\u0103 pe chelie, pe bei nu bei tot pe-acolo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 n-am tr\u0103dat pantoful \u015fi nu m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u00e2\u0163i \u00een lumina asta, ce, cine, lumin\u0103, nu m\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Adu imediat o piatr\u0103 la gura tunelului, acoper\u0103 porc\u0103ria de la mute, \u015fi la oase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centr-o joi de diminea\u0163\u0103, muta, muta, se-nt\u00e2lni cu fuste-oase, izm\u0103-crea\u0163\u0103 de dul\u0103u.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Atuncea crabi, acum c\u0103 voi, c\u0103 nimeni, vou\u0103 de nimeni, nou\u0103 de voi ne furnic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am v\u0103zut, oase cre\u0163e n-am ou\u0103 de verde, urechi de pariu, t\u0103iate, s\u0103-\u0163i azv\u00e2rle ortul \u00een.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe ce limb\u0103 te-ai \u00eentins, la ce vorb\u0103, vecino, vecine, mutele ce limbi ne ling, ce limb.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nebuna de ou\u0163a, cu foarfec\u0103 la ghear\u0103, continu\u0103 cepu\u0163oismele, hu\u0163a, p-afar\u0103 ar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ga\u015fca asimilat\u0103,mu\u015furoiul danblagit, partea \u00eent\u00e2i roas\u0103 aproape toat\u0103, damblagiul mu\u015furoit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Min\u0163i de ce tragi, nu, min\u0163i,de ce nu tragi, min\u0163i cu aproape toat\u0103, tragi mai departe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le arde ploia\u015filor, s\u0103 nu le mai vad\u0103 c\u00e2nd le potoli\u0163i la o adic\u0103, r\u00e2s cu lacrimi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-a\u0163i aruncat \u00een gunoi, \u00een urechi, fitile aprinse de s-a luminat po\u015firca peste fitile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu veneau m\u00e2inile, tot capetele, furnica era t\u0103ietoare, ast\u0103-sear\u0103 judecata.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei dup\u0103 ureche, stinsu-s-a de-a pururi speran\u0163a, nu dup\u0103 speran\u0163\u0103 te m\u00e2nca urechea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai alalt\u0103ieri pe-o parte, casa pe punte, la bord, labordul \u00een pe\u015ftera s\u00e2s\u00e2it\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ssst, las\u0103 plasma muonului, te al p\u0103catelor, de-aici p\u00e2n\u0103 aici, \u015farpe de furnici albe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ales-au-cules-au ales-bules-ul \u015fi crabii, normal, \u015fi t\u00e2rna \u015futat\u0103 de pantof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De sus, de sub cap, capul, \u00een gura fals\u0103, de pe rug, \u00eenapoi, pe t\u00e2rn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D\u0103-i b\u0103taie, pupa crap\u0103 singur\u0103, n-o l\u0103sa, crap-o de-a doua, futur-o de-a-mboua!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-n coada de boua \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ie, pe la chini-chino-chindie, muta \u015fi orbul, mutul \u015fi oarba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i s\u0103 nu paise<\/em>, pe limb\u0103 sub limb\u0103, boa azi, boa m\u00e2ine, boua-neboua nou\u0103 ne paisa<\/em> boua.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u00e2inile, de-ar fi pip\u0103it \u015fi capetele, muta mutele, de-ar fi ame\u0163it \u015fi m\u00e2inile din os.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bate toba insula, bate toba boa, neguri\u0163\u0103 pe guri\u0163\u0103, focul arde-l-ar pantoful, s\u00e2c.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C-are talp\u0103 de gagic\u0103 eunuc\u0103, laba crab\u0103 de-o crab\u0103 \u015fi o bil\u0103 caterpil\u0103 la lungil\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei mi-ai promis \u015fi nici nu mi-ai promis, pe \u015fan\u0163 \u015fi nici pe \u015fan\u0163, pe noapte, n-am citit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O m\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi un cap, un cap \u015fi o foarfec\u0103, cercul la mine, limbile deschise, ohii \u00eenchi\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O bou\u0103, bou\u0163\u0103-al meu, ce picior mi s-a umflat, ce lab\u0103 mi-a-mpantofat \u00een pietroi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei din picioare, furnicile, crabii, din talp\u0103 furnicile, crabii, din furnici crabii, din crabi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa \u00eencepusem un crab, c\u0103lare, \u00een cap, de cap, \u015fti\u0163i \u00eenc\u0103perea, mutele \u2013 nimic, p\u0103i paise<\/em>, alt\u0103 treab\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Treaba lor, paise<\/em>, nisipe, c\u0103 mare e picul din nas pe degete, ori au deschis to\u0163i ochii osului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Mandakranta <\/em><\/strong>are 17 silabe, un haiku \u00eentr-un vers, centaurul Hayavadana \u00eel \u00eeng\u00e2n\u0103 pe Ganesh.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centr-o limb\u0103 \u00een care exist\u0103 numai masculin \u015fi neutru, femeia e la neutru, ea nu era femeie, era nevast\u0103-mea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centr-o limb\u0103 \u00een care nu exist\u0103 masculin nici feminin cum de-o f\u0103cuse pe Sapho sati<\/em> \u00een vers safic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Al cui e capul \u015fi al cui e trupul \u015fi capul st\u0103p\u00e2ne\u015fte atunci ce se amestec\u0103 sufletul peste trup.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un badepui de Janmastmi, r\u00e2z\u00e2nd centaurului Hayavadana dup\u0103 cel sati <\/em>al m\u0103-sii cu ambii ta\u0163i nici amici, nici inamici, nimici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mata cu m\u00e2ini de s\u00e2nge \u015fi gura de ordin\u0103rii, ce \u015fans\u0103, singura, s-o panto joci, \u00een r\u00e2s, ci mata e mata, te \u00eentorci la pont.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce reproduceri de fire de p\u0103r din crime, ajunge o jungl\u0103 la un cap p\u0103r\u0103sit de trup, era frumos \u00een templul \u00eenchipuit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se recita sudic, de data asta, mata kali, mata kali, la mijloc, tot gaja \u00een dans la \u00eenceput \u015fi la finale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe str\u0103zi cirezi spre goshala<\/em>, radas<\/em> la flaut cu table, scandal pentru mata <\/em>\u00een alegeri, contra oric\u0103rui centaur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bisericu\u0163ica alegerilor, cugnoa\u015fte lumica la teatrict, moi s\u0103 dus\u0103, \u0163epeni\u015fte \u015fi ric\u0103ric\u015f\u0103leal\u0103 prin bal\u0163 val\u0163ate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Kabir \u00een gurugranthsahab, puja de janmashtmi \u015fi doctorul, ni s-a rablagit vorb\u0103rea\u0163a, cu meghamemna.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crabul nu iese, iese cu lepra, ceva, e-azv\u00e2rlit la loc, nici \u00een aer liber, de milioane, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f o eternitate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai ajungi nicio silab\u0103, moare muta, m\u0103 ba\u0163i postum, pe ce dracu’ m\u00e2ini, cer\u015fe\u015fte-mi o pr\u0103sil\u0103 cimerian\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te \u00eenv\u00e2r\u0163i, n-ai \u00eencotro, ba\u0163i tactul antisocioanti, n-ai spate de fa\u0163\u0103 sub\u0163ire, nu mai ai nici sat nici an.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe cine ar interesa \u015fi altceva, m\u0103 descitesc de-o croazier\u0103, mai cinscitit \u00een tunel autofag.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am pardon, nu-\u0163i aminte\u015fti nimic, nici cu totul, nici t\u0103iat, clasic leaorc\u0103 pe-afar\u0103 \u015fi furnicile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Era un proiect de pari \u00een Puri, purici \u00een poridge, amesteca\u0163i c\u00e2t am s\u0103rit s\u0103 feschid u\u015fa c\u0103pu\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce voce, ce ecou, lipida i-a f\u0103cut-o crabului, a \u00eenchis gura tunelului, a\u015fa sculptur\u0103, a\u015fa furnici \u015fi-un r\u0103zboi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Versifici, e\u015fti pierdut, pune-\u0163i pofta-n cui, spa\u0163ii bune, mutelor, nebunelor tunelul spre lipid\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eram de-atunci, atunci, curat-luminat, de c\u00e2nd s-a zis, mi-a\u015f jura \u00eencercuirea, fric\u0103 tot \u00eemi mai e de plictis.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pu\u0163inul multora multul pu\u0163inora, un aer, \u00eenc\u0103 o nesufocare, ca de rege, pe el, a-l respirare pe t\u00e2rn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Legea zilei, \u00eennopt\u00e2ndu-se, legea nop\u0163ii, \u00een zori, ai sperat f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103 speri, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u015ftii \u00eenc\u0103 \u015fi de unde p\u00e2n\u0103 unde.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e\u015fti \u00eenchipuire s\u0103 nu-\u0163i fi \u0163ipat c\u00e2te-o sabie, las\u0103 orgia, organizeaz\u0103-\u0163i l\u0103sarea, din ce-oi fi vorbit, \u015ftii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vreai s\u0103 intri-n tunel dup\u0103 ce nici nu ie\u015fisei din tunel, vreai s\u0103 ie\u015fi din tunel pe c\u00e2nd se astupa singura gur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cheful pantofului, trece \u015fi gura \u00eenchis\u0103, casa cu mor\u0163ii n-are dec\u00e2t s\u0103 aib\u0103 timp, pe niciodat\u0103, existase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Simbolizeaz\u0103 neevenimente, ad\u0103poste\u015fte comunit\u0103\u0163i \u00eencrezute, \u00ee\u0163i dau ce nu le ceri, \u00ee\u0163i cer ce le ceri, te \u00eencal\u0163\u0103. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vorbesc mare, cel mai mare, nu mai e nimic, nici noi furnici, nici tu fluture peste bananier.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Casc\u0103 tot mai des, verific\u0103, versific\u0103 dint\u00e2i, p\u00e2n\u0103 nu cad, ce s-o-nt\u00e2mpla cu necesara, ironica silab\u0103 de euforie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poza nu se transmite prin lipid\u0103, mutele zeroeaz\u0103, cu fo\u015fnet, iese cu s\u00e2nge, o ducem de capul banilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce s\u0103, ai \u015fi nu e\u015fti, e\u015fti \u015fi nu ai, prin catacombe am mai auzit teoria, \u00ee\u0163i d\u0103 \u015fi bik\u015fu peste m\u00e2n\u0103, \u00eei d\u0103 m\u00e2na.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cei ce murim din condi\u0163ie, cei ce ne sunt uci\u015fi drept hran\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 ne ucidem spre a o mai lungi, ne lungim \u00een tunel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Exist\u0103 casa, exist\u0103 ferestre, nor la fereastr\u0103, spre ocean, pe mun\u0163i, te t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti mai \u0163epos, strivit-ai crabul cu lipida.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe c\u00e2nd pl\u00e2ngeau la fl\u0103c\u0103rile rugului, uleiul, osul, silaba, cum sf\u00e2r\u00e2iau, nu te repeta, te-ai dus pe copc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Apoi visele din sunet \u00een fum, crizele de conversa\u0163ie ma\u0163e la ma\u0163e, furnic\u0103 la furnic\u0103 de ne-au mai m\u00e2ncat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Zice, \u015fi-n somn, pe limba lui, ceva ar trebui a \u00een\u0163elege, m\u0103car dup\u0103 mi\u015fc\u0103rile, ca spre o pozi\u0163ie final\u0103, nemais\u0103pat\u0103, poate din somnul trecut, n-am zis ceva, cum c\u0103 ar zice el, ea ceva, noi, tu \u00een\u0163elege-m\u0103, zic \u015fi eu, mai nimic, tu ascult\u0103 mai tot, \u00eent\u00e2rzii cu amintitul, n-o fac, nici p\u0103c\u0103tuiesc peste neamintirea \u00een cercul mutelor, moi se oferea, parc\u0103 po\u0163i s\u0103 \u015ftii, pe-acolo s-a p\u0103r\u0103sit \u015fi nevasta doctorului de pantomimeaz\u0103 vapoare, ea e-ntr-o cas\u0103, c-o carte-n m\u00e2n\u0103, i-a-nchis u\u015fa doctorului \u00een nas, el nu \u015ftie c\u0103 ea nu e numai nebun\u0103, dar \u015fi surd\u0103, nu-\u015fi aminte\u015fte, nu m-aude ce zic, ce zici c\u0103 zice, un citit prin geant\u0103, ba \u00eenc\u0103, rugul o arde la cerere, conteaz\u0103 \u015fi la procesiunea benignilor, l-am mai c\u0103utat-o, am mai c\u0103utatu-l, o r\u0103scruce, un r\u0103scrucit, m\u0103 ia-n degete ochii sco\u015fi, coaste bu\u015fite, intr\u0103, nu intra, nu trece nic\u0103ieriul, m\u00e2inesc\u00e2ntul fe\u0163ii b\u0103rbierite, ce ziceam c\u0103 zic, a\u015fa-mi face, ce vrei \u015fi de la mine \u015fi de la coastele bu\u015fite, dup\u0103 \u0163easta \u015fi ce se g\u0103sea, sus se cr\u0103c\u0103neaz\u0103 capra slobozindu-se degeaba peste fl\u0103c\u0103rile ce-au fost ochi, e o doamn\u0103 nedescoperit\u0103, o na\u015ftere ne\u00eenceput\u0103, abia i se crap\u0103 dunga, o mai fi noapte, p\u0103r \u00een p\u0103r, faz\u0103, nu zice nimic, din bolt\u0103 se surp\u0103 cu picioarele desf\u0103cute integr\u00e2nd t\u00e2rna, furnicile, crabii, pantoful se r\u0103stoarn\u0103 pe coastele spatelui, cu durerile refacerii, nu te b\u0103ga, ce-o mai arde, ce-o mai cenu\u015f\u0103, cititul fum, gura fecundat\u0103, bananierul abstractizat de z\u0103pezi zigzagate peste cercuri, nu miroas\u0103 a bine, miroas\u0103 trei \u015fi-un sfertul, zice c\u0103 m\u00e2ine, ba \u00eenc\u0103, nu e dup\u0103 tine, nici dup\u0103 ea, care mai \u015ftim \u015fi noi, ce-o tot \u0163ine cu c\u0103lcatul pe t\u0103lpi, de la cre\u015ftet \u00een t\u0103lpi, de \u015fi-a dat acela\u015fi foc, n-aude n-avede, o silab\u0103 te va pironi \u00eenapoi-ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vino-\u0163i \u00een fire, renun\u0163\u0103 la film, scald\u0103-te, cele mai imate ape te-or auri, sorburile \u00ee\u0163i vor oferi sfin\u0163enii unic \u00eenchegate \u015fi \u00eennoroire, de\u015fertul \u00ee\u0163i va sufla praf c\u00e2t e p\u0103m\u00e2ntul, nu te mai mi\u015fti, nu te mai opre\u015fti, nu te \u00eentinzi, nu te ridici, nu vorbe\u015fti, nu e\u015fti vorbit, nici munte nu e\u015fti, e\u015fti \u015fi ce nu e\u015fti, dup\u0103 cum \u00ee\u0163i e\u015fti, nici umbr\u0103, nici sufocare, coaste nebu\u015fite, limbi t\u0103iate numai de c\u00e2ntece, de demult, dintr-un timp ce n-o s\u0103 vin\u0103, n-a fost, \u00ee\u0163i permi\u0163i p\u0103r\u0163i din orice \u00eentreg, te-acoperi-descoperi \u00een fir, \u00een potir, scuipi sabia, fie ce-o fi, luneci pe bolt\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 mil\u0103, cu un rug de rug\u0103, arunci \u015fi-n tunel un pantof, treci pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ultimul c\u0103l\u0103tor somnambul, iart\u0103-l, toat\u0103 vremea s-a t\u00e2r\u00e2t, crede, crede c\u0103 l-ai t\u00e2r\u00e2t, vino-\u0163i, nu-i veni, e tot o zi, te schimbi cu timpul nevenindu-\u0163i dec\u00e2t \u00een fire, ai s\u0103 ai poate ochi, c\u00e2\u0163i au mai r\u0103mas, c\u00e2\u0163i ai furat din cei ce nu se vor deschide \u00een afar\u0103, capetele t\u0103iate le \u00eentrupezi pe-o silab\u0103, tot juru-\u0163i vei fi iar, unghiile nou-n\u0103scu\u0163ilor, florile arborilor de furnici albe, pe nemi\u015fcate, o clipire absorbant\u0103 de to\u0163i \u015fi toate \u015fi tot, \u00eenc\u0103 un avatar, nu de fiin\u0163\u0103, nici de simbol, nici de, a\u015f zice, zei\u0163\u0103, nici m\u00e2ini \u00eempreunate, \u00eenapoi sabia, nu mai e cine de t\u0103iat, \u00eentru iluzia c\u0103 nu prea mai e\u015fti, de prea mult fiind \u00een nemaifiin\u0163a dumitale, cum va fi ar\u0103tat, cum va ar\u0103ta, cui-necui, celor ce nu pot ie\u015fi, ori dac\u0103 ies sunt \u00eempin\u015fi la loc, ca-n leprozerie, nu mai sunt nici lepro\u015fi, nici nimic, la ce-or fi sufletele lepro\u015filor negativi numai printre suflete de lepro\u015fi pozitivi, \u00ee\u0163i dau exemplu, cum \u0163i-a\u015f da un crab, pe furnici, \u00eens\u0103 toate astea se rezolv\u0103 \u015fi altfel, dac\u0103 nu de la sine, numai vino-\u0163i, totu\u015fi, sose\u015fte-\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Oul galben al capului, \u00een dreapta, sus, undele, poate bananiere, p\u0103rul ochii verzi, \u015fi p\u0103rul tot verde al femeii, \u00een\u0163eleg prea-prea cercelul \u015fi, tot ro\u015fu, bindi<\/em>, buzele doar \u00eenchise verde, iarb\u0103, nu cupru, profilul m\u0103car de i l-a\u0163i l\u0103sa, alb, ca floarea de sus, din st\u00e2nga, femeia asta n-am mai v\u0103zut-o cu adev\u0103rat, am tot v\u0103zut-o \u00een fals asemenea, nu, nu dungi colorate, alte complica\u0163ii, m\u0103 \u00eentorc \u015fi zic, bine t\u0103lpile albe \u00eencruci\u015fate cu t\u0103lpile negre prin sp\u0103rtura din gard, pe-o paji\u015fte de-o c\u0103r\u0103mid\u0103 la foc, soarele cu fa\u0163\u0103 de zeu antropomorf stilizat, s\u0103 le lu\u0103m pe aceea\u015fi fa\u0163\u0103, poate merge, cum s\u0103-i spui, oul galben nu comunic\u0103, e mai tare, fa\u0163a n-are nimic viu, \u015fi prima-n povestire, o t\u0103ietur\u0103, mai de grab\u0103, o pat\u0103 de profil, dec\u00e2t un profil f\u0103r\u0103 pat\u0103, doamna Nandini arestat\u0103, m\u0103 refer la czul cu vaporul \u015fi filmu-n ghe\u0163uri, n-am desene, n-a ap\u0103rut nicio fotografie, veneam de la Parinior, pe jos, ani de zile, ea, dar nu era albastr\u0103, se ducea acolo \u015fi invers, abstract la abstract, altfel o nedesp\u0103r\u0163im, ar\u0103t\u00e2ndu-i fa\u0163a, oricare, tehnica numai a culorii, dar \u015fi a profilului, opre\u015fte-mi portretul, nu iese niciodat\u0103, culori am, s-o fi \u015fi uscat, \u015fi orbul, furnicile albe nu rod h\u00e2rtie fotografic\u0103, amintesc nume \u00eengurgitate, ori s\u0103 repar culorile, vreun tablou de familie, cu musoni romantici \u015fi malarici, insisten\u0163a incolorului printre reconstituiri, renun\u0163 s\u0103 \u00eeng\u0103lbenesc, ce ploaie, amor negru, cu bananierul cocolo\u015fit, bindi<\/em> \u00een gr\u0103din\u0103, s-o lase pat\u0103 alb\u0103, ori alt\u0103 culoare, nepastel, nu se discut\u0103 a\u015fa cititul, i-a\u015f r\u00e2de \u00eent\u00e2i \u00een pictur\u0103, apoi am conversa despre una, despre alta, nu i-a\u015f mai r\u00e2de, treaba lui, a ei, a lor ce-ar l\u0103sa pe p\u00e2nz\u0103, \u00een urm\u0103, urmele de talp\u0103, da’ \u015fi pe mas\u0103 \u015fi pe perete \u015fi-n realitate, sculptura de pa\u015fi din memorial, profilul s\u0103 fie de peisaj, bine, verde-albastru, dar nu a\u015fa, femeiesc-nefemeie, portretul, fa\u0163a must\u0103cioas\u0103, ce ou, a celui ce se tot uit\u0103 la autoportretul pictori\u0163ei, nu, era al treilea personaj, un bindi <\/em>mai bindi<\/em>, \u00eempu\u015fcat aerian, \u0163este t\u0103iate de crab, o alt\u0103 pictur\u0103, cum s-or fi afl\u00e2nd culorile \u015fi mintea omului, d\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103 lipida de la u\u015fa crabului, a noastr\u0103, el o fi oul, \u00een popula\u0163ie, \u015fi noi, dali\u0163i, mai r\u0103u, nu noi, mul\u0163umesc nu, mi-ai f\u0103cut totu\u015fi poft\u0103, am obosit, nu m\u0103 \u00eendeamn\u0103 la nicio alt\u0103 perersiune, dec\u00e2t asta trecut\u0103, involuntar\u0103, cu trecut, cu nori, ce se mai r\u0103zbun\u0103, de diminea\u0163a p\u00e2n\u0103 seara, \u015fi noaptea, amoros \u00een vechime, de, fertilitatea de demult nu r\u0103zbate nici la profilul albastru, tot vreau s\u0103 m\u0103 retrag din valurile verzi \u015fi cu cocoana chiar nu m\u0103 confunda\u0163i, aia nu-s eu, nici cocon saliv\u00e2ndu-i m\u0103tasea \u00een cocolo\u015ful gr\u0103dinar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u00cemi vei r\u0103spunde mai la urm\u0103, masculin-femininul, \u00een rest, m-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit, de-asear\u0103 cu autorul, ar fi ru\u015finos s\u0103 nu te po\u0163i \u00eent\u00e2lni nici m\u0103car cu un bimilenar, dup\u0103 \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nitori, mai t\u00e2n\u0103r cu c\u00e2teva vie\u0163i de-ale noastre, dup\u0103 al\u0163ii, e o raga<\/em>, plou\u0103, e o or\u0103, o zi, ceva, pictezi oribil, cum s\u0103 te fac s\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegi, cum te-a\u015f putea face dragoste ou, apoi, ascult\u0103 raga<\/em>, poate bimilenarul, \u00een tunel, must\u0103ciosul privindu-te-n profil, \u015fi eu \u00een \u015fleahta lor, \u00een confuzia masculin-feminin, din limbi moarte \u00een religii de compila\u0163ie, tot cu biografi, corzile astea sub\u0163iri, tuburile, ploaia, e \u015fi aer, vor bea ceai, vom primi r\u0103spuns, mi-am p\u0103r\u0103sit tantissimul, adio la pustiu, nci chiar yaksha<\/em> amor \u015fi libertate, necum libertinism, vom discuta, de-o mai fi, raga<\/em> pustiind, ouind, aerul, zadarnicul, at\u00e2ta amar de ani, o mie, dou\u0103, de moarte \u015fi tot ragas<\/em>, aerul fad, ceara, casa mare, case l\u00e2ng\u0103 palate, pustiu, nu chiar, plou\u0103 de atunci, zidurile respir\u0103, gem, raga<\/em>, r\u0103spunsul, vestea se reveste\u015fte, r\u0103spunsul nu se r\u0103spunde, iar veste, la veste, ce raga<\/em>, tunel \u00een cutremur, crabi \u00een crabi, nesf\u00e2r\u015fit\u0103, chiar n-aveam timp s\u0103 se sf\u00e2r\u015feasc\u0103, nici aer, nici p\u0103cat, zadarnic, lipida aburit\u0103, lumina \u00een ap\u0103, ultraplointe, o fi stat, s-o fi stins, nu raga<\/em>, o tres\u0103rire a tunelului, iluzie, ceai postat, chin apostat, crabii buni, de-am r\u00e2de, de-am sur\u00e2de, pe spin\u0103ri de peisaj, ud, putrezind-\u00eenverzind, raga<\/em>, o gar\u0103-templu-tunel-\u00eennourare-ofens\u0103, nici m\u0103car, defens\u0103, a\u015fa ceva, lipida, asta ce-o fi, raga<\/em>, dac\u0103 o auzi, o aud, o r\u0103spund, n-o r\u0103spunzi, p\u0103cat de nep\u0103cat, de nimic, de ceaiul din gar\u0103 \u015fi acum din memorie din ploaie, umbrela deschis\u0103 sub ap\u0103, pe podea, \u015fi-afar\u0103 pe\u015fti safara, de diminea\u0163\u0103, striga\u0163i mai cu glas dec\u00e2t elefan\u0163ii, raga<\/em> \u015fi a elefan\u0163ilor, pe jum\u0103tate, \u00een jurul uneia moarte, unul fecund\u00e2nd-o a via\u0163\u0103, amor \u015fi libertate, liber de moartea ei iubind-o s-o \u00eenvie, elefant, doar raga<\/em>, p\u0103r\u0103sind sunete, preferin\u0163e, singur\u0103t\u0103\u0163i bimilenare, clasici cu Dumnezeu, cu puja<\/em>, cu Durga, mama Kali, ce-ar zice, \u00een ce regie, ne-am conforma, nep\u0103tima\u015f, ne\u00eenvin\u015fi, din principiu \u00een pu\u0163, numai raga<\/em>, va cascada \u015fi peste ploile de peste noi bimilenari, n-o auzi, o singur\u0103 silab\u0103 mai lipse\u015fte tot, beau ceai din viciu, separat, vom surpa memori \u015fi multan\u0103, n-a fost s\u0103 fie silaba, de-alte fantezii s-or sfii anii ploii, Kali, Baco, masculinizare \u00een joac\u0103, de-am sur\u00e2de cu con\u015ftiin\u0163a curat\u0103, r\u00e2dem direct, cine r\u00e2de, de-am \u0163ine minte, ca o silab\u0103, nesf\u00e2r\u015firea nesilabic\u0103 a vecinei, raga<\/em>, un oftat, un pufnit al lui maestre, al lui virtuoso, nu-mi r\u0103spunde, c\u00e2t c\u0103-ntre timpuri fiecare ne dep\u0103rtasem \u00een partea cealalt\u0103, sculptur\u0103 de gen \u015fi tot nu ne pietrific\u0103m sub ploaie, l\u00e2ng\u0103 umbrel\u0103, din ziduri r\u0103spunz\u00e2nd, vestind ner\u0103spuns, \u00eenfrico\u015f\u00e2nd raga<\/em>, \u00eentruc\u00e2t vom fi auzit-o altfel arunc\u00e2nd-o \u00eemotriva sie\u015fi, \u00een masculin femininul interschimbabil, tot mai neclar, neastral de-a binelea, vag ancestral, gratuit, raga<\/em>, de-am tr\u0103it \u015fi n-am murit, prepar ceaiul acum-acum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Numai dac\u0103 e un \u00eenger \u015fi tocmai fiind un \u00eenger, tot \u00eengeri s-ar parada, e, t\u0103ieturile fe\u0163ii vin din suflet, ochii prea surzi, buzele prea vegetale, nu p\u0103lmuit\u0103, biata \u00eenger\u0103, prea pl\u0103cut\u0103 \u00een paradare, s\u0103 \u0163inem seam\u0103 de clien\u0163i, t\u0103iat\u0103 din\u0103untru prin leg\u0103turile potopului dimprejur, ce \u00eenger\u0103 impasibil\u0103 ar fi aia, sunt zece ani, un cap specific de crab, desenat cu cle\u015fti pe frunte, \u015faivit ve\u0163i spune, ortografic, v\u0103 r\u0103spund, poate atonal, ce mai, grafic, \u00eenv\u00e2rtind colajul viu, foto, din toate p\u0103r\u0163ile, fi-v\u0103 fi fost capul t\u0103iat de firea crabului, \u00eenconjurul, eternul, sur\u00e2z\u0103tor, str\u00e2mb\u00e2ndu-se, familial \u015fi juc\u0103u\u015f, \u00eemi las\u0103 tot mo\u015ftenirea culorilor artistului vostru, reconstituitor al propriei vederi de ou sinucis \u00een mahaamintirea manechin\u0103 a profilului, altfel, prin alb nu \u00een\u0163eleg alb, numai ce va \u00een\u0163elege el, noi t\u0103iem \u00een carne vie, prin corzi nu \u00een\u0163eleg un sitar stresat de degete \u00eentru o raga<\/em>, scuza\u0163i-m\u0103, nu v\u0103 cunosc artistul, s\u0103-i v\u0103d vederea la lumina zilei, dac\u0103 se poate, conteaz\u0103 \u015fi lumina zilei, noaptea s-a f\u0103cut limpezime, dup\u0103 ploaia de-adineauri, un moment \u015fi soarele e un \u00eenger, p\u00e2n\u0103 ne-o t\u0103ia, l-om t\u0103ia, o zi alt\u0103 noapte, acum e ziua de dup\u0103, unele \u015fi profilul au a se \u00een\u0163elege, a \u00eenvia, \u00eentre ele, mi-am luat seama, artistul s-a colorat pe sine, nu numai cartonul, s-o retrage pu\u0163in \u00een linii, alungat de neamintirea prea singularizant\u0103 prin alb\u0103strimea sc\u0103pat\u0103 a profilului, net\u0103iat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am hot\u0103r\u00e2t, o dat\u0103, alb, de orice culoare, f\u0103r\u0103 bindi<\/em>, a doua oar\u0103, t\u0103iere, nu o re\u0163ea alta dec\u00e2t pictura general\u0103, deci unu’ alb, doi, t\u0103iat, de ce nu a treia cu linii, orice linii, bine, dou\u0103, \u015fi mata e\u015fti artist, sunt nori, ca atunci, e\u015fti departe, o iube\u015fti, nu-\u0163i folose\u015fte metoda fotografiilor, recreezi, e timpul, poveste frumoas\u0103, ne pare bine c\u0103 te avem client, ne stimulezi, n-ai venit, poate o s\u0103 vii pe la noi, artistul se pl\u00e2nge c\u0103 nu-\u015fi tr\u0103ie\u015fte via\u0163a, adev\u0103rat, a fost cald, n-a c\u0103l\u0103torit nic\u0103ieri, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u015fi-o stabili un cheag, face portrete, tocmai \u0163i-l face, e primul, acum al doilea, din profil, vreau s\u0103 mai discut\u0103m pictura, am r\u0103mas cu g\u00e2ndul la fotografie, s-ar sup\u0103ra doamna, dac\u0103 exist\u0103, ar fi o problem\u0103 \u00een familia ei, ar putea fi pedepsit\u0103, ars\u0103, chiar legal, fie c-ar fugi, aici g\u0103se\u015fti \u015fi-o furnic\u0103, nev\u0103z\u00e2nd un elefant, c\u00e2teodat\u0103, eu a\u015f cunoa\u015fte-o, a\u015f recunoa\u015fte-o, tot, t\u0103iat\u0103, am \u00een\u0163eles amestecul de tehnici, nu te comi\u0163i, c\u00e2nd a\u015fa, c\u00e2nd a\u015fa, eu vreau o p\u0103rere, p\u0103rerile pe care \u0163i le-am dat, de ce \u0163i le-ai lua \u00eenapoi, ca asear\u0103, uitasem eu de text, am m\u00e2ncat \u00eempreun\u0103, ne-am \u015fters pe h\u00e2rtie fotografic\u0103 \u015fi amprenetele ni s-au amestecat, gunoiul e dus, am ars smirn\u0103 la pictura flautistului, dup\u0103 s\u0103rb\u0103toare artistele au luat-o razna, apucate de streche, crabul din exemplul dumitale, culoare se va pl\u0103ti, ne cunoa\u015ftem, n-am \u015fti al cui e capul nici \u00een fotografia oului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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. Sitarsitasati, las\u0103 sanscrita pe dalba\u0163ig\u0103nie, c\u00e2t te mai b\u0103be\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 i-o spui lu’ Gabhatmanzio c\u0103 nu faci amor l\u00e2ng\u0103 mort, stai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O zisei mai bine la colec\u0163ie, toat\u0103 s\u00e2mb\u0103ta, jap, teo…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 m-am n\u0103scut \u015fi am n\u0103scut \u015fi m-a n\u0103scut crab, ori…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crabu, jap \u00een bine \u015fi-n r\u0103u, material \u015fi croial\u0103, alte lumi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Prea lung preaviz, pe nevinovatele \u015fi invers mi-e, nu…<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 trupul nu era al mortului, ori mortul era de suflet.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Doamna are preten\u0163ii de v\u0103duv\u0103, a unui mort inexistent.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O s\u0103 se supere, ca oricare, a pl\u00e2ns, ca de \u00eemp\u0103care.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-a-nvins nu mai \u015ftiu ce, \u00ee\u015fi desenase o hart\u0103 de roman.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce s\u0103-i mai scrie, \u00eel c\u0103l\u0103torea, r\u0103zboiul alb, corta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Z\u0103pezile-n ochi, focurile-n banj, lepra-n clopot.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le sim\u0163i lipsa, c\u00e2nd s\u0103 mai vorbi\u0163i, cine s-asculte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Scoru\u015fit\u0103 revedere, vedere afumat\u0103, prevedere larv\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Furnica \u015fi toate limbile, c\u00e2te vie\u0163i c\u0103rate \u00een albine\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gajul pe goange, talpa gajului, b\u00e2jb\u00e2icugoangag\u00e2jg\u00e2ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lene\u015f kimono, mo\u015fit sari<\/em>, t\u0103iat\u0103 fust\u0103 \u00een c\u0103ma\u015f\u0103 de vi\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Credeam c\u0103 toate-s ale ei sitarasitasatisitelistei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce se mai aude cu feea scand\u0103, s-a dus ca scandalul la fund.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Voi scoate la mezat unele litere din inscrip\u0163iile furnicate la alb.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te la\u015fi dus de nimicuri din str\u00e2mtoare, n-ai zice galancantarcer.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oasele mai \u0163in la uscat piei de le\u015fie \u015fi craboggicraporce\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-\u0163i fie cu sup\u0103rare, acum zece ani, \u0163i s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat aceea\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe c\u00e2nd st\u0103team de vorb\u0103 la mas\u0103, tot jum\u0103t\u0103\u0163i, ne lungeam.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din neb\u0103gare de seam\u0103 ne-am mai deosebit p\u00e2n\u0103 la o adic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162in’te bine, a trecut, va mai trece crababaoarbacara.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gr\u0103t\u0103ruind prin gratuitate cadavrele \u00eenghe\u0163\u0103toriei pe sfori.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nicio sfial\u0103, niciun rug, nicio minune, pale de gest pe rai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ba\u0163i \u00een jos, erau fete frumoase, \u00eenchipuite \u015fansonete.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-mi iau dreptul amintirilor, nu-mi iau nici m\u0103car zilele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gormediacliz\u00e2nd, deodat\u0103 pe aluzie, adio fa\u0163\u0103, de unde tunel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se mai \u0163in \u015fi acum visate, vis\u00e2ndu-se singure furnici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crab necrab, un tropic de \u00eend\u0103r\u0103tnicie cu drag \u015fi dor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen amnezia p\u0103catelor \u015fi iert\u0103rii dinainte de to\u0163i vecii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cam cu Janmaashtmi se duse badepuiu’ lu’ Krishna \u015fi ne ciorcovim minut de minut, p\u00e2n case, o ap\u0103 pe-afar\u0103, \u00een teatru, centaurul Hayavadana-Vetala, enjoy, amicii \u00ee\u015fi taie \u00eentre ei, \u00een cruce, capetele la mata Kali \u00een templu, cum le schimb\u0103 femeia, cic\u0103 din repezeal\u0103, pe psihomania, apoi, iar melodit\u0103 pe sudul \u0103sta, nu c-ar fi capul cap, ori de-al cui, nu de-al capului, e copilul, c\u0103 \u015fi trupu-\u015fi aminte\u015fte, cu nonidentitate, cu fratomor, gelos, are amicineinamicinimic de qui pro quo only, sitarsitasati cu am\u00e2ndoi, r\u00e2decopiluldecal, necheaz\u0103calulde r\u00e2s, m\u00e2inile de s\u00e2nge \u015fi gura de ordin\u0103rii a supermamei, muzica, dansul, pantomima, bene, pentru didiaria, scrisoarea m\u00e2n\u0103 cirezi spre goshala<\/em>, ragas<\/em> la flaut\u00a0 cu table, nici p\u00e2s \u00een bisericu\u0163\u0103 pe ne\u015fleau, muta-n gurudwara<\/em>, reflex urdu, ploaie din Kalidasa, ploaie din Bacovia, dup\u0103 scandalul c\u0103ldurii, scumpetea climei, \u0163uic\u0103 de Zal\u0103u, istrong, Romulus \u00eel omor\u00ee pe Remus \u00een anglo-indian\u0103, \u0103i de veneau s\u00e2mbetele vin acum zilnic, mereu cu voi, f\u0103r\u0103 timp de fufo, v\u0103 pun la cutie, nu cade, nici avionul, nici vaporul, str\u0103in\u0103 vin\u0103 musonic\u0103, o ap\u0103-n primi pa\u015fi prin scar\u0103, suporta\u0163i-v\u0103 ghea\u0163a, o carte-n amurg, nervii de netopit, s\u0103 v\u0103 fie pe la nas, se poate una ca asta, cum s\u0103 dezinfecteze s\u00e2ngele, ruf\u0103ria cocrocilor, mireasa s\u00e2ngeroas\u0103, a avut malarie s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2na trecut\u0103, invita\u0163ie la puri<\/em>, cipkalia aia \u00eenc\u0103 transparent\u0103, doar cu burta neagr\u0103, ochiul auriu, t\u0103iat orizontul de un diametru negru, zei\u0163a cipcali\u0163a, da’ cocrocii tot o s\u0103 se v\u00e2re-n frigi, ordin\u0103rii, ziarul e din 27, portul nul, ziua oarb\u0103, aici e doctorul avionului crab, fire-ar fi fost, cu furnic\u0103 pe \u00eenchise, ne\u00eencotro, fire-ar s\u0103 sau fi fost, mi se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 pe m\u00e2ine, de-o fi \u015fi-o fi, am fa\u0163\u0103 de zid rotund, d\u0103r\u00e2m\u00e2ndu-se pe toat\u0103 linia, anticercuri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u015ei Deo Deen din Varanasi dor are de o devadasi <\/em>pe nume Sutanuka.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Da, da, prin tunel, de la Rajahmundri, la Varanasi, s-o crezi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2t p\u0103m\u00e2ntul \u015fi caut furnici \u00een Likhunia, Kohbar, Mahraria, Ghorawal.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe Sone, pe Bhaladaria-n jos, ur\u015fi r\u0103ni\u0163i, ur\u015fi \u00een stele baba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce animal n-a v\u0103zut om \u015fi nimeni nu l-a v\u0103zut, punct.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Punctul e mai pu\u0163in abstract dec\u00e2t inima omului \u015fi<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Comun cu animalul concret , cum ne pria tunelul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Greu oriunde \u015fi nu numai de atunci, de acum \u00eencolo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-mi intra iar \u00een automatisme, \u00een preferin\u0163e de piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ad\u0103postul gol, prelungit de deasupra, \u00een legend\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu str\u0103bate pe dedesubt, mai degrab\u0103-n miez de munte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pustiit ad\u0103post, prima duminic\u0103 dup\u0103 n\u0103ruire, o dat\u0103 \u015fi o dat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te copiezi for\u0163at de pe piatr\u0103 pe h\u00e2rtie \u015fi ai dor de Sutanuka.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-ar fi drag, n-a\u015f mai copia dilemele pl\u0103cerii de piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-l place \u015fi-i place, o place, pe pl\u0103cere f\u0103r\u0103 nepl\u0103cere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Place-l, pl\u0103cea-l-ar, pl\u0103cea-o-ar s-o plac\u0103 \u015fi<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ar mai pl\u0103cea-o de pl\u0103cut ce-o place.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se ducea p\u00e2n\u0103 acolo c\u00e2nd scria o via\u0163\u0103 ce dor \u00eei \u00eempietri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-avem \u015ftire nici de la ce-am visat azi-noapte, pe c\u0103dere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te mai \u0163ine-un junghi, nemaicercetat \u00een laborator, de unde.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Revedea-voi, vedea-voi, nevedea-voi, pe Bhaladaria.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O scrisoare, o piatr\u0103, orice \u015fi apa sec\u00e2nd \u00een cer \u015fi mal.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum oi fi refuz\u00e2nd, nu amintirea, mintea pe\u015fterei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Totuna, pierd la cap, nu m\u0103 mai \u00eencap, nu v\u0103d picioarele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te \u015ftergi, nu te mai filosofezi dincolo, nu te aminte\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 tot dep\u0103rtez \u00een cu adev\u0103rul pentru mine tunel o clip\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Veche de c\u00e2nd nu se \u015ftie, furnica din furnic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dou\u0103 bivoli\u0163e, o vac\u0103 alb\u0103, un vi\u0163el ro\u015fu sug\u00e2nd-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Spelbe zodiace dimine\u0163ile, p\u00e2n\u0103 mai apoi de-a singurii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe ploaie, sub nor ca noaptea, \u00een sf\u00e2r\u015finda amiaz\u0103 crah\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dintr-o pe\u015fter\u0103 \u00een alta, r\u0103u drum, ochit, \u00eempu\u015fcat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Onoare scris\u0103 pe inversul dorului, sclav cu sclav.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Piatr\u0103 la piatr\u0103, cine te vede \u00ee\u015fi face o p\u0103rere proast\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fie \u015fi a\u015fa, apele sub t\u0103lpile bivoli\u0163elor, iarb\u0103, alba lui ro\u015fu, pentru lapte, peste ape, place-le, zidul verde, zei\u0163a str\u0103vezie, hrana, u\u015fa, drumul, u\u015fa, aici am mai intrat, unde mi-e nu mi-e dor, zilele-nop\u0163ile mi le consimt prin piatr\u0103, cu nevedere la nori cel pu\u0163in, uituce urechi, \u0163iuind neauzit, picturi doar pe dou\u0103 p\u0103r\u0163i, c\u00e2t pentru un ochi, mai e o u\u015f\u0103, se preschimb\u0103-n nimeni, din partea cealalt\u0103, cu u\u015file tot trei, nu patru, nu mai \u015ftiu ce e \u00een\u0103untru de tot, cam de c\u00e2nd lumea, iar cel mai aproape de poart\u0103, aproape ai vedea-o pe dunga bobocilor galbeni-ro\u015fii, b\u0103tut\u0103 de v\u00e2nt \u015fi de musonul pe duc\u0103, dac\u0103, u\u015fa asta d\u0103 altora ce nu e al lor, d\u0103-n mine, dac\u0103, \u00een pustiu mi-ar ap\u0103rea la fel, ce revela\u0163ie mi-a\u015f striga, o lupt\u0103, de spaim\u0103, o iluzie de tunel, dup\u0103 auzuri lucrate, nerealizare a norilor, \u00eenchisoare neamiambulant\u0103, goal\u0103, ghem, necauzal\u0103, nici g\u00e2lg\u00e2it\u0103, pe-un plictis copil\u0103resc, nici \u0103la vrednic, o \u00eend\u0103r\u0103tnicire \u00eendoit\u0103, dincoace de silab\u0103, nu horc\u0103i \u00eenc\u0103, interzis, r\u00e2nd pe r\u00e2nd, de\u015fert superlativ, rug de sclavi de nisip pe canale de halucina\u0163ii, cu om, nu, glorie, sub talp\u0103, talp\u0103-n talp\u0103, cap \u00een cap, majoritate, n\u0103p\u0103d, rupt mu\u015furoi-formul\u0103, renun\u0163-denun\u0163, zeama crimei, dou\u0103 p\u0103r\u0163i libere arborilor de furnici albe, poate e drept oricum, \u00eenc\u0103 o vreme, v\u0103zut versantul de jos \u00een sus, refuzat\u0103 gra\u0163ia sati<\/em>, avem epoci, neant de neant, bun\u0103 diminea\u0163a, amicii mei, secularilor, digera\u0163ilor, amiaza-n picioare, transmisie t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, r\u0103ul altora, sunetul tuturor, reverberat numai \u00een tunel, \u00eenainte de n\u0103ruire, p\u0103cat de Dumnezeu, f\u0103r\u0103 nicio veste p\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ziua de azi, putem fi descoperi\u0163i, s\u0103 ne t\u0103iem capetele, s\u0103 fim judeca\u0163i, s\u0103 fim v\u0103zu\u0163i, ne-ar mai ploua \u015fi pe noi ploaia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu-mi iese din cap, nu mai \u015ftiu nimic, orbec\u0103i \u00een\u0103untru, pe fum, un semn, de neunde, bun, mai bun balamucul, de-n\u0163eleg situa\u0163ia, buluc de buluc, flaimuc, uite-a\u015fa d\u00e2rd\u00e2i, din demnitate, \u00eemi iau libert\u0103\u0163i de dicteu, m\u0103 ascund dup\u0103 tropic, dup\u0103 deget, fac copii dup\u0103 scrisuri \u00een tunel, \u00eemi privesc printre gene subp\u0103m\u00e2ntul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai pune la inim\u0103 deocamdat\u0103, capul, decapita\u0163ii, nu-\u0163i iese din cap t\u00e2rna, vezi s\u0103 nu-\u0163i ias\u0103 capul din t\u00e2rn\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 o vreme, pe drum, oriunde nu aici, nu-\u0163i desface marfa, scursurile \u015fi ele, \u015fi scrisurile, \u00een aiureala-\u0163i, \u00eencearc\u0103 s\u0103-\u0163i sim\u0163i cochet\u0103ria pe nenorocirea de a te scufunda \u00een negur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o numesc, probabil o las suferin\u0163\u0103, c\u00e2t s\u0103 evit melodrama, suferinzii pozitivi m\u0103 invit\u0103, declara\u0163i de sardarul baptist, o p\u0103\u0163esc \u015fi mai amarnic, nefiind primi\u0163i \u00een afara cercului pozitivilor, nici la rafaelitele alea de mute, nici la dacoi\u0163i, tot la cei f\u0103r\u0103 trup ar ajunge \u00een cap s\u0103-l sparg\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cererea neonorat\u0103 \u00een c\u0103s\u0103torie, acum cincizeci de ani \u015fi ceva, n-ar scuza p\u0103catul \u00een ospe\u0163ie, ipocrite ori nu, au f\u0103cut scandal mutele, amorul l\u00e2ng\u0103 cadavrul mamei treac\u0103-mearg\u0103, crabepra nu e curabil\u0103, cum de i-oi fi r\u0103mas numai \u0163este ce-ai tot num\u0103rat capete t\u0103iate \u00een tot.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-n laborator \u015fi afar\u0103 aerul se ciumase, ploaia de a \u00eempins pantoful \u00een tunel, ca la vreun \u0163ap, alt\u0103 faun\u0103, c\u0103p\u0103\u0163\u00e2noas\u0103, nemi\u015fc\u0103toare, dec\u00e2t \u00een sine, m-am vaporizat \u00een t\u00e2rn\u0103, cu vin\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103, am schimbat amintirea pe discu\u0163ie \u00eentre, drumuindu-mi cre\u015ftetul \u015fi g\u0103urile urechilor ca pentru a auzi un vis, ceva.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centrerup\u00e2ndu-se linia limbii t\u0103iate, silaba \u00eenc\u0103 r\u0103sun\u0103, scoate-\u0163i cre\u015ftetul din urechi, \u0163i-ai tuns incomplet vechimea din morbiditate, te faci iar varz\u0103, ardeiat\u0103, fic\u0103\u0163ic\u0103, m\u00e2ini de \u00eenger nem\u00e2ncate, neroase, bate clopotul silabanga de se-aude-n jos pe Ganga, capul face capul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am curaj s\u0103 a\u015ftept \u015fi acum, \u00eemi crap\u0103 capul, \u00een cinci zile e luna, trei \u015fi un sfert, se cuvenea diminea\u0163a, nu pe zloata asta topit\u0103 a musonului pe duc\u0103, \u00een clima \u00eenv\u0103\u0163ului, la jum\u0103tatea norului \u015fi aici, singur, singur, singur, nici t\u00e2rna nu m\u0103 at\u00e2rn\u0103, nici \u00eempu\u015fcat, \u00een ghe\u0163uri, \u00een vreo despagub\u0103, c\u0103 de-aia mai a\u015ftept.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce dumnezeu s-o fi \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u00e2nd o via\u0163\u0103 la fel, mul\u0163umit\u0103 \u015fi goangelor v\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-se \u00een somn \u00een g\u0103urile urechilor, printre tulpini de banyan, v\u00e2nezi o raga <\/em>malaric\u0103, privind \u00een sus, la fostul cer f\u0103r\u0103 mai tineri singuri rezon\u00e2ndu-se de ceasul amorului, dep\u0103rt\u00e2ndu-se ceaf\u0103-n ceaf\u0103, bananierii, apa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162ine-mi minte r\u0103masul, nu te-am desp\u0103r\u0163it de anii r\u0103i, nici te-am \u00eemp\u0103r\u0163it celor buni, to\u0163i du\u015fi, \u00eentr-un moment de aspr\u0103 nervozitate, un fel de decapitare prin rezonan\u0163a tunelului cu pantoful, c\u0103 nu e adev\u0103rat vermionul, liberatu-te-ai, cu sandal, de culoare, te \u0163in minte o mie de ani pace \u015fi amor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am lini\u015ftit de mult stolul, scheletul \u015fi aripile se \u00een\u015firaser\u0103 l\u00e2ng\u0103 pe\u015fterile \u015fobolanilor, mai treceam a \u00een\u0163ep\u0103tur\u0103, cu m\u00e2nc\u0103rime de m\u00e2ncare, cu curu-n balt\u0103 parc\u0103 prima oar\u0103-n via\u0163\u0103, s\u0103 fim serio\u015fi, post cu mac, m\u0103-n\u0163elegi, bag\u0103-\u0163i semin\u0163ele-n iarn\u0103, nu r\u0103m\u00e2ie cum am vorbit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne mai \u0163inem vorba bun\u0103-rea, mi-e s\u0103 tac, ca anii s\u0103 m\u0103 uit la trec\u0103toare, muta, nu i-am v\u0103zut degetele, mai mult nici ochii, nepus\u0103 vedere, frumuse\u0163ea t\u0103cerii \u00eentruchipate \u00een umblet, dublat p\u00e2n\u0103 la anulare, neafec\u0163ionat, acolor, perpetr\u00e2nd habarul, ce s\u0103, amu\u0163it diagnosticul pe final.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Capul sus, pe t\u00e2rn\u0103, pe-mpletituri de r\u0103d\u0103cini suspendate, ne\u00eentunecat la timp, nici prea t\u00e2rziu, cuminte, m\u0103, maic\u0103, un nesf\u00e2r\u015fit c\u0103scat, o \u00eenghi\u0163itur\u0103 de harpon, ce-\u0163i mai zbura scheletul, sunt zece ani, mare e tunelul, r\u00e2sul pe polat\u0103, fermentarea \u00een be\u0163ie, \u0163i-l mu\u0163i pe limb\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 sare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– N-am cap de droab\u0103, mi-e de pe-acu-acu de zdroaba droabei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ia-o de la cap, \u00een numele p\u0103r\u0103sitelor discordii de dame.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Roata aerului d\u0103 de-a berbeleacul timpanele pline de ragas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ar fi o banan\u0103, te-ai t\u00e2r\u00e2 p\u00e2n\u0103 la ea \u015fi-ai mai l\u0103sa dusul la euthanasie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aiurea \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 \u015fi t\u00e2n\u0103r, bine c-am \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit spre euforie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei mai depresivi, adev\u0103rat, dou\u0103zeci \u015fi v\u00e2rsta cea mai cea mai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lumea-mi din tunel se separase de genera\u0163ii, de trupuri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Demonstrandum, orice li se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103, aici, la r\u0103d\u0103cina p\u0103rului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se t\u00e2rau \u015fi se t\u00e2rnuiau ca golemanii spre o banan\u0103, aceea\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fructifici nonsensual, zual, tot un drac \u015fi-un nonsens.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe vinovatele, te mai dedepresezi, bei ceai direct din nori.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o p\u0103\u0163e\u015fti, o p\u0103\u0163esc, o p\u0103\u0163e\u015fti, n-o p\u0103\u0163esc, o n-o p\u0103\u0163im.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Patii nemaicontrare, apatetici dintr-una-n alta, nu oase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oasele-n cle\u015fte de crab, crabul \u00een arbore de furnici albe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Duminic\u0103 am fost \u00een prim\u0103var\u0103, liber\u0103 expozi\u0163ia la centru.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vorbesc total, nu fac nimic, p\u00e2n\u0103 nu mai avem \u00eencotro.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Punct cu punct, neduminical, nici viu, nici mort, piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe ce vreme \u00een limba \u00eengropat\u0103, dezgropat\u0103, \u00eengropat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tat\u0103, \u00een imagina\u0163ia b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0163ii, pe neamintire, uite-a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cent\u00e2lne\u015fti, dac\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2rzii pe ascultatele, o fa\u0163\u0103 muncit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Necunosc\u00e2ndu-se \u00een fa\u0163a din fa\u0163\u0103, din profilul pat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oul galben, pauz\u0103, \u00eent\u00e2lnindu-l cu tr\u0103sura-i sparg vizitiul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-o imunitate pe r\u00e2p\u0103, \u00een\u0103l\u0163imea sa, p\u00e2n\u0103 la temeiul cu s\u00e2nge.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Alegere sub roata de aer, nici crim\u0103, nici gre\u015feal\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Talerul surd pe dou\u0103 r\u00e2nduri de limbi, \u015fi-n marathi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-a vopsit cu frumosul, schelet de pas\u0103re pestri\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai \u00eencolo, por\u0163ia dispropor\u0163iei, la o petrecere-dou\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Numeri singularuri p\u00e2n\u0103 te \u00eensingurezi euforic \u00een zero.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Umbra nescris\u0103, v\u00e2r\u00e2t\u0103 pe sub u\u015fa din oul mutelor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O nimfoman\u0103 zv\u00e2rlindu-\u015fi pantoful \u00een tunel la crabi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Semeni ce culege, toat\u0103 parohia, dinte pentru dinte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ghazalul <\/em><\/strong>se c\u00e2nt\u0103-c\u00e2nt\u0103, canta se \u00eenc\u00e2nt\u0103-desc\u00e2nt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen Alaka, de-albit-o-ai, dalbele \u00eennour\u0103ri spelbindu-se.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Urechile sus, burta din\u0163ilor \u00eentoars\u0103 pe dos a r\u00e2de.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nebunia necontagioas\u0103 ne cost\u0103 a treia desp\u0103r\u0163ire, pe necalendar, duminicile, lun\u0103 plin\u0103, de Parinior, vezi Alaka, zidul spart cu imn, rupt cu lepr\u0103, crab liber, nu numai, yoga baragladinei, feroce plata amatoria, ochii alt\u0103 \u00eenchisoare, de n-ar fi foame, abstinen\u0163a saficului, mandakranta <\/em>nemaihaiku, am merge la pas, ca-n computer, minim, am r\u0103ri-o, gra\u0163ia fecioar\u0103, reconstituirea-n secret-robot a portretului \u00eengerei cu tuse m\u0103g\u0103reasc\u0103, raga <\/em>miranda, am\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103 din mileniul antecrist, ciupeal\u0103 \u00een teorie inform\u0103, zilelel grele ale viitorului, zilele sf\u00e2r\u015fite, drag \u015fi dor ca pe vremuri, nicio schi\u0163\u0103 de schelet, ce tot nu s-ar \u00eencarna, natur\u0103 culcat\u0103, ritm \u00eensurat, s\u0103-l aprind\u0103 fiul la ceasul focului, comparatismul la\u015fit\u0103\u0163ii libidinoase, nu lase, la oase, ce-\u0163i spuneam, pe luate, pe sparte, fi-ne-ar de ou\u0103, pauz\u0103, criz\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 una-alta, lini\u015ftimu-ne, hal de iubire, numa-n piatr\u0103 de furnic\u0103, ne blesteam\u0103 povestea de amor, nec\u00e2rmit\u0103, vidat\u0103 de bun\u0103 voie, o castitate maniacal\u0103 p\u0103c\u0103to\u015feniei procesate, luate la ochi, pe ochite, pe \u00eenchise, la pa\u015ftele crabilor, pe nea\u015fteptare, duc\u0103-se cu onoarea \u015fi n-a mai r\u0103mas, r\u0103masul euthanasic, u\u015fi date la perete, nu iese, nu intr\u0103 nimeni, cum se poate una ca asta, de ne-am pierdut pe drum pe drum, la extreme albe o dat\u0103, adio culoare, demob\u00e2rf\u0103, adres\u0103 necunoscut\u0103 la infinit, nu zic de mute, cum \u0163i-nchid gura cu m\u00e2inile, de departe, mai trece timp spre ele, nu le \u00eentoarce spatele, lic\u0103resc m\u0103tase fals\u0103, lenea de\u015fertului p\u00e2n\u0103 la mare, deasupra, unde s\u0103 fii la scena alternativei minutare nesecunde.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Plou\u0103 \u00een draci \u015fi nu scrie nimic pe ap\u0103, ce dumnezeu \u015fi lam\u0103-mam\u0103, o profic\u0103 nou\u0103 \u00een locul celei vechi de n-o pl\u0103ceau, mai aproape ca ploaia asta de-\u0163i strofloce\u015fte l\u0103ncile din ghiveci de-mi aduc aminte de iarba mare, dac\u0103 o \u015ftii, o costreie pice alb-verde, \u015fi scrisul de singular urma\u015filor ankadieni, de iarn\u0103-n lepr\u0103, pantof, iar pe urii, orbindu-mi stru\u0163ul sufletului, m\u0103car un r\u00e2nd, un cuv\u00e2nt, un plic gol, stop ploaia, bananierul smirna non figurativ\u0103, supra, paralel lerului din l\u0103ncile surcelite, peste gardul budle, re\u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nind pe raga<\/em>, de unde strune f\u0103r\u0103 ploaie, de unde ploaie din strune, din tuneluri v\u0103lurind \u015fi din tunel \u015fi flaut spart, ce noroc, picior de cior, cioroaice de trib mai nep\u0103s\u0103tor, nenor, vira-tira, vorba, de\u015fertul mic, nimic, seri de halucina\u0163ie, camera \u015feas\u0103, cititul culmii, uscatul subochilor, s\u0103 nu vad\u0103 copilul, ce-o fi picat otrav\u0103 nevederii, supracopil\u0103riei, n-om fi la loc, nelaloc \u015fi tragem coada laptelui direct din coada m\u00e2\u0163ei de coad\u0103, pe la nor de norul cu dor, box boxat \u00een box\u0103 echinox\u0103, d\u0103 tu-nt\u00e2i, d\u0103 odat\u0103, nu da, nici nu mai era loc de nori, de saluturi, nenuan\u0163\u0103, plea\u015fc\u0103, flea\u015fc\u0103 eviden\u0163\u0103 de ciuperc\u0103, inventatele la inventar, drep\u0163i, se pot topi, de cald ecologic, fie-ne de lun\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 urechi iepurind curechi, cincizeci\u015ficinciinedou\u0103sute\u015faizeci\u015finou\u0103, lun\u0103lun\u0103nou\u0103\u00a0 \u00eeneanou\u0103jum\u0103taenou\u0103\u015finou\u0103, i-am ajuns la genunchi, \u00een pauz\u0103, t\u0103ce\u0163i-v\u0103 t\u0103cerea cu un pumn \u00eentr-un plic gol, un cap \u00eentr-o t\u00e2rn\u0103, peronal, de robot sinuciga\u015f, noaptea f\u0103r\u0103 lun\u0103, stingere, cucui de crab, strigoi orgiac, ne \u015ftim \u015ftima, ne \u015ftim\u0103m, la capete de pietricele de zodie dup\u0103 ploaie, strigare \u00een draci, duce-m-a\u015f tot jalb\u0103 alb\u0103 cuverturilor de nalb\u0103, unde-oi fi tras cu plopul, se-ns\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103, se-nluneaz\u0103, pe pahar, din afar’, a r\u0103s\u0103rit soarele s\u0103 apun\u0103, c\u0103 n-o ploua iar deznod\u00e2nd l\u0103ncile-n bananier.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– U\u015fa deschis\u0103 pe-a doua zi, plicul gol zboar\u0103 s\u0103 zboare din\u0103untru, pa\u015fi \u00een\u0103untru, de furnic\u0103, amintiri despre crab, una, alta, plicul gol, \u00eentre, pare, greu, sub u\u015fa deschis\u0103, acela\u015fi, pare, pa\u015fi din\u0103untru, nu-\u0163i pot \u00eenchide u\u015fa, plic plin sub u\u015f\u0103, \u00eenchid, deschid, r\u0103spund, ies, intru, ie\u015fim, pe drum, n, dosa<\/em>, masala<\/em>, sara, melancolia obscur\u0103, strepezeal\u0103, abur, amor \u00een avatar, ie\u015fim, pe drum, pe tunel, \u00eenchid, cum e, devreme, pare, senin, usha<\/em>, aburi, megha<\/em>, civile, dac\u0103, aer, mutele anti-sex, unde, n, abur, afar\u0103, dus-\u00eentors, great, dou\u0103, nici una, pe drum, din\u0163ii pu\u015ftiului, vorbi\u0163i, n, joc preb\u0103tr\u00e2n, z\u00e2mbitul, gura \u00eenchis\u0103, n din\u0163i, n, n, nici, business, cine-l aprinde, favor, \u00eentors, muntele de ajutor, ce \u015fi-or fi \u00eenchipuind, tot una, o, neru\u015finatele, am vobit, v\u0103zur\u0103\u0163i, oaspe\u0163i lini\u015ftii acestei, mi-o fi scris, cu poveste, videoabur, \u00eenc\u0103, superb, ce s\u0103, pe drum, allora, e, nu te relata, lato, fumeg\u0103, n, aia, mai, t. rontul jumulit, mut alb, curvilii, zi-mi de trei feluri, plus, pentru pentru pentru, contra pentru contra, contra contra pentru, contra contra contra, ba, ba, m, t\u0103lic\u0103 tilice\u015fti, tale, pe jos, fugi, pauz\u0103, z\u0103paz\u0103pauz\u0103, zz, era o fereastr\u0103, c\u00e2t de c\u00e2t, canapeaua-copert\u0103-analf\u0103, sictir, pe lunc\u0103, r\u0103c\u0103nei, ha, ia asculta\u0163i-v\u0103, \u015f\u015f, f\u00e2r\u015feal\u0103, clap\u0103, n, sud, corist, po, \u0163in, m\u0103 mint, e, s\u0103n\u0103ta, te, \u00eenchide gura, nu tu, n, zi dus\u0103-ne’ntoars\u0103, ce sus, \u0163up, o dat\u0103, cum se poate una ca asta, te-am ami ar\u0103tat cu lac\u0103tul, mi-ai \u00eenchis degetul, arat\u0103-mi n. <\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Minte-nf\u0103\u015furat\u0103-n religie, minte-nf\u0103\u015furat\u0103-n ideologie, minte-nf\u0103\u015furat\u0103-n sex, minte-nf\u0103\u015furat\u0103-n metafor\u0103, minte-nf\u0103\u015furat\u0103-n metafor\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un num\u0103r nesf\u00e2r\u015fit de zerouri, desv\u00e2rtejindu-se spre un zero infinit, pe cale, \u00een aer, sub nor, echidistan\u0163\u00e2nd c\u0103derile, zero de zero.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce te ui\u0163i, mi\u015fc\u0103-te odat\u0103, a mai r\u0103mas te miri ce, ce te miri, mai nimic, femeia nu l-a ucis, b\u0103rbatul n-a ucis-o, \u00een cartea din ghe\u0163uri, las ziarul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am pornit la v\u00e2n\u0103toare dup\u0103 rug\u0103ciunea c\u0103tre otrav\u0103 din v\u00e2rful s\u0103ge\u0163ii, de nu s-ar fi rugat \u015fi crabii, de n-ar fi aranjat afaceri pe tot testamentul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Glume\u015fti, mai ai fric\u0103, pe dup\u0103, apa nu mai e ghea\u0163\u0103, ghea\u0163a nu mai e ap\u0103 \u015fi lacul tunelului s-a amenajat fum, mult p\u00e2n\u0103 departe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenapoi niciodat\u0103 ca odat\u0103, ieri, nic\u0103ieri, \u015fi pu\u0163inul din poveste, l-a prins regele pe nebun la regin\u0103, c-o fi c-o p\u0103\u0163i, c\u0103 imam<\/em>, i-a luat regina.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe mine m-ai omor\u00e2t, dar cu crabul ce-ai avut, mereu tot spre o colin\u0103, \u015fi furnicile \u015fi eu, el, \u015fi se \u00eencruci\u015fau, ce c\u00e2\u0163i ani erau, zece.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai las\u0103, cinci, \u015fi fa\u0163\u0103 curat\u0103, sub, ceh, mai nicio memorie, da, distinc\u0163iunea de la,\u00a0 c\u0103derea, l\u0103untric\u0103, pe pierdute, dac\u0103 e pe ailalt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103soar\u0103-\u0163i sloka<\/em> \u015fi soroca s\u0103r\u0103cana cu arcana pehlivana, poloboaca, bumbalaca, ciumbalaca, \u015fi-un albac dinspre alaka, licalaca.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa, va s\u0103 zic\u0103, \u00een loc s\u0103 te zdrobe\u015fti pe vale \u015fi pe deal, c\u00e2te t\u00e2rne, vinde-te-n ele, nu mai adormi cu capu-n \u0163\u0103nd\u0103ri, bag\u0103-\u0163i<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u00e2rna-n min\u0163i, m-a furat c\u0103ciula acas\u0103, somnul pe\u015fte lipse\u015fte, lipa-lipa, m\u0103 mi\u015fc eu, cum s\u0103 m\u0103 mi\u015fc dac\u0103 m-am mi\u015fcat?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ai sfeclit-o p\u00e2n\u0103 mai acum \u015fi e t\u00e2rziu \u015fi de-o grij\u0103 de copil, sufletele ne-au \u00eencurcat, r\u0103sufletele h\u00e2rtie, ne mai frec\u0103m oleac\u0103 omu\u015forul de gol.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tu nu te-ai dus, eu m-am dus, m\u0103-ntorc, tu nu te duci, ai o gij\u0103 de piatr\u0103, cum a\u015f scri-o, a\u015f r\u0103t\u0103ci drumul de ducere pe \u00eentoarcere \u015fi \u00eentoarcerea nu mi-ar mai fi c\u00e2nd m-a\u015f \u00eentoarce, \u015fi nu te-ai duce, vorbesc \u015fi eu serios, altfel ce-a\u015f mai glumi, c-am murit \u015fi-mi vine s\u0103 r\u00e2d, s\u0103 nu mai mor de r\u00e2s, mai bine dec\u00e2t lat l\u00e2ng\u0103 Intercontinental, oase elastice, priam de-o cant\u0103, o s\u0103-\u0163i torn, nemaiimaginar, ca-n prad\u0103, afar\u0103, cam repede, asta a fost, prezen\u0163enie de nici \u0163ipenie, poate nu m\u0103 duc nici eu, \u00eentreb, ascult singuria, picik\u0103rie, zero bani, o ap\u0103, pornesc pe loc, \u00een cruce cu transparen\u0163a, pe reptilinie, ce mi-e grij\u0103, limbile mutelor, \u00een scris, descrierea penultimatului, iert\u0103ciunea, pe r\u0103t\u0103cite, crab greu, dai lapte, puntea \u0163eap\u0103n\u0103, leg\u0103tura zero, nu se mai bea la noapte, picaj, parc\u0103 te v\u0103d, te v\u0103d mereu, nu numai de c\u00e2nd nu ne-am v\u0103zut, dai vederea pe ce-oi da-o, n-am idee, degetul la p\u0103m\u00e2nt cu lepra, p-acolo, contagiat de ar\u0103tare, inverso, ba tu, pe ocolite, fiar\u0103 pant\u0103, pe poant\u0103-n pant\u0103, c\u00e2nd cu baletistele, ce lel\u0103, pe mure \u015fi pe t\u00e2rn\u0103, cine m-a c\u0103l\u0103tori, ce mi l-a dat cine n-ai, noduros, pe la amiaz\u0103 doropeat\u0103, ne \u0163\u0103r\u0103nisem pe-o singur\u0103 copil\u0103rie peste p\u0103c\u0103to\u015fenii p\u00e2n\u0103 departe, era \u00eenc\u0103 o via\u0163\u0103, ce mai, ne t\u00e2ram, de-a surda, de-a orbul, insultam, purii, str\u00e2n\u015fi la gura zero a tunelului, ardeiat\u0103, devreme, \u00eentr-una, lam\u0103-mam\u0103, nu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Poze, i-am r\u0103spuns, biopsie, hemoragii, glucoz\u0103, mai s\u0103n\u0103toase pe drum, de puja, cu mahalepra, zg\u00e2rie-dor, c\u00e2t \u00eengenunche s\u0103 se culce rumegoasa cea de dou\u0103 ori prea \u00eenalt\u0103, p-orm\u0103 iar p\u00e2n’ la cer, molf\u0103ind supraplictisit\u0103 buruian, buza de jos at\u00e2rn\u00e2ndu-i flean\u0163\u0103 prakrit\u0103, br\u0103cinar, codi\u0163e, g\u0103liganul misterios, adic\u0103 noi n-avem \u015ferifii no\u015ftri, perle c\u00e2t merele, mai t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f bananele, la loc, pe la unu, p\u00e2n la \u015fase, la \u015fapte, se \u00eentunec\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 ceart\u0103 preoteas\u0103, nu numai preo\u0163ii vin la mort, nu numai \u0163\u00e2rcovnicii, miros jamunos, sloka, bangla, repezeala, buna prietenie turbanul, poza holistic\u0103, la mijloc de picior de c\u0103mil\u0103, \u00een ape mai sfinte, nelol\u0103ial\u0103 pentru a treia zi, fata din pies\u0103, mama fetei din alee, de pe drumuri, siluetele, tot aduceri coz pe ap\u0103-zid, zi netranspiral\u0103, diminea\u0163a franc, la pr\u00e2nz lat, seara agitat, \u00een tensiune, \u00eenchinare, euthanasie, bridge, crab, furnic\u0103, ne \u0163inem z\u00e2mbita, pip\u0103icioasa pe p\u00e2ntec, de o via\u0163\u0103 dus\u0103-\u00eentoars\u0103 c\u00e2t pe p\u00e2ntec mai e cer cu nor \u015fi veste, \u00een cenu\u015fi, mai fluviaz\u0103 neneantul, fratele \u00ee\u015fi mai aduce aminte guturaiul de la cuno\u015ftin\u0163a tot pierdut\u0103, c\u00e2t \u015fi acum zece ani \u00een aceea\u015fi zi peste trei zile ne v\u00e2r\u00e2sem \u00een p\u0103ntecul negru, \u00een goan\u0103, abia acum \u015fi el pip\u0103it, masturbat, un pantof, fr\u00e2nghii net\u00e2rnuite peste glezne \u015fi din cre\u015ftet \u00een talp\u0103, talp\u0103 la talp\u0103, cenu\u015f\u0103 la cenu\u015f\u0103, muson fecund\u00e2nd apele mor\u0163ii, de-ale lucrurilor, pe pozi\u0163ii, spargi \u015fi arzi, \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u015fti pe dinapoi, cu ce-a mai r\u0103mas, ce-o vezi ce-o strigi, ce-o taci te-ating cu partea vie\u0163ii n\u0103scutului la loc, antitradi\u0163ional din ce \u015fi ce \u00een ce, nimicul nimicului, c\u0103 trupul cu sufletul, herpesul la s\u00e2n, be\u0163ie de crab \u00een nunt\u0103 la vedere, c\u00e2nd a deschis u\u015fa p\u0103pu\u015fa\u00a0 cu m\u0103nu\u015fa ce-a pupat c\u0103pu\u015fa, dezbo\u015fit\u0103 gu\u015fa, ochii cu scoru\u015fa, \u015fiva cu br\u00e2ncu\u015fa, umbra \u015fi cenu\u015fa, b\u0103ut paharu-\u015fi-a, banu’ c\u0103ld\u0103ru\u015fa, sufletele nu \u015fi-a, devidevibu\u015fa, pip\u0103ru\u015fa er\u015fia, arsu sufletul ars \u015fi nu \u015fi-a, pe seara ailalt\u0103 nepoat\u0103, de cu mainimicul nop\u0163ii ne\u00eennoapte, repezi, t\u00e2r\u00e2t nesigur, nici r\u0103m\u00e2nere, strig\u00e2nd\u0103 ardere, pocpoac\u0103 r\u0103scoacere, par\u015fiv\u0103 distrugere, amurgie parcurgere, am\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103 sugere, punte neajungere, muzic\u0103 de \u00eengere, junglele adultere, prinsele \u00een stingere, cinuri de constr\u00e2nger, camere \u00eenfr\u00e2ngere, n\u0103t\u00e2ngele, r\u00e2ncede, o grab\u0103, doamn\u0103, conven\u0163ie nu de v\u0103duv\u0103 de v\u0103duv, de cine pe cine aprinde, ce s\u0103 mai aprind\u0103 cine nu se-aprinde nici aprins de cine n-aprinde s\u0103 nu se aprind\u0103, i-o fi tremur\u00e2nd\u0103, \u00eensingur\u00e2nd\u0103, \u00eengeras\u00e2nger\u00e2nd\u0103, com\u00e2nd\u0103 c\u0103r\u00e2nd\u0103 cin’d\u0103. <\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u015ei dup\u0103 ce l-a otr\u0103vit, pe ea n-a otr\u0103vit-o, nici pe copilul lor, s-au ascuns \u00een jungl\u0103, din mii, una crescu, veni, ceru simbria maxim\u0103, de cap, prea mult, tot at\u00e2t, pl\u00e2nge noaptea cineva la fereastr\u0103, \u00een gr\u0103din\u0103, pe drum, \u00een jungl\u0103, o barb\u0103, pe sub copacul cu un cadavru, se apleac\u0103 \u015fi i se suie-n spinare, timp, ce-o fi, m\u00e2nca, m\u00e2nca hoitul, \u00eei taie nasul, prinde o e\u015farf\u0103, o ofert\u0103 cu explica\u0163ii, fata otr\u0103vitorului o invit\u0103 pe r\u00e2nd la \u015faizeci de slujnice, r\u00e2d papagalul \u015fi papagala, ce mai regini\u0163\u0103 s\u0103 n-aib\u0103 c\u00e2te una de fiecare, scandal, amicul s\u0103 aduc\u0103 \u015faizeci de e\u015farfe \u00een \u015fase luni, mai taie un nas de c\u0103pc\u0103un \u015fi i-a de nevast\u0103 fata poporului de-l consuma c\u0103pc\u0103unul, \u00eent\u00e2i doi\u015fpe c\u00e2te doi\u015fpe, cu otozbirul, pe urm\u0103 unul c\u00e2te unul de bun\u0103 voie, p\u00e2n\u0103 i-a t\u0103iat al nostru nasul \u015fi-a luat fata \u015fi \u015fi-a adus aminte unde plecase \u015fi a luat ziua bun\u0103, a ajuns la turnul f\u0103r\u0103 u\u015fi, \u00een fereastr\u0103 cu maya<\/em>, aia i-a servit u\u015fa secret\u0103, a ei, c\u0103pc\u0103unii se aproape m\u00e2ncau \u00eentre ei c\u0103 ginere s\u0103 fie \u0103l de i-a t\u0103iat nasul ei, ba lui, acela\u015fi, le intimeaz\u0103 maya<\/em>, \u0103la era musc\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 se va clarifica situa\u0163ia, iar al nostru o ia pe maya<\/em>, rezolvate e\u015farfele, dintr-un strop de s\u00e2nge al ei, \u00een ap\u0103, e\u015farfe c\u00e2te vrei, la loc, cu dou\u0103 neveste, la palatul dint\u00e2i, pe-alea-n jungl\u0103, la soacra mare detronat\u0103, se aude, b\u0103rbierul c\u0103 s\u0103 le ia \u015fefu-n harem, s\u0103-l trimit\u0103 pe anagajat dup\u0103 tat\u0103l otr\u0103vitorului s\u0103-l \u00eentrebe-n paradis de s\u0103n\u0103tate, da-i dau foc \u00een mult lemn verde, cu \u015fi mai mult fum \u015fi-l zboar\u0103 maya<\/em>, pe neve, cu covorul, de-a doua zi la ora \u015fapte f\u0103r\u0103 un sfert, discut\u0103m dup\u0103 trei-patru sferturi de or\u0103, mult mai t\u00e2rziu, c\u0103 e bucuros de amintire, s\u0103 se duc\u0103 \u015fi personal, cu b\u0103rbierul \u015fi vizirul, ce s\u0103 zici, iar verziciune, fum cenu\u015f\u0103, b\u0103iatul, fumul se poate picta ca un tunel, s\u0103 vedem, schimb\u0103m tot pe limba aia povestea, ne facem de lucru la ora asta, acum \u015fi mai \u00eencolo, c\u00e2t o fi, poate juc\u0103m, poate nu juc\u0103m, n-am idee, g\u00e2ndi\u0163i-v\u0103, lua\u0163i-v\u0103 nu dup\u0103 nimeni, nici cu team\u0103 de neteam\u0103 de c\u0103pc\u0103uni, ne-alegem vreun loc, v-alege\u0163i rolurile, le schimba\u0163i, feeria s-a deocheat, povestea se petrece pe lumin\u0103, \u015fi-n vremuri de demult, ba \u00eenc\u0103, pas mic, ritm de anul trecut, plus nazalizare, dup\u0103 ce \u015fi-au lipt nasurile fran\u0163uze\u015fte, f\u0103r\u0103 toate mutele, ce pune\u0163i mute de la voi, sunte\u0163i liberi, deocamdat\u0103, m\u00e2ine-poim\u00e2ine, mut\u0103 pe mut\u0103, de-a baba-muta, de-a nasurile, de-a otrava, de-a pl\u00e2nsul, de-a e\u015farfa, de-a canibalii, de-a nu se mai joac\u0103 Laktakya, fie fia, l\u0103sa\u0163i-o pe maya<\/em>, ne lipsesc unul pe altul, una alta, ne \u00eencropim, doar nu juc\u0103m, nu ne, un fel de n-ar mai fi, fumul smirnuit de agarbathi<\/em>, s\u0103 nu t\u0103iem amaltashul, ne t\u0103iem nasuri de h\u00e2rtie, ne scobor\u00e2m \u00een pant\u0103 pe poant\u0103 \u015farpant\u0103 adamant\u0103, mayabant\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Cele cinci ore \u015fi jum\u0103tate \u00eentre plecare \u015fi ardere, s\u00e2mb\u0103ta, a doua zi, acum dou\u0103 s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, vizualizarea \u00een chip de nunt\u0103, ce-ar mai fi, zece ani augu\u015fti, \u015ftirbind suta la 99, plus oda, peste dou\u0103 mii de ani, c\u00e2nd ne-am dat cu p\u0103rerea, acum a mai trecut, nu zece ani, nici doar cinci ore, nici fluxul \u00eenfruntat peste frunza, pergamentul puind c\u00e2t s\u0103 nu-\u0163i mai dai foc, sati <\/em>c\u00e2t vorbeam nimic, b\u0103lb\u0103nindu-ne f\u0103r\u0103 abis, abisul de trei zile, din zece-n zece ani, dezaugust, cu 99 doar pe desc\u00e2ntate \u015fi taic\u0103-s\u0103u cu trei pagini c\u00e2t pe-aci s\u0103-le \u00eenece \u00een reflux, se-ncruci\u015fau, care voia s\u0103 plece, care mai bine s\u0103 dea foc, senatorial, nu b\u00e2rfi focul, neamule, o simpl\u0103 iluzie, se \u0163ine de par\u00e2m\u0103, sub tromb\u0103, cu \u00eenot de trei pagini aduse pe punte \u00een defian\u0163\u0103, asta ar fi luat trei zile, luni, netimp de coresponden\u0163\u0103, citez, f\u0103r\u0103 voi, f\u0103r\u0103 haz, eu eram voi, o idee neseculari etc., m-apar repede revedere, neegret\u0103-n toate min\u0163ile \u015fi-n, subliniat, durerosul netimp, m, od\u0103, o or\u0103 \u015fi jum\u0103tate \u00eenainte de ora de ieri, a arderii, aproape mai nerituali ritualii, de s-ar mai t\u00e2r\u00ee de-o idee p\u00e2n\u0103 la plecare, aplecarea e pe pagina trei, mut\u0103, pe drum n-a secat apa, n-a ap\u0103rut suflarea sufletului, \u00een vreo vedenie, a apropia\u0163ilor celor mai dep\u0103rta\u0163i, diametrul cercului afar\u0103 prin cele dou\u0103 guri una, cu cea mai singur\u0103tate f\u0103r\u0103 nimeni \u015fi frate ai grij\u0103, c\u00e2t mai e, pe sensul interzis, parc\u0103 numai dimpotriv\u0103 de nevine, fluturele tot alb, tot o zi, care pe care, g\u0103lbenelele preclubului, post, verde-verde \u015fi cenu\u015f\u0103, ast\u00e2p\u0103r\u0103-te, injec\u0163iile euthanasice cost\u0103, s-a apropiat fluturele de sunete, nu m\u0103tur\u0103 tura\u0163ia, o virgul\u0103 maimu\u0163\u0103rind cercul aerului, vezi \u015fi respira\u0163ia c\u00e2nd treceam unul pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 altul, de ne-am putut vorbi \u00een ap\u0103, scrumit\u0103 c\u00e2ntare \u00eenec\u00e2ndu-\u015fi c\u00e2nt\u0103re\u0163ul, la alegere, cast\u0103 spart\u0103, nu \u00een r\u00e2s, \u00een z\u00e2mbet, ce-om mai fi r\u0103mas, pas mic, pereche, manuscrise trec\u0103toare prin ocean, dup\u0103 ardere, or\u0103 \u00eencercuindu-se, am mai trecut, era pace, de groaz\u0103, arc linearizat, \u0163esem fluturele de frunz\u0103, natur\u0103 ars\u0103 de valurile manuscrise, timp de concert \u015fi furnici de sferturi din dreapta jos, nu r\u0103sare, nu spune, mai e o \u0163\u00e2r\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la revela\u0163iile ultime ale incoeren\u0163ei \u00eembarcate, imagina\u0163i-v\u0103, din foc, bun\u0103tatea ghe\u0163urilor, \u00eend\u0103r\u0103tnicia golului de fluture, mai prinde fluturele \u015fi scoate-i aerul, ochi delica\u0163i, pe drumul p\u00e2n\u0103 la inspira\u0163ia reperabil\u0103-n ap\u0103 c\u00e2nd potope\u015fte, altfel, mai mult rug, raga<\/em>, trec ore, zece, pe t\u00e2r\u00e2te, adio zbur\u0103torului \u015fi-nser\u0103rii, putem trece la subiectul de azi, ne-am emancipat de ani \u015fi ore, un pic, mersi de revedere, c\u00e2nd ne revedem \u015fi parc\u0103 ne vedem, ne vedem \u015fi parc\u0103 ne mai revedem, nu v\u0103 uita\u0163i la herpes, la crab, o experien\u0163\u0103, alta, cu c\u00e2t mai altfel, te-am atins, de ce te-ai speriat iar, te zgudui, o zgudui, se zguduie, m\u0103 las\u0103 singur\u0103, pe linie, arc gras, s-a supt, nu eram s\u0103geat\u0103, m-am \u00eengr\u0103\u015fat \u00een arc\u0103, pe o carte, spart tractirul, \u00een aparen\u0163\u0103, nu fac caz, n-am de-acas\u0103, a plecat, a ars, a \u00eenotat, e pe drum, mai trebuie s\u0103 am \u015fi grij\u0103, o vorb\u0103, o pietate, vorbe\u015fte lumea, bravureaz\u0103, ziceam de neegret\u0103, nu e subiectul zilei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Kascit kanta dicere carmen, zei mai zei, le-am zis-o, le-am luat-o, i-am iam, pe nume, la vorb\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 trup, corp de stan\u0163\u0103, limb\u0103 t\u0103iat\u0103, ca secolul, pentru euforie, pe neb\u0103ute, ziua \u015fi noaptea, dac\u0103 rug\u0103ciunea mai \u0163ine, pe bl\u00e2nde senec\u0163ilor, fecioare nemaicopii, gineri neprizioneri, zei\u0163e, de-aud, nu ele, nu ei, el dintr-o mam\u0103-tat\u0103, se poate at\u00e2ta abuz de b\u0103rb\u0103\u0163ie, plus fala deznegrind\u0103, de unde, din ce peste, c\u0103 ne vorbinde f\u0103r\u0103 unul anulase vorba, acum iar, pu\u0163in cu s\u00e2c, oare singurul, ce e cu s\u00e2ngele, \u00een fl\u0103c\u0103ri \u015fi numele-alea proprii, te-aproprii, du-te, de trei ori un\u015fpe \u015fi-nc\u0103 cinci, uneori, silaba, cum ar veni a treizeci \u015fi \u015faptea, if, am auzit ceva, un v\u00e2j\u00e2it de suflete \u00een cor, haloul preavechimii \u00een oase cataracte, ne\u00eensemnate, s\u0103 zicem 36 ori 76, \u015fi ce mai r\u0103m\u00e2nem, ametricii, dac\u0103 sosim, peste \u00eenc\u0103 treizeci \u015fi dou\u0103 mii, ne-om fi luat la \u00eentrecere cu v\u0103zutul de treab\u0103, facem pariuri pe parale \u015fi parale pe pariuri, pauz\u0103, nu acum, cine zice, pe zodie, pe rupere, apoi iubire mai parcat\u0103, eram pe soare neajun\u015fi, \u00eenghesuial\u0103, se f\u0103cuse, cum se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103, sear\u0103, nu era simplu niciun minut, nici \u00een dou\u0103 mii, piatr\u0103, dac\u0103 ne-ajunge, crabu-n lentile, masc\u0103 pe masc\u0103 \u015fi \u0163east\u0103 sub \u0163east\u0103, spr\u00e2ncene lipite cu politichie, pe c\u0103r\u0103ri de laudes neziceriste, din paramemorie, cum ne vedem, vezi teoria, niciun nas t\u0103iat pe cale de p\u0103cal\u0103, aveam leul toat\u0103 jungla, serile, seara asta niciun nas, \u00eemi pare r\u0103u cu o prevestire a ve\u015ftii de ieri, care a aflat, care nu se aflase, nu c\u0103 e simplu, ce ne facem, copii pe c\u00e2nd nu era\u0163i, zece ani din august, dar de la acel septembrie de veac, \u00eens\u0103\u015fi muta, pantoful \u015fi toat\u0103 h\u0103rm\u0103laia primejduindu-ne t\u00e2rna se ab\u0103tuser\u0103 pe \u00eent\u00e2rzierea, pardon, fatalam\u0103ritatatarea babuului Nandini, cum ar veni, dus de ieri, septembrionar, la seniorie, din \u00eenot, pe-val-pe-cal, cale lung\u0103, mai vedea, crab, mai nicio cale ca niciodat\u0103, printre pic\u0103turile din urm\u0103 ale oceanului \u015fi musonului \u00een a\u015fteptare, s-o sup\u0103ra sufletul, pax, seculari de-un secol la fix, nu ca la anu’ \u015fi la mul\u0163i ani, a existat \u015fi sufletul de sufletul sufletului, nu e pe de poman\u0103, pe dicere laudes, pe-asta am \u015fi uitat-o, pe ce alb doliu, m\u00e2na m\u00e2inii, asear\u0103, fe\u0163ele silab\u0103, adineauri, jum\u0103tatea, am discutat, se complicase, \u00een revan\u015f\u0103, m\u0103 \u00eentreb, nu pe fa\u0163\u0103, pe ea nu mai am o jum\u0103tate, urnind urna, n-a oprit, nemaicenu\u015f\u0103, silabisisem seara, oche\u015fia, ochinice, fii f\u0103r\u0103 grij\u0103, mi-am luat seama, ascult, m\u0103 uitam, am \u015fi alergat de-alt orb, fum, ce-\u015fi \u00eenchipuie, mi-a dat drumul, cum ne-am mai schimba la cenu\u015f\u0103, e o bucat\u0103, a fost, nu-mi, nu-\u015fi mai substituie traseul, hai fasole, ca luna \u015fi-a apipiit splina pe burta cornului, masculinizat\u0103 trei sferturi, masturb\u00e2ndu-se pe tot mai le\u015finat\u0103 lumin\u0103, avem, n-avem de \u00eentrebat, parc\u0103 altele, zei\u0163ele mai zei, lame de blestem nemait\u0103ioase prin rugina alegerii jum\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Preamor, predragobire, f\u00e2s\u00e2ieli, un dodola\u015f de totoloi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Anulat, a zis g\u0103inu\u015fa c\u0103r\u0103cr\u0103bu\u015fului ple\u015fc\u0103in\u0103cos.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Trage-i, lepra leprelor, una peste curicucucurcurig.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jumi te-a, \u00eei tai, ard, leucemii ne scutcr\u0103besc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-a cenu\u015furoiat fleanca, durmisem pe ac la\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Boante-toante, est-nevestic, g\u00e2rla-zb\u00e2rla-g\u00e2rba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Puturoase-nefuturoase, hart m\u00e2r\u0163\u00e2n\u0103-g\u0103iene\u0163\u00e2n\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i mi-a pipi, la palpipembi, la coc\u0103l\u0103rit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Coc\u0103lare de balabaligalantominomonamhabara.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Colind\u0103 de lindini pi\u015fate pe p\u0103duchi \u015fi sictir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pice\u0163onfio\u0163ondespince\u0163ondes\u0163onfigolopipi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Limbebe, dototodo, l-oi l\u0103sa, la\u015fi, las\u0103, bibe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Babubibebibebabu, b pe v, v pe v, vbbv.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Z\u00e2tantalicureal\u0103, pe valea-valea, calea d-alea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Paragoia-n saric\u0103 s\u0103r\u0103\u0163ic\u0103, g\u0103si-s-ar parag\u0103<\/em>.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Minten\u0163ic\u0103, parabulitic\u0103, buri-buricbul\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bag\u0103bagabondizdelolomandrab\u0103\u015ficamicaba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2rp\u0103cirborc\u0103borc\u0103pr\u0103r\u00e2p\u0103, borc\u0103nele-n c\u00e2rpe de r\u00e2p\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cacialmlaciucilaie, ce le celebele\u015fte becelabele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bel\u00e2belitnic\u0103, t\u00e2lp\u0103-p\u00e2lnic\u00e2l\u0103, g\u00e2rl\u0103-n t\u00e2rl\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Potopolorgasindracoveninoas\u0103, ninovecardinind\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Peleprelene, neperlepencijciare, cinciepeleprelamar.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei colo laia, l-ai l\u0103iat, i-ai i\u0103lat, ia-l t\u0103lal.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei laia colo, ca laia, la o lil\u0103, ei lau luleaua aul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lol\u0103ie, moale, molie, f\u0103, molie, mamoalf\u0103f\u00e2lf\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ochi beli\u0163i gur\u0103 c\u0103scat\u0103 p\u0103l\u0103rie ciupercat\u0103-ntr-un picior.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu m\u0103 bag, nu-\u015fi mai bag\u0103, s-a b\u0103gat p\u00e2n\u0103-n zg\u0103u.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C-apoi nu \u0163ine pic\u0103, pic\u0103-te p\u0103 picate, picupu\u0163ic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici at\u00e2t, f\u0103t\u0103toloaio, nici carici, carceri ici, plici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Plici pe m\u0103-ta, m\u0103, te-a plicit \u00een plic fiscul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fereasc\u0103 salina de f\u00e2s\u00e2ielile nemaib\u0103g\u0103cioase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pune-mi buca, pune-mi-o la loc, spune-mi-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mut\u0103-\u0163i-o-\u00eembuc\u0103-\u0163i-o, m-am s\u0103turat de buca mucilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa face\u0163i to\u0163i g\u0103uzarii, \u00eemi lua\u0163i buca la spinare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fost-ai buc\u0103, f\u00e2s\u00e2iai pe-mbucate, f\u00e2s \u00een loc de p\u00e2s.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-am perflec\u0163iof\u00e2s\u00e2it pe linia bucii cu cin’te pi\u015f\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai \u0163ine zgarda-n buz\u0103 c\u0103-\u0163i cade pe buca-\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crabi \u00eembuci, g\u0103oaza-mi spurci, troaca porcilor aburci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De m\u00e2rlit te-oi mai m\u00e2rli c\u00e2nd muta o m\u00e2r\u00e2i bucili.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 \u00eenfigi prin g\u0103urici, icipici, alici de plici cipilici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Omid\u0103 pe agurid\u0103 \u00een firid\u0103 frigurid\u0103 guricid\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Anusulata, sulapustapostata, tapasulisvulisiza.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Leac\u0103cindlizeac\u0103folosfloco\u015ftoac\u0103cost\u00e2rd\u0103lea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gi\u015fmilic\u0103musc\u0103verde, mu\u015fi\u0163ilemu\u015fc\u0103\u0163ilemu\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe ce bece, ce cebece, cepe pecie, pe ce cepe pe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe ciosv\u00e2rt\u0103t\u00e2rtac\u00e2rt\u0103v\u00e2r\u00e2t\u0103 \u00een ciorcior\u00e2t\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen omizi com\u00e2nzi com\u00e2nd\u0103, \u00een com\u00e2nd omizi dob\u00e2nd\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u00e2ncr\u00e2dzicalapalagoala, r\u00e2zir\u00e2ncezealacalaboal\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cin’te-nfige ma\u0163e frige, cin’te trage geme rage terfeloage.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103sc\u0103tric\u0103p\u0103sfurzic\u0103 la t\u0103lic\u0103 pin \u0163on\u0163ic\u0103puli\u0163ic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Od\u00e2r, d\u00e2rl\u0103, totoc\u00e2rl\u0103, totoc\u00e2tr\u0103m\u00e2rlo, m\u00e2n\u0103toc\u0103v\u00e2rlo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce-\u0163i fe\u0163i fe\u0163i, desfe\u0163i lefe\u0163i ce-\u0163i fu de-\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162oloa\u0163\u0103-piz\u0103la\u0163\u0103-n-cloan\u0163\u0103, fofoloclan\u0163\u0103zban\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u00e2c, flaimuc, jalamuc, b\u00e2c cu h\u00e2c f\u0103r\u0103 b\u00e2zd\u00e2c.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u00e2ld\u00e2b\u00e2c-ciulamal\u00e2c, \u00een larmal\u00e2c la himal\u00e2c.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– G\u00e2d\u00e2l\u00e2ndic-p\u00e2r\u00e2mcol\u00e2c-t\u00e2c\u00e2l\u00e2t\u00e2c, \u015fi c\u0103c\u0103s\u00e2c.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sictir, sicbir, lingi \u015ftir, \u015ftirlinde-m\u0103, m\u0103-n\u015ftir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nanie-onanie-comnanie, coznamnimanie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Loc-polog-golostroc-cocrostrogopolof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cef\u00e2sfasciborfifecolimbricofuturos.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-am temb\u0103\u015fit din b\u0103\u015fic\u0103torie \u00een sicatombere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe cu pis-pis de b\u0103stiste z\u00e2tz\u00e2tc\u0103c\u0103riste.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ambula-mi-oi bulambambimba, bulambimbo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te lebele\u015fte belistomonghioreababorea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tiliflea\u015fc\u0103c\u0103loaicoaio, cocolo\u015fcoflecitoaic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2r\u0163 \u00een nasul dumitale, p\u00e2r\u0163 \u00een p\u00e2r\u0163 \u00een nasul dumitale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ba a m\u0103-tii pe copaci, ba a m\u0103-tii-n nasul dumitale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei v-am f\u00e2s\u00e2it \u015fi pe dumneavoastr\u0103, c\u0103c\u0103m\u00e2ncarif\u00e2silor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Scrumul s-a lipit de cenu\u015fa \u00eempietrit\u0103, calc\u0103-\u0163i preurmele, \u00eentinde-te pe spate mai lat s\u0103 nu se \u015ftie c\u0103 te domnea o mai sub\u0163ire supravie\u0163uitoare, chiar mi\u015fca, bate sufletul \u00een absen\u0163a fumului familial, te va opri, o noapte, tot scrumul, de a arde \u015fi a m\u0103 arde, pe dou\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegeri, niciun adulter al cenu\u015fii, p\u00e2n la m\u0103riti\u015f, cu scrumul tu sculpteaz-o-n dansul meu abstract, mortific\u00e2ndu-se \u00een josul fluviului, vine tunelul, ce plut\u0103 de p\u0103cat nev\u0103zut, \u00eenspre \u015fi mai nevizibilul \u0163es\u0103tor, \u00ee\u0163i aminte\u015fti scrisul, dou\u0103-trei, p\u00e2n\u0103 le descerc\u0103nam, am sc\u0103pat din ne\u00een\u0163elegeri o silab\u0103, nu amu\u0163i \u015fi tu sf\u00e2r\u015fitul, sufletele cenu\u015fii \u015fi scrumului sunt, suntem, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, talp\u0103-n talp\u0103, mai \u00eenainte, o noapte, fiecare, chipurile, \u00een alt scrum, tot de \u00eent\u00e2lnire, tot de desp\u0103r\u0163ire, unde-or fi apele, bananierii, m\u00e2n\u0103-\u0163i-i din ochii z\u0103bavnici vederii, ce scrume\u015fti ai \u015fi v\u0103zut odinioar\u0103, cu minciuna din parte-mi, din p\u0103r\u0163ile-mi trupe\u015fti, \u00eemi vedeai atrac\u0163ia \u015fi nu orbeai \u015fi abia amu\u0163eam spre a nu-\u0163i auzi nici orbirea, sem\u0103n\u00e2ndu-ne scrum pe cenu\u015f\u0103, spintecat\u0103 coaja, ce culoare-i \u00eenchipui, din\u0163i ar\u015fi nemaicl\u0103n\u0163\u0103nind \u00eemp\u0103timitor, nu-\u0163i sunt \u00eendeajuns de u\u015foar\u0103, uit\u0103 dou\u0103 ne\u00een\u0163elegerile, o p\u0103r\u0103sire, nu-\u0163i sunt \u00eendeajuns de u\u015foar\u0103, aflatu-te-am dup\u0103 cele zece zile, crezut \u00eentuneric, n-am palmele, goluri imaginare, o noapte, net\u00e2r\u00e2t\u0103, cum cu v\u00e2ntul frunzelor r\u0103d\u0103cinilor, ce ne-am avut \u00eentin\u015fi \u00een pant\u0103, era doar cr\u00e2ng, era cer, cum te petreceai, de m\u0103 petreceai, nespus, c\u00e2t \u00eempietre\u015fte, c\u00e2t nu \u00eenoat\u0103 spre alte surp\u0103turi, pe-am\u0103gitoare unde, t\u00e2r\u00e2nde, numai ele \u015fi nimic, ce nu era pe cer, peste ne\u00een\u0163elegere, c\u0103rbuni m\u00e2ntuindu-se rece, parc\u0103, \u00eemi \u00eenv\u0103luiai, ca o frunte, descre\u015fterea \u00eencuviin\u0163at\u0103, timp de m\u00e2ng\u00e2ieri nen\u0103scute, t\u00e2rasc\u0103-ni-se ingenuitatea numai regret, zidindu-ne poduri peste \u00eempietritu-ne-am scrum, m\u0103 spulberi \u00een val, mi-e de-o zi, nu-\u0163i desface sufletul, nu-\u0163i spun cine a\u015f mai putea fi, a\u015ftept\u0103mu-ne \u00eentruloca\u0163i de voia nim\u0103nui, nici de nevoia-ne, cum ascunsu-te-ai, nu \u015fi acum, nu \u015fterge musonul numele musonic, lini\u015fte\u015fte-te boare, nu tu, \u00eenrourat pe cale, cale cu cale, umbr\u0103-m\u0103 und\u0103, und, am\u00e2ndoi \u00een nici unul, \u00een nici una \u015fi ne\u00een\u0163elegerile, ce-ai r\u00e2s, o palm\u0103, nu-mi \u00eenchipuiam, pl\u00e2nsesem, nu-mi \u015fterge m\u0103tasea f\u0103r\u0103 mine, te-oi fi strivind, \u015fi aici, alin\u0103 forma, o cuprinzi, cuprinde-m\u0103, te cuprind, cuprinde m\u0103tasea, fum desf\u0103cut, cu numele, \u00een umbra nelocului, dup\u0103 m\u00e2ng\u00e2ierea din nena\u015ftere, las\u0103-te cum m\u0103 las, pe toat\u0103 fa\u0163a, cenu\u015f\u0103 cuprinde scrumul, \u00eentinde-te cum ai r\u00e2de, cum m-a\u015f \u00eentinde, m\u0103 cuprinde, propor\u0163ie nes\u0103getat\u0103-nefurnicat\u0103-ne\u00eencerc\u0103nat\u0103-nemt\u0103soas\u0103, arzi de mine m\u00e2ng\u00e2ierea, somnoroas\u0103, \u00eentins\u0103 peste tine, cu musonul \u00een spate, mi-e margine c\u00e2t \u00eemi e\u015fti mai \u00eentins, n-am l\u0103sat nimic, n-am l\u0103sat fa\u0163\u0103 la fa\u0163\u0103, scrum pe cenu\u015f\u0103 grei nefiin\u0163ei, \u00eentin\u015fi la statornicirea m\u0103t\u0103sii fluturi-fluturi, cu numele \u015fters ne\u00eentors, nimic nevr\u00e2nd, cenu\u015fi nemaininse de scrum, \u00eentin\u015fi \u00een a\u015fteptare, \u00eentinde-te c\u00e2t mai pe spate, toat\u0103 fa\u0163a mea, eu toat\u0103, nu te-am \u00eentins cuprins\u0103, cuprinde-m\u0103, nemaiaprins \u015fi stins\u0103, cum scrumul s-a morm\u0103nit peste cenu\u015fa lipie, ca noi, \u00eempreuna\u0163i-ne\u00eempreuna\u0163i seara, pre noi prenenoi seara supramuritoarei, iart\u0103 forma neagr\u0103 \u015fi slab\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i simt iertarea pe drumul nostru cu scrumul \u015fi cenu\u015fa la un loc ne\u00eenchis.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u00ce\u015fi f\u0103cuse de-o amant\u0103, ploaia, spre\u00a0 po\u015ft\u0103 cu umbrele Florica, de ce r\u00e2zi, galben prin albastru, nu deschide u\u015fa, lipanele alea ale bananierului n-au loc, ziua de ieri, mai demult, \u00eenghe\u0163at torso, a, c\u0103 nu poate Florica zice nici numele, buc\u0103\u0163ile-alea de carne foste cadavre, nici b\u0103ie\u0163enia, fetia, copil\u0103ria, pantoful, la fel andropantofanariul, cazino la ghea\u0163\u0103, ba-n tem\u0103, scandal pe ce mor\u0163i s\u0103 nu mai moar\u0103 \u015f-al\u0163ii, \u015f-al\u0163ii, prin rana purulent\u0103 a tropicului, \u00eenghe\u0163at\u0103, if, alb\u0103 \u00eenghe\u0163at\u0103 de puroiuri, nu-\u0163i fie sc\u00e2rb\u0103, cenu\u015fa vie, mahalepra printre gene, \u00eenchise, p\u0103m\u0103tufite, oranj, alb, tronc, mirosul de ars, de-aia ghea\u0163a, chestia cu Nandini s-a tran\u015fat \u00een minor, forza civilia, expedi\u0163ionar\u0103, \u0163i-era mai mare dragul dint\u00e2i de pantof, s\u0103 amesteci, pe cine, pe necine, nici prin vis, visezi, iart\u0103-m\u0103, p\u0103r t\u0103iat, boa\u015fe \u0163ig\u0103nite, dac\u0103, cocrocii nu autopsiaz\u0103 furnici, doar le domin\u0103 tunelar, au sictir la crabi, \u015fterge-te, d\u0103-mi, drag\u0103, no\u0163iunea de necrab, la inim\u0103 imun\u0103 cu furnic\u0103 \u00een contraparc\u0103, acum \u00ee\u0163i spun tot, nu te mai na\u015fte la mine, mi-ajunge \u015fi-a\u015fa \u015fi-a\u015fa, \u0163i-a c\u0103zut josul, \u0163i s-a suit susul, zgrr, \u015fi amanta aia a lui plou\u0103 pe invers, i se m\u0103ritase peste umbrel\u0103, de nunta mor\u0163ilor, \u015fi-o vizualiza orb, de unde p\u00e2n\u0103 unde strop s\u0103 intre \u0163ipenia de palbananier \u00eentr-\u00eensul, conspirativ c\u00e2t cuprinde, deci \u015fi ghea\u0163\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 amoram\u0103 ca to\u0163i cei unii, capra calc\u0103 ploaia, c-a furat capul pe spate, \u00eemi ca\u015fti centrul, \u00eemi pierd marginea, ce-nghi\u0163i, uite-a\u015fa m\u0103 pui la cerc, judecata la kubera, s-a dus \u00een pizda m\u0103-sii, carnea, ghea\u0163\u0103-foc, mai st\u0103m noi de vorb\u0103, \u00eentr-un ochi o furnic\u0103, \u00een altul un crab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei tu r\u00e2zi, cu gre\u0163ica \u015fi \u0163igaia, dup\u0103-aia. Iar, cu obiceie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u00e2d singur de c\u00e2nd r\u00e2deam cu furnici, ating\u00e2nd cangea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Laba fracturat\u0103 sub pantof, te pl\u0103tise mortul s\u0103 r\u00e2zi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa, a\u015fa, \u00eemi onoroez o datorie cavalereasc\u0103, zi a\u015fa, pto-<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Leme telemebeleleme, atunci z\u00e2mbeai a r\u00e2de.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-afirmilingeam, pe urdu caramba, trage calboul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u0103m\u00e2n\u00e2nd n\u0103t\u0103r\u0103u, nararaja p\u00e2rlit \u00een ardentunic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 dusei la codo\u015fei \u015fi-o dusei la vaca ei de dus n-o mai dusei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-a ras c-ai r\u00e2s \u00een p\u0103durice.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u00e2d negru, singur, amintindu-mi de b\u0103tr\u00e2nii centauri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Caii le alearg\u0103 singuri \u015fi poate-om fi \u015fi noi, r\u00e2zi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crap\u0103 ochii caprii-n patru, \u00eempu\u015fc\u0103-te soarta de r\u00e2s.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se r\u00e2de greu, greul de u\u015for, u\u015forul de greu, m\u0103-ta grea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De sine crema\u0163iune \u00een tunel tropical, ploare-ar crabi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pardon, furnici malarice, c\u0103 prea pe sus, \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103te\u015ftii \u0163\u00e2n\u0163ari.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te r\u0103zg\u00e2nde\u015fti din voce chiar pe natarajal\u0103, jeli-te-m-a\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C-alt r\u00e2s n-ai, cap cu ochi, m\u00e2nca-te-ar varza pe crab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-a venit un r\u0103scr\u0103cr\u0103crab s\u0103 te r\u0103scr\u0103cr\u0103beasc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Monopanchatantriganiz\u00e2ndu-te, cu coana maya.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pantalonii de la big mi s-au rupt \u00eentre covrig la matale-n \u0163ipirig.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mai am ce-mi r\u00e2de-n cap, vai de t\u00e2rnuiele, nici ale la cap.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Neobr\u0103zatelebebeule, cu ar\u0103t\u0103torul st\u00e2ng, c\u0103 dreptul e pe st\u00e2nga pixului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Platinunbecinci, trandafir pla ambhorho\u0163.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dinpatruncinci, pardoninvers, dincinci\u00eenpatru \u00eenapoi cu voi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe dup\u0103 nesp\u0103rtura nehalimit\u0103 de patrucincipatrupatru.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ploaia a \u00eentrerupt-o pe florica de sarcin\u0103 siamez\u0103-n strung\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai uitat, scoate-\u0163i ochiul de sticl\u0103, pune-\u0163i o furnic\u0103nic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ieri mai alalt\u0103ieri ca m\u00e2ine-poim\u00e2ine faci cumtaci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Alalt\u0103 palincomonandr\u0103 nu r\u00e2de ridend\u0103 ni mirand\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gre\u0163aia \u015fi \u0163igaia \u015fi-nc\u0103 gra\u0163ia \u015fi gai\u0163a \u015fi bangrazia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u00e2d serios de sufletul cui nu r\u00e2zi, r\u00e2zi de palpicrab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ori mori, ori te r\u00e2d, te-a udat Florica \u00eentrerupt\u0103 siamez.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Licurea prin curcubeu de z\u0103urdea jinti\u0163a peste toat\u0103 pivni\u0163a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u00e2z-r\u00e2s, faci m\u00e2lc, vorbe\u015fti nimic, floricica \u015fi ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103rturia, lucrul durat \u00een \u00eendurat\u0103, printre zoaiele pestilen\u0163ei mai le\u015finoase, cu duhuri intranslatabile, c\u00e2t m\u0103 la\u015fi s\u0103 zic, b\u0103lte\u015fte paralel \u00een loc de tunel, cu ecou p\u00e2n\u0103-n ghe\u0163uri \u015fi scrum, cite\u015fte-i momentul de-azi-noapte. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– De ieri dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103, nu \u015ftiu, c\u0103 nu putea strangula un cap f\u0103r\u0103 g\u00e2t, necum s\u0103 v\u00e2re otrav\u0103-n burt\u0103, de unde, poate-n tot tunelul, \u00een cerc, \u00een ciolane, a trecut vremea, \u00eeng\u0103lbenitu-s-au ghe\u0163urile, sticle\u015fte focul, altceva, z\u0103u.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-mi strica adev\u0103rul, cel din c\u00e2t \u00eemi dau seama, de-acum zece ani, concordat du-te-vino pe \u00eent\u00e2lnitele incognito dublu, ceart\u0103 post-mortem, nu \u00eenainte de-a fi fost \u00eentre viu \u015fi vie, vie \u015fi mort, moart\u0103 \u015fi viu, c\u0103ci \u015fi un suicid.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Citescu-mi, \u00een ruptul flexiunii, rup \u00een\u0163elegerea, de zah\u0103r \u015fi tot m\u0103 las de furnici, c\u00e2t c\u0103 m\u0103 flexeaz\u0103 ele \u015fi-n crab, cea din dreapta jos tr\u0103ie\u015fte p\u00e2n\u0103 peste zilele capului \u00eempricina\u0163ilor \u00een toate ale-ne.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mu\u0163i scrumul de pe cenu\u015f\u0103 cu v\u00e2ntul \u00een natur\u0103, sufli teoriile de mai demult, ce suflu-\u0163i \u00eenchipui, roop, nu rup, constat, \u00ee\u0163i numeri o euforie-alibi, te la\u015fi de \u00eentreb\u0103ri gen ieri dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103, \u00eentreb dar de acum,<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cui s\u0103 r\u0103spund, rela\u0163ii-materie, pierind\u0103, b\u0103tsis pe\u015ftelui-suflet, de ne scufund\u0103m, realitatea atmosferei, nu atmosfera realit\u0103\u0163ii, m\u0103 interesez \u015fi m\u00e2ine pe la martori, n-am rezolvat timpul, nu te g\u00e2dil\u0103 ce te g\u00e2nde\u015fti, d\u0103-i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gre\u015fit, diminea\u0163\u0103 gre\u015fit\u0103, confesional\u0103 \u00een golul euforic, altfel neendorsat de infimele ad-hoc furnici, poate ieri diminea\u0163\u0103 s\u0103 fi r\u00e2s, ceva, cam pe-aceea\u015fi scen\u0103, spiritul de ieri se \u00eencruntase de diminea\u0163\u0103 \u015fi ce noapte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Urm\u0103tor at\u00e2tor neurme, se \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nea brusc, se s\u0103rea, nu-n extrem\u0103, \u00een sus, gura, guru<\/em>, cum se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103 \u00een v\u00e2rstele alea de ne tuneleaz\u0103 furnici l\u00e2ng\u0103 crabi, da, sun\u0103 mai bine crabi l\u00e2ng\u0103 furnici \u00een crabi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crabii complic\u0103 furnicile, du-te-vino-ul, pe \u00eent\u00e2lnitele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Au intrat noaptea trecut\u0103 \u00een tunel s\u0103 conduc\u0103 orbul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– M\u0103rturia mi se cite\u015fte peste ureche, \u00een \u015fuierul din tunelul de sub creast\u0103, m\u0103 lucreaz\u0103 sub\u0163irimi de antice str\u0103nuturi, neauzite de conduc\u0103toarea orbului din st\u00e2ngul, \u00eenchis a gaur\u0103 de pantof, nu m\u0103 mi\u015fc, nu sunt mi\u015fcat, o fi \u00eempins-o apa doar pe nuielu\u015fa surd\u0103, apa m-a izbit tot o m\u0103rturie-mort\u0103rie, nu vorbesc, \u00eencap \u00een cap \u015fi mai r\u0103m\u00e2n, de-o intra ea mai r\u0103m\u00e2ne, de unde furnici \u015fi vie\u0163i de crabi din muribundul scandal nep\u0103m\u00e2ntesc, neghiob, m-a\u015f concentra \u00een negul din v\u00e2rful \u00eenz\u0103pezit al nasului, pe piept, pe c\u00e2mp \u015fi-n cocoloa\u015fe m-a\u015f libera \u00een pic\u0103tura r\u00e2tului pe obl\u00e2ncul t\u00e2r\u00e2tului, a\u0163i fo\u015fni \u015fi m-a\u015f descocolo\u015fi, ar mai cloci un coco\u015f t\u00e2rta \u015fi cre\u015ftec\u00e2rta, cap de silf sifilitic la umbra z\u0103pezii topite-n negreala somnului singurului, ce copil ouat de surda sub coco\u015ful orb, descojit c\u00e2t s\u0103-mi r\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 capului, prin tunelul nasului, vindauga.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Melancolic de crore, sufletul \u00eenc\u0103put c\u0103 nimic din ghea\u0163\u0103 \u00een foc, pe-mpinsele \u00een \u00eempu\u015fc\u0103tur\u0103, peticil ca paticila, doar c\u0103 cil, prepeleac perpelit din haveli-n haveli.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O mie de prepeleci, ca-n amor de sultan\u0103 scl\u0103vit\u0103, ars\u0103 piatr\u0103, orbul cu surda lui, surda cu orbul ei, calc\u0103 valea-galea, du-te lunin\u0103\u0163ie \u015fi te plimb\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum jaliurile aveau ochi \u015fi urechi, iar ochii \u015fi urechile fostelor culori de inven\u0163ii \u015fi mizerii, r\u0103t\u0103cind dinspre s\u0103rut, \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015fare \u015fi dans, mai da.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se \u015fterseser\u0103 lacrimi de c\u00e2nd-nec\u00e2nd, \u00een schimbul m\u0103rturiilor opuse, nemanumene, heautontimorumene, \u0163i-ar fi pl\u0103cut, binele de criz\u0103, crizantema belfegora.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce patimi apatride, numai dup\u0103 timp, mama cenu\u015fii \u00eenecat\u0103 de cenu\u015fa \u00eennour\u0103rilor, peste de\u015fert, sub\u0163ire, \u00eenc\u0103 o civilie a cerului \u015fi neantul uitat al mun\u0163ilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103rturisesc \u00eentru iertarea celei pe care am \u00eent\u00e2lnit-o acum zece ani, c\u00e2t m-ar fi omor\u00e2t, c\u00e2t a\u015f fi omor\u00e2t-o, cercet\u0103rile continu\u0103 \u015fi altceva \u00eenc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Te kaloforemeno, ni \u0163i du\u015fmanima s-au hib\u0103, dum’eart\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pucca devadatma, un brahmin feroviar \u015fi-un feroviar birman.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Yaar<\/em><\/strong>, ktypa xilo, oneyra, glyka, ekatastiseis, chiliasis.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Noapte bun\u0103, somn u\u015for, furnici \u015fapte pe-un picior din Bihar p\u00e2n\u0103-n Bihor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015eapte \u015fi pe cel\u0103lalt, s\u0103 m\u0103 trag\u0103 jos din pat, du\u015fmanima.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei ia-m\u0103 mia\u0163\u0103, colind\u0103-mi te c\u0103li\u0163a, hi-fi, ullu<\/em>, kli-kali.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ul-Auliya, d\u0103-mi stridhana, merendere, brundz, sarong, jali.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pune-m\u0103 karma <\/em>\u00eentre dukha \u015fi <\/em>moksha, mohoi mong \u015fi-a lui mohoand\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mot\u00e2rc\u0103-\u0163op\u00e2rc\u0103 la menzil, goanga-n galanga, dermabrazat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ars\u0103 apoi dwadasha<\/em>, ochiul boului gavakasha<\/em> la fereastr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Boul v\u00e2ntului vindauga, Gaja-Lakshmi la u\u015f\u0103, Sita-Ram la noapte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vindaugavakshalakshmigasitaramin cu miros de frangipani.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Felicitocuri c-ai sc\u0103pat \u00een face, dekeatr\u0103, vajramusc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mu\u015fti \u00een for\u0163a a patra pehalwane, mar\u015f \u00een Allandi nellian.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tussar ratat \u00een Takalkot, kudos, dhangda-dhangdi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe la violen\u0163a din vale, rasam pagri<\/em> teraiului la darbar.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am priceout o iot\u0103 \u015fi nu jur \u015fparlind sperjurii, e corpora\u0163ie p\u00e2n\u0103 la crab, brac, cancel gre\u015fit cancer, treab\u0103 de bossuetudine, te scoli din somn \u015fi din mai ce, tratezi dintele vremii cu indiferen\u0163\u0103, n-ai \u00eemplinit bine a doua genera\u0163ie \u015fi rena\u015fterea-\u0163i scoate ochii, nu numai urechile, lips\u0103 la apocalips\u0103, neb\u0103gare la \u00eendem\u00e2nare, du-te halal, c\u0103 de ce nu-mi psalm de curs\u0103 verde, afazie soldat\u0103, oglinda \u015fi-are soare pe scrum de alt\u0103 oglind\u0103, am mers-am mers, n-am ajuns, mi-ajunge, venii pe t\u0103iate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Judec\u0103 pozna \u00een golgoaze, p\u00e2n’la sentin\u0163\u0103, a-ta-a-mea-atma, u\u015furel \u015fi la r\u0103zbel, p\u00e2n\u0103 treci luntre \u015fi puntea din cale-n calendar, cale-n dar \u015fi cal-calandru-ca leandru, pu\u0163intic\u0103 sictiric\u0103 lipic\u0103 cuburtichic\u0103, las’ c\u0103 troasc\u0103 mi se casc\u0103, ce te bagi, ce nu te tragi, m-am n\u0103crit la scofc\u0103rit, \u0163i te cu cu\u0163ite, \u0163in’te cu a\u0163inte, \u00eemp\u0103r\u0163inte, min\u0163\u00e2minte, ar\u0103 cear\u0103, are ce-are, scuip\u0103 sare p\u00e2n’ la mare, linge marea p\u00e2n’ la sarea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Veni\u015fi colac, pleci pup\u0103z\u0103, te-i duce pup\u0103z\u0103 mai \u00eencet, creast\u0103 de pecete, pecingine de alb, dai cu nasul prin creier, \u00ee\u0163i taci mucii, dai un ochi pe-un chior.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiorul nu se face c\u0103 vede doi, doiul chior, la revedere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cine, tu, eu, nimeni, lua\u0163i-ne la trei r\u00e2sr\u0103ste\u015fte, nimenel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103tinel, melcu-n coarne c\u0103r\u0103bu\u015ful crabu-n cle\u015fti, \u00eel pi\u015fcase furnica.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Greier-gr\u00e2u\u015for, p\u00e2r\u00e2ia\u015f-r\u00e2u\u015for, aura\u015f-greu\u015for, preier-greier-gr\u00e2u\u015for.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u00e2ie pe inim\u0103, inim\u0103 pe inim\u0103 golan\u0103, hanhenhunjuanit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ie\u015fi, las\u0103-m\u0103, n-ai pe Dumnezeu s\u0103 m\u0103 lase \u015fi El, s\u0103 ie\u015fi\u0163i de unde n-a\u0163i intrat la apa sp\u0103latului de ele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Neelaborat, ia-o pe devanagari<\/em> de-asear\u0103 \u015fi ricoveriul via sisisoacra a pice, ba barie, ba p-aici, dzongdzongind shaktia lumii, la canal, ek<\/em> class, merci m\u00e2\u0163elor \u00een bihafu’-v\u0103 c\u0103 v\u0103 intereseaz\u0103 peste potolul conven\u0163iei vecine \u015fi razia moguleasc\u0103 \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163it\u0103 din 13 in amor-abis, \u00een sering\u0103, st\u0103 la geam o p\u0103s\u0103ric\u0103 \u015fi gic\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 gagic\u0103 \u015fi gagic\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 gagic\u0103 \u015fi se uit\u0103 la ionic\u0103, lab\u0103laborat, hr\u0103nit nes\u0103turat de nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei aici te-mpotmole\u015fti, aici, \u015fi aici pentru c\u0103 nu \u015ftii nescrisul, nu scrii ne\u015ftiutul, \u0163i-ai l\u0103sat du\u015fm\u0103nia \u00een palpit de maya<\/em>, cum te-ai cobor\u00ee \u00eentre mor\u0163i at\u00e2t de vulgari, ce copii \u0163i-ar c\u0103ra silamba nestins\u0103 cel pu\u0163in, \u00ee\u0163i par, p\u0103r, mai v\u0103zu\u015fi, c\u0103p\u0103t\u00e2i, adic\u0103 de ce n-ai scrie litere, nu l i t e r e, tot un drac, pardon cu dracu’ le-amesteci pe varz\u0103, \u00eemi strici balamucul, te pui cu g\u0103ina la mijloc, \u00ee\u0163i ui\u0163i uli\u0163a \u015fi-\u0163i iei luna la loc comanda, \u00een timp ce eu fac muzica, fie c\u0103 te-am, fie c\u0103 nu m-ai, pe de\u015felate, de la tinere\u0163e, dis, aia e da-nta, judec\u0103-te cu t\u00e2rna lumii, te-ai \u00eentors pe partea cealalt\u0103 a zidului, foaia se \u00eenfoaie, c\u0103 se moare, se moare-se moare, da’, zi-i un pic din zic te pic cipic, cipicul t\u0103ia buricul lu’ gagicul c\u0103r\u0103bicul \u00een cubicul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u00cemi iau libertatea s\u0103-\u0163i dau o via\u0163\u0103 pe sf\u00e2r\u015fite, contrazis\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 acum de zisele tinere\u0163ii \u015fi mai pe urm\u0103, nu te mai pun la ascultat, cum ne-am obi\u015fnuit \u00een dogor\u00e2t banyan, nu mai e nimic de dezr\u0103d\u0103cinat, un gol-golu\u0163 s\u0103-\u0163i fie, nu-\u0163i fie mil\u0103, nici a\u015fa, de-aici ne pornim unul la deal, alta la vale, nu e deal, nu e vale, deci nu e\u015fti, nu sunt, unul \u00eencolo, una \u00eencoace, te-am prins cu mine, c\u0103 m\u0103 cau\u0163i, nu te-am ascuns, du-te cocoan\u0103 cu Dumnezeu, \u00eenc\u0103 pu\u0163in, vorbe\u015fte un crab, care din dragoste te decancereaz\u0103, l-ai iubit, fii furnic\u0103 s\u0103n\u0103toas\u0103, povestea s-a c\u00e2rmit din fabul\u0103, tot ascult\u00e2nd look sangeet<\/em>, numai credin\u0163a ni se lungise \u015fi nu mai eram, c\u00e2te o via\u0163\u0103 \u00een stare s\u0103 nu ne credem, ce furb\u0103, ai \u00een\u0163eles de oferta vie\u0163ii mele sau a vie\u0163i tale, \u0163i-alegi, ne interfer\u0103m, nu mai compun, nici descompun, \u00ee\u0163i las \u0163ie, din libertatea mea, tot tr\u0103itul, n-ai timp, nici nu e de el, am luat-o de la cap\u0103t, ne-am citit mantre<\/em>, suspect, to\u0163i suspec\u0163ii o sf\u00e2r\u015fesc ambiguu, vezi cazul nostru de-adineauri, ce zece ani, c\u00e2t o fi, m\u00e2ine-poim\u00e2ine, ner\u0103m\u00e2nere, sting\u0103-se, asta e forma, o repet din alte stingeri, mi-e de prea demult, pentru prea t\u00e2rziu \u015fi numai acum suntem la umbr\u0103 de nedesp\u0103r\u0163ire, scuz\u0103 calcul, \u0163i-a\u015f oferi voalul de tussar, din str\u0103vechimi absorbante de parazi\u0163ii sf\u00e2r\u015fitului celei mai lungi curse, totu\u015fi nu ai cum fi sigur nici de-un crab retroced\u00e2nd furnica furnicii din crab, mai mult o ia la goan\u0103, \u00een sensul opus, el st\u0103 pe loc, de nu s-ar porni, de nu l-ar porni chiar ea, din conven\u0163ie, o sufl\u0103 oftatul condurului doamnei lipit de cle\u015ftele crabului, se pustie\u015fte cum o fi singur\u0103-nesingur\u0103 dac\u0103 te-am prins.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162ine-\u0163i gura, \u0163i-am spus, firea te cost\u0103, c\u00e2t silamba, am nevoie de lini\u015fte, ceea ce \u015ftii, ci adu-mi-o, scrie-mi sf\u00e2nta, sfin\u0163e\u015fte-m\u0103 scris\u0103, da’ pe mine s\u0103 m\u0103 lini\u015fte\u015fti \u015fi dac\u0103 m-ai, te-a\u015f, nu-\u0163i spun ce, c\u0103 nu-\u0163i \u0163ii gura, te-a\u015f scuipa, de-o pild\u0103, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 scuipi c\u0103 m\u0103 r\u0103ne\u015fti, ori te-a\u015f asculta de oriunnde ai fi \u015fi n-ai mai fi, cum pe mine nu m-ai mai lini\u015fti \u015fi gura tot nu \u0163i-o \u0163ii, \u015fi nici nu m\u0103 mai scrii, am, ai, n-am, n-ai crab, avem-n-avem, cui ce-i pas\u0103, chiar dumitale, c\u0103 te scot din munte cu tunel cu tot, plus expresiile, n-am nimic cu ele, parc\u0103 noi nici n-am fi, numai expresiile, t\u0103iate, cum ar fi libertatea, ori via\u0163a pe care \u0163i-o iei, dac\u0103 e tot una, nu, da, nu mai da, de b\u0103taie s\u0103 nu-\u0163i ard\u0103, de ars s\u0103 nu te ba\u0163i, \u0163ine-\u0163i gura-nchis\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 nu mori, nu-\u0163i cobi, iar, gata, fii gata, \u015fi-a\u015fa p-orm\u0103 iese b\u00e2rfa siamez\u0103, tu c\u0103scat \u015fi orice casc\u0103-gura ca s\u0103-\u0163i fie, s\u0103 ne fie, a fost, n-a fost, nu mai \u015ftii nimic nici atunci, m\u0103car e altceva, adio, dio mio, ba \u00eenc\u0103, \u0103la-\u015fi \u0163ine gura, bravo lui, to\u0163i \u00ee\u0163i \u0163in gura, te iei dup\u0103 gurarii lui cum \u015fi eu m\u0103 iau dup\u0103 tine, nu po\u0163i, nu po\u0163i s\u0103 \u015ftii, la ce mai vorbe\u015fti \u015fi tot ce nu e, poate e c\u00e2te ceva, ast\u00e2mp\u0103r\u0103-te-n ce e, ast\u00e2mp\u0103r\u0103-m\u0103 \u015fi pe mine, dac\u0103 sunt, buric pe buric, s-a\u015ftept, nepotrivire de buric, dio, ochi alba\u015ftri, orbi albi, nu a\u015fa, nenene, ocole\u015fte \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 ce-ai ocolit, c\u0103 \u015fi pe mine m\u0103 ocole\u015fti de c\u00e2nd nu ne mai \u00eencruci\u015f\u0103m dusurile, f\u0103r\u0103 vorb\u0103, aia da, tocmai c\u0103 nu-\u0163ii gura, te-am prins, nu zic fals, nici at\u00e2t, e timp s\u0103-\u0163i pese, nu timpul, \u0163ine-\u0163i gura ta, nu a timpului, tot nu-l mai \u015ftii, \u0163i s-o potrivi vreo vorb\u0103 din str\u0103ini, s\u0103 i-o spui mutei, tu s\u0103 \u0163i-o \u0163ii \u015fi gura.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– M\u0103 obose\u015fte cercul, de fum de-oi fi, \u0163estos \u015fi totu\u015fi prea \u00een\u0103untru \u015fi totu\u015fi \u00een cerc, m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc la singur, neoprit, nu voi ie\u015fi \u00eens\u0103 niciodat\u0103, uit, m\u0103 retrag, dorm \u015fi eu, s\u0103 poat\u0103 fi treaz\u0103 furnica, m-ar crede prea puternic dac\u0103 m-ar auzi t\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 de neoprit, \u00een sens aparte, marea cu o corabie, pe urm\u0103 o insul\u0103 nelocuit\u0103, ci rogu-te, pe cale de albin\u0103, hai unde crabii cresc, bunahenacac\u0103tot cu admirabilu-i venin peste v\u00e2lva de bun sim\u0163 necrab cu fermecate maniere \u015fi sadea, furnica aia de cumin\u0163enie incurabil\u0103, nemail\u0103sat\u0103 s\u0103 fie furnic\u0103, nici cuminte, crab, tot fra\u0163i, nepl\u0103cut\u0103 \u015fi ne\u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit\u0103 roadere t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 de venin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ia-\u0163i ochii, ce m\u0103 citeai de furnic\u0103 \u015fi de crab, mai las\u0103-te de jungl\u0103, \u00eentoarce-te-n c\u0103rarea dintre dou\u0103 turle, bol\u0163i destule, nu-\u0163i pierde nici tunelul, nu te \u00eenchipui, b\u0103nuie\u015fte pantoful de dam\u0103, n-ai dec\u00e2t s\u0103-l la\u015fi \u015fi tu nedistrus, ce v-o mai fi deosebind, cine pe cine cu ce calc\u0103, h\u00e2r\u015fti, nu te l\u0103uda c\u0103 se laud\u0103, nu disp\u0103rea c\u0103 nu dispare, nu iubi c\u0103 te pleo\u015fte\u015fte, ia-o devreme cu focul c\u0103 nu face economie, te mai \u015fi r\u00e2de, \u0163ine-\u0163i de cald \u015fi cenu\u015fa \u015ftii cine-o m\u0103tur\u0103, ai rev\u0103zut-o, nu era singur\u0103, cealalt\u0103, la fel, nu chiar, cine-o fi sem\u0103n\u00e2nd, cade bulg\u0103rul de bocet atunci, tot un vaet, \u00een alt\u0103 parte, dou\u0103, nu-\u0163i pese, ascult\u0103 aici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vorbesc \u015fi nu m\u0103 scuipa, aer, \u00een aer, gol \u00een gol, \u00eempins cu scuze \u015fi \u00eenec, s\u0103rutat de a\u015fteptare, n-asculta fereastra, noapte pisat\u0103 c\u0103r\u0103mid\u0103-n jur de foc t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f a ritual, moliciune r\u0103zbunat\u0103 de foame \u015fi ritm, nelegate, \u00eenghesuite, \u00eentunelate, or fi r\u0103spunz\u00e2nd, \u00eemi p\u0103lmuiesc scuipatul mu\u015furoiat, ce-am tras de la zid, ruin\u0103 ne\u00eemp\u0103cat\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 un ploia\u015f, o albea\u0163\u0103 \u00een ochiul norului \u015fi pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt, o limb\u0103, scuip-o, n-o scuipa, ce te \u00eenghea\u0163\u0103, iar cu dezghe\u0163 de cenu\u015f\u0103 m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103, n-ai murit, mori m\u00e2ncat de crab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd am ajuns, ce m\u0103 pr\u0103fuise focul, n-aveam loc de cenu\u015fa r\u00e2urilor, d\u0103deau pe din afar\u0103, rotogoale se solidificau \u00een topitorie, adaug\u0103 anii, \u00eenainte, cum alergam, cum nu mai alerg\u0103m, cum mai alerga, cine e, cine mai e, cine nu mai e, le-am cerut \u015fi ce-am avut, mai departe, uite-a\u015fa, cu minciun\u0103 oache\u015f\u0103, min\u0163im noi din sibile stroflocite, p\u0103r neinundat la s\u00e2nge, nu p\u00e2n\u0103 nu, te-c\u0103lzisei degeaba, vorbeam din auzite, ascultai \u015fi cin’ dansa, cu degetele, pe \u0163inute, minte de suflet, viceversa, fa\u0163\u0103-n fa\u0163\u0103, t\u0103r\u00e2\u0163a t\u00e2rti\u0163ei de bunahen\u0103 mai pe sponci, joc de crabi, pe ghea\u0163\u0103 pe m\u0103-sa, m-aer, m-arbor la ape-atunci \u015fi nici atunci, cine ce tr\u0103ia, lini\u015fte la galerie, guri pline de alea ale mu\u015ftelor le\u015fioase, le\u015f \u015fi oase, ne v\u0103zur\u0103m pe cant, \u00een de\u015fert scris pe \u015ftersul floricii coco\u015fate molf\u0103indu-se o mie de ani, am renun\u0163at la norul de nor\u0103, t\u00e2rziu de soacr\u0103, societate de excep\u0163ii, dioptrii, m\u0103 t\u00e2ram pe loc, se petrecuse p\u00e2n\u0103 nu trecusem \u015fi-mi tulisem un pl\u00e2ns s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103 \u015fi un r\u00e2s s\u0103 pl\u00e2ng\u0103, ne ardeau matricele pe senza\u0163ie neepico-nedescriptivo, ce mai eram \u00een ritmul pierderii de senin, renun\u0163at\u0103 \u0163ar\u0103, \u00een\u0163\u0103rar\u0103 miar\u0103 de-o mioar\u0103, n-avur\u0103 vur\u0103, m\u0103, timp, timpur\u0103, din\u0163ii-m\u00e2n\u0103, g\u0103urile bac\u015fi\u015f, de se vor fi sculat la cu\u0163it \u015fi r\u0103sculat, nu-mi p\u0103ruse nicicum, a\u015fa fusese, parc\u0103, de nenebun, a, \u00eentr-o parte, de-a dreapta iert\u0103rii, \u015fi ce bine nu era, ne dezumflasem de vedenii, mai trecea un pic din joac\u0103, prin viermi, prin mantavadiacen\u0163\u0103, pe coasta coliviernmestec\u0103ntinei, engans\u0103, pe waleng\u0103, \u00eenceputul nesf\u00e2r\u015fitului-sf\u00e2r\u015fitul ne\u00eenceputului, cu m\u00e2ncare, iar o dat\u0103, tr, volant, sar de rombri\u0163\u0103 \u015fi l\u00e2ng\u0103, la tir de \u0163\u0103rimvere, caste nore, cipri\u0163e unde-ajunsesem, spe, loc-lok, nici ici, silamba, dac\u0103, \u00een retragere pe limb\u0103, mute ancorate-n pantof, mai s\u0103 fi c\u00e2ntat de ochi \u015fi inim\u0103 crabii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– N-am g\u00e2nduri de amorul inutilului ur\u00e2t, \u00eemi t\u00e2r\u00e2se de-a rostogolul \u0163easta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe-o parte e tot aia, pe de alta, \u00ee\u0163i pusesei \u00een cap lumea, sub cap t\u00e2rna.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-\u015fi va-va, g\u00e2nde\u015fte-te \u015fi tu \u015fi va, nu te vacanta vanon\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nega\u0163ie, da, \u015fi viitor, tot una, \u0163i-am spus, dac\u0103 scapi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Suge-\u0163i degetele, crabul \u0163i le-a declan\u015fat precopil\u0103re\u015fte, sac.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cel \u0163in \u00een bra\u0163e \u015fi nu-\u015fi d\u0103 seama c\u0103 are \u015fi el gur\u0103, doarme.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai pe \u0163\u00e2\u0163\u0103 o furnic\u0103, pe furnic\u0103 o mi-e fric\u0103 d-aolic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei pupatul f\u0103r\u0103 o musta\u0163\u0103, ca oul f\u0103r\u0103 sare, oul de furnic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Norii de scrum din plopul pleoapei, pe c\u00e2nd s-o fi topit ploaia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu pronun\u0163asei nici cristalele, perlele roze pe lat corlat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Liluia de-a piuite din dalbe harpoane p\u00e2n\u0103 peste urechi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tragi de timp programul menstrual s\u0103 nu \u0163i se scalde cosi\u0163oasa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe de partea mea spal\u0103-se, n-o las\u0103 dou\u0103 buci necr\u0103pate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe ce chestie, ne-a \u00een\u0163eles \u015fi nu mai, s\u0103 nu mai, ce s\u0103 discut\u0103m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De poant\u0103 lis\u0103, nemaiporolis\u0103, ce visase-virase, haloase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei altceva ce, de ce-ai, unde-ai ie\u015fi, mai vezi-\u0163i de rotogoale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sec n\u0103du\u015fesc p\u0103rerea de nimic pentru nimic \u015fi nimica.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2n\u0103 te uzi \u00een scuipatul-mam\u0103-tat\u0103-de-cum-te-scuipar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0103r\u0103 plisc, iat\u0103 dup\u0103 potop, las\u0103-te pe firele de cenu\u015f\u0103pr\u00e2nz.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Plictisu-digestie, de-un trop, te pic, \u0163ine-\u0163i pielea ac.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La umbr\u0103 de palm, p\u00e2n\u0103 cade buza peste degetul verdero\u015fu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Alt\u0103 aminte, poate v\u0103 scutura\u0163i \u00een loc s\u0103 trece\u0163i a\u015fa nicio vreme.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe momentul vie\u0163ii ne\u00eenconjurat destul de \u00een r\u00e2s, ai z\u00e2mbit-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai \u00eencet, c\u0103 \u015fi cu tensa-mensa, kabichisia-zamiz\u0103urdia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-a apucat f\u0103r\u0103trecutul, m\u0103 plezne\u015fti peste sf\u00e2rcurile-mi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Era o spat\u0103, te pocnea, m\u0103 pocnea, i\u0163ele ne desp\u0103r\u0163eau coi\u0163ele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ocol tors uituc, \u00eenv\u00e2rtit-nuntit, fir \u00eentre fir \u015fi v\u0103l-val.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ecou pe invers, te g\u00e2ndeai ce nu spuneai m\u0103 mir ce m\u0103 mai iubeai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Rourato, m-amu\u0163isei, nu mai f\u0103ceai deosebire ceea ce \u015fi-n prezent.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jun ajun de ce-mi c\u0103\u015fun \u015fi nu-\u0163i mai c\u0103\u015fun, c\u0103 e\u015fti prost.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-al dracului, \u0103la-\u0163i bag\u0103 de\u015ftele, pe mine m-ar durea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vorba dumneavoastr\u0103, doamn\u0103, lab\u0103, \u00eens\u0103 \u015fi glorie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Alt\u0103dat\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 m\u00e2ine-poim\u00e2ine mai dreac-o la vens\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– G\u00e2nde\u015fte-te, de ieri, de azi, poate-mi r\u00e2zi desf\u0103tul, f\u0103-o, mi-e libertate oche\u015fia, am frici de furnici, \u00eentreab\u0103-le \u015fi pe ele, r\u0103spunde-le dac\u0103 te-au \u00eentrebat, de c\u00e2nd sunt crab \u00een cap, la cap, \u00eemi par cap la crab, ia-o cum \u00ee\u0163i vine, ce s\u0103 te mai \u00eencal\u0163i, \u00eemi sug degetele \u00een guri\u0163a-aguri\u0163a-languri\u0163a, mi-ai l\u0103sat limba, mi-ai r\u0103mas pe cer, foc \u00een foc, foc pe foc, foc sub foc, mi-ai cu foc, \u015fi-n foc mi-e de cum te v\u0103d prin nor ne\u00een\u0163\u0103rcat o mie de fumuri, \u00een materie de fumuri putem diferi, \u015fi de scrumuri desfoiate, ici de p\u0103un, colea de pumn, bate altceva ori altcineva, dac\u0103 i-am zis-o m-a pocnit, mai v\u0103zuse\u015fi, am \u00eenghi\u0163it ce moartea m-a-nghi\u0163it, n-am \u00eenceput ce niciodat\u0103 nu sf\u00e2r\u015fe\u015fti, v\u00e2sle\u015fte-m\u0103 neantul, m\u0103 v\u00e2slesc neant, ce-mi trebuie mie ce-i trebuie doamnei aceleia de dimpotiv\u0103, a\u015f \u00een\u0163elege-o de-ar arde c\u00e2nd arde, nu arde, se arde, nu d\u0103 foc, \u00ee\u015fi d\u0103 foc de focul mamei, n-o mai pomenesc s\u0103 nu m\u0103 treac\u0103 ploaia, c\u0103 m-a plouat \u015fi n-am picurat, c-am picurat f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 plou\u0103, m\u0103 ierte, fugi cu mortul, \u00eei dai ap\u0103, te-am luat, tunelul sec, nu-nghi\u0163i foc, te-asemeni unei furnici prin paradis, zici ui \u015fi albe\u015fti sticla uium, poate o poiat\u0103 cu nimf\u0103, nu \u00eenc\u0103 ui, n-am intrat \u00een tunelul furnicii pentru c\u0103 nu mi-am permis s\u0103 ies din el, \u00eemi d\u0103dea cle\u015ftele br\u00e2nci s\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc la mute, alt\u0103dat\u0103, ecorezonan\u0163a neoteric\u0103 \u00eend\u0103r\u0103t, niciun \u00eend\u0103r\u0103tnic, o \u00eencorporalizare pe nesuflete\u015fte, am un vis, n-ai dec\u00e2t, te las, dar la urma urmei \u015fi nici la urm\u0103, aia nu mai vine de zece ani, destul \u015fi mie singur, nu-\u0163i par\u0103 zgomot, nici t\u0103cere, \u00eenc\u0103 un t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, un timp, nici at\u00e2t, neloc, suflet \u00een abisul fulguielii nespuse de ecoul leag\u0103nului cimentuind anagrama unei roman\u0163e cu domnu’, fire-a\u015f m\u00e2ine-poim\u00e2ine mai a\u015fa, s\u0103 n-am partea-departea, proapea-aproapea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu-i juca, spart-part, fii cu duio\u015fie, c\u00e2t\u0103va, desf\u0103-\u0163i opritoarea \u015fi ea cast\u0103, zi-i \u015foapta-mantra<\/em> \u015fi pierde-te-i, te-mpinge puhoiul semen \u00een joac\u0103, nu te-ai rejucat \u00een inel, talp\u0103 la talp\u0103, n-ai minte-min\u0163it-cumin\u0163ii, aibi-l-n-aibi-l.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai \u00eentors gre\u015fit, drege-\u0163i r\u00e2nza, ciupe\u015fte-\u0163i os\u00e2nza, hodoroaga \u015fi plotoaga, mai sunt domni c-o doamn\u0103, r\u00e2tanu-n prostitu\u0163ia m\u0103-sii, mai am \u015fi eu grij\u0103 s\u0103 ies, s\u0103 m\u0103 dep\u0103rtez, s\u0103 m\u0103 risipesc, fum de foc, nu de scrum, vere vitreg, nu-\u0163i mai aduce-aminte cai \u015fi vaci, crabi \u015fi furnici, mandakrante \u015fi haiku-uri, las\u0103 lumea-n genera\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tragi cu urechea, trage v\u0103lul de peste lucruri, d\u0103-\u0163i niciodat\u0103 inima destul de inim\u0103, c\u0103 n-o s\u0103-mi tragi tunelul, n-oi fi tu, n-o fi nimeni, oi fi cu \u0103la-aia, pala, paia, \u0163i-o fi fost pe inima goal\u0103, am dat iama printre noi nedoi de noi, nici unul de una-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Du-o, nu duo, nu cu mine, du-o p-aia, du-o d-aia, de p\u0103rere, pe rele paralele, lele lale cu parale paralele lale lele pe p\u0103rere, du-o a\u015fa, du-o tu, du-o, eu nu m\u0103 mai joc, mi-am prins cenu\u015fa, du-o, pune-\u0163i-o-n cap, s\u0103 picure-n t\u00e2rn\u0103, clepsidr\u0103, nepocnindu-mi mie zilele-nop\u0163ile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dau de timp, ce-\u0163i \u00eenchipui, ce te, c\u0103 te iubeam, c\u0103 m\u0103 iubeam, c\u0103 te iubesc, ori nu te mai iubesc \u015fi m\u0103 iubesc, iube\u015fte-te, iube\u015fte-m\u0103 c\u00e2t cuprinzi, furnico, n-am dumnezeu de c\u00e2nd n-am nici timp de-a-\u0163i spune tot, t\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 tot, eu, pe umeri, mai ai umeri?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poce\u015fte tu, poce\u015fte-m\u0103 azi \u015fi m\u00e2ine, c\u00e2nd nu puteai copia la v\u00e2n\u0103toare, cu mandibulele, dr\u0103gu\u0163\u0103, zaci pe biata umbr\u0103 de vis frumos, o s\u0103-\u0163i ias\u0103 pe nas, mun\u0163i \u015fi pe\u015fteri, pr\u0103p\u0103stiile ochilor f\u0103r\u0103 mai\u00a0 z\u0103pezi, m\u0103nu\u015fa flutur\u00e2nd \u00een fereastra ascunsului jali <\/em>printre cascadele pa\u015filor opri\u0163i la cast\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bine furnicile te pocnesc \u015fi te uit\u0103, nu le ui\u0163i ca s\u0103-mi aduci aminte c\u0103 sunt furnic\u0103, parc\u0103 te-a\u015f pocni, poka, auzi poco, a\u015fa furnic\u0103, a\u015fa crab, liber\u0103-liber, s\u0103-\u0163i faci tot tu cancer dup\u0103 cancer, la a\u015fa crab, a\u015fa furnic\u0103, e \u015fi chestie de inim\u0103, nu te-atinge, nu te-mpinge, am r\u0103bdat tunel \u015fi foc, n-o s\u0103 ies nici eu niciodat\u0103, poftim, fiindc\u0103 nici eu n-am intrat, te-am urm\u0103rit, nu te-am urmat, necunoscute ne sunt c\u0103ile, povestea nu \u0163i-am priceput-o, muta \u015fi dumneaei, ai mai dat-o \u015fi la joac\u0103, de unde p\u00e2n\u0103 unde, n-am avut eu timp c\u0103 poate \u0163i-o ar\u0103tam, o vedeai \u015fi amu\u0163eai, l\u0103sai u\u015forul \u015fi u\u015foara, tr\u0103geai din greu, las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 omor cu ce moarte m-ai tot \u00eenc\u00e2ntat, c\u0103 ne ducem, c\u0103 ne-ntoarcem, te-ai \u00eenr\u0103it de la na\u015fterea r\u0103ului p\u00e2n\u0103 la infinita lui nou\u0103 na\u015ftere, nicio co-na\u015ftere, nu te mai co-nasc, nu te mai cunosc, nu-\u0163i sunt, nu-mi e\u015fti, nici de ne\u00eent\u00eelnit ne\u00eent\u00e2lni-ne-am, \u00eent\u00e2lni-ne-am nu ne-am ne\u00eent\u00e2lni \u00eennc\u00eent\u00e2lnindu-te, cam pe egopastila lui cutare, p\u0103i s-au aridicat fornicile, m\u0103i \u0103sta, n-or ie\u015fi ele din nor, asta \u0163i-era nega\u0163ia norului, \u015fi? Nu \u00eentreb, ai dat de albu\u015furi \u015fi te-ai \u00eeng\u0103lbenit, las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103-le la\u015fi, m\u0103car \u015fi verde\u0163urile de \u0163i s-au \u00eenro\u015fit peste bot, s\u0103 te \u00eenve\u0163i cavaler, ce tot kamikaze, dus, vezi c\u0103 min\u0163i? nu \u00eentreb, a\u015f, cum o s\u0103 vezi, mi-o fi \u015fi mie de-un crab orb, am \u015fi eu orb, eu sunt orbul t\u0103u, m\u0103 risipesc, vezi chiar nu \u00eentreb, nu r\u0103spunde, nu p\u0103trunde, despuiat\u0103 \u015fi se-ascunde, multe furnici te-ar mai pocni, poka poco ai auzi, dinaintea urmei, c\u0103r\u0103mizi din jali<\/em> \u00een\u015firate, \u00een linia trecerii nici dinspre mine spre tine, nici dinspre tine spre mine, s\u0103 nu-\u0163i par\u0103 bine? m\u0103 \u00eentreb.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Dac-ai \u015fti, \u015fti dr\u0103gosti, pe-acum, pe drum, pe scrum, poate-ai \u015fti, \u015fti odr\u0103sli pe urm\u0103, pe umbr\u0103, pe scurm\u0103 \u015fi? ce n-ai \u015fti \u015fi urlui, lirluliruli, p\u0103l\u0103rii, palori zurlii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i cum domnu’ s-a sculat pe\u015fte \u015fi m\u0103m\u0103lig\u0103re\u015fte momeala cu scrobeala tr\u00e2ntor\u0103 \u00een d\u00e2rdor\u0103, m\u0103m\u0103lig\u0103roaie \u00een\u0163epat\u0103 droaie, t\u0103iat\u0103 \u015firoaie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Las\u0103-m\u0103 sec, pe-aici \u00eencolo, las\u0103 norii nen\u0103lbi\u0163i, taie-\u0163i bucle, taie-mi g\u00e2tul, plesne\u015fte-mi ochiul, ciobe\u015fte-mi gura s-o saturi, numai d\u0103-mi-te tu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P-alt\u0103 foaie, foale de\u015farte, pa\u015fti cumin\u0163i\u0163i, las\u0103-te singur, dincolo, de-aici p\u00e2n\u0103-n g\u00e2t, ochiu-n gur\u0103, gura-n burt\u0103, nu mai jos c\u0103 te dai s\u0103 m\u0103 dau.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i sunt recunosc\u0103tor de-o vreme lung\u0103, nu te mai recunosc, iar s\u0103 fi-ncep\u00e2nd, altfel, amorul, scuz\u0103-m\u0103 \u00een lungul \u015fi curmezi\u015ful tunelului, nicio prostie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te crezi dus-\u00eentors unde nici nu te duci, chiar c\u0103 te imaginezi o furnic\u0103 dintr-un crab, halal crab ce pretinzi s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenchipui eu \u00een tine, las\u0103-te crab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 m\u0103 sl\u0103be\u015fti, m\u0103-ngra\u015f de moarte, mai \u00eent\u00e2lne\u015fte-m\u0103, m\u0103car ca acum zece ani, iube\u015fte-m\u0103 \u00een trecere, s\u0103-mi aduc aminte \u015fi, dac\u0103-mi aduc aminte, s\u0103-mi par\u0103 bine singur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce miere, nu-\u0163i mai pic\u0103, a-n\u0163\u0103rcat b\u0103l\u0103furnica, nici tu nu te \u015ftii, nici eu nu te \u015ftiu, te-a\u015f iubi, tot nu m-ai \u015fti, nu te-a\u015f \u015fti, nu te-a\u015f iubi, te \u015ftiu eu \u015fi ne\u015ftiindu-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dau \u015fi din catacombe c\u0103r\u0103ri de mu\u015furoaie, cu, plutitoare pe v\u00e2rfuri, c\u0103r\u0103u\u015fiile-spasme ale g\u0103titelor dumitale pensule \u015fi faguri \u00eenl\u0103crima\u0163i de dulce.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-a-ndoasele-mi mai cotrob\u0103i ferfeni\u0163ele de c\u00e2nd cu zborul, ce nu mi-a\u015f mai zbura \u015fi-a\u015f mai picura \u015fi pe dumneata ce te-a\u015f mai l\u0103sa la maic\u0103-ta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fi-i nor\u0103, nor de or\u0103, vino \u00eenapoi unde te-ai g\u00e2ndit, doar, ce ceart\u0103, nu m-a\u015f mai \u015fti, m-ai poate umezi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Potrive\u015fte-\u0163i calendarul, preg\u0103te\u015fte ziua, nu te v\u0103d, crede ce spun eu, cum \u0163i-a\u015f mai crede?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe-aici \u00eenserarea, cre\u015fte palmul, nu se mai las\u0103 cum se l\u0103sa, acum te duci, pe sus, pe jos, n-asculta talanga-ng\u00e2n\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 sangeet<\/em>, am onoare de onoare \u00een amurgul murgului ororabil, poate mai, n-ai, se \u00eennopteaz\u0103, fr\u00e2nt\u0103, dac\u0103 femeie, nici furnic\u0103, nici timp, se face un crab \u00een fereastr\u0103 spre palm, ba-ncoace, ba spre palm, ochelarul geamului \u00eentre dou\u0103 cranii, un craniu \u015fi restul, crabul pe fereastr\u0103, s-o fi f\u0103cut ziu\u0103, tot crabul, pe-aici se-nsereaz\u0103 de-asear\u0103, de m\u00e2ine sear\u0103, m\u00e2n crabul o dat\u0103, niciodat\u0103 nu-l mai m\u00e2nai a\u015fa, dou\u0103 craniile \u00een galop, \u00een cerc, opri\u0163i-v\u0103, surioare, de unde, fra\u0163ilor, nimic, m\u0103 sacrific nu \u015ftiu cui, juma-juma, am spart geamul \u00een somn, m\u0103 culcasem cu el, nu aveam obiceiul cu geamul, m-am t\u0103iat, preacurv\u0103, \u00eemi bandajez r\u0103m\u0103\u015fi\u0163ele, le m\u00e2n, nu le-am m\u00e2nat niciodat\u0103 \u015fi iar galopenser\u0103ri, nu mai v\u0103d nici palmul, pic, un pic, dou\u0103 picuri, ce-am r\u0103mas a pica, de-aici de-a\u015f uda r\u0103d\u0103cina palmului, p\u0103rului, nu \u015ftiu, c\u00e2nd parc\u0103 te \u00eent\u00e2lnesc \u015fi trec pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 tine \u015fi treci pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 mine, dinspre palm spre geamul \u00eenser\u0103rii, dinspre geam spre palmul \u00eenser\u0103rii, niciodat\u0103 nu ne m\u00e2nasem a\u015fa, serile, nop\u0163ile, dimine\u0163ile, am trecut tot am\u00e2ndoi, tot unul \u00eencolo, unul \u00eencoace, n-am n-ai cum s\u0103 ne petrecem petrecerea nepetrec\u00e2ndu-ne, ne-am mai \u015fi dus, lin, s-a stins sangeet<\/em>-ul, \u00eenserarea s-a spulberat, pe-aici nu se mai las\u0103 cum se l\u0103sa \u00eenserarea, norii s\u00e2ngerii s-au \u00eennorat chiar de s\u00e2nge, nu m\u0103, nu te ui\u0163i, niciun efort, ca o singur\u0103tate a bucuriei, alt\u0103dat\u0103 crab, m\u0103, te, ne s\u0103turasem \u015fi pe aici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Cercul gata, \u0163estosul, apa jos, n-are curaj s\u0103 curg\u0103 pe neap\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cei d\u0103 la cap\u0103 cu flit, e pomp\u0103, nu baston, nu e orb, e flit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe-o falc\u0103, prin spatele vitezei, praf-praf, devreme pustiu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Falca-n cer, pe slai-pe splai, bordura cu perechi zim\u0163ate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Seara c\u0103 ziua, voal-voal, seara-palma-pe-buc\u0103-apuc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Printre f\u0103lci, din gard-gard \u00een drag-drag, rododendron.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Taie nasul c\u00e2mpului c\u0103 scuip\u0103-n ap\u0103 podul flitireasa ca musicoasa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Taie malul, nalt\u0103-nalt\u0103, zoaie \u00een c\u0103ldare, zoaie pe spinare-nare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Uite c\u0103 nu taie-tataie, nasul de c\u00e2mpoaie-c\u00e2nepoaie-sorezoaie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum \u015fi-ar de\u015ferta g\u0103leata \u015fi-ar lua plata cu lopata pe palata.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu zboar\u0103 de brundz\u0103-n frunz\u0103 de pe r\u00e2nz\u0103 \u015fi cu sp\u00e2nz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mut\u0103 corpu-n suflet \u015fi tunelu-n buza statuii siameze.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De la mil\u0103 nicio mil\u0103, o umil\u0103 bogumil\u0103-hindulil\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Huideo, pe deasupra, cap de nimf\u0103 neouat\u0103, paranimfam\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dihonia, pauz\u0103, lehuna tuneluncalkala pe toatbubteb.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f \u00een r\u00e2s, sp,re,are, n-are aer, pare p\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aude \u015fi-\u015fi spune, am auzit-am auzit, tot auzu-n canal.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se-ntinde diagonal c\u0103derii din oglinda nev\u0103zutului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00censenin\u00e2ndu-se a bine \u015fi departe de moarte amoarte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu beldii de\u015ftept\u0103toare-n cercelul nasului spre zulufs.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu tace-n nicio limb\u0103, cum nu mai are ar\u0103t\u0103tor \u015fi mare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u015fi tr\u00e2nte\u015fte maxilarul cu tr\u00e2ntitul tr\u00e2ntiturii u\u015fii tr\u00e2ntite.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Are perdele de zoaie campate de la capa c\u00e2mpenipodei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Picuri imaginetiarzi neoterontaramarant\u0103t\u0103baii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Seam\u0103m\u0103 pipepapirepepi, s-odihn\u0103-n hidr\u0103 de-o litr\u0103. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lastr\u0103 a colastr\u0103 \u00een sufletul urm\u0103tor, urm\u0103-suflet fle\u0163.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u015fi d\u0103 peste gur\u0103 de gura gurii \u015fi-\u015fi d\u0103 gur\u0103 augur\u0103 de guru.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– A-ncurcat-o acum trei zile, dup\u0103 zece ani \u015fi o sut\u0103 \u015fi dou\u0103 mii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Riscul mescomoriei-cocomoriscomoriei, a nu se-ntinde de tot.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Platin\u0103 pe srgint, b pe s, pa, s, care cu trei, zeci, scripte. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-are ce cere cui cere ce nu cere, cuiere, clucere, cernele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– I-ar fi timpul \u015fi nu-i e aminte s\u0103 se-nt\u00e2mpine timp.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dedesuptul r\u00e2mei r\u00e2ma zoaiele \u00eentinse de t\u00e2r\u00e2mi\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu v\u0103 nici \u00eenchid gura-n nas, r\u00e2m un t\u0103r\u00e2m s\u0103 sufoc un foc, martor\u0103 de sati<\/em> de furnic\u0103 dup\u0103 crabu-i, mi-e neclar\u0103 caloria ce-au m\u00e2ncat-o tocat\u0103 toat\u0103 zece ani, nu de poman\u0103, pe via\u0163\u0103 vitanahanuman\u0103, m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc pe salamandroac\u0103 o troac\u0103 prosotovolob\u0103ltoac\u0103, silambilambinis t\u0103 garan\u0163\u0103 de-o laie, \u00eentins\u0103 la fix\u0103 prea t\u00e2rziului, nu m\u0103 mai prinde\u0163i, mi-am sc\u0103pat, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc la ce-am spus vreodat\u0103 \u00een r\u00e2sul r\u00e2\u015filor-t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015filor, m\u0103 uit la o ghea\u0163\u0103 lunec\u00e2ndu-se numai ea, pe ea, ca pe ea, n-am ochi \u00een ea, m\u0103 cite\u015fte foca de furnic\u0103, m-amestec cu mine \u00eens\u0103mi alta-altul altoit, a m\u0103 schimba imediat, \u00eentrez\u0103rindu-m\u0103 cenu\u015f\u0103 din scrum, violata nev\u0103zutului, m-am co\u015fcovit printre limbi de ap\u0103, lipid\u0103, am intrat \u00een crab, cum mi-a fost zisa, ne sp\u0103lam sufletele \u00een de noi vremurile, proastele, \u00eenv\u0103\u0163asem s\u0103 \u00eenot cu infinit\u0103 \u00eencetineal\u0103 \u015fi de-aia apele, cioclovinele prea sfinte mi-au t\u0103iat curgerea din curgere \u015fi-ntre scurgeri, cum m\u0103 schimb, \u00eemi p\u0103trunde crabul nefiin\u0163a, se strive\u015fte s\u0103 m\u0103 striveasc\u0103, \u00eemi pare r\u0103u de el \u015fi m\u0103 strivesc \u015fi singur\u0103, chiar mai cu folos \u015fi orgasm, el doar m\u0103 \u00eenfipsese, eu m\u0103 \u00eenchid s\u0103 m\u0103 schimb, ca o, cu o boarf\u0103, o devi <\/em>m\u0103 furnic\u0103, nu m\u0103 g\u00e2ndisem, niciun crab, de c\u00e2nd nu mai sunt furnic\u0103, nici schimbat\u0103 din crab, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f altfel, n-a\u015f fi vrut, pe nicio albie, rugul m\u0103-nverze\u015fte \u00een de\u015fert, am de ros cartea, \u00eencep cu musta\u0163a, am ajuns la mai nimic, mai mine \u00eens\u0103sumi-c\u0103l\u0103mbilambin\u0103, dau cu chiu, se-nchide foaia peste, m-a\u015f schimba, n-am timp, lua\u0163i-m\u0103 a\u015fa de pe foc pe ap\u0103, de pe ap\u0103 pe foc, din crab \u00een furnic\u0103 \u015fi vorbim c\u00e2nd m\u0103 schimb.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– De c\u00e2nd nu mai respiram, pl\u0103m\u00e2nii mi se umflaser\u0103 de gelozie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103ltam prin ap\u0103, crabul \u00eemi d\u0103dea sfaturi ne\u00eenot\u0103toare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenm\u0103rmurisem din cauza sufoc\u0103rii, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u0163i-m\u0103 \u015fi pe mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Schimbi nerozia la boal\u0103 iar, te \u00eenfiin\u0163asei pe halucina\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-a\u015f fi revenit, nu ca Nandini dintre marmori \u00eenflorite.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Apa aia limpede c\u00e2t c\u0103 nu-\u0163i consola cenu\u015fa cataractei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se l\u0103sase o noapte de amar, probabil am r\u00e2s de-a\u015f visa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De te-a lovit confiden\u0163a c-o bif\u0103 \u00een du\u015fm\u0103nie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gelozia mi-a potolit pl\u0103m\u00e2nii, confiden\u0163a m-a liberat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Minte limp\u0103it\u0103 de ce, cine-\u015fi trece trecerea netoat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am scr\u00e2\u015fnit vremea cataractei r\u0103u sufocante, fum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Afumat de necaz \u00eenc\u0103 o zi \u015fi marmora tunelului mierie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca s\u0103 vezi somn, ori s\u0103 nu m\u0103 mai auzi sufoc\u00e2ndu-m\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot tu, cu altcineva ca mine, te \u00eencruci\u015fezi r\u0103pus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc pe partea unde apa tulbure ne bea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei Doamne-ajut\u0103, la ce ne-am mai frichini \u015fi cu al\u0163ii \u015fi cu noi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Anumite arhitecturi \u00een bananier \u0163in gol de flori.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u00e2rziu deschizi fluturelui aripile \u015fi prea lin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-a\u015f \u00eentinde \u00eenapoi \u00een aerul \u00eenchis, tot mai \u00eenchis.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-a sunat nenorocul mai demult, l-auzi \u00een ecou.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Protec\u0163ia n-o mai ofer nu din gelozie, apa era limpede.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tocmai, semn c\u0103 protec\u0163ie \u00ee\u0163i ofer cum \u015fi cu cine pot.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u00een\u0163eleg aerul limpezii ape cu umbre adultere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fiindc\u0103 nu exist\u0103, de c\u00e2nd exist\u0103, \u00eempreunare ne\u00een\u015fine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-a\u015f ruga, nu te rog, s\u0103-mi la\u015fi \u00een pace cenu\u015fa, ferind-o de ape mai sfinte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-a\u015fa toat\u0103 limpezimea m\u0103 va ame\u0163i singur\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 sfetnic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am deschis fluturelui aripile s\u0103 \u015fi le \u00eenchid\u0103 singur \u015fi el.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Verde pe pe verde \u015fi bucla nou\u0103 a bananierului tot degeaba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pentru acum, ce-o mai fi apoi \u015fi cum o fi c\u00e2nd n-o mai fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te felici\u0163i zadarnic \u00eentru sufocarea trecutului nocturn.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lumina zilei c\u00e2nd te-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit ca mai ieri \u015fi mai o dat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pietrele tremurau sub umbrele de fluturi cavaleri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei eu \u0163i-i suflam \u00een fumul pa\u015fnicei domnii sub un nor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta mult mai pe urm\u0103, de ce n-oi fi \u00eenchiz\u00e2nd taraba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am un fel de leg\u0103m\u00e2nt \u00een alb noaptea dorm, dormeam, p\u00e2n\u0103 acum, s\u0103 vedem de acum \u00eencolo, cum m\u0103 mai vizitai sufocat, somn mai \u00eencolo, mai bine, nu-\u0163i dau nici de veste, m-ai \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at s\u0103 nu fiu dac\u0103 \u00eencalc leg\u0103m\u00e2ntul t\u0103cerii, nu-ntre stanele tunelului, pe-acolo ne-am l\u0103murit, s-ar numi \u00eenc\u0103 o nepoveste, m-am legat la cap cu capul, \u00eemi faci bine \u015fi-n apa aia limpede, cu cine erai nu sunt \u015fi nu e\u015fti, cu cine sunt nu e\u015fti \u015fi nu este, nu sunt cu nimeni, tot a\u015fa, ce rost o fi av\u00e2nd apa, dac\u0103 nu o invita\u0163ie definitiv\u0103 cenu\u015fii, treaba ei cum mai curgea \u015fi-unde m\u0103 t\u00e2ram-t\u00e2ra, m\u0103 mai risipesc \u00een umbre de fluturi peste ochii culorilor, visate, cum m-a\u015f sufoca \u00een clip\u0103, de form\u0103, m-am oprit iar, m\u0103 opresc la aceea\u015fi scen\u0103, oric\u00e2t\u0103 ap\u0103 ar fi curs, peste gardul verde perspectiva bananierului masc\u00e2nd cariatide mute, \u00een aparen\u0163\u0103, m-am cam bucurat s\u0103 te v\u0103d oricum, dec\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 sufoc orb de tine, bucur\u00e2ndu-se toate coarnele bananierului frecat de \u0163\u00e2\u0163ele mutelor, ne certasem, ne-am spus vorbe, c\u0103 muta-mi luase min\u0163ile, nop\u0163ile, nu noaptea trecut\u0103, \u00eenger adulter, v\u0103duvo, f\u0103, nesp\u00e2nzur\u00e2nd\u0103, buf, fluturele, l-a\u015f fi-ntunecat prin zgrun\u0163urile prundului, las\u0103-i-te, apa luminata a\u015fa m-a urnit, imagineaz\u0103-\u0163i dintr-o parte gelozia, n-o disloca de sub pietre de m\u00e2ncare, apa un pic b\u0103ltoas\u0103-n palm\u0103, fluture deschis pe frumuse\u0163e, pe unde pe neunde, de c\u00e2nd cu groapa furnicilor de \u015fi-au c\u0103rat-o-n tunelul crabilor, ce leg\u0103minte t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f-t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, c\u0103tu\u015fe caste, cruste geloase, nu te c\u0103ra cu apa limpede, nu flirta-n apa limpede, nu \u015fopti apei limpezi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Singur\u0103, singur\u0103, singur, le-am \u00eencurcat, pentru una mort, pentru una nen\u0103scut, una m\u0103 omoar\u0103, una m\u0103 avorteaz\u0103, pupa-le-a\u015f, se pup\u0103 ele-n bot ce se pup\u0103, \u00ee\u015fi schimb\u0103 buzele \u00ee\u015fi fac din dou\u0103 limbi una, lesbos de lindini, s-a uscat florica p\u00e2n\u0103 mai apoi c\u00e2nd b\u00e2ld\u00e2b\u00e2c \u00een biciul \u00eenv\u00e2rtit \u00een tiribomb\u0103, i-am prins picioarele, peste capete, \u00eentr-o parte de cinci ori, \u00een partea cealalt\u0103, de patru, \u00eenapoi de trei, iar de dou\u0103, o dat\u0103, uit\u0103-te c\u0103-mi spargi catarama, mai jos, roade-\u0163i lac\u0103tul cu coac\u0103za, alt\u0103 genera\u0163ie, \u00eenc\u0103, \u00een rochie, niciun sari<\/em>, br\u0103cinar etern \u00eennodat, acum, pe roat\u0103, pe foc, din scrum \u00een fluture.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162in frunza bananierului dinspre p\u0103m\u00e2nt, o-ngrop, nu e banyan, \u00een aer, fulger, dracearc\u0103n.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cencet cu \u00eencetul, prin cea\u0163\u0103 l\u0103ia\u0163\u0103, pe zoaie din laie, pe-ale cr\u0103cii gogoloaie, iele-n ploaie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei nici \u00een via\u0163a asta n-ai rezolvat nimic, n-ai fost la percep\u0163ie, n-ai dus cancerul la sediu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemi calc furnica secret\u0103, o m\u0103n\u00e2nc, poate nu zboar\u0103 din gur\u0103-n gur\u0103 cu gura-mi de tunel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te iei pe din afar\u0103 s\u0103 te r\u0103spunzi pe din\u0103untru, cad\u0103-\u0163i palma, sug\u0103-\u0163i-se degetul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum ne mai iubim \u015fi nici fulgii nu ne merg, p\u0103r \u00een p\u0103r, zb\u00e2rn\u00e2ind piperul incolor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tefere ferii, orice orgii de caramangii, nu c\u0103 nu te-a, n-ai l\u0103sat-o s\u0103 moar\u0103, \u015fi nu te-a l\u0103sat s\u0103 mori, ea chiar murise \u015fi tu ai tras-o \u00eenapoi drept care cu dreptatea drept\u0103\u0163ii te-a omor\u00e2t \u015fi s-a sinucis sati.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum ar fi o furnic\u0103 \u015fi n-ar mai fi, ar fi crab \u015fi n-ar mai fi, salutare s\u0103rutare prin frunzare f\u0103r\u0103 zare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– V\u0103 z\u0103rea\u0163i, nu te prosti, altfel toate prostiile astea cum te-ar mai fi prostit peste marmorea \u00eenm\u0103rmurat\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103, pe-alt\u0103 dalt\u0103-n alt\u0103 piatr\u0103 \u015fi te-ai coc\u00e2rjat \u015fi t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f la t\u0103lpile-mi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 petrec dedesupt, po\u0163i murmura, n-aud, te-am \u015ftiut din auzite, r\u0103zvorbite, pe terezii, nu, aur, niciun aur, aur\u0103, ba’nc\u0103, musta\u0163\u0103 pe mas\u0103 cade bolta pe tuleie, tuleiele le uitasem, ce zece ani, to\u0163i, plus tuleiele, nu te sup\u0103ra, pe-aici ne repet\u0103m, cu gelozia de dumnezeu l\u0103sat\u0103, pe florica n-o spun, n-o spun ploii, nu-mi va mai ploua, cremene, m\u0103 sap, un fleac \u015fi bucle de necuprins pa\u015fii din furnicrab, motive nesc\u0103p\u0103rate, genele la cutie, \u00een fundul scrum\u00e2ntului, ai fi putut dansa tot bananierul l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-m\u0103-n s\u0103m\u00e2n\u0163\u0103, \u00eemi pare o iertat\u0103 ne\u00eendep\u0103rtare, \u015fi nu te mai aud, nu murmuri prin orga de r\u0103d\u0103cini a bunyanului, m\u0103 uit \u00een sus \u00eenaripat de sp\u00e2nzur\u0103torile-i m\u00e2lc, ap\u0103 limpede \u00eel macin\u0103 \u00eentru simetria bol\u0163ii capului t\u0103iat t\u0103ind, adiacent, cu vino vin, asemenea, repejor, zbur\u00e2ndu-mi umbra, zvelt, vere, coast\u0103, viol\u0103, ritm, pustiu, balababuf, p-afar\u0103, poim\u00e2ine, ac de z\u0103duful \u00eennopt\u0103rii eleftrice, lira s\u00e2mb\u0103t\u0103 la os, eleisundar\u0103venire, n-or nor, repezindu-m\u0103 tologtolog, nu v\u0103d crabul, doar \u00een\u0163ep\u0103tura de furnic\u0103-n crusta fostei gingii, huma humorului pictat\u0103 cu cear\u0103 nem\u0103rturisit furi\u015fat\u0103-n pantof, parc\u0103 un b\u0103ut \u00een dou\u0103 guri, u\u015fa-nchis\u0103, joac\u0103 prea t\u00e2rziu, drep\u0163i \u015fi via\u0163\u0103 de pe urm\u0103, \u00een jocac\u0103, doi, trei, patru, patru ori \u015fase, anatema de trei ori contra trei \u015fi invers, la tunel, \u00een talp\u0103,\u00a0 se-nnoptase o dat\u0103, mut, toloaca ficatului ardeiat \u015fi cu igrasii verzii \u015fi varz\u0103 de groaz\u0103, m\u0103tussar ro\u015fiatic, pe ciuci, zoaie de mascar\u0103, salvare \u00eenc\u0103 virgin\u0103, uit\u0103tur\u0103-uituceal\u0103 de eleison, nu zic nimic sub bolt\u0103, cu sufletul necitit, r\u0103pus fumului lum\u00e2n\u0103rilor nun\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Azi-noapte a plouat, tot au mai r\u0103mas nori, umbra-le umed\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Florile ro\u015fiatice de nu se trec, trece florica aur albastru pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acoperii bananierul din obi\u015fnuin\u0163a z\u0103pu\u015felii tunelului de os.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Apus\u0103 templului cu seara frumoas\u0103 de \u0163i-a c\u00e2ntat cu ceasul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aceia\u015fi ani \u015fi nu m\u0103 mai t\u00e2r\u0103sc ore, ‘m cere Florica inima ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd \u00eei c\u00e2ntai \u015fi \u00eenflorise, ploaia s\u0103 o joace, \u015fi-i n\u0103du\u015feai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot s\u0103 te joc \u015fi trist \u015fi trist \u015fi pe-o parte \u015fi s\u0103 te la\u015fi s\u0103 dormi talp\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am zv\u00e2cnit-o p\u00e2n\u0103 n-a mai fost chip \u015fi acum calc pe tot.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne g\u00e2dil\u0103 un foc de ani \u015fi de-aia pe c\u00e2nd plou\u0103 c\u0103 nu talpa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Toat\u0103 brambura dintre noi p\u0103cat s\u0103 nu ne mai g\u00e2dile, ce or\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu sfertul, mai mult nimic, \u00een descre\u015ftere, de unde catacomba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne-a \u0163inut, am treierat-o c\u00e2t ne-a, ce nu-\u0163i vezi \u0163inutul?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-a\u015f bramburi c\u0103 mai mereu, las\u0103 ploaia, descresc\u0103torul sfert de ploaie \u0163i de\u015fert, dedeubt, cu scrum de mun\u0163i s\u0103dit ce scrum de nenoroco\u015fi asemenea noroco\u015filor, norilor, mai am seara, poate asta, cum m-a\u015f mai avea cum m-am avut \u015fi cu tine, alias Florica, de s-ar sup\u0103ra asemenea, flatez golul dintre voi cu un g\u00e2dilat tot gol, \u00een\u0163ep\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 ziua-n tot alt\u0103 zi p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103tul ei dint\u00e2i, al lor, cum \u0163i-ar mai p\u0103rea aur vreodat\u0103, s\u0103 l\u0103s\u0103m, ne-am schimbat nu numai din demultul din noi, nu numai din de pe urma urmelor, din unu \u00een nici una, \u015fi ce dac\u0103, bine, nu ne-am, iar atrac\u0163ia, zv\u00e2nt\u0103 orice ploaie pe florica, atunci de ce-\u0163i \u00eenchipui \u015fi aminte \u015fi altminteri, o dat\u0103 a\u015fa, o dat\u0103 nici a\u015fa nici niciodat\u0103, cam munte, un tunel de nimic, necununat, nenorocit dinadins \u00een de noi ce n-am mai nunti, ca din lene \u015fi lehamite nemaitinere\u0163ii, las’ c\u0103 trece \u015f-astalalt\u0103, zv\u00e2ntate m\u00e2inile de abur negru de fericire idolatr\u0103, nu, te \u00eent\u00e2lneam, te \u00eent\u00e2lneam, te \u00eent\u00e2lneam, nu te mai \u00eent\u00e2lnesc, \u00eenc\u0103 nu, cum s\u0103 nu, c\u0103 nu plou\u0103, c\u0103 s-a zv\u00e2ntat florica, mai sunt zile neamintite, ploi nescrumite, m\u0103car tagma cer\u015fetorilor ne va da pomana la \u015fobolani \u015fi crabi, dup\u0103 oarecare obicei, vom repeta \u015fi experien\u0163a aia c\u00e2t e scris, nu ne-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit degeaba, la fel nu ne-am \u015fi desp\u0103r\u0163it altfel dec\u00e2t pentru a ne re\u00eent\u00e2lni de nerecunoscut, Forica st\u0103 cu florile zv\u00e2ntate, mii de ragas<\/em>, toate, nici una, cum s-o mint de-o zi mai lumin\u0103 pur\u0103 libertate-n fantasticul curent, de la extenuare-ncoace, o vedere de tinere\u0163e \u00een ceai spre bananier, cum Florico, fie \u015fi-n slokas<\/em> de la m\u00e2n\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 mai apoi, prin transparen\u0163\u0103, e o prostie s\u0103 vezi n\u0103scut din prostii ce nu s-au v\u0103zut \u015fi nu s-or mai vedea, s-a zv\u00e2ntat umbra norilor, au uitat s\u0103 se t\u00e2rasc\u0103, voba, h\u00e2rba, dojene\u015fte-o pe Florica, nu m\u0103 h\u00e2rbui pe mine, \u015fi, \u015fi, niciun \u015fi, mare e tunelul, plou\u0103-mi c\u0103p\u0103celul, m-a durea a\u015f \u00eennebuni s\u0103 nu m\u0103 doar\u0103, durea-m-ar, c-am l\u0103sat furnicile necununate, crabii neal\u0103pta\u0163i, printre ziduri porumbace marin\u0103re\u0163e, la ghea\u0163\u0103, nu dau de Florica, de-o deschisesem cum \u00eenchisesem u\u015fa, pe sub u\u015f\u0103-ncape foaia, ie\u015fir\u0103 c\u00e2\u0163i intrar\u0103, proscri\u015fi balauri, osia laurului, nu-mi-e, m\u0103 fac, ori m-am, n-ai de unde e\u015fti, nu schimb niciun sf\u00e2r\u015fit pe nesf\u00e2r\u015fit, mai mult z\u0103pezile de niciodat\u0103, de sub acoperi\u015f, pe cenu\u015f\u0103, scrum cu amor, ferice gudur\u00e2ndu-se cu buza dinspre pr\u0103pastie, cum nu ne-am fi str\u00e2ns risipi\u0163ilor \u00eentr-un t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f de n-are pantoful loc ori ne calc\u0103, \u00eel g\u0103urim s\u0103 ne nasc\u0103 ori s\u0103-l apuce ploaia \u015fi s\u0103-l urm\u0103m, strop, strop, cu Florica peste noi gata-gata s\u0103-l scurt\u0103m de bot.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu te speria, vreau s\u0103 te fac s\u0103 r\u00e2zi, nu te pot atinge, nici g\u00e2dila m\u0103car, nu-\u0163i zic nimic, nu te dau, eu nu te dau de-a dura c\u0103 nu-\u0163i tace gura cum \u0163i-e str\u00e2mb\u0103tura, scurt\u0103tura, pip\u0103itura, nu-\u0163i iau pip\u0103itul, nu fac bancuri, nu m\u0103 \u0163in pentru nevast\u0103, m\u0103 uit a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-ar\u0103t eu \u0163ie, \u00eend\u0103r\u0103t c\u0103 \u0163i-o ar\u0103t, r\u00e2zi de mine spart\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 mai sparg \u015fi de r\u00e2s, m-ai spart, furnica era de scrum, crabul de cenu\u015f\u0103, jun pe rom, puriu pe fals, furnici \u00een g\u0103lbinele pampoane de \u0163elineal\u0103 cu pisici de pe spate, cu p\u0103rul l\u0103sat pe \u0163\u00e2\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nori n-or mereu, nor n-o mereu, mort\u0103nelul de la mort\u0103rie t\u0103ia sf\u0163rcurile \u0163\u00e2\u0163elor muierilor, le-n\u015fira pe sfoar\u0103, le punea sub pern\u0103 \u015fi visa, se visa \u00een tunel, tot pe desperecheatele, un pantof se scufunda, din nori \u00een nori, mi-am \u00eenc\u0103lecat pe-un sf\u00e2rc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 numeri pe puncte, cu ghea\u0163a \u015firoind \u00eenoturi pe canal de cinci bani, uite-i ochiul secerat tuberculos, osul sifilitic, sub sf\u00e2rc, al fecioarei florici de la munte de furnici, r\u00e2zi singur p\u00e2n\u0103 n-oi, noi n-om mai putea, n\u0103v\u0103lit \u00een hohot.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei floarea au cosit-o furnicile de-al doilea galben, b\u0103tea soare prin scursoare cu scrisoare \u015fi pe-atunci r\u00e2z\u00e2nd \u00eenainte nu mai \u015ftii dac\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorceam r\u00e2sul \u00een urm\u0103, dup\u0103 curul t\u0103u \u00een m\u0103tase, \u00ee\u0163i intrase sariul \u00eentre buci \u015fi de r\u00e2sul meu ce se mai descocolo\u015fea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Adulterul \u0103la g\u0103lbejit e cu furnici, venise\u015f’, mai \u00eencoace, pe piatra mea galben\u0103, urduroas\u0103, nu mai puteam nici s\u0103 nu mai pot, n\u0103scusem aurul proastei ca proasta, \u0163i-am jucat situa\u0163aia, nimic de r\u00e2s, lovele d\u0103-i, c\u0103 tr\u0103iam f\u0103r\u0103 glum\u0103 \u015fi las\u0103-te pe g\u00e2ndurile f\u0103tate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103car r\u00e2zi de mine cum m\u0103 str\u00e2mb dup\u0103 tine cu anii sau \u00een\u0163epenesc \u00een tunel \u015fi m\u0103 iei la ochi ca s\u0103-mi fie ru\u015fine, nici t\u00e2lhar, nici b\u0103ut, oricum, bine, bine \u00een\u0163epat de furnici, de crab ciupit \u015fi eu te-am ciupit de ziceam c\u0103 te \u00een\u0163ep \u015fi tu nu m\u0103 ciupeai nu m\u0103 \u00een\u0163epai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aia era situa\u0163ia, cu vremea, \u015fi mai \u015fi, unde te trezeai, eu nu dormeam de fel, \u00eemi pleznea talpa capului, abia de-l mai tac pe chiria\u015ful de m-o fi ciupit \u015fi el c\u00e2t i-am permis dup\u0103 \u00eempreunate puteri, e chestie de jen\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei de \u015fancru, am glumit cu eunucul, nu \u0163i-am spus, de cast \u015fi casteist, m\u0103 \u015fi laudam c\u0103 numai dac\u0103 r\u00e2d exist \u015fi-mi cam plezneai peste botul, de nu-l mai pup, se \u015fi r\u0103core\u015fte prin coclaurii galbeni de furnic\u0103-n furnic\u0103, un crab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pl\u0103ntoaia bost\u0103noas\u0103 \u015fi mistuitul c\u0103me\u015foi, \u015foimoi\u015f \u015farmoi, asorteaz\u0103-te nataraje\u015fte, ce \u015ftie eunucu’ ce face eunuca, fiin\u0163e de care nu r\u00e2de nimeni, toat\u0103 lumea se \u00eencrunt\u0103 la ele, m\u0103car \u015fi furnicile din cocul ca\u015fului \u015fi cle\u015ftii alakaila\u015fului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd \u00eencepusem, \u00een fine, s\u0103 nu-mi mai v\u0103d capul, f\u0103cusem ochi la mute, pe-atunci altul se ar\u0103ta tunelul, gata de pantof, nu m-a\u015fteptam, a\u015fa \u015fi m\u0103 distrez, pe nea\u015fteptate, cu balul trist al c\u0103lug\u0103ri\u0163ei-vaca-lui-dumnezeu ce-mi pl\u00e2ngi \u00een nas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai vrea viol\u0103 de la variol\u0103, gur\u0103 de la epidaur\u0103, m-ai suge de de\u015fti printre cle\u015fti, unde, \u0163i-am mai ras, te treze\u015fti s\u0103 m\u0103 viere\u015fti, te-am a\u015fteptat, t\u0103m\u00e2ie, mai cumsecade cenu\u015fa-\u0163i, de \u015f-aia cu scrumul m\u0103ciuc\u0103, porcule.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-atunci \u015fi p\u00e2n\u0103-ascrum te-ai prins la lume, rar s\u0103 te-n\u0163epe, \u015fi nu mi-e de impoten\u0163a altora, de cenu\u015fa puber\u0103, de scrumul senil, ba bat din cl\u0103p\u0103uge, flea\u015fc-plea\u015fc, pl\u0103cerea de-am pleo\u015ftit-o una-dou\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te oprisei t\u0103ciune, te-a apucat cu mu\u015furoaiele prin circ, \u0163ine-\u0163i pe\u015ftele-n ap\u0103, crabul furnicilor, puroiul puroinicelor c\u0103 nici putoarea puterilor, muta mutelor nu \u0163i-ar mai r\u00e2de-n nas s\u0103-i r\u00e2zi la cur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u00cemi e distins\u0103, nu cu pitulicile din ea, broboana din v\u00e2rful b\u0103l\u0103riei, altfel baragladina de-asear\u0103 ar coco\u015fa-o, tresar, probabil, m\u0103 \u00eentrece, parc\u0103 am iar ochi, pentru \u00eentunecimea ei din lung, la g\u00e2t sub\u0163ire, se duce, mai s-o urmez, nu s-o-ntorc, n-a\u015f mai nici oc\u0103r\u00e2-o, n-are nici ea ac de mine, gur\u0103 de scrum, m-o fi fermecat, nu mai tresar, \u00eentoarc\u0103-se peste \u0163estoasa ce-am tras la umbr\u0103, m\u0103 r\u0103cesc, se r\u0103ce\u015fte \u015fi timpul, n-om muri, chit, ne-am mai putea distra, \u00eei torn o \u00eenjur\u0103tur\u0103, se pi\u015fa pe mine salamandra, onoare, martorii onoarei, foc, s\u00e2c c\u0103 nu m-ai nimerit cu din\u0163ii, data viitoare \u00ee\u0163i povestesc, z\u0103u acum s\u0103 moar\u0103 mama, \u00eemi permit personal.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-ai convins ca focu’, o s\u0103-\u0163i treac\u0103 \u015fi trecutul, cu cotul \u015fi botul, pi\u015fcoturile din labe, labele, nu babele, laba nu baba, babalaba \u015fi-un praz galbelebeliu, \u0163i-am prins picul \u015fi cipicul, te-mpinsesei dup\u0103 mine, neagr\u0103 bine, sugi hain \u00een Ujjain, hainii din ujaini spre yakshini, nandinistrangulini dintre linii-c\u0103t\u0103linii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le ar\u0103t \u015fi furnicile pe ud, d\u0103-\u0163i \u00een petec soarele, \u00eemping\u0103-\u0163i s\u0103m\u00e2n\u0163a cu c\u0103lc\u00e2iu-ntre cracii miresii, \u00eencordeaz\u0103-\u0163i strunele r\u0103bd\u0103rilor pr\u0103jite \u015fa\u015fiu, d\u0103-te jos din scrum c\u0103 fum, fufa-tufa te parfum neagr\u0103 la zgrum \u015fi sugrum pe drum durum. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu v\u00e2r\u00ee \u0163\u00e2r\u00ee o \u0163\u00e2r\u0103-n \u0163\u00e2r\u0103 cum te \u0163\u00e2r\u0103 p\u00e2r\u0103-n m\u00e2r\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u00e2r\u00e2ie, nu m\u00e2r\u00e2ie, c\u00e2r\u00e2ie nu m\u00e2r\u00e2i c-am\u00e2ndoi om p\u00e2r\u00e2i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tu nerod \u015fi io sarod<\/em>, saroda de la baroda, ruda surda nu da.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Orbii corbi, surzi \u015fi surzii, cobii bobi, bobi\u015fi urzii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– L\u0103turile nu le mai pi\u015fa, sus-ziso, te-or ple\u015fti-n act pe contract, grea cu greaca, alunelu’, da, tunelu’, toate v\u0103 zidir\u0103\u0163i c\u00e2nd v\u0103 g\u0103urir\u0103\u0163i, crabii cu pantoful, filosoful-oful, trage\u0163i dup\u0103 voi sacii de nevoi, \u00eentrerupea\u0163i circula\u0163ia \u015fi masturba\u0163ia cu menstrua\u0163ie de toat\u0103 gra\u0163ia, stoarse bubele v\u0103 ud\u0103 hrubele, na-v\u0103-nare-\u0163i la pierzare\u0163i, ce tunel b\u0103ga\u0163i \u00een el, c\u0103 v\u0103 ia latura la t\u0103mb\u0103l\u0103ul tralala, da\u0163i \u015fi cu mandibula scheletului clavicula, descinge\u0163i-v\u0103 de negru, de voaluri, v\u00e2rfui\u0163i-v\u0103 pe trotuarul \u00eenfundat, cu depozitul pleca\u0163ilor, \u015fi-al t\u0103u \u015fi crabul, exact prin magnepantof, dus, talpa, curge balta, pierde\u0163i de-al\u0103turi \u00eentr-o uitare, ce pa\u015fi, ce mu\u015furoaie, ce colonii, nicio vorb\u0103, nicio urm\u0103,\u00a0 nicio a patra-a opta, uneori \u00een amurg, \u015firuri-\u015firuri, siluete, m\u0103t\u0103suri picur\u00e2ndu-v\u0103 gr\u0103un\u0163a, c\u00e2t s\u0103 v\u0103 pofteasc\u0103 pipotele crab, pe-aici, imediat, nu v\u0103 m\u00e2nca\u0163i, mineralizatelor, ce obiceiuri, loc de ordine, seduc\u0163ie de purpur\u0103, l\u0103turi de-al\u0103turi, pripi\u0163i-v\u0103, cotoci\u0163i-v\u0103, a\u015fa, buiece invece, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015fe, p\u00e2r\u00e2\u015fe, c\u0103 v-a dat ceva altcineva de-njuga \u015fi-njunghia cle\u015ftele \u015fi unghia, mijlocul \u015fi marginea, ce zidea\u0163i, ce g\u0103urea\u0163i, \u00een cenu\u015f\u0103 v\u0103 uda\u0163i, de c\u0103rat v\u0103 de\u015fela\u0163i, \u00een aer v\u0103 cr\u0103p\u0103cea\u0163i, prin v\u00e2rtj mai h\u00e2rj\u00e2ia\u0163i, pe pere\u0163i v\u0103 d\u00e2rdora\u0163i, treiera\u0163i, \u00eemb\u0103la\u0163i, carambola\u0163i, mai storcea\u0163i aristocra\u0163i, chimiza\u0163i, mumifica\u0163i, ce pantof le l\u0103crima\u0163i, ramazan\u0163i, ramazona\u0163i, singuromante, buf rosibagabante, cu patalalmale la balamale, tambalabelembe, du-te, b\u0103, pi\u015f piric\u0103, f\u0103, d\u0103, m\u0103, d\u0103-m\u0103, p\u0103 m\u0103-ta, ta-ta-tac-to-ta, bulibuleabulembeleabulebulivulembelembe, pac, v-a-nfipt-o, piftia-n triftor, ce lal\u0103, flaimuca cu cuc\u0103, luneca\u0163i cioclovine, r\u0103c\u0103nime, pici furnici, rbazi crabi, c\u0103r\u0103b\u0103nitelor, terc\u00e2rpicitelor, tres\u0103r\u0103\u0163\u00e2\u0163elor, probabil, codoa\u015felor de-o po\u015ft\u0103 \u015fi a mantracucelor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Pocne\u015fte, nepocnindu-se, pe-afar\u0103, o la\u015fi s\u0103 intre, ori ba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Intr\u0103 \u015fi se trage-n poz\u0103 la oracol, \u00eenghesui-o cu o c\u00e2rp\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se cocolo\u015fe\u015fte sub talpa iadului aia de \u0163ip\u0103 h\u00e2r\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pu\u015fca\u015fi, nu tu, ei, boboborombambanimbalabobii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162ine-i din treab\u0103 cu o plea\u015fc\u0103 \u015fi-o m\u00e2r\u0163oag\u0103 \u015fi o ghilotin\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Latele, taie din d\u00e2nsele, panglici din fluture-n flaut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lunge\u015fete culoarea sufoc\u00e2ndu-se de fumul pe bani.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ciupe\u015fte scena crimei cu o linguri\u0163\u0103 de l\u0103turi flegmatice.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenv\u00e2rte\u015fte timpul, locul \u015fi crabul printre furnici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pune h\u00e2rtie sub literele interzise libere a se afuma.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai aranjeaz\u0103 tunelul din\u0103untru, nu pe spuma l\u0103turilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0103r\u0103 labirint, furnic\u0103, d\u0103-mi o s\u0103rutare la cap, din basm.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce-ai zis de vierme nu roade, cere aer, prime\u015fti vaer.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Caerul sc\u0103mo\u015f\u00e2ndu-se d\u0103-l mai c\u00e2\u015f \u015fi sucala.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sugerea muncitului prin m\u00e2ncat, dumicatul duminica.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Suge sugestiile, n-avem loc, s-a-mpu\u0163it busuiocul singur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am jug, costume, m\u0103\u015fti, cancanuri, nici m\u0103car o pocnitoare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pocne\u015fte-o la fix, la mau, concentreaz\u0103 \u0163\u0103r\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een ud\u0103turile dinspre pantof, sper c\u0103 l-ai controlat, vezi ce cod are pe limb\u0103, c\u00e2t a lins pieptul labei, ce resturi de scrum eman\u0103, nu-l plesni, s\u0103 sufere de indiferen\u0163\u0103, de inversul a\u015ftept\u0103rii, las\u0103-l balt\u0103, vezi ce i se opune, ce p\u0103m\u00e2nt, ce lun\u0103, ce ap\u0103rare, lumea a\u015fteapt\u0103 pocnitoarea din tunel ca pe p\u00e2inea cea mai cald\u0103, s-o hr\u0103nim pe h\u0103rt\u0103nite, cine intr\u0103 nu mai iese, cine nu iese, nu te gr\u0103bi, gre\u015felile, alo, unde \u0163i-e doza, scoate-\u0163i imediat ochii, scoate-te din s\u0103rite, nu te apuca de caracter, f\u0103-mi crima \u015fi-\u0163i fac felul, pe f\u0103r\u0103 muzic\u0103, nu exist\u0103, s-a topit, ilustreaz\u0103 piatra cu spinarea, repet\u0103 orice-\u0163i vine, ia-mi otrava din gur\u0103, f\u0103 comer\u0163 de iele, nu te \u0163ine, scoate greva crabilor, ce tot furnici, nici furnici, aprinde rugul din jos, zac \u00een bolt\u0103, ce-am avut, pantoful nu era de dumnezeu, poc-poka, ui poka, ui, mi-am prins urechea, mai d\u0103, c\u00e2t cuprinzi, zero orz.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ai pocnit ca lumea, obose\u015fti \u015fatra, ne degradezi, am \u00eent\u0103ritoare, nec\u0103p\u0103tuieli, consolibibiluri, c\u00e2nd te pocnesc c\u0103 nu pocne\u015fti, gata, intr\u0103m \u00een persoan\u0103, tun\u0103 tunelul, parc\u0103 ne-am distrangula, simpatio, r\u0103sturnato, te aperi cum \u0163i-o ap\u0103rea, numai trecut \u015fi nici regie nu ne-ar decapita, adio la o joac\u0103 de m\u0103rgele, care ne \u015fi pocnim \u015fi pocnim \u015fi n-avem nici pe \u0103la, nici pe aia, ce discuta \u00eentre noi, s-a zis, tocmai pe tocmai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe mine nu, nu peste mine, nu \u00een mine, n-am pereche, nu m\u0103 ai, unde m\u0103 dai, pe ce, nu v\u0103d, o d\u00e2r\u0103 cu insule de ap\u0103, doar n-am putrezit de tot, oi mai fi ar\u0103t\u00e2nd \u015fi ceea ce nu s-a mai v\u0103zut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fii pe ou\u0103, sparge-te, tot un s\u00e2nge \u015fi o ap\u0103 \u015fi niciun p\u0103m\u00e2nt, n-o mai l\u0103sa pe-aia s\u0103 intre, ia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu nu m\u0103 bag, sunt gata, bau-bau, las\u0103-mi balsame.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crabul dulce-n scen\u0103, iese florica tras\u0103 de bulbuci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– G\u0103lbenelele se dezbucleaz\u0103 \u00eentr-o oglind\u0103 de venin s\u0163ngeriu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Namila-n r\u00e2p\u0103, mal \u00een arip\u0103, perpele-te-n prip\u0103 prisp\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pune punte de pumnale \u00een pumnalele punctului terminus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici n-am t\u0103iat, taie basmu-n timpul liber pe moarte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi\u015fc\u0103 din ureche, din cer, nu te mi\u015fca mai la vale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen\u0163epenind persoana s-ar putea s\u0103 nu mai intre fluturi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Detalii f\u0103r\u0103 talii, falii falite, fatalii alii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Arunc\u0103 lep\u0103d\u0103tura, cl\u0103n\u0163\u0103nind\u0103 pe-o buc\u0103 de ureche.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai v\u00e2r\u00e2t mai sus de p\u00e2n\u0103 peste cap, respir\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Fii frumoas\u0103, fii frumos, s\u0103 ne ia \u00een serios cine-o s\u0103 te ia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lua-te-ar, c\u0103 dulce m\u0103 fierbi, \u015fi-ai fierbe tot pe lung.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lungit cu t\u0103lpile-nainte \u015fi scurtat\u0103 scurt\u0103 glava.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vlaga vulgului, t\u0103m\u00e2ie, haide\u0163i la aer, bebeilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o-ntinde, s-a rupt suptul, suge\u0163i asurzirea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cale b\u0103tut\u0103, at\u00e2ta, ce-ai mai t\u0103ia-o, de capu-\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am uitat tot, z\u0103u, nu m\u0103 mai aduc aminte \u00eent\u00e2lnind.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu nebun, nu firoscos, s\u0103 te iee ochi frumos cine-o s\u0103 te lase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe spate, pe coate, pe labe, pe hoabe, pe mai h\u00e2rtoape.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 cazi \u00een sac\u00e2z \u015fi sac\u00e2zul s\u0103 caz\u0103 la cozerie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u0163i r\u00e2zi r\u0103z\u0103toarea cu ziar de z\u0103urdeli zor dezastre.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Anini ani inzi, anin\u00e2nzi, la obl\u00e2nc de m\u00e2nzi nechez\u00e2nzi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cic\u0103 te ciuciule, piciule, curcile, cr\u0103cile, crucile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Zi \u00een g\u00e2nd, s\u0103-mi \u00eenchipui \u015fi eu, e\u015fti mai devreme, tragi h\u0103is, nimic, nici un cea, g\u00e2nde\u015fte-te bine, nu zice ce, n-am p-al dracu’, o frec, sac\u00e2z.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu frumosul, belitule, custurea despic\u0103 pielea de pe st\u00e2rv, m\u00e2na mineiului pe-o strun\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 sac\u00e2z, spal\u0103-te de p\u0103cate, nu mai mirosi a ars, c-o ploua Dumnezeu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-am uitat furnicile \u015fi crabii \u00een ma\u0163, ia-te dup\u0103 zoaie, prin delte, pe sus, \u00eemp\u0103ienjenindu-te o dat\u0103, de dou\u0103 ori, \u0163ine b\u00e2zul \u015fi mai distreaz\u0103-te biologie c\u00e2t \u0163i-e pofta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te \u0163ii \u0163ap \u015fi nu te \u0163ine \u0163eapa nici \u00een \u0163epoaic\u0103, \u0163i-ai \u00een\u0163epat pa\u0163achina \u00een \u0163echin\u0103 la \u0163\u00e2\u0163\u00e2n\u0103, \u0163ine \u00eentre \u0163ine, c\u0103 te-ndoaie ter\u0163ine de \u0163intirime \u0163\u00e2n\u0163\u0103rime.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o pasc, murgo, pe la morg\u0103, nici spacheta nici pe gheata de la ghea\u0163\u0103 spart\u0103 orga, n-amurg, pasc-o, gura casc-o, \u015fi m\u0103tase-o \u015fi damasc-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aici ridici furnici \u00een chici, cu arici \u015fi crabi mai mici, te \u00eenspici \u00een tiriplici \u015fi carabici \u00een terci de nici pitulici nici niciulici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A, te-mpingi, c\u0103 te-mpingi, c\u0103 nu te-mpingi \u015fi te-mpingi, lingi \u015filingi \u015fi lingi \u015fi lingi, ningi meningi, stingi mingi \u00een chingi de sinsingi ce-ncingi \u00een pecingi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-aude, du-te, te s\u0103rute pe nevrute, labele cusute, sutele limbute, custuri ude, cin’ te-aude bei o bute de cusute gheare vrute te s\u0103rute pe nevrute.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centorci porcii de-ai mahorcii, horca-horcii, horc\u0103i trocii, porcii-ntorci-i, m\u00e2na-torci-i, coci pritocii, corcii-storcii, ca la porcii ce \u00eentorci-i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La cartofi, antofi-pantofi, cenotafi atavi-pandavi, fovi alcovi, f\u0103r\u0103 pantofi, la cartofi atrofi castrofi catastrofi de profi, profitori de astrolofi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La tunel, nunel de cel celt celuitor muncel, dorm \u00een el de multicel, zac de fel f\u0103r\u0103 scalpel \u015fi m\u0103-n\u015fel \u00een p\u0103ducel c\u0103 m\u0103 sp\u00e2nzur\u0103 inel de apel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u0103lic\u0103, p\u0103li tic\u0103 de pl\u0103tic\u0103, pl\u0103tit\u0103 cu politic\u0103 \u015fi ni\u0163ic\u0103 a\u0163ic\u0103 sifilitic\u0103, ni\u0163ic\u0103 s\u0103l\u0103\u0163ic\u0103 a\u0163icu\u0163\u0103 cl\u0103ticu\u0163\u0103 mai \u0163uncu\u0163\u0103 s\u0103 s-ascu\u0163\u0103 litr\u0103-n sticl\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E groas\u0103-botroas\u0103-grozoas\u0103, rosul acas\u0103, rasa-n angoas\u0103, botni\u0163a solzoas\u0103, scurs\u0103 \u015fi zoioas\u0103 prin poroas\u0103 coas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vezi s\u0103 crezi, s\u0103 crezi ce vezi, ce nu vezi s\u0103 crezi c\u0103 vezi, ce nu vezi s\u0103 vezi cum crezi, dac\u0103 vezi ce tot nu vezi, dac\u0103 vezi \u015fi crezi ce crezi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu crez, nu creez, nu creierez, nu descreierez, nu \u00eencreierz, nu \u00eencreez, nu descreez, rerezezerez, zerozerorez.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pleo\u015fti \u00een plo\u015fti, str\u0103o\u015fti \u00een \u0163o\u015fti, te sar pro\u015fti sub clo\u015fti pe pro\u015fti scarao\u015fti, piro\u015fti, cuno\u015fti \u00een dro\u015fti de po\u015fti, aco\u015fti ano\u015fti \u0163op\u00e2rl\u0103no\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe la toac\u0103 e b\u0103ltoac\u0103, d\u0103 la moac\u0103 o toloac\u0103, rade floac\u0103 de t\u0103rtac\u0103, tac\u0103 learc\u0103 de olearc\u0103, \u00een cinzeac\u0103 prepeleac\u0103 c\u00e2te-oleac\u0103 de s\u0103rac\u0103 de la crac\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dus te-ai dus, \u00eentors pe sus, susul sus, dusul nedus, \u00eentre dus \u015fi dusnedus peste sus cu susul sus, nu te-ai dus nedus pe sus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cade \u0163easta, t\u00e2r\u00e2i creasta, rade asta de pe coasta cu nevasta indraprasta prin pr\u0103pasta casincasta, bastabalasta, metaplasta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– A c\u0103zut \u015fi-am r\u00e2s \u015fi-a cr\u0103pat \u015fi-am bocit \u015fi-am luat-o cu t\u0103m\u00e2ie, guranchis\u0103, n\u0103ri de voie, ce tot \u00eemi sufli-n mu\u015furoi, roata mai roat\u0103, pe dung\u0103, pe creast\u0103, lini\u015fte, tot ce nu s-aude c\u0103 n-a c\u0103zut, n-a cr\u0103pat, nicio p\u0103rere, tunelul d\u00e2rd\u00e2ie, calm, nu sufla\u0163i nasul, nu dormi\u0163i cei plini de viermi neadormi\u0163i, nu c\u00e2nta\u0163i \u00een prostie, uita\u0163i-v\u0103 la crab cu tot respectul cuvenit, vine cu putere \u015fi o piatr\u0103, n-o f\u0103r\u00e2ma\u0163i, firimituri mai apoi, nu v\u0103 mai trezi\u0163i unde v\u0103 trezi\u0163i, n-ave\u0163i cum v\u0103 mi\u015fca dac\u0103 v\u0103 huruie crabul, de el a\u0163i \u00eenghe\u0163at el v\u0103 sufl\u0103 scrumul spre ap\u0103, nu voi, fi\u0163i lene\u015fi p\u00e2n\u0103 una alta, e o derobotizare, robo\u0163ii nu intr\u0103 nici \u00een tunel, nici \u00een grev\u0103, nu trage\u0163i muta de limb\u0103, m\u0103 ocup personal, orbul s-a lini\u015ftit, nu exist\u0103 lumin\u0103, \u00eel reprezent\u0103m, dac\u0103 e cazul, tunelul se poate bloca, pro\u015ftii, ne trage crabul \u00eenapoi, n-a c\u0103zut, n-a r\u00e2s, f\u0103r\u0103 el nu mai e speran\u0163\u0103 de furnici cu judecat\u0103, crima se cerceteaz\u0103 pe alte canale, nu v\u0103 \u00eenfunda\u0163i nasurile \u00een de\u015fert, cine are urechi s\u0103-\u015fi \u0163in\u0103 gura, dac\u0103 are, n-are, mai bine, boala nu scuz\u0103, ne \u00eemboln\u0103vim pap\u0103lap\u0163ii, binevoiesc s\u0103-mi exprim lepra mai apoi, dup\u0103 enumerarea de ne\u00een\u0163elesei croncicomanii, m\u0103 aflu pe alee, sparg b\u00e2lciul plimb\u0103re\u0163ilor, nu mai trece nimeni din clipa asta, ne\u00eent\u00e2lnire, nu se bea, nu se \u00eeneac\u0103, de ce te-ai \u00eeneca din senin, nu r\u00e2de\u0163i, seninul nu cade, nici eu, dau la ap\u0103 \u015fi la cap dac\u0103 m\u0103 sup\u0103r \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 sup\u0103ra\u0163i, stoarce\u0163i-v\u0103 ochii \u015fi umple\u0163i-v\u0103 sticlele, schimb\u0103m betonul pe transparn\u0163a crustei, procur\u0103m \u0163este \u0163estoase, lupt\u0103m pentru planul bolii, boala se aprob\u0103, sunt bun \u015fi m\u0103 bat pentru muribunzi \u00eempotriva dinastiilor, riturilor, f\u0103pta\u015filor, cu cap, ce tot car\u0103 furnicile cenu\u015f\u0103 \u015fi scrum toat\u0103 via\u0163a, genera\u0163ie dup\u0103 incinera\u0163ie, nu, o rediscutare a tunelului, blocat mai bine, pe loc, ce fum, procur\u0103m \u00eenghe\u0163, consum\u0103m resturile de comunit\u0103\u0163i sinucise, \u00eempinse \u00eempotriv\u0103-ne, anumi\u0163i fluturi belico\u015fi, c\u00e2te-o grani\u0163\u0103 la spinare, pe crabi numai, o h\u00e2rtie pentru vizita regretatului r\u0103posat, ne \u00een\u0163elegem, nu mai conteaz\u0103 nimic, declar\u0103m tot \u015fi, dac\u0103 e cazul, nimic, nu se mai poate, nicio furnic\u0103 \u00eempotriva crabului, toate furnicile pe linie, drep\u0163i, de-ajuns cu mu\u015furoaiele, forfeca\u0163i-le pe toate \u015fi pentru o singur\u0103 c\u00e2rtire a unui singur ou, cur\u0103\u0163\u0103m \u015fi tunelul dup\u0103 ce asigur\u0103m crabii, nu e fabul\u0103, codul nu e pentru cine aude, ne-am \u00eencurca iar \u00een vechime, \u00een chimere, \u00een cheremuri de pe vremuri, a zis crabul cu z\u0103pad\u0103 concentrat\u0103, nu m-a\u0163i v\u0103zut, nu mai zic ce-mi vine, nu-mi vine mie, de ce mi-ar veni, m-au chemat, am chemare la crabi, nu la to\u0163i \u00eenc\u0103, nu se poate dintr-o dat\u0103, mai sunt unele limite, la o parte, ce se \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u0103, a, nimic, de zece ani se \u00eent\u00e2lnesc dou\u0103 furnici, e prost, m-a\u015f exprima \u00een limba \u00een care g\u00e2ndesc \u015fi ce g\u00e2ndesc o s\u0103 v\u0103 par\u0103 r\u0103u, p\u0103cat \u015fi de unii crabi c\u0103 nu m\u0103 cl\u0103mp\u0103nesc, nimic, voi ucide \u00een mine pe cei ce nu pot s\u0103 moar\u0103, lega\u0163i-v\u0103 br\u0103cinarele de \u015fireturile pantofului unui crab neidentificat, nu spun c\u0103 eu \u015fi pe ce canal, de unde p\u00e2n\u0103-n tunel, nu mai rezist\u0103, lua\u0163i-v\u0103 t\u0103lp\u0103\u015fi\u0163a cei nedacapita\u0163i, doar sp\u00e2nzura\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Stau pe piatr\u0103 normal, adus de v\u00e2nt, prin scrum, vere, nu te zbor\u015fi la mine, zbor\u015fe\u015fte-te la v\u00e2nt, zbor\u015fit ai r\u0103mas \u015fi n-am cum s\u0103 m\u0103 zbor\u015fesc \u015fi eu, a\u015f \u00eengenunchia, n-am genunchi, n-ai nas, fii dulce, pardon, ia-\u0163i laba, nu, inima, ha, ha, plotoaga aia de coad\u0103, nici, bine, domnule, ori cutare, pe \u015fleau, f\u0103r\u0103 ocol, nu \u015fleau c\u0103 ba, pe mute\u015fte orice introducere, m-am g\u00e2ndit, e treaba mea, rog, ba a m\u0103-tii, uite, nu-\u0163i ar\u0103t, bine, pauz\u0103, foarte bine, nu c\u0103 e bine, c\u0103 e foarte bine, am luat aminte, de nevoie, niciun foarte bine, nu rog, spun, pe nedrept, \u00eemi fac a doua nedreptate, a\u015f ie\u015fi, nu ies, tunelul blocat, ce s\u0103 zic, adic\u0103 un eco, nu zic, a\u015ftept s\u0103 nu zic, de n-a\u015f zice, aha, n-a\u015f zice, da’ ai zis \u015fi pentru c\u0103 ai zis, a\u015f zice s\u0103 nu zic, asta o fi, nu asta e, ori interesant, frumos, iese cu sup\u0103rare, porc\u0103rie, la ce-a\u015f mai \u00eempu\u0163i cocina \u00een plus, m-ai prins, s\u0103 m\u0103 dau prins, cam peste m\u00e2n\u0103, nici s\u0103 m\u0103 bat cu pumnu-n piept, vreo zon\u0103 z\u00e2mbit\u0103 a pietrei, \u00eemi sparge capul, t\u0103cere, da’ cum, \u015fuc\u0103r, exact planificat, alt\u0103 limb\u0103, oricum nu conteaz\u0103 spusa, condamnarea exist\u0103, \u015fi eu exist, nu putem exista, a\u015fa, \u00eent\u00e2lnindu-ne, \u00eencruci\u015f\u00e2ndu-ne, ori-ori, deocamdat\u0103 ori pe-a dumnealui, o zi \u015fi mai nimic, potolescu-mi pantomima, pantofimea una-una, m-am ars cu \u0163igara, m\u0103 mai prinde o dat\u0103, r\u00e2sul s-ar nota, vocea e compromis\u0103, nu-\u0163i face griji, domnu’, se prinde la mi\u015fto, \u015fi de ce s\u0103-mi fac numai eu griji, care are grij\u0103 s\u0103 mi le fac \u015fi pentru ‘mnealui, poate s\u0103-ntreb ce s\u0103 spun, s\u0103 spun c\u0103 nu mai spun, a c\u00e2ta oar\u0103, lucrurile fiind astfel lucrate, orice adaos le-ar strica, p\u0103r\u0163ile, sunt parte, de exemplu, m\u0103 simt parte, \u00eentre cine \u015fi cine, bine, m\u0103 \u015fi autoexclud, singur, \u00eentregul nu se \u015ftie, se crede, nu m\u0103 cred, te iubesc, crede c\u0103-l ur\u0103sc, nici m\u0103car, m\u0103 mir, nu-i intr\u0103-n cap, nu-i intr\u0103 nimic oricum, am o \u00eendoial\u0103, nu e voie, mi se pare, s\u0103 nu mi se par\u0103, declar, cu ce drept, s\u0103 ne fie de bine, nu \u015ftiu cum \u015fi dac\u0103 se spune \u015fi unde se spune dac\u0103 se spune a\u015fa \u015fi de ce \u015fi st\u00e2ng-drept-st\u00e2ngul, a mucles, nu acolo, acolo, de ce m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc, de-aia v\u0103d dou\u0103 tuneluri c\u00e2nd nici unul nu se mai \u0163ine, da, nu mai \u0163ine, sigur c\u0103 \u0163ine, eu c\u00e2nt, nu c\u00e2nt \u00een cazemat\u0103, ce be\u015fteal\u0103 \u015fi bulib\u0103\u015feal\u0103, s\u0103 fim serio\u015fi, tocmai, s\u0103 nu fim copii, exclus, eu m\u0103 ocup de altceva, se \u015ftie, trebuie s\u0103 min\u0163im, s\u0103 min\u0163im dar ce, e un r\u00e2nd dup\u0103, am f\u0103cut-o – am f\u0103cut-o, s\u0103 nu par\u0103 c\u0103 mi-am luat-o \u00een cap, nici s\u0103-mi torn cenu\u015f\u0103, se raporteaz\u0103 numai aia, nici s\u0103 m\u0103 fac\u0103 scrum, s\u0103 m\u0103 fac praf t\u0103m\u00e2ie, asta e treaba mea, pe unde scot c\u0103ma\u015fa de furnic\u0103 \u00eentre cle\u015ftii crabului, n-am idee, are habar ori n-are, distrac\u0163ia se anun\u0163\u0103, s\u0103 zic frumoas\u0103 distrac\u0163ie, aproximativ, se drege, are cruste, \u015ferpi de cruste, eu ce am, n-am, de ce s\u0103 am, n-am p-al dracu’, nu sunt, nu \u00een\u0163eleg – nici eu, chiar, poate nu sunt \u00een\u0163eles, poate nu \u00een\u0163eleg nici eu \u015fi c\u0103 de-aia sunt ne\u00een\u0163eles, nu e dreptul meu s\u0103 fiu ne\u00een\u0163eles, cred c\u0103 s\u0103 \u00een\u0163eleg, chiar dac\u0103, ne\u00een\u0163eles, nici asta nu e, ce-am zis, domnu’.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Auzi\u0163i cum bolborose\u015fte-n front, scuz\u0103m obscenit\u0103\u0163ile la ceai, ce succes la plat\u0103 dat\u0103 alt\u0103dat\u0103, gata, nici a\u015fa, vrea s\u0103 ne arate el, probabil, am v\u0103zut gura, nici martiri, nici mahaviri, harna\u015famente ruginite, doamnelor, castelor, ce crim\u0103, nu se face s\u0103 se amestece, chiar dac\u0103 s-ar \u00eent\u00e2mpla ca domnia sa s\u0103 fie ucis, vom fi obliga\u0163i s\u0103 schimb\u0103m identitatea \u00een caz c\u0103 are vreuna, dup\u0103 cum pretinde, nu asta e problema, dar s\u0103 fim serio\u015fi cu identitatea, mofturi, cum i-am auzit urma\u015fii, de fapt \u00eei urm\u0103ream, dac\u0103 v\u0103 intereseaz\u0103, toat\u0103 groapa de furnici, nu puteam sta de vorb\u0103, e-n aer orice, nu noi, nu ne putem permite, ziceam c\u0103 tace, ori c\u0103 face, manierele astea ne mai \u015fi jeneaz\u0103, dac\u0103 nu ne ignesc, nu eu, ele, felurile astea de fleacuri, ce am a\u015ftepta de la un l\u0103bar, ba, mai mult, preacurvar, s\u0103 fiu scuzat, \u00een gr\u0103dina public\u0103 de l\u00e2ng\u0103 tunel, o are lung\u0103, se laud\u0103, s-o arate, probabil asta l-a apucat, rog, eu da, rog doamnelor s\u0103 i-o cerceteze \u015fi s\u0103 i-o rup\u0103, dau un exemplu, film\u0103m, t\u0103iem scena, da’ o \u0163inem pentru noi, pentru cei ale\u015fi \u015fi pentru crabii care vor binevoi s\u0103 ne scape, cu meganimitate, vreun pantof, fie \u015fi g\u0103urit, o pantoaf\u0103, o primim cum se cuvine, o \u015fi futem, o l\u0103s\u0103m pe-a ei c\u00e2nd ne-o b\u0103g\u0103m \u00een ale noastre, nu e de glum\u0103, tunelul nu mai are spa\u0163ii, nu are spa\u0163ii pentru furnici, de-o pild\u0103, chiar dac\u0103 ele l-au operat, acum le vom opera cu tot realismul agricol, \u00een capul \u00eempricinatului sem\u0103n\u0103m tutun, fumase, ca \u015fi acum, nu se las\u0103 de rele, suge draci \u00een nasu-ne, de-aia mai epur\u0103m m\u0103run\u0163imi, nu din simetrie maimu\u0163\u0103reasc\u0103, ne ardem c\u0103lc\u00e2iele proprii cu focul de la crabi, crabii ne lumineaz\u0103, ne \u00eencal\u0163\u0103, ne iau c\u0103caturile din ochi s\u0103-i privim cu amor, v\u0103 ve\u0163i freca de crusta lor cei ce ve\u0163i fi vrednici de t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful de aur al tunelului, pute\u0163i fi c\u0103s\u0103pi\u0163i, a\u015fa v\u0103 trebuie, dac\u0103 nu v-a\u0163i \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at minte la timp, cum \u00eencerc s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eendrum, m\u0103car \u015fi prin mu\u015ftruluirea capital\u0103 a st\u00e2rpiturii de fa\u0163\u0103, nu i-a mirosit a adev\u0103rul adev\u0103rat, nu ne pare r\u0103u c\u0103 dup\u0103 aproape o via\u0163\u0103 ne vedem sili\u0163i s\u0103-i lu\u0103m ce i-a r\u0103mas, dar nu oricum, chip s\u0103 nu-\u015fi ia singur tot, s\u0103 nu ne ia \u015fi pe noi \u00een stilul \u0103la de blestem, noi iubim ghea\u0163a, s\u0103-i interzicem, bun\u0103oar\u0103, s\u0103-\u015fi imagineze c\u0103 o tule\u015fte, pe orice cale, pe-acolo pe unde-or fi ghe\u0163uri, poate fur\u0103 \u015fi vreo femeie, fie nevast\u0103-sa, nicio nevast\u0103, ba, trage\u0163i, \u0163\u0103nd\u0103ri bebelu\u015ful, nu amestec\u0103m copiii \u00een afacerile tunelului, evident, e altceva \u00een ac\u0163iunea respectiv\u0103, dac\u0103 are ideea s\u0103 realizeze, auzi\u0163i, starea \u00een care sf\u00e2r\u015fe\u015fte, nu-i l\u0103sa\u0163i timp \u015fi \u0103sta e rostul adun\u0103rii prezente, altfel avem destule urgen\u0163e, nu ne putem ocupa de nicio alt\u0103 furnic\u0103, un simbol, iar restul, masele, cunoa\u015fte\u0163i, n-o ma lungim, e un risc \u015fi s\u0103 nu se pi\u015fe pe el \u015fi s\u0103 realizeze c\u0103 s-a pi\u015fat pe el, ca pe noi, necuviinciosul, s\u0103-\u015fi aduc\u0103 aminte mirosul de pe\u015fte \u015fi nicidecum pe cel de crab, singurul demn de un nas care, respect\u00e2ndu-se, se taie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u00cenot tot, r\u0103i cor\u0103bieri dac\u0103 v\u0103 bucura\u0163i c\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenec bu\u015fit de cojile voastre, \u015fi scuipa\u0163ii m\u0103 apas\u0103, m\u0103car c\u0103-i scufund, agravant, obrajii s\u0103 mi-i cl\u0103tesc \u015fi voi \u00eemi scuipa\u0163i bucile, de unde-o\u0163i fi av\u00e2nd at\u00e2ta scuipat, oare oceanul unde m-a\u0163i \u00eembr\u00e2ncit a izvor\u00e2t din glandele dumneavoastr\u0103, \u0103sta s\u0103 fie motivul c\u0103 \u00eencerc s\u0103 nu m\u0103 \u00eenec, s\u0103 v\u0103 fac inim\u0103 rea, c\u0103 nu-mi fac de-o alt\u0103 idee pe scurta istorie a sufoc\u0103rii cauzate etern de bun\u0103tatea domniilor voastre, c-a\u015fa e lumea, da\u0163i cu maiul \u015fi m\u0103-mb\u0103iez ad\u00e2nc, de-a\u015f vedea dedesubt, \u00een le\u015finuri, sentin\u0163a mi-e de \u00eenv\u0103\u0163, \u00eenv\u0103\u0163 ce n-am f\u0103cut, nu m-am mai \u00eenecat p\u00e2n\u0103 nu m-a\u0163i \u00eenecat, pentru c\u0103, doamne fere\u015fte, cum mi-a\u015f fi permis eu s\u0103 v\u0103 \u00eenec, furnic\u0103 de tunel, cu onoare \u015fi muci, cer\u015fetori de scuipa\u0163i, sl\u0103vi\u0163i fi\u0163i c\u00e2t m\u0103 scuipa\u0163i, dup-aia, Dumnezeu cu mila \u015fi scuipatul, c\u0103 dac\u0103 face dumnezeu laba peste voi o s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00een\u0163elege\u0163i mai ca lumea, \u00eenot t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f prin apa sleindu-se de-o secet\u0103 cum n-am mai sim\u0163it de c\u00e2nd mi-a\u0163i pocnit bolboroselile, o criz\u0103 pe buric, m-au \u0163\u00e2\u015ftit \u015fi ni\u015fte curve, s\u0103 fie s\u0103n\u0103toase, f\u0103ceau a\u015fa din buric, mi-am pierdut firul furnicos pe funia porcoas\u0103, mi-am ales \u015ftreangul, p-orm\u0103, cu pantofu’, cu lingerea crabilor m-a\u0163i uitat din ce pedeaps\u0103 m\u0103 botezase\u0163i \u015fi m-a\u0163i b\u0103gat la alt\u0103 ap\u0103, program mai mare, ceea ce nu-mi trebuia, mi-era de-ajuns flocarni\u0163a \u0103lora, m\u0103 sufocaser\u0103 bine ha, ce alt\u0103 via\u0163\u0103, adic\u0103 \u015fi pedepsi\u0163ii, pe drept ori pe nedrept, s\u0103 se bucure \u015fi ei, s\u0103 se \u00eenece a\u015fa scuipa\u0163i la a doua norm\u0103, v\u0103 obosi\u0163i prea tare pentru un mort prost de alt\u0103 via\u0163\u0103, ce n-am fost, ce copil, ce al mamii, nimic, \u015fi de cr\u0103pat s\u0103 excelez deodat\u0103, m\u0103 \u015fi \u00eensu\u015fi\u0163i, m\u00e2ine-pom\u00e2ine, pe-ale voastre, v\u0103 suge\u0163i scuipa\u0163ii la loc din hoitul meu, \u00eemi suge\u0163i g\u0103vanele de tot ce v\u0103 voi fi v\u0103zut la o adic\u0103, mai \u015fi crabi, r\u0103sfiera\u0163i, v\u0103 \u0163ine\u0163i de foame ca o perfec\u0163iune, p\u0103cat, \u00eemi fusese fric\u0103, o s\u0103 v\u0103 fie, nu m\u0103 b\u0103gam \u015fi m-a\u0163i \u015fparlit, mi-a\u0163i \u015fparlit g\u00e2tul \u015fi l-a\u0163i m\u00e2ncat pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 zid cu hoitul, p\u00e2n\u0103-n l\u0103turi, capul mi-a r\u0103mas \u00eentre voi \u015fi m\u0103 judec \u00eenec\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 cam \u00eemping \u015fi v\u0103 \u00eempinge\u0163i la distrac\u0163ia \u00eenecatului, programul e vechi, r\u0103sturnat, v\u0103 r\u0103sturna\u0163i \u015fi singuri, din filosofie, o uitasem, aveam acest principiu al corpului, m-a\u0163i liberat cu crabii vo\u015ftri cei salvatori, tunelul e al lor, dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 \u00eenec, altfel ocup un timp \u00een care se mai pot \u00eent\u00e2mpla ne\u00een\u0163elegeri, m\u0103 \u00eenec dinadins, scuip, deci, \u015fi eu pe mine, nu v\u0103 apas\u0103, fra\u0163ilor, \u00eemi pare r\u0103u c\u0103 mi-e ru\u015fine, ori mi-e ru\u015fine c\u0103 nu-mi pare r\u0103u, eram \u00een incursiile de amuzament, se mai geloze\u015fte omu’ \u015fi-a\u015fa, c\u0103 de ce r\u00e2deam, ce-aveam de r\u00e2s, s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenec atunci de r\u00e2s, \u015fi s\u0103 nu mai r\u00e2d, adic\u0103, s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenec, at\u00e2t, ori nu mi-e clar, ploaia scuipa\u0163ilor, r\u00e2d de ce m\u0103 pi\u015f pe c\u0103catul \u0103sta de metafor\u0103, v-am p\u0103c\u0103lit \u015fi cu bolboroseala, a\u0163i \u00eencurcat-o ca cu m\u0103rg\u0103ritarele, porcilor, din bolta asta \u00eemi permit s\u0103 m\u0103 b\u00e2\u0163\u00e2i c\u00e2t numai de r\u00e2s s\u0103 nu v\u0103 mai ard\u0103 \u015fi numai mie s\u0103 mi se \u00eenece ori r\u00e2sul ori cheful de r\u00e2s, am capul departe, mi-a pl\u0103cut s\u0103 mi-l pun, din el a\u0163i r\u0103s\u0103rit voi, pe invers, eu n-am ce-a\u0163i zis c\u0103 n-am, n-am r\u00e2s de voi, voi n-a\u0163i r\u00e2s nici m\u0103car de mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– E, te-ai mai lini\u015ftit la repeti\u0163ie, piesa nu s-a jucat \u00eens\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu se mai joac\u0103, am \u00eencurcat-o, \u00eemi r\u0103m\u00e2ne capul cap.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oare\u015fc\u00e2t, ceva-ceva, o s\u0103 f\u00e2s\u00e2ie \u015fi iar porne\u015fti o repeti\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 repet a\u015fa, mai c\u0103pos, \u015fi f\u00e2s\u00e2itul se infine\u015fte crab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemprumu\u0163i amintiri de capitale \u015fi le \u0163ii b\u00e2zul la lab\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– D-aia mi-e fric\u0103 s\u0103 nu m\u0103 moi \u00een moalele capului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-a\u015fa a ie\u015fit moale piftia c\u0103 te-ai fript c\u00e2nd \u0163i-ai dat foc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De \u00eencercare, contra curentului \u015fi m-a curentat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei scutur\u00e2ndu-le, le-ai dat de lucru, a le fi recunosc\u0103tor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot timpul, ce altceva e repeti\u0163ia singur\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii \u00een tunel?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crabii au croit-o altfel or\u00e2nduirea mu\u015furoaielor-ne.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 \u00eempac \u00een sine-mi \u015fi cu crabi, o dat\u0103 \u015fi odat\u0103, nu te \u00eengrijora.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Depinde \u015fi de ei, ori numai de ei, ce mai e o furnic\u0103 \u00een ziua de azi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i uit\u0103-te, nu mai e, iar \u00een loc sunt dumnealor, este ce este.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce nu este \u00eenc\u0103 te roade, acum o s\u0103-i lauzi spre a isp\u0103\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei ce-o s\u0103 fac dup\u0103 ce isp\u0103\u015fesc, e citit\u0103 cartea-n sloi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o mai fi at\u00e2ta, \u00ee\u0163i iei seama zilelor ce s-au \u015fters de pe fa\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fa\u0163a s-a retras demult de pe fa\u0163a p\u0103m\u00e2ntului ars\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu sunt de acord cu talentul leprei de a m\u00e2nca fe\u0163ele pe neales.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 la\u015fi tablou cu bunele-\u0163i asolamente de consolare-lare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ajungi la mine cu ochii c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0163i sunt \u00een pioneze furate de crab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Priceput, \u00eemi iubesc ap\u0103rarea, chiar dac\u0103 nu e cazul s\u0103 zic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ap\u0103rarea te fierbe de distrac\u0163ie, s\u0103-\u015fi omoare timpul dumitale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ia-mi luat-o \u00eenainte \u015fi-a\u015fa-mi fac de un chilipir s\u0103 m\u0103 omoare pe mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 nu intervine neprev\u0103zutul altei individualit\u0103\u0163i c\u0103scate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Atunci iese scandal \u00eentre in\u015fi, mi-ai luat piatra, \u00ee\u0163i sparg capul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei maim\u0103rimile se vor \u00eemp\u0103r\u0163i \u00eente felul unu \u015fi felul doi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O s\u0103 ne haleasc\u0103 b\u0103tu\u0163i gata, mesteca\u0163i, ce puturo\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu c\u0103 dac\u0103 v\u0103 m\u00e2nca\u0163i de tot unul pe cel\u0103lalt sunte\u0163i ca la \u00eenceput.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103str\u0103m eticheta, teatrul e teatru \u015fi-n societatea canibal\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai ales, admite vreo furtun\u0103, praf s-alege de tunel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-o s\u0103-i \u00eempac \u015fi pe ei, care va s\u0103 zic\u0103 s-au ajutat de hoitu-mi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Po\u0163i s\u0103 cr\u0103pi din senin, ori scuipat de vreun pantof gr\u0103bit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oricum n-am cum \u00een\u0163elege moartea, dar nici pe pantof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pantoful e suprem, \u00eel vezi, nu-l \u015ftii, nu-l recuno\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum r\u0103m\u00e2ne cu \u0163estele, \u0163easta-mi b\u0103l\u0103b\u0103nit\u0103 prin tunel?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Spovedania \u0163estei de furnic\u0103 a adormit crabul cinstit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cinstea se l\u0103\u0163ise la prea mul\u0163i crabi c\u00e2t ai clipi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei, normal, furnicile s-au necinstit s\u0103-i dichseasc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai pe urm\u0103 aveam cap de crab \u00een onoarea pantofului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu scene protocolare, printre care \u015fi sacrific\u0103ri misterioase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Necitate mai mereu, din lips\u0103 de timp, de alt timp.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Memoria s-a rata din pornire, p\u0103cat c\u0103 \u015fi ou\u0103le-n mu\u015furoi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Seam\u0103n\u0103 a lumea nou\u0103 a crabilor \u015fi a\u015fa, e grea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-a t\u0103iat craca noaptea, \u00een loc s\u0103-\u0163i for\u0163ezi v\u0103zul ori sufletul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La repezeal\u0103, ca-nv\u00e2rtejirile din bietu-ne tunel, a c\u0103 nu-i story.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fire-ar fi fost, mai bine inventai un cotropitor necrab.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-asta mai e timp \u015fi pantoful ne-ajut\u0103, de-aia s-a r\u0103t\u0103cit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Merci c\u0103 nu i-ai divulgat cu precizie sexul \u015fi nici m\u0103rimea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O fi \u015fi el de-un sex-dou\u0103, ne mai d\u0103 \u015fi nou\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiar acum te clatini de-o c\u0103in\u0163\u0103 \u015fi foarte bine faci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca s\u0103 vezi pe vremea asta ne uitam ochi \u00een ochi, ontic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai \u00eencet, tot mai \u00eencet, \u015ftiu c\u0103 o \u00eentorci din interes.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 las\u0103 \u015fi pantoful, m\u0103 la\u015fi \u015fi tu, eu de ce nu m-a\u015f l\u0103sa?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din imita\u0163ie, care de-asta te l\u0103udai c\u0103 te fere\u015fti din senin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103zusem din nori \u00een tunel, ca \u015fi cum, vai, m\u0103 re\u00eencarnasem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Furnicile cum se car\u0103 unele pe altele \u0163i-era de-ajuns s\u0103 le numeri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u015ftiu dac\u0103 a\u015f mai fi ajuns s\u0103 num\u0103r ultimul, am \u00eenceput cu mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-a venit crabul dint\u00e2i, c\u0103 pe-\u0103ilal\u0163i\u00a0 ce s\u0103-i mai numeri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 num\u0103ram tot pe mine \u015fi-n crusta-i de m\u0103 dobor\u00e2se.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful \u0163i l-ai \u00eenn\u0103scut din firea tunelului, de nu m\u0103-n\u015fel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103-n\u015feli, de ce nu m\u0103 numeri num\u0103rat de-a gata.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-o fi p\u0103r\u00e2nd \u015fi r\u0103u, nu-\u0163i mai po\u0163i num\u0103ra convulsiile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le-am pierdut num\u0103rul \u015fi m-ai ajutat de-unde am r\u0103mas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-ai r\u0103mas, mi-am \u00eenchipuit trei \u015fi-un sfert.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acum aproape trei sferturi ca mai tot ce mai este.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Prea destul pentru restul infinitului de furnici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2t pe-un cle\u015fte al singurului crab ce m\u0103 num\u0103rasem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u015ei dac\u0103 n-am vorbit \u015fi numai glumeam, ce, vai de capul meu, de ce nu \u00een glum\u0103, adev\u0103rata palavr\u0103 nu mi-am nici z\u00e2mbit-o, sunt ani de c\u00e2nd f\u0103r\u0103 vedere am \u0163inut-o \u00een p\u0103strare, nepi\u015fat\u0103, bine, m-oi fi leh\u0103me\u0163it de oase, am o pal\u0103 de nesuferit, \u00eemi \u0163\u00e2\u015fnesc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai vrea \u015fi cu izvorul te-ai mai aneantiza p\u00e2n\u0103 colea \u00een s\u0103r\u0103rie, c\u0103zusei nu \u015ftiu cum \u00eentr-una \u015fi de ce nu-\u0163i trezeai nici mila \u015fi triste\u0163ea, pluteai post-festum, mi-am dat seama de la distan\u0163\u0103 parc\u0103 fusese chiar s\u0103 fie s\u0103 ne \u00eent\u00e2lnim c\u00e2ndva neam\u0103r\u00e2\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne plesnisem c\u00e2te-un tropic de c\u0103ciul\u0103 s\u0103 ne \u0163inem, \u00een rest, firea, ca spiritele, puse pe societate, prin scena tunelului, se uit\u0103 mutele la noi, ne-or duce vestea cu degetele covrig, pe acostate, scuip\u0103-n capul cartoforilor \u015fi nu mai fac deosebire de limbi, taci?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei dac\u0103 tac nu \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 nu g\u00e2ndesc la fel, de-at\u00e2ta amar, n-ai ce, n-avem ce le face, pr\u0103p\u0103denii dac\u0103 se, ne consum\u0103, ne las\u0103 u\u015fori, prea u\u015furei \u015fi prostovani cum c\u0103 nu ne mai viol\u0103m nici \u00eentre noi, de-am vrea c\u0103 am putea \u015fi din tunel un pic sc\u0103pa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce s\u0103 facem \u015fi afar\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103-n ghea\u0163\u0103 \u015fi-napoi, aici ne-am dat t\u0103lpile, la ce-am mai fi ajuns imginativi dup\u0103 o vorb\u0103 grea, cearta ni se f\u0103cuse carne m\u0103car, vie \u015fi-nc\u0103 repet\u00e2ndu-se pe coamele le\u015fiei, \u00een lic\u0103rele a\u015ftept\u0103rii masturbate, m\u0103runte lumi \u015fi nou\u0103 ne pic\u0103 pumnii-n lingur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aici \u00ee\u0163i mesteci m\u00e2nc\u0103rimea, ce stai de vorb\u0103, frumos numai locul, dac\u0103-l mai sim\u0163i, dint\u00e2i, cu tot p\u0103catul \u00eent\u00e2nirii \u0103leia neverificabile, cine nu p\u0103\u0163e\u015fte, c\u0103 \u015fi eu, mai din timp, pe-o teras\u0103, cu ochii alba\u015ftri \u00een albastrul boltei, a\u015fa mi-ai spus, unde te ui\u0163i, cu ochii, ai mei, parc\u0103 \u015fi ai t\u0103i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chestiile astea n-au loc, nici \u00een amintire, printre furnicile ui poka, mi-erau spr\u00e2ncene \u015fi tot mai credeai c\u0103-mi existau ochi, ba ar fi \u015fi pl\u00e2ns pentru c\u00e2nd aveau s\u0103 orbeasc\u0103, \u00ee\u015fi petreceau, te pomene\u015fti, vederea \u00een priveli\u015fti din\u0103untru, cu ochii-\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Destul erai d\u0103r\u00e2mat, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 ne d\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103m de drag, \u00eentr-un fum, furnicile c\u0103rau o carte devor\u00e2nd-o, n-am expresia lor, \u00eenchide ochii, tot n-ai altceva de v\u0103zut, uit\u0103-te cum \u0163i se \u00eenchid dintotdeauna \u015fi niciodat\u0103 n-or s\u0103 \u0163i se mai deschid\u0103, nici ai mei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– V\u0103d c\u0103 \u00eencepem s\u0103 ne lu\u0103m \u00een serios, m\u00e2ine-poim\u00e2ine \u015fi progenituri, te-a stricat vreun dumnezeu din c\u00e2\u0163i ai l\u0103sat \u00een plata domnului, alb-negru, nu se f\u0103cea, \u00eemi spune o furnic\u0103, s\u0103 m\u0103 desenezi \u00een chip de ho\u0163, ce-am r\u00e2s, ba am l\u0103udat tot restul, de ho\u0163 ce m\u0103 desenasei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei unde te desenasem de te-am \u015fters \u015fi-am desenat \u00een loc un hoit f\u0103r\u0103 chemare, speriat de avioane, nu se \u00een\u0163elege nimic, jignire furnicilor, nu erai chiar ho\u0163 nici mata, erai crab, nu te-ai \u00een\u0163eles, poftim acum de cl\u0103mp\u0103ne \u00een sc\u00e2rba obscenit\u0103\u0163ilor care te \u00eenlocuiesc la fel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o s\u0103 mai datorez zidului ori cercului, \u00eemi fac o distrac\u0163ie la care s\u0103 nici nu m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc, s\u0103 se petreac\u0103 mai vreau nemaivr\u00e2nd, e\u015fti surd\u0103 de linii \u015fi unde \u015fi zgomote pe-un supraritm c\u00e2nd dumnezeu s-o mai face, \u015fi la ce, se ar\u0103, zi \u015fi noapte \u00eenghi\u0163ite.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai p\u0103lit, \u00ee\u0163i perpele\u015fti ultimii ochi, nu-\u0163i mai \u0163ine sictirul, la ce m-ai dr\u0103g\u0103li pe valea goal\u0103, piatra crap\u0103-n ajante, ar vrea ea, baia crabului, plici pe limb\u0103, cu voce de ghea\u0163\u0103, de c\u00e2nd se \u0163ineau la be\u0163ie, pe vremea noastr\u0103 ne mai \u0163ineam gura-n tunelul padmapanizant.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Teorii de orgii, sc\u0103f\u00e2rlii \u00een r\u0103g\u0103lii, nu, nu te provoc la limbu\u0163ii ramlilii, \u015ftii ce nu \u015ftii, n-o duc, las-o apranayamanaadinistita, o gre\u015fii, m\u0103 opri \u015fi-mi spuse at\u00e2t, vreau s\u0103-\u0163i vorbesc \u015fi pe urm\u0103 disp\u0103ru, culesei doar un mu\u015furoi de identit\u0103\u0163i fotografiate<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103-\u0163i sar\u0103 mucii, d-aia lol\u0103i progresul \u00een rafale de bale, ne bagi \u00een boale, \u0163in’te neic\u0103 pe cea, pocne\u015fte cu smicea, scoate limba uite-a\u015fa, v\u00e2ntul c\u00e2nd te-o urechea, peste piatr\u0103 g\u0103lbinea cu amor din bidinea c\u00e2nd mustea \u015fi must\u0103cea crima din domnia ta acana.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Ce fericire \u015fi a\u015fa, mai mult de-o groh\u0103i po\u0163i bomb\u0103ni.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu prea m\u0103 am cu cine te ai, te cam am cu cine nu te-ai avut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta e \u015ftiut\u0103, ia g\u00e2nde\u015fte-te ce \u015fi ce se cuvenea tr\u0103it.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u00e2r\u00e2it c\u00e2t am tr\u0103it, nu-mi arunca picioarele-n nas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u00e2ncate, lepra la spinare, \u0163i-au \u00eentros lepro\u015fii curu’.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cereau de poman\u0103 cu am\u00e2ndou\u0103 bucile, nepoliticoaso!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103-n piele, c\u0103-ntre piele, \u00eemi permisesem o metafor\u0103, lepromane.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu astea am terminat demult, \u00eemi voi \u00eencerca iar norocul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Atmosfera aia nu f\u0103cea doi bani, te \u00eenghesuisei os \u00een os.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-\u0163i \u00eenchipui c\u0103 fericirea asta m\u0103 \u0163ine toat\u0103 pielea, lele?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O iluzie pe veresie, \u00ee\u0163i mai la\u015fi clientela f\u0103r\u0103 oase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum \u015fi d\u00e2nsa m-a l\u0103sat f\u0103r\u0103 carne, nici vierme, nici semen.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u0103, ai l\u0103sat-o balt\u0103 pe madam Nandini, singuriu, identini.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e a mea, nici a ta, s-a-nchis s\u0103 nu-\u015fi deschd\u0103 guri\u0163a.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-au dus coco\u015fii pe copc\u0103, chiar cita\u0163ia ei ai ticluit-o pre o pace.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot un drac \u015fi-\u0163i mul\u0163umesc de cum \u00ee\u0163i ba\u0163i joc de nimicur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103car \u00eentre pol\u0103\u0163ile corl\u0103\u0163ilor de ne-a\u015fterneam s\u0103 ne m\u00e2nc\u0103m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 tot ne-adunasem, \u0103ia eram, de-a\u015f mai fi, ce crezi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Las\u0103, vino mai \u00eencoace, \u00eempinge-te cumva, o idee, \u00eencerc \u015fi eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-nt\u00e2lnit ne-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit \u015fi-mi fugi pe pustii \u015fi ia stai!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu stau s\u0103 m\u0103 tai, ie\u015fi la vedere, \u00een bolovanii \u0103ia te-ai sleit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-am afundat de piatr\u0103 \u015fi-a pupietrit fumul tunel, la fel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– La fel sau de-a-ndoaselea, prea te \u0163ii locului, le-oi \u00eentoarce.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe sus, peste bolovani, c\u0103 \u0103ia nu m\u0103 sug, magnetic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015etii un lucru \u015fi dansezi un babilonian, papinian, paninian.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-s pe ob-scen\u0103, bs-mob-mops, am uitat mobul orb.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Morbindini la a lu’ pe\u015fte spre r\u0103g\u0103lii cu m\u0103m\u0103lig\u0103re\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum m\u0103 m\u0103g\u0103rise\u015fte, c\u0103 mi-au f\u0103cut o m\u0103gar\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 ard\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O via\u0163\u0103 \u015fi o ardere \u00een cap de izvor, ziceam cu nataraja.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Babilone\u015fte, m\u0103 fereasc\u0103 \u015fi crabii de \u0103l carbid caraib.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai sf\u00e2r\u015fit-o pe-afar\u0103, pe scar\u0103, pe sfoar\u0103, pe sf\u00e2rioar\u0103, ar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103lc\u00e2iul nu-\u0163i ajunge nici \u00een Venus \u015fi-mi pisezi norii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din groap\u0103 \u00een groap\u0103 \u015fi mai r\u0103sare o floricic\u0103 din furnic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eu tot cu crabii, \u00een ei, din ei, r\u0103s\u0103rit \u00eenapoia mutelor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le cau\u0163i \u00een coarne-ntre cr\u0103cane, doar miroase a futelni\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta-n vremuri \u00eemp\u0103rate, nu m\u0103 sug din sclav\u0103 ne\u00eempins de-o scaf\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-mpingi personal prin canal canibal o fleic\u0103 teleleic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-ai a\u015ftepta un pic groz\u0103via \u015fi-ai ejacula-o pour toujour.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Hopa, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 mai scol deloc la matale-n boloboc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Desanscritizeaz\u0103-te simbolic, c\u00e2nd te pocnesc, ioc purush.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pedepsit\u0103, usturat\u0103, urzit\u0103 \u0163east\u0103-n frigurile frigidit\u0103\u0163ii-\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te traduci din lespedea \u0163icnit\u0103, oho, c\u00e2nd te-ntorceai pe-o parte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-mi erai tunel c\u0103scat la cherem, \u015farpe-n p\u0103uni\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De cap, c\u0103 nu furnic\u0103-n crab, crab \u00een furnic\u0103, basta!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Norma de agonie, cheri, cine-o citi pe futuporc\u0103rii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Du-te-n br\u00e2nz\u0103, ceea ce tot nu pot \u00een\u0163elege de ce nu te-oi \u00eenfige.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sufletu-mi pl\u00e2nge, pizd\u0103-pl\u00e2nge, c\u00e2nd cu na\u015fterea mielului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe t\u0103iate, coate din scarpe\u0163i, ce-o mai fi hor\u00e2nd horinca mana.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum nu te mai str\u00e2nge nimeni de coaie vorbe\u015fti ca un procuror.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-en fire f\u0103r\u0103porculcorpul \u015fi-n glav\u0103 concav\u0103 palav\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei m-am mai sc\u0103pat c\u0103 e\u015fti \u015fi-n mine, am zis ziua, mereu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-a fost de-ajuns s\u0103 mor fericit pe partea-alalt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103cat \u00eendr\u0103gostit \u015fi toat\u0103 medica\u0163ia \u015fi constipa\u0163ia \u015fi ra\u0163ia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pira\u0163ii \u00een ra\u0163ii, cr\u0103c\u0103na\u0163i-i, descoia\u0163i-i, berechet de c\u0103c\u0103l\u0103u.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe limba-\u0163i \u0163i limbu\u0163ii ling prepu\u0163ii c\u0103 mai mu\u0163ii laba pu\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai dat pe ce te-ai dat, ai dat-o pe ce-ai dat-o \u015fi lungo \u015fi lato.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O femeie are chestie de cherestea, resteu-n ea s\u0103 stea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E\u015fti frumoas\u0103 ochi ca din cur scoas\u0103, ba \u015fi mai frumoas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei bine te trag \u00een poz\u0103 din metamorfoz\u0103 de mostrofor\u0163oz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te prijon pe cobr\u0103, pe \u015fa, pe cal, pe \u015facal, vorbe-cobre.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Scrisul e via\u0163\u0103, fantezia-re\u00eencarnare,re\u00eencarneaz\u0103-mi bucile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mititele, furnicele, crabul clap, f\u00e2s\u00e2ie-i clapa la cap.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Babu\u0163oiule, mai p-\u00eentre-coa’, ce nu te mai t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti c\u00e2t s\u0103 poftim.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poftesc \u015fi nu mai dorm, ceea ce-mi fic\u0163ionalizeaz\u0103 tunelul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tunelul la mine, \u00eentre st\u00e2lpi t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, brr, cum mai plou\u0103 pe ovare!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din\u0163ii-n aer, nu, sparge crabul, s\u0103-nve\u0163e ce-nte\u0163e\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poz\u0103-n poz\u0103, lini\u015fte, pe cine ce m\u0103 doare, s\u0103 termin\u0103m.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 vezi ce puriu, c\u0103 nu \u015ftiu \u015fi m\u00e2ine vin toate zilele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Taci \u015fi tu pe dus cu-a neprii-leprii, ochii bon\u0163i, pantoful pe b\u0103ltoac\u0103, un lin\u0163oliu-n praf, al c\u00e2telea, aten\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u00e2lciul galben al florilor, c\u0103lu\u015feii da, strune voiai s\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegi prin b\u0103ltoac\u0103, o strun\u0103 \u015fi lungul tunelului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe lat, pe sub\u0163irime, p\u0103cat mi-e de orbii de r\u00e2s, cum tot r\u00e2d, albi, \u00eentinse \u015fi fiin\u0163ele \u00eengerilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ar fi p\u0103cat s\u0103 dai \u00eenapoi, poftim, copile, orice raritate din desime, dou\u0103 la dus, una acolo, vrei s\u0103 spui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Trei, mint, la plecare, adun\u0103m de pe drum, tot mai rar, necum c\u0103p\u0103t\u00e2iul, punctele desenate de-al cui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-ai r\u00e2s de invita\u0163ie de cum ai intrat, cine mai intr\u0103, num\u0103r\u0103 conflict obscen \u015fi ieftin la f\u0103in\u0103, baba.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 venea iarna la furnic\u0103, venea vara la crab, nu venea nimic la mine, nici tu crab, nici tu furnic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Grabnici \u00een tunse turnee cu l\u00e2na ouat\u0103, serpigo \u015fi c\u00e2t\u0103 vastiditate, paraventuroas\u0103, st\u0103tut\u0103 degenerativ.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lepros de \u015fapte-opt, tras \u00een golul c\u0103rnii dintre furnic\u0103 \u015fi crab, cr\u0103pat din piele \u00een carne \u015fi-n abisul unei labe.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dzoe aruncat-nearuncat-mantrat-catapultat, \u00een bhakti-ahimsa-vajradhanur, vai de vidya-bhangai-ganga jale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Val mic, martirmandir, muntegr\u0103untele de c\u00e2nt\u0103 ca adineauri de peste vad \u015fi n-ai ce bea dac\u0103 auzi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum vorbi la r\u00e2s mai mare \u015fi-am \u00eenc\u0103leca \u015fi-am desc\u0103leca mu\u015fte b\u0103tute pe atinsele, tangibilitate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai \u00eenurcat cu nesim\u0163ire \u00een i\u0163e \u015fterpite, abia de-ai mai r\u00e2vni s\u0103 \u015ftii c\u0103 m\u0103car al\u0163ii se t\u00e2r\u0103sc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 \u015ftii, nu m\u0103 \u015ftiu, nu te \u015ftiu altfel dec\u00e2t c\u0103 m\u0103 \u015ftii, dac\u0103 vrei \u00eenc\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 m\u00e2ntui f\u0103\u0163i\u015f.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Iese din \u00een\u0163elegere, am \u00een\u0163eles cu pic\u0103, de la \u00eenceput p\u00e2n\u0103 acum, c\u0103 le-a trecut alor t\u0103i \u015fi gloria latrinelor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am intrat \u00eempreun\u0103 de unde nu mai putem ie\u015fi nici pentru a ne oferi c\u0103catului tras \u00een poz\u0103 sf\u00e2nt.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o s\u0103 se mai comunice nic\u0103ieri, nici \u015fie, ce vi s-o fi \u00eent\u00e2mpl\u00e2nd, nici mu\u015fte ron\u0163\u0103ind, orice.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd se puseser\u0103-n mi\u015fcare, capete-ncinse, o amintire, o lupt\u0103, i-a\u015f fi \u00eempins, \u00eempuns spre cinematograf m\u0103car.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Realitatea din tunel cu comporta comunismul antic tropical de-o glum\u0103 pe p\u0103lmuite, el, ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am \u00eencetat din via\u0163a lor, care se sf\u00e2r\u015fise definitiv de cum ne-am \u00eencruci\u015fat totu\u015fi ca \u00eentr-o amintire.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Minte-\u0163i dezbinat\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 i-a ru\u015finat, trebuie s\u0103 \u00eencerci vreun sentiment, nu s\u0103 te la\u015fi f\u0103r\u00e2melor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– I-am iubit \u00een toat\u0103 renun\u0163area din mandirul<\/em> c\u0103lcat de pantof, dac\u0103 nu pantoful \u00eenlocuise mandirul.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aici \u0163i-ai l\u0103sat sufletu-n confuzie, nu vezi c\u0103 nu vezi nici tunelul, nu-l auzi, nu-l exi\u015fti?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta ar mai lipsi, cum n-ai apucat niciun v\u00e2rf de ac din \u0163eapa-ne, cum a\u015f mai fi \u00eendr\u0103znit?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Uite-a\u015fa, te dai de-un ceas ce nu e al t\u0103u, nu al mor\u0163ii, ne\u00eenv\u0103\u0163at s\u0103 i se dea jertf\u0103 din senin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd o s\u0103 fie lini\u015fte-n tunel odat\u0103, poate lini\u015ftea aia va acoperi cu mil\u0103 \u015fi cenu\u015fa-mi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe bun\u0103 \u00een\u0163elegere, nu \u00een r\u00e2s \u015fi fe\u0163e, ce fe\u0163e, nicio fa\u0163\u0103, fa\u0163a tunelului \u00eenc\u0103 ai ratat-o mut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai trec pe acolo, de zece ani, pe la trei \u015fi un sfert m\u0103 \u00eempac, mi s-a p\u0103rut nu \u015ftiu cum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sunt \u00een lume tuneluri netrecute a\u015fa, neadormite, c\u0103 un somn \u00ee\u0163i tulbur\u0103 \u015fi m\u00e2ntuitorul pantof.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Treci la loc atunci, cu iubire, las\u0103-mi nefiin\u0163a \u00een uitare, la jocul de c\u0103r\u0163i, de carte, la o parte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei iar o s\u0103 m\u0103 tragi de g\u0103uri, cu cle\u015fti \u015fi furnici, preschimb\u00e2ndu-te-n preschimb\u0103toarea-mi parc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cemi pare r\u0103u c-am picat a\u015fa, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndisem o clip\u0103 la tot timpul, m\u0103 \u00eentinsesem c\u00e2t cuprinsesem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne\u015ftiind nici de binele crabilor, ce gust, ce obliga\u0163ii, \u00eempr\u0103\u015ftiat \u00een juru-le \u00een prostie r\u00e2z\u00e2nd.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 preodihneam, am lungit-o, zac lat c\u00e2nd te iubesc, ce mult mai zac, o s\u0103-\u0163i povestesc, ori nu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Am \u00eempins firimiturile furnicii \u00eentre carapacele de \u0163inut, alt\u0103dat\u0103, gr\u0103un\u0163e, \u00een inima tunelului, \u0163\u0103nd\u0103rile de crust\u0103 mi le \u00eenfigeau \u00een piept, c\u00e2nd aveam, m-au intesrsectat \u015firuri de furnici \u00eenmul\u0163indu-m\u0103 firimituri \u015fi \u00eemping\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 parc\u0103 \u00eenapoi, cu fo\u015fnet, b\u0103tea v\u00e2nt, m-am risipit \u00een fug\u0103 mare, pleo\u015ftit de bolt\u0103, rico\u015f\u00e2nd \u00een mu\u015furoi cu praf \u015fi fum, mi-era foame, m-ai \u00eempins.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Facem tren peste copac, mi-ai cerut un fum, vezi aur, am \u00eenchis c\u0103derea, schimb\u0103m, iar vrei fum, bine, sus, \u015fi cum e pe-acolo, vezi albastru, te-am auzit \u00eenseamn\u0103, a zis cineva, pe mine n-am de ce m\u0103 auzi, ne apropiem, te ui\u0163i, coboar\u0103, toat\u0103 lumea, nu, pe g\u00e2t, o, pe ochi, aur, nu, a, \u015fi s\u0103rutul, \u015fi e ultima oprire \u015fi merg s\u0103-mi dau soare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-am repezit pe dup\u0103 copacul cel\u0103lalt, cu jum\u0103tate de s\u0103rut, cu tot, cu o iluzie a totului r\u0103mas dincolo, te tr\u0103geam \u00een mine dup\u0103 mine dintotdeauna, m-am stins din ordin, am \u00eencheiat un \u015fir, niciun semn c\u0103 eu eram tu, c\u0103 tu m\u0103 urmai cum te t\u00e2ram, nimic, m\u0103 \u015fi stinsesem, am \u00eenceput s\u0103 te uit, apoi cu o alt\u0103 aducere-aminte mi\u015funam cum ner\u0103bd\u0103tori se foiau, poate, \u015fi ceilal\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am o problem\u0103 cu vederea, n-am dec\u00e2t m\u0103tasea \u00een valiz\u0103, te urmez, nu era acolo nicio pierdere, a, s-a rezolvat, o s\u0103-mi iau drumbunul s\u0103-mi dau soare, cum spui, tot, n-am pe nimeni, e cineva, o gazd\u0103, e soarele, \u00een fiecare an, valuri, un vapor, m\u0103 cunosc, aur, tot, \u015fi s\u0103rutul, \u015fi problema cu vederea \u015fi nevederea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te c\u00e2c\u00e2i c\u00e2t s\u0103 luneci de pe copac, a\u015feaz\u0103-te a\u015fa, pe a\u015fternut, \u00eenvie mucegaiul, a\u015fterne-te la rasul firimiturilor dintre capace, cum fo\u015ftenesc, le r\u00e2c\u00e2i s\u0103 auzi o muzic\u0103, nu vorbe\u015fti, te ui\u0163i, aur, te v\u0103d vedere, lung, bolta grea, tunelul mai gol, groaza tinere\u0163ii \u015fi o ploaie schimbate pe-o privire, ce mama dracului te c\u00e2c\u00e2i, doar mergi s\u0103-\u0163i dai soare, c\u0103 nu se mai g\u0103se\u015fte, prostii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-avusese fecioara-n grij\u0103, prin tunel cu piatr\u0103 ne-ntinat\u0103, cum m\u0103 perpeleam ca-ntr-o rug\u0103ciune, de patimi, citeam o carte, se f\u0103cuse frig, urcasem jum\u0103tate de copac, te-am repezit la fel, din invita\u0163ie la c\u0103dere, nu din susul catacombei reamenajate \u015fi murd\u0103rite de \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015f\u0103ri, ude, duceam fum de-atunci \u00eentru s\u0103rutul nostru.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te v\u0103d dintr-un film pe o talp\u0103 ca o palm\u0103, st\u0103m \u00eentre continenete, pe la firimituri, de-\u0163i mo\u015fmondeam \u015ftampila c\u00e2nd m-am stins \u015fi te-am luat la trei p\u0103ze\u015fte c\u0103 te c\u00e2c\u00e2i, din la\u015fitate, s\u0103 nu auzi, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 comit, s\u0103 dep\u0103\u015fesc s\u0103rutul, oprirea nu existase, chestia asta o g\u00e2f\u00e2isem altfel \u00eemping\u00e2nd firimiturile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-mi convine de c\u00e2nd m-am trezit azi s\u0103 plec s\u0103 te v\u0103d, s\u0103 nu te mai v\u0103d, am o problem\u0103 de vedere, s\u0103 m\u0103 soresc, te ui\u0163i \u00eentr-un fel, n-ai nimic, mi-ai \u00eempins m\u0103tasea, mi-ai fi \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015fat-o mult mai bine, cu poveste din trenul de pe carapace, nu m\u0103 opun, tocmai asta te face s\u0103 \u0163ipi tandre\u0163e, alungare, nu \u015ftiu ce e aia sati<\/em>, nu-\u0163i pot urm\u0103ri ritmul firimiturilor, nu pot s\u0103 te v\u0103d din cauza ochilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Zici c\u0103 aveai p\u0103rul \u015fi mai lung \u015fi e at\u00e2t de lung, aur, pref\u0103cut, fum, te vezi, te tot vezi, o firimitur\u0103 \u015fi \u0163i-ar zdrobi m\u0103tasea de \u0163i-o crezi, p\u00e2n\u0103 \u0163i-o vezi \u00eentre carapace, ne-am str\u00e2nge pe totdeauna, nu ne convine, ne trage \u015fi altceva, \u00eempotriva t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015fului dintr-o parte \u00een alta, mai alunec\u0103m, ne mai tragem sufletul, ne f\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103m s\u0103 ne \u00eempingem \u00een\u015fine, care pe care, \u00eentre carapace, cum \u00ee\u0163i mai \u00eenchipui tren, crabul jos, dar cum \u00ee\u0163i \u00eenchipui c\u0103 o s\u0103-\u0163i mai dai soare chiar la soare, de pe ce lume-oi fi, dumnezeule, c\u0103 nu era s\u0103 te iubesc sting\u00e2ndu-m\u0103, cu firimiturile, nu mai aveam habar de sentiment, m\u0103car \u015fi tu cu soarele iar ce-mpingeam nu mai era firimitur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Trebuie, din onoare \u015fi datorie, s-o \u00eemping p\u00e2n\u0103 la ultima oprire, n-are centur\u0103 de castitate, centur\u0103 poate c\u0103 are, dumneavoastr\u0103 p\u0103re\u0163i a avea castitate, de\u015fi lumina ar fi cazul s\u0103 v\u0103 bat\u0103 \u00een fa\u0163\u0103, parc\u0103 v\u0103 umbre\u015fte, ori dumneavoastr\u0103, taci pu\u0163in, centura, umbri\u0163i v\u00e2j\u00e2iala asta m\u0103runt\u0103, \u0163\u00e2rca-\u0163\u00e2rca, ne mulge platitudinea dinspre \u0163\u00e2\u0163ele de stei, \u015fi nu \u00een\u0163eleg cum de-a\u0163i fi nepoata, dup\u0103 care mam\u0103, dup\u0103 care tat\u0103, a vestitului crab Nandini, iar dup\u0103 tat\u0103, ori dup\u0103 mam\u0103, a nu mai pu\u0163in vestitei furnici Nandini, am citit pe undeva, cred c\u0103 o carte, alo, centura, dormi, lucruri stranii, asta era expresia unei n\u0103luci, se n\u0103lucise c\u00e2nd alian\u0163ele ei, la miezul nop\u0163ii, o strigau cu voci de vetali.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot ni\u015fte alian\u0163e \u00een dep\u0103rtatul fum al adolescen\u0163ei mele, n-am cum m\u0103 l\u0103uda, se plictise\u015fte \u015fi centura, sunte\u0163i tineri, pe-un capac, to\u0163i, o s\u0103 cobor\u00e2m \u015fi n-o s\u0103 ne mai vedem, nu ne-am v\u0103zut, e \u015fi-o obscuritate aici, mai dens\u0103 ca a descenden\u0163ei mele muzicale, a\u0163i auzit, nu c\u0103 am \u00een auz permanent ariile acestor str\u0103mo\u015fi de pe capace diferite, aud \u015fi cum mai r\u00e2\u015fnesc capacele carapacei firimiturile pe care le-mpingi acolo \u00een timp ce o conduci pe dumneaei \u015fi te \u00eendr\u0103goste\u015fti de mine cum crezi c\u0103 m\u0103 audiezi, r\u00e2\u015fne\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Suntem \u00een aceea\u015fi mi\u015fcare, tempo-ul dumneavoastr\u0103, prin umbra altor vremuri,altfel ce femeie cald\u0103, m\u0103 sustrage \u00een sentiment, n-au dec\u00e2t iasomiile s\u0103 fie etern verzi \u015fi uneori mirese albe, a\u015f vrea s\u0103 v\u0103 dedic exact o fraz\u0103 de r\u0103spuns descenden\u0163ei voastre, \u00eens\u0103 aceasta se anuleaz\u0103 cum \u015fi descenden\u0163a-v\u0103 \u00eemi sun\u0103 o umbr\u0103 de lumin\u0103, am \u015fi fata asta de dus nu \u015ftiu unde \u015fi firimiturile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Am putea s\u0103 ne oprim, am putea s\u0103 mai auzim aceea\u015fi muzic\u0103, jum\u0103tate, umbrit\u0103 de jum\u0103tatea cealalt\u0103, dac\u0103 m\u0103 crezi, \u00een descenden\u0163a mea m\u0103 crede\u0163i ca \u015fi cum ar fi \u015fi a dumneavoastr\u0103, ave\u0163i sentimentul aceleia\u015fi muzici, de\u015fi nu al aceleia\u015fi descenden\u0163e, de fata aia nu m\u0103 leag\u0103 nimic, ea s-ar lega de dumneavoastr\u0103, de tine, cum te b\u00e2ntuie, altfel, descenden\u0163a mea, n-ai mai descinde din tren, ai urca-n trenuri s\u0103 m\u0103 revezi, ai risipi firimiturile pe cale, p\u0103r\u0103sind r\u00e2njite capacele carapacei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Evit, \u015fti\u0163i, gafe de romantism \u015fi m\u0103 uit a\u015fa, v\u0103 m\u0103sor nu numai \u00een ad\u00e2ncul acelei muzici ce se aude singur\u0103 spre a v\u0103 l\u0103sa m\u0103tasea unei oferte \u00een sur\u00e2s, parc\u0103 a\u0163i sur\u00e2de, a\u0163i fi ginga\u015f\u0103, \u015fti\u0163i, o iasomie mereu umbr\u0103, dumneavoastr\u0103, tu nicic\u00e2nd dornic\u0103 mireas\u0103, iar, la un timp, dup\u0103 alt timp, dup\u0103 timpuri, m\u0103 trage avalan\u015fa firimiturilor de mine pulsate, c\u0103 fata asta de s-ar r\u0103stigni f\u0103r\u0103 opreli\u015fti \u015fi s\u0103ruturi, de-o oprim, c\u0103 firimiturile, chiar, pu\u0163in \u015fi mai frumos, f\u0103r\u0103 nimic, m-ar onora mai mult sentimentul, prelungit c\u00e2t de c\u00e2t, dec\u00e2t ce-are asta-ntre craci, da, n-are centur\u0103, p\u0103i dumneavoastr\u0103, p\u0103i tu, cu descenden\u0163a aia numai muzical\u0103, m\u0103 lin\u015fti\u0163i \u015fi parc\u0103 am plecat departe, departe, uit\u00e2nd de firimituri \u015fi de fata asta fertil\u0103, v-a\u015f mai asculta c\u00e2ndva, de n-ar fi s\u0103 ne oprim, nu, n-avem pe unde circula a \u00eent\u00e2lnire, s-o l\u0103s\u0103m, am de dus fata, asta, nu, de oprit, dac\u0103 \u015fi ea s-o opri cu perversa aia de centur\u0103 f\u0103r\u00e2mat\u0103-ntre firimiturile-mi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Am\u00e2ndoi v\u0103 uita\u0163i la tufele de fum \u015fi to\u0163i fumegam orizontal printre ele \u015fi v-a\u0163i uitat ce v-a\u0163i uitat, ne-am uitat, care nu ne supusesem \u00een genetic\u0103, firimitur\u0103 de firimitur\u0103, ecologic, neoteric, apofatic, astea, nu numai astea ar fi ajunsurile mele, c\u00e2nd ajungem, cu toat\u0103 condescenden\u0163a unei lungi c\u0103l\u0103torii, \u00eentr-o campanie, cum vede\u0163i, nu de colo, trimit la una dintre dumneavoastr\u0103 c\u00e2t s\u0103 v\u0103 rostesc \u00eempreun\u0103, am \u015fi eu ochi, o firimitur\u0103 vreau s\u0103-mi intre, s\u0103 m\u0103 orbeasc, dar exi\u015fti o femeie frumoas\u0103, a mic\u0103 e ur\u00e2t\u0103, c\u00e2\u015ftig\u0103 la ur\u00e2\u0163enie, c\u00e2\u015ftigi la frumuse\u0163e, \u00eempreun\u0103 privi\u0163i fumul ce-l privi\u0163i, fumeg\u0103m, care e\u015fti frumoas\u0103, care nu e\u015fti, nu sunt de pe aici, ne ducem unde n-am mai fost nici unul, cum am popula frumuse\u0163ea ori ur\u00e2\u0163enia cu necunoscutul \u00eenainte de a ne petrece trecerea asta fum prin fum, uneori v\u0103 confund din conversa\u0163ie, a, veni\u0163i \u00eempreun\u0103, ne \u015fi ducem, mai \u015fi veni\u0163i, ce-a\u015f mai veni \u015fi eu, dup\u0103 oricare dintre voi, nu sunt de pe aici, nici voi, veni\u0163i \u00eempreun\u0103, acompaniate de maestrul crabilor \u015fi furnicilor, iar e, s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc \u00eentr-un t\u00e2rziu singur la firimiturile mele, spulberate de fum, spulberat \u015fi eu, c\u0103 am auzit miraje de de\u015fert c\u00e2nt\u00e2ndu-mi de pu\u015fti de pe suflete \u015fi-un tunel m-a str\u0163ns \u00een coclauri, \u015fi-un ecou m-a chemat \u015fi-mping firimituri \u00eentre capacele carapacei \u015fi ecoul tot m\u0103 strig\u0103, s\u0103 fie, s\u0103 fiu, e\u015fti frumoas\u0103, frumuse\u0163ea dumnetale m\u0103 onoreaz\u0103, iar tu e\u015fti o minune, o minune pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 o frumuse\u0163e.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sunt o minune c\u0103 \u00eenso\u0163esc o t\u00e2n\u0103r\u0103 nevast\u0103 singur\u0103, \u015fi r\u00e2d c\u00e2nd r\u00e2de, s\u0103 r\u00e2d\u0103, v\u0103 z\u00e2mbe\u015fte ea, v\u0103 r\u00e2d eu, acestea ne ajut\u0103 \u00eentre noi, poate iese o distrac\u0163ie, poate nu, a trecut fumul, te-om c\u0103uta, \u0163i-am spus c\u0103 venim, vezi c\u0103 am venit, vezi c\u0103 nu lipsesc nici eu, ai spus adev\u0103rul, a fost frumos, pove\u015ftile acelor descendente parc\u0103 erau lacrimi, ori sur\u00e2suri, te-ai for\u0163at mult, ai \u00eempins admirabile firimituri, nu existai dec\u00e2t printr-un fel de sentiment al \u00eempinsului, noi te-a\u015fteptam preg\u0103tite de haz, \u00een sinea noastr\u0103, ne \u00eenchipuiam ca babele, ci pove\u015ftile tale din tren, le schimbasei, trecutul te \u00eenfumura, \u00ee\u0163i str\u0103luceau anii, \u0163ineai ochii \u00een jos, asta a fost fic\u0163iunea critic\u0103 de mai apoi, a domni\u015foarei, nu domni\u015foara minune, frumuse\u0163ea e m\u0103ritat\u0103, nu \u015fi-a g\u0103sit b\u0103rbatul, de-aia am venit, s\u0103 te vedem, poate s\u0103 te \u015fi ascult\u0103m, de aici nepotrivirea, ca \u015fi cum n-am ajuns, o lu\u0103m de la cap\u0103t, s-a f\u0103cut noapte pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt, pe capac, frumuse\u0163ea casc\u0103 s\u0103-i pice firimituri din avalan\u015f\u0103, adoarme cum e, noi am putea sta de vorb\u0103 ea, i te po\u0163i v\u00e2r\u00e2 sub centur\u0103, mi-ai distra castitatea de minune ur\u00e2t\u0103, m-ai putea pocni, la nervi, c-o firimitur\u0103 \u015fi pe mine, \u00eemping\u00e2ndu-m\u0103, te-a\u015f trage, \u00eentre capacele carapacei, o t\u00e2r\u00e2m \u015fi pe ea, nu ie\u015fi, \u015fi stai \u00een\u0103untru, cum oi fi, \u00eentre pielea frumoasei, poate fi \u015fi pielea minunii ur\u00e2te, nu confund fundul, am observat c\u0103 \u00eentre frumuse\u0163e \u015fi mine \u015fi fum, te aranjase mijlocul, \u00eempins, nu numai \u00eemping\u00e2nd, mi-a pl\u0103cut c-ai spus adev\u0103rul spre a vedea frumuse\u0163ea c\u0103sc\u00e2nd.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Tac\u0103-\u0163i, umbli toat\u0103 noaptea la cururile noastre, nu ne la\u015fi s\u0103 dormim, s\u0103 ne d\u0103r\u00e2mi, \u015fi pe-aia de pe mas\u0103, c\u0103 ce-are unde se pi\u015f\u0103 pe ea, aia, \u015fi \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103teasa, n-am stins lumina nu de-aia, ce aia, se pl\u00e2nge, moare dup\u0103 aia, maseaz\u0103 pe boieru’, ce umbli la aia a cocoanei, a, se face c\u0103 doarme, \u00ee\u0163i ud\u0103 m\u00e2na cu p\u0103r printre os\u00e2nze, fie-sa-\u015fi maseaz\u0103 singur\u0103 aia, ie\u015fi prin curte, pleosc, bine-\u0163i face, tac\u0103-\u0163i, aia e, \u015fi-o spal\u0103, s\u0103 nu-\u0163i mai miroase, st\u0103-n picioare, ia apa-n palm\u0103 \u015fi \u015fi-o v\u00e2r\u0103-n aia, \u015fi aia a lu’ aia de te-a pocnit \u00een laborator, la autopsie, bine-\u0163i trebuia, must\u0103ce\u015fte a curv\u0103, mar\u015f, c\u0103 cine ce \u00eempute, tot, al\u0103turi a-ntors-o cu curu-n sus \u015fi i-o da sub coad\u0103, semi, c\u0103 n-are casc\u0103, n-ai ast\u00e2mp\u0103r, n-ai somn, ce-ai pe la cururile noastre \u015fi azi \u015fi m\u00e2ine, maseaz\u0103-l pe boieru’ la ceaf\u0103, sfor\u0103ie, p\u0103i s\u0103 sfor\u0103ie, maseaz\u0103 cracii cucoanei, ofteaz\u0103, p\u0103i de ce s\u0103 nu ofteze, nu mai sfor\u0103ie boierul, repede cu masajul, sfor\u0103ie, pe cucoan\u0103, tac\u0103-\u0163i, umbli toat\u0103 noaptea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei dac\u0103 se treze\u015fte \u015fi-mi d\u0103 peste labe, ce, bine c-am f\u0103cut-o-n pod, la capac, am fapt-o pe foi de ceap\u0103, b\u0103, barb\u0103, de i-ai g\u0103urit pantofu’, nu te paricidez, m\u0103 \u0163in la gur\u0103, firimitur\u0103 de firimitur\u0103, mi-a t\u0103cut, foile de ceap\u0103, explozie, iart\u0103-mi ejacularea, foile astea de ceap\u0103, trei lulele de firimituri, nu min\u0163i binele, mi-ai sub burt\u0103, v\u0103lure\u015fte fumul prin pod, ne suge capacul, la datorie, jos, pe tabl\u0103, \u015fi pe la cur, ca-n fleanca dintr-o noapte \u015fi-o baie public\u0103, ce s\u0103-\u0163i mai povestesc, min\u0163i binele, faci filosofie cu curul, de fapt, pi\u015f\u0103toarea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei m\u0103 f\u0103cu\u015fi fericit\u0103, ce-ar zice soru-mea, \u00eemi lua\u015fi sifilisul dintr-un foc, b\u0103iat cuminte, surcele \u015fi firimituri, p\u0103r pe spinare, dup\u0103 culcare, mu mai \u00eempinge, deranjezi carapacea, pi\u015fc\u0103 oul, te rog nu m\u0103 dezvirgina \u015fi tu, e treaba mea, la \u00eenviere, du-te la puja<\/em>, \u00een fum, dac\u0103 ai g\u00e2nduri de pe c\u00e2nd umblai toat\u0103 noaptea, stai a\u015fa, \u00eemi faci cearc\u0103ne, domnule, nu sunt zerozeroul nim\u0103nui, toate tr\u0103im, c\u00e2te n-o s\u0103 ne dezvirginezi, m\u0103garule, te-ai \u00eenfipt, habar n-ai \u00een ce carapace, mi-ai centurat-o, are scalpuri, nu m\u0103 mai joc, las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103-mi trag sufletul, b\u0103, eu sunt prima, \u0163i-o sug de-a albina, m\u00e2ine poim\u00e2ine mi-o \u0163ii minte crabului, d-\u0103la mi-e, m\u0103 p\u0103s\u0103ric\u0103 furnica, jos m\u00e2inile, sus, drac, dr\u0103coaic\u0103, coinac la vale, n-ai \u00een pung\u0103, ia de-un sifilis, \u0163i-ajunge c\u00e2t oi tr\u0103i, p\u0103i nu cu mine, \u00eempinge firimituri \u015fi taci, d\u0103-i, h\u00ee, \u0163i-am mu\u015fcat ceafa, te muia\u015fi, \u0163i-o mu\u015fc, mi-e foame, m\u0103-necai c-o firimitur\u0103, la o parte c\u0103 m\u0103 pi\u015f, ce te ui\u0163i, \u00eempinge, te’neci \u00een sf\u00e2rcuri, dai de miere, tr\u00e2ntore, cr\u0103pat\u0103 carapacea, pe cinstea mea, a \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit g\u0103ina, coco\u015f, c\u00e2rpa aia de creast\u0103 \u2013 la crab \u015fi la furnic\u0103, nu mai merge, nu intr\u0103, iese, \u00eempinge\u0163i firimiturile, nu-mi mai toci p\u0103rul, afumatule, nici at\u00e2t, tot \u0163i-o mai \u00eenviam c\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 dezvirginezi, ai mierlit-o la ouare da’ nu te-am ouat, stearp\u0103 m\u0103-ta, ceafa crabului, pipi de furnic\u0103, alt\u0103 zeam\u0103, pui\u015for, un smac de miere, prostule, ambrozie, b\u0103, dac\u0103 din cauza sifilisului nu se urineaz\u0103 iapa, a iepii, \u0163i-o \u00eenghite p\u00e2n\u0103-n v\u00e2rful capacului, intr\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 nu mai ie\u015fi, ca-n tunelul cu pricina, eu m\u0103 \u0163in virgin\u0103 \u015fi te \u0163in \u015fi pe tine cu sifilisul de la mine, \u00eempinge-\u0163i \u015fi firimiturile, nu m\u0103 \u00eentina, te rog, \u015fi cu masajul \u0103la, nici pe ceaf\u0103, nici pe ceap\u0103, printre foile de mi le uzi uscate, mai de-azi-noapte, pe-nviate, elefante.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u015ei elefantul s-a urnit din cercul b\u0103rba\u0163ilor, a p\u0103\u015fit \u00een centru, c\u0103tre moart\u0103, \u015fi-a fecundat-o s-o \u00eenvieze.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se-ntoarce la loc, iese din cerc, urechile i se pierd \u00eentre frunze de bananier dezr\u0103d\u0103cin\u00e2ndu-se, \u015fi jungla.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– R\u0103d\u0103cinile se despoaie de coaj\u0103 sf\u00e2\u015fiate de maimu\u0163ele zbur\u00e2nd cu muntele \u015fi iarba fiarelor, vie\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– G\u00e2tuie-se p\u0103unii de prea \u00eenfoiere \u015fi p\u0103uni\u0163ele abia t\u00e2nguind o frumuse\u0163e ce nu se mai aude.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015eir de furnici jucate de crabi cresteaz\u0103 d\u00e2ra oblic\u0103, spiral\u00e2nd golurile palmierilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se-nv\u00e2rto\u015feaz\u0103 lumina dimine\u0163ii seara de par\u0103, s-ancins cercul, ne zguduim p\u00e2n\u0103-n tunel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un vaiet de cruste plesnindu-se de lespezi netrezite, doar urnindu-se c\u0103tre furnici s\u0103 le fecundeze.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vetala scap\u0103 cadavrul de pe um\u0103r, \u00eenc\u00e2rligate p\u0103s\u0103rile-n aer, nici mai zbur\u0103t\u0103cind, nici \u00eemperechindu-se.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nourii s\u00e2nger\u0103 igrasii \u015fi mucegaiuri, goli\u0163i de moarte, spre a r\u0103s\u0103ri potopul poruncit ca de un muezin.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-acum nu te-oi mai vedea cu ochii, nu te-oi mai auzi cu urechile, nu te-oi mai ruga, hai!<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pu\u015fca\u015fii arunc\u0103 pietre muiate-n vulcani cr\u0103pa\u0163i de-un soare \u015fi o lun\u0103 \u015fi o vajra amu\u0163it\u0103-n vis.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vis \u015fi nu c\u00e2t adev\u0103rat neadev\u0103rat m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u00e2sem prin furnici dup\u0103 furnici, \u00eempins ne\u00eempotrivit de furnici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei firea ne\u0163inut\u0103 de aura toamnei \u00eempietrind s\u0103geata-n dhanun<\/em> \u015fi pe piatr\u0103 doar ochi ochind.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai cui ochi din mreaja verde, schelau \u00een fir \u015fi pe jos, sub burta ferigu\u0163elor troznind \u00een fine dezinteresate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un profil \u00een \u00eenalt, o coad\u0103 pe lung, alb\u0103, real\u0103, mirat\u0103 la ochi, o vac\u0103 de o veveri\u0163\u0103 \u015fobol\u0103ni\u0163\u0103 efebicid\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pedeaps\u0103-n r\u00e2s de-o falc\u0103, ghea\u0163a tot nu s-ar topi, de alt\u0103 fire, topeasc\u0103-se cu toate transparen\u0163ele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pribege mult ecourile \u00een d\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103turile de nesf\u00e2r\u015fite aparen\u0163e, ce-am mai bate, ne-am mai bate ritm pe ritm.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Afar\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i voi povesti cum te iubeam \u00een timp ce-mi d\u0103deam sufletul, de-oi mai ajunge, nu cred c\u0103 e\u015fti \u015fi tu pe-aici, n-ar merita s\u0103 ne desp\u0103r\u0163im de pe lume, c\u0103ut\u00e2ndu-te pe-afar\u0103, ca din gelozie, am mai atins buba, acum s-a spart \u015fi m\u0103-sa, de n-ai fi t\u0103iat calea elefantului \u00eendrept\u00e2ndu-se erect spre centru, nu m\u0103 opreai nici pe mine \u00een pr\u0103p\u0103d, ne certam de-ale gurii zilelor \u015fi tunelelor, ne facem timp de c\u00e2t mai r\u0103m\u0103sesem nu datori de dragoste \u015fi dob\u00e2nzi, o vorb\u0103, ceva, ca peste tot, \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103, numai ecou din transparen\u0163ele durerii \u00eemprejmuitoare, fantazate \u00een glum\u0103, nu mai era glum\u0103, o \u00eenvia, dac\u0103 nu-i t\u0103iai calea, ce curioas\u0103 fire, nu-i vom mai \u015fti nici unul nepetrecerea, o inhibi\u0163ie a naturii dinaintea viciului t\u0103u sublim, s\u0103-\u0163i fie ru\u015fine, c\u0103, nefiind ce-ai jucat, jocul s-a dat peste cap cu tot ce mi\u015fca, la trecut, treceai pe la cine-\u0163i venea, \u00een ascuns, nu \u00eentre ea \u015fi el, pe-un schimb neregizat, da, nesim\u0163it, de avataruri cu sentimentele ne la ele, de \u0163este de cenu\u015f\u0103 modelate de v\u00e2nt \u00een cercuri de elefan\u0163i, numai cel desprins spre cea din centru, ce te \u015ferpuiai, te \u0163ineai locului iertat\u0103 de agresiuni nenaturale, pr\u0103p\u0103dul cu noi, de ce noi cu pr\u0103p\u0103dul, poate mai \u015fi sc\u0103pam, \u00ee\u0163i sc\u0103pam o palm\u0103, m\u0103 str\u00e2ngeai de g\u00e2t, ei \u015fi, c\u0103 de-aia ai \u015fi luat-o razna, s\u0103 tai calea acelui inocent elefant, f\u0103r\u0103 un filde\u015f, fie c\u0103 i te \u00eenchinai, cine te obliga s\u0103 n-o faci de la distan\u0163\u0103, \u00een sufletul t\u0103u de teroare \u015fi tandre\u0163e, adus din iertarea crabului, n-are cine te mai ierta \u015fi-\u0163i pare bine, cum c\u0103 a\u015fa e lumea, las\u0103-te, ierta-te-a\u015f, ierta-m-ai, nu ai iertat a\u015fa topindu-te la inspira\u0163ie, pentru prima oar\u0103, sc\u0103p\u00e2nd cartea, zg\u00e2r\u00e2ind carapacea cu unghiile, \u015firoindu-te, umbr\u0103 din slav\u0103, prin golul atingerii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Pe coast\u0103 va c\u0103dea ciclon dup\u0103-amiaz\u0103, s-au dat marile semnale pescarilor s\u0103 stea acas\u0103, celor de-acas\u0103 s\u0103 nu moar\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103s\u0103rile nu mai \u00eennebunesc la gura de tunel, \u00eenfundat\u0103 de madrigale, a r\u00e2urilor c\u00e2ndva line-pline-peline.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bananierul \u00ee\u015fi tremur\u0103 lin elefan\u0163ii, numai r\u0103d\u0103cini, de orunde p\u00e2n\u0103 oriunde, din cap \u00een creier, din creier \u00een cutreier.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Soarele iar, de nu l-ai vedea, \u015fi-\u0163i schimbi p\u0103rerea despre diminea\u0163a \u00eenecat\u0103 noaptea trecut\u0103 \u00een fum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei sup\u0103rare-nevedere, c-a plecat pe cine ciripea, cr\u0103unea, cobea, or iar nu te-oi mai vedea de-adineaurea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce se imprim\u0103 sus, de pe jos, n-are dec\u00e2t s\u0103 tr\u0103zneasc\u0103 la loc \u00een matca m\u0103\u015ftii din m\u0103tasea radiografiat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De n-ai fi renun\u0163at te t\u0103m\u00e2ia cea adev\u0103rat\u0103 din privirile cumsecade c\u00e2t s\u0103 nu se amurezeze nimeni.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai \u015fi amestecat vorba cu scrisul, c\u00e2t s\u0103 \u0163i se ude toate nimicurile la care \u0163inusei de c\u00e2nd ne iubir\u0103m bir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pantalonii de la p\u00e2r\u00e2u ud\u0103 gr\u0103dina, \u015ferparul c\u0103 unde e\u015fti, verificai r\u0103d\u0103cinile din spate, o combina\u0163ie de tortel \u015fi buruian.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Smulse\u015fi, smulse\u015fi, vat\u0103 de zah\u0103r, aproape nu exist\u0103 r\u0103d\u0103cinile, ce \u0163i-e \u015fi cu fertilitatea care ne sterpise.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Da’ praful face \u015fi din aer o tem\u0103, m\u0103 sp\u0103lai \u015fi cu s\u00e2nge din \u0163\u00e2n\u0163ar, tot din mine, r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Uraganul, ba furtuna a urcat din And \u015fi Ors \u00een Bang, ploi, mare, \u00een Him a nins \u015fi mari semnale de-o amintire.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-arunc \u00een ap\u0103 cartea, s-ar sup\u0103ra natura, cum de-mi permit s\u0103-i r\u0103spund cu mai mult o intraductibilitate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai g\u00e2ndit la altceva, s\u0103 ui\u0163i de \u00eenecul cui, ba al meu, ba al t\u0103u, dac\u0103 ajungi s\u0103 arunci cartea-n nor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aici venise, plouase amprenta pe dosul m\u0103\u015ftii, extraomenesc, zadarnic alai de r\u0103d\u0103cini.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 te fi prosternat numai buruianului \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 se mai alegea o poz\u0103, \u015ftia uraganul de unde s\u0103 te smulg\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei de soare ui\u0163i, \u015fi de partea nop\u0163ii pl\u0103cut sufocat\u0103 de-un g\u00e2nd c\u0103 tunelul a luat foc \u015fi se stinge.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce-o s\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2ngui, c\u00e2nd m\u0103 chemi, iar eu nu m\u0103 chem, declar lacrimi unui somn, totu\u015fi de copil, gr\u0103be\u015fte-te cu supraruncarea s\u0103 nu mai spunem de-ale noastre, \u00een cheie \u00eentoars\u0103 pe-afar\u0103, c\u00e2t orbii de bun\u0103 voie adormi\u0163i c-un vis prea luminat, penibil euforic \u015fi, precum ni s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat, o dat\u0103, de dou\u0103 ori, imaginativ, nu zic fabulos, ori fantastic, ori misterios, chiar \u015fi euforia, mai mult ca orice mai zicem c-a zis ne umfl\u0103 r\u00e2sul, de unii singuri, \u0103la ici, \u0103la colea \u015fi ce mai hohote\u015fte jurul juriului de l-ai rimat deun\u0103zi pe-o dansatoare, p\u00e2n\u0103 la invizibi, descrunt\u0103-te, nu te-or mai m\u00e2ng\u00e2ia clopotele de templu \u00eencercelate la picioarele celei cu t\u0103lpi s\u00e2ngerii, tocmai e puja <\/em>fumului ro\u015fu, ei \u015fi, te ui\u0163i \u00een palme \u015fi nu \u0163i le dai, deci r\u00e2zi, c\u0103 doar nu pl\u00e2ngi, nu te iei la palme-n sec, nu te masturbeaz\u0103 c\u00e2t s\u0103 iei o figur\u0103 serioas\u0103, nu-mi ajungi \u0163\u00e2\u0163ele de-acum zece ani le am la mine cu amintirile din veac, nu te speria de trup, doar r\u00e2zi de niciodat\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 acum, aproape c\u0103 mi-a pl\u0103cut c\u00e2nd asfel p\u0103c\u0103tui\u015fi, eu nu mi te t\u00e2ngui din decalajul pantalonilor care ud\u0103 gr\u0103dina \u015fi-al degetelor \u00eempletite-n r\u0103d\u0103cini de buruian, ca s\u0103-\u0163i dai seama de tine \u00eensu\u0163i pe loc, iar eu \u00eens\u0103mi tot pe loc, las\u0103 \u015fi dep\u0103rtarea, c\u00e2nd \u00eens\u0103 clipesc, t\u00e2nga are a te ajuta la udat, ori la smuls, c\u00e2nd colo te vei ocupa cu preg\u0103tirile de cutie, de-un exemplu, tot ro\u015fie, de dans cu clopo\u0163ei, la liber, bine c\u0103 nu mai ocole\u015fti \u00een libert\u0103\u0163i de ne\u00een\u0163eles, ai \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit de viu, nu-\u0163i duc grija \u00een exclusivitate, ceva ce te-ar jigni \u015fi m-ar scoate de mincinoas\u0103 \u015fi te-ai repezi iar s\u0103 smulgi buruian.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Cu ochii s-ar face trei tuneluri, patru ochi, cum i-am \u00eenchis, \u0163i i-am \u00eenchis, iar ne-am visat, de-acolo pornisem, iar singur\u0103t\u0103\u0163ile \u2013 una de-acum zece ani, ni s-a p\u0103rut c\u0103 mergem cu trenul p\u00e2n\u0103 la uraganul care se-apropie cam la fel, din jos, nu mai avem ochi de el, \u00een loc s\u0103 m\u0103 tem c\u0103 ai afla, c\u0103 m-ai cunoa\u015fte, \u00een fine, cum nu m\u0103credeai, abia te-a\u015f invita era s\u0103 zic la revolu\u0163ie, nici ce facem, nici ce zicem nu conteaz\u0103, p\u00e2n\u0103 una alta, dup\u0103 toate cele ce-am \u00een\u0163eles o dat\u0103 prin sentiment, am verificat r\u0103d\u0103cinile special pentru a-mi dovedi ce \u015ftiu eu ce, ca o fidelitate natural\u0103, biciuit\u0103 public pentru adulter, ori decapitat\u0103, astea la vedere pentru nevederea de la r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103, mai sus, nu-mi mai \u00eenchpui nici piatra, vezi bine c\u0103 ne \u00eemp\u0103casem \u015fi cu mintea cea necuminte, fals atav, o roisem numai c\u00e2\u015f, o fabul\u0103, dup\u0103 \u00eendemnu-\u0163i, c\u0103 aia e iubirea, f\u0103r\u0103 vorb\u0103, f\u0103r\u0103 asem\u0103nare, nici a\u015fa nu mi-ai dat \u00een monstru, mi-aveam fa\u0163a citit\u0103 dinainte, \u015ftergeam din scrisul frun\u0163ii \u015fi te scriam pe tine, c\u00e2nd \u015fi c\u00e2nd, pe-nsingurare nu-mi mai amintesc, am be\u015ftelit orice fantezii, la adio dicteuri \u015fi picteuri \u015fi recteuri, \u0163i-aduci aminte varza, te luai de r\u0103d\u0103cinile ei, o \u0163uicisem \u00een imagina\u0163ia memoriei, nici fum \u00eenainte, iar ne apropiam, o ceart\u0103 neantifeminist\u0103, da’ nici a\u015fa, persoana se t\u00e2nguise un an, tu sau eu, t\u00e2nguirile se-nc\u0103lecaser\u0103 c\u00e2nd vreai \u015fi mai mult nu vreai, ai v\u0103zut arm\u0103sarul alb f\u0103r\u00e2m\u00e2ndu-se de pe trei iepe incolore, n-ai luat atitudine, ce mai vrei, am luat m\u0103turoiul \u015fi am vrut s\u0103-l d\u0103r\u00e2m din nicovala m\u0103run\u0163icii, iep\u015foara public\u0103, de-o ap\u0103ram pe ea, pedepseam pedepsitul, n-am \u0163inut, o luasei la goan\u0103 s\u0103-\u0163i lunge\u015fti repro\u015furile cu scandal, o s\u0103 ne \u00eemp\u0103c\u0103m m\u00e2ine-pom\u00e2ine, \u00een lips\u0103, c\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc s\u0103 caut m\u0103turoiul, a\u015fa crezi tu, te-am p\u0103c\u0103lir, pot s\u0103 m\u0103 iau singur la m\u0103turoaie, te mai iau \u015fi pe tine azi-m\u00e2ine, din preaamor, prea, pe naturale, tot, m\u0103car at\u00e2t, c\u0103 nim\u0103nui n-a\u015f mai putea s\u0103-i cer\u015fesc propriu-mi suflet dec\u00e2t \u0163ie, asta s\u0103 afli, s\u0103 nu-mi dai nimic, nicio palm\u0103, nicio contr\u0103, s\u0103-mi dau singur de sufletul t\u0103u la anafur\u0103, gura c\u0103scat\u0103 mi se oglindise-n geamul de peste fa\u0163a-\u0163i, autoratul era al anafurei, de-am mistuit-o cu mult \u00eenainte de vederea-ne, ce vin\u0103 s\u0103-i mai faci \u015fi unde, de ne-o fi desp\u0103r\u0163it, uite \u00eei \u00eemping firimiturile cum mi-am luat obiceiul, mai intr\u0103 prin g\u0103uri, h\u0103ule cr\u0103p\u0103tura carapacii, m-apuc\u0103 bestialitatea, apoi \u00eemi revin, nu-mi mai aduc aminte, am fost, am nevoie de tine s\u0103-mi spui orice, vezi c\u0103 sunt serios, pr\u0103bu\u015fit \u00een tot mai pu\u0163ine firimituri, \u015fi una am a \u0163i-o \u00eenapoia \u00eentru \u00eentregul negur, bine, negur\u0103, la tine, primit\u0103 ca o fantezie, dac\u0103, \u015fi at\u00e2t, dincoace de sentimentul cu natura pe-o m\u0103sea, tot ai grij\u0103 \u015fi de din\u0163i, mu\u015fc\u0103-mi-o, invita\u0163ia nici nu te mai revolu\u0163ioneaz\u0103, nici m\u0103car nu ron\u0163\u0103i be\u0163ele de bambus, nu le prive\u015fti frunzele, te arunci peste boschet, din slav\u0103, ca la un ultim bombardament, te p\u0103trunzi \u00eent\u00e2i de frunze, multiplicat\u0103 de uragan \u00een miriade de tu, apoi brin bastonada dezr\u0103d\u0103cinat\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103-n m\u0103ri \u015fi eu te prind.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– N-ai dec\u00e2t s\u0103 fii serios, cum nu prea e\u015fti dac\u0103 te la\u015fi bolnav, zg\u00e2rcindu-te la mine, de-am r\u0103mas \u00een pan\u0103 o sum\u0103, era film \u00een\u0103untru, n-am timp penal, n-am de nici unele, tu ai grij\u0103 de tine, n-avea de-ale mele, n-am nicio grij\u0103, dac\u0103 e s\u0103 n-am nimic, dec\u00e2t t\u00e2mpenia, s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00een\u015fele to\u0163i, poate tu nu, m\u0103 \u00een\u015fel singur\u0103, pe nimeni altcineva, poate pe tine, cu mine singur\u0103, altfel oricine-\u015fi bate joc, de ce nu, a\u015fa-mi trebuie, c\u0103 \u0163i-a fost s\u0103 te sacrifici de mine, luai trenul \u015fi te plimbai, bonjoura nu-\u0163i r\u0103m\u00e2nea mai scurt\u0103, nici c\u0103l\u0103toria, veneai serios, sentimental, c\u0103 se sp\u0103rsese un geam, te pansam, te oblojeam, te magiuneam, c\u0103 nu era s\u0103 te las cu curu-n balt\u0103 prima oar\u0103-n via\u0163\u0103, \u0163i-o fi noroc de curve, acu’ s\u0103-le duc eu \u015fi nu de nas, mi-ai suflat caimacul \u015fi mi l-ai b\u0103gat pe g\u00e2t \u015fi bor\u0103sc pe tine, c\u0103 n-am pe altul, chiar dac\u0103-ai plecat, bine c\u0103 te-ai g\u00e2ndit \u015fi-a\u015fa, n-ai r\u0103mas tu cu mine, n-o s\u0103 r\u0103m\u00e2i aiurea, c\u00e2t te-ai mai aiuri, p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd, iar at\u00e2t de singur nici nu mai e\u015fti \u00een stare s\u0103 te aiure\u015fti, cine \u0163i-ar mai permite ca mine, care te \u015ftiu c\u0103 zici c\u0103 m\u0103 iube\u015fti, vorbe\u015fti \u00een somn, dac\u0103 tu e\u015fti \u015fi dac\u0103 eu sunt aia, vine vorba, vine somnul \u015fi el, recuno\u015fti, m-am dat cu capul de pere\u0163i, ca-n tunel la tine, pe uragan, \u015fi nu \u015ftiu, nu mai v\u0103d, nu-mi mai v\u0103d capul, cum mi l-a\u015f sparge de cartea ai \u00eenghe\u0163at\u0103-n nevedere, eu de colo, ai dat-o pe religie, amenin\u0163ai de mult, de copil, de nu te mai pomene\u015fti, da’ eu realizez nasulia, ai nevoie s\u0103 fii serios, s\u0103 nu m\u0103 vezi, s\u0103 m\u0103 uit la tine \u015fi s\u0103 nu te scuip, c\u0103 din toat\u0103 dep\u0103rtarea aia pl\u00e2ns\u0103, cel pu\u0163in de mine, c\u0103 de ce-oi fi pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd dac\u0103 nu de proast\u0103, pl\u00e2ng \u015fi de tine, de ce s\u0103 nu pl\u00e2ng, \u015fi-un b\u0103\u0163, vorba lu’ furnica, s\u0103 fie acolo \u015fi tot e bine, \u015fi-o nuia, o buturug\u0103, mic\u0103 da’ ad\u00e2nc\u0103, poftim de intr\u0103, c\u0103 tot e o scofal\u0103, o euforie serioas\u0103, m\u0103car atunci nu te mai umfl\u0103 r\u00e2sul, m\u0103 umfli pe mine, las\u0103-m\u0103, domnule, ia trenul \u015fi fleurteaz\u0103, cum bag seama, zboar\u0103-\u0163i fantezia \u015fi scula, numa’ f\u0103-\u0163i de cap \u00eenapoi, o b\u00e2rfim serios, o or\u0103, zece ani, p\u00e2n\u0103 om uita de tot, \u015fi c\u0103 ne-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit, ne-am desp\u0103r\u0163it \u015fi poate iar ne-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit, aici nu-s de acord, aici e\u015fti tu, c\u0103 \u015fi dup-aia, \u015fi dup\u0103-aice, eu c\u0103 nu mai \u015ftii nimic, tu c\u0103 \u015ftii de pe acum c\u0103 uite tu, adic\u0103 eu, cum nici nu-\u0163i mai fac scandal de propria-mi disperare, \u00een care m-ai l\u0103sat l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-m\u0103 s\u0103rac\u0103 \u015fi batjocorit\u0103, ce mai, s\u0103-\u0163i fie \u015fi \u0163ie pe la nas, \u015fi s\u0103-\u0163i z\u0103re\u015fti neputin\u0163a p\u00e2n\u0103 la cap\u0103tul lumii, nu e frumos, nici nu se mai poate face nimic, un pic a\u015ftepta, n-am cu cine, n-am cu ce, exagerez, ai grij\u0103 de tine, po\u0163i s\u0103 m\u0103 ui\u0163i dac\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i \u00eenchipui c\u0103 nu rezist, c\u0103 nu-\u0163i rezist, nu \u015ftiu, ai vrea, e treaba mea, dac\u0103 m\u0103 v\u0103d \u00eemi spun, dac\u0103 m\u0103 cunosc, dac\u0103 m\u0103 cuno\u015fti de undeva \u015fi afl\u0103 c\u0103 sunt s\u0103n\u0103toas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– M-a\u015f ruga \u015fi n-am ast\u00e2mp\u0103r numai pentru un cuv\u00e2nt, pentru un g\u00e2nd, e o femeie-n urm\u0103, m\u0103 tot dau la o parte s\u0103 fac\u0103 un pas mic \u015fi s\u0103 se roage-n locul meu, nu nimeresc, nu nimere\u015fte, c\u0103 m\u0103 rog pentru ea s-o la\u015fi s\u0103 se roage pentru mine, c\u0103 eu am nevoie s\u0103 fiu iertat, eu o iubesc \u015fi neiertat, dar ea tot vrea s\u0103 se roage, \u00eemi \u00eenchipui, mie nu-mi vine, nu nimeresc, o \u015fi a\u015ftept demult, am uitat orice-a\u015f putea spune \u015fi cui, am probleme la t\u00e2r\u00e2re, numai \u00eenainte, c\u00e2te-un milimetru, ca tulpinile mun\u0163ilor de ne scurg prin ei, nu m\u0103 pot \u00eentoarce o idee \u00een juru-mi, cum m-a\u015f da la oparte s-o las s\u0103 m\u0103 m\u00e2ntuie, nu \u00eendr\u0103znesc s\u0103 m\u0103 consider ea, o iubesc ca un b\u0103rbat, tocmai, o bestie, c\u00e2nd aceast\u0103 fericire \u00eemi mai era permis\u0103 \u015fi tocmai \u00een bra\u0163ele ei, gata, \u00eens\u0103, de ruga de-acum, asta mi-o fi gre\u015feala, dar asta mi-era via\u0163a, maic\u0103, ea m\u0103 mai culegea de sub t\u00e2rne, \u00eemi t\u0103ia capul, de mil\u0103, vreau s\u0103 spun, c\u0103 nu voia s\u0103 mergem la film niciodat\u0103 \u015fi-nc\u0103 s-ar fi pus pe treab\u0103 poate \u00eentr-acolo, credeam eu, mai vedea, s\u0103 m-aprind\u0103, lum\u00e2nare, da, da, m-oi topi \u00een fine \u015fi-i voi face astfel loc s\u0103 \u0163i se roage cum c\u0103 asta a fost, a trecut, \u00eei pare r\u0103u, spune-i la fel, c\u0103 asta e, asta va fi, s\u0103 nu se roage degeaba, m-a\u015f ruga eu \u015fi degeba, de mi-ar mai fi \u00een fire, de mi-ar fi fost s\u0103-mi fie, cu t\u00e2r\u00e2tul mi se tope\u015fte \u00eent\u00e2i aeru-n g\u00e2t, a\u015f z\u00e2z\u00e2i, m-a\u015f face praf, nu mi-a\u015f recunoa\u015fte r\u00e2ul \u015fi a\u015f r\u00e2de ori a\u015f pl\u00e2nge ori te-a\u015f ruga s\u0103-mi spui ce m-a apucat \u015fi-ai t\u0103cea, asta ar face \u015fi ea \u015fi-ar t\u0103cea o rug\u0103 fie decent\u0103, fie considerabil\u0103, \u015fi-ar r\u0103m\u00e2ne s-o judeci p\u00e2n\u0103-ai judeca-o, de m-a\u015f fi \u00eentrutotul ars, \u015fi-o parte a ei, sati, mi s-ar fi c\u0103\u0163\u0103rat \u00een zvntarea fiin\u0163ei, iart\u0103-mi bombasticismul, e numai \u00een g\u00e2nd, n-am cuvinte, n-am rug\u0103, n-o am nici pe ea, m\u0103 sug s\u0103 explodeze din neunde, cum \u00ee\u0163i anun\u0163am, tot sper\u00e2nd c\u0103 ea \u0163i se va \u00eenf\u0103\u0163i\u015fa judec\u0103\u0163ii mele, adic\u0103 tu m\u0103 judeci \u015fi eu nu sunt \u00een stare, nu-mi sunt, s\u0103 m\u0103 rog de orice, am un g\u00e2nd, ceva, o mai sper, mi-e nici ru\u015fine, c\u0103 tot ar mai fi un semn din ce \u015ftiu \u00eencotro \u00eendreptare, ceva o fi c-o ador de parc\u0103 o t\u00e2r\u0103sc din ce \u00een ce mai peste mine, de nu te-ar izbi din iner\u0163ie, din gelozie, confund\u00e2ndu-mi moartea cu vreo rival\u0103, ce de pre\u0163 m\u0103 cred \u015fi nici rivala, nici moartea, nici femeia aia de numai pe ea \u00eenc\u0103 o iubesc nu m\u0103 abordeaz\u0103, te abordez eu \u015fi nu \u015ftiu cum, n-am maniere, cum bine bagi de seam\u0103, g\u00e2ndul era tot o confuzie, p\u00e2n\u0103 vine s\u0103 se roage de tine pentru mine, nu c\u0103 te rog eu pentru ea, ea mi-e tot icoan\u0103, nu c\u0103 te pun pe tine s\u0103 te rogi pentru mine, \u0163ie, \u00een locul ei, pentru mine, tot \u0163ie, doar \u00ee\u0163i suntem sub ochi de la \u00eenceput, sunt singur, mi-am uitat g\u00e2ndul, mi s-a-nt\u00e2mplat \u00een ultimul timp tot a\u015fa, cu nemiluita, n-am nimic de rugat, probabil i-a\u015f face scandal \u015fi ei dac\u0103 s-ar ruga savitre\u015fte, ca s\u0103 zic a\u015fa, ori tu e\u015fti tot femeie, o maic\u0103 special\u0103, care tot ier\u0163i \u015fi pe cine nu se roag\u0103, din cauze certe, cum ar fi via\u0163a, era s\u0103 zic via\u0163a trecut\u0103, nu pot zice, adev\u0103rat, viitoare, bine nu m\u0103 rog, dar cum r\u0103m\u00e2n?<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu pot scrie, cu drag, pe-o marmor\u0103, c\u0103 n-o am, nu te am nici pe tine, bun-r\u0103u, \u0163i-a\u015f z\u00e2ria ceva pe talp\u0103, abia de te-ai g\u00e2dila, nerecunosc\u00e2ndu-m\u0103, \u0163i-ar \u015fi umbla mintea, cum nu te-am g\u00e2dilat \u00een via\u0163a mea, nimic, nu m-am obosit, am o groaz\u0103 de chestii mereu pe cap, nu pe suflet, cu sufletul poate te-a\u015f g\u00e2dila, f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 prind, s\u0103 prinzi de veste, ce-am putea face, la urma urmei, ne pomenim c\u0103 te-a\u015f g\u00e2dila, ei \u015fi, \u0163i-ar pica mucul, ai face gesturi de nescris, p\u00e2n\u0103 te-ai da la mine, ia vezi, cu nazuri, cu necazuri, tu te-ai pl\u00e2nge, mai ales c\u0103 de-atunci vei fi fost \u015ftiind cine te g\u00e2dilase \u015fi-\u0163i vei fi socotit mintea, m\u0103, asta s-ar d\u0103rui de la sine, n-am a o mai cer\u015fi de la fecioar\u0103, de c\u00e2nd nici praf nici marmor\u0103 nu se scriseser\u0103, ca s\u0103 vezi cumsec\u0103denie, care \u015fi eu, pentru c\u0103 n-am ce scrie, te g\u00e2dilai, po\u0163i s\u0103 te scuzi, c\u00e2t c\u0103 te-ai \u00eenr\u0103it numai cu cerutul \u015fi de scuze, eu n-am partea, m-ai molipsit \u015fi, la urma urmei, c\u00e2nd n-am fost atent\u0103, ai \u00eendr\u0103znit s\u0103 m\u0103 g\u00e2dili tu pe mine, o fi ren\u0103scut ofensa \u015fi \u0163i se \u00eentoarce la talp\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i dezlipe\u015fte crabii din cr\u0103p\u0103turile carapacei, cum \u015fi tu m\u0103 g\u00e2dilai spre cr\u0103p\u0103tur\u0103, sculatule, atunci s\u0103 m\u0103 fi v\u0103zut, doar nu era lumin\u0103, c\u0103 ne copsesem de-acum, mie nu-mi mai ardea, ce te-o fi apucat, din labe, pe ‘mneata c\u0103 de prostii nu e t\u00e2rziu, parc\u0103 niciodat\u0103, funebru, talpa neagr\u0103, \u0163i-e \u015fi jen\u0103, habar n-ai, m\u0103 jenez eu de ce-oi mai fi zic\u00e2nd \u015fi nu-mi vine s\u0103 te \u00eentreb, n-am pe ce s\u0103-\u0163i scriu, c\u0103 h\u00e2rtia-mi trebuie la biseric\u0103, la ce-am zis, n-am timp, \u0163i-oi scrie pe cineva din mu\u015furoiul ce mi l-ai visat f\u0103r\u0103 obraz, talp\u0103 la talp\u0103, \u00eengleznindu-se, \u00eengenunchindu-se, \u00eenscriindu-se, p\u00e2n\u0103-n marmora alb\u0103, pe tren \u015fi pe ghea\u0163\u0103, s\u0103 bor\u0103sc caimacul \u015fi mai multe nu, c\u0103 de-ai fi scris un tratat de masturba\u0163ie ai fi pretins s\u0103 r\u0103spund cu sfaturi de cum s\u0103-\u0163i produci singur\u0103 cel mai bun orgasm, nu-\u0163i mai scriu nici de la br\u00e2u \u00een sus, dac\u0103 e pe-a\u015fa, nici abstract, perver\u015fii cu perver\u015fii, a, c\u0103 nu existau, c\u0103-i sf\u00e2rcuisei de pe lespezi, bine c\u0103 nu de pe marmori, de cenu\u015f\u0103, \u015fi-\u0163i scrumisei dumnezeirea \u00een asem\u0103narea cu ei, \u015fi treierasei ce se g\u0103sise spre a te descoji de existen\u0163a-\u0163i \u00een ducerea-le, nu-\u0163i pot scrie nicio p\u0103rere, tot ai \u00eentoarce-o la vale, m-ai mai \u015fi insulta cu aluzii de porumbei, m\u0103car alea perechi \u00een zbor, a\u015f, t\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-se, exclusiv, salut, \u00eemi pare bonjour, te-ai zenit la trei \u015fi-un sfert, m\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc, \u00eemi pare c\u0103 mi-ai luat urma, poate te a\u015ftept \u015fi dai de mine, c\u0103 \u015fi eu am dat de belea, m\u0103 obi\u015fnuisem cu tine nescris, prin aer, cum a dat cine \u015fi-a dat, cum eu mi te-am dat, c\u0103 eram la str\u00e2mtoare \u015fi hai c\u0103 m-am g\u00e2ndit s\u0103-\u0163i scriu, la sentiment, tu, la altele, nu \u0163i-am mai nici scris, \u00een principiu, nimic, \u015fi-a\u015fa se face c\u0103 mi te-ai d\u0103ruit cu tot de\u015fertul \u015fi uscatul, mai ai tunelul, ce iluzii claustrofobe, nu intru nici \u00een sceis, te ilustrez pe nevizualizabil, amintirea unui crematoriu necl\u0103dit spre a nu avea unde s\u0103 ne d\u0103m foc, nici \u00eengropa\u0163i \u00een tunelul \u0103la c\u0103 \u0163i-a venit din marile semnale, asta cu zece ani, de exemplu, uite c\u0103 s-a maturizat \u00een plus, peste.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Pe c\u00e2nd m\u0103 t\u00e2ram adineauri \u015fi parc\u0103 n-a\u015f mai fi tot \u00eempins firimiturile c\u0103tre r\u00e2njetul carapacei, dar ele m-ar fi tras \u00eencotro le venea, \u00eencinse, furnicate ca de ou\u0103, c\u00e2t s\u0103 nu mai \u00een\u0163eleg ce \u015fi cum, m-am g\u00e2ndit s\u0103-\u0163i fac o bucurie \u015fi s\u0103 r\u00e2d iar, cu jur\u0103m\u00e2nt c\u0103 nu m-oi m\u0103rturisi, ca dintr-o ultim\u0103 presim\u0163ire \u00een gol, de ce am r\u00e2s, surpriz\u0103, uite ce surpriz\u0103 c\u0103 numai tu mi-ai putea-o face, mi-o faci \u015fi gata, numai s\u0103 m\u0103 treze\u015fti spre a-mi spune c\u0103 m\u0103 apucase r\u00e2sul \u00een clipa aia, s\u0103 zicem de pe urm\u0103, unu, nu r\u00e2deam c\u0103 te-am iubit, nu r\u00e2deam s\u0103 te fac s\u0103 m\u0103 iube\u015fti, doi, r\u00e2deam de ceea ce nu era, de cine era \u015fi parc\u0103 fusese \u015fi se \u00eentorcea, sub p\u0103l\u0103rie, mai rar sub maram\u0103, ceea ce m\u0103 face s\u0103 cred c\u0103 r\u00e2sesei babele din calea amintirii-mi, poate trei, n-o mai lungesc, r\u00e2sul nu se lungise, nu m\u0103 lungeam nici eu, m\u0103 ghemuisem, cam pe c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0163i recomandasem s\u0103 te ghemuie\u015fti, c\u0103 nu ne-am p\u0103rut niciodat\u0103 caraghio\u015fi, \u015fi chiar de ne eram de r\u00e2s, n-aveam timp, aveam, ne-avea, bun, ne-aveam timp, c\u00e2t timp, m\u0103 durea capul, n-aveam era, se l\u0103sase lipida, cum \u00eei zisesei, o fi fost un reflex \u015fi \u0163i l-am dedicat cu toat\u0103 dragostea, nu glumeam dac\u0103 r\u00e2deam, n-a\u015f mai fi r\u00e2s dac\u0103 nu voiam s\u0103-\u0163i dovedesc altceva, cum c\u0103 nu r\u00e2deam c\u00e2nd ne aveam \u015fi nu ne aveam c\u00e2nd r\u00e2deam, ar fi simplu, firimiturile trebuie s\u0103-le \u00eemping, precum bine \u015ftii, ai \u00eempins \u015fi tu, m\u0103car de foame, \u015fi asta mai era ceva, crabii nu-mi l\u0103saser\u0103 dec\u00e2t osul capului \u015fi ei m\u0103 rostogoleau firimiturilor, de ciud\u0103, eu m\u0103 \u0163ineam s\u0103 vii \u015fi s\u0103 iei seama \u015fi, cum iar n-aveai s\u0103 r\u00e2zi, s\u0103 r\u00e2d eu, s\u0103 nu \u015ftii ce r\u00e2s e \u0103la, parc\u0103 ve\u015fnic \u015fi nepotrivit \u015fi gura iasomiei \u015fi firele de buruian \u015fi l\u0103tura lacrimii, a\u015f fi vrut eu s\u0103 r\u00e2d cu lacrimi, cam cum r\u00e2vnisem acum un pomelnic de trecuturi vegetale, nu rabd \u00een crab, nu mu\u015fc furnic\u0103, \u00eemi r\u00e2d ca o iubire ne-n\u0163eleas\u0103, partea \u0163i-am invitat-o sentimental, cu umilin\u0163a oric\u0103rui \u00eendr\u0103gostit c\u0103ptu\u015fit de lin\u0163oliul p\u0103c\u0103to\u015fit prin \u015ftiin\u0163\u0103, r\u00e2sul de dinainte de a nu fi r\u00e2s, dintotdeauna, te-am mai b\u0103tut la cap, te-am \u00eembiat \u015fi eu cu onoare te-am g\u00e2dilat de m-ai obr\u0103zat, c\u0103 eram neobr\u0103zat, \u00eemi place \u015fi-a\u015fa, crezi c\u0103 eu nu \u015ftiu c\u0103 nu r\u00e2d, c\u0103 adio alt\u0103 surpriz\u0103 dec\u00e2t adio pe nev\u0103zute, ar fi bine, totu\u015fi, cum \u00eencercasem \u00een momentul rug\u0103ciunii s\u0103 r\u00e2zi tu, ceea ce nu \u0163i se potrive\u015fte nici dac\u0103 r\u00e2d eu, pot s\u0103 judec, \u015ftii, poate c\u0103 afli pe cineva r\u00e2z\u00e2nd pe acolo pe cale, mi-o fi sem\u0103n\u00e2nd, eventual, doar sem\u0103n\u0103m cum nu r\u00e2dem \u015fi-a\u015fa, for\u0163\u00e2ndu-ne un pic altfel, c\u00e2t de-o str\u00e2mb\u0103tur\u0103 nevinovat\u0103 \u015fi nemai\u00eentrerupt\u0103, tresari jignit\u0103, te smulgi din locul de unde te smulsesei deja, aproape ai lua-o la fug\u0103 \u015fi dai \u00eenapoi, tot \u00een fa\u0163\u0103 cu asem\u0103narea, las\u0103-\u0163i ochii \u00een jos \u015fi dai de capul meu \u00eentre furnici \u015fi crabi, rolurile s-au schimbat, firimiturile m\u0103-mping pe mine, \u00eempinse de furnici, peste crabi, care se retrag spre locul de unde te smulsesei, nu spun c\u0103 sunt de r\u00e2s, nu spun s\u0103 r\u00e2zi, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc s\u0103 r\u00e2d eu, c\u0103 uite, povestea mea c\u0103 mergeam spre r\u00e2njetul carapacei se despoveste\u015fte \u015fi m\u0103 \u00eentorc la tine s\u0103 ne distr\u0103m, s\u0103 uit\u0103m \u015fi tunel \u015fi tren, ceea ce \u00eenseamn\u0103 c\u0103 oricum mi-am r\u00e2s de tot ce m\u0103 avea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Printre genele verzi, m\u0103tasea oranj a resturilor noastre a ce medita\u0163ie s-o fi strecur\u00e2nd \u00een r\u0103sp\u0103r, c-a lunecat \u00eencolo, mie, \u00eencoace, \u0163ie, mai repede, halucina\u0163ie, prea-ncet, treci la loc, n-a\u015ftepta n\u0103luca n\u0103luca-mi, e alta, tot nu-\u0163i c\u00e2nt\u0103, e\u015fti liber de sunete, nu le mai \u00eempinge cu ochii \u00eenchi\u015fi, rupe scrumul, \u00eennegre\u015fte-te p\u00e2n\u0103-n fundul capului la r\u0103d\u0103cina orbitelor fixe \u00eentre solzii \u00eendatoritori ai boltei c\u00e2nd orbe\u015fte, nu-mi zice nici d\u0103-te mai \u00eencolo, \u0163i-ar fi greu s\u0103-\u0163i mai \u00eenaintezi \u015fi milimetrul, n-ai mai c\u00e2nta s\u0103 mi te rog, ai lua-o razna o via\u0163\u0103, nici a\u015fa, vezi bine crabii cum se mai descurc\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 art\u0103 \u015fi furnicile \u015fi tu, c\u0103 nu \u0163i-oi fi eu, m-ai g\u0103sit iubire, de-asta-\u0163i mai arde, \u0163i-ai aranjat ploi de le\u015fie tocmai din frica sentimentului, ai roit-o cu trenul, zic\u00e2nd c\u0103 nu te \u00een\u0163elege, c\u0103 alta a\u015f mai face, vai de capul meu, ca o v\u0103duv\u0103, \u015fi-aia proast\u0103, c\u0103 nu m\u0103 cred, nu te cred, ce-mi sufli, e r\u00e2ndul meu, chiar \u015fi-n locu-\u0163i ce-ar fi fost, soarta unui pas diafan, deci al meu, spulberat \u0163i-ar fi smuls talpa din neunde s\u0103 \u0163i-o g\u00e2dil, nu obinuiesc, iubitule, nu \u0163i-am zis niciodat\u0103 iubitule, un soi de caimac, \u00eemi cuno\u015fti \u015fi aceast\u0103 alergie printre toate alergiile posibile, uite, de dragul t\u0103u, cum \u0163i-am zis, \u00eenghit \u00eenc\u0103 o dat\u0103 caimacul bor\u00e2t \u015fi s\u0103 vezi dac\u0103-l mai bor\u0103sc la loc, treaba ta, o s\u0103 te apuce r\u00e2sul, prea \u0163i-era team\u0103, surpriza se prime\u015fte, am \u015fi eu umorul umorului, z\u00e2mbesc p\u0103st\u0103i pe tone de imagina\u0163ii, fleacuri, cine e cu banii, vorba furnicii, m\u0103 p\u0103c\u0103le\u015fti p\u00e2n\u0103 a te boteza iubit tot a\u015fa, da’ s\u0103 \u015ftii ce e\u015fti ultimul ultimei, s-or p\u0103c\u0103li dup\u0103 noi \u015fi iubitele, m\u0103car \u015fi renun\u0163\u00e2nd la mo\u015fii lor, din \u00eenchipuire, l\u0103s\u00e2ndu-i, de exemplu, s\u0103 moar\u0103, m\u0103 g\u00e2ndesc s\u0103 nu te las, destul m-ai l\u0103sat tu, s\u0103-mi faci o surpriz\u0103, tren de tren, firimitur\u0103 de firimitur\u0103, nu iubindu-le, a ta cotru\u0163\u0103 te cat\u0103 cotru\u0163oi, ai tunel, f\u0103-te, \u00ee\u0163i cre\u015fte bivolul \u00eentunecat printre genele verzi, tot un crab, a\u015fteapt\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 mi se-nghite caimacul, \u00eenghite-n sec, pe ritm de acuplare, cum te tr\u0103gea a\u0163a. virginule, ca \u0103l cu cartea, uraganul \u015fi-anghi\u0163it realismul, tu, iar romantic, ar mai fi un tangaj de clopo\u0163ei, firimiturile-alea \u015fi-ai avea preten\u0163ii s\u0103 te t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti \u00een alt ritm, ba c\u0103 te-ai \u015fi-ntoarce, chipurile s\u0103 m\u0103 vezi, s\u0103 m\u0103-ndemni c\u0103 pe unde s\u0103 te g\u00e2dil pe talp\u0103, tot cu talpa, talpa g\u0103urit\u0103, maic\u0103-ta, tu erai crabul, din c\u00e2te mi-ai dat s\u0103 \u00een\u0163eleg c\u00e2nd intrasei \u00een mine \u015fi nu mai ie\u015feai, aveam comisioane, pluguri \u015fi z\u0103pezi \u00een sus, nu numai cruste de cenu\u015f\u0103 r\u00e2nced\u0103, hai c\u0103 nu m-ai \u00eennebunit cu \u00een\u0163epeneala de care \u00ee\u0163i era \u00eenc\u0103 fric\u0103, de-apelai la ce-i vechi \u015fi mai t\u00e2n\u0103r, te-ai fi \u00eemb\u0103tat iar, \u0163ar\u0103, uite-te de dou\u0103 ori toat\u0103 ve\u015fnicia la o femeie serioas\u0103, bag\u0103-\u0163i firimiturile-alea-n cap, ce-arunci cu crabi \u00een mine, nu le sunt curv\u0103, m\u0103 inhibi, ocup\u0103-te cu sc\u0103parea mea de inhibi\u0163ii, nu a lor, calule, plu\u0103-te singur cu din\u0163ii \u0103ia de r\u00e2s \u015fi trage-nainte p\u00e2n\u0103 la r\u00e2njetul carapacei, m-oi nimeri p-acolo, m\u0103 vei \u00eempro\u015fca, imaginar, cu o s\u0103m\u00e2n\u0163\u0103 care-ai vrea s\u0103 fii \u00eentr-un sf\u00e2r\u015fit, cred\u00a0 c\u0103 \u015fi eu, de-aia parc\u0103 te a\u015ftept, c\u0103 e de dat \u015fi nemiluita de-ai l\u0103sa-o pe t\u00e2njal\u0103, ca proasta, prostit\u0103 \u015fi de elefantul \u0103la \u0163\u00e2cnit, pe-asta nu \u0163i-a\u015f ierta-o, cu tot focul \u015fi potopul de-ai vrut s\u0103 acopere scena, acoperisem cu ru\u015finea unei moarte, contra patimei tale, elefantule.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– C\u00e2t e\u015fti \u00een tunel, c\u00e2t \u00eemi e\u015fti, eu \u00ee\u0163i sunt crab, eu \u00ee\u0163i sunt furnic\u0103, eu o ucid pe Mrs. Nandini, nu tu, eu \u00eel ucid \u015fi pe Mr. Nandini, nu ea, \u015fi pe tine, te \u00eentrecusei cu \u0103la de-a zis ru\u015fine, lui \u015fi-a zis, plus c\u0103 era de-o m\u00e2n\u0103, o palm\u0103-n familie, nu s\u0103-mbraci elefan\u0163ii-n coaj\u0103 de palmier, aluzie la dezbr\u0103ca\u0163ii de carne ori \u00eembr\u0103ca\u0163ii \u00een lepr\u0103, c\u00e2t se-n\u0163elege, taie \u015ftiin\u0163a, ai ag\u0103\u0163at-o \u00eentr-un ou dintr-un cui, pe mine, da, da, e t\u00e2rziu, ai jignit doamnele, ce-or fi, cu bambu\u015fii, taie-i, nu te zg\u00e2i la g\u0103urile-alea, mai largi dec\u00e2t uretra elefantului, n-oi necinsti miri\u015ftea de bambu\u015fi, cum \u0163i-ar sta-n caracter \u00een ce ne prive\u015fte, nu ne pricepi, pretinzi c\u0103 nu vezi, atunci nu rupe, plute\u015fti pe greul cactusului, zv\u00e2rli o corol\u0103 de fer\u0103straie, c\u0103 e\u015fti un triplu crab, ai vrea, \u015fi nu ne traduce, nu ne fi nici prieten, ne-ajunge, bine c\u0103 suntem din natur\u0103 \u015fi tu e\u015fti din poal\u0103 de codru verde, nu te lua de eucalip\u0163ii special \u00eendoi\u0163i a se face, a nu se face caz de banyan, c\u0103 \u015fi cu pantoful sc\u00e2r\u0163\u00e2i, umbl\u0103 multe interpret\u0103ri josnice, tot e\u015fti singur, nu mai fi deloc, te-ai uitat destul \u00een mu\u015furoi, bine e aprins, \u00eel voi \u00eenro\u015fi dup\u0103 ce ie\u015fi furnic\u0103 alb\u0103 pentru uzul propriilor litere din pseudonim, de-aia am t\u0103iat \u015fi bambu\u015fi, c\u00e2nd adia o briz\u0103, privirea a c\u0103zut pe anume litere pe-acolo, \u00ee\u0163i mai f\u00e2lf\u00e2ie o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103, apoi liber, apoi la loc, invita\u0163ia n-am trimis-o eu, nu \u0163i-am trimis-o \u0163ie, \u015fi de ce, m\u0103 rog, n-ai trimis-o \u00eenapoi, nu m\u0103-ntreba ce te-ntreb, e o retoric\u0103 pe \u00een\u0163elesul t\u0103u, de nu-n\u0163elegi c\u0103 nu se \u00een\u0163elege nimic, poate dec\u00e2t ce-a zis \u0103la, dac\u0103 nu \u015fi mai neru\u015finat, ru\u015finat-neru\u015finat, da, ne-am \u00een\u0163eles, nimic, p\u00e2n\u0103 una-alta a ie\u015fit scandal, scenele se cenzureaz\u0103 \u015fi de la sine, dac\u0103 e s\u0103 recunoa\u015ftem ofensa, o ofens\u0103 e s\u0103 ne \u015fi iube\u015fti, asta ar mai lipsi, iubire de proscris \u015fi autoproscris, dac\u0103 nu m\u0103 \u00een\u015fel, de ce s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00een\u015fel, c\u0103 te \u00een\u015feli nu mai \u00eencape \u00eendoial\u0103, \u015fi-atunci, ne \u00een\u015feli \u015fi pe noi cu tone de abera\u0163ii, nu imagina\u0163ii, c\u00e2t c\u0103 \u015fi-alea, dac\u0103 te viziteaz\u0103, \u0163ine-\u0163i-le \u015fi pe-alea, ai mai fost \u00een p\u0103dure, \u00een p\u0103duri, te-ai mai vastizat, te-ai dat ur\u015filor, a\u015fa \u0163i-a trebuit, las\u0103-ne jungla-n pace, e de datoria mea s\u0103 depoluez tunelul, s\u0103-l \u0163in poluat \u00een legea lui, nu \u00een pretinse metafore de unde nu vreau eu, mi-am f\u0103cut o idee din alt\u0103 parte, a, las\u0103 muntele-n pace, poate nu te repezi \u015fi la un joc de c\u0103r\u0163i, nu te b\u0103ga la ale noastre sati, chiar le ardem \u00een fiecare zi, \u015fi nu mai scrie, o s\u0103 ne consum\u0103m tot timpul t\u0103ind bambu\u015fii, mai avem \u015fi alte treburi, pentru sec\u0163ie, cele mai importante, vor veni \u015fi de la centru, la ce ne-am lega la cap \u00een halul \u0103sta, s\u0103 ne r\u00e2d\u0103-n nas, ori s\u0103 ne be\u015fteleasc\u0103, pentru ce, pe ce canal, la rece, c\u0103 nu merge, b\u0103taia e pierdut\u0103, nu se mai c\u0103l\u0103tore\u015fte, vei r\u0103m\u00e2ne, bine, aici, \u00een termenii indica\u0163i, nu ne mai juc\u0103m, eu nu m\u0103 mai joc, tai, te tai, m\u0103, te tai, ca pe bambusul pe care scrii, frunz\u0103 verde, p\u0103i da, de asta ne arde, n-am nimic cu tine, de ce-a\u015f avea, asta e situa\u0163ia, dac\u0103-\u0163i place, a\u015fa nu se mai poate, bag\u0103-\u0163i min\u0163ile-sentimentele-n cap, m\u0103 refer \u00een special la pantof, aia nu mai e literatur\u0103 \u015fi unde e literatur\u0103, s\u0103 fim serio\u015fi, literatura, m\u0103 str\u0103ine, cu tine vorbesc, e totdeauna fluture-pe-punte-fluture-su’-punte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu m\u0103 c\u0103ciulesc, n-aveam cui spune, mi-era dor de femeia unui ho\u0163, de m\u0103 desenasei, altfel singur ca saxbarb\u0103, gata \u015fi cu must\u0103\u0163ile, visul cu u\u015fa deschiz\u00e2ndu-se a sta-n u\u015f\u0103 pretutindeni deschiz\u00e2ndu-se, testul \u015fi plictiseala de-ast\u0103-var\u0103, s\u0103 uit\u0103m ofense \u015fi furnici \u00een co\u015fmar, cald, iad, aproape pr\u00e2nzul, peste himalaian, f\u0103 de poame, august\u0103 \u0163uic\u0103, cum a\u015fa zac \u015fi m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc \u00een jocuri secrete \u015fi bhajane t\u0103cute \u015fi stru\u0163ul de bouganvillea ce te zg\u00e2riase, doi clopo\u0163ei galbeni, o iasomic\u0103, ochi\u015foru-mi, bambu\u015fii, corbul treicorbi, maimu\u0163a mi-a-ntors curul \u00een stilul de fasolire de-\u015fi roade banana, turnul \u00eenchis, sadhu-ul chiar nu mai vorbe\u015fte, iar \u00een greva vorbitului s\u0103 ne \u015ferpuim \u00een sus, la vedere de univerde, \u00een\u0163esat\u0103 suflare-n impresiile din colc\u0103iala tropicului, hai pe-o interiorizare mai abstract\u0103, fie non-idealist\u0103, osul la munc\u0103, cu maniere fie \u015fi mai libere de natur\u0103, \u0163i-o fi sufletul plin de totdeauna de frumuse\u0163ile excedentare ale acestui mizer infinit, un relanti \u015fi-al gesturilor, ceva, altceva, vai, intelectual, c\u0103 a\u015fa, se nimere\u015fte, \u015fi-n cutiu\u0163e alte cutiu\u0163e, poseda\u0163ii de-un mister din\u0103untru aproape pe limba noastr\u0103, aproape pr\u00e2nzul, p\u0103i vezi c\u0103 e mai bine s\u0103 nu mai \u015ftim dup-aia nimic, ce-ar fi, tot uitare, \u0163inere de r\u0103u, c\u00e2nd victim\u0103, c\u00e2nd du\u015fm\u0103nie, asta ar mai lipsi, chiar \u015fi specularea unei anume iubiri, aparte, dintr-un registru for\u0163at, la ambi\u0163ie, la sup\u0103rare, cu at\u00e2t mai murd\u0103rit mi-e templul cur\u0103\u0163itorilor, mi-e de ei, str\u0103mo\u015fii cenu\u015filor ce mi le spal\u0103 apa sub patru-cinci stre\u015fini, am \u015fi \u00eenchis cartea, n-am deschis-o, \u00een melodram\u0103, niciodat\u0103, tresar de-un ideal empiric al neconvingerii pantofului, l-am \u00een\u0163eles \u015fi bun\u0103 ziua, nu era de pingeaua-i s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eenfiereze, nimic mai nobil, mai r\u0103mas prin l\u0103turile catacombei, c\u0103 se \u00eencolonau la film \u015fi nu mai n\u0103du\u015feau o continuitate, mi-e de-a doua, bun\u0103 \u015fi fobia de sine, certurile pe netrezite, pe lozeal\u0103, pe \u015fleau, un teatru de nedreptate prin tunel, \u00een de noi, cu din\u0163i, cu \u00eenc\u0103 aer, la c\u0103p\u0103t\u00e2i, te scriu, \u015fi nori \u015fi helicoptere, un ochi de sus, turnul \u00eenchis, tunelul ne-o mai scurge c\u00e2t nu ne-om mai t\u00e2r\u00ee, ni se b\u0103nuie\u015fte zacerea, nu-mi mai recapitulez echipamentul, fi-mi p\u0103zitoare, consumul n-avusese sens, tocmai de-aia, sila nesilit\u0103, \u015fi \u00eencurarea elefan\u0163ilor, de ne pierdusem c\u00e2t s\u0103 ne spargem capetele dac\u0103 ne-ar fi fost dat s\u0103 ne mai reg\u0103sim, \u015fi de ce s\u0103 nu fie, a\u015fa \u00eencepe mereu pasul, c\u0103 ne-am iubit nu ne-am iubit niciodat\u0103, ce facem atunci, \u00een ipoteza cutare, de ne-a cut\u0103rit otova, glumeam cu anii c\u0103, oho, ce-o s\u0103 ne mai doar\u0103 sufletul dup\u0103 ce n-am mai glumi, ne-am zdrobit c\u00e2nd guma a zdrobit frumosul, c\u00e2inele, p\u00e2n\u0103 ne-am l\u0103sat de sentiment, am dat-o pe t\u00e2ng\u0103, pe-atunci ne-am petrecut \u015fi c\u0103r\u0103rile cu-o musc\u0103-dou\u0103, de nu ne-am dat seama \u015fi ne-am pomenit cu palme, era-n mod\u0103, prea ne demodasem, oasele ne aveau permisiune s\u0103 ating\u0103 numai nimicul, purificate, tot pasiv, de m\u0103duv\u0103, tulpini de bambus retezasem \u00eentr-o percu\u0163ie c\u00e2t nebunia, ce ploaie plouase \u00een fiecare zi acum era c\u00e2t p\u0103m\u00e2ntul, ce p\u0103m\u00e2nt de domni\u015foar\u0103, chestia cu u\u015fa din vis, s\u0103 se uite \u00een oglind\u0103, una \u00een care \u00eenc\u0103pem to\u0163i, c\u00e2t p\u0103m\u00e2ntul, m\u0103 durea g\u00e2tul t\u0103iat, cam exagerat, de-aici mi se tr\u0103sese, pariul nu-l f\u0103cusem, doar \u00eel pierdusem, nu dintr-o dat\u0103, nu dintotdeauna, transcriu c\u0103-mi fac de optism \u015fi de cap.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u015ei c\u00e2nd e\u015fti singur, f\u0103r\u0103 tine, \u00eentre nori, ai vrea, singur f\u0103r\u0103 sine, nu te mai dezg\u00e2dil\u0103 nici crabul, nu te mai trage-n poz\u0103 furnica, din zbor de r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103, nu te mai l\u0103come\u015fti s\u0103 iei pumni, c\u0103 te-ai \u00eemb\u0103tat, c-ai fost r\u0103u de gur\u0103, c\u0103 nu-\u0163i pronun\u0163\u0103 ca lumea nici numele, ce nume, numai nume, nici, m\u0103 pleo\u015ftii, sst, m\u00e2ng\u00e2ie cr\u0103p\u0103tura carapacei, s\u0103-\u0163i taie degetele, dac\u0103 le mai ai, lipite, num\u0103r\u00e2nd bani, nu, \u00eentr-o parte \u015fi alta, c\u00e2te-un sitar \u00een picioare, la r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103, c\u00e2te-o cenu\u015f\u0103, \u00eentre ele, pe o fost\u0103 iarb\u0103, niciun scrum, poate m\u0103\u015fti de z\u00e2ne, n-auzi cum se mai c\u00e2nt\u0103, care r\u00e2de, care se uit\u0103 la tine, care cite\u015fte \u00eentr-o carte, zbrr, pe colin\u0103, la stana cu umbra s\u0103rutat\u0103, printre tulpini cam intime, \u00eencol\u0103cite nesf\u00e2r\u015fit unele-n jurul altora, dincoace foaia, printre foile bananierului, dreapta, verde transparen\u0163\u0103, ce-ai cu ea, cu ele, tandru cu ur\u0103 \u015fi-un greier pe-aici prin tunel, modestia acelui pantof g\u0103urit \u015fi mama n-oi mai ofensa-o, care la rege, care la nevast\u0103, fii serios, las\u0103-\u0163i lumea-n pace s\u0103 te odihne\u015fti dincoace, ai v\u0103zut, cite\u015fti ce poezie, m\u0103 tot apropii mereu de fiecare ziua aia tri\u015fat\u0103, nu mai e\u015fti crud, nu te mai t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti prin somnul ars, \u0163i-ai confiscat confiniile, nu te boce\u015fti s\u0103 nu r\u0103m\u00e2i cu buza umflat\u0103 h\u0103t, biet yaksha<\/em> pe tot anul, te-ai \u00eentoarce \u015fi n-ai loc, te-ngrije\u015fte \u015fi aia de dup\u0103 u\u015fa-nchis\u0103, n-o mai ciuguli de fum, \u015fi ce-ai r\u00e2s, mi se pare, chiar mi se pare, nu-mi aduc aminte, \u00eemi pot imagina, ba da, pe zgomot \u015fi fum\u0103rie afumat\u0103, de-o chestie, capete \u00eencinse, gata, la film, \u00eenc\u0103 un g\u00e2t, g\u00e2tul era, profil, nu oricum, ne mai \u015fi preg\u0103team, se pr\u0103p\u0103diser\u0103 rimele \u00eenainte de manuscris, aha, prin strigoi, ne \u00eempu\u0163inasem ca pro\u015ftii, nu mai existam nici furnicar, nici deandoasele, pe c\u00e2nd prevaricasei \u015fi bobletele, ce \u0163i-a venit, pedanterie subrealist\u0103, \u00eenc\u0103 n-o t\u00e2r\u00e2sei, te-am mai c\u0103utat \u00eentr-o edi\u0163ie chiar f\u0103r\u0103 manuscris, anume praf, anume \u00eentuneric niciun verde, tunelul se pervertise, drag\u0103, probabil ne vedeam schimba\u0163i \u015fi din\u0103untru, cum c\u0103 \u0103la e fericit, fie, e mult de-atunci, nu-\u0163i mai aduci aminte, convulsiile sigure, repro\u015ful, pe t\u0103iate, cu dou\u0103 paranteze-o sticl\u0103, de-o sticl\u0103, de-o numeam vin, cu toat\u0103 cinstea fanteziei iert\u0103ciunilor aveam pe-aprilie \u015fi dumneata, Dumnezeu, nu fi curios cum o s\u0103 se termine \u015fi ce, m\u0103 \u0163inu\u015fi de vorb\u0103, c\u0103 a \u015fi fost vizit\u0103 scurt\u0103, sigur, cine zise \u0103la fuse, pe nemaivizitate prin rapse prin apse, rapso apso, neopale, c\u00e2te-o raga<\/em>, la p\u00e2r\u00e2u, \u00een fa\u0163a cr\u0103pat\u0103 de muzic\u0103, alt\u0103 singurare, ce te mai bucuri, \u00ee\u0163i ia inima iertare pentru nesf\u00e2r\u015fituri, nici tu nu te-apucasei, te-a apucat ploaia, mens, nici m\u0103car, imens, nu o zi, lung\u0103 diminea\u0163\u0103 de pe urm\u0103, nu mai visa de euthanasie, palpit\u0103 muta dac\u0103-\u0163i pas\u0103, \u015fah, c\u00e2t ne-am fi-ntunecat, tu nu, cam galben \u015fi tu, albiu, c\u0103 de ce nu \u0163i-e cald, tot a\u015fa u\u015fa, gura tunelului, \u015f-\u0103la, capul pe t\u00e2rn\u0103, ce tot nu-mi spui, la toart\u0103, la apogeu, nu e cel mai r\u0103u nici a\u015fa, chiar, \u00eenc\u0103 o experien\u0163\u0103 ratat\u0103, ai grij\u0103, c\u00e2nd nu poate fi, \u00eentoarce-te foii probabil parfumate, ciucindu-se-n gloria Orientului, asta e teorie, nici natur\u0103, nici sentiment, ne-nt\u00e2lnim mai apoi, voiam s\u0103-\u0163i spun ce ne-am distrat odat\u0103, oricum, la maidan cu musafiri, i-ai luat la trei p\u0103ze\u015fte, \u00een aparen\u0163\u0103, mai spre pr\u00e2nz e transparen\u0163a, \u00eempinge-o a la yoga lupilor din vale, s\u0103tui de crabii mistre\u0163i, ne-om face lup la lup \u00een ascunsul transparen\u0163ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Beau la ap\u0103 \u00een stilul be\u0163ivilor de vin \u015fi bere din \u0163easta tat\u0103lui lor m\u0103 uit la zile ca la picturi de-mi uit botul cel nul, iar parascarului \u00eei adresez, b\u0103, ce semi de capu-\u0163i c-ambulinezi la vespasianism, ce dac\u0103 rag din zei, cu numai gagice pe cinci, \u015fi-au distrus genunchii din ritm, care cu poate, sublimation, lab\u0103bagabontul, de nu mai \u00eendr\u0103zne\u015fti nici s\u0103 miro\u015fi ur\u00e2t, arde-\u0163i p\u0103rul cu tuns revolu\u0163ionat de zestre, degetele \u00eentinse, ancher de bazalcazar, de-mi \u00eenc\u00e2n\u0163i craii cu furnici \u00eengropate r\u00e2uri-r\u00e2uri, pleosc, de-o mie, intr\u0103-n t\u00e2rn\u0103, turuie-a\u015fteapt\u0103, br\u00e2u-br\u00e2u-br, l\u0103l\u00e2ie lini\u015fte, alene osificare, fum-fum, niciun foc, baremi cheam\u0103 \u015fi-un c\u00e2ine, doar tremend tr\u0103zne\u015fte-un trap-galop de table, muta zi-o din g\u00e2t, nu din buric de-al pietrei, ceaiul sor\u0163ii \u00eemb\u0103tate, mai lin-pelin a\u015fa, rade tirade la dou\u0103 intervale, nu de\u015ferta tunelul la minut, pe spum\u0103, sufl\u0103 praful din masc\u0103 \u015fi bibile\u015fte bibilica din unghie, te-mpar\u0163i la o poman\u0103 submarin\u0103, sub ce bei, loc \u00een mare \u015fi-n tunel, deasupra juca\u0163i pe dedesupturi, r\u00e2de\u0163i \u00eentr-o oper\u0103, v\u0103 ridica\u0163i puterea nu v\u0103 vede\u0163i capul de piept\u0103n\u0103tura adormit\u0103 dup\u0103 foame-n foc pe din trei, ce ascul\u0163i, filmul nu se d\u0103duse pentru nimeni, se t\u0103iase, de mi s-a t\u0103iat \u015fi laptele, nu-l n-o ascult, a umblat, s-a t\u00e2r\u00e2t \u015fi nu \u015ftiu cum o mai duce, am p\u0103\u0163it iar cu sentiment de puja<\/em> un s\u00e2nge rece \u015fi scrumit c\u00e2nd zidul d\u0103dea semne de pe din afar\u0103, de ne\u00eenchipuit, \u00eel \u00eempingeai cu verdele r\u0103uf\u0103c\u0103toare, v\u0103 plictisise\u0163i de orice lini\u015fte a oricui \u015fi v-a\u0163i g\u00e2ndit, gata, nu \u00een mas\u0103, pe r\u00e2nd, care-a s\u0103rit pe care, da’ ce v-o venit, c\u0103 m\u0103 \u015fi miram, bine, da’ nu-\u0163i mai vine c\u00e2teodat\u0103, acolo, \u015fi-nfigi ace \u00een munte, s\u0103-n\u0163epi oglinda, s-o cr\u0103pi s\u0103 curg\u0103 le\u015fie, e, da, a, nu m\u0103 mai \u00eent\u00e2lnesc nici eu cu madam Nandini, arestat\u0103, dac\u0103 aia e, r\u00e2ne\u015fti cu v\u00e2rful respectiv \u00een creierii arsurii, las\u0103-m\u0103 s\u0103 m\u0103 sting, las\u0103-te-n coada acului, fixeaz\u0103-te printre mutele parcului \u015fi-\u0163i spun eu c\u0103 s-ar putea s\u0103 venim, din alt peisaj, pentru o clip\u0103 \u015fi s\u0103 ne uit\u0103m la dalta aia, ce e, piept\u0103n\u00e2ndu-ne pe la ceaf\u0103 de ras\u0103, ierta\u0163i \u00eenainte de tocmeal\u0103, e liberat\u0103 \u015fi Nandini, cu interdic\u0163ia s\u0103 nu mai calce pe g\u00e2t \u015fi s\u0103-\u015fi vad\u0103 de crab, a, pantoful se \u015ftie de unde zburase, sub ce khukhri<\/em>, ehe, ie\u015fea un roman de transcriere, schimbi tunelul cu lacul, g\u00e2tul cu trenul, dialogurile cu de table poate ragas<\/em>, rejucai mor\u0163ii s\u0103-i \u00eent\u00e2lne\u015fti cu uciga\u015fii, \u00eendulceai apa cu s\u00e2nge ritual, continuai cu preten\u0163ii de via\u0163\u0103, o zi p\u0103cat, una c\u0103in\u0163\u0103, iar sentiment, r\u0103ceal\u0103, convertire la propria sinucidere \u00eentru identitatea-iarb\u0103 de apa ce-ai b\u0103ut-o parc\u0103 ieri \u015fi ea pe tine, a\u015fa r\u00e2vne\u015fti la masc\u0103 \u015fi morbid\u0103 ambiguitate, cu fr\u00e2nt\u0103 a\u015fteptare a unui nimic exagerat indecent, r\u0103m\u00e2ne\u0163i, se duce, nu \u00eemp\u0103r\u0163ea nici panic\u0103, n-am timp nici s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc, mi s-a dus timpul, acoper\u0103 u\u015fa cu oglinda, transparen\u0163a aripii de bananier cu oglinda neluminat\u0103 nici de u\u015fa-n cui, cavalerul de yaksha<\/em>, furnicile ou\u00e2ndu-se-n ascuns, crema\u0163iunea-n drum spre film, ajun de puja<\/em>-n garnizoan\u0103, santantoshima<\/em>, zdroab\u0103 de sf\u00e2rc, ce-ai a\u015ftepta, ce-a\u015ftept, sac\u00e2z par\u0103, coz fii fliar\u0103, doinext\u0103, cal, vit\u0103 s\u00e2s\u00e2it\u0103, c\u00e2nd p\u0103\u015ftea m\u0103 \u015fi vedea, pa\u015fti mai sorb cu mo\u015ful orb, \u00een \u015fal, ah, cu val valah \u015fi beau val aluvial.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u00centre timp n-ai c\u0103utat-o pe liberat\u0103, \u00eei era ei interzis, direct \u015fi indirect, de unde s\u0103 \u015ftii, ce po\u0163i \u015fti, crabii n-au mil\u0103, bine da’ cu furnicile nu te joci de-a crabii, te-ai trezit prea de diminea\u0163\u0103, dac\u0103 tu e\u015fti, crap\u0103 u\u015fa \u015fi de-afar\u0103 dac\u0103-ai tulit-o fa\u0163\u0103 la fa\u0163\u0103 cu a bananierului cenu\u015f\u0103, te-ai aplecat de \u0163i se vede, stai a\u015fa, asta e-n realitate, facem mehta<\/em>, ne car\u0103 maimu\u0163ele odraslele \u015fi roiu’ la-n\u015firat sf\u00e2rleze de iasomie, se las\u0103 cu botez, te-o alege de pe tav\u0103 din oglind\u0103, nu te enerva spargi steaua-n ve\u015ftejirea coroni\u0163ei, ci \u015fi, d\u0103-mi poza, nu m-ai mai tras, care alb, care la zid, liberat, antinazism \u00een nazians, savasta f\u0103r\u0103 svastic\u0103 de nevast\u0103, nimic scris pe dos, d\u0103 t\u00e2rna cu curu-n sus \u015fi pune capu’ jos, miri\u015ftea ce-\u015fi aduce-aminte, umbra parului ce ochi dezlipe\u015fte, baia, ne-am prea sp\u0103lat de ieri \u00eencoace, unde-om fi fost \u015fi p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd cele rele s\u0103 se spele, de nu te mai po\u0163i cunoa\u015fte, cam demult, r\u0103bdare, ne vom s\u0103ruta-n amurg, ori pe-ai stafiei umeri, pretin\u015fi, \u0163i se pare c\u0103 plou\u0103, tac\u0103-\u0163i burta, prinde musca, vino-\u0163i \u00een fire, veveri\u0163a sparge ghea\u0163a, dup\u0103 fabul\u0103 vine \u015fi pl\u00e2ns, trece, apoi, pe c\u00e2nd \u00ee\u0163i tai boabele de rou\u0103 \u00een amintire, la trei \u015fi un sfert, fr\u00e2nt\u0103 tras\u0103 pe sfoar\u0103 cu poveste, t\u0103iat\u0103, ceea ce, zici, de ce tri\u015fezi cu niciodatismul, te \u0163ineai pove\u015fti \u015fi mai \u015ftiam o treab\u0103, m\u0103 l\u0103sai s\u0103 cac singur\u0103 steagul, da’ cu bucile \u00eemp\u0103cate, una a mea, una a ta, celelalte prin ciclon, b\u0103, de ce via\u0163\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i ba\u0163i tu joc, \u00eentoarce-te pe orice parte te-or milui du\u015fmanii de-o chestie, faci pe iertatul iert\u0103tor, te iei nebun, nici at\u00e2t, hai odat\u0103 acas\u0103, asta eu o zic, din negurile visate \u00een scris \u00eenaintea b\u0103ii chestionate a laud\u0103 acelei uitate bucurii din alt\u0103, poate, bucurie, poate iv\u0103r, n-am dec\u00e2t, iluminez t\u0103tarul \u00een sat\u00e2r \u015fi-nc\u0103 m\u0103 sug alban dintre urechea pantofului \u015fi cle\u015ftele crabului, trecur\u0103 mai zece ani \u015fi de la botez, nu-mi m\u00e2n furnicile cum m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc tot mai agale, bine c\u0103 n-ai apucat obiceiul s\u0103 le strive\u015fti, pe-aia liberat\u0103 puteai s\u0103 ai obrazul s-o descoperi, bine, era nebun\u0103, da’ doctorul de-o luase de nevast\u0103 \u015fi nu se mai lecuise nici el \u015fi \u015fi ea c\u0103 l-ar fi strangulat, cu ce m\u00e2ini, acelea\u015fi, zici, din ghea\u0163\u0103 \u015fi din cenu\u015f\u0103, dup\u0103 u\u015f\u0103, \u00een\u0163eleg, zic, tu pe mine dac\u0103 m-ai strangula, m\u0103 opresc, de-o ame\u0163eal\u0103 sfioas\u0103, ca a mersului, scena e nefireasc\u0103, n-ai nici tu brutalitatea verosimilit\u0103\u0163ii, ne \u015fi nimicim cu belele transfigurate babelar, parc\u0103-ai vorbi \u015fi tot o gra\u0163ie, s\u0103 fim, zici, serio\u015fi, mu\u015furoio\u015fi, \u00een tunel, \u00een tun, bem tutun \u00een tunel iese fum \u015fi e r\u0103zbel, asta e nimica toat\u0103, nezis\u0103 m\u0103car, necum nef\u0103cut\u0103, s-a mai sfin\u0163it o lep\u0103dare, cam la vremea aurului respectivelor confuzii dedicate, le-oi ap\u0103ra, \u00eens\u0103 liber\u0103 n-are voie s\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2lneasc\u0103 nici cu mine nici cu tine, deci poza e de m\u0103\u015fti \u015fi m\u0103\u015ftilor li se vede li se v\u0103d \u015fi ora\u0163iile, ca focul, iar apa, la ap\u0103, de ne-am lep\u0103dat, asta e acuza\u0163ia, acuzici, tr\u0103iam o muzic\u0103 de ne pl\u0103cea ultima oar\u0103, ce mai facem acum, ce mai zici, te \u0163ii minte, tr\u0103dezi piatra pe transparen\u0163a unei frunze de bananier, pe br\u00e2nci, nu \u0163i se verticalizeaz\u0103 t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful prin nicio alunecare de teren, te-ai dus \u015fi ani.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Murise de fric\u0103 de-o furnic\u0103 \u015fi-un d\u0103rab de crab, i-ai adresat, alo, umbr\u0103 de cenu\u015f\u0103, nu am\u0103gi linia tunelului, treci prin el ca un pantof para\u015futat c-o carte, era devreme, clipe recente se decartaser\u0103 \u0163iuind, \u00een\u0163elesese cu cine tr\u0103ise, tulbur\u00e2ndu-se la culme, draci de umbr\u0103, un col\u0163 tocit de piatr\u0103, aici zace o cenu\u015f\u0103 a cititorului, dac\u0103 ai \u00een\u0163eles ce te durea c\u00e2t de t\u00e2rziu \u015fi pe cine v\u0103d, a\u015fa vezi, ne luar\u0103m \u00een be\u0163e, ce-nseamn\u0103, r\u00e2zi, nene, pl\u00e2ngi, f\u0103, se dusese-n m\u0103-sa, era dat\u0103, nici n-ar fi sim\u0163it, deodat\u0103 tunelul se spulberase, se strecurase altfel dec\u00e2t m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc \u00een irealitatea \u00eenso\u0163itoare \u015fi de tine, ne-am domesticit prea de tot, un univers blegit la p\u0103r\u0103sirea p\u0103s\u0103reasc\u0103, vine vorba, demult avusesem acela\u015fi g\u00e2nd ca-n ziua \u00eempietrit\u0103, piatra \u00eenzilit\u0103, nu m\u0103 bag, jaravyadhi<\/em>, pe cinste \u015fi la hart\u0103, adic\u0103 de ce s\u0103 te tot mai vaie\u0163i, vai \u0163ie, nu, nici chistul, nici cu\u0163itul cu chist, tu, dem\u00e2ncare, sfor\u0103ie-n pielea goal\u0103 din strig\u0103tul leoaicei \u015fi ia foc \u015fi-\u015fi las\u0103 poim\u00e2inea de devale-n durerea ierbii celei chiar ne\u00eensemnate c\u00e2t suise pe coama zigzagului s\u0103 pozeze bananierului v\u0103zut iarb\u0103 dup\u0103 cum \u00eel purtase ce-l desc\u0103rnase ne\u00een\u0163elep\u0163e\u015fte \u015fi prea din timp \u015fi cu noroc, albii albite-n rug\u0103ciunea t\u0103lpii ce mi se tot pr\u0103bu\u015fe\u015fte-n cap dintr-un ungher fix-sus, c\u0103 de unde \u015fi la mine-n cap boc\u0103ne, iar dac\u0103 n-ar boc\u0103ni, a\u015f intra la pantof, a\u015f avea vise, m-a\u015f speria de o lini\u015fte f\u0103r\u0103 nici m\u0103car a\u015fteptarea r\u0103ului binef\u0103c\u0103tor, ne simpatiz\u0103m, bananierul se str\u00e2nge femeie\u015fte \u015fi nu \u015fi-ar da drumu-n din\u0163ii t\u0103i, n-a mai \u00eenflorit, te repezeai \u00een tain\u0103, ca ieri, s\u0103 r\u0103sari a\u015fa rodit, recunosc\u00e2ndu-i florile, ce-am r\u0103t\u0103cit-o p\u00e2n\u0103 la piatra unde-am spart ou\u0103le, \u00eentre tine \u015fi ne\u00eenflorirea de-acum au mai pocnit dou\u0103, s\u0103 le fi v\u0103zut, c\u0103rni de iarb\u0103 de-o stranie elasticitate \u00een opzi\u0163ie fa\u0163\u0103 de usc\u0103ciunea focului care ar trage spre a arde toat\u0103 povestea, s-ar b\u00e2rfi \u015fi despre \u00eembr\u0103\u0163i\u015farea dinaintea pozei, ai examinat-o apoi, \u00een locul florilor de bananier, am uitat s\u0103-\u0163i spun c\u0103 fondul colorului aducea a ceea ce nu v\u0103zusem, c\u00e2t c\u0103 te-ai fixat pe persoan\u0103, jum\u0103tate, ca zgomotele-n capul meu, n-ai cum s\u0103 mai \u015ftii c\u0103 o legend\u0103 se construise ca o duminic\u0103, un sfert str\u0103in\u0103, mai naiv\u0103 dec\u00e2t orice nevedere, c-am num\u0103rat ca-ntr-o t\u00e2rn\u0103 sferturile, nu ziceai nimic, ba da, c\u0103 da, acolo te uitai, at\u00e2t, iar zisa, reconstruit\u0103 din simpatia \u00eent\u0103rit\u0103-n piatr\u0103, anume pentru a face sunetele nev\u0103zute, n\u0103z\u0103rise-n isterii diafanizate eroic, pe-un albastru al ochilor, pierdut parc\u0103 \u015fi-n fotografie, pe-aici v-a\u0163i complicat cu flori de bananier, n-avem ochi de ele, ba nu se au ele de ochii t\u0103i, c\u00e2nd murise iubirea am dat din umeri, cum s\u0103 fi iertat \u015fi ce, s\u0103 renasc\u0103 m\u0103car ea, c\u00e2nd o vrea, adormit\u0103 o c\u0103\u0163ea, cu capul \u00eentre labele din fa\u0163\u0103 spre de\u015fert, \u00een urm\u0103, focul negru, uni\u0163i \u00een somn, c\u0103 s-au \u00eentors, c\u0103 vor porni \u00een rai, ce-am mai rotit mandal cu ochii, rotundul capului s\u0103u iscase un concept str\u0103in bazarului \u015fi filosofia spre bananier.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nu mai inventa vini, \u0163i-o spun la trei \u015fi un sfert din noapte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 vinile se inventeaz\u0103 singure \u015fi ne inventeaz\u0103 \u015fi pe noi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu te l\u0103asa inventat dac\u0103 tot nu te irose\u015fti invent\u00e2nd.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Eram \u00eempreun\u0103 unde sunt singur, unde mi-e, totu\u015fi, r\u0103masul?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Salut-o pentru scrisoarea ner\u0103spuns\u0103, uite, nici de-o str\u0103in\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce-o mai fi r\u0103m\u00e2n\u00e2nd de-acum de nimeni n-ar m\u0103car \u00eenjura-o.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fie-sa nu mi-ai spus ce face, e proast\u0103 c\u0103 nu-\u015fi d\u0103 seama ce are.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O inventa \u015fi pe m\u0103-sa, parc\u0103 e un pic \u015fi cazul de c\u00e2nd a r\u0103mas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am \u00een\u0163eles, le tac, discu\u0163ia cu fata de-a p\u0103r\u0103sit-o prima. <\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0– De-atunci a ap\u0103rut z\u00e2mbetul pe care \u015fi-l flutur\u0103 \u015fi dup\u0103 u\u015f\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum c\u0103 pe doctor ar fi putut s\u0103-l iubeasc\u0103 numai ca pacient\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ca s\u0103 inventeze, c\u0103 tot au p\u0103r\u0103sit-o \u015fi copiii \u015fi tat\u0103l lor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Scuz\u0103-m\u0103 ei nu c\u0103 nu i-am r\u0103spuns, n-am avut c\u00e2nd.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-a \u015fi m\u0103rturisit c\u0103 nu a\u015fteapt\u0103 r\u0103spuns, c\u0103 nici ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Adic\u0103 nu mi-a r\u0103spuns la ner\u0103spuns scriind c\u0103 nu-i r\u0103spund.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A \u015fi plecat pe un c\u00e2mp de lupt\u0103 ce nu o intereseaz\u0103 personal.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– B\u00e2rfe, de-acum, toate cele \u015fi sclavele \u00eenvin\u015filor detestate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am \u00eendoielei, doar mai consum\u0103, intelectual, erosuri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Are stof\u0103 de regin\u0103, da’ e \u015fi am\u0103r\u00e2t\u0103, a p\u0103r\u0103sit-o \u015fi crabul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-i invita iar vreo vin\u0103 \u015fi stofa aia e o binecuv\u00e2ntare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– I-am \u015fi spus, vai, ce bine, ce cuv\u00e2ntare, a\u015f \u015fti-o rug\u0103ciune.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei nu te-a tras de cre\u015ftet, nu \u0163i-a azv\u00e2rlit pantoful.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00ce\u015fi f\u0103cuse rost de un corp din p\u0103dure \u015fi s-a uitat a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Sunt mai mult de zece ani de-atunci, se preg\u0103tea p\u0103r\u0103sirea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un filtru de sterilitate o \u00eempinsese t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f de-a spart mu\u015furoiul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Numai isterie nu-i inventa, de ce nu i-ai spus temperatura?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-a luat-o la ochi, c-am luat-o de inim\u0103 cu cinci cuvinte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai ramolit cine nu \u00eencepe cu temperatura, te \u00eentrebase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din poz\u0103, c\u0103 p\u0103r\u0103sirea o juca la rece, pe o ultim\u0103 a\u015fteptare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aia nu mai ocoleai, uite cocoan\u0103 r\u0103coarea mun\u0163ilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Voia-n cifre, ori \u00een expresie, o b\u0103nuiam c\u0103 n-o interesa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Expresia-i apar\u0163inea, \u00eei scriai gradele \u015fi la revedere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vezi c\u0103 \u015fi piatra are fr\u0103gezimi, darmite aerul \u00een discu\u0163ie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cuvintee le luasei dintr-o inven\u0163ie secular\u0103, s-o perii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu inventez, deci, nicio vin\u0103, o vin\u0103 m\u0103 invent\u0103-n aer.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei gata, \u0163i-ai v\u0103zut visul cu ochii visului mai rotunzi ca ai ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Draci, tuneluri \u00een tuneluri, m-am h\u00e2rbuit \u00eentru voluptatea-i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-a fost de ajutor r\u00e2ca, \u00eens\u0103 \u0163i-ai f\u0103cut de r\u00e2s t\u00e2rna.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu se poate spune \u00eentruc\u00e2t \u015fi filmul ei ne-a iu\u0163it t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 nu l-a v\u0103zut nimeni, s-a dus de r\u00e2p\u0103 tunelul la film.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 r\u0103spundeam \u00eent\u00e2i cu ce temperatur\u0103 e \u00een mun\u0163i, ce ie\u015fea?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ochii-\u0163i ie\u015feau c\u0103 ajungeau furnicile \u015fi crabii la fimul t\u0103u.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-o puneam \u00een cap \u015fi mai \u015fi c\u0103 mi-a insinuat deosebirea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Deosebirea dintre ea \u015fi ea o interesa, nu dintre voi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Oricum m-a \u00eempins s\u0103 construiesc o duminic\u0103, apoi m-a b\u00e2rfit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din necunoa\u015fterea temperaturii exacte \u00een mun\u0163i \u015fi din isterie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe-aici venea de-acas\u0103, c\u0103 nu-i \u015fedea r\u0103u nici la temperatura aia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– I-ai ascuns temperatura ca s\u0103-i dai de-n\u0163eles ce-\u015fi ascunde ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-am prea stat de vorb\u0103 nici dup\u0103 ce a descins \u00een persoan\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– At\u00e2t \u0163i-a repro\u015fat, bine, da’ nu mi-ai scris temperatura.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce i-am scris acolo, c\u0103 i-am scris, c\u0103 nu \u00een\u0163elesese.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-ai corcit un b\u00e2lci s-o evoci mir\u00e2ndu-se la temperatur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se legase de ce-i oferisem \u00een plus ca de-o m\u0103ciuc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Prea-\u0163i f\u0103cusei socoteala c\u0103 e pe gustul ei cititul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– O conven\u0163ie aproape exact\u0103, de \u00een\u0163eles prin temperatura din cifre.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-a f\u0103cut c\u0103 nu \u00een\u0163elege m\u0103car temperatura din scriere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Acum c\u0103 se \u00eent\u00e2mplase, m\u0103 putea ierta de cuvinte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-o fi inventat, totu\u015fi, vreo vin\u0103 \u00een materie de temperatur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aproape m-am \u00eendr\u0103gostit cum uneltea ea printre crabi \u015fi furnici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2nd s\u0103 ne lu\u0103m valea, a avut distinc\u0163ia c\u0103 de ce a\u015fa repede.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Credeam c\u0103 m-ai auzit, c\u0103 am inventat eu \u00eenc\u0103 o ambiguitate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Astea au venit pe urm\u0103 cu nemiluita, p\u00e2n\u0103 a r\u0103mas p\u0103r\u0103sit\u0103 toat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Toat\u0103 lumea a constatat, ea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi s-a \u00eentors \u015fi parc\u0103 s-a pl\u00e2ns.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Numai \u0163ie \u015fi de ce-oi fi av\u00e2nd preten\u0163ie, la ce temperatur\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiar acum a plecat \u00een mun\u0163i, dar nu-i voi mai scrie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– I-ai l\u0103sat, \u00een lips\u0103, \u00eentr-o carte, scris\u0103 doar temperatura.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei dac\u0103 nu revine cum nu m-a\u015f sim\u0163i vinovat invent\u00e2nd-o?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ea \u015ftie ce temperatur\u0103 a l\u0103sat \u015fi n-o va mai citi pe a ta. <\/strong><\/p>\n

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– I-a comparat, unuia nu-i ie\u015fea din minte gogoloiul abstract al capului celuilalt i-l privea \u00een transparen\u0163\u0103 \u015fi-\u015fi coagula, am impresia, amiaza, de-o dormise, pe-o parte umplea ecourile pe\u015fterii cu g\u00e2nduri curg\u0103toare c\u00e2t s\u0103-nece b\u0103rci de pelerini, pe cealalt\u0103, de mai ajungea, avea o \u00eent\u00e2lnire, dup\u0103 capul musafirului, ce musafir, c\u0103 urcau, \u00eempreun\u0103, imaginar, singur\u0103tatea unui al treilea cap, tot f\u0103r\u0103 oxigen, al patrulea, mu\u015furoiul de mul\u0163i, p\u00e2n\u0103 la to\u0163i, a recurs la spa\u0163iu \u015fi o poveste, au dep\u0103\u015fit p\u0103catele tinere\u0163ii maimarelui, altul se fascinase de ceai, corpul din fa\u0163a lui nu-ncurca armonia, dar orice corp e o pierdere de vreme a sufletului, un ce caraghios, anevoie s\u0103-l mu\u0163i dintr-o b\u0103tr\u00e2ne\u0163e \u00een alta, de-aia s\u0103 \u015ftii s\u0103 te t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti nu chiar \u015farpe, c-atunci mai ver\u015fi venin, pe un ban otr\u0103vitului, sunte\u0163i to\u0163i, de c\u00e2nd v\u0103 tot cheam\u0103 unul dintre voi, bolind, oricare, s\u0103-l clamora\u0163i oriental, de-o diminea\u0163\u0103 calm\u0103, cum v-a salutat jum\u0103tate s\u0103-l \u0163ine\u0163i minte tot, tu, o postula\u0163ie, nerevendicat\u0103 de crabi, a\u015ftept\u0103m \u015fi-apoi pornim la filmul t\u0103u, nu vom ajunge nici de data aia, da’ vom crea un subiect de-l vom pl\u00e2nge \u00eentre noi p\u00e2n\u0103-l vom da-n r\u00e2s, cum ar fi chiar desp\u0103r\u0163irea ta de-ai t\u0103i \u015fi ce te-ai mai t\u00e2r\u00e2t \u00eentr-o liot\u0103 iar\u0103\u015fi p\u0103r\u0103sit\u0103 de dou\u0103 ori str\u0103in \u015fi mai, \u0163i-am crestat fumul, iei asem\u0103n\u0103rile convivilor \u00een\u0163ele\u015fi s\u0103 te enerveze nu pentru uzul lor, ci al eventualilor urma\u015fi, nu personali, tot str\u0103ini, aparent liberi spre a se t\u00e2r\u00ee pe unde te-ai t\u00e2r\u00e2t, nu te-or descoperi, nu te-or realiza, ochii alba\u015ftri, la ei, scenele p\u00e2n\u0103 noaptea-n somn \u015fi mai apoi, niciun acces, catacombele dinspre tunel cartografiate, aluaturile v\u00e2ndute, colivia neidentificat\u0103, golul de aer beatificat, pondere chioar\u0103 a t\u0103t\u00e2nelui t\u0103u mo\u015fioar\u0103, viermii-o mursecar\u0103, \u015farpele-n austeritate, te admirar\u0103 carate ne\u00eenc\u0103l\u0163ate, b\u00e2rfa mariat\u0103 cu nicio mariet\u0103, pe cale-n deal din vale, \u00een vifor\u0103 d\u00e2rdor\u0103, e\u015fti de-o sare purie prin oase \u015fi ascultare \u015fi preamurire \u00een a voastr\u0103 pream\u0103rire, ai mai fi cum te nemurim, cumsecade, oare s\u0103 te fi oprit, vino printre vipii, pe buca vinei, ai vreme de \u00eentors, lumea te las\u0103-n pace s\u0103 faci explozie, \u0163i se aude-n voce ca o \u00eemp\u0103care for\u0163at\u0103, imaginezi judecata aerului, nu jpac\u0103 nimeni, nu-\u0163i vom povesti nici ce vrei s\u0103 ne poveste\u015fti tu \u015fi nu ne vei, are unul o p\u0103rere cum c\u0103 n-a auzit de tine, \u0163i s-ar fi ar\u0103tat gol, s\u0103-i numeri oxigenul, s\u0103 te termine printr-o trezire-cezarian\u0103 \u00eentr-un incest pr\u0103p\u0103dit \u015fi plin de cronic\u0103, se retrage chipurile \u00een \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ia ta mutat\u0103, mutele s-au topit, pe-un mal opus, peste un desen unde fusese o fa\u0163\u0103 de femeie, la o u\u015f\u0103 de nu s-a deschis, n-ai nevoie de noi, nici de el, de tine, precum vezi, ne arde de o recunoa\u015ftere \u00een c\u00e2t e\u015fti de str\u0103in, c\u00e2t ne e\u015fti, \u00ee\u0163i suntem, ne suntem, vei fi avut un corp ce-l vom fi av\u00e2nd, un suflet ce ni se-nsufle\u0163e\u015fte la analiza c\u0103l\u0103toriilor au fost, suntem, d\u0103m bice, o s\u0103 ne prinzi pe c\u00e2te unul \u015fi mai mul\u0163i c\u00e2nd te-am uitat, te-am r\u0103pus, ne-oi r\u0103pune, ne-oi uita, iar \u00een minuta de fa\u0163\u0103 odihne\u015fte-te.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– De bananier n-au loc de-acum, ce \u00eenfoiat \u015fi nec\u0103runt, nescund, ne\u00eenflorit, net\u0103iat, niciun ciclon, de mirare, mai de mirare foile c\u00e2t omul, suprafe\u0163e \u00eencovoindu-se vag peste potop de reflexe, nici piatr\u0103, nici cenu\u015f\u0103, sf\u00e2ntul \u015fi p\u0103m\u00e2ntul au v\u0103zut, cine mai e, alt\u0103 foaie, floare de prea b\u0103tr\u00e2ne, purane<\/em> de adio, te invent\u0103 bananierul, fumezi plute\u015fti peste fum vechi, o vorb\u0103, a cui, niciun g\u00e2nd, te-ai \u00eentoarce dac\u0103 ai venit \u015fi dac\u0103 n-ai venit, un bananier e altceva, \u015fi de la Dumnezeu de-ar veni, tot cale lung\u0103, prea dinastic\u0103 pruncie mo\u015fului f\u0103r\u0103 mo\u015fie, cu foi, a\u015fa nunt\u0103, s\u0103ru\u0163i frunza, din alt\u0103 lume, te g\u00e2nde\u015fti la minuni \u015fi guri c\u0103scate, la tunelul sculptat de la sine, la firul \u00eencenu\u015fat dintr-o \u0163east\u0103, cenu\u015fa, de\u015fertul \u0163estei, minunea p-acolo, nu stau de vorb\u0103, nicio sculptur\u0103, \u0163estoasa zace \u00een tunele \u015fi furnicile \u00eei car\u0103 m\u00e2ncare, \u00eempinse de crabi, dac\u0103 s-au \u00eencarnat pe lungul drum al sufletelor, multelor, unuia, p\u00e2n\u0103 sub faldul risipelor \u00eendoliate prea vast pentru o br\u00e2nc\u0103, \u015fi totu\u015fi anume a\u015ftept\u00e2ndu-i m\u00e2ng\u00e2ierea osului, c\u00e2t s\u0103 se-ntind\u0103 tot \u015fi s\u0103-l \u00eentoarc\u0103 v\u00e2ntul, s\u0103 i se n\u0103ruie de deasupra sfintele moa\u015fte, arbore de ce via\u0163\u0103, tulpina de ce nesf\u00e2r\u015fire, m\u0103 mai g\u00e2ndesc, n-am \u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nit de-at\u00e2t, de-un bananier, sunt verticale de nu le desenasem, c\u00e2nd eu a\u015f fi fost cel ce desena, bananierului nu-i pas\u0103 de cel ce i s-a a\u015fezat pe-o foaie parc\u0103 doarme, nici mie, ne-am \u00eemprietenit, eram de-o r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103, nu eram, preferam o anume t\u0103cere nimicului \u015fi nimicurilor, de-aia-\u0163i scap\u0103 c\u00e2t de aproape ar fi tunelul, joac\u0103 foile bananierului \u015fi iar s-o iei prin hora mutelor, s-au topit \u015f-alea, cum \u0163i-ai face drum printr-o dispari\u0163ie at\u00e2t de dezn\u0103d\u0103jduit\u0103, afl\u0103-l \u015fi salut\u0103-l din partea noastr\u0103, de-a zis bogdaproste pentru varz\u0103, nu varza bananierului, acum poste\u015fte, nu-i aminti de porumbei, a\u015fteapt\u0103 \u00een tr\u0103sur\u0103, ca \u00een prezent pe foaia de bananier, cine ce caut\u0103 acolo, parc\u0103 aici, las\u0103-l \u015fi afl\u0103-ne, juc\u0103m, fata cu temperatura e chiar fata, pur \u015fi fata, pur \u015fi simplu, f\u0103r\u0103 odihna bananierului, astea le taie nu \u015ftiu care, \u00eentoarce-te \u015fi ne spune dac\u0103 ne-ai spus lui, \u00eei l\u0103s\u0103m mo\u015ftenire spusa, \u015ftie cui, poate s\u0103-\u0163i spun\u0103 dac\u0103 \u00ee\u015fi mai aduce aminte de nepo\u0163ii duhului s\u0103u, unul de m\u00e2nca banane-n somn pe \u0163estoas\u0103, se t\u00e2r\u00e2se un \u015farpe s\u0103 i le aduc\u0103 \u015fi se-mpiedicase de un cap de crab, au glumit to\u0163i la templu, \u00een glum\u0103 s-a \u015fi mutat pe alt\u0103 foaie, l-am urmat pe foaia veche, nevertical\u0103, gata aplecat\u0103 de usc\u0103\u0163ivu-i corp, dac\u0103 nu te \u00een\u015feli, un singuratec de-o lume, prea adeverit \u00een alta p\u00e2n\u0103-n oglind\u0103, din roua bananierului, i se p\u0103ruse, la film, c\u0103, da, fachirul, las\u0103-l, \u00een numele sf\u00e2ntului, f\u0103r\u0103 swami<\/em>, a\u015ftept\u00e2nd \u00een tr\u0103sura de bananier ne\u00eenflorit, c\u00e2t cine \u015ftie, motivul se ascunde, de unde \u015fi o formalitate a unui mister de-o vorb\u0103, de-un port ce nu-l povestisem doar, de parc\u0103, pe spinarea curentului \u015fi seara am debarcat sui\u015f, la roua ro\u015fie, una ne a\u015ftepta Nandini c-o furnic\u0103, ne-am cam \u00eenfipt din tat\u0103-n fiu, b\u00e2rfeau ele, la aceea\u015fi, p\u00e2n\u0103 ne-au l\u0103sat balt\u0103, am r\u00e2s ce-am r\u00e2s, am trecut balta \u015fi poate \u00eenainte, cu mult, ori pu\u0163in dup\u0103 aceea, deoarece n-am mai lustruit cu povara-ne mult\u0103 dun\u0103regang\u0103, l-am, \u0163ii minte c\u0103 te-am chemat la ordinea s\u0103rutului din bananier.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Doctorului i s-a \u00eent\u00e2mplat \u00eenzestrarea c\u0103l\u0103re\u0163ei fulgerate prin harem de i-a ajuns pacient\u0103, dansase \u015fi ea pe ghe\u0163a neverosimil\u0103 de pe lacul de pe zidul tunelului, noi ne-am certat, curvele, pe doctor \u015fi uite c\u0103 lui nu i-a t\u0103iat capul p\u00e2n\u0103 nu se \u00eensurase cu a mai nebun\u0103, a scris \u0103la temperatura \u015fi a trimis-o \u00een al\u0163i mun\u0163i, ad\u0103ug\u00e2nd cinci cuvinte, re\u0163etele minciunii, o fi fost kavi<\/em>, o regin\u0103 matracuc\u0103 a pus laba pe document \u015fi a ei e temperatura, iar chestia aia bahut\u0103 a pasat-o pasagerilor, c\u00e2nd a cobor\u00e2t din tr\u0103sur\u0103 s\u0103 se pi\u015fe, mai s-o lase \u0103ia t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f cu el, nu \u0163inea, pasagerele au \u0163inut transportu-n loc, c\u0103 voiau \u015fi temperatura, \u00eentre timp doctorul \u00ee\u015fi petrecea vremea \u00eentre rege, a lui, a doctorului, \u015fi crabi, prin tunel, avea un pantof special, de care au prins de veste alea dup\u0103 clarificarea temperaturii \u015fi au prins tot firul \u015fi era acum mai nebun doctorul ca a lui \u015fi el era acum al lor mai mult ca al lui, mai dihai neru\u015finat da’ \u0163i-arunc \u00een obraz c\u0103 mai bine nu scriai, dac\u0103 asta ai f\u0103cut, te d\u0103deam pierdut, punct, nu \u015fi g\u0103sit de d\u00e2nsele, cam a\u015fa ni-e dat una-dou\u0103, c-ai luat-o razna din sfoara lacului de sine, s\u0103 \u015ftii tu din ce s\u0103m\u00e2n\u0163\u0103 nu cre\u015fte bananier, ci un culcu\u015f de floare pe care bag m\u00e2na-n foc c\u0103 ai examinat-o paralel cu m\u0103iestrul corp al \u0103luia, ne-am fi putut \u00een\u0163elege, c\u00e2t c\u0103 intrasei la secret, \u00eentre capacele carapacei, priveai cu boal\u0103 spre misionari s\u0103 nu te recunoasc\u0103 de-al lor, patronul cr\u0103pa de s\u0103n\u0103tate, cum \u0163i s-ar mai fi dus, c\u0103 de venit n-a mai venit pe motivul temperaturii, ca lecuitor al respectivului, femeile \u00eei cr\u0103pau de s\u0103n\u0103tate, era \u015fi cazul, erau s\u0103n\u0103tatea lui cum i se cr\u0103pau dup\u0103 eterne rituri, cazul nebunei de nu-l vei inventa \u00eensu\u0163i, vezi c\u0103 n-o chema Nandini, poate dup\u0103 genera\u0163ii, se sub\u0163iase ca de secet\u0103, \u00eei vibrau degetele, \u0163i-a scos ochii din nimica toat\u0103, \u00eencerc\u00e2ndu-\u0163i reflexele, ai continuat s\u0103 i le controlezi \u015fi mult mai t\u00e2rziu, c\u00e2nd nu mai erai doctor \u015fi nici nu se mai \u015ftie ce mai erai, dac\u0103 mai erai, c\u0103 ea a \u015ftiut temperatura aia, imediat ce se u\u015furase \u015fi d\u0103duse bice, \u00eentr-un timp ai luat-o pe jos s\u0103 o ajungi, cam \u00een cerc, ai calculat boli cere\u015fti, sufereai de tine, nu te-ai \u00eend\u00e2rjit din vechea-\u0163i \u00eenzestrare, pe drum te-ai distrat cu muzic\u0103 \u015fi n\u0103p\u00e2rci, urechile-\u0163i f\u00e2lf\u00e2iau la schimbarea asurzitoare a sezoanelor, s-ar fi b\u0103tut \u015fi timpanele-\u0163i, probabil te-ai r\u0103t\u0103cit mai ceva dec\u00e2t te credeai \u00een stare \u015fi vei fi trecut ca umbra pe l\u00e2ng\u0103 ea, de nu se mai recuno\u015ftea nici pe sine, un pai, o h\u0103rt\u0103niser\u0103 juzii, cum c\u0103 \u0163i-a f\u0103cut felul nel\u0103s\u00e2ndu-se vindecat\u0103 anume spre a-\u0163i transmite \u0163ie suferin\u0163a, nu te-nv\u0103\u0163asei, o preferai \u00eenc\u0103 pe ea, o iubeai, rareori te-ai l\u0103sat \u00eemboln\u0103vit de celelalte cad\u00e2ne, \u015fi numai \u00een somn, la porunc\u0103, \u00een subcon\u015ftient, pe-o eliberare amarnic repudiat\u0103, niciun cerc, un \u00eenainte \u015fi-un \u00eenapoi, unde ajunsei \u015fi unde te-ai mai fi \u00eentors.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Te-a\u015f acuza cu tot dragul, dar mi-ar pl\u0103cea s\u0103 te \u015fi aud de-o mantra<\/em>, ori s\u0103 dai detalii asupra elefantiazisului doctorului pref\u0103cut \u00een bananier, pe care nu l-am v\u0103zut, pe care nu l-am prea v\u0103zut \u015fi-ai fost v\u0103zut \u015fi nu a\u015fa, t\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-te prin tunel, pe-o frunz\u0103, o mantr\u0103-\u0163i mai lipsea, din nume \u0163i s-ar potrivi, \u00eentru nepotrivirea de niciodat\u0103, altfel, jos p\u0103l\u0103ria, am auzit \u015fi de-o carte, ai citit-o ori numai ai scris-o, nu de-asta avem acum, n-avem timp, ne ocup\u0103m de dumneavoastr\u0103 \u00een calitatea noastr\u0103 de crabi, nu c\u0103 ne-ai fi insultat, e\u015fti la fel de serios ca noi, nu noi am \u00eencurcat temperatura p\u0103c\u0103toasei \u0103leia ce-a luat-o de la cap\u0103t cu nebuniile \u015fi s\u0103 sparg\u0103 tunelul cu scandalul din familie, \u0163i-aduci aminte cum se g\u00e2nde\u015fte la noi \u00een tunel, te-a\u015f vedea, tot de la cap\u0103t, nu o carier\u0103, l\u0103s\u0103m \u015fi cazul doctorului, cam deocheat, nu e de datoria mea s\u0103-\u0163i ar\u0103t polite\u0163e, nici nu voi profera vreo sentin\u0163\u0103 care s\u0103 te am\u0103rasc\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 a te umfla r\u00e2sul, nu excelezi \u00een r\u00e2s, s\u0103 fim cinsti\u0163i, a\u015fa se face c\u0103 \u015fi tu te-ai \u00eendr\u0103gostit de nebuna noastr\u0103 p\u00e2n\u0103 la confuzie, cu ce te deosebeai de doctor, de exemplu \u015ftim cu to\u0163ii ce v\u0103 apropia, iar \u00een ultimele cercet\u0103ri, dup\u0103 eliberarea sub\u0163iricii de ne are, ai fost citat, contextul te defavorizeaz\u0103, pierzi odat\u0103 cu greutatea ei, \u015fi-a f\u0103cut adep\u0163i, \u0163i-ai f\u0103cut harakiri din carier\u0103, ai p\u0103c\u0103tuit \u00een dou\u0103 s\u0103bii, nu te reducem la t\u0103cerea dintre voi, pus\u0103 la cale poetic, poetul se destramastra, c\u0103 n-ai poetizat parc\u0103 din r\u00e2c\u0103, l-ai dublat cu gelozie \u00een libert\u0103\u0163ile-i iertate din alte considerente de noi \u015fi hulite de o lume, \u00een sinceritate, pe scurt, la \u00eenceputuri, te-ai t\u00e2r\u00e2t peste o femeie care ne avea, cu t\u0103lpile \u00eenainte te-ai t\u00e2r\u00e2t, nu ne intereseaz\u0103, ea \u00eenainta cu t\u0103lpile ei ro\u015fii c\u0103tre tine \u015fi \u00eempreun\u0103 a\u0163i deschis o c\u0103rare prin p\u0103dure, ori pe unde v-a venit, a fost sex, criminal, \u00een\u0163elegi, a\u0163i jucat o pies\u0103, n-aveai sor\u0103, aveai, n-a suferit aceea\u015fi insult\u0103, a suferit, piesa a\u0163i rejucat-o pentru sora aia, unde e, \u0163i-ar putea fi de ajutor, am\u0103r\u00e2ta, ne-a avut, ai ei am fost, vezi \u015fi tu ce politic\u0103, te-ai d\u0103ruit onoarei de a uita \u015fi a-\u0163i aduce aminte tragedii etc., nu, drag\u0103, ia-te dup\u0103 \u00eenceputuri \u00eenapoi, ce te credeai, ce ne credeai, nici nu-\u0163i pusesei problema, te-ai pasionat alandala \u015fi firele profunzimii \u0163i le-ai legat cu \u015firetul pantofului, unul, c\u00e2t s\u0103 te sp\u0103nzuri, nenorocitul de scarpete de \u0163ine loc de templu \u00een tunel n-are-are \u015firet, tu ai, e\u015fti perechea pantofului\u00a0 \u00eenzestrat \u015fi cu dou\u0103 \u015fireturi, ca doctorul cu nebuna, te \u0163ineau am\u00e2ndoi \u00een stim\u0103, nu e treaba noastr\u0103, dar nici numai treaba voastr\u0103, am vrut numai s\u0103 te punem \u00een tem\u0103, tema ta, p\u00e2n\u0103 m\u00e2ine, de atunci \u00eencolo, g\u00e2nde\u015fte-te, se poate \u00eent\u00e2mpla orice, ne po\u0163i face binele de a prohibi tu, de ce, voi protesta, protesteaz\u0103 s\u0103-\u0163i urmez exemplul \u00eempotriv\u0103-\u0163i de m\u00e2ine \u00eencolo, nu zici nimic, nu zic nimic, sistemul \u0103sta ne-a mai umilit, s\u0103 fii s\u0103n\u0103tos, nici nu ne b\u0103nuie\u015fti, suntem aici, tu unde te por\u0163i, vobe\u015fte, sufl\u0103-ne un cancan mai de Doamne-ajut\u0103, c\u0103 suntem de-a dreptul jena\u0163i de tapajul furnicilor, te socotesc un crab, iar dac\u0103 te-ai dat la una dintre ele, apropae jigni\u0163i vrem s\u0103 te ap\u0103r\u0103m \u00een de\u015fert acuz\u00e2ndu-ne cu tot dragul de sor\u0103-ta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Gre\u015fit\u0103 invita\u0163ia, inteligibil conflictul, achitat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Insist\u0103 pe vreo perversiune ceva, dezonoare dec\u00e2t achitare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E o intreprindere nu numai pe cont propriu \u015fi nu numai contra tuturor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Contra contului propriu, \u00een ap\u0103rarea frumuse\u0163ii t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015filor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Frumos \u00eei \u015fedea, din faeton, aplec\u00e2ndu-se morbid s\u0103 se vad\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiar se vedea, el \u00eensu\u015fi n-are habar de sine altfel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu reiese din tunelul reprezentat nicio coeren\u0163\u0103 scurt\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ciococost\u00e2rc, \u00ee\u015fi cr\u0103une-nghesuiala-n nerie\u015fire, ce s\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 tac\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 \u00een\u0163eles, tot a\u015fa, oricum va lua o condamnare de nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Poate trece la m\u00e2na cealalt\u0103, neb\u0103t\u0103torit\u0103, mastrubat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e nici prostia, m\u0103car, transfigurat\u0103 ca o prostime.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu face pe prostul nici pe prostimea, a experimentat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pare o g\u0103l\u0103gie de pot\u00e2riche, nu-i mai re\u0163in nici fabulele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dac\u0103 afl\u0103, dac\u0103 rescrie piatra \u015fi \u0163i-o arunc\u0103-n cap?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-l sparge \u015fi-a\u015fa \u015fi-a\u015fa, \u015fi-a\u015fa-mi trebuie, c\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti surd, asurzit, te-ai d\u0103r\u00e2mat s\u0103 te achi\u0163i benevol.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centr-un col\u0163 al inimii, pe vremuri invitam \u015fi eu masacre.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P-aici s-a p\u0103r\u0103sit mai tot de genul crimei pasionale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nandini provine dintr-o societate, dac\u0103 e pe-a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa \u015fi tunelul e la o arunc\u0103tur\u0103 de piatr\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai sunt vulgariz\u0103ri ale unor realit\u0103\u0163i, minor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Lipsa h\u0103r\u0163ii \u00eel absolv\u0103 de a nu fi urm\u0103rit spa\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Face \u015fi exces, ca s\u0103 nu mai vorbim de treburile tunelului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu se amestec\u0103 nici \u00een ele, nu i-a dus la film.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Vrei s\u0103 spui la un film t\u0103iat, c\u0103 s-au t\u0103iat ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta e floare la ureche, imagineaz\u0103-\u0163i publicul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-are cum, opera e scris\u0103 moart\u0103, publicul nu se bag\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai creat un precedent de imagina\u0163ie negativ\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-ajute la uitarea inten\u0163iilor de dinainte de boal\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei boala s-a reconsiderat ca o man\u0103 cereasc\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Una e dup\u0103 boal\u0103, alta e dup\u0103 moarte, vrei s\u0103 insinuezi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Una e \u00eenaintea alteia, dar crabii lui nu fac discrimin\u0103ri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Crabii n-au func\u0163ionalitate nici m\u0103car morbid\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi\u015fcarea lor e stopat\u0103 deliberat, ca a \u00eentregii viziuni.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Preferam o isterie naturalist\u0103 get-beget, vandabil\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u0163i putea s\u0103 v\u0103 exprima\u0163i \u00een consecin\u0163\u0103 \u00een vreun comitet.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-a\u015f comite \u00een plus \u015fi n-am idee dec\u00e2t de Nandini.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centoarce\u0163i contextul spre senza\u0163ionalism, chiar politic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ar suferi pe nevinovate, cum dumnezeu, chiar a\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenc\u0103-l g\u0103si\u0163i cuminte \u00een refuzul de a pedepsi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Adev\u0103rul e c\u0103 nu \u00een\u0163eleg nimic \u015fi m-a\u015f pedepsi \u015fi pe mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei nu pentru c\u0103 n-a\u0163i \u00een\u0163eles, ci, ne\u00een\u0163eleg\u00e2nd a\u0163i dat la cap.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta e-n stil, ce porc\u0103rie s\u0103 te apuci s\u0103 faci stil \u00een ziua de azi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2tu\u015fi de pu\u0163in, morala e asumat\u0103, sexul extirpat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103car \u015fi din acest punct de vedere e-n urma colorului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cel \u00eenregistra\u0163i la fapte diverse nesenza\u0163ionale, \u0163ig\u0103ne\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0102la era chiar t\u00e2mpit, normal c\u0103 l-a t\u0103iat la g\u00e2t.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiar condamnarea l-a aruncat \u00eempotriv\u0103-\u015fi, ca gen. <\/strong><\/p>\n

– Genul \u00eenc\u0103 nu clar, depinde de norocul din groap\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Groapa e perechi-perechi \u015fi-ar provoca umbra.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-ar putea sinucide, s-a mai \u00eent\u00e2mplat, nu-l pot omor\u00ee.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nandini e \u00eenc\u0103 suspect\u0103, s-ar putea verifica vina ei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centr-un caz s-ar dubla, omor\u00e2ndu-l \u015fi pe \u0103sta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Neomor\u00e2ndu-l, nu l-a omor\u00e2t nici pe cel\u0103lalt.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nandini mi-e mai indiferent\u0103 ca el viu sau mort.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nandini este singura care exist\u0103 pe b\u0103nuiala crimei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nandini nu exist\u0103 pentru c\u0103 a omor\u00e2t \u00een lac.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nandini chiar nu exist\u0103 dac\u0103-l omoar\u0103 \u015fi pe el.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nandini nu exist\u0103 \u015fi tot nu pot comuta acuza\u0163ia ei s\u0103 fie a lui.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cam \u00eempleteicit, oricum voia\u0163i s\u0103 fi\u0163i coautor c\u00e2ndva.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dintr-o gre\u015fit\u0103 invita\u0163ie, aproape conflict, ne achitasem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pantoful v\u0103 apar\u0163ine, supraveghea\u0163i absolut tunelul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chestia n-a r\u0103mas la persoana pantofului, dimpotriv\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De form\u0103, \u00een varianta singuratic\u0103, singura existent\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-am deschis o dat\u0103 anume s-o dau crabilor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De reconstituit nu e nimic, nici tunelul sufocat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne vedem de treburi mai serios reproduse, la obiect.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Subiectul \u00ee\u015fi poate rezerva dreptul nedrept\u0103\u0163itului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Fastul mi-l \u00eenchipuiam \u015fi eu, ca tot bagabontu’, o farfurie, trebuia s\u0103 mi-o \u00eenchipui, pentru c\u0103 era acoperit\u0103 de capul meu, trebuia s\u0103 mi-l \u00eenchipui, pentru c\u0103 era acoperit de o furnic\u0103 mare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei iar scandal c\u0103 furnica nu mai era acoperit\u0103, iar crabul calfakir, \u015fi ce e scris pe banyan, tu ia capul, tu farfuria, lua\u0163i vinovatul, ce facem cu nebuna dac\u0103 \u00eencepe s\u0103 c\u00e2nte din alt\u0103 lume?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se \u00eentunec\u0103 de pr\u00e2nz, ridicatu-v-a\u0163i, foarte gre\u015fit, c-o s\u0103 v\u0103 cure\u0163e, toarn\u0103, fr\u00e2nghii de cenu\u015f\u0103 putrede, t\u0103ia\u0163i-le pe cre\u015ftet, da\u0163i-v\u0103 de poman\u0103, ploua\u0163i-v\u0103 a r\u0103cori-v\u0103-\u0163i, pe uitate, de voi, c\u0103 tunelul se boteaz\u0103 \u015fi va lep\u0103da, lep\u0103da\u0163i-v\u0103 s\u0103n\u0103to\u015fi, s\u0103 ne fie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pentru azi ca niciodat\u0103 \u015fi ca totdeauna mi-e frig, \u00een schimb, tot ce curge e rece, \u00eemi \u00eenghea\u0163\u0103 cenu\u015fa p\u00e2n\u0103 mai \u00eencolo, peste forma corpului, ia mai r\u00e2de\u0163i de tot omul \u00een ragapsalmodiomede, ce te-mpingi, nu sta de vorb\u0103, n-ai niciun haz, nicio sc\u0103pare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu nimeresc jocul, de-aia isp\u0103\u015fesc, nu v-a\u0163i l\u0103sat de prostii prea vechi, prea noi \u015fi voi, eu m\u0103 ofer \u015fi re\u00eenregistrat de visul b\u0103t\u0103u\u015f al u\u015filor b\u0103tute, nu-mi pot inventaria \u015ftirbiturile, cartea, diferen\u0163ele dintre ambi\u0163ie, c\u00e2t mai cost\u0103 din plat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu e\u015fti de aici, afar\u0103 ori \u00een\u0103untru, frumos \u00ee\u0163i mai st\u0103, mi se moaie inima de clipa ta, n-ai voie s\u0103 mai vezi filmul, te cuno\u015fti c\u00e2t \u0163i-ar fi pl\u0103cut, ca-ntr-o oglind\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 lumin\u0103, uit\u00e2ndu-te, spintec\u00e2ndu-te boala stelelor din m\u0103runtaie, te-am cump\u0103rat cu t\u00e2rn\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103i sigur, niciun bocet, s\u0103 v\u0103 mai desc\u0103rca\u0163i \u015fi nervii, v-a\u0163i modernizat \u015fi ce mai l\u0103sa\u0163i \u00een mu\u015furoi, la oase, ce ritualuri s\u0103 ne-mprumuta\u0163i, c\u0103 \u015fi vai de capul vostru, ne cunoa\u015ftem de undeva, dup\u0103 pantof, mintea noastr\u0103 nu e de pe urm\u0103, ca noi cu voi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Iar n-o nimerii, am chiar \u00eencurcat-o, n-am habar de joc, probabil am b\u0103ut, mi-oi fi ie\u015find \u00een cale \u015fi dup\u0103, n-ai dec\u00e2t, mi-e de lumea asta de m\u0103 a\u0163ineam s-o pomenesc \u015fi poate s\u0103 m\u0103 cer\u015fesc prin de\u015fert, ba nu, prin ploaie, nici prin tunelul inten\u0163ionat, auzi, ca o gre\u015feal\u0103 mo\u015ftenit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Hereditate, p\u0103i cum, dictate, da’ mai terminda, termiditate, crabiditate, le-am adulmecat prin praful din norii de praf, \u00eenc\u0103 mai tu\u015fesc s\u0103-mi scuip zece ani \u015fi mai mul\u0163i nu, ca de atunci \u00een urm\u0103 \u015fi m-a\u015f crede, ce mai, suntem ocupa\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu tr\u0103nc\u0103ni-n fronton prin apa de la r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103, te fluier\u0103 v\u00e2ntul \u015fi nu la moar\u0103, nici \u00een tunelul din locul g\u00e2tului, c\u00e2t te m\u00e2nca un crab din gol \u015fi te-ai rec\u0103p\u0103tat din plin de la furnic\u0103, inim\u0103 de aur, ce te f\u0103ceai de nu ploua \u015fi n-o lua \u015fi ea nu te c\u0103r\u0103u\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– V-am b\u0103nuit pref\u0103cu\u0163i de pe pat, de le zice\u0163i paturi, din hr\u0103nitoarea-mi piatr\u0103, stana de sub umbrele de bambus, de tot potopite, cum va pica, vreodat\u0103 s\u0103 nu v\u0103 par\u0103 r\u0103u, dar c\u0103 nu v-a\u015f fi b\u0103nuit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fteptarea ta e-n lingur\u0103, a mea m-a dat gata \u015fi s-a ales praful de noi, \u00eenghite-n sec, te blagoslovisem cu pantoful, n-a mers, te-ai dus pe copc\u0103 la primele m\u0103runte libert\u0103\u0163i, \u00eenchipuite \u015fi mai bolnav, \u015fi mai s\u0103n\u0103tos dec\u00e2t c\u0103lare \u015fi pe jos.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai \u015fchiop\u0103tat t\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-te imaginar, acum cere-\u0163i scuze la masca zv\u00e2nt\u00e2ndu-se c\u00e2t n-o p\u0103lmuise frunza bananierului, te la\u015fi pe-o parte, cum te-ai fi \u00eentors din somn pe de\u015fteptare, \u0163i-e fric\u0103 de ce n-ai fost la film, c\u0103 adic\u0103, ai tr\u0103it degeaba, nu te-ai turnat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chestiile astea sunt de mic interes \u015fi n-ave\u0163i dec\u00e2t s\u0103 \u015fi boci\u0163i raderea dumneavoastr\u0103, privi\u0163i \u00een toat\u0103 lumea, ce vede\u0163i dac\u0103 tot nu mai ave\u0163i ochi s\u0103 vede\u0163i, nu v\u0103 mai c\u0103uta nimeni, c\u0103 n-are \u015fi poate nici de unde, v-am smuls cumva spre a v\u0103 for\u0163a s\u0103 rena\u015fte\u0163i \u015fi s\u0103 ne vedem cu bine t\u0103lpile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– \u00cencep s\u0103 vin\u0103 peste o or\u0103, i-am invitat acum zece ani, n-aveam s\u0103 ne spunem din ce avusesem atunci pe buze, eram certa\u0163i de-o via\u0163\u0103, cu m\u0103nu\u015fi, cu ghea\u0163\u0103, las un semn \u00eentre ce nu a fost \u015fi \u00eenc\u0103 nu este, ne-ncercuim \u015fi niciun cerc nu ne mai \u00eenv\u00e2rteasc\u0103, nicio talang\u0103 nu ne mai de\u015ftepte, am \u00eenghi\u0163it, a\u015ftept \u015fi efectul, o copie, tot un drac, m\u0103 impresioneaz\u0103 u\u015fa deschis\u0103, mi se-nt\u00e2mpl\u0103 cam cum se lumineaz\u0103 dup\u0103 ploaie prin u\u015f\u0103, dar eu sunt \u00een\u0103untru, zac \u00een mine, dau s\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc, s-or pune \u00een mi\u015fcare caii verzi, renun\u0163, iar renun\u0163\u00e2nd am tot impresia aia \u015fi mai trec, poate \u015fi tu \u00ee\u0163i mai aduci aminte de invita\u0163ie, n-am comunicat-o din sfiiciune, nu te uita c\u0103 m-am schimbat violent \u00eenc\u00e2t sunt \u00een stare s\u0103 a\u015ftept s\u0103 deschizi u\u015fa, e deschis\u0103, neinvitat\u0103, ori tocmai de-aia, am renun\u0163at \u015fi la g\u00e2nduri, la g\u00e2ndul t\u0103u chiar, p\u00e2n\u0103 nu de mult \u00eemi f\u0103cea pl\u0103cere s\u0103 te acuz c\u0103 m-ai omor\u00e2t, nu ucis, omor\u00e2t, nici omor\u00e2t, din sfiiciune, \u0163i-ai \u00eentors ochii, \u0163i i-ai p\u0103strat la vederea drumului \u00eenainte, vreau s\u0103 zic vederea de drum, m\u0103 luasei la cozile ochilor, totu\u015fi, te construiesc s\u0103 m\u0103 a\u015ftep\u0163i \u00een av\u00e2tarea bocetului, cum era s\u0103 nu regret\u0103m singurul dor de a vedea filmul, ne-a costa cel pu\u0163in desp\u0103r\u0163irea, nomadizarea, se discut\u0103, cred \u015fi eu, se exploateaz\u0103, puisem mai mult de-o groaz\u0103, taie, ce nervi anevoie, m-ai spart, \u015fi mai \u00eencolo c\u0103 asta e, piatr\u0103 de piatr\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i spun drept c\u0103 m-am \u00eendoit \u015fi de tine, m\u0103 rupsesem, z\u0103ceam de sus \u00een jos, dup\u0103 relief, dansam \u00een cap, nori f\u0103r\u0103 fulger, dac\u0103 e\u015fti de acord, peste o or\u0103 \u015fi jum\u0103tate ne-am duce \u00eentr-o vizit\u0103 la doamna Nandini, sufer\u0103, nu bine c\u0103 nu sufer\u0103 cum sufer\u0103, c\u0103 sufer\u0103 cum nu sufer\u0103, n-am idee de nesuferin\u0163\u0103, o s\u0103 ias\u0103 circ \u015fi cu \u00eent\u00e2lnirea-n cerc, de-ar fi iluzie \u015fi nu e nici de-aia, c\u00e2nd b\u0103teau ideile din palme, la stadion, ai zis, ba prin u\u015f\u0103, nu, c\u0103 prin ferestre, nicio scar\u0103, \u00een sus ori jos, depindem, cum se r\u00e2m\u0103, cum se d\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103, nu m\u0103 mai pisa, intr\u0103m la ap\u0103, ai vrea, ap\u0103 dulce, e\u015fti limpede \u015fi te-a mai apucat \u015fi-o tuse, \u0163i-ar pl\u0103cea caracati\u0163a, confuzia dintre furnici, n-aveam nicio prejudecat\u0103, nicio judecat\u0103, poate te a\u015fteptam s\u0103 vii c\u00e2nd or \u00eencepe s\u0103 vin\u0103, cum nu te-am invitat dec\u00e2t acum zece ani \u015fi numai pe tine, numai aceia vor veni neinvita\u0163i, iar tu vei fi uitat \u015fi de ei, m\u0103 faci gelos de le \u00eenchid u\u015fa \u00een nas, tu ce te faci, poate e duminic\u0103, anii c\u0103l\u0103toriei negre, scuz\u0103-m\u0103, iar, m\u0103 recuno\u015fti, abuzez \u015fi-a\u015fa, \u00een genul sfiiciunii, masculin po\u0163i zice nu zici, bine, numai tu e\u015fti sfiicioas\u0103 \u015fi nu m\u0103 bagi nici \u00een pizda mamii, cenu\u015f\u0103, mi-am \u00eenghi\u0163it calamburul, mai libereaz\u0103-m\u0103 dac\u0103 po\u0163i, e o gur\u0103 de belie, cobori \u00een gura beliei, ce faci \u00een momentul de fa\u0163\u0103, ce tot faci aici \u015fi-mi rupi de la gur\u0103 colacul, nu te \u00eentreb, \u0163i-aduci aminte c\u0103 nu te \u00eentreb nimic, pentru c\u0103 nu-mi r\u0103spunzi, nici nu \u015ftiu ce faci cu \u00eentreb\u0103rile de-\u0163i \u00eenchipui c\u0103 ar trebui s\u0103 te \u00eentreb, de exemplu, niciun exemplu, chiar, unde e\u015fti \u00een clipa asta, unde te afli, dac\u0103 \u015ftii s\u0103-\u0163i \u00eenghi\u0163i sfiiciunea r\u0103spunde-mi unde m\u0103 aflu, m-a\u015f afla \u015fi-atunci am sta noi de vorb\u0103, nu-n singur\u0103tate, nici \u00een libertate, \u00een u\u015f\u0103, dac\u0103, iar dac\u0103, nu \u0163i-e cu sup\u0103rare, cum \u0163i-a fost c\u00e2nd \u00een loc s\u0103-mi r\u0103spunzi mi-ai dat de \u00een\u0163eles c\u0103 \u00eencep s\u0103 vin\u0103 peste o or\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Nu te las s\u0103 vorbe\u015fti, ai avut vreme, vremea ta a trecut, nu te mai lega la cap degeaba, erai odat\u0103 c\u00e2nd nu erai, nu-\u0163i mai aduci aminte, nimeni, nu tu, \u015fi tu, \u0163i-am deslu\u015fit unele zbuciume, fire\u015fti, domnule, le decapita\u0163i, sp\u00e2nzura\u0163i de teapa singuraticilor matale, sp\u00e2nzura\u0163i de teap\u0103, \u0163i-a\u015f zice iar vreo dou\u0103, dac\u0103 nu te-am fi rupt zece anii \u0103ia, da’ a\u015fa, c\u0103 nu puteai \u00eentoarce \u015fi nu te \u00eentorceai, te \u00eentorceai \u015fi nu puteai \u00eentoarce, dinadins, mai aveai \u015fi un sfert, m\u0103car atunci te debarasai de caraghiosl\u00e2cul de concep\u0163ie despre caraghiosl\u00e2cul corporal, ce suflet ai pus pe cale, o nimica toat\u0103, te concentrai asupra fluturelui \u015fi-nc\u0103 ispr\u0103veai un porumbel, o iau \u015fi eu ca tine \u015fi nu razna, te prefaci, o s\u0103-\u0163i par\u0103 r\u0103u, o s\u0103 regre\u0163i, o s\u0103-\u0163i dai seama, \u00eentr-una, \u015fi minte tot n-o s\u0103 te-nve\u0163i, vei termina \u015fi cu tine tot caraghios, o \u0163in pe-asta, m-ai molipsit o sum\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i calc pe coad\u0103, dac\u0103 ai l\u0103sat vreo urm\u0103, c\u0103ram crabul c\u00e2nd eu, c\u00e2nd furnica mic\u0103, ne-au scos pe nas c\u0103 te-a\u015fteptau ei pe tine de zece ani, nu tu pe ei, \u015fi nici ca tine, nici ca ei, ce dracu’, de-au n\u0103v\u0103lit, drag\u0103, frumos, \u00een absen\u0163a-\u0163i, ta-ta, \u015fi-ast\u0103 var\u0103 la Cr\u0103ciun, s\u0103 m\u0103 pricepi, c\u0103 eu nu bat c\u00e2mpii, ne-au luat la b\u0103taie, aici am pus cod, c-aia furnic\u0103 era la veveri\u0163a dintr-o coad\u0103, n-am pl\u00e2ns nicio filosofie, nu m\u0103 pl\u00e2ng, \u00ee, ce mi-a pocnit, un c\u0103cat, nu-\u0163i descriu situa\u0163ia, am t\u0103ria asta de caracter, fa\u0163\u0103-verso \u00ee\u0163i reg\u0103se\u015fti iubirile, b\u0103, alea te-au l\u0103bit p\u00e2n\u0103-n g\u00e2t, de n-ai mai ajuns la film, c\u0103 te duci, c\u0103 faci mobilizare c\u0103 te plou\u0103 furnici \u015fi p\u0103ienjeni \u00een acoperi\u015f, c-alegi piatra de-o t\u0103rie, c\u0103 sare-n aer tot \u015fi via\u0163a voastr\u0103-ntreag\u0103, \u00eentr-o con\u015ftiin\u0163\u0103, asta o pui de la tine, c\u0103 te visezi ori te g\u00e2nde\u015fti pe un mal, pe cine s\u0103 aju\u0163i c\u00e2nd se d\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103, dac\u0103 mai zboar\u0103 fluturii, mai de Doamne-ajut\u0103 c\u00e2te-un tantric, \u00een sp\u00e2mzur\u0103toarea t\u0103m\u00e2iat\u0103, dar e Pa\u015fte, gunoie\u015fti candid har \u015fi-l pustie\u015fti, \u00eel punge\u015fti s\u0103-l faci de dus, de-ntors, umfl\u00e2nd gu\u015fa cu amintiri imaginare ori p\u0103c\u0103toase \u015fi-n singur\u0103tate, ce te mai t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti spre coad\u0103, mu\u0163i simetric de-a-ndoaselea spre \u00eenceput, ca \u015fi cum vrei s\u0103 te mai na\u015fti o dat\u0103 murind a doua oar\u0103, ce te-ntristeaz\u0103-atunci, de te-ai opri, de \u00eenc\u0103 te rupi, firimituri, \u015fi te-mpingi, fum, \u015fi bananierul \u0103la, bine, erau \u015fi acum de zece ori zece, de, erau \u015fi banyani, mul\u0163ume\u015fte doamnei, c\u0103 lini\u015fte, pruncie, asta ai iertat-o post-scriptum, cum \u0163i-e norocu’, crabule, tot r\u0103ul spre furnic\u0103, nu-\u0163i \u00een\u0163eleg nefiin\u0163a, \u00ee\u0163i cam rumegi mama \u015fi surorile \u015fi pe mine, poate c\u0103 bine faci, s\u0103 ai dare feciorelnic\u0103, urat\u0103, da’ nici singur nu \u0163i-ai ajuns, c\u00e2t mai r\u0103m\u0103sesei \u015fi pe unde, c\u0103 nu reiese nici geometric, de-am schi\u0163at nimica toat\u0103 \u015fi abia mental, cum te zdrobe\u015fti \u015fi personal ca-n halucina\u0163ia firimiturii caste \u015fi pace, un crab pentru fiecare, ca s\u0103 nu zici c\u0103 nu am habar de micile-\u0163i cumpli\u0163enii, \u0163i-a\u015f zice c\u00e2teva, da’ \u015fi-a\u015fa m\u0103 \u0163ii minte, nu c\u0103 a\u015fa \u0163i-am cobit, vorbeam, c\u0103 tot nu m\u0103 l\u0103sai, n-aveam loc nici s\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc, prea intimi iar \u015fi mizeria-mi jignea trecute avataruri, te cam fandaxeai \u015fi c\u00e2r\u00e2iai din crust\u0103, c\u00e2teodat\u0103 m-am amuzat \u015fi te-am luat, nu-\u0163i face griji sentimentale nici cu foaia bananierului, doarme-o cum \u00ee\u0163i vine, dac\u0103 chiar te \u0163in curelele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Nici acoperi\u015f, nici temelii licitate, \u00eentre, \u00ee\u0163i pic\u0103 m\u0103seaua \u015fi intri, Nandini \u0163i-a aruncat o privire, umbr\u0103 de piatr\u0103 nezidit\u0103, t\u0103iat\u0103 \u00een urcu\u015f, la dus, v\u0103 tot duce\u0163i, de ce nu v\u0103 \u00eentoarce\u0163i niciodat\u0103, sunt zece ani, a\u0163i sclerozat catacombe nemaivinovate, trezi\u0163i-v\u0103, ia-i privirea-n serios, c\u00e2t c\u0103 e t\u00e2rziu bine, \u0163ine-o pentru trezire \u00eentru crab, nu r\u00e2de ca proasta-n bazar, n-ai fason de furnic\u0103, \u0163i se deosebesc ou\u0103le, s-ar putea s\u0103 fi fost crab, te-a-mpins privirea \u0103leia spre cr\u0103p\u0103tura carapacei, te-ai amestecat cu duhul \u015fi limbile soacrei, \u015fi-n tunelurile goale de m\u0103duv\u0103 din\u0103untrul bambu\u015filor te mai \u00een\u0163epi, \u0163eap\u0103 str\u0103juia u\u015fa de-o b\u0103teai, chiar adineauri, \u00een \u00eentunericul lini\u015ftii \u0163i s-a n\u0103z\u0103rit, dinspre stan\u0103, un ecou ipocrit de libertate, nu prea merit\u0103 s\u0103 fii crab, scrie o furnic\u0103, \u0163i-ai dat foc \u00een privirea brunei \u015fi-\u0163i mai rodeai \u015fi m\u0103seaua, un fel de revedere, i-ai \u00eenghi\u0163it din v\u0103z, se rezolv\u0103 a\u015fa problema foamei, din ochi, \u015fi s\u0103 nu te vezi cu anii, s\u0103 nu te mai vezi, clar, niciodat\u0103, uit\u0103-te-aici, pene \u015fi nene, prad\u0103 din veac nemi\u015fc\u0103toare, era diminea\u0163\u0103, pleca\u0163i la film, \u00een fine, nici n-a\u0163i apucat s\u0103 intra\u0163i, s\u0103 ie\u015fi\u0163i din tunel, lucreaz\u0103 \u015fi pe\u015fterile, deseneaz\u0103, vrei s\u0103 fitile\u015fti c\u0103 de \u00eendat\u0103 ce am p\u0103truns ne-am g\u0103sit un pluton de autoexecu\u0163ie \u015fi redegradare, pedeaps\u0103 orgiilor voastre, nu ploua, nu se mira nimeni c\u0103 nu fusesem \u00een stare s\u0103 murim, din moment ce amintirile se prohibiser\u0103 de la sine, ba curve, ba puradele, cum ai bate c\u00e2mpii de zece s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f cu zece anii de la tulpin\u0103 la r\u0103d\u0103cin\u0103 cam printre cracii miresii, c\u00e2nd m\u0103car te mai \u015fi rostogoleai \u00een speran\u0163a col\u0163ilor, crabilor, s\u0103-i furnici ca la mama lor, c\u00e2rp\u0103 c\u00e2rn\u0103 \u015fi botoas\u0103 ca maimu\u0163a, ori\u015fic\u00e2tu\u015fi de c\u00e2t, te-ai \u00eentins \u015fi \u0103ilal\u0163i tot s\u0103-\u0163i caute stana topit\u0103, de-nghe\u0163ase, prin coclaurele parc\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 ap\u0103, dup\u0103 potop pierdur\u0103m \u015fi firul \u00eenn\u0103molit al duratei, c\u0103 te-a b\u0103tut un deget de sus, te-au \u00eenv\u0103\u0163at corbii, balaurii, veveri\u0163ele, nu s-ar mai mi\u015fca, ar trece, iar cap\u0103tul dimpotriv\u0103 tot nu s-ar mi\u015fca, te-ai \u00eentoarce pe unde te-ai t\u00e2r\u00e2t, niciun semn, care va s\u0103 zic\u0103 mai \u00eencet, tot mai \u00eencet, te-ai p\u0103strat pe din afar\u0103, la vederea rupturilor, taie c\u0103r\u0163ile perechi cu sabia de la carte, \u0163i-ai sprijinit libelule de nori \u015fi le faci teoria c\u0103 nu e\u015fti libelul\u0103, ba le jigne\u015fti \u015fi c\u0103 nu zbori, c\u0103 nu halucinezi trecuta furtun\u0103, z\u00e2mbe\u015fti, faci ochi, n-ai natur\u0103, \u015fi vrei s\u0103-\u0163i faci rost, c\u0103 e compromis\u0103, c\u0103 o ispr\u0103ve\u015fti, i-ai da-n scris, c\u0103 de-ai tr\u0103i s-o \u00eent\u00e2lne\u015fti pe undeva prin tunel, de c\u00e2nd s-a spart, a\u015fa am auzit, m-ai spart, era pe limba ta \u00een singur\u0103tatea scheletului, de-l speculai la talcioc drept schelet al singur\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii, nu prea te-ai prins la mi\u015fcare, nici c\u0103 nu te mi\u015fcai, \u00eentoarce-te, nimic, nu \u015fade frumos, nici \u0163ipenie \u015fi-\u0163i pare bine \u015fi-a\u015fa, pu\u0163in obraz, unde \u0163i-e grijajena, ca s\u0103-\u0163i plac\u0103, dup\u0103 ce mai ie\u015fi din al c\u00e2telea ou, \u015ftiu ele furnicile ce \u015ftiu, lini\u015fte\u015fte-te, gr\u00e2ul se va muia firesc, z\u00e2mbe\u015fte, nu tu, ca s\u0103 vezi \u015fi s\u0103 fii at\u00e2t de bun, nu te uita, s\u0103 te dai mai \u00eencolo.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Te-ai \u015fuc\u0103rit \u015fi-ai trage de-o parte, ca chestie, c\u0103 de.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u0162i iar m-ai invitat s\u0103 m\u0103-ntorc \u015fi m-ai \u00eempinge, m\u0103 g\u00e2dil.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Semn bun, apuc\u0103-te de pictur\u0103, ia-te de cap, cap.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Principii \u015fi principi, palmieri s-apropie, \u00eempietri\u0163i la coaj\u0103, sus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

E\u015fti la mijloc, traseul te \u00eenconjoar\u0103 pe-afar\u0103, de nerecunoscut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei negril\u0103 \u0103sta nestorco\u015fit da’ t\u00e2r\u00e2nd lan\u0163 \u015fi limb\u0103 ro\u015fie de-a doua.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Limba-l t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fte pe el, el t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fte lan\u0163ul, e liber, lib.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Parc\u0103 nu-l fug\u0103resc cu crab \u015fi furnic\u0103 s\u0103-i pocnesc lan\u0163ul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Schimbi stilul la spartul bazarului \u00een amurg murg.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei pe mama, fi-va-i pe limb\u0103 \u00eentre ap\u0103 \u015fi mal moale.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Taci atunci c\u0103 se potrive\u015fte de trei ori timpul cu b\u00e2ta.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tocmai c\u0103 nu prindeau nici vacile s\u0103-mpung\u0103-mpinse.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei-ai scos limba de c\u00e2t le blestemasei f\u0103r\u0103 ru\u015fine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce ru\u015fine c\u00e2nd mai ne \u00eenecasem \u015fi se t\u00e2rau peste noi?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 nu lucra, din motive de via\u0163\u0103, dar s\u0103 v\u0103 fi luat seama.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dup\u0103 aia mi-am calculat luatul c\u00e2nd ce s\u0103 mai blestem.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei societatea voastr\u0103 \u00eenfund\u00e2ndu-se \u00een mal s-a preg\u0103tit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu vrei s\u0103 spui asta, p\u0103durea se \u00eendep\u0103rtase ca palmierii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Aproape-aproape, cu burta la gur\u0103, ne pierde ocazia.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-a\u015f sfii da’ nu acuma, am ghinionul fugitului negril\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Abia te-a\u015ftep\u0163i, te calci, te vizitezi, nimeni, pe c\u0103utate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai devreme, c\u0103 pe urm\u0103 am c\u0103utat la nori, nimic, tot o ap\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei, da, yaksha <\/em>se revoltase \u00eempotriva b\u0103tr\u00e2nilor, nu-\u0163i mai venea la socoteal\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centre cer \u015fi \u00eentre p\u0103m\u00e2nt, nici tunel, nici \u015farpe s\u0103 ne-ncap\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– F\u0103cusei fr\u0103\u0163ie de centru, de cu noapte, nu \u0163i-era pe la mas.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103-mi cad\u0103 \u015fi mie acoperi\u015ful martirilor \u00een ceaf\u0103, tot nu contez.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015fa te po\u0163i s\u0103ruta \u015fi ajunge, \u015fi \u00eentinde \u015fi \u00eentoarce, toarce.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-ar feri crabul, m\u00e2nca-l-a\u015f, din scoic\u0103-n \u0163estoas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai ratat \u015fi avataruri animale, dac\u0103 nu te-a\u015f fi animalizat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aia mai trag n\u0103dejde \u015fi nu numai de-o via\u0163\u0103, c\u0103 e gata.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Exagerezi \u015fi cu deosebirea dintre sf\u00e2r\u015fit \u015fi \u00eenceput.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Veacul n-o s\u0103 mai \u00eenceap\u0103, noi dac\u0103 l-om sf\u00e2r\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-o lua a\u015fa, c\u0103 e p\u0103cat de isterie, c\u00e2t c\u0103-n singur\u0103tate.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mie nu mi-a\u015f mai zg\u00e2ria obrazul cu o pudoare dep\u0103\u015fit\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Obscur, ghicesc de-o sastiseal\u0103 premeditat\u0103 cras.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Din miloag\u0103 simetrie, mi-ai repro\u015fa, e o pas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot pase \u015fi niciun pas mic, c\u00e2t m-am spetit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Gologanul de symbolon nu face-un ban dincoace.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Golanul de bibiluri nici at\u00e2t \u015fi cuminte \u015fi gol.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu \u0163i-a ie\u015fit nici \u0163ie, n-ai luat-o, mai guliai \u00een\u0103untru.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se las\u0103 greu \u015fi pantoful, chiar a\u015fa \u00eeng\u0103urit de miroase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum s-a nimerit de-a gre\u015fit tunelul, c\u0103 picior, nici talp\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici urm\u0103, corecteaz\u0103-te-n harul bleg de te b\u0103l\u0103ce\u015fte.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A\u015f mai da-nd\u0103r\u0103t ca racul \u015fi tot mi-e fric\u0103 de furnic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 crezi c\u0103 vei repeta, \u00een arcul grinzii, \u00eenc\u00e2ntul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103car amintirile s\u0103 nu te fi ratat \u015fi mai singure.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Trece \u015fi-asta, m\u0103car \u0163ie s\u0103-\u0163i datorezi nicio br\u00e2nz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu bananierul eram serios, dar cum s\u0103 m\u0103 apropii?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cencet, dezrostindu-te, te adunai din filma\u015fii ro\u015fii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai t\u00e2rziu peste dou\u0103 trei \u0163este, multe nemuriri cur\u00e2nd.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Baliverne, z\u0103u, c\u00e2t mi-am mai r\u0103cit \u015fi urechile.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A pocnit un drac de era s\u0103 zic era s\u0103 zici via\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pune data, ora, crabul, c\u00e2t dup\u0103 furtun\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei pe urm\u0103-mi sco\u0163i pe nas c\u0103 aia nu e, nu era via\u0163\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fac \u015fi eu ce pot, te recunosc uneori \u015fi vin, fii pe pace.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-aia \u015fi \u0163op\u0103i pe din\u0103untru, postesc \u015fi de vise.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Har\u0163iul te-ar aranja ca-n obscenit\u0103\u0163ile de miere.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei serenade de dulce impoten\u0163\u0103, nu, har\u0163i hora\u0163ian, cara.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Caraba crabului, nu te mai fasoli de jum\u0103t\u0103\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tot nu s-ar fi ales nimic de prafu-mi \u00een ochi mai orbi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te m\u00e2ndrea vreo mafie \u015fi ne cinsteam trinacru.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– E pe mas\u0103, \u00een schi\u0163\u0103, banyanul p\u00e2r\u00e2it, m\u0103 hlizeam.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu mi\u015fca de te-ascult\u0103 cu patima libernecazului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Numai de inten\u0163ii nu m\u0103 cau\u0163i, nici de parise.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S\u0103 nu mai po\u0163i fi nici m\u0103car am\u0103r\u00e2t, aia lab\u0103b\u0103l\u0103barie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103 uit la lumen iar, rar, noptaticei bl\u00e2nde\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De-un conac, p\u00e2n’ faci rost de sunete caraghioase.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen locul \u0103la de unde-mi vine sufletul, \u00eemi imaginez un corp.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– N-o s\u0103 m\u0103 las, chiar dac\u0103 se d\u0103 filmul, de data asta, de-am t\u00e2r\u00e2t \u00eensu\u015fi tunelul, tun\u00e2ndu-l din muntele mare-n cel dulce, de-o poft\u0103 de de\u015fert, ne udasem z\u0103ceam o zoaie cu firimituri de capete de cenu\u015f\u0103, nu sar \u00een aer, cu umeri, cu vreun dulap de sprijin, cu gesturi mateine, \u00eemi dau cu p\u0103rerea, ca ultimul, ce-o fi fost \u00een capul meu s\u0103-mi \u0163in clanul \u00een eternitatea aia g\u0103unoas\u0103, c-o amprent\u0103 pe niciun lin\u0163oliu, m-am certat cu furnicile, nu cu crabii, nu-mi pas\u0103, nu-ncep nimic iar, tot la film, trecem la o alt\u0103 cast\u0103, dac\u0103 mai e nevoie de trecut, economie de ghemuit, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f cu carapacea, ad\u0103postul la ad\u0103post, pe unde-om lua-o, n-om lua, c\u0103 nu ne-or \u00een\u0163epa \u0163\u00e2n\u0163arii dengue, poate nu film\u0103m, ne d\u0103m premii, deschidem rana s\u0103 ni se nasc\u0103 un fiu, \u00eel l\u0103s\u0103m pe el de paz\u0103 \u015fi odihn\u0103 \u00een tunel, c\u00e2t i-ar p\u0103rea de nesf\u00e2r\u015fit, cre\u015fte, cre\u015fte-n scade \u015fi-n cascade, d\u0103-ne Doamne, ce s\u0103 nu ne t\u00e2r\u00e2m c\u0103 ne \u015fi compune barb\u0103 alb\u0103 \u0103la de-a luat-o \u015fi el de la cap\u0103t, dou\u0103 b\u0103rbi albe, cer\u015fim tot ce ne trebuie, filmul ni-l oferim, am auzit str\u0103in\u0103tate, potc\u0103 mare, c\u0103 vise, c\u0103 iluzii, c\u0103 halucina\u0163ii, chiar tunel, ia s\u0103 vedem m\u0103car a\u015fa, pe zid, nu la zid, nu \u00een zid, \u00eemi \u00eenchipui ce m\u0103 v\u0103d, m-aleg, \u00een orice chip, c\u00e2nd toarn\u0103 una apa chiar de pi\u015f\u0103 pe mine, salamandr\u0103, m\u0103 sacrific pentru band\u0103, c\u0103 n-ai ajunge singur fa\u0163\u0103-n fa\u0163\u0103 cu filmul, dac\u0103 e pe-a\u015fa, s\u0103 m\u0103 strige furnica, o cale s\u0103 m\u0103 strige, nu e nicio furnic\u0103, e mare, marea furnicii, dans\u0103m, ne-a luat min\u0163ile imaginea noastr\u0103 ne\u00eenchipuit\u0103, vibrat\u0103, zidit\u0103, totu\u015fi, ce s\u0103-i faci, tot prin doruri de oglinzi, hai \u015fi tu, haidem to\u0163i, falimet filma\u015filor, ne \u015fuc\u0103rim, greva cer\u015fetorilor, cine mai joac\u0103, ne juc\u0103m numai \u00een de noi, scene bunele, de-am s\u0103r\u0103cit de r\u0103i, \u00een cur cu slava \u015fi felia, vindem ce nu cer\u015fim, din lepr\u0103 ne facem pingele la gaura pantofului de filmare \u015fi care n-a cr\u0103pat \u015fi se mai t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fte poate s\u0103 ias\u0103, s\u0103 intre, se na\u015fte, moare, ne-am aranjat \u015fi cu curvele, c\u0103ci ele au pe vino-ncoace la film, de cai verzi pe pere\u0163i ne crema\u0163iona pe voi, c\u0103 de iepe nu ne ardea, ba a mamii, nu mai avea poporul \u00eencredere, r\u00e2dere, p\u0103i cum, de-aici \u00eencep eu, to\u0163i dup\u0103 mine, pe film, pe dalb\u0103 fl\u0103m\u00e2nzire, c\u0103 ne-am vorbit \u015fi ne-am t\u0103cut \u015fi celelalte, alea conteaz\u0103, p\u0103i dac\u0103 furnicile-\u015fi aduc aminte c\u0103 au fost crabi \u015fi crabii c\u0103 au fost furnici, asta ce-nseamn\u0103, \u015ftiu eu, la liber, la film, mai a\u015fa, p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd, s\u0103 treac\u0103 \u015fi ve\u0163i m\u0103sura, \u00eent\u00e2i de lat suntem rotunzi, din acest unghi subiectiv, un fel de voci chemate de la oase, instrumente la mine, a\u015fa lumea, ochi mari, \u015fi orbii, roi \u015fi roi, robi \u015fi corobi, pe cer, pe cerb, m\u0103-ntreb ce-a\u015f spune \u00een consecin\u0163\u0103 \u015fi \u00een recompens\u0103, unii absenteaz\u0103 din via\u0163\u0103, din mizeria noastr\u0103 cea de toate filmele \u015fi trebuie s\u0103 \u00eentrerupem filmarea, vizionarea \u015fi celelalte, care ele conteaz\u0103, s\u0103 nu rena\u015ftem din gre\u015feal\u0103, din pipi, uita\u0163i-v\u0103, nu a\u015fa, peste ochi, de-al treilea, c\u0103 de-aia de ne d\u0103r\u00e2m\u0103m, ne d\u0103m foc \u015fi ne trimitem cenu\u015fa la filmare, c\u0103 s-ar putea s\u0103 pierdem culoare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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C\u00e2nd avem timp \u015fi ne avem bine, nu ne-avem nicicum.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ne desp\u0103r\u0163im \u015fi noi ca oricare, la ce-am fi stat \u00eempreun\u0103?<\/strong><\/p>\n

La ce ne-am \u015fi r\u0103rit de nu ne venea la \u00eendem\u00e2n\u0103 s\u0103 ie\u015fim.<\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u0103 intr\u0103m, singur, n-ai dec\u00e2t s\u0103-\u0163i declari simpatie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Exact cu \u00eenchipuirea ta, singur\u0103-n singur, nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

Te intereseaz\u0103 puteai r\u0103m\u00e2ne cu mine, ori s\u0103 nu te la\u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 mine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai g\u00e2ndit altfel \u015fi m-am g\u00e2ndit \u015fi eu tot altfel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– De ce-a\u015fteptai \u015fi mai singur erai, n-am nicio idee.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-ai \u00eempinge o idee mai \u00eencoace \u00een tot patul apatic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta da, cre\u015ftine\u015fte, po\u0163i s\u0103 sim\u0163i \u015fi-o ciupitur\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mai mult de c\u00e2nd eram \u00eempreun\u0103, dec\u00e2t o furnic\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe-acolo, a fost un gest din senin, nepus la mas\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-am scos \u015fi eu dedesubturile, am fason de muson.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei vezi c\u0103 se lungi \u00eentre normal \u015fi moral.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Normoral, mda, \u015fi-o z\u0103pad\u0103 demult pictat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u00e2na aia ninge altfel, z\u0103pada iar de-o simpatie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Simbad\u0103, zindabad\u0103, zimdin\u0163at\u0103, s\u0103rutm\u00e2nat\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum s-a inspirat la iu\u0163eal\u0103, de-o singur\u0103tate vacant\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– S-o ning personal cum \u00eemi \u0163ine companie, mi-e frig.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te afli \u00een starea de agregare a pomelnicului viitor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Singurilor, gur\u0103 mare, nu al singurilor vii, \u0103ilal\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Fiecare e singur \u015fi dac\u0103 mai e \u015fi viu moare singur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei singur \u015fi viu \u015fi singur \u015fi mort, neretoric, neoteric.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ai mai pomenit, experimentai pure abstrac\u0163ii \u00een crust\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ocoleam singur\u0103tatea cenu\u015fii cu scrumul singur\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii mele.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pe urm\u0103 mi-a fost dor, din foc \u00een morm\u00e2nt, de sinele dor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00centors eram f\u0103r\u0103 sine, \u015fi doar m\u0103 dusesem eu.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– P\u0103rticica asta, din ner\u0103bdarea oboselii de a nu sf\u00e2r\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu-mi dau seama, sunt prea singur s\u0103 mai am impresia sf\u00e2r\u015fitului.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M\u0103car aum zece ani, zece s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni n-aveai nevoie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N-aveam interes s\u0103 privesc nici \u00eenainte nici \u00eenapoi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cen golul de singur\u0103tate aproape te-ai dat peste cap.<\/strong><\/p>\n

-A\u015fa s\u0103 fi fost, unde puteam s\u0103 ajung t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f-gr\u0103bi\u015f?<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu la \u00eenceput, c\u0103 era \u00eendep\u0103rtat prin tehnic\u0103 incon\u015ftient\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Incon\u015ftien\u0163\u0103 c\u00e2t de tehnic\u0103, m\u0103 autoflagelam separat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Separat \u015fi de rupturile singur\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii, de m\u0103 rupsesei.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ne rupsesem \u00een parte, ce te-a\u015f mai rupe acum de crac\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– T\u0103rie, pic-pic, \u015fi-ai pica \u00een nord, rece, s\u0103-\u0163i citesc.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce-a\u015f auzi a\u015f istorisi crabilor ascult\u0103tori de furnici.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Am \u00eenghi\u0163it, ceva resturi de plasticitate, m\u0103 temeam de cocolo\u015fi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cocolo\u015findu-m\u0103 azi \u015fi m\u00e2ine am cocolo\u015fit chipuri calde.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u00cenchipuindu-\u0163i c\u0103 le face vreo pl\u0103cere le-ai masturbat.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Asta ar fi o noble\u0163e, pe plat\u0103, cu blazon \u015fi dob\u00e2nd\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u0162i-era-n obicei s\u0103 iei la goan\u0103 pe cine rechemai.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cu deosebire \u00eentre palmier \u015fi bananier, f\u0103-i castel.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Jos palmierul, sus bananierul, tot palmierul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Palmier cu dou\u0103 capete unul de bananier, plus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Banyanul jos, sus palmierul, sus bananierul ca mai sus.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Un banyan cu dou\u0103, trei capete, de r\u0103d\u0103cini, de palmier, de bananier.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– M-am pierdut, a\u015f putea fi tu, banyanul, palmierul, bananierul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Le-ai \u0163inut lor minte ordinea \u015fi \u0163ie nicio lum\u00e2nare.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Se fr\u00e2nsese la jum\u0103tate, lemnul fumega, aia stins\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Avea un haz ceara aia alb\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 niciun rost, absolut.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Numai \u00een ea mi se topeau \u015fi mie ochii p\u00e2n\u0103-am ajuns la banyan.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ba ori bu, te bubabumb\u0103cesc c\u00e2nd te prind \u00eenapoi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce \u015fi a\u015ftept, ca s\u0103 n-o mai dau dup\u0103 ordine herdine.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chestia e de context abstras, contras, stroflocit.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Dalba liot\u0103 s-a sup\u0103rat pe l\u0103sa\u0163ii de via\u0163\u0103 mor\u0163i.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u00e2\u0163i pe zi, c\u00e2te zile pe c\u00e2\u0163i, numai de c\u00e2nd e\u015fti singur, un cimitir.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Chiparo\u015fi \u015fi singuri, unde-i punem, zic \u00eentre palmibanbun.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nu se zice bunanier, de \u0163i-a m\u00e2ncat din floarea mov.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-am m\u00e2ncat-o din perfec\u0163iunea viciului de-a fi fost singur.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– A fi fost, ia, dac\u0103-\u0163i mai convine, \u00een schimbul c\u0103r\u0163ii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nedecartate, c\u0103 n-am ochi de u\u015f\u0103, de t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful pe sub ea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Te-o fi liberat, da’ niciun neliber s\u0103 nu fie amnistiat la ecou.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ego probabil se aude eco, da’ ecoul, s\u0103racu’, \u015fi eu…<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– M\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc \u015fi tunelul s-a ferit, a dat \u00een feerie, te-apropii de la zece metri, prin singur\u0103tatea somptuoas\u0103, c-un z\u00e2mbet pe fa\u0163a luminoas\u0103, p\u0103rul str\u00e2ns \u00een conci, rochie lung\u0103, pa\u015fi aristocratici, ochii-n acela\u015fi sur\u00e2s, fa\u0163\u0103-n fa\u0163\u0103, parc\u0103 m\u0103-ntorceam \u015fi o tain\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ce s\u0103 ne mai t\u0103inim c\u0103 ne vedem din calculul durerii despreunate, \u00een vis \u015fi \u0103la, desp\u0103gubitor c\u00e2t s\u0103 ne mute aceea\u015fi boal\u0103, \u0163ie-n t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, mie-n mu\u015furoaie, \u00eemi luasem o fa\u0163\u0103 c\u00e2t s\u0103 \u0163i se par\u0103 schimbat \u015fi tunelul de la fort ori dinspre mare ori altul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Bomba din acoperi\u015fult tunelului martirilor \u00ee\u015fi p\u0103streaz\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 niscai reci ecouri prin cea\u0163a avionului \u00eempu\u015fcat, cobor\u00e2sei dintr-un zbor altfel, numai tu, \u015fi-n vis s-ar fi cuvenit o amitire a v\u0103milor, singura realitate din ochii t\u0103i de-o lume se \u00eenduio\u015fa.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Ia \u015fi te desentimentalizeaz\u0103, apuc\u0103-te, de exemplu, s\u0103 urli, \u015fi sf\u00e2\u015fie-mi rochia, alert la doliu-i din mod\u0103, poate am pulpele calde, poate sunt \u00een c\u0103lduri, \u0163i-oi sparge capul c\u00e2nd mi-ai face felul, dar nu te uita, cine s-o uita tot cu ochii mei va miji vreo scuz\u0103.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Cum c\u0103 m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc \u015fi descop\u0103r un pantof \u015fi m\u0103 \u00eenfrigur, \u00eel deschid s\u0103 plutesc spre ghea\u0163a t\u0103lpii, s\u0103 ne \u00eentre\u0163inem prin ea, ca-ntr-un premiu, c\u0103 ne c\u0103lc\u0103m iar \u015fi floarea mov nu te-a t\u0103iat, n-ai sculptat-o ca pe rod, cum s-or fi pip\u0103ind evolu\u0163iile funerare \u015fi roditoare ale florii mov nu e nicio culoare \u00een clipa astei revela\u0163ii, nici vorb\u0103 la talp\u0103, o m\u00e2ntuire de prisos, ceva s\u0103-\u0163i inspire o iluzie de dar, neprimit, imposibil de pom\u0103nit, \u015fi \u00eencerc s\u0103-\u0163i dau de \u00een\u0163eles c\u0103, bine, n-ai dec\u00e2t s\u0103-mi d\u0103rui mie zg\u00e2rietura m\u0103r\u0103cinilor de bouganvillea.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pentru c\u0103 nu te-am iertat, dintru \u00eenceput, nu mi-o iert, ce cau\u0163i singur\u0103 \u00een singur\u0103tatea ireal\u0103 a tunelului v\u0103z\u00e2ndu-\u015fi de ajunare \u015fi puja<\/em> h\u00e2\u0163\u00e2n\u00e2ndu-se de aerul din vecie vizitat de scena mamei cu demonul f\u0103r\u00e2mat la picioare tuns scurt.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Mi-ai \u015fi pus capul de idoli\u0163\u0103 ce i l-ai zg\u00e2riat pe zid \u015fi-ai jurat s\u0103 mi-l ar\u0103\u0163i c\u0103-mi seam\u0103na, observ\u0103 c\u0103 nu numai culori dar \u015fi zg\u00e2rieturi s-au dus \u00een plata Domnului, demonului, \u015fi doar geometrii supradimensionate ne p\u0103g\u00e2nizeaz\u0103 decorul.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Tu inspiri o victim\u0103 t\u00e2r\u00e2ndu-se s\u0103-\u0163i inspire o recunoa\u015ftere trist\u0103, \u00ee\u0163i \u00een\u0163eleg stinghereala sur\u00e2sului, paloarea-\u0163i m\u0103 furase c\u00e2t s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eentorc, perpelindu-m\u0103 dup\u0103 o etichet\u0103 a \u00eent\u00e2mpin\u0103rii molcomului zbor.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Nici nu zburasem, \u00een\u0163elegerea o rumegasei p\u00e2n\u0103 s-au retezat, ajutat de fiin\u0163e decorative, conforturi agonice, renun\u0163\u0103ri la lumini colorate, la ve\u015fti din nori \u015fi de pe p\u0103m\u00e2nt, te \u00eenghesuisei \u00een coclauri vizi pentru a-mi face loc numai mie.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– C\u0103 numai tu \u00eencapi mignon\u0103, \u00een picioare, peste p\u0103rerea de mine, cum, atunci, fa\u0163\u0103 la fa\u0163\u0103, mi-ar pl\u0103cea s\u0103 fie adev\u0103rat \u015fi visul de ajungere, din stop, \u0103la nemairegretat, \u015fi el de-o neculoare, pe vremuri, talp\u0103 la talp\u0103, ne sfin\u0163eam la cracii miresii.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Pare-mi-se tot singur, dup\u0103 \u00eencruci\u015f\u0103ri de pa\u015fi \u00een aer liber, la o alegere tot mai \u00eemp\u0103timit\u0103, de-ai t\u0103cut zece ani \u015fi-o torni la gogo\u015fi \u00een incertul prezent de m-ai convocat s\u0103 joc finalul melodramei, las\u0103-m\u0103, dar, s\u0103-\u0163i\u00a0 dau din lumea asta spa\u0163iul vast.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– \u015ei nu e cald, nici ghea\u0163\u0103, sexul \u0163i l-a\u015f vrea dilatat, foarea mov, necolor\u0103 a bananierului, autofecund\u00e2ndu-se prin rod, nu m\u0103 pot t\u00e2r\u00ee pe prea albele-\u0163i pulpe \u015fi sanscrite, am \u00eencheietori de nimic, \u00eemi dep\u0103\u015fe\u015fti visul \u015fi f\u0103r\u0103 groaz\u0103 m\u0103 onorezi.<\/strong><\/p>\n

– Timpul se va mai schimba, se va \u00eenro\u015fi, \u015fi tu \u00eemi vei dilata sexul cre\u015ftine\u015fte, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f-gr\u0103bi\u015f, de la deal la vale, \u00eent\u00e2i voi avea aerul c\u0103-\u0163i voi plesni o palm\u0103 \u015fi te dr\u0103cui, pe urm\u0103 ce s\u0103 mai zic, floare de bananier te-o rodi pl\u00e2ng\u00e2nd.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Sosirea ei a prevenit ce se min\u0163ise din gargara zodiacului, da’ cine s\u0103 te lini\u015fteasc\u0103, nici crabul, c\u00e2nd \u0163i-a anun\u0163at, pe tipar, s\u0103 se produc\u0103 dovad\u0103 \u015fi geometrie, c\u0103 te-a ajuns te-a rezolvat, te \u00eenso\u0163e\u015fte, a\u015fa, lucrurile s-au aranjat \u00een \u00eenc\u0103 un infinit de iluzorie bun\u0103tate \u015fi a\u015fteptare \u00eenvrednicit\u0103, chiar o masturbant\u0103 neverosimilitate a vie\u0163ilor de r\u00e2nd, decolorate \u015fi de bun\u0103 voie, nu numai de mu\u015furoiul pornit de la film, de unde se \u00eentinseser\u0103 mai dihai, at\u00e2t c\u0103 era luni, c\u00e2t \u015fi s\u0103 g\u00e2dile antiadministra\u0163ia, c-aveam \u015fi noi, nu sc\u0103pam, ne t\u00e2ram tot timpul \u00een de noi, altfel contam \u00een anume rapoarte, foarte sus, de n-am auzit c\u00e2t ne scuipam v\u00e2nt, e \u015fi ru\u015finea de ru\u015fine, darmite consumul tunelului, reminiscen\u0163a eternei neputin\u0163e de a te \u00eentoarce ori de a face un pas, am\u0103girea organizat\u0103 cu ipocrizie, c\u0103 bananierii erau de furnici albe, i-am retzat s\u0103-i suim \u00een palmierii sui\u0163i \u00een banyanii flutur\u00e2nd r\u0103d\u0103cini de crabi, tot cu un zbor al ei, de s-a prezentat, pe acela\u015fi loc, eloxat, ba \u00eenc\u0103, de s-au lipit la zid \u00eentr-o roat\u0103 de simetrie bananieri de furnici albe mai drep\u0163i, o neoclarvizionare, la film, le-om smulge, ne stric\u0103m natura viral\u0103, dezinformat\u0103, nou\u0103sprezece \u00een loc de dou\u0103zeci, mai nimic din o sut\u0103 \u015faizeci \u015fi nou\u0103, cine num\u0103r\u0103 nu tr\u0103ie\u015fte, cine nu tr\u0103ie\u015fte et caetera, da’ bine-a f\u0103cut, a\u015fa-mi trebuia, c\u0103 m-am f\u0103cut fericit o clip\u0103, de-o a\u015fteptasem c\u00e2t \u00eemi fusese veacul, b\u00e2rfele c\u0103 ne sim\u0163eam altfel imagina\u0163ia, mai terre-a-tere, c\u0103 fondurile cosmice ne cost\u0103 duminicile, c\u0103 \u0103la n-a fost \u00een tunel \u015fi ne \u00eenc\u00e2nt\u0103 pantof\u0103reasa, se vor reprograma \u015fi-alea, ne \u00eencheiem acum t\u0103r\u0103\u015fenia, nici chiar ald\u0103ma\u015ful, c\u0103 ne r\u00e2de amltash<\/em>ul, prin foile lui am v\u0103zut bananierul cum prin cercul mutelor ne-am \u00eempotmolit t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful s\u0103 juc\u0103m \u015fi noi c\u0103r\u0163i, de ne-am pus la cale s\u0103 ajungem o dat\u0103 \u015fi o dat\u0103 la film, ideea e t\u00e2mpit\u0103, n-are nici \u00een clin nici \u00een m\u00e2nec\u0103, de niciodat\u0103, cu h\u0103l\u0103duirea-ne \u00eentru o nimcnicie aparent schiload\u0103, lepra nu ne decora mai prejos ostoirea de amor, n-aveam voie s\u0103 ie\u015fim, e drept, c\u00e2t c\u0103 ne vindecasem, un pic \u015fi prin amor, ne crescuser\u0103 aripi, drag\u0103, \u00een locul c\u0103rnii m\u00e2ncate de boala carnivor\u0103, nu de furnici, alea nici n-ar mai avea ce ciupi, t\u00e2rna exist\u0103, \u015fi capul, \u015fi cenu\u015fa, z\u0103u c\u0103 nu era mai minciun\u0103 ca o poezie cum ne t\u00e2r\u00e2m noi \u015fi s\u0103 ne pi\u015f\u0103m pe aproapele disp\u0103rut, orbul se pi\u015fa \u015fi tu ejaculai la miezul nop\u0163ii c\u0103 n-ai v\u0103zut niciodat\u0103 orb pi\u015f\u00e2ndu-se iar toat\u0103 femeia a balansat postul nostru \u00een ecologie, de zisesem de poant\u0103 crabi la masculin \u015fi furnici la feminin, c\u0103 nici at\u00e2t nu ne distingeam, m\u0103car \u0103ia \u015fi alea n-aveau, pentru c\u0103 n-aveau ambi\u0163ia s\u0103 mearg\u0103 la film, n-aveau de ce s\u0103 nu joace giurgina c\u00e2t o lop\u0103iam din \u0163east\u0103-n \u0163eap\u0103, s\u0103 nu zic din epopee-n epopee, secretul nostru este c\u0103 \u00eenv\u0103\u0163asem cum e de bine f\u0103r\u0103 cap fiind numai cap, f\u0103r\u0103 corp, de suflet n-am putut sc\u0103pa \u015fi ne-a mai \u015fi vizitat madama asta Nandini pe r\u00e2nd \u015fi \u00een mas\u0103, c-o fi, c-o p\u0103\u0163i, c\u0103 de-a s\u0103rutat o gagic\u0103 \u015fi-at\u00e2t, c\u0103 ea nu ne-a s\u0103rutat, c\u0103 era lege mar\u0163ial\u0103 \u015fi c\u0103, zicea nenea, ea \u00eens\u0103\u015fi era moartea, baliverne, ce-a mai pl\u00e2ns c\u0103 n-am implicat-o \u00een obscenit\u0103\u0163ile alea luate la ochi de t\u0103ietori, nu numai de filme, profesam \u015ftreangul, n-aveam acces, nu iese, iar dac\u0103 a\u0163i avut ocazia s\u0103 v\u0103 sp\u00e2nzura\u0163i \u00eentr-un bananier, v-a\u0163i trezit bine-merci.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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–\u00a0 Curbura traseului, s\u0103 str\u00e2mbi din nas, v\u0103de\u015fte adev\u0103rul c\u0103 numai \u00een tunel te po\u0163i t\u00e2r\u00ee, absolutiza, nesf\u00e2nt, p\u00e2n\u0103 una alta, ne-am fript sufletul, vechea ortoboeirie ne trage clopotul, nu c-am avea acela\u015fi dumnezeu, pe ce, nu c-am mai da iluzia sl\u0103vitei turme prin p\u0103stora\u015fu-i, ia-o pe-aici, dac\u0103 nici tunelul, nici piatra nu \u0163i s-au v\u0103dit, t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fte-te-n gol, gol de sine, umbra se va geometriza, la o clip\u0103, o s\u0103-\u0163i apar\u0103 sur\u00e2z\u00e2nd dracul \u0103la de muiere, \u00eengera din carte, dup\u0103 viteji, las\u0103 str\u0103codo\u015ful, d\u0103-i bice, nu-\u0163i permiteai dreptul iluziei respective, te vindeai de ambalaj, ca o influen\u0163\u0103, nu, trebuie s-o prinzi \u015fi s-o ar\u0103\u0163i, s-o pedepse\u015fti, n-o s-o doar\u0103, nu exist\u0103 dec\u00e2t \u00een realizarea ta, faci zarv\u0103, nu era fecioar\u0103, nevast\u0103-ta, la re\u00eencarnare, moi cronicile-n venin de viper\u0103 \u015fi, pe cont propriu, original, performezi fecundarea-i cu fierul ro\u015fu ca un crab fiert, nenicule, n-abuza de limbaj, rece, \u0163epe\u015fte, nu exist\u0103, \u00eendulce\u015fte nega\u0163iunea, ajungi prea \u00eenapoi, rupe-\u0163i de la gur\u0103 doctrina singur\u0103t\u0103\u0163ii r\u0103zbun\u0103toare, vampiric anacronism, a surcelelor aprinz\u00e2ndu-se unul de la altul, una de la alta, lab\u0103, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015f, pune-i poalele-n cap, p\u0103durile \u015fi n-au o rochie at\u00e2t de ad\u00e2nc\u0103, foile de bananier \u015fi nu le dormeai pe burt\u0103, te \u00eentinsesei pe spate, ca bunicul caprei, doi cu disimetrii, t\u00e2r\u00e2\u015ful te scoate bor\u00e2t din statul plastic, din plasticit\u0103\u0163ile statice, aici te puteai repezi-\u00eentr-o scen\u0103 de dubiu nou, mai inutil ca boala, c\u0103 te \u00eembl\u00e2nzea, la ce bun ori, dac\u0103-ai auzit, politica-muzica, nu-\u0163i place, n-ai priceput ce-ai iubit, adic\u0103 de unde p\u00e2n\u0103 unde \u015fi cum, te ia dracu’ \u015fi de p\u0103cat \u00een sus, vino \u015fi dovede\u015fte-te cu demnitate de crab, \u00eentins c\u00e2t tropicul \u015fi astralizat f\u0103r\u0103 credit, mai mor\u00e2nce\u015fte-\u0163i pleoapele, de le mai por\u0163i, prin scama norilor, de se mai las\u0103, tot e ceva, \u015fi dac\u0103 d\u0103 Dumnezeu, e altceva, mereu altceva, de-o distrac\u0163ie, foarte just a-i fi refuzat spa\u0163iul, tot prostii prin tot spa\u0163iul, c\u00e2nd vremea a trecut \u015fi nu te las\u0103 nici pe iele nici sub ele, c\u0103 pu\u0163in a r\u0103mas \u015fi pu\u0163inul te r\u0103stoarn\u0103 tot, ce s\u0103 mai \u00eentorci personal, pe ce br\u00e2nci s\u0103 joace filmul cu u\u015file \u00eenchise pe din afar\u0103 de lac\u0103tele realizatorilor t\u0103i, sl\u0103ve\u015fte-i cu o b\u0103\u015fin\u0103 \u015fi \u0163i-ai f\u0103cut planul, iar ei te vor lua la \u00eentreb\u0103ri de am\u0103nunt, pe aceea\u015fi limb\u0103, ab\u0163ine-te s\u0103 mai adaugi zile, bag\u0103-\u0163i via\u0163a min\u0163ilor \u00een cap, s\u0103 te doar\u0103 e de buton, parc\u0103 te duci la femei migrenoase \u015fi asta, cum cu pa\u015fi nici \u0163i se apropie, iar tu, t\u0103m\u00e2ie, studiaz\u0103 mai sus, c-o p\u0103ze\u015fti boier de s\u0103r\u0103cia premiat\u0103 a\u015fa, c-o prive\u015fti c\u00e2t cuprinzi, de unde apare, din hala geometriei, p\u00e2n\u0103 dispare ating\u00e2ndu-te, acupres\u00e2ndu-se, s\u0103 n-o, nu te mai doar\u0103, p\u0103i ce, c\u0103 fii serios, c\u0103 ne vede, \u015fi e aranjamentul durerii ei de cap, asta nu-\u0163i place \u015fi sari la floarea mov, v\u0103 cunoa\u015fte\u0163i de undeva, vedenie, prinde-o \u015fi vezi-o, c\u0103 nu te mai jucasei, din vremea cealalt\u0103, tot o clipit\u0103, s\u0103-\u0163i ba\u0163i p\u0103rin\u0163ii, pe ce um\u0103r, sora, stricatule-claritate experimental\u0103 numai \u00een tunel, p\u00e2n\u0103 la os, o specie p\u0103relnic\u0103, de-aia efemer sublim\u0103, r\u0103m\u00e2n cu fluturele-n aer, m\u0103r de libelule, ce-mi trebuie mie s\u0103 m\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2lnesc cu tine \u015fi s\u0103 nu-\u0163i simt nici \u015foldul lunec\u00e2nd \u00een sensul opus, c\u0103 ne spulber\u0103m la atingere, ne-am nuclearizat \u00eentr-un hal f\u0103r\u0103 ah, n-am jen\u0103, \u015fi nu mi-l permi\u0163i pentru nimic.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Mai bine nimic dec\u00e2t amara reculegere \u00eentru sf\u00e2r\u00e2iala jertfei, fanfar\u0103, lacrim\u0103, ordinul nu e al mortului \u00eenviat, ordine de ne t\u00e2r\u00e2m \u00een ea nu avea habar de pantomima-con\u015ftiin\u0163\u0103, cum visezi \u015fi-odat\u0103 te-mpingi prin abur, de-o poveste pe pip\u0103ite, te ca\u0163\u0103ri pe talp\u0103 s\u0103 faci semne disperate c\u0103 e\u015fti perfect preg\u0103tit, contrazis \u015fi sufocat din gene, \u00ee\u0163i place, murind, genetica, nu stric\u0103 viitorului, ca s\u0103 nu-l ui\u0163i, s\u0103 fie de sufletul cui n-o s\u0103 fie, de-aia nu veni scrisoare, s\u0103 nu se i\u015fte ceva, careva, s\u0103-\u0163i lege br\u00e2ncile-n scris, dezleg\u00e2ndu-te la suflet printre rotogoale fumate nemaisanscrit, cum am anun\u0163at divor\u0163ul \u015fi c-o tacla talaka, nu te explica, e-acela\u015fi mit de nevoie, chiar fii pe pace, ajunge-\u0163i, c\u0103 n-o s\u0103 te ajungi, \u00eenmul\u0163ind exemple foarte ur\u00e2te, c-atunci de ce te-ai mai t\u00e2r\u00e2t o via\u0163\u0103, dac\u0103 nu de \u015fmecher \u015fi cer\u015fetor \u015fi \u00eendr\u0103gostit, sictir zise c\u0103pitanul \u00eentre ghe\u0163uri, un fel de cazzo, aici ai aruncat cu mucii-n fasole, te fasole\u015fti din spiritul unit\u0103\u0163ii unui matrapazl\u00e2c b\u0103t\u0103tor de ochelari, ochelari de cur, bine \u0163i-a \u015fi civilizat zis, nu iese, nici \u00een izmene, nici altminteri, c\u0103 tu e\u015fti optimist \u015fi tesm\u0103cuie\u015fti la talpa luciferic\u0103, hai noroc, m\u0103 jigne\u015fti, \u015fi nu-\u0163i spun, nu-\u0163i fac onoarea, nu-\u0163i fac nimic, nici n-a\u015f avea \u00eencotro, aici n-au loc de neadev\u0103rurile-\u0163i despre adev\u0103rurile-mi, care-or fi alea, p\u0103i or fi de zece ani, s\u0103 zicem, la m\u00e2n\u0103, dac\u0103-mi tai m\u00e2na, cu ce s\u0103 iau plata, c\u0103 m\u00e2na ailalt\u0103 mi-a trecut la o veselie, \u015ftii, s-a spulberat ca nimic \u00eentre cracii miresei, voisem s\u0103 m\u0103 asigur c\u0103 sunt moral \u00een inten\u0163iile bestialit\u0103\u0163ii subsemnatului, am \u015fi povestit c\u0103 \u0103la cu t\u00e2rna m\u0103 teroriza \u015fi am l\u0103sat-o balt\u0103 pe soru-sa, \u00eendr\u0103gostindu-m\u0103 de curva din \u015fedin\u0163\u0103, de-am ridicat-o la t\u0103iere \u015fi tocmai curgea apa respectiv\u0103 pe chelia \u0163estoasei, de-am f\u0103cut leg\u0103tura cu coperi\u015ful, gaura din talp\u0103, situa\u0163ia se simplific\u0103 pe zi ce trece, aproape nu mai exist\u0103 regul\u0103 de trei, niciun triunghi nu mai are haz, m\u0103 refer la leac, \u00eemi dai ce-\u0163i dai, da, da, periferia refuzului meu \u0163i-e propriul prinos, te v\u0103d uneori \u00een locul meu, nu te invidiez nici atunci, mi-ai compromis natura, dar nu mai am nevoie nici de credin\u0163\u0103, nu te cred, nu m\u0103 cred, m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc spre cr\u0103p\u0103tura carapacei, s\u0103-nv\u0103\u0163, s\u0103 m\u0103-nv\u0103\u0163 r\u00e2s, \u00eemi sperii discursul mental, \u00ee\u0163i dau cuv\u00e2ntul meu de t\u0103cere, formularistica am prezentat-o printre regnuri de te-am \u00eendr\u0103git mai ceva dec\u00e2t discu\u0163ia asta f\u0103r\u0103 iert\u0103ciuni, se f\u0103cuse t\u00e2rziu de mai ‘nainte, primii bananieri de furnici albe tres\u0103ltau laborios, ca orice \u00eenceput, nici ecou, de-acu’ \u00eemi tai genera\u0163ia \u00een sil\u0103 pe-o ruin\u0103 carnal\u0103, pe-o re\u00eemb\u0103tr\u00e2nire \u015ftirb\u0103, d\u0103-te mai a\u015fa, un timp \u00eemi voi repeta veacul de veac \u015fi apoi, dac\u0103 te t\u00e2r\u0103\u015fti cum mi-am t\u00e2r\u00e2t, nu sufletul, te-njur, c\u0103 de, mi-am tot petrecut cu curvele \u015fi te-am neglijat ca prin cer, \u015fi iar \u00eemi pierd \u015firul \u00een confuzia asta becisnic\u0103 de se \u00eenchipuie la infinit c\u00e2nd vreau s\u0103 povestesc contrariul, fie o natur\u0103 a\u015fa cum e, fie un sentiment, fie nemintea dintre dumnealor, nu mi-o fi nici mie u\u015for \u00een c\u0103rare, \u0163an\u0163o\u015f peregrin\u00e2ndu-mi nes\u0103lt\u0103rea\u0163\u0103 mandakranta<\/em>, c\u00e2t m-a \u0163inut \u015fi cu aia, o aventur\u0103 solitar\u0103, ne\u00eenregistrabil\u0103, tocmai pierdusem gustul filmului \u015fi mi-am tri\u015fat o vie \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ia ta, ca s\u0103 perseverez \u00een confuzie, s\u0103 m\u0103 re\u00eenc\u0103p\u0103\u0163\u00e2nez pe-o revizie capital\u0103-n creierii verzi ai munceilor c\u00e2t pe-aici s\u0103 mi se-a\u015ftearn\u0103 bananieri.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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– Voiam s\u0103 vin chiar azi, ori c\u00e2nd terminam de venit s\u0103-\u0163i spun c\u0103 am venit, c\u0103 am sf\u00e2r\u015fit, \u015ftii, am tot planurile alea, da’ unu’ parc\u0103 nu-l mai am, nu c\u0103 s-a plinit, poate vremea, precis c-o s\u0103 m\u0103 invi\u0163i, ca pentru a-i da o idee, trebuie s-o traduc \u00een causerie, ceea ce tot nu se poart\u0103, voi dechide u\u015fa dint\u00e2i \u015fi m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc p\u00e2n\u0103 la poart\u0103, m-am uitat pe sub u\u015f\u0103 \u015fi-n lumina dimine\u0163ii tropicale, film\u00e2nd de jos \u00een sus, am z\u0103bovit pe luciul ro\u015fietic al frun\u0163ii umbrind culoarea t\u00e2rnei, repede tot nervos, de-o fa\u0163\u0103 ritmat\u0103 optimismului contrasemnat, ca s\u0103 nu ie\u015fim la pepeni, noi, avoca\u0163ii himalaieni de divor\u0163uri, dac\u0103 n-ai recunoa\u015fte scrisul, e-n alt\u0103 limb\u0103, \u015ftiu c\u0103 vremea ne-a p\u0103scut, c-un cerc aproape, ne-a \u0163ipat strugurarul de-a surzit visata, nu insist, ce mai, mi-ai ar\u0103ta c\u0103 cine e sus, adic\u0103 a fost \u015fi-n vremea noastr\u0103, de-a mea \u00eemi caut alte cuvinte, gata, de exemplu, \u015fi ce urmeaz\u0103 \u00ee\u0163i vei traduce singur, ca \u015fi cum chiar urmeaz\u0103, hai, domnu’, de-asear\u0103 z\u00e2mbeam la dou\u0103 veacuri c\u0103 sporov\u0103iai la dou\u0103 r\u0103zboaie \u015fi, las\u0103, lume p\u0103c\u0103tuiam \u015fi-n tunel, \u0163i-am spus c\u0103 nu-\u0163i spun, ai r\u00e2s la poman\u0103, te-ai str\u00e2mbat, s-o m\u0103rturisim pe-a dreapt\u0103, \u015fi nicio iertare, cred c\u0103 nici nu vin, ca s\u0103 cred ceva, a\u015f da de alt\u0103 \u00eent\u00e2mpin\u0103toare, a, m-am refugiat iar la furnici, m\u0103 trag \u00een sus, ca \u015fi cum m-a\u015f t\u00e2r\u00ee cu puterea tinere\u0163ii, avem scandal, ne m\u00e2nc\u0103m fiindc\u0103 nici nu ne cunoa\u015ftem ca lumea, iubirea e tot un ou, l-am servit la mutare, n-am parte, consider\u0103 vegetalul, pe-acolo reu\u015feau metamorfozele, martorele-mi sunt de alt\u0103 p\u0103rere, le b\u00e2rfim \u015fi separat, \u00eensingurarea emo\u0163iilor ne-o ajuta nu-n munc\u0103, nu de suflet, ci \u015fi, la-nc\u00e2ntec iar, p\u00e2n\u0103 m\u00e2ine poim\u00e2ine, de-acum zece ani p\u00e2n\u0103 acum zece s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni, trecutul se suge, mi-a crescut oul de l-am \u00eenghi\u0163it \u015fi m\u0103 \u00eenghite \u00een acest moment de onoare problematic\u0103, de nerecomandat, c\u00e2t\u0103 vreme nu-n\u0163elegem bum-ul de deasupra tunelului, vine prin cre\u015ftet, se m\u0103n\u00e2nc\u0103 pe gur\u0103, sunt vinovat interior, totu\u015fi, cu dialog, totu\u015fi, vinovat, totu\u015fi, dialog \u015fi nu-mi vei spune dec\u00e2t ce-\u0163i voi spune \u015fi la desp\u0103r\u0163ire vei ar\u0103ta \u00een sus, gura, mestec\u0103 \u015fi vinul bun, cu simetrii \u00een orice naivitate, dac\u0103 nu te-ai sup\u0103ra a\u015fa te-a\u015f decreta, m\u0103 sup\u0103r de nesup\u0103rare, c\u0103 nesim\u0163it m\u0103 t\u00e2r\u0103sc \u015fi nu mai ajung nici la cercul mutelor, c-am luat-o-n mar\u015f, cu liota, s-atac\u0103m filmul, tu-l vezi serile \u015fi asta ar atrage importanta dumitale povestire, m-a\u015f ru\u015fina f\u0103r\u0103 ru\u015fine, am face \u015fi pu\u0163in\u0103 politic\u0103, am morm\u0103i-o \u00eenchipuindu-ne \u0163ip\u00e2nd, pe urm\u0103 socialul \u015fi, hop, c\u0103 mai ce, ce zice, cine zice, m\u0103-n\u0163elegi, nu e niciun roman, p-acolo, un timp, v-a\u015f fi putut descrie \u00eemp\u0103r\u0103\u0163ia cu documente, tu \u015fi eu, nu, nu vin, ori \u00eemi imaginez c\u0103 n-am venit, chiar dac\u0103 vin, la ce s\u0103 vin \u015fi la ce s\u0103-mi imaginez c\u0103 vin ori c\u0103 n-am venit, ehe, veneam acum zece ani \u00eencoace, nu-mi cuno\u015fteam destina\u0163ia, de destin, nu-mi p\u0103sa, \u015fi destinatara venea, cum am spus, dinspre un izvor \u015fi eu dinspre palmieri, c\u0103 din coaja unuia tunelul m-a \u00eenconjurat \u015fi cum m-a \u00eenconjurat \u00een anumite g\u00e2nduri de nedeclarat, c\u00e2t c\u0103 abia de-i ziceam, de unde vii \u015fi tu femeie, c\u0103 eu m\u0103 duc \u00eentr-acolo, \u015fi te-am mai v\u0103zut \u015fi, doamne, de te-oi mai vedea, mereu amu\u0163eam, orbeam, de-o nostalgie t\u00e2mpit\u0103 c\u0103 n-o s-o mai v\u0103d de bine ce n-o vedeam, o revedeam.<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Delhi, 15 august \u2013 11 octombrie 1983<\/strong><\/p>\n

Academia Interna\u0163ional\u0103 \u201eMihai Eminescu\u201d, Bucure\u015fti, 2001, ISBN 973-99497-1-1<\/strong><\/p>\n

Material primit de la prof.dr.George Anca<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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